was taking screencaps of shri’iia and astarion making out in the sewers like the little rats they are and I just caught shri’iia’s shy smile…..omg……what if I ended it all….
Hiya, I love your writing. Would you be able to write something about Luna having a more severe/ serious seizure, and including the before and after? Thanks x
Come back to me sunshine.
Warnings: mentions of hospitals, anxiety, seizures, soft!dad Chris and scared!Luna
Hey, thank you so much for the compliment of my writing in so glad you love it- i hope you like this :)
So this week had been a good week for Luna and me just medical wise and work wise which was amazing; but there had been a couple of hiccups that were unfortunate but bound to happen those being Luna fainting whilst playing rugby but she was fine, she did panic about not being able to do it again and having to go to the hospital to get checked out, coaches orders which in result of that she had a few seizures so to be honest I did see this coming but at the same time I didn’t.
2 days after going to the hospital..
It was a normal Friday, I was still at home with Luna because the doctors told her to take it easy and rest up. We were just watching movies on the sofa, Luna was mentioning quite a lot that she felt ‘fuzzy’ which is what she’d say when she felt a little out of it and that usually meant a seizure was to follow. And unfortunately it did which really made my heart break for Luna because sometimes between everything that happened with her mum, the nightmares and everything else she can’t seem to get a break. And it’s even harder when she has the longer seizures because of this
I had noticed about 30 minutes after she mentioned she was ‘fuzzy’ if I wasn’t next to Luna I wouldn’t have heard her whisper out.
“D-ad I think I’ gonna have a ‘it.” Luna whispered out loud.
“Okay sunshine, let’s lay you down hmm, it’s okay just let it happen.” I said to her reassuringly whilst putting her in the recovery position before it started.
“Mmm i ‘ont want it to ‘appen pl-please” Luna slurred, when she did that I really knew she was about to go into ‘the clouds’ as she’d described it when we were talking her seizures once.
“Luna it’s okay, just let it happen I know they’re not nice to have, I’m here. Dad is here. It’s okay Luns.” I started to say my voice wavering at the sight of my sweet daughter in front of me. I never admitted it but seeing Luna like this makes my heart go and I just sometimes cry because I hate seeing her like this.
Her body tense as it convulsed, her voice making her groan as the seizure continued to happen. There was no sign of it stopping or slowing and it was coming to 2:45 on the timer and sometimes they didn’t last this long but sometimes they did and it was one of those times.
Around 50 seconds to a minute later Luna’s seizure finally started to slow and stop.
She slowly started to open her eyes, they were unfocused and like she was looking past me.
“Luna, come back to me sunshine” I whispered rubbing her arm lightly her eyes focused slowly as I continued to whisper and gently rub her arm.
“Luns are you back with me?” I questioned a little later after her first coming back.
“Hmhm dad - I’m- out of the clouds.” She mumbled as she smiled slightly.
“You sure sunshine?” I chucked at what she said
“I’m sure- can- can we just cuddle for the rest of the day - pl- please? She whispers still slightly struggling with her words which was quite normal for her afterwards as annoying as it was it was normal.
“Of course Luns, we just need to get some of your meds, then we can go up to my room and you can nap if you want or I can put another movie on, okay?” I replied slowly picking her up to take her to the kitchen.
“M’kay sounds good dad- i ‘ove you” Luna said slowly as she yawned
“I love you” I replied peppering kisses on her head.
That’s just how it went sometimes in the Evans household Luna could have a good week or a bad one but it didn’t change a thing.
This turned out to be an unconventional, curious little rough-and-unpolished-of-a-gem show. Some things made sense but most did not.
A reluctant-till-the-end main protagonist, little narrative consistency (but there is coherency and the ideas behind it solid, if presented quaintly), laughable CGI, a dorky, dully insipid and disabled “love-interest”, little sparks or chemistry between performers to be observed anywhere, stilted dialogues (English translations, at least) and an-all-around mediocrity filled this nearly six hours’ show, but what was normally negative points for a show turned out to be its charm for me here.
