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I mean ACTIVE, NON ABANDONED WIPs. As in, have worked on them or at least opened them in the last 1-3 months. Because the numbers would be way too big if we included long dead WIPs call me WIPs Georg

Sorry for the weird scaling? I just anticipated the lower numbers would be higher so I wanted to hone in more there. RB sample size etc etc

#14👀 #all of them are demon slayer except for TWO #and those two are bg3 and fucking halo reach #i want to finish them but like that requires effort and :/ #i probably have more but those are the ones i counted #surprisingly (or not) half of them are rengiyuu #saucy rb #poll

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#tengen and mitsuri #he would totally pow pow pow her #and suffer the consequences of making Mitsuri upset #saucy rb

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Turn Off All Alarms (CHWE #5)

For what it was worth, Giyuu was professional. He didn’t tell Kyojuro how he increased his heart rate when he was around. He didn’t admit to listening to him and his boyfriend having sex. He didn’t confess that he was caught by their best friend.

He thought he acted perfectly normal for someone in his situation.

“What did you do?” Shinobu asked as he ate his lunch. It is Monday now.

“What do you mean?” Giyuu asked, obviously avoiding the subject of the question. She picked up on that quickly.

“Hm, I don’t know. Maybe the fact is that you completely ignored Rengoku-san on Friday. He looked so sad when you weren’t paying attention, you know?” Shinobu pointed out. Thankfully, Shinobu convinced Senjuro to eat lunch with Tanjiro so he didn’t have to hear this conversation. She put her hand on her chin, “So, what did you do? Did you ask him out and he rejected you because you’re not in touch with your emotions?”

Even though it wasn’t true, Giyuu’s feelings were hurt. Shinobu had to be exaggerating about how sad he was. There was no way he was sad. “Shinobu-chan, I’m not into men,” he lied.

Shinobu raised an eyebrow, “Sure, and English is the easiest language to learn.”

Good afternoon, everyone! Welcome back to Wednesday (shh) where I post a chapter after a 3 month hiatus! Enjoy your food! Link here:

tag list: @amanitaknowsbest

and here's the link for Firefly Graphic's dividers

#happy thanksgiving #its been awhile #but i havent forgotten about this lil thing #chwe has been on my mind since the semester started and now I can actually post a chapter! #fuck yeah #not wednesday but still a good day #this is barely rengiyuu anyway lol #we'll get there dont worry #come get yall juice #saucy writes #chwe✨ #i can use that tag!! #minors dni #demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #rengiyu #rengiyuu #giyuu tomioka #kyojuro rengoku #ao3 #see you in december lol

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good news! CHWE chapter 5 is almost finished👀

bad news! its 4am and I have to sleep so tmorrow after thanksgiving? consider this my thanks to yall

#saucy speaks #yall im not stuck anymore!!!!!! #i just need 2 more tiny sections and its done #yall this is the longest chapter yet at 6552 and counting i believe #chwe✨ #guess who can use that tag again #we got fluff #we got angst #uhhh #tomato tomato #gn yall

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we're getting ready for bed

it's 3am

I cried over stinkbugs

my partner held me and called me a nice nickname

love can be so simple sometimes

#ive had a long day #and my biggest fear is stinkbugs #and one fell on my partners bed next to my head #i panicked and cried and now theyre vacuuming all the bugs #while i sit in my room and calm down #love #they called me a nice nickname that i told them makes me feel good #so now im crying and smiling #saucy spills #saucy speaks #saucy is afraid of flying bugs #crawling ones are ok tho

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SONG SINGING

someone calm me down i need to SLEEp i have a SOLO section in a SONG tomorrow and my WHOLE family is going to be there im NERVOUS and now im NERVUOUD more and i hope we go to wendys :)

saucy landed meself a solo line that i get to sing!!! in front of 1 million people (a church of >100 and a chapel room) and my part is miniscule but im the only one singling it!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i want it to be good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so uh uh uh time to go feral on stage. im getting flowers >:)

#saucy needs to go to sleep #i swear i know what i need to sing but iM SO NERVOUS RAAA #im writing sanemi & genya fluff to help my nerves but i need to sleep sometime tonight or my voice will be awful in the morning #those flowers are so going to die by the end of the month #wish me luck #dw guys #i got this under the BAG #saucy will prevail from these trials and tribulations #personal post #saucy speaks #saucy struggles #ok i sleep now

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i never even heard of this before but this looks fun!

