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New Here Update!

So I guess a few of you like the series so I will finish it. BUT it will continue after Break Down because I do not have s masterlist and I don’t want people to have to scroll through to find it. So New Here is on a hiatus until further notice

#got7 fanfic #got7 #got7 jackson #got7 fluff #kpop fanfiction #got7 jb #got7 yugyeom #got7 jinyoung #got7 mark #got7 bambam #got7 youngjae

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Break Down pt 7

Pairing: reader x Jungkook x Jimin

Warnings: strong language, mentions of suicide, bullying, and self harm. Mentions if anorexia

You laid in bed for days. It was summer break yet you were so cold. You haven’t left your room very often. Only to shower and drink some water. The boys would bring you food but you declined knowing that you would just throw it up. Jimin, Jungkook and Jimin’s mother knew what was happening to you.. anorexia.. “Mom we have to get her to eat.. she’s gonna die..” Jimin pleaded. “We know that Jimin.. we’re figuring things out..” Jungkook said. Jungkook still hasn’t told Jimin about the ‘incident’ and didn’t plan on telling him either. “Jungkook she’s sick.. can’t you see that.. she’s underweight.. she’s 16.. she should weigh at least 155 not 100 pounds..” Jimin said. “I know Jimin..” Jungkook said.

In the middle of talking they heard a loud thud from above them. Their eyes widened in panic. Jungkook first bolting up the stairs to your room to find your near lifeless body. He ran over to you and put his head to your chest, trying to find a heartbeat. Once he heard a faint thump of your heart he relaxed a bit. “Jimin she’s barely breathing. Get an ambulance here.” Said Jungkook. Jimin looked at him in shock. “Now!” Jungkook shouted. Jimin bolted for the door. “You’re gonna be okay y/n.. you’re gonna be okay..” Jungkook said starting to cry.

You knew that you were going to die.. you never thought anorexia would be the reason though.. you tried to get out of bed to get a drink but instantly fainted causing a loud thump when you hit the ground. You heard Jungkook run into the room but you couldn’t open your eyes. They were so heavy.. you just wanted to sleep.. you heard the sirens but couldn’t move.. you were hardly breathing.. “where’s the girl?” The paramedic asked. “She’s upstairs..” Jimin’s mother said as tears were streaming down her face. The paramedics burst through the door seeing your near lifeless body is Jungkook’s arms. “We’ll take her now.” The paramedic said. Jungkook lifted you up with such ease and placed you into the paramedics arms. “How much does this girl weigh?” The paramedic asked as he was walking with Jungkook down to the ambulance. “We think 100 pounds. We don’t know for sure though.” Jungkook answered. “All of you can ride in the ambulance if you’d like so she’s not alone.” The paramedic offered. All of them hurriedly gathered their things and hopped in the back with you. Off to the hospital you went.

Once you were in the hospital they instantly attended to you. Jimin, Jungkook and Jimin’s mother had to wait to see you. After a little while they were able to see you. You were sleeping but they still wanted to see you. You looked so sick.. cheeks sunken in.. dark bags under your eyes.. pale.. it brought tears to their eyes. You opened yours to see them all crying. “Why are you all crying?” You said groggily. “Y/n! Oh thank god you’re alright.” Jungkook said latching onto you. After Jungkook let go it was Jimin’s turn. “I’m so sorry y/n.. we should’ve noticed and gotten you help.. I’m so sorry..” Jimin cried. “Jiminie what are you talking about?..” you asked confused. “Y/n.. you’re sick.. you have an eating disorder.. we should’ve noticed..” Jimin cried. “I’m okay..” you said. He looked at you with his puffy eyes. “Why were you starving yourself?..” Jimin asked. You just stared at him.. should you tell him the truth...

A/N: alright here’s another shitty part 😂😂 but enjoy guys.

#bts jeon jungkook #bts taehyung #bts fanfic #bts jimin #bts #bts jin #bangtan sonyeondan #bangtan #kpop fanfiction #bts suga #bts jhope #bts kim namjoon #bts rap monster #bts jung hoseok #bts park jimin #bts kim seokjin

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Break Down pt. 6

Warnings: strong language, mentioning of self harming and suicide

Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Park Jimin x y/n

You looked up at Jungkook and after realizing what you said you hurried up away from him and ran. Why did you say that? What was going through your mind? Jungkook just sat in shock at what you said. You ran off after saying that you loved him. Did you mean it? Or was it just a spur of the moment thing? You were so confused. You just ran home to think. Jungkook didn't know what to do so he just walked home thinking about what to say to you next time he sees you.

Once you were home you just say in your room in shock.. jimin talked to Jungkook and found out that you went home. “Y/n? Are you here?” You didn’t answer. You went into the bathroom and quietly shut the door looking into the mirror. Seeing your makeup on your face.. the bruises from being hit in school.. the bags under your eyes.. your sunken in cheeks.. you looked.. sickly.. you didn’t care though. You did whatever you could to try and look like those pretty girls. Trying to get skinny and wear nice clothes. It wasn’t working. You were just getting sick. A quiet knock on the door pulled you from your thoughts. Jimin knew that when you were sad or depressed that you would hide in the bathroom. You opened the door met with his worried face. “ yeah?” You said quietly. He pulled you into a hug. You didn’t know until after you looked up that you were crying when he wiped away your tears. “Don’t you ever cry for a boy.. you’re too perfect for that..” he said kissing your forehead. “Jiminie.. nobody is perfect.. and I’m definitely nowhere near it..” you said sadly. “Don’t say that..” he said into your hair. “Jimin look at me! I’m disgusting!” You yelled pushing away from him. “I’m a disgusting human being..” you slid up your sleeves and rolled up your leggings showing your cuts to him. “What human being continues to mutilate their body even though they’re being cared for?! A disgusting one! You and Jungkook treat me like I’m everything to you and protect me and I still continue to do this! What is wrong with both of you?! Can’t you both see that I’m just fucking up your lives?! Are you both that stu-“ you were cut off by him pulling you close and kissing you. He pulled away and looked at you. “Don’t you ever think that there is something wrong with you.. you are not disgusting.. you are going through things right now baby.. you’ll get through them.. I promise..” he said looking into your eyes. “Don’t make promises you can’t keep..” you said pushing away from him.

