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Ik I just sent one in butttt... I have another one. ROAD TRIP WITH BILLY. That's literally it.

HEYYY!!! FINALLY I HAVE TIME TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST! Thank you for requesting, as usual I apologize for my lateness 💚. So here's the fanfic where you go on a road trip with Billy! Hope you enjoy it!

Billy Hargrove x Reader

MASTERLIST

NEVER LET GO

Warning : fluffy fluff! Mentions of death, harsh words, bullying

WC; 6,2k

#TALKISSA; this one is long! And very long-winded, but personally I love it! I hope you do too! So, according to request, there will be a road trip with Billy, but first it was your suggestion, since his condition worsened due to the incident at Starcourt last year, he closed himself off and you were upset.

It all started when he saw you crying because your ice cream fell on the sand on the beach, he decided to cheer you up and give you his ice cream, you made a 'pinky promise' to be friends forever. But he broke that promise, he left without saying goodbye, what you know the day before he left he was full of anger, always shouting and cursing your name, you didn't want to lose, also shouted it and ended up you two fighting.

Teenagers, right? The next day when you wanted to apologize his house was no longer a sign of life, he left, not knowing forever or just temporarily.

Your life is like... Lacking something that can't be described, he is your only protector, continues to be your protector forever since your ice cream fell on the beach.

Until a year later when you turned 17 your mother moved to work in a city that was accidentally in the same city as Billy.

But the circumstances are different, only one year apart, but he is completely different? You often find him smoking, partying, or even making out, other than jealousy and anger there is nothing else you feel.

Of course you talk, but not talking like an old friend, Billy is more confident and certainly more arrogant, making you feel like he is starting to annoy you. He was always like this when he was in California, just didn't show it to you, or even never. He only showed it to people he didn't think were important to get to know him more, and now are you 'that person'?

Until when you really graduated from school things started to get weird. You know there have been many strange things since coming to this city, because there are many rumors circulating that there are hidden incidents hidden by the government, it's just that you are not too interested in it. Where Billy became a lifeguard, you became a staff of the Stacourt mall, more precisely an assistant to a middle-aged woman who sells antiques.

At that time you wanted to take something that was left behind at the Mall, and at that time the Mall was closed because people were diverted to the festival held by the mayor of Hawkins.

There was nothing strange except the roar of a big creature that appeared when you wanted to open the shop with the key you were holding, you thought it was a cinema sound effect, but the Mall was closed right? You looked at the source of the sound, saw a girl in her salopette style with a yellow undershirt, she fell to the floor, from there you took off your walkman, just realized that the Mall was really messy.

You ran towards her, "Are you ok—"

Not completely until you caught a big monster that covered all the night light, its height as high as Starcourt Mall, you couldn't move but pull the girl back. You know her, Jane, when you wanted to convey a warm welcome you and your mother came to Chief Hawkins and accidentally saw the girl. She is also good friends with Max.

Where the astral creature roared again you saw Billy standing straight in front of it,

You made sure again to Jane, "Are you really okay?"

She nodded in her tears.

When you looked back and caught the creature that almost grabbed Billy you ran as fast as you could to help him.

It worked, but the creature seemed really angry, it kept throwing its tentacles or whatever it was called in every direction.

"CLOSE THE GATE! NOW!"

You heard someone shouting from the walkie talkie that was stranded on the floor.

You checked Billy's condition, he still looked shocked— Of course, you were very shocked yourself.

You got up from him and sat down and knelt in front of him, you cupped both of his cheeks, the last time you saw him was when he suddenly visited your shop, and now... He was a complete mess. A razor wound was under his left eye, it was obvious how red it was.

You tucked his hair behind his ear, suddenly the loud sound came, you looked at the source and saw the creature that had completely collapsed on the floor.

You turned your gaze, seeing Billy who was staring at you with his tired gaze, "Y/N..."

You nodded, changing the direction of your hand to hold his hand, "I'm here."

"I'm sorry."

That was all he said before his body just fell onto your chest, you panicked, screaming in your sobbed, "HELP! Somebody, help!"

What was he going through? Enough with the violence done by his shameless father, and he had to go through this difficult condition that you didn't even know the cause of? You missed him and had to start a relationship again with him in this condition? Nothing could be more devastating than this.

You never left his side again, he who had become more 'quiet' was now easier for you to reach, not talking too much, but you try your best to build interaction with him. The more you pay attention to him, the more fragility in him is visible, you know he is hurt, he has no one, that's what he thinks, but he has you, you are still his childhood friends who keeps a pinky promise to be friends forever.

You just need him to say I need you, then you will always be by his side. Never and never will leave him. Robin and Steve, your work partners at Starcourt who turned out to be involved in the Starcourt incident last year, you were taken to Hawkins Lab, to be asked some questions and they made sure you would not leak information that happened at Starcourt. They said if someone knew about it then your mother would be in danger, of course you didn't want that. You don't know what happened completely, but Robin and Steve promised to explain it when the time is right and everything is safe.

Your daily life after your shift at the shop is just visiting Billy who keeps fixing his beloved Camaro because it was damaged due to last year incident, sometimes you just ramble about your daily life and he will answer "Cool." Or just his usual chuckle. But at least he can still talk to you, right? That's what you need. But you're upset, he never opens up to you, you know he needs someone, just... Can't that someone be you?

That night, when you decided to hold his hand tightly you could feel him also holding your hand tightly, as if there was something he really wanted to say but couldn't.

That day, you made up your mind to talk more openly about Billy's attitude who was slowly closing himself off.

You came loudly to his garage, about to express your argument but he cut you off,

"You there, Y/N?" He said, he was still under the car confirming whatever the term for the system in the car was.

You cleared your throat, trying to make your tone into an 'angry' or 'annoyed' tone.

"Yeah. Why?"

"Can you please give me the screwdriver on the table?"

You sighed, you had to hold back your anger to help him, "Sure."

You turned to the table, you knew which screwdriver it was, only you saw a lot of the same type of screwdrivers there...

"Which one?" You asked to make sure.

"Screwdriver, Y/N."

"Yes, I know, which one?"

"The sharp one."

You groaned, "They're all sharp, Billy!"

Suddenly Billy appeared beside you, you saw him without any clothes, making you awkward, of course you often caught him fixing cars BUT maybe with his t-shirt or his white tank top, but this?

He had black spots on his face, his whole body was sweaty, he wiped it with a towel he took from the table.

"Not all of them are sharp." Billy said taking the set of screwdrivers on his table, showing them to you, "Watch."

"This is a flat screwdriver, it may look sharp but if you look closely it will only be blunt like a hoe that is usually used to hoe the ground."

"Have you seen it?" He asked again to make sure of your knowledge.

You groaned, of course you were happy for him to talk more, but about the screwdriver? SCREWDRIVER?

You took the screwdriver from him and put it on his desk again, you guided him to sit on the garage table.

"I want to talk to you." You said looking at him.

Billy raised both of his eyebrows,

"About last year, I—" He was about to stand up but you held him to stay sitting at the table, you knew he would be angry and upset once you brought up last year's incident.

"Stay put."

"I'm fine, you good now?" He said, he stood up from the table to leave you before you could stop him.

"Billy, I'm worried about—"

"Then don't fucking be!" He yelled turning his body to look at you, he threw away his towel, you closed your mouth tightly, letting him speak, "Don't fucking be, Y/N. I'm sick of being treated like some sick person who wants to die by Max, Harrington, and the gang. Like I'm someone who needs special treatment for the rest of my life. I don't like it! I don't need anyone to worry about me, I don't expect—"

You yelled back, "Well, I'm sorry if I'm being fucking cared about you!" You chuckled in disbelief, "I cared about you, I always do. I always thought that you need someone, you need someone, don't you?"

"I don't need anyone."

You chuckled again, "Yeah? I see that you're bleeding inside, Billy, you can't fool me. Just—"

You took a breath, closing your eyes, remembering how painful it must have been to hold all that burden alone in his fragile body. Your eyes started to glaze over, making him walk towards you, "Just please, can't you just tell me what you're feeling?"

He walked towards you, chuckling, "It'll always end like this, isn't it? We fight, then tomorrow I'll leave, like forever."

"Billy."

You grabbed his hand, holding it tightly, "I'm sorry if you were treated unfairly by them, but they were worried, just like me. I saw the fear in your eyes when we talked about what happened," He was about to cut you off but you raised your eyebrows to signal him not to argue with you, "If you could share what you're feeling it would definitely ease your burden, Billy. I see, many times, you're hurting, bleeding, God, I feel so useless. I'm sorry I couldn't be there, but I'm here now. I'll be right here, hold my hand, will you?"

"I'm still afraid of myself, Y/N. I killed a lot of people— I did— A lot of people died—"

Hearing his stutter from sobbing you pulled him into your arms, feeling his skin slowly warm under your touch.

"It's not you. I know you've heard a lot of those things but it's not true, it's not you. It's okay, just cry, you can cry as much as you want, I'll dry it."

That night was filled with nothing but feelings that finally opened up from the treasure he had kept for a long time.

Billy felt satisfied, he was wearing his white tank top and just relax on the hood of his car with you.

"Are you feeling better?" You asked.

He smiled slightly and nodded, "Thanks to you." He said kissing the side of your hair, you always tried to control your breath and control yourself when he did this to you.

"That's the first step." You said.

He replied, "What?"

You looked at him, "There's another step. You know, so you can feel any better...?"

He rolled his eyes, "Hell nah. I have you."

Now you're the one rolling your eyes, "Pffttt- Biggest lie ever."

"Who said that I'm lying, Princess?" He asked smirking.

You groaned, "Whatever."

You made a thinking face, "Let's start with... Eum... How about.. A vacation!" You looked at him with a smile etched on your face, "Like a road trip!"

"Can't you see my car is still under repair?"

"Piece of cake. I help you with that."

Billy faked a laugh, "You don't even know the type of screwdriver, that's the most important thing, you know?"

You nudged his shoulder, "That's why you're going to teach me."

Billy chuckled.

You pressed your question again, "Deal? A trip?" You raised your eyebrows to tease him.

He looked at you, "Just the two of us?" You nodded, "My mom will definitely allow it, don't worry."

"Not with your two little lackeys?"

You frowned, then remembered Billy who once joked that he didn't like seeing you with your coworkers,

You laughed, "You mean Robin and Steve?"

"Yeah. I see you talk to them a lot, not to mention that Harrington who often approaches you."

You smiled, "I call it jealousy."

"Well, I call it keeping an eye on the competition."

"That's just another word for jealousy. C'mon, they're not that bad. You should hang out with them some time."

Billy let out a short laugh, "You wish."

You smiled at him, usually every night you and Billy would go to the sea to see the stars at night, but let alone in Hawkins there were stars, even the moon rarely showed itself, but it was okay as long as you could still be with him.

A few weeks passed with the drama of the mechanical errors that you made, but Billy remained patient to explain it from the beginning so that the process of his Camaro car would go up quickly. Sometimes you invited Steve, Robin, and the others to gather in the garage, instead of getting rid of Billy's loneliness and of course making him talk more to other people, not just you.

Once the Camaro was finished, you and Billy couldn't stop being happy, you who kept showing off everything thanks to yourself who kept trying, and Billy who kept fighting that all of it was his own result, so you agreed to call it your joint effort. Silly.

You closed the door of Billy's Camaro car, "Should I try to turn it on?"

You nodded happily, Billy turned the key, and the loud sound of his beloved car engine sounded, you and Billy looked at each other and started laughing happily.

"We did it!" You shouted, "Well, I did it."

Billy lost his smile, raised both of his eyebrows, he pointed to himself, "I did it."

You crossed both of your arms in front of your chest, countering his argument, "I did it. Don't you remember how you were the one who just relaxed sipping coffee and I was the one who kept working?!"

Billy chuckled, "That was a break for me because you were so slow to understand, so I had to explain over and over again, my throat was hoarse you know?"

You laughed in disbelief, "Ha! Unbelievable."

Billy grinned, "And should we try to start driving too?"

Your face lit up with excitement, "You mean the road trip I've been waiting for?!"

"No. Just driving around the complex."

You curled your lips, "Nah, I'd rather come home, my mom is in Wheeler's house, no one's home." You started to open the door of his Camaro and said goodbye, "I'll go!"

"Wait!"

You looked at Billy who had gotten out of his car, "Let me take you home."

The two of you ended up walking on the deserted streets, you were the one who suggested not to take his Camaro, to save gas for the road trip, right?

While on the road you could only talk to the wind that passed by at night, the atmosphere was cold, Billy kept hiding his hands behind his body as if he was nervous.

You looked at him and nudged him lightly, "Are you feeling better?"

Billy smiled, "I always feel better when I am around you."

You rolled your eyes, "Cool, you're not bad at lying."

"I'm not lying. How about... Tomorrow we go on a trip? To prove that I'm really okay when I'm just with you."

You smiled happily, "Really?!" You exclaimed happily, you hugged Billy briefly, "I'll see you tomorrow!"

Unexpectedly, you had arrived in front of your house, you immediately ran while waving your hands, a strong wind blew your face, makes your hair fly beautifully. Billy couldn't help it, he cut it.

"Wait!"

Before you could enter your house, you were still standing on the porch of your house, gripping the bag you were slinging tightly, turning your body back only to see Billy walking towards you in a hurry, before you could answer you were cut off by him kissing you. It was short, but for you the world went very slowly when it happened. Billy let go of his kiss, you were still staring at him, not expecting it to happen, he chuckled and stroked your hair softly, "See you. I'll pick you up at 7."

He left you in silence. You who entered the house were still silent,

"He kissed you?!" Suddenly someone hoped, you screamed in surprise, and so did that someone. "Mom!"

Your mother went towards you, happiness enveloped her, "He kissed youuu?" Your mother said with a long tone in her speech. Honestly you were confused how your mother could be home, but you smiled and nodded, from there you screamed happily and jumped for joy, spinning while jumping. "He kissed me!"

"Good job, hun!"

It's easy to guess that since childhood you've liked Billy, always, it's just that Billy always likes to belittle feelings of liking or loving someone, so you can't do anything. You spend a lot of time tonight for tomorrow, you can't wait to go on a road trip with him.

The next day Billy really picked you up at 7 am, you said goodbye to your mother.

Billy almost laughed seeing you carrying so many things, he helped you put your things in his trunk. As soon as he said goodbye to your mother you started your trip.

You put on your seat belt when Billy had stepped on his gas pedal, you took something out of your pocket, "Okay... Let's see."

Billy peeked, he saw you taking out a large map that at least almost covered all of your face, he chuckled, "You brought that?" There was surprise in his tone.

You looked at him, "I don't want us to get lost."

Billy smiled, "We don't have a destination."

"We don't?" You asked frowning and lowering your map,

Billy put his hand on your thigh and stroked it, "We'll go wherever this car takes us, mind?"

You shook your head innocently, "No. But can we go to a place I really want to visit?"

You showed your twinkling eyes, "Please?"

"Fine. Just lead the way."

You smiled, "For now you lead the way, I have plans for tonight."

Billy grinned, "At the motel?"

You wrinkled your nose, "Gross."

Billy shrugged his shoulders, "Who knows."

That morning Billy took you to a small shop that sold food, you had already left the Hawkins border, you bought a sandwich and Billy only bought his cigarettes.

You and Billy were silent in the car to rest for a while, while you were chewing you saw Billy leaning against the window smoking.

"Stop smoking." You said in an annoyed tone but also sulking because he didn't care about his health.

He cleared his throat, "Hm?"

You swallowed your sandwich, curling your lips slightly, "Stop smoking, can't you?"

He smiled, "Are you jealous with a pack of cigarettes?"

You scoffed, "I told you—"

"You don't get jealous easily, blah blah blah, yeah I know." He mocked your way of speaking.

You threw the aluminum sandwich wrapper at him, "Shut it, I warned you."

Billy chuckled, "Or what, princess?"

"I'll kick your ass..?" You said sounding unsure.

Billy raised both corners of his lips,

You cut your sandwich and gave it to him, "Here, eat some, you need to eat, dickhead."

"You fed me?"

You wrinkled your nose and groaned, "Fine."

Luckily you bought two sandwiches instead Billy was hungry, so you finished the two sandwiches with Billy, and of course he was the one who asked you to feed him.

You proposed this road trip to make his condition better, so you wouldn't talk about the past and let him open up to you on his own.

On the way you passed many things, sometimes catching a small family—but the family with parents who were the same age as you, as long as they were happy you also smiled when you saw them. There is also an old couple who were silent on the chair looking at the view of the afternoon sky, you stole a glance at Billy, hoping that you could be together until you grew old. You also saw in some alleys people who were bullying.

"Where are we?"

"Angola, I guess."

Angola, a city known for its less strict government system, or its laws that are too trivial, news circulated in the newspaper when there was a victim of sexual harassment against women in Angola and the police really did nothing.

You groaned, "Can you stop the car?"

"Why?"

"Please?"

Billy couldn't refuse you, he immediately stopped his car, "I saw a group of young people gathered in the alley, they looked like they were bullying..." You looked at Billy, "So..."

"Nope. No, Y/N. We're not here to mind other people's business, don't worry okay? We'll be passing Angola soon."

"Billy, I'm not worried about where we've gotten, I've seen it and I can't just stand by. Can we— Can you at least like... Bring out your rebellious skills for them?"

Billy frowned, "Seriously?"

"You're like a gangster when you hang out with Tommy Hagan." You replied not wanting to lose to him.

"I promise, after this we can go anywhere, or I'll drive for you if you're tired!" You exclaimed excitedly.

Billy chuckled briefly, "No, thanks." He immediately got out of his car, you mocked the way he spoke for underestimating you.

You lead the way to the alley where you see a group of young people,

You point towards them, "There."

Billy stubbed out his cigarette, you held back your laughter because of seeing the changes he showed, slowly he became fierce, and you liked it, especially his black leather jacket and denim pants that supported him to be a hero to fight them.

"Hey!" Billy exclaimed, you followed him from behind.

You saw a boy with a hat embracing the other boy beside him In a rude way who was only wearing a t-shirt, all of them totaling 5 of them and none of them responded to Billy's call. "Are you deaf or what?" Billy said.

The boy wearing the hat laughed out loud, "Who are you, man? Mind your own business."

"Yeah, well, I bet you don't want to know who I am, kid." You smiled faintly seeing Billy who seemed to be 'pretending to be senior'.

"You're not from around here." His suggestion was one of his friends who wore a bandana on his hair. Billy nodded, he licked his lips with his tongue, "Yeah, that's why you can't mess with me. How about... Let that jerk go." The boy wearing the hat smiled, pointing at the boy he mentioned, "Him? Okay."

Billy frowned, "Okay?"

"Jess, take her." The boy named Jess reached for your hand, but you threw his grip away, taking a step back, "Don't you dare touch me, asshole."

Billy pushed the boy— Jess who touched you until he was cornered against the wall, Billy grabbed his collar, "You fucking touch her? Feeling kinda down about life, huh?"

Jess laughed, Billy immediately punched him, you pulled his body, "What the hell? I told you, just use your gangster skills, don't hurt them."

"Yeah, but he touched you, didn't he?"

You sighed,

The boy who was wearing a hat laughed, "It's fair, you get him, I get the girl."

"How old are you? Thirteen or something? You look like you peed yourself."

He looked furious and angry, throwing his hostage friend away so he moved to the back, "I'm fifteen, you idiot."

You let out a laugh, taking a step forward, "Fifteen? FIFTEEN?!"

He frowned hearing your hysterics, "The fuck is wrong with her..."

"No, the fuck is wrong with you guys! Oh god, I can't believe I was almost molested by a child who is still spoiled by their parents."

"We don't—"

You stopped him, "Shhh! Adults are talking."

Billy chuckled, apparently your 'bossy' and talkative attitude could distract them, when you were the one who lectured them, Billy was able to pull the boy who was being held hostage by the gang.

"—don't let me see you guys again." You said about to leave them but you turned around again to give a signal from your hand that was slitting your throat. They immediately ran, "Let's go!"

"Coward." You whispered seeing them running.

You walked towards Billy who was already side by side with the bullied boy, "You okay?" You asked, Billy was about to answer but he realized you threw your question to the boy.

He nodded, his appearance was shabby, "Have you eaten?"

He looked at you and Billy alternately then shook his head.

Billy moved his mouth without speaking, "You said you only saved him?"

"He hasn't eaten!" You also said without making any sound.

Billy rolled his eyes, your road trip together would be cut short because you helped the homeless boy because you were the one who relied on your pity—at least that's what Billy thought. Billy reluctantly took you and the boy named Johnny to the nearest convenience store.

You bought Johnny instant milk and fast food which he immediately ate.

Once he finished eating he immediately drank his drink in one gulp.