Honey

friendship bracelets, beehives, school busses, children's books, flower petals, honeyed toast, polaroids. your essence is honey: you are devoted and endlessly enthusiastic. your friendships are your security; you shroud yourself with people who make you smile and feel lost at sea without them. often you are quick to dedicate yourself to whatever hand feeds you. you are the companion. you are the confidant. you find kinship in like-minded individuals of peach, marigold, yellow, and orange, who share your love of teamwork. you are also drawn to the streamlined souls terracotta and chiffon, who will help you grow and discover your own confidence. however, you may struggle to get along with the heedless personalities of orchid and chartreuse who seem like fair weather friends.

slips this under your rugs: @tanjir0se @amanitaknowsbest & anyone who happens to see this stuck under their windshield wipers

yall pls take this what color is your aura quiz

terracotta

canyons, woven rugs, bandanas, pottery pieces, matchsticks, cattails, broken nails. your essence is terracotta: you are a building storm, autonomous and resolute. you build your walls strong; no one can see your vulnerabilities, not when you keep them within your rich internal life. you are disciplined and devoted to your friends, but rarely show them weakness in return. you are the guardian. you are the wolfdog. you find kinship in like-minded individuals of tawny, garnet, red, and brown, who share your strong resolve. you are also drawn to the open-minded souls mauve and honey, who will help you grow and show you that it is alright to be emotionally attached. however, you may struggle to get along with the withdrawn personalities of jade and chiffon who are self-doubting.

#i didnt know i would be called out like this #but honey is a pretty yellow color #that paper towel role was soft #fuck i cannot spell role #rool #fuck! #roll #hallelujah #also guess who learned what fair weather friend means #yeah that explains a bit #saucy speaks

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I win

#i got the voiceline!!! #listen to his chuckle #i saw this bear and i was like... i need to hear it for real #and so now I have this #rawr :3 #also yes my playthrough is boys only yes they are gay boys #i win #rawr #baldur's gate 3 #astarion #saucy speaks #my tav is not pleased but shh he's thinking about how quirky astarion is

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One thing I love about Mitsuri is the way people draw her, since insecurity is a big part of her character & development you can do a lot with that.

& I LOAF SEEING THAT THRU DIFFERENT BODY TYPES

Seeing art of buff + fat Mitsuri made my brain short circuit,,,

Anyway I made some of my own, dialogue in Alt

(I tried my best lol)

women are so *bursts into confetti* y’know? <3

#WOMEN #WOMEN UHHHHHHHHH #put me under her fist i am worthy #i am shinobu.. don't worry about my nose bleeding it just happens when I see women #the muscles?????? #the tummy??????????????????? #screaming crying #want??????????????????????????? #gotta agree. that is a pose that mitsuri has to make for her physical. every time. did i mention she must have a physical weekly? #looks like a cinnamon roll but could kill you #but she wouldnt do that shes nice #but that doesnt mean im not offering-- #saucys stupid #women good #kny rb #mitsuri kanroji

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He’s my lil silly

#the duality of man #depression and theater #giyuu is a man of dance #totally not imagining giyuu as the tragic villain of a drama now... #kny rb #hes so pretty #genuinely #i love this

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sequel to this

#UAIGFDSHGNJDAG #in love #i love this #spot on #honly shit im dyinf #arson! yeah! #my partner asked me why i was laughing so hard HELP #(gasoline) #they look so squishy!! #poor giyuu looks so nervous lmao #this is so cute too and so funny #kny rb #rengiyuu

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It’s Wednesday which means it’s me screaming incoherently at your inbox Day

NOOOOOOO THE FIC YOU POSTED I AM CALLING THE POLICE

GOD the sides of the Haori….grabbing onto Sabito’s side for dear fucking life. not having a grave to visit!!!! Shut UPPPPP Him wearing Kyo’s Haori???? I’m going to embalm myself !!!! GOD we love a little symbolism. We love a little late night hallucinated conversation. WE LOVE EXPLORATIONS OF GRIEF. HAVING ALL YOUVE EVER WANTED IN YOUR GRASP BUT ITS STILL TOO FAR AWAY!!! GIYUU’S GRIEF IS A CIRCLE!!!!!WHEN CAN THIS MAN REST.