As you were leaving the bathroom you walked right into Jungkook. He looked at you with such a sadness in his eyes that is broke his heart. “Don’t look at me like that..” he noticed your sleeves still rolled up. “Y/n..” you realized he was looking at your arms and pulled your sleeves down. “Goodnight Jungkook..” you said walking passed him.. “goodnight..” he said watching you go to your room. He walked up to jimin “what the hell happened, Jungkook?” Jimin asked. Jungkook had rubbed the back of his neck and did his nervous head twitch. “Answer me!” Jimin yelled. “Shh.. she’s trying to sleep Jimin.. she just ran off when I was trying to calm her down st the park..” Jungkook was telling the truth.. he just left out one minor detail.. you saying you loved him...

A/N: Alright guys here it is. I’m sorry I haven’t posted in forever but here is a New part of Break Down. I know it’s shitty but I hope you enjoy it 😕

#kpop fanfiction #bts v #bts jimin #bts jhope #bts jungkook #bts suga #bts #bangtan sonyeondan #hope you like it #bts jin #bts fanfic #bts taehyung #bts jeon jungkook #bts kim namjoon #bts kim seokjin #bts jeon hoseok #bts min yoongi #bts park jimin #bts scenarios

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I will be continuing Break Down and POSSIBLY New Here

I have been so inactive because I’ve had awful writers block but I’m having like so many new ideas and I will be starting up break down again so hopefully a new post for that soon.

#im back #bts #bts jhope #bts jimin #bts v #bangtan sonyeondan #jeon jungkook

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Don't know about Break Down...

I'm not so sure if I wanna continue Break Down. I feel like nobody likes it. Still debating though..

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I'm back!!

Sorry I was updating. I haven't had wifi but I should be posting again soon!!

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Yo! I like 'Break down'! It's amazing, and I was wondering if you were planning to make like 2 endings, maybe a good and a bad, or maybe a fake end and the true ... but if it's not the case, I hope you'll continue working in this fanfic until it's finished ok?

I will be continuing Break Down and I actually haven’t thought of that I’ll definitely have to think about that maybe I’ll do something like that but thank you for the love for the fanfic ❤️

#@anon #answered

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Why is so cute 😂❤️

every “aaang” jungkook made whilst eating roasted seaweed

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Almost everybody in the world listens to American music. But not everybody understands English. So why are people so shocked that we listen to Korean music even if we may do not understand Korean???

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New Here 2 RE-UPLOADED

Pairing: Jackson Wang x Mark Tuan x reader

Warnings: strong language (also failing at Korean words since I’m still learning and need to find them online. Please don’t hate me :( I’m trying here)

Genre: fluff

As you’re getting ready for the day you’re humming a song that’s been stuck in your head by your favorite KPOP group GOT7 “I’m yours, you’re mine..” you sing and continue to hum the song. After you finally get your outfit ready, which is just a pair of blue ripped skinny jeans, a green flannel shirt opened with a black tank top underneath, and your black converse high tops. You hop in the shower and start to sing more “never ever! Never gonna let you go!..” you continue singing as you wash your hair. You hear your phone go off and luckily it’s right next to your towel. You dry off your hand to see a message from Jackson

Jackson: My friends are hella excited to meet you lol.

You: that’s great I’m in the shower! Let me shower in peace!

Jackson: well jeez how was I supposed to know?!

Jackson: wait if you’re in the shower how the hell are you texting me?

You: with great difficulty, now let me shower!

Jackson: alright alright! Hope you get ready fast because we’re already almost ready here.

You check the time.

You: dude you said at 10:30 AM that I have an hour. And it’s already 11:00 AM let me get ready you ass!

Jackson: alright go get ready and let me know when you’re almost ready so we can leave.

You: yeah yeah

You put your phone down and continue to shower and now a new song is stuck in your head and you begin to hum it. After you wash your hair and shave and everything you finish and get out of the shower. The steam filled bathroom gets too stuffy so you open the door a little. You check the time and it’s 11:15 AM shortest shower ever! You laugh and start to dry off. The steam begins to go away and you continue to dry off. You start to get dressed but almost forgot that your hair was still kinda damp so you blow dry it and straighten it “i need to get this trimmed soon haha” you say to yourself. You push your hair behind your back and start to get dressed. You realized you was still damp after you put your bra and panties on so you just had to put on your jeans and top. After you finished getting dressed you put on some makeup. Nothing major since it’s not anything fancy. You put in some eyeliner and added a small wing, a dark brown eyeshadow that looked nice with your skin and some mascara. You didn’t put any lipstick or lipgloss on because you didn’t need it. You put on some chapstick though since your lips were dry. After you finished in the bathroom you went out to throw on your socks and sneakers. You were humming a new song. “Everyday.. every night.. feel like a fool.. you gotta know…” you continued quietly. After your shoes were on you texted Jackson.

You: alright I’m ready.

Jackson: awesome we’ll be over soon. I’ll let you know when we’re outside.

You: Mkay.

You smiled and relaxed. You watched some TV as you waited for their arrival.

(JACKSON POV)

You looked around making sure you had everything. “Mask, check. Phone, check. Keys, check.” You nodded to yourself. “Alright are you guys ready?!” You yelled out to everyone in the house. “Yea” they all said in unison. “Alright let’s go.” You said leading them all out of the house. Everyone had their masks on to hide who they were. They had hats and masks so nobody could tell who they actually were. “Alright guys she can’t speak Korean that well but I wanna mess with her, so act like you only speak Korean. No English.” You said smiling. They all nodded. You showed a thumbs up and continued to walk through Seoul to her apartment. “Alright here we are. Hang on I’ll text her and tell her we’re here.” You said whipping out your phone.

