#yearning for more

[annieroses-rant]

used to

used to guilt and shame

like needles in my veins

am I doomed to be mediocre at everything?

everyone thinks that I'm doing too much

but not trying hard enough

no one knows how hard

I chase the dopamine rush

everyone feeds me the same motifs

enough is enough

I can’t be strong like I used to

can’t not be wrong like I used to

I can’t work like I used to

hell, am I even useful?

if I’m not what I used to be,

will I then lose everything?

do I know the girl I used to be?

who is this new girl that I see?

you call her by my name

but we aren’t the same

cause she’s not what she used to be

she’s worse than geometry

why can’t I just live

up to what everyone thinks of me

just lock me away

leave me with my artistry

the only thing that improved

but you’d only find choreography

I’m the one who makes the days the same

though not how they used to be

so much on my back already

but what else do you want from me?

I’ll take the blame

shackles and chains

though I really need to be free

because that’s who I used to be

so please, please don’t give up on me

I can’t live as who I used to be

but I’m still trying though crying

still going and growing

I’m not sure if I’ll make it anymore

not sure if I can take this anymore

but if I can’t, what am I even here for?

just leave me with my tears

just shut the door

I’ll sit here with my fears and my heart still sore

I’ll look back on these years

when I am hurt and bored

and when no one seems to need me

not like they did before

do you even need who I used to be anymore?

#imposter syndrome #gifted kid burnout #gifted kid problems #who is she #who am i #sad poem #sadgirl #sad poetry #sad thoughts #i'm sad #yearning for freedom #yearning for more #wish i was her #wish i was normal #there is no normal #homesick #homesick for the past #failure #loneliest #lonesome #why can’t i be happy #why cant i have nice things #i just want to feel good again #i just really wish i was as good as i used to be #i used to be #good at everything i did #now it feels like im failing it all #and i can’t do anything about it #and i cant stop thinking about it #and all everyone wants to do is cheer me up but it isnt working because i dont think im working nothings working and i dont know what to do

[nbdbxns]

And then there we were

Another year

full of progress

full of success

but

here i am longing for more

At my highest point but still

keeping a hand on rock bottom ready to break my fall

#years #success #depressed #longing #lost #yearning for more

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

You keep telling yourself that Namari.

#dungeon meshi #Namari #Kiki Tansu #kikimari #lets fill that tag! #Originally I wanted to just draw the twins in their gnome outfits. #But then I spent 2 hours listening to Mika's Big Girl and I was like “You're so right singer-songwriter Mika. I have to draw Namari” #Anyways I've been practicing with diversifying body shapes as part of my art studies and I really enjoy it!!! #I can't wait until Tade shows up so I can draw more big girls. #By the way - since a lot of people have recently gotten into Dungeon Meshi and finished the manga #Please let me bring your attention to the Adventurers Bible! It's filled with so many extra character focused comics and lore! #We love canon bisexual Namari and the situationship she has with Kiki. #The manga itself doesn't really touch on romance in general but behind the scenes there is yearning. And leg pouches.

[cheruib]

i can’t get her off my mind (the idea of love)

#something inside me is yearning a little more than usual these days. i don’t get it but i like it

[martyschoenleber]

The Nearness of God, The Pain and the Sorrow and the Longing for More

There are times when our spiritual senses are so keen, so lambent and alive that our hearts can hardly be contained and tears drip down our cheeks as if a relief value had been opened to make it possible for us to survive the moment. Those times are rare. They are wonderful. And sometimes, they are painful. They are soul deepening and they help to create in us and even greater longing, a sense of…

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#Hebrews 12:2 #Living Passionately for and Like Jesus #Longing #Matthew 5:6 #Prayer #The Sermon on the Mount #Yearning for More

[guinevereslancelot]

first base is wound tending second base is hand touching

#third base is marriage #this is abt calabby but applies to all ships i hope this helps <3 #humor #ship dynamics #this has been a shitpost #windy #walker independence #im not being silly im not being funny it doesn't get nore romantic than this <3 #its abt the tenderness and unresolved tension #also the yearning pining longing etc #anyway tropes that make me insane every time <3 #1k #im being diagnosed as ace in the notes....interesting #im sorry but it doesn't get more tender and romantic and intimate than this #10k

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF movie Mike isn’t wrong, but he’s not right either..