"Thank you, Miss." He said, you smiled, "Call me Y/N. Where do you live?"

He looked towards a DVD store, "Near that store."

You nodded, while you were the one who had the conversation with him Billy just sipped his coffee, you didn't let him buy another cigarette.

You took out your money, "Here. For you."

"Thank you, Miss Y/N." He sounded still stiff but his gratitude was really radiated when he let out that smile, he immediately ran towards his house.

"Is that all? Why did you give your money? He could have used it to buy weed or—"

You hit his stomach using your elbow, "Isn't that you?"

You walked to go towards Billy's car, Billy followed you, "Hey, I'm not buying weed anymore."

You rolled your eyes,

"See that? You could handle it alone, why are they so scared anyway?"

You smirked, "I told them, the witch who ruled Angola is back."

Billy burst out his laughter, "Do you think they believe it?"

"Oh c'mon! It's a legend in Angola, and they're already scared too. Problem solved."

Billy chuckled, he put his arm around your shoulder, kissing the side of your hair, "You're a genius."

"I know." You said smiling, in your heart you wanted to scream because he kissed you again—even though it wasn't where you wanted.

The evening had arrived, you and Billy decided to rest near the lake on the side of the road.

There was a chair there, Billy put his head on your lap and you would feed him the snack you brought from the car. Honestly, you asked to stop for a moment so you could read the novel you brought, since if you read in the car you couldn't focus.

Billy would touch your hand if he wanted you to feed him again, even though he actually wanted your attention to be diverted to him from the book.

"I don't want some snacks." Billy said, you lowered your book to look at him,

"Do you want us to continue going again?

"No."

"Then what?"

"Put your book down, you're on a road trip to spend time with me, not with that damn book."

You smiled and put your books in his backpack.

"Do whatever you used to do when you played with my hair." He said closing his eyes.

You smiled and started playing with his hair that was getting longer. He changed a lot. His facial muscles became more pleading, but he still tried to act strong in front of you.

You put your hand on his stomach, and he covered your hand with his, you just looked at the lake and the setting sun.

"Do you miss Cali?" You asked.

"I always do." He replied without opening his eyes even once.

He held your hand, "And you. I always miss you, I always wonder what you'll do on Saturdays."

You chuckled, "Since you left?"

"Well, you always come to my house to play with my hair on Saturdays."

You smiled, "I added a wig to Kola to braid."

"Your dog?"

You cleared your throat,

"He's still alive?"

"Yeah, mom always pouts about Kola since I'm busy paying attention to your condition."

Billy smiled thinly, very thinly, and opened his eyes, you looked at him, touching his lips, "I miss that smile."

"Yeah?"

You nodded, he got up from your lap,

"This smile only appears when it's with you."

"You're so good at lying—"

He kissed you. You thought last night was just him not thinking straight, but he kissed you again?

He cupped both of your cheeks, deepening the kiss.

Now you were starting to believe that childhood friends between a girl and a boy never be able to walk without connecting a 'feeling'.

You let go of the kiss,

"Stop saying that I'm fucking lying." He said.

You chuckled, shrugging your shoulders, "That's the only way so I can get a kissed from you."

Billy grinned, "Want another kiss?" He started kissing your whole face, making you laugh in amusement. There was nothing happier than this.

Seeing the sun really setting, you and Billy immediately headed to the place you wanted to visit, you didn't tell him but directed him from the map.

You almost got lost if Billy hadn't said that you were holding the map upside down. Throughout the journey, Billy always stroked your thigh, and you always kissed his cheek briefly. You couldn't lie, you always found him as the cutest boy back then, if only he was more sensitive and opened his eyes, then he would see you who had a crush on him.

When you got there, it turned out that you invited Billy to a fun fair in the city of Goshen.

"Really? a fun fair?"

You smiled teasingly at him, kissing his cheek again, "C'mon," You got out of the car. While Billy was still silent, he secretly loves being kissed on the cheek. So throughout the journey when you kissed his cheek he tried to play it cool, even though his heart really wanted to explode.

You walked to the plate that already had the word 'WELCOME' written on it, many neon colors lit up there, you looked at Billy, "C'mon!"

Billy chuckled seeing your enthusiasm, he really felt better. Better than anything.

You tried various rides, starting from putting the basketball into the ring but visiting didn't get a single point, making Billy step in and win the highest score, you kept cheering for him, because Billy won, you brought a big whale doll.

You also bought an animal headband and put it on Billy, actually this was more of a 'date' that Billy thought would never come. He always thought a good and cool date was a date at an expensive restaurant and taking the girl to a hotel. But a fun fair? Not bad either, he actually liked it better.

You kept holding Billy's hand as you walked looking for another ride,

"How about roller coaster?" You called out to Billy.

It doesn't end well. His headband flew off somewhere, he was initially confident, but then he immediately threw up. Making you rub his back to make him feel better, you couldn't stop laughing at him, but felt sorry for him.

"You didn't say you caught a cold easily!" You said, still wiping Billy's face with the tissue you brought in your small backpack.

"Well, you're so excited to ride that deadly ride."

You held back your laughter, "Who would have thought Billy the bad boy would lose to that ride?"

Billy rolled his eyes, "I'm not ready yet."

You smiled, you took your headband and put it on Billy's head, "How long do I have to wear this thing?"

"Until I get tired of seeing you wear it." You replied, making him groan.

You looked around, people were still going around trying all the rides, but seeing Billy who looked tired, probably because he was the one who kept driving, made you decide to look for food.

Once you finished looking for food and were about to go home, you just realized there was a 'Fortune Teller' tent which meant there was a fortune teller there.

"Can we go there?" You said holding your whale doll tightly in your hand and using the other hand to point to the fortune teller's tent.

Billy groaned, "Are you kidding me?"

"Pleaseee, it'll be fun!" You said.

"Please, please, please." You begged while jumping up and down excitedly.

Billy looked at you in amaze, of course he knew how much you liked tarot cards that were related to fate, so he couldn't disappoint you. But first, Billy put your bag down to the car, then you go to the tent.

"Welcome."

You are a little surprised to see a middle-aged woman wearing a clairvoyant dress. "Hello." You said she greeted her then sat in front of her with Billy.

"$5 please." She said.

You take out your money and put it on the table. "I don't need to see your happiness, you have each found your own happiness, right?" The clairvoyant asked with a sincere smile on her face. You smile at Billy, and so does he, suddenly she reprimands your hand, "How beautiful your story is, honey. In the midst of various difficulties with him on the brink of death,"

Hearing that Billy immediately remembered the incident last year, but you held his hand tightly with one hand, he knows you will always hold his hand and everything will be fine.

"If that is his will, then let it be together, don't think too much about complicated things, it can also be a problem for you." You smile faintly hearing her words, why is that the only thing you want to discuss? You are here to hear a happy destiny, but get like a death warning?

She looked at you and Billy alternately, "You, young boy. She was your first kiss, wasn't she?" You widened your eyes, wanting to leave but she was clearly still holding your hand.

Billy chuckled, "No, she wasn't."

"Yes she was." She replied with her determination.

You broke out in a cold sweat, Billy looked at you while asking, "Thank you very much!" You immediately took Billy out and pushed him slowly to get out of the tent. "Y/N." Suddenly, she called you,

You frowned, "You know my name."

She smiled, approached you and gave you a pendant, "Darkness will be your companion, it doesn't discriminate, I can only help by giving you this." Your whole body shook, you took the pendant and put it in your pocket, you tried to stay polite, "Thank you." You got out of her tent, as much as you were worried about her words but you had to explain it to Billy right?

"You were my first kiss?!" He exclaimed.

You looked away, "Maybe..." Your voice was very small.

"Look! Hannah always approaches you, and when we had a sleepover, you were already asleep and I..." You closed your eyes in embarrassment, "I kissed you. But seriously! It was just a short kiss!"

Billy was chuckled, "Middle school?"

You rolled your eyes, "Yes."

Billy smiled and approached you, putting his hands on your waist and you put your hands on his neck, "I'm glad you were my first kiss."

You smiled, "Why?"

"They say the first kiss will bring happiness, and lead to marriage."

You patted his chest lightly, "I... love you." Billy flinched for a moment, but he didn't hesitate to throw it back at you, "I love you more."

He kissed you sincerely and affectionately.

If in a fairy tale you have found your ending, but is this really the ending of your story? Will there be something in the way? Like Cinderella's stepmother who hinders her stepdaughter's happiness? Like the witch who doesn't want Snow White to take her throne of beauty? Hearing those words from the psychic makes you think that your life is just a fairy tale. But you hope your fairy tale can end with a happy ending.

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#⪩⪨; HOLAAA!!! how you doing, guys?? Its been a week since I posted a new story, isn't it.. I'M TRULY SORRYYY, I'm in my exams :(, and I will send you good news that maybe tomorrow I'll start writing again! Especially towards requests, I hope you can wait for it! See yaaa! 💚💚💚

NOTE; and I guess I would identify myself as a fanfic writer of Dacre Montgomery and just all of his character... Are you guys okay with it??

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── .✦ BILLY HARGROVE MASTERLIST

#⪩⪨; Hello people! Welcome to the Masterlist of Billy Hagrove! What will be on this list is of course a list of fanfics that I have made and there is a summary listed under the title. My hope is of course that you like my work and can give good feedback! If you want to request, my box will be wide open for you! Thank you! Ah, and the theme I took was blue, since I think Billy is very synonymous with blue! I hope you guys agree with that idea¿ hihi >﹏<. Happy reading and once again welcome to my world!

I did It

#SUMMARY; Your guilt devours you in darkness, it all happened because of a stupid challenge that caused Billy to experience all the events that shouldn't have happened to him at Starcourt Mall. And you always convince yourself that it is entirely your fault.

Arms Of The Ocean

#SUMMARY; You and Billy used to be best friends, when he had to go to Hawkins you were of course sad and he was upset all the time, time passed quickly and you decided to visit him, but he didn't welcome you well.

Clumsy

#SUMMARY; This man, that man, they all want your body, you are always disappointed by men like that. You get drunk and find the right 'man' for you, but maybe you do some embarrassingly stupid things.

Please

#SUMMARY; All the events at Starcourt have destroyed you, you begged Billy to survive, not to mention the death of your father, your sadness is very deep, but there is still one precious person you still have to look after.

I'm On Your Side

#SUMMARY; Academic problems are not an important problem, but for you it is very important to maintain the dignity of women who are considered unable to do anything, especially since you are the only granddaughter in your family, you want to prove them, but your father has gone too far with his limits, and who do you think that a guy who is famous for being lazy, bad, is the one who is always by your side?

Nightmare

#SUMMARY; Since the Starcourt accident he always had nightmares, and you were always by his side, and that was what he always needed for his life.

Shining

#SUMMARY; You are an underachieving girl, you care about your grades, but you always fail, unlike your twin, Steve Harrington, who accepts his grades for what they are. And one day the party goes wrong, your twin enemy is there to protect you.

Tina's Sister

#SUMMARY; One year younger than Tina. You are really different from Tina, who is classified as a free girl who likes to party. You were sent to a girls' dormitory, so of course your attitude is different. But one day you have to face one of her friends who has handsome charm, or more precisely, he has to face your silly, childish, clingy and crybaby attitude.

Mind Is A Prison

#SUMMARY; You have abilities like your sister, Eleven. One day you have to face your old friend who made you commit some 'bad things', and who would have thought that you would also have the opportunity to find out the intermediary he used to communicate with you?

Spark Of Hate ( REQUEST )

#SUMMARY; Billy and you were always classed as students who had a spark of hatred, but they knew from the start that there was never such a thing as hatred. And one day you help him look for his younger sister, Max, that's where things start to unfold.

Phantom Love

#SUMMARY; Well, you're a ghost, he could see you clearly since the accident at starcourt, the more you got to know each other Billy started to see an opportunity, but you didn't.

Never Let Go ( REQUEST )

#SUMMARY; After the incident at Star Court, Billy became more fragile and closed himself off, you suggested a road trip so that his condition would get better.

#⪩⪨; Well, that's all for now! Don't worry, I'll update it as soon as I launch a new story! And remember, I'm open for requests, so don't hesitate to send me whatever's on your mind, I'll be happy to accept it! ^o^

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Billy Hargrove x Ghost!Reader

MASTERLIST

PHANTOM LOVE

Warning : Angst¿ Since you're a ghost :(

WC; 3,5k

#TALKISSA; After Billy almost died at the Starcourt mall, he experienced a weird things, or you could say he saw a spirit walking through other people. He thinks he's insane, since they don't talk and only go through people, but not after you ask him to get to know each other.

Through cruel events a year ago, wild events occurred in Billy's life. He almost lost his mind when he was possessed by a demon or whatever the name of that monster. Max was there, but she didn't have much influence, Billy became quieter and just stayed in his room playing his music. He thought that the craziest incident in his life was over, but not when he walked out of the house and saw lots of people walking past other people. By 'through' we mean those that easily penetrate into another person's body without hitting them.

He really lost his mind, but seeing them not talking at all made Billy think it was just his imagination and everything would pass, but not when he accidentally collided with you.

"Sorry." He said in a hurry.

You widened your eyes and looked at him, following him like a pet,

He looked at you in surprise, looking at you alternately with the road in front of him, "I said I'm sorry."

You nod enthusiastically, "Yeah, I know! That's insane! I barely can't talk to anyone in here, and then you saw me! We even touched!" You exclaimed then touched his shoulder tracing it with your hand, making him shiver and throw your hand away gently.

"Okay, just tell me, how did you die? Or are you alive?!" Your emotions become more passionate when things are related to 'alive'.

Billy frowned, then he realized that many people were looking at him in surprise as if he was the center of attention because of something weird. Then he realized... He should have realized when you asked how he died.

"Don't talk to me. Again." Press him then speed up his steps to leave you.

You didn't give up and continued to follow him, "That's just amazing! You see me, you talk to me! Imagine if we were friends!"

"That would never happen." He replied without even looking at you.

You relax your facial muscles and curl your lips, but it's okay, maybe he's just hard to reach, but you know for sure deep down he has a soft side, he just doesn't know how to express it.

"You're a little... Stiff, I got it. Don't worry, we're the same age! I'll try to make friends—"

"—The problem is that I don't need friends!" He shouted, Billy realized that people were already looking at him, but he took his steps towards you, he couldn't stand it, he had been through something hard and had to go through this nonsense? What's the term? Seeing a ghost? Well, fuck that shit.

"Why don't you just go and bother other people? Besides, you're dead, we don't know each other, so go away. Stop bothering me, my life is already troublesome."

For the record, ghosts can feel too. They still have feelings, you still have feelings, your eyes are sore, you already feel two tears about to come out, but instead of showing it to that rude guy you choose to disappear. Using 'abilities' that only ghosts can use.

When you used your vanishing move, Billy cursed himself, at that time he was in a bad mood, he had been rejected for a job application for the umpteenth time because he had lots of scars all over his body. Number one looks when it comes to work, and how much he hates that terms. He also hated himself, he used to be very proud to show off his body to girls when he was still a lifeguard, but now? Even wearing half-buttoned clothes, he didn't dare. Too many scars made him feel... Insecure.

And the words he said to you? He knew it was cruel, and would make him heartless. He didn't care what others thought about him talking to himself, he was already considered 'different' anyway.

Max knows about Billy's ability to see ghosts. She thinks it's cool and thinks Billy might be able to become a psychic for his job but that idea only makes Billy's mood worse.

Meanwhile...

"Besides, you're dead," You imitate the way he speaks to you, you whine, let out a cry, "I know! I know I'm dead, I didn't ask God to end my life, I'm not even ready and don't want to die. I still have dreams."

You are literally in a very quiet alley and definitely the perfect place to hide and mourn your own life.

You just want to have a friend. You used to be a Hawkins student, excelled and admired by many boys, and it all ended in death when you came to a party and accidentally fell into the swimming pool. You can't swim, the students think it's a 'joke' so they just laugh and you just die. Stupid. Sometimes you just laugh at the way you died, but on the other hand you are also curious why you don't move on to the next world, you have accepted your death, what is holding you here?

"Do you have any new friends to talk to?" someone asked.

You wiped your tears and looked the other way, seeing Mary—a powerful ghost in the Hawkins area who was respected by other ghosts.

You stood up and approached her, "Yeah, but he doesn't want to talk to me. Hell, he doesn't even want to be friends with me."

Mary is the mother of the ghosts here. She is the one who usually explains the circumstances when a new ghost lands in this mystical world. And she is a good advice giver!

Mary chuckled, "Young girl, not everyone here can see us, rarely even them, the guy was just shocked and had a hard time accepting the fact that he could see us. Trust the process."

You sighed, "Why don't other ghosts want to socialize?"

Mary dropped her smile, "Most of them... Have you ever heard of energy absorption?" You shook your head, "That's when ghosts who have just died have their energy absorbed because at that time in their lives there was too much pressure, which pushed them to keep quiet."

You're still confused, "Does that even make sense?"

Mary put her arm around your shoulder and took you for a walk on the quiet street that night, "Yes, honey. There are also lots of ghosts who talk a lot here, it's just that they haven't had the chance to meet you."

"Can't you just bring them to me?"

Mary chuckled, “That's not how it works, Y/N, you know that.”

"I feel lonely. Like... I'm the only one left here, and seeing that guy, I had a glimmer of hope of having a friend."

Mary gently stroked your shoulder, "Maybe you want to fix something with him? He's over there."

Mary's words made you furrow your forehead and turn your head towards where she was directing her gaze,

You see the guy you met a few moments ago. He is throwing away his trash and notices your presence.

You turned to look at Mary but she was gone, you wanted to use your ability to disappeared but—

"Wait!"

You heard him scream, making you stop and freeze looking at him.

"Can we talk?"

"You realize people will only see you talking to the wind, right?" You asked raising your eyebrows.

"Just... Come into my house."

You squinted your eyes to figure out his plan.

"I owe you something."

Owe. Surely he owes you an apology, you walk towards him, and he starts leading you towards his house, before he opens the door you have already penetrated through the wall. The sensation when doing that is always hilarious, you feel a touch of electricity all over your body, but still, it's a cool thing about being a ghost!

You explored the house, penetrating every wall there was, "You live here alone?" You asked curiously.

"No. With my sister."

You nod in understanding.

"Do you want some..." Hearing his conversation made you look at him, curious about his next words. He scratched the nape of his neck, "Some tea?"

You stifled your laugh, "I can't barely feel anything in my body. And tea?" You let out a small laugh.

"Yeah, my bad, sorry."

"But it's worth a try. May I have some tea?" You asked while spinning your body to enjoy every corner of his house. Makes the white dress you wear expand by itself when it spins.

You died at the prom, wearing a beautiful, sparkling knee-length white dress.

"Sure. Wait here."

You sat on his soft sofa, trying to reach his television remote but couldn't. Carrying other objects for ghosts is a difficult test, you have to use 100% of your energy.

Billy put the tea he made on the table. You took a breath to take the cup of tea, when you could actually reach it, you let out a small chuckle and then sipped the tea. You feel... Nothing. Mary said that whatever taste a human feels will not be the same as what a ghost feels, the ghost will only feel bland.

You sighed, "I don't know if it's good or bad, I can't feel it."

Billy smiled, "But at least you can touch the cup."

You looked at him and smiled, "What was your intention in inviting me here?"

Billy cleared his throat, "I want to apologize for what I said earlier. It was heartless. I didn't know ghosts had feelings—"

"We have." You reply cutting him off.

He nodded slowly then continued speaking, "Sorry. I shouldn't have said that, I was just in a bad mood and let them get to me."

"Apology accepted. Now, will you be my friend? You're the only one who can see me."

"And you're the only one I can talk to. Let's be friends." He replied with a smile.

You exclaim happily, "HOORAY!"

You approached yourself with him and took his hand to shake it with you, "I'm Y/N Y/L/N, nice to meet you! What's your name?"

He looked confused by your enthusiasm, you were supposed to be older than him but your attitude was far from representative of your age.

"Billy Hargrove, call me Billy."

That's when the history of your friendship begins. You started to get to know him closely, and started to get to know Max, even though it was difficult to communicate, you always found a way to communicate with her. Like she is talking and you will write something on paper with the pencil provided by her. It was hard but you had fun getting to know her.

Billy's house is like home to you too, you sometimes sleep in Billy's bed if he comes home late, usually he will move you to Max's room, but not this time.

You see the sight of his good looks awakened by the sunlight shining through the window.

You correct your position and look at him while admiring him, he is a good friend, sometimes he will take you to the edge of the lake, even though it is bad for your memory because you died because of the water but he is the one who helps you get rid of that fear by always being there. Beside you. But you're not sure you'll always be there for him.

