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loveanky · 4 years

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Random songs. Random words. Over and over repeating. Defining and finding meaning... Artist: Why? Album: Alopecia Track: 9 Lyrics: Pray hard like a pious pope- But hope for no diamonds. If some divine simon spoke, Or came down to find us. Caught here in our lab coats, But without a science. Would we see light? Oh, I might decide... While I'm alive, I'll feel alive. And what's next- I guess I'll know when I've, gotten there. Am I careful till past dull? Will be is or has been. Oh, I'm waxing as in half-full. Lit with candles lasting- Born lonesome, bald and bashful. With a nasty, natty accent. On the east side. Oh I can decide. While I'm alive, I'll feel alive. And what's next, I guess I'll know when I've gotten there... #lyrics #why #brookandwaxing #depressed #rhymes #rants #feeling #poems #song #oldhabits #korean #asian #piercings #girlswithpiercings #dolphinbites #girlswithtats #mirror #reflection #eyeliner #makeup #daydream #singingmyfavoritesong #music #alopecia (at The Beauty of the Darkness) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4jV-mfhGBB/?igshid=9kedszkb4ji6

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loveanky · 4 years

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Not sure what there is to smile about. #tough #baddays #grunge #thestruggleisreal #asian #korean #snapchat #filters #piercings #girlswithpiercings #dolphinbites #depression #makeup #eyebrows #eyeliner #suicidal # https://www.instagram.com/p/B4RbbATHK9q/?igshid=v721ul7asrbb

#tough #baddays #grunge #thestruggleisreal #asian #korean #snapchat #filters #piercings #girlswithpiercings #dolphinbites #depression #makeup #eyebrows #eyeliner #suicidal

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loveanky · 4 years

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Heheheh, she looks boss as hell. #vacuum #boss #badass #slayer #dustbunnies #myhomey (at Somewhere in My Mind) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4Q2wivH1jg/?igshid=3fkb56cgejn2

#vacuum #boss #badass #slayer #dustbunnies #myhomey

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loveanky · 4 years

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My dad, showing me how a real pumpkin should be done. I spy, with my eyes a flashlight, Upside down, gleaming light outwards from the pumpkin. #asian #korean #dad #halloween #pumpkin #carving #flashlight #crafts #family #memories #imissyou #pikachu #firstgrade #classmates #holidays #fun #arts #childhood #myneighbor #parade #costumes #pokemon # (at Dream) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4QTJJ0HF-z/?igshid=19tkg1klat5zc

#asian #korean #dad #halloween #pumpkin #carving #flashlight #crafts #family #memories #imissyou #pikachu #firstgrade #classmates #holidays #fun #arts #childhood #myneighbor #parade #costumes #pokemon

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loveanky · 4 years

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I spy, with my little eye... A vowel, on a missing vowels puzzle. I wonder how many other people spotted that... #pennypress #wordsearch #puzzle #letters #vowels #u #typo #highlighters #books #writing #wordseeks #november #ispy (at My Style My Life) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4O9gAcHWP_/?igshid=13g7dbkeycpdl

#pennypress #wordsearch #puzzle #letters #vowels #u #typo #highlighters #books #writing #wordseeks #november #ispy

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loveanky · 5 years

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We hear the words love; See what we define as love. Feel what it is to actually love, and be loved... Also come experience to have, been loved. Once before, even more. By another, or many. Only one, to a few. Find myself still eyes on you, since the beginning and so forth. Painful living distance, dreaming of being together like before. Question life, what's it worth? Silent breathing, just can't ignore. Paper and pencil ready in hand, Another way for me to cope and mend. No need to act or pretend. That we're not more than just friends. That's all in my head. I'd like to say, "She said." #rants #rhymes #dolphinbites #hearts #hotflashes #girlswithpiercings #asian #korean #daydream #depressed #love #imissyou #thinkingofyou #poems #colors #waystodestroysomeone #glasses #nodoubleeyelid #whatislove #rambling #dontmindme #traguspiercing (at Here's What I'm Thinking) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3-q9auBALT/?igshid=7aw8ijis8qsl

