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Sometimes I hate being trans/nonbinary so much. I am one of the lucky few that doesnāt experience dysphoria very often, mine mostly comes in waves but during that time it can be very overwhelming. My body doesnāt feel the way it should and when I look in the mirror my face doesnāt look like myself. (I donāt know how to describe it, it just doesnāt look like how I know my face is and it scares me sometimes)
It sucks because I donāt really have anything to help it? Iām not able to get any sort of binder as Iām asthmatic and find it would be a risk to my breathing, but my mother also wonāt let me get trans tape because apparently itās a risk of cancer? (I donāt understand her reasoning for that one) so Iām basically just left to wait it out until it temporarily goes away, while also trying to keep my anxiety in check as well.
Itās just shitty at the end of day, my thoughts tend to spiral more then usual during times like this and along with my anxiety and everything else, it just gets to the point that I want to scratch my skin off because I can feel my clothes on my skin and Iām too overwhelmed to deal with anything.
ā ļø The Magnus archives Ep 3 āAcross the streetā spoilers ā ļø
THAT EPISODE JUST SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME JESUS CHRIST?! āNot-Grahamā staring back at her in the window?! My heart literally stopped. The other two eps I was completely fine with but DEAR GOD.
The ākeep watchingā in the notebooks?! I wonder if the others where all like that as well? Graham obviously knew about whatever the hell āNot-Grahamā is, which was probably why he was so paranoid all the time.
In other news, Iāll be taking a short (few hourās) break and watching some comedy! (Seriously tho Iāve really enjoyed the first few episodes! despite the fact Iām now paranoid about looking out my windows š)
Thank you to everyone who replied! I didnāt realise it was that easy since Iāve never delved into anything similar to this and was afraid there would be loads of sub-categoryās, but I will definitely be starting it soon!
How would I start the Magnus archives? Iāve been wanting to get into it recently but it seems complicated so does anyone have any tips?
Me writing a scene with two or more people of the same gender and trying not to get the readers confused, while also trying not to overuse the characters' names or epithets
Iām a bit late but Iāve had no signal up until now (I donāt even know if this will post) but huge congrats to Amisey for hitting 1 million!!! Aimsey has been a huge help with my gender identity and mental health over the past year even just by being so transparent with everything and I canāt thank them enough, they deserve this so much! š¤š
Ok just watched āThe darkest mindsā movie and absolutely fucking loved it. I love anything to do with powers and the way they did it was just š¤ also didnāt realise how much I liked dystopian things (I should have done considering how much I like the hunger games movies) but now Iām wondering if I should get the the darkest minds book series and read it, anyone have any opinions if itās worth it? (Also any recommendations to similar films?)