Mary said, what keeps us here is the trauma that caused our death. If the ghosts' trauma is gone then they will also disappear along with their trauma which has finally been successfully treated. Therefore, if Billy invites you to the lake, you will often refuse him. You didn't want to be separated from Max, especially not Billy, you weren't ready.

You tucked his curly hair behind his ear, he had a scar near his ear, or more precisely on his cheek. Often you find him staring longer at the scars left all over his body, you can feel it, he is tense and feels insecure about the scars he has.

You entered his room, found him not wearing any clothes, just showing his whole body freely, that's where you saw the big scars on his back and stomach. There were scratches on his neck and chest.

Billy, who saw you, immediately raised his voice, "What are you doing here?! Get out!"

You knew he didn't mean to yell at you, it was hard to read the emotions he was feeling.

At that moment you communicated with Max, taking the pencil she usually provides for you when you want to communicate,

"Why does Billy get angry easily when it comes about his scars?"

Max pondered, taking a deep breath, "It was a bad memory for him, for me, and for us. He almost died from that scars. I don't know but maybe he was sensitive because he felt embarrassed? He was scared, Y/N. Afraid of himself and maybe that has the effect that other people will be afraid of him too. Sometimes he's not the Billy I know but I'm grateful, he's more sincere and loves me, and I love him."

With that, you immediately approached the front of Billy's room, peeked through the door hole and saw him curled up on the side of the bed. You walked in and heard his sobs, you landed yourself next to him.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you." You said.

Billy took a breath and looked at you with his puffy eyes,

You felt sorry for him and cupped his cheek with one hand to wipe his tears, "Why are you crying?"

"Every night, I see them, Y/N. Traces of that creature mumbling that it won't leave me for long and will return. It will come back to corrupt me and turn me into a monster again and hurt Maxine."

And... Billy wasn't wearing his clothes yet, allowing you to get a closer look at his scar.

"You're not a monster, you know that, Billy."

“Yeah, Y/N, I was scared it would happen again.”

You pulled him into your arms, trying to calm him down but apparently that would only make him cry, you didn't mind, after all your white dress was already dirty.

You gently stroked his back, tracing the scars and trying to comfort him, "It won't happen again, I'll make sure of that. It's okay, Billy. Everything will be fine. And I will stay by your side until everything is really okay."

A few moments later, when you felt Billy had calmed down a little, you sat on the edge of the bed. Just keep quiet,

"I hate crying in front of you, it makes me look like a coward."

You chuckled, "Why? Just because you're a guy?" Billy nods, you take his fingers and hold them, "If ghosts who aren't even alive are allowed to have feelings, why can't men? You're human, Billy, you have feelings. So, it's okay to cry. My shoulder is always willing to dry the air from your eyes."

Billy couldn't help but chuckle at your words, as did you, "How tacky."

You roll your eyes.

"Making you a friend is an opportunity I will never regret in my life, Y/N."

You smiled, "I'm happy to be your friend too."

"Can you stay by my side? Forever?"

You were a little hesitant, but didn't want to worry him, "To see you as just an old man?"

Billy chuckled, you let out a small laugh.

"But I was going to ask something." he said.

You cleared your throat, loosening your grip but he didn't want to let go.

"You're not afraid of me? Of this scars?"

You smiled sincerely and cupped his face with your other hand, "They're beautiful. I love them."

"Yeah?"

You nod, "A little cool too, I like them anyway."

Billy smiled slyly, "Do I need to always be shirtless so you always see them?"

You held back your laughter, "See if you can stand Max's screams."

He smiled one last time before asking the question you didn't see coming, "Can I kiss you?"

You dropped your smile, "What? You know I'm a ghost, right?"

"Ah-ha."

"Then you know we don't stand a chance, Billy."

"But if, if we had the chance would you do it with me?"

You held back your tears, "But I don't think we have a chance. I'm just a ghost, unable to do anything except penetrate, disappear, or—"

"But you have feelings, Y/N. Tell me how you feel about me."

You sighed, not wanting this to hurt, “Billy—”

"Please."

You looked into his eyes, "My heart does say I love you. More than a friend, always thought you wouldn't think the same of me because there are many other real human girls. Meanwhile me? For you maybe I can be felt and touched, but for them I'm just a passing wind that they don't even care about, Billy, they can't even look at it. We don't have a chance, don't make this hurt any more."

"Who cares what they say? Y/N, you're the safest place I have, the most comfortable place I have," He squeezed your fingers gently, "I love you too. God, I love you more than I thought."

"We can't."

"We can."

You sighed, and kissed Billy on the cheek, "Let's forget about this, okay? Get dressed, I'm going to get some fresh air." With that you disappeared somewhere, leaving Billy alone in his room. You assumed that your relationship wasn't working, but Billy still had hope.

"But... I don't want to forget about this."

Now you admire him in the light shining on his face, Billy opens his eyes, you smile and take your hand away from him, "Morning,"

He just cleared his throat.

"You didn't move me to Max's room, did you?"

"You look tired from whatever adventure you had yesterday."

You stifled a laugh, "Ghosts can't get tired."

"But they can snore? That's great."

You widened your eyes and got up from the bed, "I snore?!"

Billy woke up from the bed and sat up trying to collect himself, "Don't worry, I'm not bothered."

You covered your face with your hands, “Shit, I'm embarrassed.”

Billy chuckled as he pulled your hands covering your face, "Don't be, I'm really not bothered. Now accompany me in making breakfast, okay?"

You sighed but still kept your mouth in a curl, Billy ruffled your hair randomly before getting up from the bed. You were about to land yourself on the floor but suddenly something inside you made you hurt until you fell on the floor and you held your chest. Surprisingly, ghosts shouldn't be able to feel pain.

You groaned, making Billy lay in front of you and make sure you were okay, "What's wrong?!"

You took a breath, “I don't feel good.”

"Do you want me to call... Your friend, you know... What's her name? Fuck..."

"Mary."

"Yes, Mary! Wait here, I'll look for—"

You shook your head, you knew this day would come when you felt your body which was very tired from yesterday. Your trauma has disappeared, which means you will also disappear.

"There's something I want to tell you."

Billy cleared his throat, he pulled your body gently and laid you on the bed, while he knelt in front of you, "What's wrong, Princess? Please tell me."

"You know I died because of the water, right? That's stupid." Your words ended with a small laugh.

Billy nodded, still paying close attention to your words.

"And you're trying to fix what I'm afraid of. It's kind of bad, but I don't blame you, okay? Mark this words. I just remembered Mary said when the ghost's trauma goes away and so will they—"

"No." Billy chirped.

"No, Y/N. You can't just say that, it won't happen."

"Billy."

You see the twinkle that appears from your body, not to mention the sunlight shining on you makes it look clearer,

Billy grabbed your hand, “No, you're being mean, please, no, no. You promised me!”

You held back your tears and cupped his cheek, "It wasn't my will."

"You promised you wouldn't leave me."

“I know, I'm sorry. I am really, really sorry."

"And tell Max thank you for wanting to be my friend. And you Billy, you're the best gift I've ever got, the best ever, I will always love you. Don't think this is the end of everything, maybe you can still see them and can't see me again, but I'll still be by your side, whether in animal form, or whatever. I haunt you with love, Billy Hargrove."

You kissed him, giving him the chance he always longed for one last time. It goes beautifully but not when you actually turn into twinkle. Billy didn't feel anything anymore, he didn't feel your lips which were as soft as cotton candy anymore.

He cried uncontrollably, because he couldn't do anything about it, and he shouldn't do something he didn't know the consequences of. But at least you're in a better place, right?

He couldn't do anything, he could only cry.

A few weeks later he only felt lonely through silent ghosts, unlike you who really colored his days when everything became dark for him. In another life, he promised to really take care of you and not let anything happen to you. But the question is, can you even be together in another life?

You really haunt him with love as you promised, sometimes he walks on the street when you first meet and he sees a white butterfly stuck to the window of a clothes shop which shows a white dress too, just like your clothes, but the difference is that the dress has an inscription that says 'I love you from the other side.' Just looking at it made Billy cry, which was weird because he wasn't usually like this.

However, he will try to move on, even though he still hopes that the term 'reincarnation' or whatever it is really happens so that you can actually realize the real 'chance'.

Author Note : so..how was it?? I was just idly writing at 2 in the morning, and I can only revise it now, I hope you like it, if you think about it, this is the first time I've written a story that really angst because they can't be together... Do you want me to write more angst? ┬┬＿┬┬

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Hey it's me again. I was wondering if you could do a billy hargrove imagin. The reader and Billy "hate" each other and end up having to share a bed. The rest is up to you.

Thank youuuu 🖤

HIII!!! your request is very interesting!! And I will put the song 'Shameless' as the vibe of this fanfic, thank you for requesting it and I hope this meets your expectations and you like it! And I apologize for the delay. 💚😕

Billy Hargrove x Reader

MASTERLIST

SPARK OF HATE

Warning : Just a few harsh words maybe? fluffy, and there's some making out session... BUT NOT TOOO MUCH ;D

WC; 3,4k

#TALKISSA; As in the request above! :d and relatedly, since I'm a perfectionist and detailed writer (which kinda sad) so the story is too long, sorry if it's boring :(, I really hope it's not. Thank you for requesting!

Such a relationship is very complicated to explain. He hates you, you hate him more. Well, he hates you for no apparent reason, but the reason you hate him? Just look at that sly, arrogant, disgusting smile every day in the school hallway, it makes you want to vomit every time.

Jessica, your friend always assures you that the spark of hatred is just wishful thinking to hide your feelings of mutual liking. You couldn't hold back your laughter when you heard that, you, like Billy? Pft, you'd rather die.

"Oh, come on, Y/N! You think we didn't see the tension that was there when you look at each other?" Jess complained while you were putting your textbook into your bag.

You ignored her, "Someone should give him some advice."

Jess chuckled, "You think he'll care about that little advice of yours?"

You slammed your locker, and turned your position 90 degrees towards Jess, "Are you on his side or me?"

Jess groaned, "God, not this again. Every time I hear this it's like choosing a side in war you know?"

You grinned and brought your face closer to Jess', "This is war, Jess. Get used to it."

"You're just annoyed because he took your Physics Queen's throne, right?"

You started walking down the hall followed by Jess, "That's the most important thing. He can't just come in and take my throne!"

"Oh, please, you're not the only one who is good at Physics." Jess' cigar, you look at her, she immediately closes her mouth tightly, afraid you will scold her, but no, you nod in agreement.

"Yeah. You're right, but that doesn't mean I can let a Billy fucking Hargrove take my title!" You whined as you tied your hair in a ponytail.

"I heard you mentioning my name, Princess."

You groaned, knowing who the voice was, when you wanted to turn around you felt your scrunchie slipping from your hair, making your hair flow freely and fly in the wind. Billy Hargrove took it,

"Give it back." You warn.

"Or what?" He replied with a grin.

Oh, this is what was meant when Jess said there was 'tension' between you two.

You still stared at him intently, he chuckled, "God, just admit you're attracted to me, Y/L/N, there's nothing to be ashamed about."

You took your scrunchie and started to put your hair back in a ponytail, “Go back to sleep and you'll see it happen, Hargrove.”

When you turned around, Jess was gone, sneaky girl, she left you because you saw her following Trevor, her crush from middle school. You laugh in disbelief,

"That girl," you whispered, annoyed.

For the past few days, your car has been confiscated by your parents. You caused trouble in Hawkins by accidentally crashing your car into one of the trees that was being felled. It costs a lot of money and you are not left to drive.

"Lost your ride?" Teasing Billy from behind,

You gave him your middle finger without looking at him and walked away. Today you had to walk a few more deserted blocks because you lost your ride.

It was sad how your relationship with Billy ended like that, because you had to see him every week because Max—his little sister hired you as her Physics tutor. It makes you happy to be able to show off your abilities in that subject when teaching Max at her house, which means Billy can clearly see this, even though he himself is very good at Physics, but Max doesn't believe him? What else could upset him?

The day you are going to tutor Max arrives, you immediately leave, 'walking' to get to her house, you knock on the door, expecting Max to immediately open the door but she doesn't. That's her shitty brother.

He flashed his usual grin, making you wrinkle your nose and groan, "Max's here?"

"Why are you looking after her anyway?"

"I'm her tutor, remember?" You flip your hair, "Since I'm the smartest in Physics. She trusts me enough for that."

Sometimes Billy feels that Max only hired you as her fake tutor to make him feel useless as a brother, but he doesn't care, she's quite a bother for Billy, and he's a little grateful that Max hired you as her tutor, apart from being able to see you often but Billy calmed down because that little piece of shit wouldn't bother him.

Billy chuckled at your words, he turned his head back a little but still locked his gaze on you, looking at you from top to bottom who was wearing a small skirt that reached your thighs and the rest was covered by knee length socks.

"Max, your little friend is here!" he shouted.

Hearing no answer made Billy look back completely, annoyed that he had to take his eyes off you, he left you to check on Max.

Soon after that the door opened completely, "Max isn't here." He said, he sounded panicked but tried not to show it to you.

You frowned, "What?" Max never goes to the Arcade without taking you, she usually takes you if she wanted you to show her around Hawkins, but not this time.

"You can go." Billy said as if he was being pushed by something.

You sighed, you knew Max wasn't your little sister and just your friend, but at least you showed concern, right? Nah, you are really worried. In addition, Billy's expression was frowning all the way down, unlike usual when he showed all his firm facial muscles.

"Do you want me... To, um— To help you look after her?" Your words are stuttering.

"That little shit is probably in the Arcade, I don't care."

Billy was about to close the door but you held him back and shook your head, “she's not, you know that, Billy. Don't hide your fears, I insist, I know where we'll go to find her.”

Billy had time to think about it.

You raised your eyebrows to reassure him, he rolled his eyes and opened the door wide, "Okay."

You guys use his blue Camaro car, you roll into the Arcade first, then drive to Lucas' house, one of the kids Max's age who has been friends with her recently, Max talks about him a lot, so you think maybe she's at Sinclair's house. But the results were nil.

The longer you look, the air gets colder in Hawkins. Billy gives you his jacket, even though you were already wearing a furry sweater with colorful patterns, but he still forces you to wear his jacket, you don't have a problem with that. It's just... Why suddenly?

"Fuck that bitch, I have a date, dammit." Billy said cursing Max but in a voice that was barely above a whisper.

Date? For some reason your ears heat up and your whole face heats up.

You cleared your throat and adjusted your sitting position to be comfortable, "Date?" You asked in a small voice.

"Yeah, with Penny, that girl has a nice ass. I could take her virginity right now if I didn't have to look for that load." Billy explain in the midst of his laughter.

You looked up at him and wrinkled your nose in an ugly way, “Gross, Hargrove.”

Billy chuckled and glanced at you briefly, "What? Wish that was you?"

You looked at him, your mouth wanted to say yes, yes to asking you out, but if you say that, you would be a cheap girl like the girl Billy had slept with several times in Hawkins. You don't want to be one of them.

"I'd rather eat Mrs. Hills' dessert." You said which made Billy chuckle, "That's the worst."

You smiled, "I know right? Jess once told me, she accidentally filled Mrs. Hills' dessert, she almost threw it up right then and there if Mrs. Hills didn't look at her. AH! And have you ever seen Mr. Pill who wears pants incorrectly? His panties keep showing when he walks down the hall!"

Girl, you talk a lot.

"And are you—"

Then you realize you are like a talking machine that can never stop talking. What's more, you talk a lot in front of people you should ignore because they are your enemies.

"-Sorry." You said looking back towards the street,

Billy smiled, you could even feel it without looking at him, there was no answer from him but you felt a hand land on your thigh, giving you goosebumps all over your body, he stroked it slowly,

"It's okay, go on. I love hearing your voice, Princess." His words made you look at him again, he locked them, looking alternately at you and the road, "If I'm being honest, it calmed me, even if it was a little loud to the ears."

You chuckled, “Now, keep your eyes on the road.”

"Yes ma'am."

Long story short, you go to the Wheeler house, Billy uses his charm to seduce the housewife, and he doesn't let you get out of the car to see the action. It irritates you, he thinks you're jealous, but you try to argued it, and it only ends up being him who keeps teasing you, making you just stay silent on the way to the Byers house. He continues to stroke your thigh, if your voice makes him calm, then his caressing your thigh makes you calm.

Oh, what is this? What is this feeling? You will continue to avoid it even though your heart cannot lie. Jess seemed right, the feeling was starting to rise in you. But it's just nonsense if it's only felt by you.

As soon as you arrived at the Byers house you watched a small fight between Steve Harrington and Billy, in between their fight you noticed Max peeking out of the window, she gave a signal for you to close your mouth. But it was too late, you already saw Steve lying there on the ground, and Billy have gone to the front door, you help Steve to stand up,

"You're Y/N, right? Why are you with that jerk?" Steve asked as he stood up, helped by you.

You shrugged your shoulders, "I don't know."

You heard a loud stomping from inside, making you run to the source of the sound leaving Steve there, you heard lots of screams from the kids there, including Max.

You walked over to Max, "Are you okay?"

Max nodded quickly, "Lucas, Y/N!"

You saw Billy grabbing Lucas roughly by the collar and cornering him into the kitchen cupboard, Steve was about to step forward but you held him back, "No harm."

Steve chuckled, "Yeah, but did you see he hurt the kid?"

Steve was about to pick up his pace again but you got ahead of him, grabbing Billy's shoulder, "Max's here, let's go."

"Let him go." You said, moving forward to stand next to Lucas,

Billy glanced at you briefly before looking at Lucas again, "This is the last time I see you with her, Sinclair."

Billy let go of Lucas roughly, you made sure Lucas was okay, "Are you okay?"

Lucas nodded.

You thought it was over, no more violence, but it wasn't, it was over quickly, Billy beating Steve mercilessly, Max screaming his name over and over, as did you too, "Hargrove!"

He didn't stop hitting Steve, making the jolt of his hand push you back and make your forehead scrape against the edge of the cupboard.

Max tackled his brother and inserted a syringe which made Billy fall on the floor.

You held your forehead and groaned, then saw Billy who didn't have enough strength or energy to stand up.

Max walked over to you, "I can't explain in more detail, but I have to go with them. In Billy's car. Mind if you look after him, Y/N?"

You looked at Billy then looked at Max again, you shook your head, "Not at all."

"Thank you."

With that, Max and his friends went to who knows where they were going, you helped them carry the battered Steve to the car, you felt guilty for the guy.

You went back inside and brought Billy's heavy body to rest on the edge of the couch, you used Byers' house phone to call Jess. Tell her to pick you up at the Byers residence.

You landed yourself next to Billy, saw that his head was still swinging, you saw that his shirt was still half-buttoned, you decided to button the shirt all the way, and put his jacket back on him. You took a clean towel from the one you took to clean the blood from his nose.

You felt a hand holding your hand, making you stop what you were doing before, with dim eyes, Billy opened his eyes.

Feeling the awkwardness of the eye contact you smiled slightly, "Um, hi?"

You didn't imagine his next move would be him leaning forward to kiss you, right on the lips. Oh, how you hated him, you should have pushed him away and slapped him for harassing you, but no, you kissed him back.

'The Kiss' started to heat up when Billy started to pull you to sit on his lap, but you didn't want this, you didn't want to. You just... Don't want to. You pulled back your face, while he seemed to feel unsatisfied,

"What—"

Billy stopped you by moving to your jawline, tracing it, “Don't talk. Hell, don't even try.”

He started tracing your neck, oh, this time your whole body was really hot, "It's been a secret for a long time that I really want you."

"Need you more than I want to." It's almost like a whisper in your ear.

The door opened with a bang, making you change your position to sit back on the floor, Billy chuckled,

“Shut up,” you told him.

Jess stood silently in front of the door, you really hoped she didn't see it.

"Hi." You said.

Jess immediately rushed over to you, "What the hell?! I thought you were in danger!" Seeing her reaction it seemed like you were quick enough to get away from Billy's lap.

You smiled and stood up, "Who said that? I told you I just needed to be picked up, and thank you for coming. I love you."

Jess rolled her eyes and looked down, seeing Billy who was still half conscious, "and what did you do with him?"

You widened your eyes, "It's a long story. Just take us back, please?"

Jess looked at you again, repeating it not at your face but your forehead, she grabbed your wound making you groan, "Did you do this, asshole?!" Jess asked Billy.

Billy blurted out, "Huh?"

You put a hand on Jess's shoulder, "No, I'm fine, just a little scratched."

You showed your sparkling sparkling eyes, "Can we just go?"

Jess narrowed her eyes, "Yeah, yeah, but Trevor is in the car, problem with that?"

"No! Absolutely not."

