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evie-sturns · 5 days

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about me: hi! my names evie.

i downloaded tumblr 25th of december 2023 after seeing sturnfilmed's tiktok story, i instantly started writing fics as soon as i joined (my debut was chris and matt headcannons) i started watching the sturniolo's in early 2023 and my fav triplet is nick although i would pay matt to run me over.

i live in new-zealand, my favorite color is pink and i go to a private school. i love concerts, music and my friends. i have criiiiipppling anxiety which i've had since like 10 years old buts its okay, i also have a pretty bad eating disorder cause i grew up a fatass but we don't talk abt that. i have an older sister.

i have brown curly hair which i straighten and green eyes and relatively big lips, i'm 5'4, i'm in like a 2 month long talking stage with a guy rn, i'm a very social person and i'd say i'm quite popular which makes school quite a safe place for me and i feel liked by people , i have strict parents so i'm really good at lying, and sneaking around behind their backs. i used to be like kinda off the rails when my mum got sick and i was doing illegal stuff to distract myself but i got caught and stopped (glad) and now my life is back on track and i have a lot better things to do, my rice purity score is 72.

celebrity crushes:

christian anthony, billie eilish, matt sturniolo, chris sturniolo, RODRICK HEFFLEY?!??!??!???!?!?!?!?!!??!!?!?, nathan doe, fiona gallagher, carrington, vinnie hacker 💀💀💀, louis patridge, LOOORRENNNZOO ZURZOLOOOO, jared padalecki ONLY IN THE 2000’s, ned menlove

biggest fears: loosing loved ones, alligators?!??, being murdered, embarrassing myself.

my favorite youtubers are: the sturniolos, norris nuts (my guilty pleasure BYE), dizzydyl, benoftheweek, any kind of true crime omg, eleanor neale, baylen livene.

my favourite shows/movies: SHAMLESS (all time favorite), gilmore girls, 10 things i hate about you, the worlds a little blurry.

my favorite artists are: billie eilish like if you think your a bigger fan than me your NOT(kidding), chase atlantic, brent faiyaz, sza, frank ocean, childish gambino, and clairo but sometimes im a slut for songs like slut me out and geekaleek LMFAO. i've been to billies concert in 2022 which was the best night of my life, i went to sza last week which was life-changing.

my favourite songs as of right now are: confident - justin bieber and chance the rapper, les - childish gambino, drugs & money - chase atlantic, church - chase atlantic, overheated - billie eilish, bitches broken hearts - billie eilish. ivy - frank ocean

what i wont write: weird kinks (r@pe, like piss and shit stuff tf, big age gaps), nick x fem!reader if its not platonic even though i dont really write for nick in general. anything that i dont want to write so dont pressure me.

what i will write: requests, smut, angst, fluff, series's if im dedicated, one shots, almost anything apart from what i listed above.

i love writing on here and i love each and every one of you who like what i write, thank you guys for supporting me! i take requests and i'll do them if i like it so dont be shy to request!

here’s the tag you can go on where i answer things in my inbox exzexpf for requests

#evie-sturns inbox

also writing and reading on here got my english and humanties grade up like crazy so thank you guys.

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#sturniolo triplets #sturniolo #matt sturniolo #nick sturniolo #sturniolo x reader #chris sturniolo x reader #sturniolo smut #chris sturniolo #matt sturniolo x reader #sturniolo fanfic #evie-sturns

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witheringwidgetwrites · 6 months

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an mc with echolalia repeating noises/words/phrases the demon bros say (especially things in demonic language) and some of them getting Annoyed thinking its you mocking them and challenging them (lucifer, satan) or that ur making fun of them in a demeaning way (levi, mammon) and the general confusion and possible angst from hurt feels bc they dont know this is just a Thing some humans do. i think solomon would get caught in a loop with mc tho especially during nightbringer era like sol makes a Noise, mc repeats it, they go back and forth bc sol thinks its cute n understands the stimming nature it can have and everyone else is just '???? did the humans break???'

sorry if this doesnt make much sense its 3 am for me but i saw the ask abt demons not rly understanding humans and was like. lets take it up a notch with autistic (and other neurodivergent) traits and behaviors. bewilder those bitches some more. also i love ur writing its so good thank you for all youve blessed us with <3

AutismCore me me me me me relatable i love this ask sm i am stimming rN

pls send in a req for the others! if i do all in 1 post itll be soo long (also if u want a longer one send in 1 character and we can get some real angst in here)

Lucifer is one who doesn't mind very much. He's used to the Anti-Lucifer-League mocking almost everything he says, so there's not surprises there. However one evening at the dinner table, he it comes along in passing.

"Yes, I've never quite understood if you enjoy my presence or not, as you seem to mock me so often, MC."

"Wait, what are you talking about?"

"I heard you the other evening, you were speaking of what I had said to you, repeatedly. If I recall, it was, 'Don't dally with the dragons, MC'," he smiles at you, but there seems to be a little aggression behind it.

"Oh no, that's not mocking, Luci, it's called echolalia! It's a symptom of my autism." You go on to explain, and it seems like a small wave of relief washes over his eyes.

"Very well. I'm glad we got that misunderstanding cleared up."

The one who avoids you is Mammon, he's only now been caught up to by you, as you sit into the chair next to him at dinner. It's mostly quiet, until everyone has left, besides you him, and Leviathan and Beel, who are having this own conversation. You speak quietly, "have you been avoiding me, Mammon?"

"Why'd ya think that? Maybe it's you avoiding me!"

"Well, I haven't seen you almost at all in 4 days. Everytime I see you, you turn the other way. You feel the sting of fresh tears start to burn in your eyes, and Mammon can't help but feel a little guilty.

"Why'd ya even want to be around me, I heard you mocking me. You were sayin' 'mammoney' over and over."

"No, Mammon, that's not it at all!" You furrow your brow, and more tears start to come forward. This is not the first time you have been misunderstood by someone about your symptoms. You go on to explain, practically pleading with him to believe you.

"So it's just somethin' some humans do? Really? I think Levi does that sometimes," he chuckles, a small blush gracing his features.