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loveanky · 5 years

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I've noticed when I'm sad, or gloomy... sweets always do the trick. Food, actually fixes my not so randy day. 👀🍰🎂 So many bakeries to try out... after food, a good nap sounds wonderful too.... mmmm... Maybe I'll start a quest, to find sweets, devour them, and then take nice naps after... And record how happier I feel...? 💭🤷🏻‍♀️🙆🏻‍♀️👸🏻👩🏻‍💻 I also love to write... Eat. Write. Nap.. Nap.Eat Write.Smile. N.E.W.S. 🤯🤭👩🏻‍💻👩🏻‍🏭🙆🏻‍♀️ ☺🤗☺😊🤫 #asian #korean #snapchat #filters #piercings #yelp #writingreviewsarefun #naps #thingsthatmakemehappy #goodideas #girlswithpiercings #dolphinbites #depression #hat #dodgers #glasses #purplehair #wink #makeup #mad #television #iwantcake #donate #cake for me to eat >_>... (at Hangry Heaven) https://www.instagram.com/p/B37EntvhJfg/?igshid=1pdjmnidgmsk9

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loveanky · 5 years

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"Relched from a puppy kiss "... I'm so happy Cocoa exists in the pantry, and as well the cutest puppy in real life, hyper dog can teleport. Hehehehe, Cocoa is a major pothead >_>... a little naughty thief. Knows he's capable of puppy eyes. Those eyes don't lie to me boy. @coconutstan Your dog is hilariously cute 👯‍♀️😅 #puppy #cocoa #pets #myfriendsdog #whatababy #snapchat #filter #piercings #girlswithpiercings #dolphinbites #asian #korean #dogsofinstagram #cute #animals #teleportation #pettherapy (at I Love Puppies) https://www.instagram.com/p/B36xDfaBSnU/?igshid=1383tfff4pysj

#puppy #cocoa #pets #myfriendsdog #whatababy #snapchat #filter #piercings #girlswithpiercings #dolphinbites #asian #korean #dogsofinstagram #cute #animals #teleportation #pettherapy

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loveanky · 5 years

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A vibrant soul, creative, and one of a kind. The body may decease, but the soul rest's in peace. Your reign will go on, truth be told as the sky, sun rises from the east, sets to the west. You shine on brother, sending love from below- to the skies, infinity and beyond, above. Thank you for the good times! Slay the weak angels. I hope that God watches over your familia, and your hearts mend during hard times... With the warmest thoughts, fond memories, inside jokes, and pure love. Please stay strong, help one another, in memory of the brilliant Jaimie. He is an amazing friend, yet alone a brother. Thoughtful son, and one hell of a talented man. When times get hard, Look up at the sky. May his light shine strong, at times of need. Remember he will always be there. I send my regards, Suh Soo-Hyun #goodbye #funeral #myfriend #jaimieorozco #shineon #family #wordsfromtheheart #poetry #rants #thoughts #restinpeace #inlovingmemory #skies #thinking #love #feeling #writing #waystodestroysomeone #depression #impact #life #death #october11 #october12 #brother It was nice to meet you, watch over your loved ones. Your mother especially... sending good thoughts and prayer. One finally goodbye, catch you in the flip side... (at Heritage Funeral Home) https://www.instagram.com/p/B36paeHhAXq/?igshid=1gh6t8x49glr0

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loveanky · 5 years

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Hope you don't regret it, I pushed a lot back but I can't forget it. We never got the credit- Nobody seemed to hear us but we said it. Neither of us planned it, And for a long time I took it all for granted... I really thought we had it. But at the time it was more than I could manage, so... If we can leave it all behind us... And meet in between, It would get me so- High all the time, high all the time. I wanna be high all the time; Would you come with me? Wish I didn't doubt it.... I wish I never ever told you all about it. But I just had to let you know- I never meant to hurt you, though. I had all my motives, I didn't know they wouldn't mix with your emotions. I just had to reach my goals, Never knew I'd meet you though, so.... If we can agree to disagree- And keep on reaching, It would get you so; High all the time, high all the time. I wanna be high all the time- Would you come with me? High all the time, high all the time. I wanna be high all the time- Would you come with me? We should stick together, You're my best friend, I'll love you forever (Would you come with me?) (It would get you so) We could be the greatest, it doesn't matter if we're never rich or famous (Would you come with me?) (It would get you so) If you can just let me know if it's okay To call you when I'm lonely #eyes #eyebrows #etch #nodoubleeyelid #circlelenses #green #expression #filters #snapchat #rants #rhymes #poems #depression #dissociative #korean #asian #feeling #adventure #dolphinbites #girlswithpiercings #theneighborhood #highallthetime #lyrics #imissyou #suicidal #insane (at Hope For The Day) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3et-XYheFf/?igshid=8m6mri3fyh36

