worldontheclouds

[worldontheclouds]

The blues I looked up to

Were the blues of my life

The borrowed sunshine

Turned grey in a lifetime

The pink shades of my blush

Turned my eyes red in a hush

The colors of my life

Turned black like the darkness of night

The people left unbothered

While I stood like a ghost in a graveyard

The dark nights turned darker

While my insides turned redder

With the color of my blood

I waited for you knowing you would never come

With your scarf in my hand

Whose threads loosened with every breath

I stepped towards the edge

With one leg dangling in the air

Eyes closed

Questioning my life without you

And with the last name that came out of my lips

I let the ocean sink me in

Where I breathed like I never did with you.

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The best thing about fantasy is I can write whatever I want cause I can just make shit up on the spot and declare it canon like it’s nothing

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~ Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

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There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you

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“My life is a struggle between my need for acceptance, my fear of rejection, and a desire to not care at all.”

— Unkown

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constantly on this search

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I thought I have overcome my insecurities,

I thought I am done feeling lonely

Empty

But it all came back after I met you

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“I choose to love you in silence because in silence I find no rejection, and in silence no one owns you but me.”

— Rumi

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“I used to dislike being sensitive. I thought it made me weak. But take away that single trait, and you take away the very essence of who I am. You take away my conscience, my ability to empathize, my intuition, my creativity, my deep appreciation for the little things, my vivid inner life, my deep awareness of others’ pain, and my passion for it all.”

— Unknown

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There was never any distance between anything at all.

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It's not like I degrade Love and relationships

I am not saying it's wrong

I am just saying that I am scared

Scared of getting hurt

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LOVERS TO ENEMIES

• “Oh, come on, don’t glare at me like that. We’re enemies, not total strangers. Even with how much you wished we were.”

• “No. Don’t you dare. You know I would’ve burned down the entire world to earn another minute with you, and you couldn’t even be bothered to stay.”

• “I’m tired of this cat-and-mouse chase, and I can’t keep seeing your face knowing I can’t even hold you anymore.”

• “I care enough not to kill you, darling. But not enough to keep you safe.”

• “You moved on. Help me do the same.”

• “Please. Either you were lying to me this whole time, or you’re lying to yourself right now. I don’t know which hurts more.”

• “You can pretend you’re good/evil all you want, I know you. I loved you. And this is not who you are. It never was.”

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Sometimes I want to feel special

Sometimes I don't always want to put effort

Sometimes I just want to smile and not stop

Just sometimes I want to be appreciated

Sometimes I don't wanna hear my flaws, I wanna hear what's special in me

Just sometimes

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Love realization prompts:

They don't smile/laugh often, but when they finally do, you feel your heart skip a beat

Waking up and finding yourself snuggled up with them on the couch, when it dawns upon you that maybe you do love them

They're doing something stupid, and somehow, you find yourself thinking that this is the person you want to spend the rest of your life with

They're going to go away soon. You're going through some of your old memories together, which is when the realization hits you (and you don't have much time left)

You find yourself unable to look away after seeing them in a fancy dress/suit for the first time

Reuniting after being separated for a while, realizing how much you missed their presence

Thinking about how they have all the qualities you'd like in a partner

While pretending to be in a relationship with them, you realize how much you wish it was real

Being worried that these new feelings might ruin their friendship

"I think... I'm in love with (Name)" || "Congrats on being the last one to find out"

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The morning we say, love is bullshit

The nights we think how passionate a lover can make us feel?

The morning we say, love is blind

The nights we think how we can love a person despite all their flaws

The morning we say, love is tough

The nights we think how effortlessly it happens

The morning we say, love is nothing

The nights we think, love is everything

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The colour blue was the one you wore when we first met

The colour white was the colour of our friendship

Yellow was the first date

Brown was the coffees we shared

I didn't know the colour palette meant anything to me until you wore red.

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I searched you in the shapes of the clouds

In the crowd of the day

In the middle of the night

In the sketches I made

In the coffee we shared

But didn't realise, you were there where I couldn't reach you

Embrace you

Touch you

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