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Autistic? No lmao it's because you're SCARED

Seriously, I did this every time because I was intimidated by stories of maniacs and rapists.

#thoughts #Stop calling every non-standard behavior autistic. A person is more complex than one/two definitions #yeah #whi cares right

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Yes I agree a tank would really be a problem, but during the last protests tanks weren’t a a thingat all. And a paddy wagon can be overturned, judging by the experience of Ukraine.

so, today we, russian queers, may become "extremists" by decision of russian supreme court and thus our existence will be silenced and erased. any queer activism will be impossible for us. I don't know what to do anymore. I was heartbroken when they passed the laws about "gay propaganda" and transgender people, now I'm just numb. I don't want to escape. I just want to live safely in my own country.

please hear us.

#thoughts #russia

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the same thing that happens when the opposition goes against the government. Mass terror of the population will begin. Therefore, protests must be radical, with Molotov cocktails and overturned paddy wagons. The main thing now is to fight not for rights (otherwise, the majority will not understand), but against the authorities. If the majority in Russia are really so good and against war, they will support any movement against the government.

so, today we, russian queers, may become "extremists" by decision of russian supreme court and thus our existence will be silenced and erased. any queer activism will be impossible for us. I don't know what to do anymore. I was heartbroken when they passed the laws about "gay propaganda" and transgender people, now I'm just numb. I don't want to escape. I just want to live safely in my own country.

please hear us.

#thoughts #russia

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It’s not Putin who is fighting in Ukraine now, the vast majority of Russians are for the war, and the protests in ’22 were ridiculous. An incredibly small number of people took to the streets, especially if you look at the percentage of protests in Ukraine or even Belarus

so, today we, russian queers, may become "extremists" by decision of russian supreme court and thus our existence will be silenced and erased. any queer activism will be impossible for us. I don't know what to do anymore. I was heartbroken when they passed the laws about "gay propaganda" and transgender people, now I'm just numb. I don't want to escape. I just want to live safely in my own country.

please hear us.

#ukraine #russia #belarus #lgbtq #war

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Oh, do you want something? Then unite and go out into the streets, protest, go on strike. You need to fight for a happy and peaceful life, just like Ukraine is fighting now. Freedom comes with a price.

so, today we, russian queers, may become "extremists" by decision of russian supreme court and thus our existence will be silenced and erased. any queer activism will be impossible for us. I don't know what to do anymore. I was heartbroken when they passed the laws about "gay propaganda" and transgender people, now I'm just numb. I don't want to escape. I just want to live safely in my own country.

please hear us.

#lgbtq #lgbtqia #russia #this is the expected outcome

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Sex and love are connected in the same way as pagan and Christian holidays - well tied to each other, but if you think about it for a long time, it becomes clear that this is some kind of bullshit

#thoughts #love #stupid social construct #amatonormativity #platonic

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Oh yes, I read a lot!

Me: :D

But only fanfiction

Me:

#thoughts #breaking bad reference #I SWEAR TO GOD #if someone tells me again that they like to read but they read only fanfiction #I- #oh fuck

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Cringy and harmless do not contradict each other lmao.

It may be harmless, but it's still ridiculous and people might think it's weird. And the opinion of those who think so, by the way, is also harmless. After all, you can simply not read this opinion.

And I'm speaking as someone who has VERY strange interactions with fandom characters (also in a weird way!). And I, too, can be considered a cringe, but I hardly give a fuck

You are simply trying to fill the void that reality has left you.

And as soon as you start calling a spade a spade, you will gain more understanding

My contribution to this meme

#thoughts #unpopular opinion #tw: opinions #lmao #why people are so pathetic #you are cringe #but you're free #although in reality you are dependent on what you do... and on the opinions of others... hmm... but at least you are having fun

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This account was just to collect all my hidden hatred. Hidden even from yourself. But now I again feel the chaos that is eating away from within. I'm back to my haven.

#thoughts #chaos #fear #hatred #lonliness #just saying

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Does anyone know who is the author of those good-looking cards? I really love the art style and colour work here, so if anyone knows-

#pokemon tcg #pokemon cards #pokemon fandom #pokemon #lost origin #lampent #mawile

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Imagine that you are a person who grew up on Harry Potter, and not on Pokemon. Gross.

#pokemon #pokemon fandom #fuck harry potter

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Okay, I've moved and I'm putting things on the shelf now. And every time I get upset when I see any Harry Potter stuff. Because, you know, I spent money on this shit. And I wouldn't be so upset if it wasn't for the damn author, who's transphobic. Like. Wow, did I donate to this incredibly rich woman who denies my existence? Shit.

And I'm glad that when I was younger I missed being a fan of it all. But a year ago I reviewed the films and bought a few figurines and a book under euphoria. But the fandom and fanfiction (according to the pairing that I liked) turned out to be a big piece of shit. I mean. Wow guys WHY are you so boring. This old fandom has raised a lot of people, but all you can offer is fanfiction about classic school kids with some magic? Fuck you.

#fuck harry potter #harry potter thoughts #please how can I sell this shit #transphobes #fuck jkr #I would like to return the money and spend it on pokemon stuff

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I buy a lot of things that are absolutely useless. These are not big things, not more than 20 dollars, but usually something for 5 dollars. And I'm doing this because I gave up on curing myself, finding pills and a therapist. So I just buy random stuff and hate myself for it, because I still want to die. Where will these things go? To the landfill? So I'm just a consumer who will leave behind a pile of plastic for turtles and birds? Amazing. But a bullet to the head sounds better.

#suicide thoughts #catch the bus #consumerism #anyway #birds are cool

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Anyway

I will always be amused by this representational shit. Like. Maybe...you would like to show the society some other minorities? You know, less "pleasant". Oh, but then the story about love will not work :( So, go fuck yourself you little psycho lol 💙

As someone on the schizophrenic spectrum, I'd like to see us accepted. Because, for example the trans community has never been associated with monsters. But what is the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear the word "schizophrenia"? The man who killed 16 children because of the voices in his head? Great. Try to make a cartoon/movie about accepting such things lmao.

oh yes, I'm in the closet, but I'm still non-binary. So it's not transphobia, relax. I just understand that people will never accept me in society, not because of my gender or orientation.

#schizophrenia #lgbt representation #thoughts #psychosis #schizophrenic spectrum #nonbinary #hah yeah...that how I feel when.. #never mind #I still wanna die so who cares #oh #you know what #that's how I feel when I open my fucking recommendation and there is nothing except Nimona fandom #so #nimona #haha so funny to argue with my fucking voices now

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Okay, so...now I will hide in the shadows.

#new blog #not art #just thoughts #spider