The one who is most hurt by the misunderstanding is Leviathan. For sure. He heard you saying "Ruri-chan" over and over to yourself and assumed you were making fun of him. He hid away from you for days until you caught up to him, and asked if he'd been avoiding you. You missed your best friend dearly. "Of course I have! I heard you mocking me! I thought we were friends." His frown was evident, and you had to pry to find out what he was talking about. "Leviathan, what in the world are you talking about?"

"I heard you! You said," in his best mimicking voice he could muster, "Ruri-chan, over and over."

You were quick to stop him, trying your best to explain. He was still hurt, but he did feel a little silly.

"Oh, I guess that makes sense. I do that too sometimes, repeat things when they're f-fun to say, I mean," he seems to trail off, averting his gaze. His anger had not dissipated, and he felt silly for ever being mad.

"I-I'm, I'm sorry for misunderstanding you, MC."

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me mammon #obey me lucifer #obey me leviathan #lucifer x reader #mammon x reader #leviathan x reader #om! lucifer #om! mammon #om! levi #om! leviathan

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vivi-scera · 7 months

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ohhhh i have so many questions to ask now that i apologize beforehand for throwing you questions instead of actually giving a response-reply to your ask 😭

1) “i like thinking about jason-robin's relationship with bruce the most but i like tim as robin best” plss if u could pls elaborate on this? this is so interesting bcs for a second i thought it would be jason robin or even dick robin since hes the first one!

2) ”i think i was mostly thinking bruce/jason since i was talking about johndean” this is interesting too bcs i was hyperfocused on comparing dean’s devotion to dick’s, hence my ask & why i bring dick robin specifically, and now im curious abt your comparison :D

3) “i'm going to be actively problematic and say that bruce sees dick as something less than his partner and something more than his son” is it like what i think it is is it more in line with smth smth owning smth smth *eyes emoji*

4) your tags!! thats interesting too that you prefer jaytim as batcest, instead of like timdick whos more like brothers or jaydick with jason’s “envy” (to simplify it) at dick’s golden boy ness (also to simplify it) which could be a source of conflict between jason & bruce

haha no worries, i did totally set you up.

1.yeah so tim is my favorite robin <3 relatively unpopular opinion to have in my immediate circle apparently. though probably not as unpopular as saying damian is your favorite. but like, tim's the underdog! the odd one out!! he understands the meta-narrative role that robin plays in batman's life and tries to fulfill it. he's such a deeply interesting character not only in how he views himself as the weakest robin/the robin batman didn't choose, but also in how the other robins, canonically, view tim as the best out of them (because he's the most like daddy). i don't mind as much when fanon obfuscates his characterization because he really can be such a blank slate, more or less. as in, meta-narratively, tim decides to be whatever/whoever is best for batman, erasing the part of himself that is tim drake in favor of coalescing with "robin". he's the only robin who really is robin. which is really very tragic if you think about it. but also makes for fantastic bruce/tim fodder :) i would expand more on my love for tim but this ask would get WAY too long. read Liminal Space by Calamityjim on ao3 if you've watched young justice and have read the red robin 2009 run (an EXCELLENT read btw) if you want the gist of the angst.

as for the others, i think jason has had the best character evolution —not just in the batman storyline but as a comic character in general. i really think his death, and to a much lesser extent his rebirth, is the best/most impactful development in all of superhero comic history. superheroes as we know them today would largely not exist without his character. dick is fine, i like him third best. just because he was the first doesn't make him special to me lmao. the fact that others came after him is what makes him interesting to me, in addition to his relationship with batman— which is currently the most interesting batman-robin romantic relationship to me rn. i've seen some insane meta about him around but mostly based on somewhat outdated runs, which really doesn't mean anything when it comes to comics i guess. i don't think he's been in anything interesting/good in over a decade. i also wish i could mail tom taylor anthrax <3 damian is... my least favorite (skipping steph, sorryy i do love her but there's not enough canon for me to have an actual opinion). i think damian's interesting but only as a source of conflict (and ofc his dynamic with dick-batman). he doesn't really stand on his own and he's annoying.

2. i don't necessarily think that bruce/jason is closer to johndean than bruce/dick is (i actually think bruce/tim is closer relatively, but there's not a comparable pairing imo. i also just don't think dick is necessarily "devoted" to batman as much as tim is. his goals, like mentioned, align more with being able to call himself bruce's equal, which could be conflated with desire i.e. in bruce/dick). but there are a lot of functional aspects of the jason-robin & batman dynamic that is parallel to the relationship between dean and john as hunters imo— mostly having to do with consensual practices. is dean/jason-robin in control of his narrative purpose as a hunter/sidekick or are they doing what is necessary to survive? what does it mean for either of them when duty and pleasure are conflated? etc. i really love the headcanon that jason was a child-prostitute, which would be a functional role that carried over in being robin for another older man, so that was mostly where i was coming from. child soldiers... can't get enough of em.

3. haha i don't really know what the "something" is that i was referring to, just some vague middle ground that's gonna go undefined because where's the fun in defining the relationship that a man shares with the preteen ward in his possession who he may or may not want to be his son but who he treats like a spouse because mentally & emotionally he hasn't moved on from the day he was 9 years old and his parents died. maybe dick grows up but bruce never will :'). well, maybe he grows up a little when each robin leaves him

4. and yaaaa jaytim, favorite pairing of all time. they can be enemies to lovers. the ghost and the haunted. rebecca and the narrator. brother-rivals trying to become their father but who are held back by the lack of a quality that the other possesses (see nearmello death note). i'm gonna go the fanon route and say jason was tim's robin (even though, timeline wise, it could totally have been dick). so there is that adoration-envy (that tim would have for jason) that jason would have for dick in jaydick (which is a pairing i also like, don't get me wrong! i just maybe like it as a one-sided thing. or we could have the worst love triangle in the world with damian->tim->jason->dick->bruce all unrequited lmao). but in jaytim there's the addition of the danger element— jason at one point or another did want to kill tim. and not only was jason tim's robin, he was also his ghost story! an example of what would happen to tim if something went wrong. so adoration-envy-fear which transmutes to sexual interest. very sadomasochistic route we could take there. and for jason, tim is the kid who replaced him! who's evidently better at being daddy's favorite! he can die psychosexually mad about it. neither timdick or jaydick have that enemies/lovers edge that i really like (see kurokura hunter x hunter). they also just have some interesting canon history that writers never get into— like batman-jason trying to conscript tim as his robin during battle for the cowl. i am TRYING to write a jaytim fic but i keep getting distracted by other pairings. i thought i was gonna get to it after finishing the one i'm working on but i might just do brudick next so we'll see. send more questions/responses if you have them <3