Why are we both so mean to Giyuu or better question why is Giyuu so easy to be mean to I’m starting the Giyuu Tomioka protection coalition to protect him from myself and you

anyway thank you for always bringing the heat for rengiyuu Wednesday I hope school is going well ok bye for now until I think of something else to yell about xoxo

its not Wednesday anymore but I will answer this as if its Wednesday and incoherently scream back!

the police are here and they demanded me to show them all of the angst I have in my drafts and they... fainted? I guess I have a body to bury now!!

That idea- lacking a gravesite to visit- was something that came to me at 2am when writing about Sabito. Of course, how would Giyuu mourn when there was no where to mourn. It was something I was going to add but didn't see a fitting place for it. Giyuu doesn't have a physical place to mourn, so he carries that place with him to remind himself of the hurt and pain that he experienced from Sabito's death. It's with him everyday................ ^^

Giyuu blorbo is just so easy to bully. Like I said, he wears a part of his dead friend's haori and has been for over at least 5 years (or longer, just an assumption). He's quiet and he gets teased by Shinobu and hated by Sanemi and Obanai, he's like the outcast and its easy to make fun of him. however he was the character that the series made you look up to because he saved Tanjiro and Nezuko.

he comes off with this appearance that he cares about people and he is a sympathetic figure, but no one is sympathetic with him in return. he's a sad character, and its so easy to be mean to him :)

good luck with the GTPC! he'll need it >:) (I'm joining too, but I'll leave for five minutes when I post and then come back :))

but... I have a something where he isn't continuously suffering so... I'll see you next Wednesday? (school is school, but I'm not failing! come back soon teehee xoxo)

#so many thoughts #so little brain #my brain has so many thoughts about Giyuu and so little words to express those thoughts with #i'm listening to my Giyuu playlist tho so the words came out easier #a new song I added to that playlist is “ballad of a homeschooled girl” by Olivia Rodrigo #for the line “each time I step outside it's social suicide” #and if that doesn't describe Giyuu perfectly (or at least his thoughts) then I'll eat my Giyuu figure #giyuu tomioka #kny rb #saucy speaks #saucy samples

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You are singel handedly carrying the entirety of the fanfic community with your dividers lmao

ahhhhh !! what what ! you’re too kind to me, dear Anonnie.

I can’t say this little fox is single-handedly carrying the fanfic community on the resources side. there are other incredible creators on here that do really great work !

!! NOTE !! please mind and respect their rules and credit them if you use any of their work !

@saradika : pls, I don’t think I can express my love for J’s work enough. if you’re looking for super cute and unique dividers, definitely go to J’s page ! she has my favourite flower dividers 🥺🥺🥺

@firefly-graphics : Daisy has a lot of cute masterlist dividers and icons !

@poohsources : ahhhhh, Bea has a lot of really cute templates that would look super super super cute on themes and caards !

@animatedglittergraphics-n-more : I’m not the best at animated anything, but they have a lot of cute gif and sparkly resources !

@fic-dumpster : probably has my favourite mdni and content warning banners !

. . . to name a few :)

#these pals know whats up #for future reference #saucy rb

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*slips sticky note in ur textbook*

Passing this along if you want to ~

Hello there! You've been tagged! You don't have to do anything if you don't want to, but if you'd like, list 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! Learn to know your mutuals and followers! 💖💖💖

my textbook! something my professors refuse to touch! *cries in money*

Five things that make me happy! (in no particular order)

Music - I love love love listening to music. I listen to almost every kind of music (the exception of most rap and.... others?) It cheers me up or mellows me out and helps get emotions out or make them elevated. I'm listening to my Giyuu playlist while I'm writing this-

Singing - kind of on the same boat, but I landed a solo part in my choir group so I'm gonna brag a little. Singing is just another way that I like to relieve stress! and I like being loud sing!

My partner - they make me happy<3 we have a lot of the same interests and they are one of the only people that would watch Cars (2006) with me because I read one (1) fanfic out of the blue and am now creating stories in my head and scenes in heroforge😊

My mutuals - yes, let me be sappy! I like interacting with people, and I'm a very introverted person and none of my friends like Demon Slayer enough to read fanfics abt it... that's where my lovely (but slightly insane) mutuals come in and let me be creative on these Wednesdays and any other days of the week :) (thank you octo for letting me be silly with you with my chicken date, I'm still grieving😭💀)

my friends (irl) - i may only have 4 and I might only talk to them 1-2 times a week but that doesn't mean that they don't make me happy still. we always have something to laugh about and it never feels like I'm inconveniencing them or that they would rather be with anyone else. I feel wanted, it's a nice feeling. I hope everyone reading this has a person like that.