You grabbed Billy's hand to put around your neck, he was so heavy you couldn't lie, making Jess stand beside him to help you support him.

"I love it, like a double date, right?" Billy asked you, still rambling.

"Shut up."

"What did he say?" Jess asked, you kept your head steady, "Nothing! You heard wrong, Jess."

Jess kept looking at you, suspicious of you, but she felt like you would never be able to hide anything from her, so she looked away again.

Trevor and Jess were in the front seat, you felt bad for ruining their date, meanwhile Billy continued to cling onto you, not wanting to pull his head from your shoulder.

"I don't want to go home." He whispered which only you could hear since the music was playing in Jess's car.

"I'll be completely beaten by him if I come home without Maxine."

You know this. Max once told you that her stepfather was abusive to Billy, and Billy took it out on Max when he was in a bad mood, either scolding her loudly, or holding her hand tightly.

"We can sleep over at Jess' house if you want." You said.

Billy started to pull his head from your shoulder and looked at you, “Can we?”

You grinned, "Jess, can we stay at your house?"

Jess looked at you, "What is this? An impromptu sleepover?" Jess smiled, "YES, yes. You up, Hargrove?"

Billy just smiled fakely at Jess, Jess chuckled, "I told you there was some tension between—"

You glared at Jess, “Zip it.”

Not long after that, when you arrived at Jess' house, she and Trevor went on their next dating session. What kind of 'sleepover' would it be if she just left you like that?

You were wearing Jess' pajamas, looking at Billy who was asleep on Mr. Dunphy a.k.a Jess' beloved father, you decided to sleep in your best friend's room. That's a shame, because you'd love to talk about something unexpected at the Byers house.

If he could tell the truth, it was the most restful sleep Billy had ever experienced without the sound of his father cursing, without the repeated incidents of his father beating him, just the peace he had been longing for. But it didn't last long when he heard a loud bang on the wall from the direction of the room.

He woke up and groaned, took the golf club that was at the end of the wall in Jess' house and walked towards the room that had the source of the sound, not an animal, not the wind, and of surely not a ghost, but you.

You continued to bang your head gently against the wall, trying to walk, while rambling, "...I told you, there's no tension or whatever you said."

It looks like you are trying to talk to someone through your unconscious.

Billy put his golf club down and blocked the contact of your forehead with the wall, “You okay?” he asked. But he noticed your eyes were closed tightly, he had heard of this, sleepwalking or whatever the term was.

"Let's get you back to sleep, yeah?" Billy said then grabbed your hand to lead you back to the bed.

You were still rambling, "...I don't like him! What?" You whined, making Billy really confused, was this normal?

"I like him... A little. I hate to admit it."

Your words began to attract his attention, he landed you very carefully on the mattress and the blanket you used before to lock you inside again,

When Billy wanted to leave you, you woke up and pulled his hand so he fell beside you, you comforted your position on his chest, "I can't sleep without you,"

Billy didn't say anything, or precisely can't say anything.

"Jess." You continued, Billy thought you must still be half conscious because you thought he was your best friend.

It wasn't the way Billy expected to share a bed with you, but when you started wrapping your arms around his body he felt a feeling he had never felt. Comfort, and someone to say that everything will be okay. His mother had done that, but her words did not reflect what she did to Billy because she left him and did not try to take him back from his psychopath father. And in your arms? Different.

Billy was lost in his thoughts for a moment, but he started to close his eyes again and again and went back to sleep with you, holding you in his arms so that you also felt safe and definitely not sleepwalking again so as not to hurt yourself. He noticed the small wound on your forehead due to his carelessness, and he would make sure his emotions wouldn't hurt you again.

"I'll get my title back from him." You rambled again, Billy, who hadn't completely closed his eyes, just chuckled, knowing that you were talking about him.

Jess and Trevor have just returned from their long 'trip' which apparently took the whole day, Jess comes back and called your name, but there is no answer, making her walk towards your room and get—

"WHAT THE FUCK!" She shouted hysterically, Trevor, who heard his new girlfriend's screams, immediately ran into the room, "What's wrong?!"

It turns out that what Jess saw was you sleeping comfy in the crook of Billy's neck and Billy pressing his chin into your hair.

Billy groaned at Jess' loud scream, but you didn't move an inch, still lost in your beautiful dream. Billy noticed Jess and Trevor were both slamming their jaw together, he squeaked, "We didn't do anything, now shut it, she's still asleep."

Jess leaned closer to the bed, "Why not?! I noticed something sparking between you and definitely more than 'hating' each other." Jess shouted but in a whisper.

You snored, making Jess hide under the bed and pulling Trevor to hide with her, but you didn't wake up, just adjusted your position so you were comfortable.

Billy tap down on the side of the bed and slowly signaled to Jess and Trevor that it was safe, Jess and Trevor started to come back out and stand up as before.

"What did you mean by what you said earlier?" Billy asked Jess.

"Ask her out, dumbass. Don't argue, you like her, she likes you. Now go on a date so we can actually double-date." Jess said.

Trevor tossed the blanket that hiding Billy and yourself inside, “Good luck, man.”

As soon as Jess and Trevor were out, Billy smiled to himself like an idiot, you like him? Something he really couldn't have expected.

Not to mention that you are still clinging to him and don't want to let him go in your sleep, making him feel like he is your safest place, and he will continue to make sure that you are safe in his watch. Mark my words, he will definitely take you on a date. But what will your reaction be when you find out that you cling into him all the time? And share a bed with him? He couldn't wait to see and witness it.

Author Note : I'm sorry if there are some typos because I didn't have time to check it a few times since I was already feeling bad about being behind on this story for a week. I'm sorry, hope you like it! @patrickbatemanswife1987 (´✪ω✪`)♡

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Billy Hargrove x Reader

MASTERLIST

MIND IS A PRISON

Warning : mention of blood, mention of One ( a.k.a Henry ), flayed!billy but not too flayed¿ The reader has power.

WC; 3,1k

#TALKISSA; it's like you were one of the people who opened the gate, fell into One's trap, and when you wanted to meet him he used a host, didn't dare show himself, he threatened to hurt your sister, Eleven. From there your determination to protect Billy grew bigger, he was trapped in his own thoughts because of you. You have the ability to block things out and feel and absorb other people's emotions when making physical contact. And your abilities I was inspired by Musa Winx Saga! Because I really love her! Hope you enjoy it, issea! ♥ω♥

It was started when Dr. Brenner wiped your memory clean, literally you are the sister of Eleven or Jane the girl in the lab, but your mother really managed to have her memory erased this time, just like you. Once Brenner felt you were old enough, you became his employee, wearing white every day. Taking care of his experimental children, you don't want to do that work, especially after you find out that he separated you from your mother, you are furious.

Your anger made you decide to try to kill him, that's when he threatened to kill your sister— Subject number Eleven. You would never want your little sister to get hurt, so you obeyed his every command.

Sometimes when you get a shift to keep an eye to the subjects in the Rainbow room you steal a glance to see Eleven, sometimes she catches you looking at her, you don't panic but smile which she smiles back.

You feel guilty for her because she has to be detained in this hell too, and moreover forced to use her abilities.

'Ability'. You have it, that's why Brenner experimented with you, you have a number tattoo on your left wrist, you are number six. While other children have the ability to telekinesis and the like, you don't, your ability is to block something, be it thoughts, or visions so that they lock their gaze on you— But that can only be done when you making any physical contact. Because it is related to blocking, you can feel or absorb someone's emotions when you touch them.

You don't use your abilities very often, nor does Brenner think your abilities are useful. When he looks down on you too much, there is one person who admires your abilities, his name is Henry. Henry Creel, or what people know in the Lab is 001. No one exactly knows, except you.

Your anger grew bigger when Henry said that Brenner wanted to use your sister as a war leader at that time, from there you swallowed his trap raw.

A few days after he disappeared, you immediately carried out his plan, namely inviting any contacts related to the 'Upside Down'. You're not thinking straight, Henry said that if he disappeared it was a sign that civilization would soon begin, children used for experiments could be freed—Especially Eleven. You fell into the trap, once you realized what you were doing you decided to live like you were being hunted by the police.

Clairvoyance. Eleven has that ability, but unfortunately you don't, you can't see your sister, believe me, even though you are far away, you still go around almost every day to find her trace. But what you got is nothing.

After 2 years of hiding in Hawkins, you realize the fatal deed you did to open the 'Gate'. Almost took many lives.

One day you wake up from your sleep, someone approaches you— or more precisely a voice approaches you in your dream, you know that voice very well. 001.

He said he would kill Eleven if you didn't show up at the Hawkins Pool Community that night, you immediately rushed to put on whatever clothes you had to go there.

The atmosphere was quiet, as if there was no life there, only the sound of the water swaying because of the wind, you looked for a room for the Lifeguards, there you found a guy whose back was to you. He didn't wear clothes. And what is certain is that he is definitely not 001.

"My favorite." He muttered as he chuckled, then he turned to look at you. You never saw— Well, you almost never looked closely at people because of your hiding.

"One." Your short reply still neutralizes your facial expression.

He smiled and walked towards you, taking his towel to dry his still wet hair, "Six."

"Or should I call you Y/N?"

You shudder in horror, the only people who know your name are you and Brenner, you don't show any reaction, what is in front of you now is the person who made Hawkins miserable.

When the distance between you was only a few inches you looked up to see his face clearly, he started to touch your cheek with his hand, "Still pretty as before."

You threw his hand away, "Hands off."

He chuckled,

"What do you want." You said angrily.

"Join me, Y/N. Join me then we can rule this world together, exterminate the useless commoners here."

"If I join you, you won't do anything to her?"

"Her? Oh! Eleven." He replied while showing his neat gritted teeth, he chuckled a lot, "That little girl."

"Stay away from her."

"Y/N, Y/N. You are a fool, she doesn't even know you, and you don't even know that your life is at stake coming here, right? You and your little abilities, I can immediately slam you here."

You tightened your jaw, "Who is this?"

He pointed towards himself, "This? Just a guy who holds a lot of grudges, what? Similar to me, right?"

His little chuckle makes you sick, he uses other intermediaries, doesn't dare to show himself, such a coward.

"You told me," You pointed your finger at him, holding back your tears remembering that because of your actions the gate opened and buried souls, souls who didn't even know what happened here.

"If I opened the gate it would help that experimental civilization end. I did it to stop this injustice! Not to take many innocent lives! What did they do to make you trick me like that? I believe you! I—"

He covered your mouth and pushed you until you were trapped against the wall,

"Sshh, you talk too much don't you?" he asked.

You raised your hand but he blocked it on the wall, the hand that was originally on your mouth blocked both of your hands on the wall,

"Don't you realize? You are nothing. No one can compare to me. Especially you?" He's exclaimed.

Your eyes are watery and you are already shedding tears. If you think about it, what he said is true, you are nothing compared to him, your abilities cannot be used to fight him, let alone save someone.

"Join me."

You shook your head with adamant, even though you know your sister's life is at stake, you won't just let him catch Eleven, even if you have to sacrifice your life, you will do it for her.

"I'd rather die."

He smiled, "As you wish."

He starts to untie his hands from your hands and restrains you, lifting your body effortless, you hold his hands, trying to let go but in vain, you can't breathe, you don't want to die, you want to save and protect your sister.

You start to use your ability to absorb someone's emotions, sometimes you see flashbacks of their story, and you are doing this to that innocent guy.

Your ability had the effect of him taking control of himself which was taken over by One.

All you see in glimpses of his life is a blonde woman, the ocean, and his surfing.

He started to close his eyes and used his free hand to hit himself on the head, his grip loosened, you kept your contact, you didn't have time to go any further into his life because he had already let go of you, making you fall on the floor.

"Get out of my head!" He's screamed.

You try to catch your breath and hold your neck while coughing, while you see him holding his head in both hands, in front of you while kneeling. You decide to help him, he is innocent, not guilty.

Once you feel like you've got a lot of air you approach him and kneel in front of him, you can block One inside him for a while, you take his hand and hold it, at least it makes him calmer than before.

He's fragile. You can feel it inside you, he holds a lot of unrequited grudges, and a lot of pain weighs him down. For a while you can absorb his emotions, make him calm and not feel too much, but the minus of your ability is that you easily become weak psychologically, considering people's emotions are too draining. But this time, you are determined to do it, One is within him because you opened the gate.

He grimaced in pain, for some reason, making you drain more of your energy to absorb his emotions,

"Enough."

"What?" You asked.

He looked at you, locking it onto you, "You'll be weak. Part of him is still in me, but you're easing it, right?"

You just stay silent. "I just blocked it for a while."

He nodded, "Thank you."

"You want me to carry on?"

"Could that possibly hurt you?"

You nodded your head, "My energy is decreasing, yes, but I can hold it."

You and the guy sat in the locker room, you kept your physical contact so that it didn't come off and One didn't take control of himself.

"What's your name?" You asked.

"Billy. Billy Hargrove."

"It's all my fault, Billy, I'm sorry. You heard everything, and I will make sure to protect and save you. I promise."

With you saying that he turned to you, looking at it turned to your neck which was starting to bruise from remembering how tightly he strangled you, he turned his gaze again towards you, "I'm sorry for that."

You nodded, "It's okay. You're in his control."

When you held your hand tightly you felt something. Yes, he held a grudge, but the hurt was bigger than that. You feel passionate about anger, jealousy, misunderstanding, it gets darker, but you know the dark emotions he has because of his past. You can't see clearly, the important thing is that you can feel it, it's always like that if you absorb other people's emotions, you will feel like you are them, making you feel the enormity of Billy's pain and shed tears.

"Did I do something wrong?" he asked.

You stiffened your head, wiping your tears with your other hand, "No. Feeling better?"

He nodded, "Whatever you did to me, I feel better. Thank you. Your name is Y/N?"

You thought for a moment, "No one should know, but yeah, my name is Y/N."

"I don't know what to say other than thank you. And I apologize for my words."

"No need to apologize Billy, it wasn't you, you should have known."

"I won't hurt that girl. I promise, I will try to stop him."

You smiled, holding his warm hand tightly, “Thank you.”

Not long after, you heard a very loud banging on the door, it made your contact go off, Billy just kept quiet and approached the door which was supposed to be the entrance to the outside for the lifeguards.

"Billy, what's wrong?" You, who had been following him like a pet, let out your voice.

You don't get an answer, the look on his face is different, he walks past you to confirm something, you follow him again.

Until you arrived in front of the sauna, you saw someone— a girl in the sauna, while Billy was already laughing, he came back, you know that.

You grabbed Billy's shoulder to avoid being impressed, "Billy, you promised you wouldn't hurt her!"

He ignored you and kept walking, you held him again, "Billy—"

He grabbed your jaw roughly, “Keep your mouth shut.”

"You promised—"

He let go of your face.

When he had fully entered inside, the sauna door suddenly closed. You widened your eyes while Billy pounded on the door, you approached him,

"What are you doing!?" He asked in a high tone, indicating he was angry.

"I didn't do anything!" You replied, you wanted to open the door but couldn't, as if someone was holding it.

"Who are you?" A boy's voice comes from behind you.

You turned around and realized there was a group of kids gathered there, one of whom was Eleven...

You smiled in relief, "El,"

El seemed to be trying to remember you, while her friend beside her asked, "Do you know her, El?"

El widened her eyes, but still trying to neutralize her gaze, you saw the light in her eyes, indicating that she remembered, "You from the lab."

The boy beside her pulled El back.

You stepped forward, and they all backed away, "I don't—"

"Open the door!" Billy shouted from behind the door, hitting the door, making you flinch and turn your back to all the kids, trying to position yourself in front of all of them.

You turned to look at the kid, and locking your eyes on the redhead, you saw her in a flash of Billy's memory, "You. You know him well, right?"

The girl looked at her friends before looking at you again, "He's my step brother."

Before you could speak, one of them stepped forward, you saw him raising his temperature,

"What are you doing?! You will hurt him!” You exclaimed, you had promised Billy protection, you couldn't let them hurt him. But you hesitated, the other self in Billy wanted to hurt your sister.

"He's not him!" Replied one of them wearing his bandana.

You saw Billy who backed away and hid on the floor,

Before you could hear what he said you felt someone touch you, you turned your head and saw Eleven, you smiled at her,

"I'm not like the bad guys they have, El."

She nodded, "I know. I feel it, you are good, not like them."

She hesitated to say the words, "You're sister. You're Y/N."

You widened your eyes, surprised that El knew your name and who you were, "What?"

"I'll explain later."

You get a brilliant idea, "I have an idea." Your suggestion made them all look at you,

"He's close." Said the boy with his bowl hair style holding the back of his neck, he was the boy you trapped to open the gate... Surely the feeling of guilty was starting to swallow you, but not long after that you felt someone touch your shoulder, it was the red haired girl, "Whatever you have help my brother, please."

You nodded, “I'll try my best.”

You approached the boy wearing his bandana, "What's your name?"

"Lucas."

"Lucas, I need you to stabilize the temperature, I'll go in there, try not to burn us but you have to make sure the shadow leaves Billy's body, okay?"

Lucas nod, you decided to take off your jacket so you only show your white tank top,

"Please be careful." El asked.

You smiled and nodded, “I will make myself alive for you.”

Seeing Billy in disguise, you immediately entered the sauna, the door was locked again by El using her ability, it felt very hot, you knew this wouldn't happen quickly,

You knelt beside him, starting to touch his shoulders, the plan you had was to block One's control, so he would feel the heat of the sauna alone while Billy kept trying to take control.

"I promise to protect and save you." You said softly, "Hanging in for Max."

You know her name because Billy mentioned that name several times in his memory.

Billy looked at you, he didn't show any expression, "I told you you were nothing and a fool girl, right?"

His lips trembled, as if he was trying to take control of himself.

"There is something wrong." You heard Lucas camping.

When your body is really burning, you feel something stuck in your stomach, you are suffocating, your throat feels dry, pieces of ceramic are stuck in your stomach.

“Y/N!” You heard El scream.

Billy flashed a grin and pushed you until you were cornered on a chair lined up against the wall. Billy stood up and tried to break the door.

You forcefully pulled the ceramic from your stomach, you closed your mouth tightly to endure the pain.

Seeing Billy who was getting more aggressive, you tried to stand up.

"Hold the door!" You shouted.

You approached Billy to strangle him from behind with both hands even though you had to jump, holding back your pain you tightened your stranglehold.

"Pick your match, asshole."

You heard Billy's choking, you took advantage of your touch to block him, but he pushed his body back making your back hit the wall hard, you screamed in pain, but you didn't let go, you still try hard to block him.

"RAISE THE TEMPERATURE!" You shouted.

When you felt the temperature getting hotter, you heard Billy groan, you were still choking him, but you loosened your grip because you felt One was getting weaker inside Billy.

Billy managed to release your stranglehold, that's when he screamed loudly, making a black shadow come out of his body and fly freely out of the sauna.

You start to feel the temperature dropping because all you feel is cold. Hell nah! You weren't possessed by him, but your wound made you feel hot and cold.

The sauna door opened, El was the first to approach you, "Y/N," She whispered and knelt next to you.

"I'll never let him hurt you." You said to El as you touch her face with the one hand that wasn't stained with your blood.

With that they all gathered around you, you looked at Lucas and smiled, "Good job, kiddo. Thanks a bunch."

You felt something touch your stomach, you winced a little, but it turned out it was just Billy who was holding back your bleeding with his small towel, you two locked your gaze to each other, "Did I succeed in protecting and saving you?" You asked while smiling.

"More than that."

He took your hand to put it around his neck, while Max held your other hand, "I'm sorry. Fuck, I'm sorry."

You looked at Billy, "How many times do I have to tell you that it wasn't you? And it wasn't your fault, don't be sorry."

For several days you were hospitalized because of stitches on your stomach, but that didn't last long, El took you to stay at her friend's house, precisely Mike Wheeler's house, for a while you two stayed in their basement. That's when El started to explain everything.

"I met Mama." Her words caught your attention,

"Truly?" Your eyes sparkle.

She nodded, "I did a vision, saw her who only remained in the shadows, that's where I knew you existed, you were real, you were my sister. Mama remembers you, Y/N, always remembers you, but Papa threatened to hurt you, Mama didn't want that to happen, so she was forced to let you go. When I was born, it turned out that Papa kept grabbing her baby, making her angry and doing things she shouldn't have done, so she became... silent forever."

While El was explaining that, your tears were rolling down your cheeks, she remembered you, she loved you so she left you, she remembered you were her daughter.

"Can we visit her?" You asked.

She replied, "I'm not sure."

You just nodded in understanding.

"Look who's here!" Max exclaimed, didn't know where she came from. You wiped your tears and saw Billy coming in from the basement door.

You chuckled at Max's enthusiasm, "My lovely brother!"

