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“When feeling overwhelmed by a faraway goal, repeat the following: I have it within me right now to get me to where I want to be later.”

— Karen Salmansohn

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“how could you be so stupid” well you know what. its really not that hard

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I was just a pawn.. a piece you don't care about losing....

#hurt #used #heartbroken

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No because pride and prejudice isn't "I changed myself for you so you would love me back." It's "your blatant rejection and disdain for me made me realize things about myself no one had ever been bold enough to tell me so I sat down and evaluated all my behavior patterns and why they came about and came to the realization myself that I had to work on myself. Also I don't expect you to love me now that I'm a work in progress, so I'm just going to do nice things for you because I don't like seeing you hurt." No wonder P&P fans refuse to settle.

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sorry for being weird lately it's just that ive been weird lately

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It matters because I gave it meaning bitch

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I should be used to getting ignored and pushed aside by now.

Treated like my feelings and opinions don't mean shit.

I used to be so open & not give a shit type of person.

Now I just feel timid. Quiet. Alone.

A flight not fight person anymore.

I miss the me that felt like she had the world ahead of her. Now it's just a world where I got left behind.

#blissfulregrets #feelings #hurt #alone #numb #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit

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Why are TV shows more interesting than the people around me..

#damn #realityistoomuch #perhaps its drama that doesnt affect me #meh

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"Cheating on one's pregnant wife qualifies as an unspeakable criminal act."

#AHS #american horror story #cheating #still hurts

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you werent sorry when you thought i didnt know.

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I've been... antisocial, tired, shut in, selfish, suspicious, drunk, incoherent, abusive, and completely depressed.

I have a problem.. and that problem won't ever be fixed until I make myself change for the better.

As I'm writing this, I am drunk and just recently came from buying more alcohol to satisfy my needs.

I do know this.

And I do know that I have to tell myself in the morning that I am the problem and nothing else.

#addiction #selfish #alcoholism #depression #abuse #overcoming #awareness #self help

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I know in my heart that it may have been me who ruined us.

The night it was actually ME, who declined YOU.

The night it was I who was in control.

The night you wrecked your phone, and lost your bag.

I should have went to you.

But I didn't.

I chose myself over you.

And it was the best thing I could have ever done.

#lost love #feelings #pain #love #blissful

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Finding myself for the hundredth time is extremely exhausting.

Although, I will persevere.

For my son, for myself, and... For you.

#trying #feelings #persevere #hope #love #change

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I'm doing my best everyday. It breaks my heart just to think of a future without you.

“If you can see a future without me and that doesn’t break your heart then we’re not doing what I thought we were doing here.”

— That 70’s Show

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I feel it at least once a day.

“I hate this feeling. Like I’m here, but I’m not. Like someone cares. But they don’t. Like I belong somewhere else, anywhere but here, and escape lies just past that snowy window, cool and crisp as the February air.”

— Ellen Hopkins