ok, enough rambling, I have some ask boxes to lurk👺❤️

#i talked a lot in this #i wasnt sure what was the right or wrong thing to say #i didnt want to just pick what was more important because id rather not arrange my mind like that #so i just stuck with the first five things i could name! #yes i am in the cars fandom now #no i have not watched the other movies #ill have to tho #thank you my friend #s #have a good night #saucy speaks #saucy samples

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sequel to this

#I thought that said “incarcerate it is then” and I was like ok who is going to jail #but incinerate... #giyuu and kyojuro #sorry but thats just whos talking #in that order #or maybe Tengen... #funny #rengiyuu #giyuu tomioka #saucy rb

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This is It

RenGiyuu, 1.1K

TW: mcd, attempted suicide, depressing thoughts, blood

Giyuu opened his eyes. It was midnight, a time he knew too well. He was laying on a roof somewhere he couldn’t recognize. He wasn’t alone. Kyojuro was sitting on the roof with him. He looked over at Giyuu with a soft voice, “Hey, good morning. How do you feel?”

Giyuu sat up slowly, “Where are we?”

“Not far,” Kyojuro answered, waving his hand in some direction. He looked at the lights of the small city ahead of them. “You didn’t answer my question, Giyuu.”

Giyuu hummed as a response. If he was to be honest, he felt awful. His head was groggy and he felt tired despite the nap. He shook his head, “I’m alright.”

Kyojuro looked over. His smile was brought down by the sadness in his eyes. “Okay,” he muttered, and Giyuu realized that he was caught in his lie. Neither of them elaborated further.

Kyojuro changed the subject, “I’m glad you’re awake, either way. I was worried that you might not wake up.”

Giyuu met his eyes, trying to see why Kyojuro would be worried about that. He looked over himself, missing the signs of blood or broken bones. Nothing. He was perfectly fine physically. He looked back at Kyojuro again, “What happened?”

“You don’t remember?” Kyojuro looked back at the lights, “Maybe it’s for the best. I’d rather you not remember.”

Giyuu didn’t understand why.

Kyojuro sighed and slid closer to Giyuu, “Can I ask a personal question?”

Giyuu nodded.

Kyojuro looked into the dark blue eyes of his lover, “What’s one thing that you’ve wanted the most in life?”

Giyuu gulped. There was no easy answer. There were so many things he wanted throughout his life. Acceptance, love, care, understanding, compassion, better speaking skills, friends, someone to talk to; all easy examples. Somehow, Kyojuro gave him all of those. He shrugged. “You?”

Kyojuro smiled and chuckled, “You flatter, but I appreciate it. I know it’s not true, however.” Kyojuro looked away, avoiding Giyuu’s concerned gaze. He continued, “You want him back, don’t you?”

Giyuu tried to see who he was talking about. They were the only two on the roof above the dead street. Despite the bright lights that made Tokyo look like daylight, the walkways were barren of any passerbys.

Kyojuro glanced at Giyuu’s hand, “You’re holding him now.”

Giyuu looked at his hand. It held onto Sabito’s side of the haori tightly. He let go. Kyojuro commented, “You miss him. Do you want him back?”

Giyuu nodded while he stared at his blood-stained hand, “Of course.”

Kyojuro put his soft hand against Giyuu’s cheek to guide his avoiding gaze to those burning embers of eyes.

“More than me?”

Giyuu froze. What kind of question was this? It felt like a trick. It felt unfair. Kyojuro was making him choose? Why? It was impossible. He loves Sabito and Kyojuro. They helped him through everything. Giyuu would be no one without them. He couldn’t choose, he couldn’t choose.

Kyojuro hummed. He was disappointed, but he couldn't understand it like Giyuu could. “Why do you keep it?” Kyojuro put his hand on Giyuu’s green and yellow shoulder.

“I don’t know.”

“You do,” Kyojuro squeezed, “You don’t have a grave to mourn at, do you?”

Giyuu didn’t know how Kyojuro knew that. “I don’t.”

“What if you did? Would you stop wearing it?”

“I don’t know.”

“You can mourn at my grave. Will you wear mine?”

“I don’t know.”

Kyojuro sighed again, knowing that he wouldn’t get another answer.