#batman #jason todd #dick grayson #jaytim #tim drake #brudick #i think jaytim was the 1st batcest pairing that i got into years ago bc i could rationalize it and say jaytim has the least brotherly bond #but now i'm older and wiser and actively problematic #pet wife tag #since you were mad that i didn't tag you last time 🙄#i wouldn't have tagged you this time either had i not mentioned child-prostitute jason #which is more your jurisdiction #how many other nonrelated pairings can i reference to hint that i want to be asked about them...#vivi.asks

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mrsnancywheeler · 3 months

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Omg ch.3 of the river is so good !! but ima be so fr rn, I’m scared for what’s gonna happen next 😭 I love the angst too but I also want them to be happy😪 it’s tough out here fr

It HURTS that snow utilized the reader’s insecurities to hijack her and make her afraid of finnick :(( but it’s so interesting to see the contrast between the reader’s and Peeta’s hijacking!!

Oo I dont think I mentioned this before when I talked abt ch2, but young reader and finnick are very “fast times” by Sabrina Carpenter coded “Tiptoein' past so many stages But what the fuck is patience?” Like I can picture finnick saying that fr

THE BREAKUP SCENE... OUCHIE!! WHEN SHE SAID “You can’t break up with me and say stuff like that. It’s mean.” I CRIED

And then I cried some more at that ending bc omg :’) SHE MISSES HIM STILL??? MY HEART! And she’s trying to trust him again ahh :(( such a good chapter, I’m so excited (and terrified) to see what’s next!!

-🦅

it is tough because I also want them to happy, but we have so much left to get through and my brain is just a place that goes a sprinkle of angst there, a dash of angst here, and a waterfall of it over there

yesss snow really said reader is a paranoid girlie so let's validate that paranoia

you're so right, like Finnick did not give a fuck about waiting around he decided he liked her and went for it, every stage so fast, pulling out the pet names day one, kissing on day two, he's a lovesick, whipped man fr

that breakup scene is so near and dear to my heart like he was so much of a puppy dog for her that he couldn't just let her go, he had to say he wanted to protect her, beg her to hate him because he knew he would spend all his time pining. and reader wouldn't hate him and she tried to be fine in the moment so she wouldn't hurt him more just so she could go breakdown by herself and with Conway. which we don't get to see because it's Finnick's perspective, but trust reader did spend her time being comforted by Conway who very swiftly broke up with Meena, poor Meena

she does miss him 😭 she's literally so in love with him that even though she thinks he wants her dead part of her doesn't care because she's so lonely and misses him sm

thank you pookie, excited for you to read whatever comes next 💋

#wanda 💋#🦅 anon #the lakes #the river

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minniepetals · 10 months

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long msg (maybe?):

AHHHH so glad cmar is back 😭😭 been baking all day for family and cfriends so i wasnt able to see ur post abt its release AND when u released cmar💔 j so glad ur back and cmar is back🩷 cmar has me feeling so many emotions but ngl sometimes i also feel a little desensitized from reading sm angst in cmar😭(?)

alexander reminds me sm of my grandpa, he gives off such a warm vibe. A little prediction for alexander: i think hes the man standing behind karl ( hope m not wring and got the context clues right bc this would be v embarrassing rn😅) if oc acc kills karl right then and there or hurts him, alexander wouldnt say a thing and would have trusted him right there that he would do anything to her (if theres a plot twist and u acc make him hate oc i will be crying !!).

and if so !! i imagine oc going back to korea barely scathed and would take alexander’s adivce and get a dog. i would see her get a cutesy little puppy maybe to heal her inner child (like she gives in a little to her past self and lets go a bit j as alexander says) and absolutely adores her pup. THATS WOULD BE THE CUTEST THING EVER. but i also see her getting a big dog to keep her yk baddie energy through and through (but within the walls of her house or when no one looks she would probably baby her big pup).

I can see her abs loving her pup and probably going berserk on anyone who would harm her pup. u would prob do smthing like kill her pup off j to make us feel smthing.. and she would 100% go on a rampage after finding put who killed her pup🫡

and ofc this wouldnt be a cmar ask w/o tellings u that i hope the boys and oc makes up in the future. doesnt have to be soon or anyt i still have the urge to choke the cmar tannies (j a little). AND i hope they find put abt mc soon and go through abs hell as everything unfolds infront of them little by little. THE GUILT THAT I WANT THEM TO FEEL. yk. i acc imagine them finding everything out through a risky mission through their inears or smthing but idkidk its all up to beloved author (u, ily.)

if any of this. ur acc planning to write m sorry ill stop talking mb.

but on that note !! hope ur doing the best !! hope u feel amazing !! i want to tell u that ive probably read everytimg on ur masterlist alrdy and have repeatedly gone over “a thousand springs” and cried everytime.. i also abs miss ur drabbles ahuhu. but ur health and happiness is what matters most !! take ur time writing !! we wuv u (*˙˘˙)♡

okay i'd like to first point out that the man "standing" behind karl is not alexander but actually y/n's father oop-

"It feels like being in the presence of your father all over again, in the face of danger, of a manipulator, of a gaslighter, of an abuser. He returns hard and so vividly in the form of anger, in the form of a ghost, a spirit whom you see standing right behind Karl. He stands as still as ever, hands held behind his back, simply watching."

to explain, it's basically y/n hallucinating her father being there in front of her again the moment karl laid his hand on her.