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loveanky · 5 years

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죽는 소리는 보이지 않는 것보다 낫습니다. 아마 죽는 것이 오해보다 낫습니다... 😒🤦🏻‍♀️💬 Silhouettes of empty people, Where they don't know where to go. Wandering around half heartedly, Breathing pollution, cut out drinking poison. Somewhere along the lines, "Great... I lost myself."; Confessions, jurisdictions, judgement. Shame. Who was it to blame? Myself, of course... And silently as I say that... suddenly feel emptier. Much more invisible than before... 주먹을 쥐고 다시 제곱으로 돌아 가기 나는 심지어 내 하루를 살아 가야한다는 인정의 부족을 표현할 사람이 없다. 중요한 문제, 생각, 감정에 대해 말 그대로 이야기 할 때 가장 나쁜 순간은 ... 그리고 무례한 무관심은 전혀 관심이 없거나 정보를 흡수하지 않습니다. 누군가를 이해하거나 그들의 말이나 의미에 대한 아이디어를 갖기 위해 듣는 것이 얼마나 어려운가 ... 진짜 ... 내 주변의 모든 사람들이 내가 가장 큰 관심을 갖고 싶어하는 것이 어려운가요? 그래도 유감입니다 ... 여러분 중 누구도 제 말을 제대로들을 수 없다는 사실을 알게 되었기 때문에 모든 것을 밀어 내고 싶습니다. 나는 당신의 주위에 많이 화가 났어요 ... 당신이 말해주지, 그리고 내가 세부 사항을 기억하는 방법의 차이점 .... 반면에, 당신의 많은, 단지 한쪽 귀를 통해 다른 쪽을 내버려 두십시오. ... 영어 나 한국어를 아는 것이 요점은 무엇입니까? 아무도 신경 쓰지 않는다면 올바르게 쓰는 법을 아는 것조차도 ... #nodoubleeyelid #expression #filters #snapchat #rants #rhymes #poems #depression #dissociative #korean #asian #feeling #random #days #positive #piercings #girlswithpiercings #dolphinbites #makeup #eyeliner #ifeellikedying Why bother. No one understands. Or wants to. Why should they... (at Who am I?) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3c7QeJnk-O/?igshid=1hami94k75nr6

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loveanky · 5 years

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Sky is no limit. Endless atmosphere, shifting clouds... along the horizon, Earth's surface... Beautiful days... calming afternoons... to steady transcending nights... How can you not lose train of thought at times, when you feel alone, a diamond in the rough.... With tough luck. All bite. Sigh. Eyes can say a lot about a being... Lost in thought. Cautious beliefs... Hesitant decisions. Even blank. Empitness. Uncertainty. #nodoubleeyelid #expression #filters #snapchat #rants #rhymes #poems #depression #dissociative #korean #asian #feeling #glasses #random #skies #clouds #horizon #days #positive #piercings #girlswithpiercings #dolphinbites (at Feeling) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3c0XiuHiFx/?igshid=3y5lq6lhi7r9

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loveanky · 5 years

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I cannot help but admit that I am in love with this filter on Snapchat. If only in real life, I could actually have legit cat ears. Yes, I shit you not. #snapchat #adventure #asian #korean #random #lifeisapeach #seflies #selca #filters #catears #neko #makeup #girlswithtattoo #girlswithpiercings #bluehair #purple #amythest #ilikemylife #spam #noticemesenpai #dissociative #whyamihere (at Just Thinking) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvNMm5lhdXi/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=128fxxmsvp3pr