Nothing was inspiring and there was little insight to be had, but sometimes, all those are superfluous, and just watching Jung Yu Mi’s plain, half-depressed and sullen expressions onscreen as she went about her duties - at containing the “jellies” - with half-hearted sincerity and effort was entertaining. And she stayed on that mediocre arc still the end. I have to give the story credit for that. 🫠🫥🫡
Maybe there is some larger meaning behind the show and its “ideas” but regardless, I had perplexed fun throughout.
saw fans, trying to peacefully enjoy a silly little horror movie: ...
said movie: WELCOME BACK 😜 TO THE BATHROOM ‼️🚽 BITCH 😌🫶 OH BTW ‼️ 🤔🤔 YOUR FAVE BOY 🥹❓HE IS STILL VERY D E A D 💀💀💀 THOUGHT YOU'D LOVE 🥰 THE REMINDER 😉😘😜‼️✖️⭕
summary; lewis hamilton had said he needed to find himself a latina, turns out he already did
fc; becky g
note; there are mentions of becky g’s last relationship and her song ‘la nena’ but it’s not super important
masterlist !
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karolg: miss y/n, que es esto?? 👀👀 [what is this]
yourusername: 🫣🤫
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username: now can lewis be featured on a y/n song 🤞
username: idk if i want him or her
username: fine ass couple
username: those twitter threads were right
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lewishamilton: amor.
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username: I KNEW IT
username: omg parents
username: lewis finally found himself a latina baddie
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carmenmmundt: about time! george almost exploded from keeping that in!
georgerussell63: if i have to suffer then the whole world has to suffer
𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒕, 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓, in which lando and his fiancée joke about having kids (cats), but they randomly just drop an actual pregnancy announcement! ౨ৎ lando x mexican!fiancée!reader
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user QUE PRECIOSA
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carlossainz55 por fin, un caption que es la verdad 😂
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landonorris SOOO HERMOSA 🤩
landonorris i don’t regret the last slide.
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lilymhe 😍😍 become a runaway bride for me
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yourusername when he hangs out with the opposition… he’s cute though, I guess?
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landonorris DIOSA 😍😍😍
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landonorris mi chula novia 👰♀️
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→ landnorris erm actually 🤓 don’t talk to my fiancée like that
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landonorris we found a cat in our chair after we finished swimming, welcome to the family zanahoria 🥕 (this is her only Christmas present)
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user she’s so pretty
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user real baby next xx
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user katnapped ❓
lilymhe she looks absolutely beautiful! uhm- and you’re there..
yourusername MY ONLY PRESENT?? YOU KIDNAPPED THE CAT
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→ yourusername u right.. i still deserve christmas gifts
→ landonorris i’m broke
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yourusername life update: back in my hometown, lando brought the helmet he quite literally dnfed in (🌝🌝), and my mom won’t stop showing him my baby pics. p.s. flo, can you please send me lando’s baby pics so he can stfu xx
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landonorris flo please don’t send her my baby pics
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landonorris wow u are so cool!!!! i am your biggest fan 🤩🤩
→ yourusername I’M (getting) MARRIED!!!!!!😡😡😡
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alex_albon u look disappointed in the first pic
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landonorris she isn’t dead!!
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alex_albon is your cat studious
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yourusername and it’s all just too much for little lando norris… surprise!! i am pregnant ❓(have been for like 3 months now)
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user whats it finna play.. WOAAAHHH
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landonorris te amo mucho mi vida ☀️🤍🫶🏼
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lilymhe CONGRATS BABY 🎉🎉
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carlossainz55 i guess he isn’t so little after all? 😂
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oscarpiastri is he crying over your cravings? cause they’re horrendous
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yourmom por fin!!!
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landonorris daddy norris 🔜
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౨ৎ hi guyyysss 🤍🤍 sorry for not posting, i just didn’t have any motivation :,) but hopefully my motivation will come back though xx also i will prolly start writing part two of ‘say don’t go’ 🫶🏼
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yourinstagram i love you 🤮🤮
user1 WHO IS CUTTING ONIONS
benchilwell Was wondering why he was smiling at his phone so hard 🤣
yourfriend you love pretending you're not down bad for this man then post stuff like this
user2 god will i ever have someone that loves me like this
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masonmount The luckiest man is the one that gets to be by her side. Lucky for me, I am that man. ❤️
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yourinstagram cant believe you've put up with me for 4 years now..let's make it 40
yourinstagram cried like a lil baby at this caption btw
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user3 girl we all did
masonmount Coming to wipe away every tear
cmpulisic When will you talk about me like this 💔
jazbenham Angels 💙💙
user4 the last picture is the cutest thing ever i love seeing her from his point of view
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masonmount 🤭
user5 excuse me??????
