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Crying to the point which makes ur head throbs 👍🏽

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You or karma~

Whom do I blame? You or Karma

Cause when you loved me selflessly I couldn't love you back

so when I loved someone else I didn't get my love back

cause I owed karma one

but I wouldn't owe karma one if you didn't love me,

if only you could choose someone else to love

instead of a girl who couldn't give your love back to you

maybe then I could have gotten my love from the one i wanted

and karma wouldn't have taken it away from me

so I lay down and think it's 3 am at night

and i must have someone to blame

cause it human nature to blame things and humans for their deeds

so whom do i blame for my lost love? You or Karma?

~prat

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me and the girls on april 19th

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An apology letter to the person who maybe will love me the most in his and my lifetime,

U didn't deserve it, nor did i, u didn't have things in ur hands nor did i, we both were love but not with each other, we both suffered, i for someone else u for me, we both didn't get what we wanted, and it's okay, I am sorry for taking u for granted, i am sorry I couldn't he the lily to ur atlas, I am sorry to be rude to u when u were always nice to me, I take back the last words I said to u, i don't hate you, i regret most of decisions, my life could have been better, I could have had a better year if it was with u but let alone my choice let me stand today where I am standing, definately away from u, but u deserve the last closure, for being the most greenest man to walk into and out of my life, u will be the ultimate standard for me, always, i won't ever get u but I wish someone like u walks into my life and take my away to his world cause mines a slot messed up. Lastly, thank u always for loving me to the point of letting me go everytime for my happiness and letting me come back but the loop needed to stop so it did, it's okay, we are okay, we will always be, fishes in the same sea, just distant, it's okay, still the same sea na- thank you for being the best <3

- prat

#i miss you #its okay #mwah #i love you #love #letters #writting

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You will get your share of love from the right person

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"shohar achhi mile toh zindegi achhi kat jati hain, na mile toh shahiri achhi ho hi jati hain"

- Saba Taliyar Khan, ae Dil hain mushkil

#ae dil hai mushkil #love quotes

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I am saving your sorrys for time I need them but i don't get them, u don't apologise for being rude to me because you were rude cause I made you rude, you don't apologise when you hurt me because you hurt me cause I made you, I am saving ur sorrys for the big reasons you should tell them, you tell me sorry for being late, sorry for making a shitty joke and i save them cause when i actually need them I don't get them.

#writing #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark aesthetic #english literature #dark academia #litreature #dark poetry #poetry #romantic academia #love quotes #sadnees #sadcore #sadgirl

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Bianca Stone, from What Is Otherwise Infinite: Poems; “Cutting Odette’s Fingernails”

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*someone reblogs my post* me - "same pinch, we have the same mental issues"

#dark acadamia aesthetic #dark aesthetic #litreature #dark academia #poetry #romantic academia #dark poetry

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“I loved you in a way I wished someone would love me.”

— Mahmdou Darwish

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jegulus would have the type of love confession where regulus keeps listing off his flaws and james keeps repeating "i love you" in between them

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I saw this reel where it said "people who come dysfunctional families donot have big ambition or dreams all they want is a home with people they love init and who loves them in return" and it made me realise, I don't want anything big in future, my first priority is it never was earning a lot of money and settling in a big city rather it was finding a home or a person who feels like home (which I kinda have now and i don't want to lose) I don't want a fancy job with a big title I can settle for less in a small city with a tiny home filled with all those things which gives me peace and reminds me of home and belongingness, with a person who equally cares for me as I do, i hope we r together for the rest of my life and our life. It is all i ever longed for since I can remember and now that I have got a touch, a little of it i yearn for the rest of it more than anything, some people really do have small wishes, it's not because they can't dream big but those small unfinished and unsatisfied things they never got to experience will bring the most joy to them in future.

Prat

#writing #english literature #dark academia #poetry #dark acadamia aesthetic #poem #litreature #childhood #trauma #home

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the intimacy of locking your fingers with someone you love, someone you cannot reach or touch, someone you can only visit in dreams.

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oh~ to be a poetry so beautiful.

#poem #love

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“It’s all messy: the hair, the bed, the words, the heart. Life.”

— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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“A lie would have no sense unless the truth were felt as dangerous.”

— Alfred Adler