"Shut it, shitbird." Reply Billy, you justified your position on sofa, trying not to damage the 'stitching' which will damage your skin.

"And I'm your step-brother."

Max rolled her eyes, "Whatever."

Lucas, Mike, Will are going to the mall to buy their own necessities, who knows what they need, while Max invites El to follow the boys, leaving you alone with Billy.

Billy landed himself next to you,

"Hello," You said smiling at him, he looked at you and smiled, "Hi."

"Feel better?" he asked.

You sighed, "It's better, but I'm exhausted~"

Billy smiled with your expression to describe the word 'exhausted'.

"I am sorry."

You exuded harshly, grabbing his hand, "Again? Don't be sorry! Do I have to absorb that feeling forever?"

Billy pulled his hand away, not letting you do anything to him, "No. You're still recovering."

You sighed and grabbed his hand again, "I won't do anything. Just don't think it's your fault anymore, okay? That's a heavy burden for you. I'm fine, the proof is that I'm still alive and talking to you, right? After all, I'm the one who promised to protect you from the start, I will protect you forever, Billy."

Billy chuckled, "Want to be my guardian angel?"

"Haven't I become that?"

You both broke into laughter, Billy felt calm and at peace next to you, not because of your ability to absorb emotions, but because everything you did made him feel safe.

"Would you like to have dinner with me?" He asked breaking the silence, you raised your eyebrows, "Is this like a date?"

"I would be happy to call it that."

You chuckled and nodded, “Sure.”

You moved your legs, unsure of what you were doing, but you did it, you kissed him, right on the lips. He didn't hesitate to reply, it felt like 'make out' first, then 'date'.

You hear many voices groaning, "MY EYES!"

You broke the kiss by gently pushing Billy, but he didn't want it to end, he moved to your jawline, your neck, leaving a few marks there. You hit his chest lightly to stop him,

You looked at the kids who had gathered from the door, you smiled, "Sorry, kids."

Lucas leaned forward, "Can you absorb the emotions of a girl who is on her period? I'm curious."

You held back your laugh, while you felt Billy put his head on your shoulder, If I could do it, I would've done it, Lucas. "

Lucas just nodded,

“Is that what you wanted to ask me about Y/N, asshole?!” Max exclaimed looking at Lucas,

Lucas steadied his head and immediately ran up the stairs, "No lie!" His exclamation made Max chase after him.

You shook your head. You saw Mike, El, and Will following Max and Lucas upstairs.

You turned to Billy, "You know she loves you, right? And I know deep in your heart you love her, Billy."

Billy rolled his eyes, "Alright, alright, you got me. No matter how much of a pain in the ass she is, she's still my sister."

You smiled and kissed his cheek, "How about 8pm at Jillian's Yummy store?"

Billy chuckled, "That restaurant has bad deserts, babe."

Now you're the one rolling your eyes, "Oh, come on! You haven't tried their pasta! It's the best."

“Okay, whatever you want, Princess.” He replied giving a short kiss on your nose.

There is nothing happier than you succeeding in saving two important people in your life, El, who is your sister, and Billy, you promised Billy that you would provide him safety and protection. Besides, you're his Guardian Angel now, aren't you? You saved them both and that is what is most important. But everything is not over yet, One's whereabouts are still a mystery, until he's gone no one can get a happy ending.

Author Note : My writing is getting worse... sorry, Issea. And plans to create a masterlist are always on hold! I'll do it as soon as possible! (´✪ω✪`)♡

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Billy Hargrove x Reader

MASTERLIST

TINA'S SISTER

Warning : Cute one, perhaps? Enjoy ●ω● ah.. and I will make your character as clingy as possible.. so, if you are get uncomfy by girls who are too spoiled you can skip this! ;D.

WC; 2,1k

#TALKISSA; You are one year younger than Tina and Billy, the relationship you and Billy have is very interesting, since you are too childish, such a crybaby, rabid, and too clingy which makes Billy annoyed but on the other hand he is also curious. This is one of my Billy Hargrove's imagine on Wattpad.. If it's not satisfactory, I'm sorry because I'm not in the mood to start writing a new story again T____T

Your parents are never home most of the time, and you have just returned from studying away, to return to Hawkins you have to beg your parents to let you continue your final year studies where you live.

Summer is still on, which means Tina can throw parties to her heart's content and you can wander around Hawkins as much as you like to cure your homesickness.

You were walking back towards your house after walking around your old housing complex. It wasn't surprising that when you returned there were lots of young people hanging around. Tina throws another party. You start to get used to it and just walk past them- yes, you are bothered or even teased but you just keep quiet and give them the middle finger.

Usually after doing that you always chuckle a little, feeling like you are the coolest girl. Well, by far away school what is meant is that you are sent to a girls' boarding school. so you can't act as you please there.

You open your bedroom door and see a boy making out with a girl. You shouted, making the two people stop what they were doing,

"Not on my favorite sheets!" You shouted approaching your bed. The girl hurriedly put on her clothes and left the room to get away from trouble, leaving you with the boy.

You looked sharply at the boy who was checking up on you as if to ask himself who this girl was.

"What are you doing?!" You exclaimed, your shrill voice making him cover his ears.

He chuckled, walking closer to you, his tall body almost covering your shadow from the light in the room, "Damn it, we almost actually made out if you didn't ruin our moment."

You raised the corners of your lips to slam your jaw, "Well, you guys can fuck if it's not in my sheets?!"

"Jeez, it's just a sheet, why do you give a shit about that?"

You tighten your jaw, "It's not just a sheet, dickhead! It's a ghost busters' sheet."

The boy laughed, "Such a freak." Then leave you.

Hearing what he said, you couldn't accept it, you took the lipstick you had and aimed at his head. As soon as you throw it, it hits his head! Makes you smile proudly.

"What the fuck-" He groaned then turned his body back to look at you, "What's that for?!"

"I'm practicing aiming for my basketball practice... You know, putting it in the hoop?" You acted stupid while scratching the back of your head.

Again and again he chuckled, walking closer to you, "Who the fuck are you? Do you know who I am?"

"What? You some kind of mullet charmer or something?" You mocked him.

The boy turned his face away, he was starting to see that this girl was a problem that would really drain his patience and invite his anger. Exhausting.

"Billy?"

You heard Tina's voice and peeked behind the young boy, "Hey, sissy!"

Tina groaned, "Ugh, shut up, Y/N." Tina grabbed Billy by the collar of his sleeve, "C'mon, we need our keg king."

You frowned, "What is keg king? Is that like cousins of Stephen King?"

"Shut up." Tina said before closing your door tightly.

"Couldn't you have done that while I was gone?!" You groaned and threw yourself on your bed, annoyed that Tina always forgot to lock your room so no one could come in while she was partying.

A few days later you decide to buy your stationery for school, for some reason you feel very excited about school.

When you get home the house is quiet, you see a note on the refrigerator,

"I'm out of town with

friends. Bye, bitch."

There is a message written there from Tina, that she went out of town with her friends which makes you surprised, they haven't even got a job yet but have dared to go out of town?

You shrugged your shoulders and went back up to your room. You hum a song and open your room,

"Hey, there, long time no-"

You screamed at an invisible figure and then threw the stationery you bought at the source of the sound.

That invisible figure was heard groaning in pain, "Ouch!"

You turn on the light in your room and see the figure of the same boy a few days ago.

"Why do you like throwing stuff at me so much?!" he shouted.

You smiled awkwardly feeling a little guilty, "Because you're really throw-able..?"

At first he frowned, but remembering his first meeting where you acted weirdly he would get used to it, "Tina's gone, right?"

You picked up your equipment back on the scattered floor and answered his words, "Yeah." You didn't expect that he would also help you pick up fallen items.

"Thanks." You said as you finished putting it back on the table.

"Okay.. I'm really blinded so what's your purpose here? Are you going to kill me 'cause you're upset at my behavior last week?" You said landing yourself on the bed and narrowing your eyes at him.

He chuckled, "Maybe. You got some knife?"

"In the drawer." You replied pointing towards your drawer.

His face stiffened, "Wait- You fucking kidding me? Girls like you have some-"

"Gosh, I'm joking." You chirped with a small laugh showing your neat, medium sized teeth.

He landed himself next to you, "May I?"

"Well... You've already landed your ass so what can I do." You replied, getting a smile from him.

"Aren't you afraid?" he asked.

You looked at him, "Afraid of what?"

"That I'm going to fuck you right now since it's just the two of us in the house?"

You were silent for a moment and smiled,

"What are you smiling at?" He asked sounding displeased.

"Wait... I thought you're just joking...?"

He let out a chuckle slowly, "God, you're a handful to deal with. And so innocent... Indeed you're such a freak." He said getting up from the bed.

"Weirdo." You reply.

"Huh?"

"Don't call me freak. It sounds rude, dude."

He rolled his eyes, "Whatever, you are Tina's sister?"

You nod,

"Starting the final year of school next month?" He asked and again you nodded.

"Then you're one younger than me, ay?" His reply approached you. He bent his body slightly to examine you with his eyes.

You started to feel nervous and gripped the sheets tightly,

He smiled and was about to break the distance between you but you avoided it by immediately standing up, making him almost lose his balance.

"I- I'll get you some water because you're my guest, right?" You said laughing awkwardly.

You could hear him chuckle in annoyance, "Do you have a beer?"

You shook your head,

"Then, I'm leaving."

He comes out of your room and you just stay silent, what is that? Why did it pass so quickly? You don't even know his name yet. What kind of atmosphere are you in that night? And he almost kissed you? Oh, wow.

Three months passed very quickly, you knew his name just because you heard several students talking about their senior from High School. Billy Hargrove. His name.

You think it would be better if you finish school quickly, the sights you have to pass by while walking in the corridor are seeing couples making out and sometimes you see the guy being aggressive. Makes you groan in disgust.

A boy- with red spots invites you to come to a party.

But the party didn't go well, the night wind hit your face, which after crying made your face stiff and cold. Along the way, without a lift, without a jacket covering your body, you cried non-stop.

Until you hear the sound of a car engine driving beside you softly, "Hey!"

You turned around still sniffling from your tears, "Leave me alone, Billy Hargrove."

He chuckled, trying to match his gas pedal with your stride, "You know my name."

"Congratulations, you're fucking famous." You replied, still choking on your tears.

"Get in." he said.

"Leave me alone."

"Or I'll take your virginity."

You immediately looked at him in disbelief, "What the hell is that?" You said between tears.

"I won't repeat it twice."

You wiped your tears with your hands and got into his car. It smells like... Cigarettes. Well, he's a smoker so... Smells of cigarettes.

You tried to hold back your tears by pulling at the mucus in your nose. Billy groaned in disgust but he didn't want to make you cry even more.

Billy saw your nose and almost your entire face which was red from crying, he handed you some tissues and you took them. Billy thought you would use it to expel your mucus, but he was wrong, your cries got louder, making Billy pull over on the road and cover your mouth.

"Hey! Motherfucker what is wrong with you?! I'm trying to help you and then I get this?! You want me to be arrested by the police because of your drama shouting?"

Hearing him shout suddenly made you pause and look at him, you tried to hold back your tears.

Billy sighed, "Tell me what's going on."

"And breathe." He said again placing his hand on your thigh. That's when he realized you were only wearing a black thigh-length dress. Like dressing for a party.

"I came to a party... Invited by a boy with freckles... Don't know his name..." Billy tried to listen carefully even though you were telling the story while choking on your tears.

"At the party I tried to blend in... But I couldn't blend in!" You exclaimed again and then groaned, crying because you remembered how bad you were for mingling with them.

Billy sighed tired of your attitude, "Such a crybaby." He said then gently stroked your thigh, "Tell me what's next."

You took a breath, "Then... A guy approached me, know that I'm Tina's sister, the fuck he tried to touch me," Hearing that, Billy's caressing at your thigh stopped, his face became flat, his anger was really real, burning but not because of you, but because of guy who tried to touch you, "Trying to sleep with me.. I'm a little scared but-"

"Did you fuck him?" Billy asked.

"What? No! No. Listen to me first." you whined. Billy was really tired of facing you, he rolled his eyes and nodded, "Go on."

"I pushed him away, and he screamed at me, he told me that my sister was a better whore than me."

"He's right.." Billy whispered but you could hear him, you frowned, "What?!"

"No. Nothing. Did I say something?"

Seeing that you are already sensitive makes him play stupid.

You forgot about it and continued your story, "I didn't like the way he said that about Tina. I slapped him right then and there. I didn't mean it, but it just happened, when I wanted to say sorry then he slapped me."

"What?" Billy exclaimed, you looked at him and nodded, looking from there Billy you answered, "I know right! He must have thought I was strong enough to withstand his slap and I appreciate that-"

"Fuck, Y/N. No time for your stupidity. He's fucking slapped you!"

Seeing Billy starting to feel angry made you remember confused, "Okay... I'm not finished yet."

"God, make this your final year thesis."

You widened your eyes, thanks to Billy's words you got a glimpse of your final assignment, "You're so clever!" You exclaimed then got up from your chair to kiss his cheek.

Billy was surprised by the electric touch you gave him, and so were you...

"Sorry, just to... Um, excited?"

He chuckled, "Keep telling your story, or I'll seriously lay into you."

That way you immediately retell it, "Then a girl appeared next to me and slapped me again. She said, you are messing with my boyfriend, you are messing with me." You mocked her tone.

"I'm really confused! If he has a girlfriend and she is his girlfriend why would she let her boyfriend tempt me to sleep with him? Then I told her, he tried to sleep with me and you still want to be his?"

You took a breath, "THEN SHE SLAPPED ME AGAIN RIGHT ON MY LEFT CHEEK AND-"

As much as Billy wanted to hear the rest of your story but he really had to stopped you, he immediately kissed you and grabbed your neck to deepen the kiss.

Where one of Billy's hands was around your neck then the other wandered around to find your waist, you held his cheeks with both of your hands.

His kiss wasn't too hot or rough... But gentle enough to make the butterflies in your stomach dance with joy.

You and Billy pulled each other to steal your breath, you laughed in amusement, he smiled, "Perhaps you've had a rough day, but I'm here to turn things around and make you feel good."

Billy's words made you smile, "Would you believe me if I said you were my first kiss?"

"Hell, nah."

You smiled, "Yeah. You're my first kiss, surprise. I'm a good kisser, right?" You said flipping your hair.

"Oh, save that for later, Miss. I still have lots of surprises for you from my delicious lips."

You clenched your jaw, "Shut up, I haven't even graduated yet, Billy." You said choking.

"I have to wait a year then?"

"If you patient enough," you replied, raising your eyebrows, he chuckled,

"Will you take me home?" You asked, he was determined, "With pleasure, My Lady." He kissed your forehead in return.

"Ah, and toss me a rundown of what this dude looks like, would ya?"

"What are you going to do with him?"

"Gonna teach this shit a lesson or two."

Author Note : My head's like about to explode... With school and everything, and my fanfic ideas are kinda stuck, sorry if I'm late updating the new story, Issea! Soooo, I'm gonna plan out making a masterlist first! Hope y'all been diggin' my stories so far! ♥ω♥

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Apologies that Billy Hargrove will never get:

"I'm sorry I left you behind" and "I'm sorry I didn't come back for you" (his mom)

"I'm sorry I hurt you" and "I'm sorry I made you feel worthless" (his dad)

"We're sorry we didn't see or care what was going on with you" and "We're sorry we didn't do anything to help you" (his teachers)

"I'm sorry I just stood by and watched" and "I'm sorry I looked the other way when you were hurt" (Susan)

"I'm sorry I got you in trouble with your dad" and "I'm sorry I didn't notice how he used me against you" (Max)

"I'm sorry I acted inappropriatly towards you" and "I'm sorry I treated you as a piece of meat when you're just a boy the same age as my daughter" (Mrs. Wheeler)

"I'm sorry I lied to you" and "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about everything that was going on" (Steve)

"We're sorry we only saw you as a monster when you were a victim" and "We're sorry we didn't try harder to save you" (the Party)

"I'm sorry you had to go through all of that" and "I'm sorry you didn't have anyone to turn to when you needed help" (me)

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Dacre Montgomery x Reader

WRONG POISON

Warning : drunk!reader, backstreet relationship :(, a lil bit angst... Cursing words, dacre being an asshole (maybe¿) I'll let you guys judge him

WC; 2,2k

#TALKISSA; like in the warning that you have a backstreet relationship, then you get drunk and take it all out on Dacre. I also suggest listening to the song "Let you break my heart Again" by Laufey! But I promise you a happy ending, don't worry! :D

It started with Dacre, who had a busy shooting schedule because of his ongoing project. But he can't spare any time for you.

You were at your house, waiting for him who said would visit you at 9 pm, but it was already 11 pm. You have prepared his favorite snacks, including chocolate which makes you always remember him. His no-show's got you feeling bummed, but what else is different? It was always like this and ended like this.

Every time this happens, you always go to the bar near your house—which could be said to be the bar you've always been a regular at.

Your friend is there, his name is George, he is a bartender who is definitely not a jerk like other bartenders who keep trying to harass you.

You came in your brown coat and wore black cuffs and black culottes, tied your hair in a messy bun,

When you got there you immediately took your seat, George had shown a friendly welcome when you arrived, you two did a little 'special high five' that only the two of you could do. You and George weren't that close but when it came to the bar you really were like old pal.

"As usual?" George asked as he wiped the glass with the rag he was holding.

You smiled weakly and nodded, "Always. Or give me your best shot."

"Got it, ma'am."

Going to the bar for you is not to have fun but to free your thoughts that are clumped on one side, which makes your head more dizzy than usual. And George's concoction of alcohol? Fantastic. You enjoyed every sip you took of the beer George gave you.

You're strong against alcohol, except right now you're feeling really dizzy and can't see properly.

Your cell phone rings, you see an incoming message from an unknown number,

It was from Robert, Dacre's envoy who he sent to watch over you while Dacre couldn't be by your side.

You chuckled when you saw his message which read,

"Mr. Montgomery doesn't like you being alone at the bar, and stop talking to the bartender."

You turned off your phone and put it in your bag, “He knows what.” You babbled then raised your hand to signal George to give you another toast.

But you never got that toast again since someone grabbed you, luckily you managed to pull your bag. The person was wearing a black hoodie, as if hiding his face from everyone.

You continued to smile and rolled your eyes, he took you to the side of the bar.

With him taking off his hoodie you already know who it is,

"Finally, you showed yourself?" You asked with a dazed smile, you hit your forehead so you could see clearly, because now your body is really swaying here and there if Dacre doesn't hold your hand.

Dacre didn't show any expression, he looked mad and you didn't care, he had to stop being selfish and had to know your feelings too, "You have to stop doing this."

You chuckled, "Doing this? What? Getting drunk without my precious little boyfriend?"

"Y/N." He warned, "You're drunk."

"Why? I can't get drunk? Bloody hell, once I'm drunk, I'm alone, always alone. Meanwhile, you? You're having fun laughing with your co-star, precisely girls who's in your arms."

You let go of his hand from yours, threw it away, and tried to hold back your tears as best as possible, "Can't you just think about my feelings for once?" You took a deep breath, "I'm tired. I'm tired Dacre, of this relationship. I feel like we don't even in a relationship."

Dacre took a deep breath, "I told you starting this was a consequence, right?"

You laughed in disbelief, "So you only see our relationship as a consequence? Are you fucking serious?"

"You agreed to hide this relationship, Y/N. You can't just get angry with me,"

"So you blame me?"

Dacre closed his eyes for a moment and sighed, "That's not—"

You raised your hand to stop him, "No, listen. Use your damn ears and listen up, or maybe, just maybe, try using that neglected heart of yours for once."

Dacre was silent, he had never heard you speak in a rude way like this.

"I love you, Dacre, you are the best thing," You took a breath, emphasizing the sentence you once again, "The best thing that ever happened in my life. When my world fell apart, when no one stayed in my life, not even my mother, father, and my family, but you. That's the reason I love you."

You still haven't let him speak again, "But now I realize, I was only focused on the reason I loved you and wanted to live with you. Do you even love me, Dacre? I don't remember the last time we said those words together. I can't remember when you were actually beside me, instead of sending that fucking Robert, you think sending someone will show that you love me?"

"No. That's a fucking no."

Without you realizing it, your face is already wet from your tears, this only makes you even more dizzy and you look at yourself in shadows.

"I don't want to talk to you."

Is this the end? The reason Dacre only kept silent is because he is trying to digest all the words that you are slowly spitting out, is that what you have been feeling all this time?

"Why didn't you tell me?" Dacre asked trying to hold you back but you threw his hand away,

"Like you even care enough to listen." Your reply showed a resigned smile.