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user6 :(((((((((((((
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September 20, 2022
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masonmount Monacoooo 😎
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user7 ?????????? are y/n and mason in monaco at the same time ??????
philfoden 😮💨
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user9 yall are so weird for harassing them like this they've moved on and yall should too!!!!
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September 23, 2022
deuxmoi instagram story (1/10/2023)
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yourinstagram brighter days
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jazbenham Beautiful 💓💓
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yourfriend text me rn 🫥
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ynandmase let me dream 😭😭
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April 5, 2023
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I would love everyone's ideas, whether it be prompts,blurbs,or a little Q&A about me.
l'm going to give 2 spaces a day for content, and for general asks they are unlimited, maybe we can do a Q&A day. If anyone is interested in what I do for work or just want to ask any questions!
Prompt 1
Prompt 2 - very Luna 🩵
Prompt 3 - also very Luna 🥹
Prompt 4
I will ask that before requesting you refer to my ask guide because this will apply to this event, to one protect myself and to add to what I already write and are comfortable writing, and that you add what prompt list and no° you want, I really hope that you can all respect that whilst also having an amazing time with this!
I hope this counts as a big sorry for all the lack of content and activity for the last 4 months, i love you all!
Walking into my apartment, I shut the door and place my black nike sports bag on the bench in the foyer. There was a light breeze in the kitchen because I left the balcony doors open when I left this morning.
I didn't want to do anything right now since I had a busy morning. I had to wake up at 6am, eat breakfast, get to Ciutat at 8am, complete paperwork and contracts, do medical tests, take pictures for my first day, and have my first training practice with the team.
The excitement in my body wouldn't go away though. Barcelona is the best club in the world currently, I had high hopes for this season and just want to contribute to the team.
Turning on my phone that was in my back pocket, the time read 1:23pm. Well, in Europe it's 13:23. However, it would take me a while to get used to that as an American.
I saw a few texts from a phone number I didn't recognize too.
Hi y/n!
What time are you free later?
We should go to La selva. It's a restaurant in the city. I haven't been there before but Ingrid recommended it :)
I blushed as I remembered the conversation with Esmee earlier. I appreciated the idea of going out to eat with her, I want to build bonds with my new teammates the same way I had with my old teammates back in Washington.
Considering that I've meet her today, I couldn't say that I had a crush on her (yet). That would be too fast. However, I thought about her on the drive back to my apartment. I'm excited to spend time with a new friend and teammate.
y/n: Esmee!!!!
y/n: I'm free around 17:00/5pm. I have to do some things for my apartment and I'll be ready.
y/n: I just looked up the location to La selva restaurant. It's not too far from my apartment. Its 6 minute walk from me :)
I added Esmee's phone number into my phone as "Esmee :)" before I clicked off of iMessage to go on instagram. Clicking on my notifications, I saw "esmeebrugts followed you 5d" meaning that she followed me five days ago.
Going on her profile, I see that some of my friends back in america follow her and she follows a couple of them back. Everyone kind of knows each other in this sport so I am not surprised.
I don't go on instagram when I am not posting, so I felt bad when I saw that she followed five days ago. I followed her back immediately.
s/n went back to America earlier with our mom and I miss her already. We walked on the Barceloneta Beach before dinner last night, celebrating my new life in Spain. She took pictures of me and I feel happy enough to post them on Instagram.
(pretend this is you in the pictures)
y/n.l/n
barcelona, catalunya, españa
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loving barcelona already 🌞💙
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y/nhive THE PRETTIEST
ingrid_engen So cool 😍
malpugh obsessed with you 🥹
woso21 when she scores in her debut I will be there
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When I told Esmee that I had to do things for my apartment before the dinner, I wasn't lying. Throughout the past week I've been decorating my apartment so it felt like home. I know it will take a while to get used to this place, since I am across the Atlantic Ocean in a new country away from my old home.
three hours had passed and I've finished completing everything for my apartment. I picked up my phone from the coffee table and the time read 4:12pm/16:12. I saw I've received 5 text messages from different people:
Esmee :) 2hrs ago: La selva isn't far from me as well, see you at 17:00!
Trinity R 2hrs ago: Heyy girl! How's Barcelona?
Emily F 2hrs ago: *sent 2 TikTok attachments* you at camp 😭💀
Unknown number: Hi its Ingrid!
The first person I texted back is Ingrid, I gave her my number before she left training earlier with Mapi. I changed her contact name to just "Ingrid E".
y/n: Hi Ingrid!