will she kill him? will she not? i mean either way, he's dying so... 🫢

also the idea about her getting a pet sounds good lmao. i even thought about it while writing but suffice to say, we won't be introducing another animal character into the mix. the idea is really nice tho, like i just imagine her getting a big black dog who looks menacing, kinda like the way y/n in until the last star falls had cerberus (though in the of kai lmao). BUUT, when you think about it, her "guard dogs" are basically the reapers and i don't really feel like adding another concept into cmar's complicated character building lmao.

also you're getting some one-on-one with jk next chapter who yay for that 🥳

#anon #fics 🤍#cmar asks #cmar: 24 #luna asks

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naiive-and-starry-eyed · 2 years

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For the duo thing: Mergwaine, LonelyEyes, Akaza & Rengoku (is that the right guy?), Ciel & Finny, and Rohan & Koichi 💕

Thank you for the ask bestie!!!! And yes that is the right guy ❤️

Okay okay here we go

I love Mergwaine so much! @zounds-a-blog and I were on top of this one when we watched it together 😤 it's a great ship and I think the fandom is blinded by merthur that they don't consider a lot of other ships for Merlin, which is a shame since this one is so good!! I say it's better in fics just because we don't get to see Gwaine a whole lot with Merlin on the show, so it's fun to see the Situations they go through in fic. Especially give me ones where Gwaine goes off on Arthur for not appreciating Merlin ESPECIALLY cause he knows about Merlin's magic *chefs kiss*. They work whether it's a besties ship or romantic ship, they have the range

This is THE ship baybee!!! It's the template for they can make each other worse and I love to see it ❤️ the comedy is incredible but also the angst factor is so very good because what if Elias actually starts to care about Peter but haha whoops Peter is a Lonely avatar but can't love! Or can he 🤔 They really are JonMartin but make it evil and I absolutely love that for them. They definitely have a cat that they have shared custody of and it transfers between divorces. The cat is evil too btw. The ship makes me lose it and I'm vibing at all times

*chews concrete* THEM okay so the first I watched the train arc with my bestie it was like 3 am and I was kind of tapping out but going back and rewatching the two of them and also seeing posts and consuming fic, this pairing is prob second to lonelyeyes for me. They're so good, the angst is SO easy to write and think abt and I love them your honor. Wasted potential cause if Kyojuro would have become a demon (either willingly or even better UNWILLINGLY) we would have had it all. These two bother each other so much and Akaza is a huge simp who falls in love at first sight and doesn't know how to express his feelings so kills the person he loves sent tweet

I love these two so much!! ❤️ I've never considered them as a ship, but I can def see them being platonic! They both have Gone Through It ™ but Finny has kept his childish whimsy and zest for life that Ciel desperately needs, so this is a case of where they can fix each other!! Rn I think the dynamic is a bit weird since Finny is Ciel's servant, but with current events (spoilers to all not caught up) revealing Ciel is actually fake Ciel and stole his twins identity, and everyone therefore being on the run, traditional barriers can break down and they can become besties. On God Ciel needs more friends 😭

Rohan is MY personal bestie and fav character so unfortunately for Koichi this means Rohan is aroace and therefore not dating anyone <3 But they can def be besties and I love that for them! I do like their friendship that we've gotten to see so far; shoutout to Koichi for being willing to move past Rohan attacking and nearly killing him when they first met all so he could sell more books lmaoo. I do think Rohan can make Koichi more unhinged and make him worse which I think is good for him, king deserves to go apeshit on someone he's too nice

#joy speaks #thank you for the ask bestie!!!#merlin #mergwaine #demon slayer #black butler #jojo bizarre adventure #i was long winded with this answer but too bad you all get to hear my opinions ❤️#lonelyeyes #magnus archives #there we go got em all

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imjustwritingg · 2 years

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I hate you. I’m not okay. In fact I’m actually sitting on the floor in tears like real tears. We didn’t deserve this. Blondie didn’t deserve any of this. Pretty Boy doesn’t either and now I know when he finds out he’s going to be blaming himself more and more. I know we wanted angst but I’m broken. You’re actually ruining me so bad rn. I’m in pain. I love this story sm but I’m too mentally unstable and crying over fictional characters over here I think there’s something wrong with me. 🥺😞

"She breathed life back into you, man," 🥰😍😌❤️‍🩹😩💗🤍😭🥺😵‍💫

Morgan- that hurt. She saved him and you’re busy breaking hearts.

"You made it very clear to me that you want nothing to do with me, that you don't wanna see me anymore…so you won't." 😵‍💫🔫 ummm wow- r u okay?? Like how’s life honestly?? 😭😭. We love you Morgan but some of these words and dialogue and pain is overbearing at times. I just- idk what to think. They were so good and it went to shit soo fast. I was so ready for the angst but truth is I lied this chapter def hurt more than the last. ☹️☹️💔🫂

Morgan??? She got hurt. Like why? Why her? She didn’t deserve that. 😢👎 She just seemed so helpless. My Blondie seemed so helpless. She’s doing everything right all she ever wanted to do was to help Jay. 😖I’ve been requesting this fic to my friends, I brag abt how excited I am for Tuesday’s and everything😭😭. Now I feel helpless the urge of wanting to hurt Camilla is growing. She has to go. Idk what’s the plan but it has to happen soon bc ima knock her out through my screen😭😩.

Amazing chapter idk, I’m never forgiving you that’s what I know. Can’t wait for the new emojis. I love you for the amazing fic but I hate you for what you are doing to my family. ☹️😢💔.

