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god knew I'd be too powerful if I had straight hair

#just got a haircut #curly hair #straight hair #sad life #feeling pretty #pretty #beauty standards

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#life #life problems #girlblogging #im so tired

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you’re asexual because you don’t feel sexual attraction to anyone. i’m asexual because im attracted to myself. we are not the same.

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Ok reblog if you had a crush on Faisal Khan (from Maharana Pratap, you know the one)

#this just triggered something in me #feeling called out

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#feeling called out #writers on tumblr

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women getting revenge on their lying, cheating, pieces of shit husbands gotta be my favourite genre of movies.

#gone girl #wilderness #yellowjackets #amy dunne #taylor swift #look what you made me do #reputation #reputation taylor’s version #reputation tv #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #jenna coleman #penthouse #penthhousekdrama #revenge #womenstoriesmatter #badass women #wilderness tv #wilderness 2023 #dont worry darling #florence pugh #harry styles #how to get away with murder

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ये शाम ढल तो ले ज़रा

ये दिल सम्भल तो ले ज़रा

मैं थोड़ी देर जी तो लूँ नशे के घूँट पी तो लूँ

नशे के घूँट पी तो लूँ

:･ﾟ✧:･.☽˚｡･ﾟ✧:･.:

translation

At least let this evening fade away

Please take care of your heart

If I can live for a while then I can take a sip of intoxication.

I will take a sip of intoxication

#old bollywood #bollywood songs #retro aesthetic #abhinajaochodkar #dark academia #love #angst #love story #music aesthetic #music #lyric quotes #lyric posting #nostalgia

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Trying to figure out if you’re ace or aro can be so much harder than other sexualities because it’s like, trying to find the absence of something. Imagine you’re at a pond and you want to know if there are any turtles, or fish. Say you find a turtle and you’re like “great! Now I know there are turtles.” Or a fish, now you know for sure there are fish. Or you find both, and now you know for a fact there are both turtles and fish in the pond.

But like, if you don’t find any turtles it might be that there are no turtles or maybe you’re just really shitty at looking for turtles and maybe you THINK you saw a turtle over there or maybe it was just a stick. Maybe there are only a few turtles. Maybe you need to do something special to find the turtles. Maybe a bunch of these rocks are actually turtles but you couldn’t tell them apart. Maybe there are no turtles. You have no idea. Meanwhile some people are saying “Oh there have to be turtles! You’ll find them eventually ;)” or “How many turtles have you found in your pond?” or “Try planting some vegetables at the shore to attract the turtles.” Or “Oh no! What disaster happened to your pond that there are no turtles?” And you’re just standing there wet with an empty net and a tired expression.

But whatever because whether there are turtles or fish or not your pond’s ecology works just fine without them because that’s what eco-communities do they form a system around what they have. You aren’t missing anything if you don’t have turtles you just have a pond system without turtles. If someone tried to change you by pouring a bunch of turtles into your pond it would probably fuck something up.

So you don’t have to be entirely sure. You don’t have to search every inch of the damn pond before you can decide there are probably no turtles. If you want to take the aro or ace label because you think it fits go for it. And if you do find your turtles you can rename the pond. That’s fine.

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my most useless toxic trait is that when listening to music, I'll put certain songs to play in a queue and then right when the first song ends, I'll personally go on to choose a particular song, completely ignoring the queue.

#music #spotify #playlist #music aesthetic #songs #taylor swift #lana del rey #sabrina carpenter #mitski #gracie abrams #harry styles #suki waterhouse

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i don’t care what the most streamed song ever is i don’t care who sold the most albums i don’t care what the most viewed mv of all time is i don’t care about these inflated achievements i don’t care about the sales or the streams or the views all i care about is if i like it or not hope this helps

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when you take that first sip of your coffee and you feel your brain channels open up one by one

#coffee #coffeeenthusiast #caffeine #obsessed

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29 days to go!!!!

#durga puja #kolkata #aaaaaaaaaaaa #i'm so excited #can't wait

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#sunset #twilight #sunset vibes #summer #Spotify

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accessories can really boost a woman's self confidence.

for example, I would feel 10x sexier if I had a sword with me at all times

#girlblogging #girl dinner #jewelry #sword #inej ghafa

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stars in the night sky and the awful quality of my phone

#night #stars #starry night #aesthetic

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why is this so true?

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"Why are you letting him flirt with you?" He demanded.

She chuckled softly and asked, "Why do you care?"

He looks into her eyes intently and says, "You know why." And crashes his lips onto hers.

an excerpt from my upcoming novel 'Generation Hum' only on Wattpad.

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #enemies to lovers #book quotes #wattpad #wattpad books #writing #aesthetic