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[sailorrose19]

I got the offical MerMay prompt list for this year's MerMay

To those participating may the odds be in your favor

#Mermay #Mermay 2024 #prompt list #mermay prompt list

[sailorrose19]

I am starting to get very annoyed by my mom pestering and pressuring me to get a full time job with benefits

Mom, if you're SO obsessed why don't you find a full time job yourself with those benefits is retirement not good enough for you and dad! I refuse to become a mindless working drone for the job you picked for me. I would rather do a remote work from home job with a flexible schedule than having to commute and struggle with work-appropriate clothes. At least you can wear what you like when working remotely from home and only have to dress up in case of a Zoom or Skype meeting

#Vent #frustrated #stressed out #on the verge of burnout

[sailorrose19]

I finally designed Rosella's bunny girl outfit for Ostara

Rosella's bunny girl outfit is the cutest.

#obey me bunny boys #obey me fanart #obey me shall we date #obey me mc #obey me! #obey me #obey me nightbringer #Bunny girl #easter #ostara #ostara blessings #happy easter

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Obey me headcanon/ AU idea: If Lilith lived

CW: Mentions of death, suicide, suidical thoughts, attempted suicide, blood, self harm, PTSD,

MC and Lilith are not distantly related in this

Well all know what happened during the Great Celestial War and Lilith was fatally shot after Beel had to make a difficult choice to save either his twin or his beloved baby sister well... Lilith survives just barely when the arrow struck giving her a very nasty scar at the base of her wings and they all fell. Lucifer held Lilith in his arms weeping apology after apology for causing the Great Celestial War. Lord Diavolo and Barbatos show up and well know Lucifer swears his alligence and loyalty to Diavolo in exchange to save Lilith's life but instead of reincarnating her to be a human, she is treated for her injuries in a separate room from the brothers due to their severity she sustained in the war. Once she and her brothers were nursed back to health, the Demon King gave them their titles until Lilith was given her title as The Avatar of Despair. Though her physical wounds and injuries healed, her mental and emotional state didn't. When Satan came along after being born out of Lucifer's pure, raw, unfiltered and unadulterated wrath she wasn't sure of how to approach her new brother until when he flew into his rages, her demon powers awakened and managed to stop him when she saw that he was on his knees and tears fell from his eyes. (Think of Steven Universe's Blue Diamond and her powers) This was her Pathokinesis which was discovered can affect anything and anyone within her aura feeling intense sadness and grief.

In Nightbringer if she lived, Lilith doesn't have much control over her Pathokinesis making her brothers cry with her powers whenever she has an emotional breakdown. There are times that she would have terrible nightmares of the Great Celestial War and this was in contribution to her PTSD and CPTSD. She would constantly blame herself for their fall believing fate was cruel to let her live and this made her suicidal leaving her suicide letter in Lucifer's room but her attempts of ending it all were stopped by her brothers mainly the twins. Lucifer had stopped her attempted suicide when she tried to use a knife against her throat. Of course he'd lecture her to never do what she did again which triggered her pathokinesis.

"I get it okay! I'm the black sheep of this family!"

"Lilith, you need to calm down. Your powers are acting up again."

Lucifer understands the severity of her emotional instability and tries to not be so harsh with her in his lectures and assures her that he along with the rest of her brothers don't hate her. Her feelings towards humans is reserved after what happened with her lover and is left in the dark with their fate if they lived or die. Swore she would never fall in love again especially with a human. Hates Valentine's Day but stays for the chocolates and Beel gives her some that were discounted the day after.

In SWD the present timeline: Lilith has better control of her pathokinesis and has a healthier coping mechanism when she has another emotional breakdown. Lucifer revealed to her that he had locked Belphie away for his own protection, because he was openly against the human race and put Diavolo's exchange program in jeopardy and since she was the only one that knew, he forced her to keep silent about it and make tell her other brothers he was sent to the human world as part of the exchange program. When MC came along, Lilith kept her distance from them not wanting history to repeat itself. And in the events of lesson 16 seeing what Belphie had done killing MC her pathokinetic powers are in full flare affecting everyone with her intense sadness.

"Belphie... Stop this you're hurting them!"

"What have you done... WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!!!!!"

"All I see is a monster in place of the brother I once loved!"

It was almost the same pain she felt when she found out the human she loved was dying of an incurable illness.

When MC is alive again, she promises never to take their presence for granted and both of them weren't ready to forgive Belphie for what he had done and confessed why she kept her distance from them and that she didn't hate them or did anything wrong other than forge pacts with them to free her brother from his prison and to have them be a family again.

"I... I guess I could forge a pact with you. Think of it as my apology for being so distant and aloof towards you."

"MC, why are you crying? I said you can make a pact with me."

"They're not sad tears, they're tears of joy."

I do headcanon that if Lilith lived and became a demon along with her brothers her demon powers would include pathokinesis which is the power to control the emotions of those around you. The House of Lamentation isn't big enough for two emo demons. Yes, I do see Lilith as an emo goth girlfriend.