(ps)I’m so sick like why do I listen to the saddest music while reading send help ASAP!! 😵‍💫😵‍💫☹️

What am I gonna do till next week . You have a lot of fixing to do. I’m pretty sure everyone in the fandom hates you now just for this chapter alone😐💔

(Ps) all jokes aside we love you and thank you sm for all the hardwork 💗❤️‍🩹🤍

Oh friend!! *hugs*

Hailey really didn’t deserve it, but at the same time, it was a sort of necessary evil that had to happen. But oh goodness, Jay is definitely gonna be blaming himself even more after what happened to her. *cue more hugs*

I really do have a thing for those heart shattering lines of dialogue it seems. I’m just fine, but I also really like pain and chaos ok?? 😬🥴

I know it hurts, but I promise Blondie will be okay!! Her and Pretty Boy will work through all this craziness and they’ll be happy again eventually. It’s just gonna take some time and a lot of healing to get there pal. And don’t you worry about Camilla or Stan…they’ll both get what’s coming to them. I can’t wait for you to see how it all happens!!

There was definitely a lot of yelling with this chapter, but that just means I’m doing something right…or incredibly wrong depending how you look at it. The teasers tomorrow are gonna be fun and I sense some more yelling may occur. 👀😅

Of course I know you’re joking!! I love all of you right back and I am forever blown away how you love this fic so much. I can’t thank you enough for reading pal. Thank you for that and for the yelling and always being so supportive. I cannot wait for you to see what happens in the next chapter!! 🥰💕

#answered ask #upstead fic #nbtlyg things

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liamannt · 2 years

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I followed you for your it content but I dont know these minecraft youtubers are looking really intresting any recommendations or how do I get into them?

Oh boi! this is the best question I've ever gotten tbh but here we go So the thing I'm into rn, and what I've been posting about for the last few weeks or so is called Last Life. It's a hardcore SMP (survival multiplayer) where every player is assigned randomly from 2 to 6 lives at the beginning. If they die and reach their last life their names become red and their goal is to kill others, all alliances with that person break. They do all of this until just one remains. That's a very in short summary of what really happens. Also it has 9 episodes and depending on who you're watching the episodes are 20-40 minutes long so it's a quick binge. So Last Life is actually the second season of Third Life which has a similar premise but it is a bit more lighthearted, where ppl can make alliances with the Red Names. My advice is to start with Third Life and I think the best person to watch for that is Grian (that's how i started watching it as well). Him and Scar have an amazing dynamic, and their story is very enjoyable. But everyone's povs are very enjoyable so if you have interest in others you can go on their channels and watch their pov (that is one of the things I love the most abt this). Once you're done with Third Life, I recommend watching Last Life from Etho's pov, but Grian's and Smallishbean's povs are rlly good as well. But whoever you end up watching you have to watch episode 7 from Grian's pov because it is the best one by far. I also should warn you that there is a lot of angst so be ready for that lol. Now when I first watched Third Life it was really hard for me to get into it bc I didn't rlly know anything abt most of the players. So I'm gonna make a small list explaining the players so it's easier to understand everything (I'm making this assuming you don't know any of them but also trying not to spoil anything):

Smajor1995 (Scott) -in Third Life he has an alliance with Jimmy, people also call them Flower Husbands. In Last Life he has an alliance with Pearl and Cleo and they're called Gatekeep, Girlboss and Gaslight. He's all around a loyal and fair player, I would say definitely Lawful Good. Outside this series he is known for organizing the biggest Minecraft event called Minecraft Championship. So he is a pretty big name in this community

Skizzleman (Skizz) - In TL he was allied with Ren, in LL with Bdubs, Etho and Tango, forming team BEST. I don't know a lot about him but I would say he is definitely a Neutral Good. He is pretty wholesome, and the glue in the BEST team. GoodTimesWithScar (Scar)- in TL he is teamed with Grian, in LL he is mostly alone but on good terms with everyone. He is an interesting charachter for sure. He is a bit of a scammer and an arsonist but we love to see it. I would say he's Lawful Evil but that's my personal opinion. Grian- in TL he is teamed with Scar and in LL he is part of the Southlands, which is made out of Mumbo, Martyn, Jimmy and Impulse. He is a gremlin. Chaotic Evil. You will love him and hate him at the same time. Smallishbeans (Joel)- in both TL and LL he isn't really part of any teams. Lone wolf. He is very lovable despite being chaotic as all hell. He is a pretty funny dude tho. Neutral Evil for sure. Rendog (Ren) - in TL he is the king of Dogwarts, teamed with Martyn (his closest ally) and Etho, in Last Life he is part of the Shadow Alliance with Lizzy, Cleo and BigB. He is very into Roleplay but it is rlly fun to watch tbh. ''King daddy of the server''- Etho, Third Life. Neutral Good

SolidarityGaming (Jimmy but some ppl call him Timmy which is confusing and no one rlly understands why) - in TL he is teamed with Scott and in LL he is part of the Southlands. He's a pretty silly boy, if we were on twitter ppl would call him ''baby''. He is Neutral Good. EthosLab (Etho) - in TL he is teamed with Ren and Martyn and in LL he is part of BEST team. Ppl are afraid of his PvP skills so they dont start beef with him. He loves his trees but Scar keeps burning them down. He is Chaotic Neutral. TangoTek (Tango) -in TL he is an honorary Crastle Member (formed out of Cleo and Bdubs), and in LL he is part of team BEST. Angry boi, he is also very funny. He is Chaotic Neutral. InTheLittleWoods (Martyn)- in TL he is Ren's right hand man, part of Dogwarts, and in LL he is part of Southlands. He is also into Roleplay, and he has cutscenes and stuff that make his story a bit more complex, so if you're into that definitely check him out. A lot of ppl are into the lore that he does in his series. He has fun interactions with everyone. I would say he is a Lawful Neutral.

ImpulseSV (Impulse) -in TL he changes alliances, and in LL he is part of the Southlands. He seems innocent but looks are deceiving, especially in TL. He is a True Neutral. BdoubleO100 (Bdubs) -in TL he is teamed with Cleo and they're the Crastle Crew, and in LL he is in team BEST. Whoever he teams with he fights for them til death. He's a loyal man and Etho ppl make fun of him for being short. He is Chaotic Good. Bigbst4tz2 (BigB) -in TL he sorta does his own thing and in LL he is part of the Shadow Alliance. I also don't know much abt him but he has some angsty but cool moments with Cleo in LL that are worth watching. He is a True Neutral. ZombieCleo (Cleo) -in TL she is part of the Crastle with Bdubs, in LL she begins in the Shadow Alliance. You don't want to have her as your enemy. Chaotic Neutral. LDShadowLady (Lizzy) -she joined in LL and she was part of the Shadow Alliance. She's married to Joel so if you see them flirting that's why. I would say she's pretty Chaotic Neutral.