Giyuu held his breath, “I’ll miss you.”

Kyojuro looked at him, “Hm?”

Giyuu avoided his eyes, “If you die.”

Kyojuro glowed like an angel, “When I die, you mean. Death is guaranteed, Giyuu, and I miss you too.”

Giyuu felt tears stab at his eyes, “Will you wait for me?”

Kyojuro smiled out of the corner of Giyuu’s blurry vision, “There is no waiting, Giyuu. This is it.”

Giyuu looked up at him for the last time. Kyojuro’s smile was beautiful, open, and accepting.

It was his whole world.

It was over.

Giyuu blinked.

It wasn’t midnight anymore. He opened his eyes to somewhere different. The first thing he saw was the white that distorted his vision. He blinked away the tears and stared at the white snow on the ground. The ground was cold. Everything was so cold that it was warm.

Something touched him. He shook at the force, but couldn’t move at all.

“Oh, thank- Over here! He’s alive!” a feminine voice called out through his clogged ears. He was touched more. The snow was brushed off him and he was rolled on his back.

Shinobu’s face was in view. For once, she looked concerned. “Tomioka-san! Can you hear me?” She didn’t wait for an answer. She worked on his stomach, doing something just out of his vision.

His vision narrowed, and the darkness bit away at the vision of the white clouds. Shinobu talked about something medical. Something about blood, about cold, and about living. Was Giyuu dying? The pain in his stomach hardly compared to his blue fingertips or his toes.

Giyuu rolled onto his side at the push of burning hands, eventually falling back onto something that wasn’t cold and red. The snow beneath him was bloody. It was his blood. In the corner of his eye, he could see his bed clothes stained with blood. So much blood, so much blood, the amount that’s when something pierces the solar plexus and goes straight through it. Huh. Giyuu didn’t know where that thought came from.

Giyuu’s head was held to view the sky. He saw something else, though. His sword hilt. It was pointing to the sky, held by a dainty hand. The leather of the straps was stained red. Why was it above him? With much more effort than he anticipated, he lifted his head enough to see where the blade was.

It was covered in blood. Everything was covered in blood. It was in his stomach. Seppuku, his mind reminded him.

“Stay down!” Shinobu shouted, pressing her fingers against Giyuu’s forehead as if he wasn’t already falling back. His head lulled to the side when she let up but scolded him further.

Another color caught his attention aside from the bleeding red and the rippling blue. Silver and gray, he could barely make out the symbols carved into the stone.

Here Lies Rengoku Kyojuro

Proud Brother, Dedicated Son

The Greatest Flame Hashira

Oh. 

He remembered what happened now.

It was his turn to save Kyojuro just as he saved him.

“You seem shy! That’s okay, my little brother is the same way! Tomioka-san, do you know anywhere close by where we could eat!”

Kyojuro saved him from loneliness. It was Giyuu’s time to return the favor.

I’m coming to save you.

I’ll save you, Kyojuro.

I’ll save myself.

I’ll save you.

I’ll save you.

#here's that angst you ordered for rengiyuu wednesday #i think i might post something else today hopefully that isnt as much.. this. but no promises #im very sad #saucy writes #giyuu tomioka #kyojuro rengoku #rengiyuu #major character death #major character injury #tw sui attempt #tw depressing thoughts #tw mcd #tw blood #tw death #kny rb #i made myself sad with this #totally not based off of that specific ep of bojack that i never watched... i plan to #rengiyu #no beta we die like men #one day i'll write something happy #that day is not today #rengiyuu wednesday

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 Does anyone else get tricked into rereading their old writing when someone leaves a nice comment on it? I swear I get drawn back into my old short stories like a moth to a flame every time I see someone says something even mildly nice about it. “You liked this line? You liked that little bit of world building? This one here?” *Proceeds to read the entire short story for context to that line.*

#i used to be a wattpad writer before I realized algorithm wasnt something i wanted to contest with #and i had one story that was like 6 chapters long and it was a self insert into Friday the 13th #the game not even the movies #and someone commented on a request fic 4 months ago asking if i was still taking requests #excuse me for asking but have you seen Any updates within the last 6 years? #thats not the point #i reread my slasher fic and it was half decent other than my attempts at being edgy #little me had a lot of time and creativity #and not a lot of praise or adult approval #idk maybe if someone asks ill post the link to the fic🥴 #saucy is stupid