#obey me shall we date #obey me! #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me lilith #if lillith lived #alive lilith au #pathokinesis #lilith #lilith headcanons #obey me headcannons

[sailorrose19]

Literally Kyra in a nutshell

#I'd explain each character I took inspiration from but we'd be here all day #her in a nutshell #in a nutshell #OC #Wild girl #feral #tame #feral yet tame #Jungle girl #junglecore #fanartist

[sailorrose19]

Thanks for the like!😁🤗☺️

It was no problem

#keep the asks coming

[sailorrose19]

Princess selfie!

This is my first piece of Obey me x Hazbin Hotel fanart drawing Princesses Charlie and Lucinda and Vaggie.

Both are literal princesses of Hell but Lucinda's a half-demon princess and is Lucifer, Lord Diavolo and Rosella's daughter, they share the same surname Morningstar but both Lucifers are different from each other VERY different

#obey me fanart #obey me shall we date #obey me! #obey me #obey me nightbringer #princess lucinda morningstar #princess charlie #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel x obey me #crossover fanart #vaggie #princess selfie #first crossover art #both lucifers are different and I mean VERY different #No they aren't trading dads #short king

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Prom picture with Satan and let's just say his promposal made Rosella cry from how romantic it was

With me as your prom date, I promise to make tonight unforgettable

#obey me fanart #obey me mc #obey me shall we date #obey me! #obey me #obey me nightbringer #satan #obey me satan #satan x mc #prom #prom night #prom picture #promposal #prom date #Royal Academy of Diavolo

[sailorrose19]

Thank you @mayhemartz and everyone who got me to 100 reblogs!

Angel trio prom pictures

Raph got caught off guard and Simeon managed to take the picture of them wait until they share a dance and Luke promised Michael he'd capture as many moments from RAD's first ever prom with pictures and videos and to tell him all about it and maybe get Luke to convince Rosella bring prom to the Celestial Realm and get the chance to experience it himself.

#100 reblogs #tumblr milestone #thank you

[sailorrose19]

No, and they never will

#women and deconstruction #ex catholic #exchristian #ex christian #excatholic #apostate #deconstruction #deconversion #deconvert #religious trauma #They never will

[sailorrose19]

Angel trio prom pictures

Raph got caught off guard and Simeon managed to take the picture of them wait until they share a dance and Luke promised Michael he'd capture as many moments from RAD's first ever prom with pictures and videos and to tell him all about it and maybe get Luke to convince Rosella bring prom to the Celestial Realm and get the chance to experience it himself.

#obey me fanart #obey me mc #obey me shall we date #obey me! #obey me #obey me nightbringer #prom #prom picture #prom night #obey me simeon #obey me raphael #obey me luke #simeon x mc #raphael x mc #luke x mc #obey me angels #smile for the camera #Royal Academy of Diavolo

[sailorrose19]

Here's another wholesome prom picture with Rosella and Simeon

Luke asked to send the picture to him to show Michael

#obey me fanart #obey me mc #obey me shall we date #obey me! #obey me #obey me nightbringer #prom picture #prom #prom night #obey me simeon #simeon x mc #Royal Academy of Diavolo #RAD #Wholesome

[sailorrose19]

I love your art so much!!! The style is so unique! I would genuinely watch a show with this style of animation 😩

Keep up the great work! <3

Anon, you're too kind my drawing style does change around and I'm not exactly the best at drawing hands and accurate bodily proportions

But I am thinking about making a webcomic but I'm not sure where to start

#answered #keep the asks coming #fanartist

[sailorrose19]

Would you believe me if I said Mammon was the first to ask her to RAD's first ever prom?

#obey me fanart #obey me mc #obey me shall we date #obey me! #obey me #obey me mammon #mammon #mammon x mc #prom picture #promposal #prom #prom night #prom date #RAD #Royal Academy of Diavolo #obey me art #obey me fandom #obey me nightbringer

[sailorrose19]

Once Luke called Michael to tell him about RAD's first ever prom the archangel was delighted and asked Luke to take as many pictures and tell him everything and not leave any details out.

For their prom picture Rosella did take a selfie first with Luke's D.D.D. then with her own to post on Devilgram. After all, Michael did request pictures.

#obey me fanart #obey me mc #obey me shall we date #obey me! #obey me #obey me art #obey me angels #obey me fandom #obey me luke #prom night #prom picture #prom #RAD #luke x mc #obey me michael #Royal Academy of Diavolo

[sailorrose19]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 1000 likes!

#1000 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you

[sailorrose19]

That's right also happy Valentine's Day. I know, ew! Both at the same time I am shocked and appalled.

But in that spirit of Anti-lent I had a very delicious Dairy Queen lunch since I refuse to fast and give anything up for 40 stinking days and continue to do so and drink lots of water to stay hydrated

wishing all the ex catholics a very happy beginning of anti-lent

#anti lent #ex catholic #ex christian #baby witchling #pagan witchling #indulgence #no sin in loving yourself #no abstinence for this gal #sweet indulgence