Mumbo Jumbo -joined in LL and was part of Southlands. Definitely a great addition to the series and him and Grian have a great dynamic. I would say he is also a Chaotic Neutral but I might be wrong. PearlescentMoon (Pearl) -only joined in LL, allied with Scott and Cleo. Best one at making traps so far tbh. She is a crazy lady but we stan. I would say she's pretty Neutral Evil. That's all of them, hope it helps shape them a bit. I also wanna add that half of the people who play in this series are Hermitcrafters, which is also smth else I've gotten into bc of Last Life. So if you enjoy watching Scar, Grian, Mumbo, Etho, Bdubs, Ren, Pearl, Cleo, Tango and Impulse, you can watch their Hermitcraft series, which is a minecraft server where they build crazy stuff and have fun interactions. And the rest of the players you can also find either on the EmpireSMP or playing in MCC! Tl;dr Third Life and Last Life is a rlly enjoyable series, with fun dynamics, interesting story, heart-wrenching angst, complex characters and most importantly murder! Also another tip is to check out fanart on Tumblr, Twitter and Reddit bc it's really good and the content will suck you in fast. Otherwise if you have any questions feel free to dm me! I would also love to hear your reaction to all of it and know if you managed to fall into the Minecraft Roleplay deephole or you survived it :))

#this is a pretty messy post im running on 3 hours of sleep so if this doesnt make much sense thats why #i tried my best tho and i hope it helps somewhat #i also decided not to get into the dsmp part bc maybe that would be too much #but if you guys are curious i can talk abt that as well #its a fun series tho 10/10 recommend to everyone #also the fancontent is just chefs kiss #asks #last life #third life #long post

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Hello, I am quite the enjoyer of htid however I'm too much of a pussy to reveal myself, I am a semi-frequent commenter though.

So, here are my ideas:

So, firstly

1. Fundy and Slime's first meeting should be just as awkward as in canon. Fundy should be equally disgusted by our boy. Maybe they meet like, for example, Ranboo is having finals and can't babysit so he asks Wilbur if he can drop him off at his house and so Wilbur babysits but mostly leaves Slime to play with the big kids and chaos ensues. Slime and Tommy click while Fundy is just grossed out and trying to keep them our of big trouble.

2. Wilbur being less of a shit brother to Tommy. Also perhaps, if possible... Calamity duo crumbs (that's Tommy and Quackity btw) because this converts canon into domestic so subtly but so nicely that I just need a little of this specific duo sprinkled in. Maybe Tommy joins in with the tutoring by Quackity. Like, Fundy is lacking behind when everyone is rushing out of class to go home. So he sticks behind with him to eavesdrop a little and ends up joining them. Then he learns Quackity is has a pretty cool personality and he finally earns the title of 'Big Q'.

3. Okay, enough fluff. Now, angst. After finding out Wilbur was orginally going to leave him, Fundy is put into a phase where he really can't even bear to look at his dad the same way. He forgives him because in the end he still didn't leave him. However, this starts out a scene where he tries to runaway from everything, ahving no REAL friends of his own, his shitty mom and his APPARENTLY shitty dad. While he those this Wilbur notices his disappearance which starts out a desperate chase sequences. Suddenly, they pass someone who actually decides to take action. It's Sam (Awesamdude ofc)

"What the hell is going on here!"

The sudden yelling directed towards them make both Wilbur and Fundy stop in their tracks.

"I-I swear it's nothing weird! My son and I we just had a bit of a...scuffle... Don't worry about it I'll get it over with real-"

"Is he speaking the the truth kid?" the tall muscular man, who could probably break all Wilbur's bones within seconds, asks Fundy.

Then, with only a slight bit of hesitation, Fundy replies confidently. Leaving Wilbur shocked beyond belief he could't believe the words coming out of his mouth.

"No, he is just an old shitty foster parent and I was just his old foster kid."

Now, I won't continue this for reasons. But mainly, this is just me trying to somehow squeeze in the line in canon where Fundy tells Schlatt when he asked about his and Wilbur's relationship that, "He is just the founder and I was just born here" along the lines of that I think. Which hurt Wil a lot, lie or not. (also, it totally ends up with Sam taking him in for a while and they talk and eventually he goes back to Wilbur and yay happiness finally.)

I would love to write a fuck ton more despite already writing so much. But I'm tired as hell so. I'll spam you suggestions one of these days soon lmao.

(if you couldn't tell by the length already, I think you might have an idea about which commenter it might be)

Welcome!!

1. Oooh, Fundy and Slime!! That actually works perfectly with the HTID timeline from where we are rn.

2. *gasp* I hadn't thought abt Quackity actually getting the nickname Big Q in HTID canon. That would be perfect coming from Tommy! Also crime boys bonding would just be amazing. Like actual, functioning sbi family??? Yes please!

3. Fuck, man. You just wanna take over? /lh

But seriously, that's such a good idea. Sam my beloved, protector of minors, and a nod at Fundy and Wilbur's canon relationship?? Brilliant. I love it. Plus we have the big reveal moment where all of Wilbur's lies catch up with him. Peak drama. 10/10.

#please send more when you can #these were awesome ideas #absolutely loved them #3 has a really good chance of ending up in the fic almost verbatim if I can #and 1 and 2 have such good fluff potential #send help #my fics #hi thirsty im dad

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Oh yeah, some ppl don't get why Alec was so desperate to see Maurice and then was just like farwell in the hotel room... Like, he's in love with Maurice!! And Maurice is not answering the letters!! His time is running short!! If it was modern times, you'd see him texting like "Morry... Morry I'm leaving this is serious!! Let's meet before I go... Morry?? Bby why you not answering?? Are we good?? Bby?? You there?? Are you seriously ghosting me rn??"