(Y/N POV)

You get a message from Jackson “they must be outside.” You say to yourself smiling. You turn off the TV and grab your keys. Once you’re out the door you lock it and quickly go down the hall to the steps. When you’re about to go outside Jackson jumps out and scares you. “Jesus you scared me!” You yelled holding your hand to your heart and playfully hitting him. “I know. That was kind of the point Haha.” He says with a smile that makes your heart skip a beat. You clear your throat and look away. Pointing at the group outside “are those your friends?” You ask. He nods “but there’s one issue. They only speak Korean..” Jackson says sheepishly. Your eyes widen. “Jackson! You know I can’t speak it that well!” You say trying to sound stern but it comes out sounding like a whine. “Just come on.” He says pulling you outside. They’re all wearing masks and hats even though it’s barely sunny out. You ignore it and say hello as best you can “안녕하세요 (hello) 죄송하지만 저는 한국어를 잘 하지 못해요. (I’m sorry my Korean is bad) 하지만 지금 한국어를 공부중이에요. (I am still learning.)“ you say embarrassed since you probably sound like an idiot. They all smile at you. “You were right Jackson for not knowing much korean she can pronounce things quite well. It sounds very fluent.” One of them say. “Wait Jackson you said they only speak Korean.” You say looking at him confused. “I was just kidding!” He says laughing. You all laugh. Once everyone stops laughing all eyes are on you. “Well y/n I’ll introduce everyone to you.” He begins. “This is Mark.” He says pointing one of them. He waves “hi nice to meet you. I come from the US as well.” He said smiling at you. You smile back “nice to meet you as well.” Jackson continues pointing to another one of his friends, he looks much more serious then the rest. “That’s Jaebum but we call him JB.” Jackson says. He waves and you wave back. He continues “this is Jinyoung.” He says pointing to the other boy. He has bigger ears but he’s adorable. You smile at him. Jackson continues on “this is Youngjae, this is BamBam of course it’s just a nickname because his full name is annoying to say he is also from Thailand, and last the baby of us all is Yugyeom.” After he finishes introducing them it clicks. You gasp and cover your mouth in shock “you’re GOT7.” You say quietly. They all look at each other in panic. Jackson nods. “Yep, I trust you enough to keep this to yourself.” He says looking at you. You smile “of course I will. Second day in Korea and I already have a good group of friends.” You say to them all. They all smile. “Well we’re glad we made a new one as well.” Mark says smiling brightly at you.

A/N: so I sorta like this series I think it’s kinda cute. Lol let me know what you think. Again excuse my failure of Korean typing. But enjoy

#got7 fanfic #got7 #jinyoung #jb #jaebum #youngjae #bambam #mark tuan #jackson wang #jackson #kpop fanfiction #kpop fluff #kpop #got7 jb #got7 jackson #got7 fluff

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New Here 1

Pairing: Jackson Wang x Mark Tuan x reader Genre: fluff Warnings: strong language Summary: It's your first time in Korea and can barely speak any Korean at all. Until you meet two very friendly men neither fully Korean. One from Hong Kong and one from the USA where you're from. But things take an unexpected turn. "Yah! Where the hell do i go?" You say to yourself. "I really should've learned more Korean before coming here." You say to yourself. As you're aimlessly walking around trying to discover where you are and how the hell you get back to your apartment you walk into someone. "I'm really sorry I don't-" you look over to see a handsome young men. You realize that he might not speak English. "Shit umm.. 안녕하세요 (hello) 죄송하지만 저는 한국어를 잘 하지 못해요. (I'm sorry my Korean is bad) 하지만 지금 한국어를 공부중이에요. (I am still learning.)" he smiles at you. "For still learning it isn't that bad." His fluency in English surprises you. "You speak English very fluently. Are you not from Korea?" You ask. "I learned Korean considering I-.. I'm from Hong Kong." He says. He's stuttering makes you suspicious. But you pay it no mind. He may just be shy. "Well hello, do you have a name?" You smile at him. He smiles back "my name is Jackson. And you?" Jackson.. you've heard that name from a KPOP group. You don't pay any mind and think of it as coincidence. "Nice to meet you Jackson I'm y/n." You reach out and shake is hand. "Are you having trouble navigating?" He asks. You smile sheepishly. "A bit. Would you be able to take me to Seoul by any chance?" You ask. He smiles and nods. You thank him and walk with him towards Seoul. On your way there he shows you places around and helps you learn more words and understand more Korean. Your first day and you already made a new friend. Once you finally see your building you thank him for his help. "Thank you so much Jackson. I would've never gotten home without you." You smile at him. "It was my pleasure y/n." He smiles at you. "Do you by chance have any way for me to contact you again?" He asks shyly. You smile. "Yes, let me see your phone." You say. He gives it to you and you put in your number. "Text me any time." You hand him his phone and smile. "Will do y/n." He said smiling. "Seeya later Jackson." You wave as you enter the building. He smiles and walks away. You smile like the Cheshire Cat all the way to your apartment. Not a second later do you hear your phone go off. Jackson: surprise! You: I didn't expect you to text me so soon! Jackson: did you not want me to? You: no no! That's not it, I just didn't think you actually wanted to speak to me again. Jackson: :0 are you crazy!? Of course I would. You make me feel normal "What does he mean by that? He is normal." You say to yourself. You: you are normal. Jackson: yeah to you lol You: shhhhh Jackson: neverrrr You: I'm going to sleep lol. I'll text you tomorrow Jackson. Jackson: alright goodnight y/n. :) You: goodnight Jackson You smile as you get ready for bed. "I can't believe I already made a new friend.." you say to yourself. You smile and then brush your teeth. You get under the covers and fall into a peaceful sleep. (JACKSON POV) "She's perfect.." you think to yourself. "What's go you in such a trance?" Your friend mark says. "I met somebody from the US. She was adorable and tried so hard to pronounce her Korean correctly. She's still learning but it's not that bad." You explain to Mark. He rolls his eyes. "Well shush I'm tired and you're keeping me up with all your giddy laughter and such." He says grumpy. "Yes please go to sleep. You're grumpy and it annoys me." You say with humor laced in your voice. Mark flips you off and you laugh. "Love ya too dude." You laugh st him. "Fuck you." He laughs while he says it. "You would wouldn't you?" You retort. "Fuck that!" He shoots right back. You both burst into laughter. "Will you two shut the fuck up. People are trying to sleep you asshats. Goddamn.." you and Mark laugh. "Sorry Jinyoung.." you laugh. "Just go to bed before JB gets in here." Jinyoung warns. You and mark shoot each other a scared look and lay down and sleep. Jinyoung smirks and leaves. "What an ass." You add. "I heard that you little shit." Jinyoung says. You laugh quietly. (Y/N POV) You wake to messages from Jackson. Jackson: goodmorning sleeping beauty. Jackson: wake uppppppppp. Jackson: you sleep in really late you know. Jackson: text me when you wake up. You: bro it's not even that late in the day. Jackson: it lives! You: don't push it brat lol Jackson: alright alright lol. What're you doing today? Nothing okay good you're gonna hang out with me and some friends today. You: alright I guess I have no choice. Jackson: nope. You: lol alright I'll see you in a bit. Jackson: I'll be over in an hour. You: alright see you then. You start digging through your closet for something to wear. Why are you so excited to see him again? Who knows but you know it's gonna be a good day today. A/N: okay I don't even fucking speak Korean let alone type it so Idk if that's the proper writing of it so please don't hate me I just got it from online. Ive been trying my hardest to continue to learn Korean but I've had a lot going on so please don't be to harsh on me with that. Anyways this is another shitty series except with got7 now. Send me feedback

