#*HAD*

[reixtsu]

I’m going feral for this man. I wish men were real

#Aventurine #Honkai star rail #aventurine Honkai star rail #had #aventurine x reader #Honkai star rail x reader

[cerealkiller740]

1955 Del Monte Canned Pineapple Easter ad

#1955 #del monte #canned #pineapple #fruit #had #dinner #cerealkiller #vintage food #food #vintage advertising #vintage magazine #kitchen #magazine #1950s #50s #50s ads

[ilynotes]

i think people have been very deeply misinterpreting mikes character and struggles in s4. his relationship problems with el aren’t about him “trying to be normal” and fearing abnormality, it’s about his codependency and his fears of being alone.

mike wants to be someone’s favorite person. he wants to be someone’s special person. he wants someone to need him, to rely on him, just as he can do the same to them. i see a lot of people say mike needs to learn it’s okay to not be needed because you can still be wanted without being needed, and sometimes that's enough, but i disagree. i don’t think there’s anything wrong with wanting to be needed, because that’s what literally all of us want deep down. it’s easy to be wanted by anybody. to be loved by anyone. to be liked by someone. but to have somebody love you so much that they need you in their life, that they need you around, and cannot live easy without the presence and love you give them — that’s a whole different thing. to need each other is a much more intense and raw form of love. when mike tells will so many times that he “keeps telling himself el still needs him,” but he “doesn’t believe it” that he thinks they really might not come back from this fight, will tries to reassure him and say, no, of course she needs you. how could she not? but will is misreading els feelings for mike, when the truth is, mike is right. she doesn’t need him anymore. not in the way she used to or the way he wants her to. and that’s a soul crushing thing for anyone; to realize the person that made you feel like you had a purpose, that looked at you like you were something so special, that made you feel larger than life — doesn’t feel that way anymore.

the thing about mike is he doesn’t know how to live for himself, he doesn’t want to. he lives and shines when he has someone to love with his whole being, and to lose something like that is worse than dying. mike is so codependent on el because he so desperately does not want to lose her, does not want to lose himself through the process of losing her, he is terrified of her not needing him anymore because if he isn’t needed then who is he? where is he supposed to go? so he projects onto el and desperately wants to believe that el needs him the way he needs her. but she doesn’t.

mike doesn’t realize will is that special person for him, he doesn’t realize will is the one that needs him the way he wants to be needed and desired. that will cannot live easily without mike in his life, just like how mike couldn’t live easily without will and el in his. and el and mikes relationship isn’t toxic, or fake, either. el loves mike, she always has. but she doesn’t really need him the way he does. and mike needs el, but does he love her the way she does?

i just think people have been missing the point. mikes feelings and actions make sense when you consider everything he’s bottling up and worrying about inside. it’s hard to read how he feels when he hides everything but what he wants more than anything else is to belong, to be loved and needed so unconditionally, to have that special relationship with someone. he’s deeply insecure of himself and always worrying he isn’t enough, he craves reassurance, he tries so hard to be enough and hide from his fears of being alone or rejected that he fucks everything up. mike doesn’t even have all his feelings and emotions figured out for himself — so of course it’d be hard for us to understand them too.

#i've had this in the drafts for too long and forgot i wrote this but i still think this is the truest interpretation of mike i've personally #had #like i realized a while ago when thinking about his character what it means to be needed and what it means to be loved #and the difference between the two #stranger things #mike wheeler #will byers #byler #analysis #st4 #my stuff

[secondmoonrise]

Hadies II gameplay got me inspired once again!

#digital art #art #had #hades 2 #hades #sprite art

[thepersonalwords]

I have a problem when people say something's real or not real, or normal or abnormal. The meaning of those words for me is very personal and subjective. I've always been confused and never had a clearcut understanding of the meaning of those kinds of words.