And then he *knows* he'll have to go!! It's not a simple solution!! For him, hotel room was literally a last meet, bc what would they do?? I believe this is also why he got a bit colder when leaving. It wasn't even 'morning after', bc they were snuggling all cute up to the moment Maurice said they'd meet in the boathouse yet, which threw Alec back to reality... And then it's easier to distance yourself and like... He'd been angsting abt it for the whole week, and now the problem is back to the forefront, and his partner is acting as if everything can be solved when he knows it can't, I'd be annoyed too...

And, for Maurice, he sees Alec is *really* leaving and none of what he says can fix that, and their last meet just ended Like That, so what does he do?? Go see him off, ofc!! So his last memory of Alec can be better... and BAM he's not there!! And Maurice *knows*... He KNOWS where to find him without even getting the fucking wire and I just hthfhdsjdhdhdhh

anon i LOVE how detailed this is and i agree 1000% like alec is going through so many emotions from the moonlit night up till the meeting in london like he’s frustrated bec if maurice had come to the boathouse they’d have more time together before he left, and maurice doesn’t understand that bec he’s stressed about alec possibly blackmailing him, so its just a lot of angst and love and anxiety, all portrayed in such a great way

and its so accurate about alec being brought back to reality by maurice saying ‘we’ll meet in your boathouse yet’ like dude you didn’t come before when we had the oppurtunity and now you want to bring this up when I’m leaving in three days??? and then alec’s annoyance increases when maurice talks about living together and leaving his job bec alec knows how hard it would be to do all of that, so his critical view of the upper classes also comes through in the ‘you talk like a man who’s never had to earn his living’ and ‘my people wouldn’t take to you one bit - and I don't blame them either’

and I SWEAR anon i am never going to get over maurice waiting for alec on the normannia and getting pissed off by mr borenius and then there’s that possibility of like wait did alec miss his train?? that can’t be true and then it IS true and fred is yelling about how alec isn’t coming and then we get that shot of maurice with that hopeful look on his face slowly taking a drag and then getting off the ship and smiling in the car like !!!! and i’m just thinking about how alec must’ve felt after maurice said ‘what wire?’ and realising that maurice didn’t get it but still KNEW where he’d be like i’d fall in love all over again

#maurice #ask

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jemmydoolz · 4 years

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Edgar Has Always Been Kind of a Bitch

hi okay so it's a little after midnight but I'm posting a fic rn bc it's the first fic I've written in like,, a yr and a half and also I'm rlly excited abt it??

anyway battle buddies/fahc jeremwood angst based on ramblings in a gc

(warning for minor assault implications at the beginning, and brief mentions of a suicide attempt at the end)!!!

Fiona and Gavin decide that what Jeremy needs is a night of bevs, and, to put it simply, get wasted, so the crew settles on going to a club that Friday. Jeremy only has one or two drinks, but boy does he get fucked up.

Ryan’s sitting and talking with Geoff and Jack in a booth, sipping a diet coke. He looks over Jack’s shoulder to see Jeremy standing at the bar with a much taller, more intimidating man looming over him. The guy reaches out toward Jeremy, who leans away from the touch. Jeremy nervously laughs and his eyes frantically dart around for someone, anyone who might be able to help him.

“Hello? Earth to Ryan?” Jack waves her hand in front of Ryan’s face.

“Oh, yeah. Yeah. sorry. Hey, um, I’m gonna go home, I’m just not really feeling great,” Ryan murmurs as he slides out of the booth, already heading toward Jeremy.

“Um, alright, I guess? Drive safe,” Jack calls after him.

Ryan speeds up when he sees the man grab Jeremy’s arm. Jeremy’s face flipped through a thousand emotions at once when he saw Ryan approaching, but eventually landed on confused but grateful. He gave Jeremy a look that said just go with what I’m about to say.

“Hey, babe,” Ryan says. The man immediately drops his grip on Jeremy’s arm. Jeremy does his best not to choke on his own spit when he hears the word babe come out of Ryan’s mouth. He hadn’t heard it in so long, and he didn’t think it would still hurt so much.

“Oh, hey!” Jeremy turns to Ryan and reaches up to peck him on the lips. “Where’d Edgar go? It’s his birthday, I figured he would wanna hang out with his friends!”

Fuck. Mentioning something about their friend ‘Edgar’ was always code for I don’t feel good about this, let’s leave. Edgar’s birthday meant I’m having a panic attack, I need your help. Ryan wanted to punch the guy that was practically feeling Jeremy up. No—he wanted to fucking kill that bastard. He and Jeremy may have had a severe falling out, they may have suffered years of heartache and longing, but he still felt responsible to make sure Jeremy was safe.

“He said he kinda wanted to go home. He went to the bathroom while I found you. You, uh, just about ready?” Ryan’s eyes flitted between Jeremy and the other man, who cleared his throat and mumbled something about needing to go find his friends before walking off.

Jeremy and Ryan both sigh in relief once he’s gone.

“Wanna head outside for some fresh air for a minute?” Ryan asks, getting a meek, obviously shaken-up nod in return.

Jeremy says something that Ryan can’t quite hear over the music as they walk outside.

“Hm?”

“Oh, nothing. It was dumb.” Jeremy shakes his head. Ryan has had enough experience to know that it was better to just leave it alone. They both wordlessly come to a stop and lean against the wall of the building a few yards from the door. Almost as if they had been working as partners for years. They spend a few minutes saying nothing, watching people on the street, looking at the stars in the sky. Ryan can’t help but study the intricacies of Jeremy, realizing that so many things have changed, but somehow almost nothing about him is different. Jeremy’s hair is just a tad bit more grown out than it ever was at the agency (also, it’s bright purple and orange, which is not exactly the most appealing color combination, but that’s a topic for another day), but he still runs his hands through it when he’s lost in thought. It’s curlier than it used to be, but maybe that’s just because it’s longer. He still clenches his jaw so hard it seems like he’s going to break his teeth when he’s scared. He still wears a tank top under his shirt, no matter how hot it is outside. His eyes still crinkle at the corners when he lets out a bark of laughter that Ryan still swears up and down sounds exactly like a squeaky toy. He’s changed, though. Ryan can see in his eyes that he’s become aware of reality. He knows the responsibility he carries, the heavy consequences that come with his actions, that death is around the corner at every moment.