#got7 #got7 jackson #mark tuan #jinyoung #got7 jb #youngjae #yugyeom #bambam #got7 scenarios #fanfic #kpop fluff

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Break Down 5

Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x reader (ft: Park Jimin & Kim Taehyung)

Warnings: strong language, self harming, suicide attempts, bullying, mentioning of abuse

Genre: angst and fluff

Jimin and your mother just looked at you confused. “Why would Tayeon be in your dreams?” Your mother asked. “Because she was here when Jungkook was in here with me..” you said quietly. “Y/n that doesn’t really give us much to go on.. what happened in the dream?” Jimin asked. His face.. something was off about him.. his eyes were red and puffy.. his face slightly red.. he was crying… you reach your hand up to his face to stroke his cheek with the pad of your thumb “Jimin.. why were you crying?..” his eyes widened and he pulled away from your touch. “I wasn’t.” He said sharply. “Jimin don’t lie to me.” You said sternly. “I’m not lying y/n.” He said voice laced with annoyance. “Ma can you give me and Jimin a second?” You ask your mother who had just been standing there awkwardly. She nodded and quickly walked out. You turned to Jimin your face showing no emotion. “Why the fuck were you crying?” You said seriously. “Y/n I wasn’t fucking crying now just let it go.” He said bitter. “Will the lying ever end with you?” You said quietly as you just shook your head and turned away. “What?!” He said angry. You looked at him with a smirk. Jimin could never control what he said when he was angry so you were sure to find out why he was crying. “Are really fucking serious right now y/n?” He questioned seriously pissed. You meant for him to get mad but not this pissed. Still you kept a serious face. “Dead. Fuckin. Serious.” You said emphasizing each word. You two just stood there staring at each other. What he did next surprised you to no end.. Jimin leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on your lips. His full lips fitting perfectly with yours. He pulled away suddenly and it shocked you both. “Uh.. I.. y/n… I-I’m sorry… he said embarrassed. “Is that why you were crying Jiminie?” You asked sweetly. “No it’s not that.. seriously it wasn’t anything important.” He said giving you a reassuring smile. You knew you weren’t gonna get anything else out of him so you just left it at that. “Jimin..” you said softly. “Hmm?” He hummed in response. “Instead of standing there like a weirdo can you lay with me?..” you asked. He just smiled down at you. "You’re still that attitude filled girl.. even in situations like this.” He said with that smile that always made your heart flutter for some reason. You moved over a little to let him lay with you and then fell asleep in his arms. Only to wake up in what felt like minutes. Screaming and crying you were thrashing around terrified but you were asleep. Jimin had to shake you awake and your eyes shot open. “Jimin!!” You screamed grabbing him. “You’re okay.. you’re here.. you’re not gone..” you said clinging onto him for dear life. “I’ll always be here y/n.. always..” he said pulling you closer. You two just laid there for what felt like a lifetime. When you fell asleep you were wrapped in Jimin’s arms, as if he was protecting you from something, you didn’t wake up from a nightmare. You slept. Peacefully.

