darkestpoet

[darkestpoet]

I am a terrible combination of “whatever happens, happens” and “If everything doesn’t go according to plan, I will vaporize”

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Actually desperate for a boyfriend who asks to come over all the time, as he wants to hang out and genuinly misses me. Want it to be so normal to the point he has a key and my family dont question him waltzing through the door unannounced

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[darkestpoet]

HELLO I AM HERE

cuddly clingy boys pspsppsspsp-

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What if we went to the library and read our favourite poems to each other and then kissed in the moonlight.... jk jk

unless

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As an autistic guy this is honestly my dream bf.

need to listen to him infodump about those nerdy ass interests

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need a man to pick me up and place me in his lap and rub my back and kiss my forehead and “shh, i know baby, i know” me into feeling whole again

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I want to date another goth boy. Sitting on his lap doing his eyeliner. Pride badges on leather jackets. Making out in an abandoned building. Going ghost hunting together. Sleeping under a dark moon and huddling for warmth in the coldest nights. Reading Poe by candle light and listening to the cure until the songs tattoo into our brains. (I am so fucking lonely)

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unpopular opinion but the secret history should not be turned into a movie like ever

somehow, it was meant to be a book and that’s it.

that’s the hill i will die on

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If a pretty boy would cuddle me then it would be perfect.

I want a cup of tea with a splash of milk, some rain, and for it to be cool enough outside that i can wrap myself in a blanket

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another cool thing is when you devour a book over the course of a handful of hours and it fucks you up and you just have to lie on the couch feeling like your brain went swimming for too long & only just came up from under the water. art is so good

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born to scream ferociously, forced to act civil

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When boys-

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The hopeless romantic urge to look at the moon and stars, forever.

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3 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted

8 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted

16 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted

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TW ED

I need to starve.Makes me feel so good. Light as a feather. Hunger,emptiness and dizziness. Fuck it's addicting.

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Just once. I'd like to stop thinking.The thoughts would stop,the pain would end. Maybe the unfeeling doll that I've become might feel some warmth spreading through me. If only once.

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