You walked away from him but you couldn't help it, your head was really blowing up right now and your body was swaying, luckily Dacre was holding you, you groaned in pain,

“Did you drink vodka?” Dacre asked.

"I don't know, I drank whatever I could drink." You replied irritably while holding your forehead.

Vodka is one of the alcohols that you are allergic to, oh, how you hate it, you passed out there after letting out your smack? Unbelieveable.

You opened your eyes, groaning because you still felt the imprint pressing on your head, but you felt better,

You looked to your right where there was a framed photo of you and Dacre, you choked to yourself, "I don't even recall the last time we bothered coming here."

You and Dacre have an apartment which will later be a place where you spend time together, but unfortunately the apartment has not been lived in for a long time because of Dacre's schedule.

You looked at your clothes which had been changed into pajamas, it was clear that it was Dacre who brought you here,

You got out of bed and walked out of the room, smelling the smell of food coming from the kitchen. As much as you'd like to imagine that with that food you're still mad at him, I mean— super pissed.

You walked over to Dacre who was still busy cooking, "You up?" He asked to which you responded with a hum.

"Let's have breakfast first." he said.

Breakfast passed in silence, you weren't in the mood to talk, and you didn't want to talk to him anyway.

"Can we talk after breakfast?"

Ah, forget it, you really want to maintain this relationship, since the only one you have is the only one who chose to stay when your family just left you. It's him.

You tried to show your calm, you nodded and hummed again.

Not long after you finished eating, Dacre invited you to talk in the living room. He turned the TV volume down when he wanted to talk to you.

Seeing Dacre who still hasn't said a word makes you think of wild thoughts, "Do... Do you want to break up?" You asked breaking the silence.

Hearing that Dacre immediately looked at you and frowned in a surprised expression, "What? No! No, I don't want that."

You nod gracefully,

"Wait... Do you?" Dacre asked again after realizing your question, you looked at him and groaned, "Can't you just start talking?"

"Right, sorry."

Dacre moved closer to you, while you didn't move an inch, "Y/N, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being a selfish asshole who made those evil thoughts trick you, I'm sorry because all this time you kept your feelings alone because I didn't have time to talk. I'm wasting your affection. I'm aware of that, but I won't just let you go. I can't. I love you."

Your eyes met, Dacre had only been able to stare at his feet, but when he said those three precious words he dared to look at you, "So much. So fucking much. And, yes, I realize that sending Robert was the dumbest way I ever did. I ... Just felt— Fuck, I don't even know what I feel."

"You choose your world of acting or me?"

"What?" Dacre asked, his eyes widening,

You shook your head, you averted your gaze, "No, I'm kidding, I know how much you love that world, I know very well but Dacre, it's just... Too far. Our worlds are different. Where I'm the one who wants affection and a family, you want something different, I just feel like I'm holding you back."

"Are you saying it's over between us?" His question made you look at him, tears already forming in his eyes, as if he was trying to hold them back.

You chuckled in annoyance, you cupped his cheek with your hand and stroked it softly, "Don't cry."

"Yeah, but I already made you shed tears because of me, didn't I?"

You were silent at his question— Or more precisely, a statement that is truly the truth. Dacre holds your hand to keep it on his cheek,

"I love you, Y/N. Can you give me one more chance?"

You tried, tried to pull your hand back but he held it, "For what? For breaking my heart again?"

Finally he let go of your hand, so that your hand landed on your thigh again, "Dacre. I'm not saying that if we continue this relationship it won't work, I know it will work but it will take more effort than we have been doing so far. And if I'm being honest, I can't just let you go, I just can't."

Dacre grabbed your hand, “Please give me one more chance.”

His gaze is sparkling, your feelings are really confused about whether to give him another chance or not...

"Okay." He smiled widely, but you stopped him, "But—"

"What?"

You sighed, "Don't let me feel like I chose the wrong poison again?"

Dacre smiled and kissed your lips briefly, "You have the best poison in this world."

You chuckled and rolled your eyes,

"And I canceled my second project." Dacre said which made you clench your jaw, "What? Why? Dacre, don't let my words affect your career and desires, I know you really want that project."

"That project's gonna breeze through, here today, gone tomorrow. But you, you're the real deal, stickin' by my side, not just some fly-by-night thing."

You stifled your laugh, “Such a poetic guy.”

Dacre smiled, "Your beauty's like them dope poetry quotes, straight fire and unforgettable."

"Yeah?"

Dacre nodded.

You smiled, you kissed his cheek, "I'm sorry if what I said yesterday was too rude."

"Not as rude as I have treated you all this time."

As a small laugh escapes you, it draws him closer, prompting an impassioned kiss that speaks volumes of profound yearning. Without hesitation, you meet his fervor with your own.

"You're my ride or die, darling." Dacre said in between kisses, he was literally on top of you while you two were on the couch, you broke the kiss and smiled at him, "Oh yeah?"

Dacre nodded. You chuckled and pecked his nose, “You should meet George.”

Dacre rolled his eyes and threw himself into your arms, "No, I'm not interested in meeting that guy."

"Well, now you have to! He's just as much of a chocolate maniac as you, mixing alcohol with any chocolate that comes to his mind."

Your words made Dacre raise his head, he who had been on your chest was now looking at you, you put your hands on his back, "So wild."

You laughed, "Come on! You should try his concoction. He's a good pal."

Dacre dropped his head on your chest again, "If he's a good pal he knows you're allergic to Vodka."

You rolled your eyes, "We didn't get close enough to talk about each other's allergies."

"Whatever." Dacre replied.

You played with Dacre's hair, you remembered the night you asked Dacre to wear a Billy Hargrove wig so you could braid his hair, and he immediately fulfilled your request. In your relationship, there might be numerous shortcomings, especially considering the stark differences in your worlds, but these challenges cannot overshadow the deep compassion and love you share for each other.

"I promise I'll show you off to my close friends someday." He said in your arms.

"Introduce me to Joe." You replied to teasing him, he immediately raised his head again, he raised both eyebrows, "You've got this," He pointed his finger at himself, "And still aiming for that amazing hair?"

You chuckled at the nickname Dacre had come up with for Joe, "I love you."

"I love you deeper." Dacre said then kissed you one last time before he fell again in your arms.

Don't know how much you said those three words, but you really missed each other, and Dacre really enjoyed the day off from his pile of projects—even more so spending it with the love of his life.

Author Note : I really want to put a sad ending— but I can't!!! I really can't because my fantasies only end in happy endings and I hate myself for not wanting to try sad endings... What do you think? Should I try it?

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[glimmerlofsea]

Billy Hargrove x Reader

MASTERLIST

SHINING

Warning : Alcoholism, a little sexual harassment, just Billy being a really caring boyfieee :3333

WC; 3,1k

#TALKISSA; Basically I don't know what the plot is... but apparently, you guys are Steve Harrington's twinsiee. Contrary to Steve's personality, you guys are innocent, naive, and just really whine 24/7. Came to the party, the party didn't go well, Steve left, and Billy suddenly arrived out of nowhere.

Halloween is coming, but exams will never free the students of Hawkins to have fun. Today is the last day you take your exam—You hope to get perfect results according to your efforts to get good grades.

Different from Steve, who will only accept his exam results as they are, beside he wants to work straight away after graduating, not like you who wants to go to a good university where you can meet handsome guy and certainly not be sloppy like the guy in Hawkins.

Steve's personality with you is completely the opposite, even some students almost don't believe that you are Steve fucking Harrington's twin.

If Steve is a popular guy who has his own interest in attracting girls then you are 0% attractive. You don't care as much as Steve cares about his popularity. But that doesn't make Steve's affection for you change, he really loves you since when he was at home he felt like you were the only one who could accompany his loneliness. Likewise, vice versa with what you feel.

Your hair is always in the booth and you have bangs which are quite annoying to your eyes because you always have them twisted, but it's dumb that you still maintain your hairstyle. Steve told you several times to change your appearance so you could have a little fun in high school, but again and again you didn't care. You will just go through high school like the wind passes by.

Because of your innocence, people think you are just some kind of bookworm who is a study maniac, but no... They are all wrong.

You approached Steve who was already at his locker, your lockers were next to each other since Mrs. Johnson doesn't want the hassle of separating twins like you. And you love Mrs. Johnson because of it!

"How's your geography?" Steve asked you since the last subject of your test was geography.

You showed your cocky smile while flipping your hair back, making Steve groan in disgust because of your attitude,

"I bet I'll get more than a hundred—"

"Y/N!" You heard a girl who's calling your name, when you looked back you saw Tina running towards you while handing you a piece of paper, "Here, these are the results of your test, Mr. Phil said he was too lazy to check all yours so here are the results."

You smiled and grabbed the paper that Tina gave you, it had a big "0" written all over the paper in red ink. Steve held back his laughter and patted your back, because you felt he was underestimating you, you hit his stomach hard. Everyone has gotten used to it since then, it's like love-language between your relationship.

You coughed through your whimper, “Can a teacher do that?”

Tina shrugged her shoulders, she patted your shoulder, "Girl, your life is not for value all the time. If you keep trying and the results remain the same then it's a sign that you have to move on."

"Move on to what?" You asked sadly.

Tina showed a sly smile, she was a popular girl in Hawkins, different from the boys who had to bully to be popular—Tina didn't do that, yes maybe she just judged some people's clothes but not too much. That's what makes you like her and want to talk to her more.

She handed you two pieces of paper, you saw the words Halloween party at Tina's house which will take place in a few weeks.

"One for you and your brother." Tina said then winked at you. You smiled and said a simple 'thank you' before she left, not forgetting Steve who also said thank you.

You handed one paper to Steve, Steve ruffled your hair, "Cheer up, lil sissy."

You kept whining and tapping the back of your head repeatedly on the locker, "I'm not pretty, I'm not popular, I'm not good at anything."

With that Steve cupped your face, "Who said that?"

You showed your stupid face, "Um... Me?"

"Oh, God, I almost hit someone. If only a bunch of Billy Hargrove's gang said that I would really..." Steve explained as he showed the lump of his hand, his words were stopped by him telling you to look at the lump in his hand, as if to tell you that you should know that anyone who dares to mock you will get a gift from him.

You chuckled, “But who is Billy Hargrove?”

Steve's eyes widened, he threw his hands in the air again, "You don't know him? Good. That little shit always thinks everyone knows him."

Steve grabbed both of your shoulders, "Y/N. Never, like, ever find out about him or be curious about him, okay? Capisce?"

Before you could answer a voice joined your conversation, "I heard you mentioning my name, Harrington. Are you digging my vibe yet?"

You turned your body so that your body was leaning against the locker behind you, while Steve came face to face with the charming guy with curly hair.

Their gazes were intense, but the charming guy looked at you, making you smile awkwardly,

"I didn't see you there, Princess." He said leaning his arm on your side, did he just flirting with you in front of your brother?

"Get your hands off, Hargrove." Steve said.

You formed an O in your mouth, "Oh! So you're the Billy Hargrove?"

The charming guy— Or the one who now has a name, Billy Hargrove, showed his cocky smile, "The one and only." He said then took your hand for him to kiss right on the back of your hand.

You flinched so you just laughed awkwardly, "Super groovy, man. Like, totally friendly— Got it." You stammered your words while nodding.

Steve pushed Billy away and grabbed his collar, you widened your eyes trying to pull Steve away, while Billy raised his hands in the air, "Pretty brave, huh, Harrington?"

"Back off, or even step off from her."

You grabbed Steve's shoulder, "Steve, come on." You panicked because you saw Mrs. Joan, who was patrolling the corridors, was known as a killer teacher since rumors spread that she skinned her husband when she found out he was flirting with another woman. Just imagining it makes you shudder but on the one hand you don't believe the rumors.

Meanwhile, Billy showed his smile even more, showing his perfect row of teeth while licking his lips with his tongue— which made Steve's emotions even hotter, he touched you and Steve already hated him because of his presence.

Before Steve could land a blow on Billy you stopped him by hitting him on the head with your bag, making him groan and look at you, "What the fuck, Y/N?"

You don't look at him but in another direction while showing an awkward smile, "Hello, Mrs. Joan. No worries here. My brother and his buddy are just testing out the newest hoops moves." You looked at the two of them, "Right?"

When Steve frowned and was surprised at you— Billy just chuckled at your ridiculous behavior. You're interesting. For him.

Mrs. Joan couldn't stop staring at the three of you as she narrowed her eyes, you hit Steve's hand to signal him to say something, "Ah, yes, Mrs. Joan. You know, the tournament is approaching and Billy and I are just trying out new moves. Witnessed by my sister who was the jury."

Mrs. Joan didn't say anything and just walked past you, which meant you were completely safe.

You groaned and cursed Steve's name, "Don't you ever do that again! I've been blacklisted by her because I accidentally threw my book at her."

"Why did you throw it anyway?!" Steve snapped but not in an angry tone but surprised.

You shrugged your shoulders, "I had a nightmare, I saw Montley almost kissing me then woke up and was already throwing a book at Mrs. Joan."

Steve just shook his head while you heard Billy chuckle, Steve was about to walk towards him but Nancy called him, "Wait in the car park, understand?" Steve ordered which made you nod.

"And you," Steve said looking at Billy, "Don't you ever talk to her again."

"Yes, sir." Billy mocked which made you chuckle.

Steve immediately went over to Nancy, you gave him an awkward smile before leaving Billy in front of your locker, but his voice almost echoed throughout the corridor, "Wait."

You turned and raised your eyebrows, "I know you're Harrington, but can we get reacquainted?"

You chuckled as you hugged the book tightly in your hand, "I'm Y/N."

"And I'm Billy Hargrove." His reply showed a smile.

"I bet you don't want to get in trouble with my brother, so goodbye, Billy."

Who said he didn't want to get into trouble with Steve? The day after that he continued to approach you without Steve knowing, starting from him saying he could teach you Geography or sharing weird experiences during class. And the strange thing is that you fell for his bait, you were caught with him more and more often when Steve wasn't in the same class as you.

And today is the long awaited Halloween party, you want to go, but you are hesitant. You don't know how to party— Hell, you've never even been to a party.

"I never go to parties, Steve!" You whined at him when he was actually wearing a costume for his party.

"You did!"

You raised your eyebrows, "What party?"

"Birthday party?"

You tightened your jaw and threw your pillow at him, "That's not the same thing, dumbass! Don't make me angry and cry at the same time."

Steve put himself next to you, "Come on, Y/N! How about the dress I bought you last year?"

"Carrie White dress?" Steve nodded, "Listen, if you don't want to show your face you can soak the dress in fake red blood, how about that?"

You threw another pillow at Steve, "Are you out of your mind?" You toss your hair, "I'll show them this shining face."

Steve chuckled, "That's my girl."

You groaned in disgust and made an ugly face, "Ewh, change that 'girl'." Steve just chuckled.

Not long after you two left the house to go to the party, Steve picked up Nancy. Nancy praised you for your appearance, and you were also impressed by Nancy's appearance which looked more innocent than your costume.

You wore a peach colored dress that Steve bought you last year, decorated with a crown accessory in your hair.

When you arrived at the party you felt like it was really wrong to wear a leg-length dress, Steve and you went your separate ways.

12:00 A.M Steve says you should be in the car after the party.

Along the path you walked to Tina's house, you kept lifting your dress so that people wouldn't tripped over it.

For those of you who have never been to a party, you think the party is too boring, just follow along with rock music which is not your taste and the sound of the Hawkins High School students fondling which makes you groaned in disgust.

You found your way to the park in Tina's backyard, that's where you heard lots of cheers and people surrounding someone. You weren't interested so you went back inside.

Seeing lots of girls holding small red cups made you wonder what was in them, you let go of your dress in your hands and approached one of the girls, "Excuse me, what is that?" You said a little shouting because the music was too loud.

The girl who seemed drunk just smiled stupidly at you, "You're Carrie White!" You just smiled and nodded, "Let me pour some blood on your dress so you can be a real prom queen."

Thinking it was a good idea you nodded in agreement, but to your surprise she brought a group of her girls to spill the drink all over you too. Makes you close your eyes when they freely spill the drink. You didn't feel angry, but just a little oppressed... But it was your fault that you agreed with the girl's idea.

After that you saw a red cup on the kitchen counter, you grabbed it and drank it since you were curious about the taste, plus you had never tried alcohol before. Yes, you did, but that was a long time ago.

After trying it, it feels like something stinging and irritating in your body, you try to shake your head to wake yourself up, someone appears in front of you, it's Montley, "Dude, did you drink the drink here?" His voice seemed like a ghost in your ears, you just laughed and nodded.

You raised the red cup in the air and started shouting, "LET'S PARTY FOREVER, FELLAS!"

You heard Montley cursing, then his friend came over, "Did she just swallow that drink?" Jake asked, Montley nodded.

"Shit. We're going to get beat up by Harrington. Montley, there's cocaine in that cup—"

Montley immediately covered Jake's mouth and stomped his foot, "If you close your mouth then that won't happen."

While you definitely felt happy at this party, you had never felt this happy! You turned to Montley, "Can I have some more?"

Montley shook his head and took the cup from you forcefully, making you purse your lips, but he didn't say anything and just left in front of you with his friends.

You started walking into the living room to party with the others, you really felt excited,

“What's in that drink?” You asked yourself as you danced, you smiled like a fool, "I want more."

You walked over to the place where there was a sack of the drink in a bowl. You rested your hands on the table, “One please.” You said to the guy guarding the place.

"Well, well, well, look who's here." You heard a guy make a sound.

You turned your head and saw Jason who was standing in front of you, he always made fun of you when you were in first year, you narrowed your eyes, "What do you want?"

"You look good in that dress." He said and walked closer to you, "But it would be better if you took it off." He replied then you felt a hand on your butt. You slapped him straight away,

Your slap voice was very loud, making several people there turn their attention towards you, "Get your hands off me."

Jason chuckled, feeling himself humbled by you, he gripped your wrist tightly making you wince, "You don't look good. I'll make you feel good."

He grabbed your waist and took you away from there, but you pushed him away as soon as you reached Tina's backyard, "Just leave me alone."

Jason had run out of patience, he wanted to grab you again but someone pulled you to stand behind him, that's where you saw a guy in a black jacket standing with his back to you, it was Billy.

"What's your problem, man?" Jason asked with concern.

"Don't you realize that just touching her is my problem?" Billy replied while licking his lips.

Jason laughed at his disbelief, "Why don't you focus on your own mess?" Jason wanted to grab you again but you didn't let him and latched onto Billy's large hand, you pointed at Jason, “He's a bad guy!” Your babbling without full awareness.

"Did he hurt you?" Billy asked you, making you look up and shake your head, "But he touched my ass!"

Billy clucking in annoyance and turned his gaze towards Jason, "Is that so?" he asked Jason.

Now Jason was the one clucking, "Fine, she's yours, bro."

Jason was about to leave but Billy held him back and broke his hand making Jason scream in pain, "You can't just leave, there's gotta be a lesson in this, right?"

"Let's go, Billy!" You exclaimed while clapping your hands at his action.

Billy let go of Jason and threw him far into the wet grass, he turned towards you, you gave him a thumbs up but he ignored it,

"Let me see your eyes." He said then opened your eyes, making you look at him with those innocent eyes. Your pupils dilated, Billy knew that was one of the effects of cocaine.

"Fucking Montley." Billy cursed, he removed his hands from your eyes,

You wonder, "What's wrong with him?"

"I heard he accidentally put a cup full of cocaine and water and a girl drank it. And he mentioned being afraid of getting beat up by Harrington and stuff like that."

You held your throat, “Did I swallow cocaine?” You asked in a sad tone.

"I think so. Come on, let's go to my car, let's freshen yourself up." Billy asked then took your hand.

You didn't move immediately, "I want Steve."

"Princess, it's a shame that your brother left because of his romantic problems. Just come with me, okay? I'll take you home, I promise."

You whine, "My throat hurts, I'm scared, it feels like I'm hallucinating, I don't know what I'm feeling— What's wrong with meeee?"

"That must be the effect." Billy muttered, not long after he carried you.

"Stay awake, okay?" Billy said to you who had rested your head on his chest.

He wasn't wearing any clothes, just a jacket, making you trace his body with your fingers, making Billy feel goosebumps all over his body, but he knew that this was just another version of you. Not the real you.

Billy noticed the small crown in your hair, he chuckled to himself, the nickname 'Princess' was really made for you.

Even with wet hair and a dress that has red stains on it, you are still charming and shining.

Several girls whispered when they saw Billy take you to his car, some of them were jealous, but also amazed that you, who have always been an 'innocent girl', knew how to charm a boy from far away California.

As soon as you got to Billy's car he put you in the passenger seat, he gave you water which you immediately drank until it was finished. You want cocaine or other types of drugs to disappear from you immediately.