4 MONTHS LATER

You were finally out of the damned hospital. Things were better you spent most of your days with Jimin and Jungkook. Your mother finally left your father after walking in on him pinning you against the wall and screaming in your face after he slapped you. After that you were hesitant to be touched by anyone. The slighted touch made you flinch as if you were hit by a ton of bricks. Even though things were better. You still had Tayeon at school she had spread rumors saying that you’ve been sleeping with Jimin AND Jungkook even though you never have. You’re still young and don’t plan on losing your virginity until you feel completely ready. And definitely not to your best friends. You were picked on a lot after that. Instead of just Tayeon new girls were added into the picture of the bullying. A girl named Mina had started to harass you as well constantly pushing you around and making fun of you. Then adding some girl named Hyuna. She was worse then Tayeon on some things. She would mentally bully you. Putting things in your mind that you believed were true. You were still self harming but nobody knew about that. You kept all the cuts hidden. You never wore shorts or tank tops or short sleeved shirts. You always told people you were just cold so you stayed in jeans or legging and hoodies or sweaters. You never ate much but nobody really noticed except Jimin and Jungkook since they were never away from you more then 24 hours. You ate little things but nothing big. For your height and age you should weigh more then you do. For being 5'5 and 16 years old you should weigh at least 155.. you weigh 110 and still consider yourself overweight. Jimin and Jungkook monitor how you eat but when you eat with them you go to the bathroom right after and throw it back up. Things just stayed this way.. until he came into the picture.. Kim Taehyung the biggest fuckboy there is. Once his eyes found you, he tried anything he could to get to you. You didn't think he was, everyone just said he was. You talked to him for a little while until Jungkook and Jimin would cut into the conversation and pull you away. One day when they weren't looking you exchanged phone numbers. Then began to talk like usual so they didn't suspect anything. They pulled you away saying you had things to do but you were still able to talk to him. Until Jimin found out. "Seriously Jimin! I don't see what the fucking problem is!" You yelled as you were fighting with him. He saw you texting Taehyung and flipped. "Y/n what the fuck are you not understanding?! Do you not see what his goal is?! He just wants to get you in bed!" He yelled. "Oh fuck off jimin!" You yelled. You grabbed your things and went to leave but Jimin grabbed you "where are you going?" You asked. "None of your fucking business." You pulled your arm and walked out of your house. He knew exactly where you going... to Taehyung. Jimin called Jungkook immediately. "Jungkook." Jimin said sternly over the phone. Jungkook picked up on it immediately. "What's going on? What'd y/n do? Who do we have to fuck up?" He asked all these different questions which was just pissing Jimin off more "okay Jungkook I'm gonna need you to shut the fuck up and stop being annoying. You need to listen. Get over to Taehyung's. Now." Jimin ordered. "She's with that fucker?!" Jungkook yelled over the phone. Jimin could hear him shuffling to get out the door. "Yeah now get over there and get her!" Jimin yelled. "Alright I'm out. I'll let you know when I got her." Jungkook said. "Alright seeya" Jimin said before hanging up the phone. "God y/n what the hell have you gotten yourself into.." Jimin thought to himself. You got to Taehyungs and were about to knock on the door until you heard quiet moans. You didn't even have to listen long before you knew what was happening and you bolted. Why didn't you listen to Jimin? Why were you such a stubborn brat.. what is wrong with you? All these thoughts crossed your mind as you were running away with tears in your eyes. You didn't even know where you were going until you ran into somebody knocking back into reality. You were about to apologize but looked up and saw Jungkook's worried face. You grabbed him and cried in his arms. Your makeup was covering your face. Jungkook picked you up bridal style and took you to the park across the street from Taehyungs house. He sat on the bench. You nuzzling into his chest crying your eyes out and ruining his white shirt with your makeup. "I'm sorry kookie.." you said in his chest. "For what babe?.." he always called you babe when you were upset since it was soothing to you when him or Jimin said it. "Being a bitch.. not listening.. ruining your shirt with my makeup.." he giggled at you worrying about his shirt. "Y/n don't you even think about apologizing you didn't do anything wrong. And I honestly don't give a fuck about this shirt so don't worry about it." He said with a reassuring smile. "He isn't worth your tears babe.." he said looking into your eyes. You pushed a few fly away hairs behind your ear and wiped off your face a little. After that he looked into your eyes again. You didn't realize how close you were until you felt his breath against your face. Your breath was unsteady and your heartbeat was out of control. You looked down at your lips. He tucked more fly away hairs behind your ears then leaned in to place a gentle kiss on your lips.. you kissed him back but not with hunger. It was a sweet kiss. He pulled away and smiled at you. "Don't ever cry over a guy.. don't cry over anyone.. because nobody is worth your tears.." he said kissing your forehead. You looked him in the eyes "I love you.." A/N: alright so I decided to continue this and I still think I should end it but fuck it why not lol. Send me any feedback. I'm not sure if my ask box is open but if it isn't message me and I'll open it. I love feedback so if you're reading this shitty series. Hope you enjoy 😁

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Starting another series but also continuing Break Down

Alright so I've just had a burst of inspiration for some reason and I feel as though I can put it towards Break Down and this new story. Idk if you all are gonna like it or anything but we'll have to wait and see. 🙂🙂

#fanfic #update #bangtan #bts

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Break Down 4

Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x reader Warnings: mention of suicide attempts, bullying, abuse, self harming, strong language Genre: angst