Tim Burton

#Tim Burton #thepersonalwords #had #quotes #literature #life quotes #author quotes #prose #lit #spilled ink #writers on tumblr #writing inspiration #poets on tumblr

[majimassqueaktoy]

#This gifset bought to you by: I miss Zhao and Joon-gi #like yes im seein Zhao in ishin all the time but its tainted bro- i cant truly enjoy it bc im just think bout ultra HD Baba model we coulda #had #but i DO love zhoa and joon-gi #they were my faves in y7- I felt like such a rat for it too like Oh the pretty pretty pretty boys are your faves? #Okay generic bitch #BUT Zhao is charming and fun and yk gun. and Joon-gi is weird as fuck and funny and gun. okay? #Not to say i dont love everyone else too i do i love saeko and ichi as much too #these two just my good mates tho #yakuza: like a dragon #Joon-gi han #zhao tianyou #tianyou zhao #yakuzaedit #rggedit #video game gifs #y7edit

[glvssviscera]

He makes me a little insane

#aventurine #had #honkai star rail #aventurine hsr #the fuckin #THE GUN LIGHT CONE

[thepersonalquotes]

I have a problem when people say something's real or not real, or normal or abnormal. The meaning of those words for me is very personal and subjective. I've always been confused and never had a clearcut understanding of the meaning of those kinds of words.

Tim Burton

#Tim Burton #thepersonalquotes #had #nota #People #Understanding #Problem #Personality #abnormality #confusion #kind #kindness #mean #meaning #means #normal #normalization #person #personal #real #something #subject #word #wording #quotes #literature #lit #prose #life quotes

[fuckyeahgoodomens]

I did not know you were Czech! It's on my list of languages to learn bc my great grandparents are from there. Thanks for the fun fact :)

Hiya! :) Oooh, wonderful! Wahoo! :) Not sure how many words you already know, but here's a simple Crowley one for you (and perhaps others :)): the word 'had' in czech means snake :). And a general czech fun fact: the word 'robot' is of the czech origin. ❤

#czech #had #snake #czech it out :) #czech fun facts because I can't help myself

[reinafish]

“Lmao who gets emotionsl over freaking Dog Man?? XD”

Hi

#dog man #yeahh #i have all the books #well #had #cus i lost some but anyway #i just remembered it so might as well post this?

[thelastdiamondpiratealchemist]

SFW. TADC headcanon:

Jax has a severe phobia of cockroaches and spiders.

Ragatha learns of his fear and takes revenge after Jax’s centipede prank. By hiding the creepy crawlies underneath his pillows.

It was glorious. Jax’s screams could even be heard outside the Tent.

#the amazing digital circus #tadc #tadc 2023 #ragatha #had #sfw headcanons #headcanon #the amazing digital circus headcanon #Jax #the amazing digital circus ragatha #the amazing digital circus Jax #revenge #i dont know what else to add here

[serpulalacrymans]

more sex related questions! i totally understand if you don't feel so good talking about it so feel free to pass but... what about having an act with alive partner? does that feel better/worse? do you practice something that can get your partner closer to the feeling of a dead body? aka bondage/choking/smth else?

I, uh. Well... I don't think I'd.. I've never thought about that. I think I'd just need the quiet.

#ive never #had #a #willing participant

[layraket]

Lore moment

spoiler: he didn't become a blacksmith

#poor boy #suffering the horrors #well thats honestly normal in that world so #but hey he got frends #ejemp #he had frends #had #asks #phantomhourglasslink #loz gulley

[fieriframes]

[I HAVE LOVED YOU (I HAVE LOVED YOU AND LIKE A DREAM (LIKE A DREAM. BY FAR THE MOST AUTHENTIC I'VE EVER HAD IN THE U.S.]

#s13e07 global traditions #guy fieri #guyfieri #diners drive-ins and dives #most authentic #u.s. #dream #far #had

[wortverlust]

#I #HAD #TOO #ThE SiUt #EMPEROR LEVI!!! #fwihehfwehfwe #I draw sometimes #levi aot #levi snk #SFW #SFW.Sketch

[rosecoloredknight]

Today was my mom's birthday and she's been talking about wanting to buy a new purse 👜 these last couple of months and so that's exactly what I did.

I bought her a purse, perfume, gave her one of the Better Made ™ potato chips I ordered, (it was lightly salted flavored because that's her favorite), tres leches cake, and a birthday card with a hand written letter from me included because I'm a softy. Despite everything, I freaking love her still.

I will always love you, mom.

#okay #i need fresh air so off for a walk 👍🏽 #hope y'all are having #had #or have #a good day 😊😊 #love you mom #personal