ashywashythehoneydew

[ashywashythehoneydew]

I know we all think Aziraphale is gonna come back from heaven dearly missing wine and food and good music but I think he's gonna come back and immediately crawl under a blanket because he is severely overstimulated by the fucking Big Light energy in heaven.

Those fluorescent overhead lights and the sheer brightness of this place absolutely do not mesh with the autisms, I mean look at his bookshop!! Dim and muted. Poor thing

[ashywashythehoneydew]

hey

hey friend

dont kill yourself tonight ok

you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again

youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep

[ashywashythehoneydew]

The little things (long)

It's the little things I do that prove I love you

Little things that you wouldn't notice of think of

Not unless I told you

Like back in 4th grade shaking my brother awake

Walking to school in the dark js to make it for breakfast

I didn't care about eating, I was too big to

I did care about the powered donuts they gave out though

The powered donuts that I held onto all day

The powered donuts I didn't dare touch, not until lunch

Not until lunch with him, I would sit with him eating our powered donuts making jokes we were too young to be making

But that was back in 4th grade, how about we fast-forward

Fast-forward to you

The little things I associated with you, the things I wouldn't do without you

Like drinking monsters

Putting on nails before seeing you, so I was forced to ask you to open my monsters,

Like watching shows I never would have if you didn't recommend Now they're my favorite and I rewatch them to feel comfort

Like library's, every time I see one I think of you

Like Legos every time I think of you

Libraries where we hung out

Legos we played within the kids sections, ignoring the dirty looks from parents

Legos like the post you sent me asking to build Legos with you,

You won't remember that though, so I'll pretend not to

I have to pretend I told you I have bad memory, but that was a lie

a lie to make you feel better about your bad memory

But I remember

I remember when you opened about your exes, complaining how they only ever gave you a single drawing

We were only friends then, but that night I swore

I swore if I ever got the chance, I would never treat you like that

I'd make you gifts upon gifts and I would save all my money to get you a motorcycle, I know you want one,

I know because you briefly mentioned it while walking home,

I swear I'd let you ride it, not like your ex you vent about

It's the little things Like how we contracted our jewelry

I had 2 pieces of yours, so to make it fair I gave you my newest favorite necklace

It was Overpriced like crazy, I wouldn't ever let anyone have it,

Not unless they are you

I still wear the ring we contacted, it was a birthday gift

I still wear it, but in secret, never around you

Out of fear that you may ask for it back

I play with it when I'm scared

And I put it on my Ring finger, wishing for it to be true one day

I won't wear it around you, you still have my necklace

You can't get it back unless you want to give me my necklace

I'm OK with never having the necklace again

I really couldn't care less for it, I js want to keep your ring

I keep it in my bag when I'm with you

Never thinking of giving it to you

I want a ring from you for the rest of my life

It's the little things

Like how I only started using Instagram bc you did

I posted things on my story hoping it would make you smile

Even when we didn't talk I would post things and think of you It's the little things,

l Like how over text I told you nobody could touch me because I'm scared of men

But I laugh around you, I let down my guard, We both sit on a couch, and I'll stretch out my legs,

Not caring if they touched you, in fact hoping that you would put your feet up too

Like how we sit in the kids section with all the stuffed animals

With my legs on yours, then yours on mine, it was kinda a blur

You know what wasn't though?

When your head was somehow in my lap, and you looked up at me Your eyes shimmering in the light

You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen

I wanted to stare into them for years

I wanted to tell you how much I loved them

How much I loved you

But I got scared I broke our amazing eye contact out of fear that you would see in my eyes that I am hopeless

Hopeless only for you

It's the little things

Like when I realized my mom was an alcoholic

I knew you were the only one I could talk to

I knew I could only talk to you bc you're the only one who would understand

You had mentioned once when we first met your dad use to be one

You were the only person I felt safe telling about my realization

It didn't matter that my friend was going through the same thing

I could only go to you

You were the only one that would understand

Bc while yes that friend was my best

You knew me in ways she didn't

Ways I didn't think I could open up

You showed me something new

You made me believe

It's the little things that made me fall in love with you

And it's forever, the little things I'll do to tell you I love you

#poets on tumblr #poems #original poetry #original poem #og poem #long poem #og poetry #unrequited romance #unrequited love #unrequited love poem #god i hope he doesnt see this bc he will know its abt him instatly

[ashywashythehoneydew]

how long of a poem is to long

and how long is to long for tumbler?

#love poem #poetry #og poem #original poem #original poetry #long poem #howlongistolong? #how long is to long poetry

[ashywashythehoneydew]

so real (I love it when my ego gets fed)

thank you for the tag @brokendoor16 !! the last chain was real long so I started a new one lol.

Do this picrew

Do this uquiz

Tag people!

I like my results!! :3

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[ashywashythehoneydew]

reminder to:

straighten your back

go pee goddAMN IT STOP HOLDING IT

go take your meds if you need to

drink some water

go get a snack if you havent eaten in a while

maybe wander around the house/stretch a little if you’ve been sat at the computer a while (artists especially: sTRETCH THOSE WRISTS)

reply to that text/message from earlier you’d forgotten about

maybe send a nice lil message to someone having a bad day?

[ashywashythehoneydew]

canon

Good Omens, but it's just about this one couple who keep finding out that their table reservations at the Ritz are somehow canceled every time they show up because, unknown to them, a demon and an angel are using their powers on a whim to have their own date nights.

[ashywashythehoneydew]

Smiles

I've always been able to mask, at least mask enough where people don't know my feelings

at the drop of a hat I could have the straightest face but somehow for some reason never with you,

I arrive with a straight face and walk out the building with an even straighter face

but take a look at that time between I can't control myself I can't help but smile even if I don't want to

I sit with my smile thinking I look like a damn fool, but I can't help it, not around you,

I don't smile with anyone else not unless I see it fit,

but I would smile for an eternity and two with you if only you would let me

I could smile for the rest of my life and my mouth would never hurt

I can't help it around you,

you bring me joys I can't explain, if only you and I were meant to be

#poetry #love poem #love poetry #unrequited love #unrequited romance #og poem #i love him but he never will love me #original poem #original poetry #god save me #mauraders

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inspired by boop day, reblog this post if its ok for people to send you random asks and interact on your posts with no judgement. i want to talk to people.

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This won’t make your blog look ugly. How could you not reblog this? REBLOGGING THIS COULD SAVE A LIFE!!!

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Reblog if I can go on your page and write stupid things in your ask box whenever I'd like to.

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James Potter the type of mf to wear one of those night gowns with those stupid hats. He'd hold a lantern while walking down the stairs asking, "who goes there?"

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Does anyone have a list of all the Gryffindor girls from the 70s? I'm trying to make a cheer team, but I can't think of anyone besides Lily Marlene and Alice, pls help js start naming them I beg of you

#harry potter #mauraders #mauraders era #reality shifting #shifting community #james potter #sirus black #remus lupin #lily evans #marlene mckinnon #alice fortescue #peter pettigrew