You whined in Billy's car, "I haven't achieved anything. And I've tasted cocaine or whatever that is."

Billy chuckled, he tucked your hair behind your ear, "It'll be fine. I don't think you've swallowed too much since the effects only last a few moments. Just if there's something weird, tell me or your shit brother right away, okay?"

You nod, “Thanks for helping me from that creepy Jason and this.”

Billy smiled,

You got up from your passenger seat to lean over so you could give him a quick kiss on his cheek.

As soon as you wanted to return to your original position he held you and pulled you into a soft and slow kiss, which at least made you calmer in that situation. And it really has an effect. You hoped Steve wouldn't find out about this. About cocaine, or unexpected kisses— And your first kiss was Billy fucking Hargrove. Billy thinks that you really are a girl full of surprises.

Author Note : I DON'T KNOW, this is suckss, but I really loooveeee it! ;D

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[glimmerlofsea]

Jason Scott x Reader

RANGER WHAT?

PT. 1.

Warning : Fightinggg

WC; 3,5k

#TALKISSA; This part two of 'Ranger What'!

Jason explain it to you all the parts and every detail. That Jason and his friends are the Power Rangers, heroes of Angel Grove— well, your brain can still accept it. But not when he started mentioning that you were the next Ranger, the Lost Ranger, the White Ranger with their instinct abilities, and other nonsensical things.

You sat on a chair in the empty room, Jason sat next to you,

"...And we purposely arranged the tour to come to this museum, because we just found out that our last coin was here, Y/N. And it called you, didn't it? That means you are-"

"A Ranger, yes I know." You replied, cutting him off, still trying to digest what he said.

Your gaze was locked on the floor, Jason said being a Ranger required great sacrifice, even if you guys had to die you had to be ready- but you couldn't. Never will.

"Jason." You turned to him, "I have a family, Jeremy is not old enough to be able to take care of my father who is getting older, if I do this and what if I die? What if I fall? I'm not a soldier. I'm just a girl-"

"Hey, hey."

You stop what you're talking about,

"I won't let that happen. We won't let that happen."

He held your hand, holding it tightly, "We take care, we protect each other because that is our principle."

You controlled your breath, "I can't. I still can't."

"The coin chose you, Y/N. It has to be you. Somehow, the coin believes that you are the right choice for it." Kimberly said which made you looking at her.

You could feel Jason releasing his grip, "How about we get reacquainted first?"

"Y/N. I'm Jason Scott, The Red Ranger."

"Kimberly Hart. Kim, The Pink Ranger."

"Billy Cranston. The Blue Ranger."

"Zack Taylor, The Black Ranger."

"Trini Kwan. The Yellow Ranger."

You look at the girl named Trini, she looked petite and very beautiful, she looked like she had Latin blood.

"I love yellow." You said while smiling slightly looking at her, she smiled, "Thank you."

"Your turn, Y/N." Jason said.

You nodded and looked at them all, "Y/N Y/L/N."

They all seemed to be waiting for you to say what color Ranger you got, you smiled awkwardly and shook your head, "No. That's not gonna happen and I won't say it."

"You're still in denial, I get it, Y/N. But the coin chose you. There's nothing we can do about that, and we can't just change it." Trini said walking towards you.

You took a breath.

And here you are, trying to accept the fact that you were one of them, the heroes of Angel Grove.

You and the others are walking towards a mine that is still under construction.

Trini and Kim were seen early in front, Billy and Zack chatted and joked, you walked alone behind. Your mind is not in sync with your body, as if someone is taking over your body.

You felt your feet slipping, until finally a hand grabbed yours,

You widened your eyes with what just happened, you could have died.

"Careful, White." Jason said smiling, you faked a smile, "Yeah, thank you, Red." He chuckled at your reply.

He matched his footsteps with yours, "Jason,"

He cleared his throat, you opened your mouth, "The huge sacrifice that a ranger requires... Have you ever done it? I mean- on the verge of death and so on?"

He smiled, "No. You know, the last time Angel Grove was under siege by evil—like huge gold-plated monsters was a few months ago, so that's when me and the others were really fighting for our lives."

You nodded and took a breath, "Hey," he said which made you look at him, "I know maybe you're nervous, feel weird, scared, and so on, believe me, I was like that too when I first experienced it. But, Y /N, everything will be fine. We'll just take you to Zordon and you'll take a little training."

You nod again,

"Guys, we have reached the edge of the cliff. Do you want to jump first or jump straight into the water?"

You heard Zack screaming. Slowly you advanced your steps— and saw how high it was to reach the surface of the water. You didn't know the Angel Grove mine had this.

"Forget it, I'll go straight into the water." Zack said, he looked at you and waved his hand, "See you, odd girl."

He immediately dropped to the surface there, you swallowed your thirst, Billy followed Zack, Trini grabbed your shoulder before she caught up with Billy and Zack, Kim approached you, "Don't worry, we won't die." She smiled and jumped.

You just stay silent, it was just you and Jason left up there. You looked at Jason who smiled at you, “Jump together?”

"I would love to do that."

Jason took your hand to hold it, "Ready?" You nodded.

You can't explain the situation, but when you jump you scream as loud as you can and it feels like you're in the air for a long time, like you're moving in slow motion, you know?

Once you reach the surface of the air, you close your nose to not let air in.

You floated in the air and saw Zack, Kim, Trini, Billy, and Jason looking at you. You rubbed your face so the air on your face wouldn't interfere with your vision, feeling strange that they were all staring at you, you let out a voice, "What?"

"You are the brightest." Billy said.

You were confused, but after seeing their bodies glow according to the color they had, you looked at your own body which was surrounded by white light. You let out a smile, happy to see the radiation of the light you had.

"Okay. Without further ado, let's go to Zordon?" Kim said a little hesitantly.

You nod, they start to dive back down, you follow them, and suddenly in your blurred vision in the water you see them slowly disappear as they touch the reflection of the water. Only yourself is left in the water, you are out of breath, for now you won't ask too many questions, you follow them.

Touch the reflection and everything is upside down, you fall due to gravity. Luckily you didn't fall right to the bottom of the rock, you groaned and then realized you were on top of someone, you widened your eyes when you realized you were on top of Jason, your hair was still wet, dripping onto Jason's shirt.

"Hello there," he said with a sly smile, you stiffened and immediately smiled awkwardly, maybe you could say you were a little comfortable with that position...?

You heard Billy clear his throat, you immediately got up and stood up straight, "Sorry,"

"No problem." Jason smiled back, he also aroused himself like you.

You shook the dirt off your clothes, that's when you realized that you were in a cave.

"Come on," said Trini.

You follow them, and are amazed by what you see, a large ship hiding in the cave. Long story short, they take you on the ship,

"Zordon! Zordon! Zordon! She's here! The white ranger is here!"

You hear a shrill voice shout. That's when you see robot prototypes walking around. You were so confused that you put on your stupid face, you heard Jason chuckle, “Come here.”

You follow Jason, "That's Alpha 5. Weird I know, but can we say he's like our mentor's assistant?"

You nod.

You are taken to a room that could be said to be the heart of this ship,

"Y/N Y/L/N. White ranger. Welcome back."

You were speechless... What really spoke to you was just a face, "Oh my fucking god." you whispered.

You heard the face chuckle, "I know it's weird, as do the rest of your friends when they set foot here. And I'm so glad our missing Ranger is back. It was nice meeting you, Y/N."

You smiled awkwardly, "Nice to meet you too, Zordon?" Your tone sounds unsure.

"I'm sure Jason has explained everything to you?" Zordon asked, you nodded, “Then today we will try to get you to morph into your costume, understand?” You nodded your head a second time.

"And how?"

You are taken to another cave on the ship, but Zordon's voice can still be heard.

"Actually, our previous enemy has fallen... And I'm not sure I would use a hologram of our old enemy. So, Y/N, you will fight your friend." Alpha 5 said, at first you were confused, “What?”

Until you see the 5 Angel Grove heroes in their costumes, you chuckle in disbelief, "I won't fight them in those costumes, right?" You looked at Alpha 5, he didn't say anything back, "I wish you a good luck, Y/N."

You looked back at those who were really ready to fight you, "Great. I'm fucking dying."

You prepare your moves, you actually don't know how to actually fight, it's only because you often watch several movies that you know some of the moves you have to use when fighting.

The blue one stepped forward— Billy came forward to fight you, his movements were very fast, he threw a punch but you quickly dodged and kicked him, your legs were in pain from the attack of the silver plated costume, "Damn it!"

Not long after, Trini and Kimberly came forward, Trini managed to land a punch on your face while Kim aimed for your stomach, you felt cramps all over your body, you tried to fight it, slowly you twisted your leg so that Trini suddenly fell, when Kim's attention was distracted by Trini, you punched her in the face which was visible through her mask.

You felt blood flowing from your nose, you saw Zack who was advancing his steps, you immediately wiped your blood, he pushed you until you were cornered on the rocks of the cave, you hit his back using your elbow, you thought you were starting to get used to the presence of this coin on you. You feel.. Stronger.

You kicked Zack's genitals with your knee, cliche but successful enough to send Zack sprawling on the floor. You immediately chuckled at him.

No sooner had you seen Jason standing side by side with Kim, as if they were ready to fight you, again, than you groaned, “Ugh.”

Kim goes forward and throws all the punches she can, you grab her hand and twist it so she groans, you immobilize her on the surface and push her far away.

You looked at Jason who was taking off his mask, he smiled, "You're getting used to it, aren't you?"

You smiled and he put his mask back on, "Take it easy on me, Red." You said before your fight started.

Your fight with Jason didn't require what you went through with all of them, he didn't hesitate to throw punches, kicks and whatever he had to paralyze you. You threw your fists, but he grabbed your hands and lifted you onto his shoulders then pushed you back, making you groan, you took the opportunity to wrap your legs around his neck.

"Sorry." You said before hitting him on the head again with your elbow, making him lose his balance and the two of you just fell.

"It's so tense here!" shouted Alpha 5.

As you fell together, Jason and you looked at each other before you were completely pressed against him, he was on top of you, holding your hand with both of his. Your breathing is irregular, you try to control your breath.

He took off his mask and showed a sly smile, "Am I 'take it easy on you', White?"

You smiled, “Sure you are.”

You heard a lot of fake coughs, as did Jason, you immediately stood up, you were amazed to see that their costumes had completely changed to how they were before.

You sigh, "So what? I don't see me 'morphing'?"

Trini looked at Kim, then Kim looked at you, "If this doesn't work, then we'll do something else."

"Oh, please, don't fight anymore. My body hurts so bad." You whined.

Jason chuckled, "No, we won't. Come on."

You follow them, they take you to the edge of the mine which is not far from Zack's residence, he said. You sat around the campfire, you sat between Zack and Jason.

You took off your leather jacket to reveal yourself wearing only a white tank top, you looked behind your shoulder which had many wounds, you thought that during the fight you accidentally rubbed against a rock.

"So what are we going to do? I don't think I have much time because my dad will be worried and I really need to treat this." Your words ended by pointing to several wounds on your face.

Zack chuckled, "You pretty much beat us there, Y/N. I mean... You're cool because you can fight us in costume."

You smiled, "Thank you. And I'm sorry for kicking your dick."

Zack was seen feeling embarrassed while the others laughed. You brought out your sly smile.

“Did you learn martial arts, Y/N?” Trini asked, you shook your head, “I watched a lot of movies, plus this coin's ability, I think I became more… I don't know, stronger?”

Trini smiled and nodded.

“So, the first thing we do when we can't change is open up to each other, Y/N.” Kim said.

You nod your head, “Okay, then my assignment is open to you all?” You looked at everything slowly, until your gaze stopped on Jason who nodded.

You don't mind sharing your story, "Okay.. I'm Y/N Y/L/N, a new kid from a town far from here. I live with my dad and my little brother, Jeremy, who really likes you guys. I mean, really. Like a maniac. And you have a lot of that maniacs, Scott." You said looking at Jason, the others groaned making Jason chuckle shyly.

You smile.

"Where is your mom?" Billy asked, your smile faded, things got quiet, Zack slapped Billy lightly on the chest, "Dude."

Billy, who looked confused, showed his flat face, "What?"

You smiled, "It's okay. Actually I don't know. And I never want to know. She was rude. To me, to my father, and before she managed to touch Jere, my father decided to move first leaving my mother. And I'm glad he did it."

"She was not only physically abusive... But mentally, she often cursed me with obscene words, such as being called a odd girl, a worthless girl, kind of a bitch, and other insults."

Recalling all those bad memories made you stare straight at the fire and felt warm drops of water fall from your face, you felt someone gently caress your back—and without you looking you knew it was Jason.

You blinked a few times and tried to smile, “That's all I think?”

“I'm sorry, Y/N.” Kim said followed by nods from Billy and Trini.

You smiled, "No need, Kim. But thanks."

"Okay... And as I remember the last time we morphing there must have been a sacrifice?" Zack asked.

You looked at him quickly, your whole face tensing up, Zack chuckled, "No, I'm kidding. It's just because of that creepy witch, Rita."

You breathed a sigh of relief.

At first Zack chuckled, but his smile disappeared again when he looked at you, again and again you were confused, they all looked at you, "What?"

You looked at Jason who smiled in awe, "You did morphing."

You look at your own body in a white costume... You did it! Whatever the term, you morphed!

But it's strange that you don't wear a mask like them...

“But why isn't she wearing a mask?” Billy asks which one is confusing you.

“Take her to Zordon, perhaps?” Trini suggested.

"Good job, Y/N. I didn't expect you to change so quickly." Zordon said to you.

"Thank you. But do you have a reason why I'm not wearing a mask?"

"Oh! Of course. Don't panic, the White Ranger doesn't have a mask because its ability is specifically for physical contact. If you want to use your contact ability, you need eyes to see clearly without a mask."

Ah, that makes sense.

"So cool! Can I be white?!" Zack exclaimed while laughing.

"No." Zordon answered, making you laugh a little.

"However, Y/N. Promise me, all of us, to use your abilities only for good, only for Ranger purposes, and no evil."

You nodded your head, “Thank you for entrusting this coin to me.”

You could see Zordon smile, "You're the one who deserves it, kid. Wear it well."

After that you separated from Trini, Kim, Zack, and Billy. Jason offered to take you home since he was the one who caused all this. If I'm not mistaken, you only got home at 2 in the morning.

The streets were very quiet, Angel Grove was very quiet, only Jason and your footsteps could be heard.

Until you were in front of your house, "This is where we have to part ways." You said with a smile.

He smiled, "It's a shame I still want to spend time with you."

You chuckled, "Thank you. Thank you for promising me and believing in me, Jace."

He chuckled, "Jace? I love that. And also, anytime, Y/N. And everything I said on the bus, it's true, I watch you a lot in class."

You stepped forward and kissed his cheek, then stood up again, “Goodnight.”

Before you heard his answer, you went straight into your house, usually your father would turn on the lights if you weren't home yet, but not this time. Something is wrong and you don't like it.

You open your door... The door is unlocked.

You felt something was wrong, because you felt Jason was still there you screamed his name, "Jason!"

You see your house is completely a mess. Your family photo frame is broken, scattered on the floor,

"What's wrong?!" Jason exclaimed.

You didn't answer him, your breath was already short, you were afraid, you were afraid that the consequences you got as a Ranger would be passed on to your father, and what was worse... to Jeremy.

You took your steps towards Jeremy's room, "Jere?!" Your voice trembled, but there was no answer at all.

The room is no less messy than your living room... What actually happened?

You sobbed, you put one hand on your waist while the other hand you held tightly to your hair, Jason noticed that and held your hand gently so as not to hurt yourself, "Hey. Hey, breathe."

You cried uncontrollably, "What happened? Where are my father and brother, Jason?"

He pulled you into his arms, gently stroking your back, "Sshh. It's okay. We'll figure it out together, okay?"

You cried into his chest. Now the house that was once filled with your father's laughter and Jeremy's jokes has dimmed, even the light that illuminated your own father no longer appears in the house. Where are they? What really happened? You don't like this.

Author Note : I apologize profusely if there are any typos because I originally wrote this from a first point of view... Hihi. I really hope you enjoy it, issea! and I'm really bad at writing fights...

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Jason Scott x Reader

RANGER WHAT?

PT. 2.

Warning : Nothing, don't worry! ;D

WC; 1,3k

#TALKISSA; Have you ever come across Jason Scott (Dacre Montgomery ver) fanfic? I made it a few months ago! Hope you like it!

"I'm leaving." You said to your father who was still lying on the sofa munching on his snack.

“Wait, Y/N.” he says.

He walked over to you and straightened your clothes.

"Perfect."

You smile, your father is not a bad person, he is the best father figure in this world. Your mother is abusive, always beats you if you don't achieve the target grades she wants. And you hate her. You wanted to be stuck in Angel Grove with your Dad forever.

“So… How long will this tourism last?” Ask your father.

You chuckled, "Why? Missed me already?"

Your father nodded and hugged you, "My little Y/N, you are the only one I have, and I am so proud to have you, my little angel. Please keep yourself safe, and be happy with your friends."

'Friends' the word always makes you laugh a little, your father thinks you have lots of friends at school- you say you do, but in reality you don't have any of them. You're just considered Y/N a new refugee, Y/N old-fashioned, and so on.

You're called old fashioned because you don't know what happened in Angel Grove before, they said they had some kind of 'super hero' to protect them. And your little brother, Jeremy really likes one of them.

You chuckled at your father's words, he let go of his hug, "You too, be safe with Jeremy, okay?"

Your father nodded,

You adjusted your backpack for tourism, "I love you, Dad. See you!"

"Be careful! I love you more!"

And here you are.

Being on the bus for school tourism, as usual, you are always alone. You use earphones to get lost in your own thoughts.

Until you feel someone land beside you,

He smiled at you and stretched out his hand,

You took off your earphones and just stared at his hands, there's no way 'Jason Scott', who is famous at school, asked you to get to know him, right?

He shook his hand again, "Are you going to ignore my outstretched hand?"

You chuckled, "Oh! Sorry," You raised your hand to shake his.

"Jason. Jason Scott."

You nodded, “Yeah. I know."

"I'm-"

"Y/N Y/L/N." He cuts you off.

You frowned, “How do you know my name?”

He chuckled, “I quite noticed you in art class, Y/N.”

You smiled, “Okay then, nice to meet you, Jason.”

“You too, Y/N.”

"Why are these girls' 'dream boy' sitting next to me?" you asked with a face full of curiosity.

He made a thoughtful face, "I don't know, separated from my flock?"

You chuckle at his answer,

“I would love to get to know you better, Y/N.”

You smiled, touched by his words.

“So… You moved to Angel Grove not long ago?” He asked while munching on his snack.

He offered it to you but you shook your head and smiled kindly at his offer,

"Um.. Yes."

"What do you think of Angel Grove?"

You narrowing your eyes, "You sound like you're interrogating me, you know?"

You continued your conversation, "I don't really blend in here, I mean after the Angel Grove heroes are good enough, my father doesn't need to worry about my safety."

“Multicolored heroes?” he asked.

You nod.

"Who's your favorite?"

You showed your thinking face, "Um..."

He looked very curious—which you thought was a very cute expression.

You shrugged your shoulders, "It doesn't look like there is. You know, maybe you can ask my little brother who is really that heroes maniac... He really likes red!" You exclaim happily.

He chuckled showing his perfect teeth, "Yeah, I can't blame your little brother, the red one sure eats."

"But seriously, I wonder who your favorite is." He says.

You looked at him and raised an eyebrow, not expecting the topic of conversation with your new friend to be about the heroes of Angel Grove.

"I'd say Yellow."

"Why?" He asked, looking disappointed, his lips slowly pursed.

You chuckled, “Oh, God, why are you pouting?”

He adjusted his lips, "No, I'm not."

You just smiled, "I said yellow because it looks like Bumblebee? Maybe. And I love Bumblebee."

He nodded his head, "I destroyed him once." It's definitely a whisper you can hear.

You frowned, “What?”

"Nothing, nothing."

You just chuckled.

Not long after you arrived at your destination, all the students walked in droves, jostling until you were pushed here and there almost losing your balance, but luckily someone was holding you up— Jason.

You smiled and rebalanced your body, "Thank you."

He smiled.

Mrs. Norei as your tour guide explains several ancient artifacts that once fell in Angel Grove, you see them all and they all look very unique and beautiful.

Until you heard someone call you, "Y/N..."

You looked to the side, there was a room that led to another part of the museum, you didn't pay attention to it and continued listening to Mrs. Norei. Until another voice was heard, "Y/N!"

This time it was louder and more powerful, you decided to turn around again in the same direction, because you felt like no one really cared about you, you approached the source of the sound.

