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skull ink painting...

#self care #self improvement #spilled thoughts #motivation #positive mental attitude #artwork #dead inside #loved you before #One of the first paintings I ever did #Someones a mark

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Dirty girl

U hav no idea but enjoy tille he sees u in another light bye bitchh...

#self improvement #self care #spilled thoughts #motivation #positive mental attitude #dead inside #loved you before #depressing shit #artwork #Try now to get anymore sti #Hoes #Whores #2 year relation ships for u all three will b

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Wat ever u did to my life is what's going to happen to urs... cNt wait...

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dating someone with childlike playfulness who makes you laugh, brings out your inner child, and makes you forget about the exhausting adulting >>>>

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did this for ex wife

Painting with all the substances she did..

We also have tattoos all over ur body u can't get rid of ur gona remember the rest of her life.. fun wen it lasted but drugs and alcohol n hormones fuck up alot of shit... wish u would hav talked to me cuz I never cheated on u like u cheated on me... I introduced u to a healthy wait tonget over ur ptsd n alcoholism u went to work n told ur who work staff u hav no problems with me I was perfect for u n u were perfect for me but I didn't like the abuse physical n mental.. so good luck to ur 3rd or 4th relationship... now I'm staying on my path telling the truth n hopefully ur stories "s" prove u to b a liar n u cheated on me with Steve Mason which was probaby innocent I hav to keep going this this court my ppl hav my back n ur only telling pll what they want to hear so u can b a victim like u did to me...this is not directed st any one but the spiritual connections then everything else I payed for kept u around... ur the type of person that need money drugs n lov doest matter...

Good luck I loved u took me 5 months to wonder y u lied like that but I'm done never get the real answer just more lies... enjoy life... u only hav one go at it n the , the crack head died oberdose.... all becuz u get him back into it wen he was sober...

#Devil on back #spilled thoughts #motivation #self care #positive mental attitude #depressing life #depressing shit #dead inside #artwork #self improvement #loved you before #many faces

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all i gotta do is relax, everything comes to me

God willing.

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Ya I kno u didn't care about me u lied n he will never be wat I was to u.. havebfun with with relationships over n over again... I just can't believe u lied aboutball that.. n u hav a special place in my heart always I appreciate u allowing me to love again.. but u cut me down so much... was like being with Dr. Jekyll n ms. Hyde under great then somethig would happen.. mayb you only had 1 year reaction shops till then find out who u really are....I still want to knk y u lied to police... about that who nite... n good luck with someone who doesn't do wat I do u wer In a relation ship 2 weeks wen I was in jail.. loyalty right u fucked up everything we build together n I've never cheated on u like u did to me don't worry I got the stories from your friend....

I've moved on but thank u for showing me wat love was after. 1 year we. U wanted to marry me cuz I hav so many txt msges saying how much u appreciate me n lov u but that night u were drunk n high didn't help.. ur a narrcasist n with many faces to try n get wat u want n a real man fights for his u told me u could fig a guy so fast n I believed u u have them in a line up... congrats hope to talk to u in future.....

Never have the connection we had so enjoy it.. as much as u can b4 ur 2 years is up but u hav another in line....

#spilled thoughts #artwork #positive mental attitude #motivation #self improvement #dead inside #self care #depressing life #depressing shit #loved you before

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#self care #self improvement #spilled thoughts #motivation #positive mental attitude #artwork #Evil #the evil within #Not all who wander are lost #Gypsy #inkart #painting #my peace #art #canvas tarpaulin #she has no idea #She has no heart #Black heart #Dead inside #sorry for being depressing #depressing life #depressing shit #kinda depressing #my art

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Almost got killed by police because of what you said to them... All I did was love you more then I have loved anyone else in this world..

