Starting over from 0 today considering I鈥檝e been on vacation and gained. Hoping to be at least 40 pounds lighter by Christmas. Why am I so fat why can鈥檛 I just stop eating. I鈥檓 sick of living this way.
Okay, but, there is literally no reason you won鈥檛 lose weight. If you keep restricting and fasting and exercising, there鈥檚 literally NO way you won鈥檛 lose weight. You will reach your goal weight, no doubt, unless you give up. Keep yourself controlled, and there鈥檚 no way you won鈥檛 reach it. Even if it takes ages, but just think. All you need to do today is exercise and restrict, and tomorrow you鈥檒l wake up closer to your goal. Repeat, repeat, repeat, and you will get there.
I really need like an ana buddy I know that sounds totally cliche but I just need someone to talk to about everything and to help keep me accountable considering no one that knows me knows I have an Ed 馃ズ馃
Haha guess who鈥檚 back on the mental health downfall and now really upset the I haven鈥檛 been restricting for like a month but I maintained instead of gaining thank God. But now it鈥檚 time to lose all this freaking fat.