Based off @/Tanijrou post on twitter

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #mike schmidt #willaim afton #steve raglan #springtrap #purple guy #fnaf #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy's #fnaf fanart #Mike literally wouldn’t put the pieces together if he saw Raglan with the bunny suit #I swear he’d first assume he’s a furry than a killer of any type #makes me yearn for William being more present through the whole movie #cause his dynamic with Mike is so funny these dudes hate each other #I love you furries btw 💜 please keep being powerful and carrying the fnaf fandom

[chinchilla-clown]

He's not used to the attention (but he kinda likes it)

#i just want more y/n quietly admiring dca is that too much to ask #let him yappa yappa yappa #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf moon #fnaf sun #dca x y/n #simp station #im alrd yearning to make more simp y/n content hsjd its like a disease dont cure me #simping in the daycare au

[ruporas]

thinking about wolfwood (ID in alt text)

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #from awhile ago! i forgot to upload it here i think #i realized looking back at this. wolfwood has shrunk even more. DFGMKSGMS im sorry everyone has to bear with that. short woowoo #is engrained into my bones.... but anyway. im a big fan of vash yearning if that was not obvious from my previous comics. #not to say wolfwood doesnt do the same ofc... but im just thinking about vash's layers of repression in emotions and how he holds it #all together for the most part.... and when he yearns it's not like a dopey lovesick smile or anything. his cheeks are red but he's all “:( #bc he's Shy about it. and troubled by how much he's thinking about ww. but he can't help it and even less so when ww is right there #it's a very honest expression from someone like vash i think. and wolfwood can start to tell when he's faced with it and in turn #also gets embarrassed . silly the both of them #ruporas art

[intergalacticgoose]

From @rrmeggy on Insta

#same #my ideal life tbh #longing #yearning #creative life #art #wishing #love #we were made to do more than survive #hopepunk #hopecore #sapphic yearning #be your best you

[itsleslol]

getting high and touching myself<<<getting high and having you touch me

men and minors dni

#like please #i’m so much more sensitive when i’m high #wlw #lesbian #butch bait #lesbian nsft #girls who like girls #lesbian yearning #femme lesbian #wlw nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw ns/fw #femme 4 all #wlw community #sapphic #wlw yearning #nsft concept #lgbtqia #wlw post #send anons #send dirty asks #wlw blog #high sex #free use slvt #cnc k!nk #intox cnc #queer nsft #ns/fw

[mocndu]

when you realize far too late that you and your ex situationship both attend the same mortal parties and you start getting flashbacks

#adventure time #adventure time fanart #prismo #prismo the wishmaster #the scarab #scarab #prohibitedwish #waiter! waiter! more yearning please #i am not immune to drawing pretty men

[passionpeachy]

Dreamt of a tall husky butch that cuddled, kissed and sweet-talked me while I was having nightmares and said "this will help you" before grabbing my head by both sides and forcefully waking me up. I think that might've been a guardian angel or perhaps god

#text #dreams #they had shoulder-length red hair too #lesbian yearning x2 I want gentle butch kisses even more now

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4 (soon))

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track) #The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more. #I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by #and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles! #Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise! #I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space. #It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is #You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together: #I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper. #I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything. #You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there. #Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite. #day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less: #'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all) #This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly. #(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)

[puppyeared]

obsessive

#did i put more effort into this than i needed to? yes. did i put myself through unnecessary pain drawing fighting scenes? yes #but i learned how to outline my strokes so maybe i won after all #i thought about it and i think it turned out ok drawing the eyes differently. like the way i usually draw em #although i dont know if that says much since i change my art style every couple weeks but eh #had fun playing with grayscale and limited palette. i want to do that more often dhghdg #although idk whens the next time i will have enough energy to commit to the bit and do.. this #theyre fucking stupid your honor. for every art we get of them acting dramatic and yearning (/pos) i make dumb shit like this #equivalent exchange girlies! #lego monkie kid #lmk #monkie kid #lmk shadowpeach #shadowpeach #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #sun wukong #lmk macaque #lmk six eared macaque #six eared macaque #liu er mihou #my art #myart #doodles #comic #lmk monkey king #lmk fanart

[sanguineterrain]

thinking about jason enjoying being skin to skin with you. not sex, just touch. cuddling or even sitting or lying down together. your chest against him, arm around his bare waist, legs tangled. he can smell your body wash and you smell his shampoo. maybe one of you is warm from a recent shower. he just likes how you feel: the texture of your skin, your body hair, your bumps and folds and dips. he likes when you trace his scars and freckles, parts of him that healed rough, his soft tummy, his back. there is no desperation, no rush, no lust. you are just two bodies in these moments, two people who seek each other's heat and push of flesh.

#jason todd x reader #jason todd x you #red hood x reader #red hood x you #jason todd fanfiction #idk what this is. more of my yearning and aceness