“D’you- d’you want me to take you home?” Ryan says barely above a whisper, but loud enough for Jeremy to hear. “You can go back inside if you want, but I know you always used to want to go home and be alone after Edgar shows up.” Jeremy lets out the tiniest breathy chuckle.

“Edgar has always been kind of a bitch, hasn’t he?” Jeremy says as he looks away from the sky to meet Ryan’s gaze, and his heart falls apart all over again for the thousandth time. That fond look of reminiscence and joy was one Ryan donned frequently at the agency. “I- Yeah. yeah. I’d really appreciate a ride home. I’m just a little too drunk to drive, I think.”

“Alright. I parked just down the street. Penthouse or your apartment?” Ryan hadn’t even noticed that Jeremy did seem somewhat tipsy; his Boston accent slipping in occasionally and his words slurring the tiniest bit.

“Um, apartment,” Jeremy says. “D’you rem-”

“Yes, I remember where your apartment is, Jeremy.”

It’s only a few minutes into the drive to the other side of town when Jeremy pipes up. “I honestly didn’t really expect you to help me. I didn’t expect you to remember Edgar, either. I dunno why I said it, I guess just vaguely hoping you would even though it’s been, what, three years?” he pauses for a moment and just takes in Ryan's profile. “I always hope you remember things from then. I know it went to shit, but we still had so much fun. We made so many memories and did so much dumb shit there. But I’m glad that stupid fuckin’ place collapsed. All of it was complete bullshit. I just wish it all fell apart before we did.”

Ryan doesn’t know how to respond. So he doesn’t.

“All those meetings I had to stay late for? Fuckin’ useless. They served no purpose, and I don't know why I was forced to go to them. I feel like the only reason I had to go to those meetings was because someone was hiding something from me. It was obvious that so many things were kept from us.” Jeremy stops for a second to try to will away the lump rising in his throat. “I thought you were cheating on me. For the longest time. I still don’t know whether you actually were. You were always out on ‘special missions’ and shit.”

The moment Ryan hears Jeremy let out a shaky breath his heart breaks.

“Was it me? Was I not good enough? I promise I tried my hardest to be what you needed. I’m sorry if I wasn’t. All I wanted was the best for you, Ryan. Even now, I just want you to be happy. If you're happier with someone else, then that’s what I want. I don’t blame you, though. I don’t deserve someone like you. You deserve so much better than me. I would do anything for you, Rye. We were together for so long. We did everything together! I thought I was gonna marry you. I was saving up money to get a ring. I guess I was too stupid to see that you didn’t want me anymore.”

Ryan looks over to see the tears staining Jeremy’s cheeks reflecting the soft orange glow of the streetlamps. Is this really what Jeremy thinks?

“I was so in love with you, Ryan Haywood. I’m- I’m still in love with you. I love you so goddamn much it hurts sometimes. Every time I see you hurt, upset, angry, anything other than healthy and happy my heart aches. I’m sorry I wasn't enough. I promise I tried. Fuck, I tried so hard.”

With every sob Jeremy lets out, Ryan's heart breaks just a little bit more. The short distance left until Ryan pulls up to Jeremy’s apartment building is spent wordlessly. Jeremy’s clambering out of the car and reaching to grab the door when Ryan speaks.

“Hey, Jer, do you want me to walk you up? I just want to make sure you’re safe.”

“No. I’m fine. I’ll be fine. I’ve already been a pain in your ass tonight, I don't need to waste even more of your time. I’m sorry. I’m sorry about everything.” Jeremy sniffles and wipes his cheeks, giving a half-hearted smile before shutting the door and walking away.

Ryan sits there for a second, unable to process fully what he just heard. He starts driving without even knowing where he was going, and he’s so lost in his thoughts that suddenly he’s sitting in his car in front of the boardwalk along the beach and crying. He can’t believe anything he was just told—there is no way in hell that the brilliant, witty, talented Jeremy Dooley ever doubts his worth. It’s jarring to think that part of it was because of Ryan. He was going on extra missions because the agency was growing more and more demanding. For months they tormented Ryan with the threat of kicking out Jeremy. They said they’d do other things to him that Ryan doesn’t want to remember. Why did Jeremy never bring it up? Why did he just accept that Ryan had ‘moved on?’ Their lives were so intertwined with one another that Ryan never felt truly whole again. The only reason Ryan went with the break up was that he saw how distant and cold Jeremy had gotten. Ryan had assumed that, for whatever reason, Jeremy had changed his mind. He hated it, he was devastated, but he didn't know how to fix it.

Ryan decides he doesn’t want to go back to the penthouse tonight. He pulls up to the nearest crew safehouse, and suddenly things click.

Jeremy had always struggled with bad self-image and depression. He had gone to Ryan for comfort, which he was always more than willing to give. Jeremy was doing better. At least he told Ryan he was.

Jack had mentioned a while ago that when Jeremy first joined the crew, she had found him after a suicide attempt and barely left his side until he recovered. The only reason for it Jack had told Ryan about was ‘emotional trauma from a past relationship, that he didn’t really want to talk about.’

Ryan did that to him.

Ryan made the love of his life want to die.

The pieces left of his heart fall into more shards than there are grains of sand in this world.

He collapses onto the couch inside, too exhausted to even get to the bed. He knows he’s not going to be able to sleep, though.

To: Geoff

Dropped Jeremy off at his place, he was pretty drunk though so check on him please

To: Geoff

I’m staying at kung fu safehouse for the night

#my fic #holy fuck #i did that !!!#thats a whole ass 1874 words babeyyy!!!!!#fahc #fahc ryan #fahc jeremy #fahc au #angst #battle buddies #fake ah ryan #fake ah jeremy #fake ah crew #fake ah au #minor suicide mention #suicide mention tw #ragehappy

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