Tayeon.. she was glaring at you.. her eyes were like flames.. burning into you. Jungkook noticed how scared you were so he held you tighter reassuring you that you were okay. “Tayeon what the hell are you doing here?” Jungkook said coldly, you still in his hold. “Because I wanted to see if you were here, and obviously you are, so now I’m here to take you with me so we can be together.” She said as if it were the most normal thing in the world. “Tayeon you need to leave.” He said with a bitter tone. “Not until you come with me.” She said right back. “Jungkook just go.. it’s okay..” you said pulling his attention to you. He looked at you surprised. He didn’t wanna go but why did you? “Y/n.. why do you want me to go?..” he asked sadness laced in his voice. “Because Tayeon wants you..” you answered sadly. You couldn’t look him in the eye.. you knew that if you did.. you would start to cry.. “alright well that’s it, come on Kookie, we have things to do.” She said a bitchy smirk on her face. He glared at her “No.” he said sternly. It surprised both you and Tayeon. Why was he staying? Tayeon wanted him so why didn’t he go with her? “Jungkook..” you said quietly. He looked down to see your frightened eyes looking up at him. He smiled slightly and gave you a kiss on your forehead surprising you and pissing Tayeon off to the point of no return. “Are. You. FUCKING. KIDDNG. ME!” She said emphasizing each word. Fury written all over her face. She was pissed. “Why in the fuck would you kiss that piece of shit?!” She yelled pointing at you. “She’s worthless! What the fuck does she have that I don’t?!” She screamed visibly hurt but also furious. He looked st her with a serious face. “A heart.” He said. Her face went from anger to confusion. “She has a heart? Are you saying that I’m a heartless bi-” she was cut off by Jungkook saying “yes” with a serious look. She was even angrier then before. “Fuck you Jungkook and fuck you y/n.” She said coldly and stomped out of the room. You didn’t realize that you were crying until Jungkook reached down and wiped a tear away. “Don’t ever cry because of her.. your tears aren’t worth crying over someone like her.” He said pushing s strand of hair behind your ear. You were staring into each other’s eyes not realizing how close you really were. You heard someone walk in and looked away. “Jimin?” You questioned. “Y/n.. I just saw Tayeon walking out of here, are you okay?” He said worry clearly visible in his eyes. “I’m okay Jimin don’t worry.” You said reassuringly. He smiled and sighed a breath of relief. “I’ll go let your mom know about Tayeon.” Jimin said with a little smile. “Okay.” You responded. He walked out leaving you and Jungkook in silence until he gently grabbed your chin and looked st you with his brown eyes. He leaned down and gently placed his lips on yours. The kiss was sweet and short. When he pulled away he had a blush on his face surprised that he had just done that. “I-I-I’m so-sorry.” He stuttered about to get up but you didn’t let him. “Don’t be sorry Jungkook.” You said with a sweet smile calming his nerves. He smiled and pulled you closer to him. You laid there for what seemed like a lifetime until you drifted asleep in his arms. You were back in the same place.. blood everywhere.. your loved ones dead.. you covered in blood.. screaming bloody murder.. then ou woke up met with Jungkook’s worried gaze. You were once again covered in a cold sweat and tears pouring out of your eyes. “Y/n are you alright?.. was it that nightmare again?..” he questioned worried. You just nodded your head and he pulled you closer. You could tell he was tired and that you woke him up.. “I’m sorry for waking you up..” you apologized quietly. “Don’t be sorry.. I’m here for you no matter what.” He said smiling st you. “I do have to leave for a little. I’ll call Jimin in to stay with you.” He said you knew he had to go home for awhile but you were okay with that. You had Jimin. You nodded your head and as he was about to get up you stopped him holding his gaze. You pulled him down for a sweet kiss. When you pulled away he was embarrassed again. “Go home for awhile Jungkookie. I’m not going anywhere.” You said smiling at him. He nodded and went to get Jimin. Jimin walked in and instantly knew you wanted him to lay with you so he slid in next to you and held you tightly. He was warm and made you feel protected. You huddled into him. “Me and Jungkook kissed..” you said quietly. You felt Jimin stiffen at your words. “When was that..” he asked quietly. “Before he went to get you..” you responded. “Oh.. okay.. that’s awesome..” he said hugging you tighter. He was actually very hurt.. he’s had a major crush on you for years and knowing that one of his best friends kissed you was breaking his heart. He wanted you and only you. But he knew he was never gonna get you. Knowing that Jungkook had gotten to kiss you. To feel the softness of your lips. That’s all he wanted. But he would never get that. He held back that tears that nearly fell and smiled at you but you knew him better then anyone else. You could tell something was wrong. “Jiminie. What’s wrong?” You asked. He shook his head “nothing. I’m okay.” He said definitely not convincing you. “Jimin don’t lie to me..” you said. You grabbed his chin lightly and made him look at you again. “What’s wrong?” You asked. He just shook his head. “I’m gonna go get your mom.. she’ll wanna see you..” he said getting up and leaving. As soon as he was out the door he began to cry quietly. He walked to go get your mom which gave him time to stop crying. He could never tell you his feelings so he had to suck it up. He might have a break Down.. just like you did.. Jimin found your mom and told her to go see you. He had stopped crying and looked like his same old self. She nodded her head and walked with her to your room. When they got there you were asleep but crying and screaming. Jimin ran over to you and shook you awake “y/n, y/n! Wake up!” Your eyes shot open and you looked around making sure everything was normal. He grabbed you and pulled you into a tight hug. You cried into his shoulder and didn’t want him to let you go. “Please don’t leave me Jimin..” you begged. “I would never.” He said reassuringly holding you tight. “Please don’t let her hurt me..” you begged.. his eyes widened “who?” He asked quietly. “Tayeon..” you said..

A/n: another part of this shitty series. Don’t know how long I’m gonna make it but we’ll see. You had a different dream. This one involving Tayeon. What happened? Who knows? Let me know what you think! I love feedback!