I texted Trinity back as well, saying that Barcelona is great and asked her how she's doing back in Washington. I reacted to Esmee's message with a like and Emily's with the "haha" reaction.
I had about 45 minutes until I had to meet Esmee at La sevia, so I quickly went into my bedroom and changed into a different outfit than what I had on this morning.
Deciding to do my usual hairstyle (imagine whatever you want, reader <3), I placed on a bit of brow gel concealer mascara blush and lip balm as apart of my makeup routine. I constantly checked the time on my phone, making sure that I am not late to meeting Esmee. I promise this obsession over the time just isn't due to my interest in her, with friends I'll try not to disrespect their time by being late to an event.
After putting on my outfit (photo above^), I checked the time and it's finally 4:45/16:45. I grabbed my purse, put on my sandals, made sure to lock my apartment door, and followed my phone GPS towards LA sevia.
Stepping outside, the warm weather with the nice breeze made me smile. My white oversized button up shirt flowed with the soft breeze. Usually, my social anxiety would plague my thoughts about hanging out with someone new in my life. I used feel shaky and hesitant about these situations. However, I promised myself that I would be more open with others once I came to Spain.
I turned the corner away from my street, heading to walk straight for about a quarter of a mile. Suddenly, I saw a group of girls. One girl had box braids with a nice orange sundress on. Another girl was a redhead with freckles, she wore a pair of jeans shorts with a green shirt. The third girl, who was closest to a restaurant door they were standing out of, was brunette and wore a 22/23 barcelona kit with a pair of light washed jeans. These girls were a few years younger than me, if I had to guess.
When the girl in the Barcelona shirt saw me walk by her, she gasped before coming up behind me and tapping me on the shoulder. I didn't walk past her to ignore her, I figured that since I'm new to Barcelona I wouldn't be recognizable yet.
"Are you y/n l/n? You look so pretty in person. Sorry I- um- wow I am such a fan of your talent." The shy girl spoke with a Spanish accent. I smiled at her as her two friends stood behind her, looking at me with admiration too.
"Thank you so much! I appreciate your kind words." I responded.
The girl pulled out her blue cased iPhone to give to her friend, "I can take a picture with you?" she asked. I responded yes kindly.
After taking pics with the three girls, I continued to walk to the restaurant. Turning onto the street were La sevia was, I heard my imessage notification go off in my back pocket.
I clicked on my lock button to see that I received a text message from Esmee, the time is currently 4:57/16:57. The restaurant is in view from where I am walking so I wasn't late.
Esmee: I am here! I got us a table already so I am inside
Y/n: I am right outside. Heading in now :)
As I approached the restaurant, I stopped and took a deep breath as my nerves started to increase in unfamiliarity. My social anxiety won't ruin this potential friendship I want to have.
I smiled in awe when entering the steakhouse . The place has beautiful lighting, nice vinery, and was pretty spacious. There was nobody up front at the hostess station, so I continued to walk into the restaurant to find Esmee.
As I turned the corner, I see the Dutch girl sitting. She had her familiar braids with her back facing towards me. She's looking down towards her lap so I know she is on her phone.
If I knew her well enough, I would've scared her from behind. A "boo!" could've been funny. Oh well, next time I will.
"Esmee!!!" I said going to sit down in the seat across from hers. The chairs in the restaurant were hanging from the roof, the whole area was pretty.
"Y/n hey!" Esmee clicked off of her phone and placed it upward on the table. I placed my bag in the chair beside my left leg before I fully acknowledged Esmee's appearance.
I cannot deny it. I found her attractive since seeing her at training this morning. She had this shy and sweet aura to her. Don't get me started on her adorable smile...
She wore a black nike hoodie and had on a nice gold necklace. I can't see her pants from below the table but I believe I saw black cargos when walking towards her from behind.
"I'm sorry I am a little late, a fan recognized me and asked me for a photograph." I giggled. I knew I didn't have to apologize because it was exactly 5:00/17:00 when I arrived, I just hoped that she didn't wait long.
"It's totally okay! I just sat down when I saw your message about you being outside." Esmee responded. The dutch accent when she speaks English is pulling me in, emotionally, as I look at her with a smile.
Be cool, y/n. I thought to myself.
"Okay that's good. I didn't want to keep you waiting." I commented.
"You're fine no worries... so I see a fan recognized you already." Esmee said with her recognizable smile.
I laughed lightly and was going to respond until a waitress came up to our table.
"Hi I'm Maria, I will be your server tonight. Can I get you started with any drinks?" The brunette, who had French braids in her hair, smiled at us.