There you see a white coin lying on the floor.

You looked around and realized there was a security guard there, your intention was to take the coin and give it to the security guard— but your intention was not fulfilled. After you took the coin, suddenly someone pushed you into a dark room.

You panicked, “HELP-”

Someone covered your mouth with a hand, suddenly the lights came on, you saw Jason standing in front of you—fucking shit you didn't think he was a pervert. You feel a little sad.

You were about to kick his feet with your foot, but he held your foot, he removed his hand from your mouth,

Your temper flared, “YOU PERVERT-”

“Hey, Y/N.”

Someone calls your name, you turn around and see 4 people standing in a row near an empty cupboard.

You know two of them, Kimberly and Billy.

You looked at Jason, “I'm sorry, Y/N.” He said, you turned your gaze again to Kimberly and Billy, you knew you were going to get bullied- because from there you started getting bullied by the popular girls at school. Pulled into an empty room and verbally abused.

You took a deep breath, you took out the coins you were holding, "Listen, I'm sick of being bullied and if you guys want to take these coins, go ahead."

The tall Asian guy chuckled, "Odd girl."

Your memory comes back to play, where your mother beat you and said that you were some kind of bitch, odd girl, unlucky, idiot, and other inappropriate words.

You clenched your jaw and stepped forward, grabbing the collar of the boy's shirt and pushing him against the side of the cupboard until the item on top of the cupboard fell.

"You know, maybe I'm easy to get bully but I won't stay silent if I'm stepped on by a guy who doesn't know how to treat a girl, and you're one of them, aren't you?"

"Zack?"

You were surprised, and so was he, “You know my name.” He said while chuckling.

You let go of your grip, "I know your name." You whispered repeating his words with a panicked expression.

You heard Jason speak, “Zordon said that the White Ranger have the ability to have strong skills when it comes to tactile contact.”

You frowned, "What? White Rander? What?"

"What is going on?" you asked, fear spreading through your body.

Kimberly approached you and grabbed both of your shoulders, “Calm down. Girl, you're a ranger.”

You chuckled softly, "What?"

A Power Rangers? Like the hero your brother dreams of? Oh my God, what is this, what is actually happening. At least that's what you think.

"Jason, should we show her?" Billy asked.

"No. Don't. Let me talk to her first."

Your life is already considered abnormal, and this shit is happening. What could be even weirder?

Author Note : Since this is my old writing on Wattpad which hasn't been posted yet, I apologize if there are any typos or mistakes. There's a part two if you're interested... Hihi, see you, issea!

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Billy Hargrove x Reader

MASTERLIST

NIGHTMARE

Warning : nothing... I guess.

WC; 1k

#TALKISSA; Maybe it's like, Billy survived the Starcourt incident, he had a lot of nightmares after that incident and you were always beside him to calm him down.

Ever since the incident at Starcourt Billy couldn't stop having nightmares. After he underwent some kind of therapy the doctor said that he was post-traumatic, Billy didn't talk much and he really wasn't the Billy The Asshole that Max knew. This made you worried, the host transfer happened suddenly to Heather Holloway, you didn't know the rest of the story but you were worried about Billy's changes.

Max was a little surprised but nothing serious since she told you she had it once last year. What you're worried about is Billy.

You had no one in Hawkins because both of your parents had died, so you lived at the Mayfield or Hargrove residences. Apart from accompanying Billy and helping him through his therapy— Billy's father, Neil, didn't seem upset, perhaps because Billy's quiet attitude made him look like he was obeying his father's rules so Neil didn't interfere too much in the matter.

And now you wake up in the night,

02:00 A.M

You turned to your side where Billy was already sweating all over his face, he was pronouncing words that you couldn't digest properly and his whole body was shaking. You really don't know what to do since Doctor Kelly— Billy's therapist didn't mention anything about this.

So, you decided to gently touch his chest to wake him up, you knew he was having a nightmare again,

"Billy," you called softly while stroking his chest.

He didn't wake up, making you move your body closer to him and caress his sweaty face, "Billy, wake up."

"Billy—"

Your words were cut off by Billy's irregular breathing, he suddenly woke up, surprising you because of his aggressive reaction when he got out of bed.

"Hey, hey, it's just me." You said gently stroking his back and tucking his curly hair behind his ear, "It's okay. It was just a bad dream, we know it's not real, Billy. You've been through it, you've almost been through it all. Everything will be fine, you'll be fine and I—"

Billy immediately hugged you, buried his head on your shoulder and he started crying because you felt the wet water on the shoulder of your shirt. You just stay silent, of course he had nightmares many times, but he was never like this, he would just smile faintly and say that he was okay then you both went back to sleep.

But this time? This is something different.

You put your hands around his neck and gently stroked the rest of his hair that was hanging around his neck.

"It's okay. It'll be okay. I'm sorry."

Sorry. That's all you can say because he had to go through something this horrible. Seeing him like this... It will only make your heart split into several parts. He always makes you happy in his own way, maybe from his efforts that will get a doll in the toy park that you want, and he will study diligently so he can go to the same university as you. But you are not sure whether your affection for him can be felt by him.

You keep stroking his hair,

The sound of the door creaking, you looked to see who it was, and only found Max with a worried look on her face, you nodded to tell her that everything was fine.

Not long after, you take Billy into the kitchen for a glass of water to win him over.

As soon as he gulped down the water, you continued to look at him, waiting for him to tell you what made him cry so hard.

"I'm sorry."

You grabbed his hand, "For what?"

"Your clothes are wet because of me."

You smiled slightly and stood in front of him to stroke his hair and kiss his forehead, "There's nothing to apologize for."

Billy locked you between his legs, wrapped his arms around your waist and buried his head in your chest. You continued running your fingers through his hair, he once said that what you did to his hair made him relax for a moment. Accompanied by the lullaby that your mother used to sing when you were little, there is nothing more soothing than your melodious voice to his ears.

"I had a nightmare." Billy said then looked up to look at you. You nodded, "Mhm, are you ready to tell me about them?"

"It's about you."

You nodded and paid close attention to his words,

"Instead of Heather being stabbed by that big giant monster, it's you. I was there and couldn't do anything watching you slowly being swallowed by that monster. That voice kept coming back to me, saying I wasn't completely free from it and it would continue after you until its really gets you." Billy said, followed by him taking a breath, you continued to calm him by stroking his back, "I'm scared. I'm scared of losing you, I don't want to lose you, I can't."

"Sshhh," You shook your head and cupped his cheeks, "You won't lose me, you won't lose anyone. Remember what Doctor Kelly said? They're just traces left behind. You'll be fine, I'll be fine. I'll stay by your side as long as you need me, Billy."

"I will always need you."

You chuckled, "I'm glad you're starting to open up about your dreams. Can we do them more often? It'll make things better for you. How does that sound?"

Billy nodded, "I like it."

"Good. Want to go back to bed?"

Billy nodded again.

After that, Billy and you went back to his room to continue sleeping. Billy didn't let you escape from his grasp, he buried you in his chest so you couldn't go anywhere, or more precisely, no one could take you from him. Since right now you are the safest place he has, he will protect you under any circumstances. Even though he should be the one who needs to be protected.

His life is filled with the fragility he experiences, he feels like he is not alive, and only you are able to make him feel alive and feel like he is being treated properly. He loves you with all the strengths and weaknesses that you have— even though he himself is not sure that you have any weaknesses.

Author Note : HE'S BEEN THROUGH A LOT. MY BABY NEEDS THE LOVE AND HUGS HE DESERVES, AGHHH, AND WHAT HE GETS IS DEATH? /sobbed

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Billy Hargrove x Reader

MASTERLIST

I'M ON YOUR SIDE

Warning : I don't know how to write it but the reader's father is very abusive, so a bit of violent? Kissing part (ehehe) but not too hot.

WC; 2,7k

#TALKISSA; Where Billy is attracted to you, who is a nerd but still maintains your title of popularity because of your intelligence and genius. You don't like the new kid, he always taunts you with your bookishness, until when he wants to irritating you he realizes that your face is puffy.

You are always the student with the title of 'the smartest' in class, but that doesn't mean that a bunch of girls there can bully you, in fact you have your own interests which actually make you more attractive when all the nerds in school are bullied. You feel bad for them, you try your best to help them.

You're in gym class, your clothes are wet and you're wearing shorts for gym class, because your clothes are wet from sweat—I know it's gross, believe me—you decide to take off your clothes at the gym, luckily that day you were wearing a white tank top.

Because you felt yourself being watched, you looked in a direction that supported your instincts, that's where you saw the new kid who was looking at you with a sly smile, you always hated him, how he acted bossily and all his arrogant attitudes. You fake a smile and throw up your middle finger before going to get your backpack.

You still felt his gaze, but you didn't care, because gym class was the last subject in your class. You decided to take a shower when you got home.

When you get home you get ready to go with your father, mother and brother for a family dinner at a restaurant not far from your house, where your extended family visits Hawkins for the holidays, even though that is a bad choice for enjoying their holiday.

Your father isn't always abusive, maybe there will come a time when he will punish you when you get bad grades, you think it's normal since you don't achieve what he wants, but slowly you feel like it's out of bounds, you push yourself to get greater in your academic achievements.

Because you are the only girl when many of your cousins ​​are boys, you want to prove to them that you are not just a joke as they say. But unfortunately, at dinner, your aunt, your cousin, and even your uncle tried to bring up the topic of you getting bad grades.

You feel uncomfortable but try to smile,

"Let it go, Y/N. And Frank, aren't you pushing your daughter too much? C'mon, man, you know women can't be anything." Your uncle, Tom, said to your father, you looked at your uncle sarcastically, he looks down on women too much, isn't that right? You haven't liked Uncle Tom for a long time, he always looks down on you.

"And Y/N," Tom said then shook his head while chuckling, "What are you actually trying to achieve? Look at John, he's not even trying but is already being targeted by several big CEOs in Atlanta."

John smiled proudly at you who was showing your flat face, oh, John, if he knew how much you wanted to punch him in the face.

"That's what differentiates me from John, Uncle Tom. What I'm trying to achieve is my real effort, not John with zero effort and then proudly showing his fucking smile." You said without the slightest smile, Tom looked surprised by your words, while Aunt Mary clenched her jaw and held her son's chest so he wouldn't get hurt hearing your words.

"Y/N." Your father warned you.

You looked at him, "What? I'm just telling the truth."

"Apologize." Press your father.

You chuckled, "Why am I sorry? I didn't—" Your father who sit right next to you immediately slapped you, a gasp came from many family members including your older brother who initially didn't pay attention, "I didn't raise you to being a disrespectful bitch."

You held your cheeks and looked at your father with your lips quivering, "Do you understand, Y/N Y/L/N?" You hesitate to answer, but you nod slowly, “Yes, Father.”

You tried to hold back your tears, you didn't want to be embarrassed again, especially by your own father,

"Apologize."

You looked at Uncle Tom, Aunt Mary, and John, looking at them in turn, "I am sorry for my impudence."

"You better be, kid." Uncle Tom replied.

The rest of dinner didn't go well, things became tense when you guys saw an atmosphere where your father slapped you, your mother was there, but she really didn't do her job as a mother. All she thinks about is the money from your father's work, she wasn't even there when your first period came.

You are just silent, you feel like no one is on your side, or even support you.

Landon, your brother? He is second to none with John who immediately got the job without looking at his grades.

You hate being yourself who is thought to be incapable of anything and can't be anything. They should clear their minds, aren't even your aunt and mother furious when the men in their family degrade women like that?

You hated your father, but at least he wanted you to be something to be proud of, just to be proud of, not to be raised with the love and sincerity you need.

You spent the whole night crying, your father didn't forget to teach you a lesson, usually he would lock you in the basement all day without food and drink because of your rude words like a child not being taught, but this time it was different, because when you're having a family dinner that night he was quite drunk, he slapped you several times on your cheek. Leaves redness that will last until morning.

Your mother? She went out with her friends with the money your father gave her, Landon just stayed in his room playing games without thinking one bit about his future.

Sometimes you think Uncle Tom was right, why are you doing all this? If in the end you can't achieve anything or can't become anything.

Since that night things got chaos, you kept getting distracted while taking a test.

“Miss Y/L/N.”

You heard a teacher calling you, you turned and caught Mr. Cravil walked towards you, with all the energy you had you tried to smile, your energy was almost drained from crying all night, "Yes?"

"What happened? Several teachers complained that your grades had dropped drastically. And even I, as your homeroom teacher as a Mathematics teacher, was surprised by the change in your grades." Obviously Mr. Cravil when you pay close attention to his words.

You sighed, you knew you messed up, you really had no motivation, “Sorry, Mr. Cravil.”

"No, no, don't apologize. I'm just reflecting this drastic change, you know? You can always tell me at any time."

It wasn't like the teacher's request was lewd, but Mr. Cravil is sincere, he really concerned you, not only you, he really cares about his students.

You weakly smiled, "Thank you, Mr. Cravil."

After that you go to the bathroom.

You look in the mirror, staring blankly at yourself then you wash your face with water, all the make up comes off, the cuts caused by your father starts to show, he really gets maniacally mad when he hears that your grades have dropped. Of course he already knew since he said he had a stalker to monitor developments at your school.

You couldn't hold it in anymore, you shed tears, looked at yourself in the mirror and uncontrollably punched the mirror with your bare hands. You wouldn't have thought that the mirror would crack in one punch from yourself who you feel is getting weaker every day. But you are relieved, even though the blood is dripping from the bones of your hand.

You took a breath and covered your face with your hoodie, then you grabbed your backpack to rush home. Or wherever you felt safe since 'home' doesn't feel safe anymore.

In the corridor you hear some gossip from the girls at school,

"I heard she's pregnant..."

"She's pregnant so her grades have dropped..."

"She's a mess."

You closed your eyes and took your headset from your trouser pocket to not hear the words that haunted your mind, you don't need it, you really don't need it right now.

When you come out of the school corridor, you think it's over, but someone appears in front of you, Billy Hargrove with his trademark smile that makes all the girls crazy but you,

Someone pulls your hoodie that covering your head, you try to control your anger,

You looked at Billy, at first he smiled like a psychopath, but seeing your face which had several cuts made him lose his smile, "Hey, Tommy, hook me up with a fresh cig."

"What? Come on, Billy, I thought we were gonna hassle this girl—"

"Just bounce, dude. Quick." Billy replied.

You still had your locks on Billy, “Fuck off.” You were about to leave but he held your hand, you winced a little when he accidentally touched your bleeding hand bone, Billy, who realized that his hand had traces of blood, immediately lifted your hand, after he saw it, you immediately pulled your hand back and pulled up your hoodie.

"Fuck. Off." Press you once again then leave in front of him.

He really isn't holding you back, why? Because he was trying to understand what happened. What happened? A perfect girl experiences something like that in her life? And oh, how he hated the cuts that dimmed your face.

He always pays attention to you, always, when you flash the biggest smile he's ever seen, when you don't hesitate to defend a nerd who is being bullied by Tommy, or when you smile proudly in class when you get the right answer and get a plus. What he thinks when he sees you is the only light that brings beauty and happiness to this city full of cows.

But when he saw your condition just a few minutes ago? His world seemed to be turning upside down and his brain not too immersed in thinking.

You decide to go to the supermarket to treat your wounds, followed by going anywhere that at least brings you peace.

You return home at night, of course your mother won't be there, she always goes and comes back as she pleases. You thought your father was asleep, but it turned out that when he entered the house he was holding an alcohol bottle in his hand, he slammed it hard, making the glass bounce onto your leg, making your leg scratch and you wince.

Your father grabbed you and dragged you, "You ungrateful child, this is the first and last time i saw you come home at night, understand?! You have to learn, bitch! Don't be a whore as you like!"

"Father, please! It hurts. It's—" You cried, no matter how tight your father's grip was, maybe a few strands of hair would fall out the next day, "Please, I'm not being a whore or even a slut out there."

Your father threw you harshly into your room, "Crap. Have I ever exposed you to lies, Lady? I raised you well so that you wouldn't be like your mother who only knows about money and becomes a prostitute every night!" Your father cupped your chin and held it tightly, making you sob, "But you're no different from her."

You were still struggling with your breath, when your father locked your room you knew it was going to be a hard and bad week.

You leaned yourself on the edge of the mattress and hid your head in the knees of your feet, crying uncontrollably, you hated your life. Why bother living if throughout your life you are not treated as a human being? Not even once in your life.

While you were crying, you heard a sound from your window, you looked at the window and saw Billy appear at your window and enter your room. With you looking towards the door, hopefully your father didn't hear it. You stood up with all your strength, but were still unsteady on your legs, which were injured by scratches from the alcohol bottle.

Billy approaches you,

"What are you doing? Billy, get out." You said frantically as you wiped your face and tucked your hair behind your ear which was sticky to your face from your tears.

“I know this sounds stupid but I'm worried about you, Y/L/N.” You closed your eyes in frustration, this was simply an unwise and downright stupid choice.

"Y/N, tell me what's wrong. You're a complete mess and—"

"Exactly!" You screamed and whispered at the same time, you caught your breath and held back your tears, "Exactly, Billy. I look really messed up and with you here? It's really going to be even more messed up. Please, leave. Before my father realizes you're even here."

Billy touched your cheek without your permission, but his hand was warm, making you relax for a moment because your body had been freezing all day, "Is this because of your father?"

You looked at him and nodded slowly.

"Y/N, who is that? Are you talking to someone!? Fucking brat, I'm going to kill you."

You panicked when you heard your father scream, you let go of Billy's grip and pushed his body slowly towards the window, "Leave. Now."

"But-"

"Oh God, please, Billy!" You said in frustration, you really depended your life on him, "Please,"

Billy had heard the word 'please' a thousand times in his life while fucking girls in Hawkins, but this time? This sounds different. As if a girl's life depended on him.

"Okay..." Billy finally said it, "Just call me? Make sure I know you're okay. I wrote my number in your biology book."

You nodded quickly, feeling panicked because the sound of the door lock had started to beep. When Billy started to go get his profit, your father didn't catch anyone, so you were safe and he didn't leave any scars behind.

Several weeks have passed, things are still the same but better. Since that night you could say you spent more time with Billy, nothing romantic, but you just touched when Billy said that he would protect you, you were flattered and laughed a little at his stupidity in saying it.

And he always says he will always be beside you, will always dry your tears when they wet your face, and he will even risk his life just to take away the darkness that is in your life. You really wish you could do the opposite for him too.

You both share the same experience, an abusive father and feeling unwanted. But it feels like you need someone like Billy, he's not that bad actually.

And here you are, you are sitting on the hood of Billy's car while he is lying on the hood of his car, believe me, you are the only girl he lets sit on the hood of his car. He feels like you are another part of him, and you are truly like a treasure to be protected, at all times. You sometimes feel that Billy is your real father, not Frank.

You were sucking on the ice cream Billy had bought you moments before, you two were just spending time staring at the stars at night.

Billy woke up from his sleep, and you looking at his direction, you quickly finished your ice cream so you could rest your head on his shoulder. It was silly but Billy secretly loved it when you depended on him.

"I like midnight." You said.

"Yeah?"

You nod.

"Especially when spending it with me, right?" Billy asked with a smile that made you laugh and pull your head from his shoulder.

"Oh, that smile. I really want to keep it in my pocket." Billy said, you smiled, "Then keep it."

"Can I?"

You nodded, "On condition that you buy me another ice cream."

Billy rolled his eyes, "That's your third ice cream, Princess." He always calls you princess since right now you are the most valuable thing he has.

Now you roll your eyes, "There are not enough words for ice cream."

Billy chuckled, "There's something on your lips."

You looked up at him and traced your lips, "Really? Where?"

"Let me wipe it." He replied with a crooked smile.

"Sure-"

Before finishing your words he kissed you right on the lips, hell, what a really nice move. When he felt you didn't reject him he started to deepen the kiss and placed his hand on your thigh while his other hand landed on the back of your neck. You ran your fingers down his chest.

When you broke the kiss you chuckled, “So sneaky.”

Billy smiled and kissed your forehead, “I guess that's my new title, isn't it?” You just roll your eyes.

He got off the hood of the car, then offered his hand for you to reach as you got off the hood, and you gladly accepted, "Let's go back, okay?"

You nod.

With him, all you feel is sincerity and love, what you need most to live are these two things. With him, no one is pressuring you to get good grades, and you really need a 'Billy' figure in your life, at least occasionally in your life. You were happy that night he admitted to your room. And you hope Billy feels otherwise.

Author Note : I don't know but when I wrote this I was too immersed and became emotional... while listening to the song it was as if I really got into the character... maybe a little out of context from Billy's attitude, but let me play with my own imagination. I hope you guys like it!

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