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Break Down 3

Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x reader Genre: angst Warnings: strong language, suicide attempts, self harming, bullying, abuse They all stared at you in shock. "Baby, who's beating you?" You're mother asked walking over to you. You looked at her seeing the sadness and worry in her eyes. "Uh.." you didn't know what to say. You couldn't mention your father because it would just cause more trouble. "It's okay mom it's not happening anymore.." you said even though you didn't know if it would or would not happen. "Y/n that doesn't answer my question." Your mother said sternly. As everything was going on Jungkook was standing there thinking and in shock and what he just heard wondering who could've beaten you up. Then he realized. "Tayeon." He said out loud. You, your mother, and Jimin both looked st him. How did he know about Tayeon beating you up? You never told him. Hell it wasn't even that big of a deal but you didn't say anything. "Who?" Your mother asked confused. "Kim Tayeon, she doesn't like y/n because of something that happened. She's the only person that I could think of that would beat her up." Jungkook said looking at you. You just said there in shock still confused on how he knew it was that bitch. She didn't tell him. And you didn't tell him. And he was nowhere near you when the incident took place. "Y/n is this true? Is that who was beating you?" Your mother asked looking at you. You sighed and just nodded your head yes. Your mother was furious. "I've gotta go do some stuff. I'll be back later baby." She said as she kissed your forehead and left the room. "Jungkook.." you said looking at him. "Hmm?" He hummed back. "How the hell did you know about Tayeon?" You asked genuinely confused. "Because it was the only thing that would make sense." He said honestly. "Okay lets back up here, my best friend was getting bullied and beaten on and she never told me? Are you fucking nuts?" Jimin said finally speaking up and a little angry. "Jiminie there would be nothing you could've done. She's a girl." You said looking at him. "Still you don't keep something like that from me y/n." He said sternly. "I know.. I'm sorry.." you said sadly not looking at him. He walked over to the bed and grabbed your hands rubbing them with his thumbs gently. "Don't be sorry. Just don't keep things like that from me.. I'm your best friend. You need to tell me things like this." He said softly. You just nodded your head in response. "I'm kinda tired.. I'm just gonna go to sleep.." you said quietly. He squeezed your hands reassuringly. "Okay, I'll see you tomorrow I have to head home. Goodnight." He said kissing your forehead and then leaving. Jungkook was about to follow him. "Jungkook, wait." You called out to him. "Yea?" He responded slightly confused. "Can you stay?.. it's okay if you don't want to.. I was just wondering.." you said embarrassed. He smiled "of course." He said sweetly sitting down by the bed. "Thank you.." you said quietly. "Of course. Go to sleep. You need it." He said. You nodded your head and drifted off to sleep. You were standing in front of your mirror with the razor blade in your hand, it dripping with your blood, you felt nothing as you fell to the ground laying limp. When you could see everything you were shocked and started screaming. Your mother.. Jungkook.. Jimin.. everyone you cared for was dead in front of you, blood pouring out of them, until you heard a voice telling you to wake up. Your eyes shot open and you gasped for air like you haven't been breathing, tears pouring from your eyes, covered in sweat, you looked at Jungkook and started to cry even harder. "Jungkook.." you cried reaching up to touch him.. "You're here.. you're okay.. you're alive.." you said between tears. "Of course I am, why wouldn't I be y/n?" He questioned confused. You realized that he was holding onto you for dear life like you were going to disappear. "I had a nightmare.. you and Jimin and my mom were dead.. covered in blood.. it was awful.." you said crying into his chest. He pulled you closer "it's okay y/n.. it's okay.. we're still here. Just relax.." he said calmingly. Holding you tightly. "Please don't leave me.." you begged looking up into his beautiful brown eyes. "I would never." He said with certainty. After sitting there for awhile you fell asleep in his arms him following shortly after you. You slept peacefully after knowing that he was holding you. You felt safe. The next day you woke up to see him sleeping soundly with you in his arms. His heartbeat and breathing was calming to you. You never realized just how beautiful he was. He looked like an angel. He was perfect. You just watched him sleep. "Y/n you know I'm awake, right?" He said opening one eye. You blushed and looked away embarrassed. He chuckled "don't be embarrassed. It's not everyday you wake up with someone holding you in their arms." He said smiling. You smiled slightly at that. "Thank you Jungkook." You smiled st him. "For what?" He questioned. "Staying with me.. helping me.." you said honestly. He smiled "I would never leave you and I will always help you." He said looking you in the eye. You held each other's gaze for a minute him looking down at you like you were the most fragile thing in the world. Then Jimin and your mother walked in and you grabbed onto Jungkook tighter as if you were afraid. "Jungkook?" Your mother and Jimin said. "Jungkook did you stay here with her all night?" Your mother asked. "Uh, yeah, she asked me to.." he said shyly. Jimin visibly getting jealous. "Thank you." Your mother said. He smiled and nodded at her. "So baby, I've talked with Jimin and his family and they said that you can stay with them for awhile, just into you feel comfortable to come back home." Your mother told you. You beamed. "Really?" You said happily. Your mother nodded. Jimin standing there quiet and still jealous. Why didn't you ask him to stay? Why Jungkook? You were Jimin's best friend. Not Jungkook's. You smiled over st him and he smiled back. "Jiminie we're gonna be living together." You said happily still in Jungkook's arms. Jimin nodded and smiled "it's gonna be awesome." He said happily. "Listen baby I have to go work some things out with Jimin and his family. You can have Jungkook stay with you if you want, I'll be back with Jimin in a little bit." She said smiling st you. "Okay ma, see you in a little Jimin." You said to both of them. They both nodded and smiled and walked out of the room. You and Jungkook just sat there for awhile watching TV. "Y/n, can I ask ou something?" Jungkook asked. "Yea, what's up?" You answered. "Why didn't you ask Jimin to stay with you? Why'd you ask me?" He questioned honestly. "I don't know to be honest.." you replied. You knew Jimin would be able to stay but for some reason you wanted Jungkook there. You wondered this yourself. "I think he's a little hurt that you asked me instead of him.." he said. Was Jimin hurt? Did he want you to ask him to stay? "Why would Jimin be hurt by that?" You asked curiously. "Because he's your best friend and you're his, wouldn't you be a little hurt if you were him?" He answered. You thought about it and you knew Jungkook was right. Jimin was probably really upset that it was Jungkook that you asked to stay and not him. You felt horrible after thinking about it and then things just got worse.. the person who walked into the room was not who you were expecting to see at all. Tayeon.. "well hello there kookie.. now I know why you haven't answered me." She said. "You were here with this crazy bitch." She said pointing at you. Things were about to get bad.. A/n: alright so this is still really shitty but I think it's kinda getting a little sketchy. Why was Tayeon there? Why would she wanna see you? I don't know lol we'll see soon.

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Don't know if I should continue Break Down

I feel like nobody really likes it so I might discontinue it. Idk yet we'll see 😕😕

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Break Down 2

Warnings: strong language, mentioning of suicide attempts, abuse, self harm, bullying Genre: angst

