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gaslighting myself into thinking i’m completely fine and that i’m just being dramatic

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back to school is in less than a week

i’m starting uni, tons of people are gonna see my fatty self for the first time✨✨✨

#anamia #analog #kinda depressing #depressing life #depressing quotes #sorry for being depressing #d3pression #depressing shit #bpd #bpd thoughts

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i hate when i’m out with friends and i have to eat and spend money just to purge everything a few minutes later

#anamia #analog #kinda depressing #depressing life #depressing quotes #sorry for being depressing #d3pression #depressing shit #bpd #bpd thoughts

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I'm so tired of everytime one small argument or inconvenience breaks out I want to end it and self destruct, it's so draining.

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and it goes like this (one can’t find more accurate words)

we’ll get in your car and you’ll lean to kiss me

we’ll talk for hours and lie on the backseat

…

and then one random night when everything changes

and you won’t reply and we go back to strangers

#anamia #depressing life #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #depressing shit #depressing quotes #sorry for being depressing #kinda depressing #heartbroken #breakup #Spotify

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ultimate goal: being someone’s thinspo

#anamia #analog #depressing life #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #depressing shit #depressing quotes #sorry for being depressing #kinda depressing

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“that’s ok i understand!!!!” but it actually made me sick to my stomach

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i’m either just going to be numb or have extreme mood swings for the rest of my life i guess

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Self-aware of my self-destruction, yet unable to stop myself.

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and it’s when you think you got it under control that everything vanishes

#depressing life #depressing quotes #sorry for being depressing #kinda depressing #d3pression #ansia #you broke my heart

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your love life will destroy your mental health

#depressing quotes #depressing life #sorry for being depressing #kinda depressing #d3pression #lovelife #sad thoughts

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Ever cried in your bed curled up in a ball because you’re alive and can’t die?

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I wanna look pretty while destroying myself

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im living a manic episode

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it’s currently 1:53 am and i can’t sleep at all even tho i have school tomorrow and i have to wake up at 6:30.

i had to pay in order to do an exam before 13th april but i forgot, im afraid its too late.

i have a test tomorrow (german) im not good at all and im afraid to fail again.

i have the admission test for university and its one of the most difficult faculties.

in a month i will have my finals to graduate high school.

its too much stress i cant take it anymore

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first fast: 24 hours🫢

#anamia #bulimik #analog #bulimiii #bulimina #buliimix #disordered eating tw #anorexik #anorekic #eating disoder thoughts #eating problems #it's not as simple as just eating #skinnnny #tw eating things #eating disoder tips #ed thots #edmeme #i want to be skiny #tw ed mention #tw ana stuff