#Actually DID

[celestina-system]

Source-connected fictives are fine and you don't need to disconnect from your source fully (or really at all) if you don't want to or believe it will be bad for you. Recovery is good, but recovery doesn't look the same for everyone, the same applies to fictives/alters in general.

Stop being horrible to people who want to stay connected, it helps no one to act as though they're bad for this.

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[moonlitmeadowsys]

me a few years ago: why do i feel like i just came into existence when i was 12 or 13? why do i not really remember my childhood very well? why do i have such a horrible memory in general? why do my identity and behaviors vary so drastically?

me now: oh

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[mentallystrawberry]

Shout out to the other chronically mentally ill systems who’s disorders and traumas have severely impacted your quality of life and functioning

shout out to polyfragmented or complex and highly complex did systems

shout out to the systems who are RAMCOA survivors, childhood sexual abuse survivors, or childhood torture survivors

shout out to systems diagnosed with other comorbid mental disorders

shout out specifically to systems with BPD🫂

shout out to systems who have lost relationships with people because of your mental health

shout out to the systems struggling with substance abuse issues or addiction

shout out to the systems who’ve been in and out of mental hospitals

shout out to fellow black systems and other poc systems with many intersecting marginalized identities

shout out to systems who can’t attend in real life school or are graduating late due to their mental health

shout out to the systems who can’t get a job or a drivers license

shout out to the systems who lost their childhood and teenage years due to constant mental health struggles

shout out to systems who have to take multiple medications for their disorders

shout out to the lonely systems who can hardly ever leave their homes and build friendships

shout out to the systems that struggle with the scars their sh addictions leave

shout out to systems who can’t take care of themselves without needing support

try to keep in mind that you are not the average persons, so we shouldn’t expect ourselves to be able to function just like the average person would. know you are all loved and are trying your best to navigate a society that wasn’t designed with poc, disabled, or neurodivergent people in mind. i wish you systems the bestest recovery possible and i’m sending much love and support.

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[disabled-sysboxes]

[TEXT ID: endos and supports please DNI and block this blog, we dont want endo posts on our dash]

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[reimeichan]

Made a Starbucks order. I-as-Green usually get a Java Chip Frappuccino. Ordered a Strawberry Acai Lemonade instead. Felt totally normal and I was even like "yeah this is my normal order" and had to pause and remind myself that no! Green would never order this! You know who does order this, though? Cyan. Cyan fucking loves his strawberries and citruses. Except I'm also Cyan and that's why this felt normal.

Just. Fuck me this integration shit hits you at random moments and it feels so normal and natural you don't even notice the other parts of you corrupting you like this gjsjfjakgmms (/joking /affectionate /not actually mad I'm way exaggerating my reactions here)

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[pluralcultureis]

Plural culture is feeling invalid because you don't have high amnesia, but also not know what our amnesia level is so it might be higher than we think it is.

Plural culture is having shared memory but also forgetting most of what happens, though not blackouts, so we just have a consistent timeline of memory that is mostly just blank, but we all remember the same things, but also questioning if we actually share memory or we're just convinced we do

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[anti-endo-haven]

sending it here too to make y'all aware. this dude appeared on our feed, and, apparently, we got another case of anti endo mockery on our hands

@/anti-lies

dude's over-the-top attitude can't be real. nonus points, they've recently answered an ask from a certain familiar someone

(Low spoons but just for anyone that wants to avoid them, they answered an ask from SAS’s main blog for those that don’t want to interact with SAS supporters or things similar, they also use Aspen’s “will kekw at endos” shtick)

#anti endo #endos dni #did system #system #osddid #actually did #did plural #traumagenic system #endos not for you #osdd plural #osdd plurality #did plurality

[wxrmeaterz]

non-physical bullying isnt just name calling.

it can be mild - moderate - extreme ableism.

it can be social exclusion and isolation.

it can be homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc.

"only physical bullying can-"

shut. up.

i dont think you thought hard enough about this and thats FINE. but dont trauma olympics people dude.

do u need reminding of the diagnostic criteria for ur own disorder?

do u need reminding of what severe trauma actually is? that it is subjective and different people have different tolerances? that a child will interpret and respond differently?

do we REALLY need to have this conversation a million times?

#anti endo #endos dni #actually did #did system #polyfrag did #did alter #did osdd #osdd #cdd system #osddid #endos fuck off

[lemonsystemmm]

Thought I’d fix something i saw (I’m tired af so it’s shit)

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[celestina-system]

The funny thing about being a system that isn't fully out about it in real life is when people start to pick up on it, but credit it to something other than being a system.

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[puppyoclock]

being in love (not just romantically) with a headmate is like your brain tricking you into loving yourself by giving you someone else who is not yourself to love. "oh you wont shower and take your meds for you? well what if you were doing it for someone else?" and it works. its genius actually

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[the-alarm-system]

So i'm pretty new to all this system stuff just cause I only came out to myself and accepted my bandmates not that while ago

but fuck recently it feels like the dissociation gets so bad sometimes and the amnesia gets worse

like fuck could i still become a doctor like this? i go to work I dissociate I fuck up

maybe we get a DID diagnosis and maybe we get accommodations

but with that diagnosis so much would be stolen from us

not like therapy ever worked for us anyways

fuck psychiatry fuck capitalism

#endo safe #plural system #pluralgang #plurality #plural community #actually plural #traumagenic system #system things #system #did osdd #actually did #did system #anti psych #anti psychiatry

[disabled-sysboxes]

[TEXT ID: this system has NPD and will take any criticism as an attack unless it's clear that it's constructive]

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[lovesomesys]

Why do people call strangers in the internet names like “sweetheart” or “honey”

Like it would make me uncomfortable to be called a nickname by a stranger and I know a lot of my friends feel the same! Dont call strangers nicknames! It’s weird!

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[pluralcultureis]

plural culture is having those two headmates who are a couple and they won't keep their fricking voices down at NIGHT.

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[prey-iv]

dissociative twitch streamer: chat am i real

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