You had to decide how you wanted to end it. You looked st your cracked iPhone and noticed how time had flew and that it was already 5:00. Your mother was already home so you could go home and not worry about being beaten. The walk home was strange and you felt as though you were being watched. Turns out you were right when Tayeon and her evil minions stopped you from moving. “So y/n, you thought you’d be brave and try and protect my Kookie, what s stupid fucking thing to do” she warned as she shoved you to the ground. It didn’t hurt much considering you had dealt with worse from your father. As you looked up to her with a dark scowl and a smirk she eyes you carefully. “Go. Fuck. Yourself. Slut.” You said bravely. She was shocked at your sudden words and braveness but didn’t stand for it. Her face went from shock to fury as she kicked you in the ribs. “You wanna tell me who the fuck you think you’re talking to?! You’re a freak. And one crazy bitch! Stay the fuck away from Jungkook and like I said, do everyone a favor and go kill yourself. Slit those scrawny little wrists of yours. Bye bye bitch.” She screamed and strutted away after she had beaten you up. She at least had some use to her and gave you the way to end it all. The hits didn’t hurt since she’s a scrawny little weakling. You got up and made your walk home. Prepared to end it all.. Once you got home you had noticed it was 8:00 and saw your parents sitting together happily on the couch. Your father looking at you briefly and your mother smiling brightly “welcome home sweetie, were you feeling better?” She asked sweetly. “Yea Mom, I’m okay now” you smiled weakly at her. “I’m just gonna go head to bed now. Goodnight love you guys.” You had given her and your father s hug before walking up to your bathroom. You saw your fathers razor blades that he used and took one. You looked in the mirror and thought to yourself “why was I placed in such an ugly place?.” You began to sob quietly. But you counted to 3 and sliced up your arms. Vision becoming fuzzy you fell to the ground with a large bang from hitting your head off the tile floor. You lay there, limp and almost gone until your father kicked in the locked door and your mother rushing to call the police. Your father lifting you up becoming covered in your blood. After your mother had called the ambulance she came over to you and question where she went wrong. “My beautiful baby, why did you do this to yourself, why did you want to leave me and your father? We need you. You’re our life.. you’ll be okay baby, don’t worry..” her voice had soon drifted away from you becoming unconscious. You could feel free soon. Until you woke up.. in the psychiatric ward.. tears began to fall silently. Then you stopped surprised by the tear stained face that met your gaze.. Jungkook.. “Oh my god y/n., you’re okay.. you’re alive.. you’re breathing.. you aren’t gone..” he grabbed you and bawled into your neck. “Jungkook? What are you doing here? What am I doing here? Why the fuck am I still here?” You were confused and then began to cry again. Jungkook had held you tightly in his arms crawling in next to you, which is just what you needed.. someone to hold and someone to hold you. “Jungkook?,.” You questioned quietly. “Hmm?” He hummed in response. “Why’re you here?” You asked honestly. He looked down st you with sadness in his eyes. “Because even though you wouldn’t let me in, all I wanted to do was be something to you.. I just wanted to be your friend.. I.. I..” he chocked on his words as silent tears started to fall from his beautiful brown eyes. “Don’t cry.. especially not for me.. you’ll soon realize why nobody wants me in their life..” you said while wiping the tears from his face then falling asleep in his arms. His voice becoming a fuzzy noise in the background. You were hoping.. you wouldn’t wake back up.. When you woke up you were depressed and wanted out of this world. You looked around confused as to where you were. You woke up to the beautiful face of Jeon Jungkook next to you. His breathing calming to you. As you tried to push away from him he just pulled you closer. “Jungkook.. you need to go home.” You said sternly. “Y/n, why don’t you want me to be in your life?” He asked suddenly. Your eyes widened to his dumb question. “Why do you want to be in my life?” You asked him back. “Y/n I know how lonely you are. I see it in school. I want to be there for you so you have somebody..” he said honestly. You looked him in the eyes “Go home.” You said sternly. He sighed in defeat and got up. “I’ll be back tomorrow y/n.” He said honestly. You weren’t happy so you just ignored him. A few minutes after Jungkook had left someone barged in. And you were so happy at who it was. “Y/n!!” Jimin yelled running over to hug you. “Jimin.. what are you doing here?” You had a tight hold on him afraid that he might disappear. You started to cry silently. “Y/n I wasn’t gonna sit home knowing my best friend nearly committed suicide. Are you crazy?” He said sternly. “What the hell were you thinking?” He questioned. “I wanted it to end..” you said not looking at him. He lightly held your chin and turned you to look him in the eyes. “You can’t leave me..” he said with glossy eyes. You had never seen Jimin cry before. Only when it was something really bad. “Jimin don’t cry.. please..” you begged. “Y/n I almost lost one of the most important things in my life.. I can’t help but cry..” he said honestly. “Look Jimin. I’m still here. And I can’t make promises that I won’t attempt it again but I can promise that even if I am gone.. I’ll always be with you..” you said looking him in the eyes. He kissed your forehead lightly. “Please don’t leave me y/n..” he said quietly. He then laid down where Jungkook had just been laying a mere 20 minutes ago. And right now you wanted Jimin to stay and never leave your side. But eventually he had to go home. “I’ll be back tomorrow y/n, don’t worry.” He said reassuringly with a slight smile. You only nodded in reply. Then he walked out the doors. Realizing that it was now 2:30 in the morning you suddenly felt very tired but didn’t wanna sleep. But your eyes got the better of you and you drifted off into a deep sleep. When you woke up you heard quiet voices. When you turned to see who it was you were shocked to see that it was Jungkook, Jimin, and your mother. “Guys?” You questioned sleepily. “What the hell are you doing?” You whined. You saw that it was 9:30 AM which was way to early for you right now. “Hey sweetie, how’re you feeling baby?” Your Mom questioned sweetly. You smiled at her. “I’m doing better. I think I can leave.” You lied about doing better but you did want to leave. “I’m sorry baby but the doctor said you are still a danger to yourself. You can’t leave until he thinks you’re well enough.” She said sadly and lightly stroking your cheek. You frowned and looked down sadly. “Hey honey, you never told me about this young man here.” She pointed to Jungkook but you tried to act like she was pointing to Jimin. “Ma you’ve known Jimin for years. What are you talking about?” You asked trying to act like you didn’t know she meant Jungkook. “Honey, you know I’m talking about Jungkook.” She looked at you with a small smile. You sighed and just nodded. “Baby why didn’t you ever tell me about him, I didn’t know you made a new friend at school.” She asked sweetly. You just shrugged not looking at them. “He was the first one here. Somehow Jimin knew Jungkook and he told him that he had to come see you and knew Jungkook found out who he was talking about he ran here.” She said smiling at Jungkook. He smiled a little and looked away from you a little embarrassed. You just smiled at him. “Jimin how do you know Jungkook?” You asked. “Well Jungkook and I actually weren’t friends for a long time because of a big misunderstanding but once we worked it out we became best friends.” Jimin smiled and Jungkook. “Yah! The best friend spot is filled Kook!” You shouted jokingly and giggled. They giggled to. “But no I’m serious the best friend spot really is filled.” You said trying not to laugh which made them all burst out into a fit of laughter. You wished everyday could be like this. But then you remembered when you got out you would have to face everyone at your school. If they didn’t think you were s freak before, then they’ll definitely think you are now.. you didn’t wanna ever go back to school. What you asked next surprised even you. “Mom can I go live with Jimin?” You said bluntly. Jungkook, Jimin and your mother both stood there in shock that you just asked that. “Y/n why would you ask that?..” you’re mother said quietly. “Because maybe then I won’t be beaten on anymore.” You answered quickly and bitter. Then realizing what you said you covered your mouth as if that would help any. “Y/n, who’s beating you?” They all said in unison. And the room got eerily quiet. What have you done..

A/n: alright so this is up really fast because I was bored and idk don't judge me lol. But anyways this is seriously such a shitty series like I'm so sorry. :'( but if you guys have any feedback let me know I like when I get feedback. But thanks for reading if you do lol

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