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loveanky · 5 years

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One of the best inventions mankind has successfully crafted.🍰 My most precious, sweet confectioner's creation. Macarons with the perfect texture, filled with preferably raspberry jam. 🍮🍓🍬 Cannot ever have just enough. But crave more, than my wallet can allow me. 😭🤦🏻‍♀️ (at Super H-Mart) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu-ZBKuBAYY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ncw150ofxpmy

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loveanky · 5 years

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Never, have I ever... Liked my hair as much as I do now~!!! 🙆🏻‍♀️ New places, new things. New cuisines, new clothes... New me! Of all things a person could do to make a change, jee golly, hair really hits homerun! Must be the haircut, for all that dead weight carried upon my shoulders. The color, ridding of the dull, lifeless shades before, to an eye popping, dimensional spectrum! Ahh... refreshing to say, "I am happy to be alive and be me today." 🍹👩🏻‍🎤👩🏻‍🎤👩🏻‍🎤🙆🏻‍♀️🌹 🌟Hair//: @matusz_hair 🏩//: @cheveux_brookfield #adventure #korean #girlswithtattoo #girlswithpiercings #asian #dabs #blunts #hair #purple #blue #cheveuxbrookfield #assymetricalhair #happy #noodle #gorillaz #haircut #hairstyle #lifeisapeach #blessed #salon #makeup #snapchat #ghostintheshell #deadmau5 #random #amythest (at Cheveux) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu4p4vlB-6r/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mucg5v1mofmi

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loveanky · 6 years

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With you back by my side. I don't feel alone again. It was very unusual and a falling absence. So used to you being by me. The things I knew, I couldn't see... Never did I realize we worked as a team. Hopefully you notice I've been doing the things out of all good means. The feelings of separation did effect me. The path of faith. I've left, sheparding. Don't know if all my sheep's have been slayed. I keep hearing if I had prayed. Things could have gone undertone laid. But that was all Just said. But what more do I have to be afraid? You've created a immune monster. That just wanta to be fostered. Through your mistakes in solid hours. . . Think twice for your demons and stone. I wish I was out. Wish I was stoned. With every membrane twaisted and atoned. With my coronation own remedy. Believe me. I'm troublesome. But I got no bone to pick with. Just a stupid itch. To say the shit. I keep spewing. Its disgusting. . . I'm ashamed of myself. I just wasn't able to help. My friend who had worser doubts. But I stand as one with no voice either. We were never people pleaser. Just off spocks on a jump rope. We had so much hope. But you'll justwitness me mope... Life is a mystery. But I know one day, not me, will make history. But I know a for that day... I'll write you the newest Beethoven. Just for this while. Show me your smile. Don't get lost. We got this. I just wanted to be a side schick, miss ... Best friend till the end, your Jessica Rabbit. Aiiight? I'm not here to fight... So here comes your hero. #rants #rhymes #history #poems #semi #lost #angry #hating #behave #loveanddontbetray #brotherhood #tothisday#nissajgha #isdead #Myfriend. # (at Chicago, Illinois)

#history #rhymes #loveanddontbetray #hating #myfriend #poems #nissajgha #lost #tothisday #angry #brotherhood #rants #isdead #behave #semi

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loveanky · 6 years

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There's a lot on my mind. I can't even deny. The things that happen. I can't control. But behold a human being. I'm just seeing things I want to. There's rules and rulers. True kings. So here I am feeling pretty angry. But it doesn't mean shit. So quit thinking. Sigh. I just want to have a normal life. Instead of feeling like a salted slug. But don't budge. Don't judge. But know. I'm just trying to learn to control. The things I do, the things I say. Maybe tomorrow I wont be me like yesterday. People believe me. They also deceive. I just can't conceive. This idiotic hypocrisy. I won't deny I was than yee. Here. Take it from me. Just don't give up and believe in me. #pathetic #depression #stuck #angry #poems #dabs #blunts #hypocrisy #onlyhuman #dissociation #rants #random #airport #feelings #useless #hopeless #semihappy #runaway # (at San Francisco International Airport)

#dabs #useless #onlyhuman #stuck #depression #rants #semihappy #dissociation #pathetic #runaway #angry #poems #airport #hypocrisy #random #feelings #blunts #hopeless

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