I looked at Esmee, seeing if she wanted to answer what she wanted first. She nodded her head at me, offering for me to go first, we nearly laughed before I said to Maria, "I'll just take a water." Esmee wanted the same thing and Maria smirked at us before walking away.
"Yeah a fan did recognize me. She had on a Pedri shirt and stared at me walking by her before she stopped me for a picture. She had her friends with her and they were so kind." I said.
Esmee nodded her head, "That's good. I'm glad they were kind to you."
"Same, the last thing I need for the end of my first week in Spain is a mean person coming at me." I shook my head at the possible thought.
"Have you had any fan interactions here since Tuesday?" I asked Esmee. It's Monday today so Esmee arrived to Barcelona before I did.
"I had a few actually. A few Oranje fans saw me and asked for a picture. I went to Mexico with the team for a friendly on Thursday and was able to meet more fans there too." Esmee commented. The Barcelona team had a friendly in Mexico against Club America from what I saw on their Instagram pages. My contract wasn't signed until a few days ago, when they came back to Barcelona, so I wasn't able to go.
"You're so lucky! How was Mexico?" I smiled.
Esmee looked up, thinking about her few days for the Club America friendly, before looking back at y/n with a smile.
"Mexico was fun. We didn't walk around or do much. However I saw an old teammate from PSV that plays at Club America so that was nice. uh---- it was nerve-wracking too." Esmee said.
"I understand, it was your first time playing with the team. Friendly or not. Being nervous and excited is normal" I validated her feelings.
"That's true. I did good in Mexico so the worry was for nothing." Esmee lightly laughed as I looked at her with a blush.
Maria came by with our waters and asked what we wanted to eat. Realizing that we spent most of our time talking instead of looking at the menu, we asked for a few extra minutes. The waitress accepted it and smiled before walking away, giving us time.
Esmee and I look through the menus deciding what we want. Most of the menu was in Spanish, so we had to flip to the English part of the menu. While looking through the menu, Esmee and I didn't talk. The silence between us wasn't awkward since there was a nice jazz song playing throughout the restaurant.
"Have you ever had salmon?" I asked Esmee. The girl looked at me with a smile before nodding. I smiled back before saying, "I never had salmon before. The salmon with pineapple and avocado sounds good though." I say.
"You never had salmon before? You should try it, it's good." Esmee said as she looked back at her menu.
"Okay, I'll try that." I closed the menu and placed it in front of me on the table. Esmee looked at the menu for a couple of more seconds before closing it as well, "I'm going to get the same thing." she smiled.
"Copy cat." I joked.
"I am not copying you.... you just have good taste." Esmee rolled her eyes playfully which made me laugh.
"I'm just kidding Es. You can copy me as much as you want to without me feeling annoyed." I smiled before freaking out internally, "oh my god, I hope she didn't take that as flirting. I don't want to freak her out already." I thought. My face still had a smile and Esmee lightly laughed so I dropped the thought.
After Maria came back and we ordered our food, Esmee and I took the opportunity to talk a lot more. We discussed our soccer/futbol journey before coming to Barcelona, our families, our upcoming game with Madrid CFF, and our love for video games. We have a lot in common.
The Dutch girl never mentioned having a girlfriend while she talked about the people close in her life, I took note of that.
Maria came back with our food around 45 minutes after we ordered. Esmee and I didn't talk much as we had our food but it's okay. Again, the silence wasn't painful or awkward to me. Other conversations from people around us and the light music kept my mind occupied.
I didn't want to stare at Esmee, since that would be weird for our first time hanging out, but she looked so pretty. Sometimes when I looked at her, she already looked at me with a shy smile. This made me blush, she noticed it but didn't say anything.
The check came back and the price wasn't expensive at all. Esmee and I forgot to ask if we could split the check but we didn't want to bother Maria who is helping with other tables.
"I can pay for it!" I say as I place my sliver credit card on top of the receipt on the table.
Esmee shook her head no as she placed her credit card on top of the receipt, handing me my card back.
"I offered to take you here so it's on me." The dutch said. She wasn't lying but I didn't want to make her feel obligated to pay for my food when I can.
"Yeah but-"
"Y/n, it's okay." Esmee spoke softly before Maria took her card and walked away. I blushed knowing that couldn't debate with the girl.
"Okay but next time I am paying."
"There's going to be a next time?" Esmee teased, her eyes filled with admiration.
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