starfallkaz

[starfallkaz]

platonic love is so underrated, and sometimes half the things the women in my life say to me make me feel so much, would a man compare??? I was talking to my bestie about perfection and if such a thing can exist? And she just shrugged and simply said, “well you’re perfect to me so such a thing must be possible” 😭

#the way I had tears in my eyes??? #it’s just means a lot when the person saying it truly knows you #anyways I gave her the biggest hug #friends #platonic love #underrated #thoughts #word vomit

[starfallkaz]

I saw Sleep Token last night, yes it did cement the fact that I need to be spayed,, like the sounds released from me were not healthy, and would have had me institutionalised 100 years ago

#sleep token #gather in worship #sleep token concert #bmth #vessel #IV could do anything to me I’m sorry #the way I yowled like a cat in heat #rock concert #why are all their songs so erotic heLP #it’s literally just vessels breathing pleasing voice that I-

[starfallkaz]

also I don’t know if I said this, but I’m seeing Hozier twice in November and genuinely I’m so excited I could combust, bog KING BOG KING BOG KING!!

#I’m going forest goblin mode #Losing my mind #hozier #the bog king #hozier Australia #andrew byrne hozier #also when I found out his ex was black I- #I love this tall lanky forest man #hozier music

[starfallkaz]

Obsessed with the AU concept of Cassian discovering anti-histamines and not realising their strength. Nesta walking by and seeing Cassian sneezing and gasping over his throat, then 15 minutes later walking back the same way and he’s just.. passed out, like dead to the world

(Rhys is concerned and confiscates his supply, this feels like a security risk)

#Nesta knocking on his forehead and he’s comatose #not a thought between those eyes #Cassian #nessian #Cassian x Nesta #nesta archeron #a court of silver flames #ACOTAR concept #acotar #acomaf #rhysand

[starfallkaz]

Hi yes I just saw Rebecca F. Kuang at the opera house and I did lose my mind. Truly my favourite author and such a funny, well-spoken person. I love her and her thoughts 💗

#I also got third row????? #like???? #i want to marry her brain #like this woman created THE POPPY WAR #babel rf kuang #rf kuang #the poppy war #yellowface #fantasy #rebecca f kuang

[starfallkaz]

not to lose my mind or anything but I’m seeing RF Kuang tomorrow and I’m FREAKING OUT, literally my favourite author ever. In her honour I will be rereading the poppy war and bawling my eyes out 💗💗💗💗

#the poppy war #I love her and her brain #like I want to marry her mind #rf kuang #babel #yellowface

[starfallkaz]

Reading dark romance on International Women’s Day, I’m so sorry I’d like to apologise to my mother and my ancestors and all the women in my life

#I’m a little piggy I know 😔 #the never king #actual trash #I hate it #won’t tag Iwd with my shitposting #dark romance #dark romantasy #dark romance girlies #Nikki st crow pls take any literary course im begging you

[starfallkaz]

Is it a requirement for all dark romance to be badly written? 😭 I mean this in the most genuine way possible. Every dark romance book I’ve read has been (of course) the most outrageous and illegal combo of troupes and sexism, but the plot is always just a means to accomplish taboo smut. and it’s like the authors lean into that? they know the audience isn’t expecting a literary masterpiece, so their writing and plot is just mediocre at best. I’m literally begging any of you to recommend a single good dark romance book to me

#book recs #book opinions #dark romance #not to be dramatic #dark romantasy #yes I’m talking about the never king #also haunting Adeline #literally ass!!!! #like what is this 😭😭 #I’m sorry #not to bring up misogyny on IWD

[starfallkaz]

I’m reading The Never King series rn and it’s objective trash and im hating it, BUT there is something truly so funny about Vane constantly throwing homegirl across the room, disrespecting her and not taking her shít. like yes, this is exactly how we should be treating people who don’t know the meaning of the word no

#I truly hate this #like I know I’m wasting my time reading this #but I can’t give in #the never king #bad romance #like so bad #nikki st crowe #the vicious lost boys #dark romance #I feel violated by this #feminism who??!

[starfallkaz]

it’s been 6 years since I read KOA but what happened to the thirteen hit me all over again and Jesus, I’m just sitting here on the bus with tears streaming down my face. “Live Manon, live.” LIKE WTF WAS THAT SARAH

#the thirteen #manon blackbeak #god I’m so emo #also six years insane what the fuck #i’m just a girl #I’m just a girl of course I grieve fictional characters #throne of glass #KOA #kingdom of ash #sjm #emotional damage

[starfallkaz]

I got tickets to see RF Kuang next year, friends I am so excited to set my eyes on my no1 emotional support(and damage) author aarghhhhh

#rf kuang #Australian tour #the poppy war #emotional damage #I want to marry her brain #let me transmute her stories into liquid essence so they may sustain me in this DROUGHT of good fiction #Babel #yellow face

[starfallkaz]

Sometimes I look at my mother and it’s like “all I want to do is make you proud.” “Why does your affection smother me?” I want to rest my head in her lap but being at home exhausts and suffocates me. She loves me but sometimes doesn’t understand me. I have so much respect and admiration for her, you’re from a different time. My internal voice is my mother kissing me on the forehead and insulting me in the name of love

#she also has her PhD and two masters degrees and is badass as hell #truly women in stem #my mum #mother daughter relationships #not to be dramatic #mom #poetry #my words #family #family dynamics

[starfallkaz]

y’know that Andrew Garfield quote that’s like “what is grief if not love preserving?” I’m needing to hear and remind myself of that right now

#I’m also needing a hug #dealing with grief #grief journal #andrew garfield #quote #last few days hv been really hard <3

[starfallkaz]

Posts I found that remind me of The Crows

Nina

Jesper

Matthias

Wylan

Kaz

Inej

#six of crows #crow club #Leigh bardugo #the kenergy is strong with this one #the kenergy Matthias radiates >>> #nina zenik #matthias helvar #jesper fahey #wylan van eck #inej ghafa #kaz brekker #kinej #crooked kingdom #shadow and bone #s&b netflix #incorrect soc quotes #I love them #I live in a constant state of terror and denial #the crows

[starfallkaz]

oh to be loved the way Hozier loves

#hozier #can’t a girl dream #I’d combust #hoziercore #bog king

[starfallkaz]

sometimes I feel so misunderstood and unknown by the world. I am both terrified of vulnerability and yet I yearn to be understood. But then I read Mahmoud Darwish’s poetry and thoughts and it’s like yes! I am known, I am not alone.

#mahmoud darwish #poetry #musings #poetry thoughts #Arabic poetry #dark academia #academia #the human condition #it’s snicker time #oh to be known

[starfallkaz]

Sometimes I write (quite) eloquent paragraphs & essays analysing characters and metaphors and passages from books that moved me,, sometimes I brainrot word vomit headcanons and theories into my tumblr drafts until I feel physically sick missing imagined people - there is no in between

#oh to be a reader #it’s okay I cry myself to sleep at night #Babel philosophising but also the poppy war shit post #ah yes #the duality of man #the two genders #god take me to this fantasy world I beg #rf kuang #book rambles #books #just reader things #legendborn