Talked to some of your old friends and they told me somethings you did behind my back, now I know... I forgive u but I kno u don't care... thanks for the 3 years n your welcome for the longest relationship u ever had... you watched the good person I was trying to be n the man u could rely on, but it was never enough for u.. we were so connected I would make your legs shake from the 12 orgasms I gave u in that 3 hours and u were so embarrassed when I made u squirt the surprise in ur face I kno u couldn't ever get enough of me n I could never get enough of u... but it was like Dr.jackle n Ms.Hyde... for our 3rd anniversary I bought u a new ring inwas planning on giving to u in bali since sometimes u would cut me down n call me cheap when you wanted to get married on such short notice.. but taking my last name was another way for u to change ur name n get away from all ur past n the many names u created trying to escape a bad of a person was... u constantly would remind me how good I was to u n my karma from helping others not just u, but u could notice it cuz good things were just randomly happening to me n for me n I believed the karma I was getting brought u into my life, I felt so lucky I could b myself n b honest with you cuz I kno we aren't perfect but we tried or atleast I did.. you physically, mentality, n emotionally abused me n I'm realizing that... bye... I just wish I could talk to u n ask y, cuz u said if I leav u ur calling cops on me n ur going to fuck my life up... the the only thing since our vows u followed threw with.. u were only ther during the health n wealth part I had to deal with the bad alone... trust me I never felt love like that before n I also never felt depression u cause me to go threw like that b4 ever in my life... I had to take that as a learning experience to try to never let someone like u into my life again...

Ps. I loved you... byee. Maybe in another lifetime we can find each other earlier in life but u showed me u can't turn a hoe into a house wife...

#self care #self improvement #spilled thoughts #adidas #motivation #positive mental attitude #poetry #Makeyoulaugh #true love #Loved so much #loved you before #Why did you lie #must of been drugs #Ruined relationship #Ex-wife #I always made you smile #artwork #tattooed couple #We use to be #i trusted you #you cheated #You killed me #Dead inside #depressing shit #depressing life #You had me sent to prison #Can't turn a hoe into a house wife #Don't do drugs and alcohol #Broken people #Just one broken heart

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MARRIED APRIL 20 2021 GETTIN DIVORCED....

#spilled thoughts #self care #self improvement #You killed me #motivation #positive mental attitude #loved you before #All our pictures you have rhe most genuine smile and I loved making you smile and laugh

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Spiritual Connection

Even tho u tries to ruin my whole life, I still feel that the spiritual connection and the things we saw in eachother, the amazing tribal markings on our faces... you saw a warrior and I saw a goddess... I introduced u the spiritual side of drugs, the healing it did for both our past was amazing and mind changing.I would never trade any of those experiences for anything with anyone else... the beauty I saw from ur tattooed body then I understood the pain we went threw... L$D by asap rocky... I introduced u to this hippie life.. from the connection we shared threw spirit and touch was the best part, I loved massaging your whole body everyday so u felt better and love you've never felt.. I just didn't realized I trusted u so much cause of this that it clouding my judgment. I was so excited to have that baby with u, we even had dames picked out after u were 2 months pregnant... then u miscarried n watching you go threw the physical and mental changes then you wanted to get drunk and do drug on ur bday and everything changed so fast.. everyday for 3 years we mostly spend the days and nights together and I would rather be with no one else.. after u created false n so beyond they truth lies to the police I knee u didn't love me. You loved all the extra stuff I did for you that no other person has ever done for you. I think u came into my life wen I was doing well cuz I needed to learn to love another human as much as I loved u. I wish I could still b with u but you have never done anything wrong and you would cut me down so bad at times I knew that you didn't care about me... I wish there was a way back but we must move on and deal what's next I just hope your ready for the lies n fabricated stories u made up r serious offenses... but you will alway have a special place in my heart... I miss you and loved u my penguin mate forever...

#Ex wife #ex partner #spilled thoughts #self care #self improvement #true love #Helped me love again #killed me #No one like me #Always be missed #Healing #Growth #Learned #Made you cum 12 times #Made you squirt #So deeply connected #mind body soul