#yeah. its neil

[gay-strawberry]

i wish i could look at something without my brain making it about neil josten

#those books changed ny brain chemistry permanently #any content i consume #any art i see #more than half of the tiktoks i scroll thru #every tweet #my brain is like #how can we make this about #neil josten #you know who would say this ? #neil #you know who would never do that ? #yeah. its neil #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #set me free #let me go neil please #🦝

[emry-stars-art]

@halfpintpeach and her GORGEOUS faerie au!! Faerie has so many of my favorite themes and aesthetics all rolled into one 💕

So here's Andrew with his little vines of Faerie and Neil with his wings :)

#i dont remember if i ever posted the traditional version of this its pretty old #but yeah i loveeeeeee them sm #obviously. by how much i am thinking about them lmao #fan art #my art #aftg #all for the game #others aus #faerie au #neil josten #andrew minyard #chibi #digital

[kindaorangey]

jean should collect homoerotic codependent partners professionally

#jean moreau #thats zane in the back btw #what if we were roommates and i made up a nickname for u based off of the version of your name that your abuser says is too pretentious.... #and we coveted and vouched for each other until you betrayed me (except not really) and i betrayed you in the worst way imaginable.. #and we were both boys......... #kevin day #jeremy knox #neil josten #zane reacher #aftg #all for the game #the sunshine court #aftg tsc #everyone big up short kings neil and jeremy for carrying this art's composition #also i know its not necessarily canon that jean has a thing for neil or zane. i just think its interesting to think of the way that #jean gloms onto both of them #like he wanted neil to be kevin's replacement the same way he treats jeremy as riko's replacement #(to mentally fill the hole left by them because he had codependent relationships with both of them) #and yeah yeah the inherent homoeroticism of patching someone up after theyve been wounded #and also neil's killer speech at the end of tsc. i buy into it #oh and he calls neil 'another pretty face' lmfao #jean loves to put himself in positions of hopelessly pining for people hes addicted to it #and i mean that genuinely hes very used to subservience so he tends to perceive & idolise the people he's close to in a very particular way #and that bleeds sooooooo easily into attraction #anyway #thunder's art #described

[talesfromthecrypts]

Neil Newbon as Simon Walker in Hollyoaks Later (2012)

#neil newbon #nnewbonedit #mygifs #yeah well YEAH WELL #its been in my drafts for weeks so the options are delete it or post it cause i can't keep seeing it #so i'm gonna post it

[inahallucination]

anderperry but the first time todd kisses neil, neil straight up passes out

#its a funny image in my head kdsf #like maybe he's already really tired or something #running on adrenaline #but yeah #you guys remember that one post i made that was like the first time todd flirts with neil its during soccer practice and neil #gets hit in the face with the soccer ball #and todd gets too scared to flirt with him ever again #like that #todd only ever kisses him after neil reassures him he wont pass out again for two weeks straight #dead poets society fanfiction #anderperry au #anderperry #neil perry #todd anderson #anderperry headcanons #dead poets society headcanons #dps headcanon #dead poets headcanons #dps headcanons

[dayurno]

basically

#THIS WAS HARDER THAN IT LOOKS #i moved jean from butchy femme to butch because of peer pressure #but i guess its still true #and thea for a moment i thought she could fit in futch but then i remembered her one scene had her wearing a pastel skirt so #riko high femme i know is controversial but i feel like hes kind of fierce like that sorry #soft butch jeremy felt very correct no notes on that one #lets see. i had kevin in high femme but actually i think he wouldnt be so far in the scale #i feel like hes respectably on the femme side but not like. insanely high femme like myself #as in i dont wear pants and i buy wedding veils to use in my daily life #AND RENEE i wanted her in butch i really did but i dont think thats true for her in canon #i think actually in canon renee is really like a normal pretty girl which im obsessed with #remember when even neil said her smile was pretty. yeah #and jean's thoughts coming to a halt when he saw her face <3 #so yeah. we need a real butch in aftg and andrew doesnt count #wheres the alvarez butch prayer circle #alvarez boy shorts and white tank top prayer circle #txt #foxes

[jtl-fics]

hello can you pls give more of your math need au for wip wednesday (I love the well adjusted neil dealing with the feral foxes sm ahhh)

Andrew had no warning on what he was about to walk into when he entered his dorm after classes. So he can admit that he may have taken a few moments to let the sight in front of him buffer into existence.

Kevin Day was drunk, not unusual.

Kevin Day was drunk and crying, still not weird.

Kevin Day was drunk, crying and had a piece of butter slathered bread in his mouth as the new Freshman patted him on the back. The scene has fully buffered into Andrew’s vision.

Neil Josten looks over at him, “He, uh, apparently really likes my soda bread?” He offers to Andrew’s stony silence.

“Like Mom’s” Kevin manages around a sob and the bread.

#math nerd au #its Kayleighs recipe that future kevin and Neil found together in other letters kayleigh left #so yeah definitely should taste like hers #wip wednesday ask meme #ask #aftg #aftg au #andreil

[p4nishers]

idk how many times i can say this but: it CANNOT BE QUEERBAIT IF THE CHARACTERS ARE QUEER!!! please stop this "i saw the leak and im worried it still might be queerbait" ????? HOW ??? they're both NON BINARY!! HOW can it be queerbait if they're, in canon, genderless beings?? SHUT TF UP EVERYONE PLEASE

#how many times can neil say they're in love for u mfs to get it thru ur thick skulls #yeah yeah whatever they are not physically affection but genuinely how many times are we gonna have this argument? how many times are u #gonna say u r afraid of queerbait and how many times do i gotta pop a vein before u understand that they're CANONICALLY non binary #AND were wrote as a love story. like what tf else do u need ESPECIALLY if u saw the leak?? like i get it some bullshit article called them #up to interpretation but how actually gives a flying fuck? was it the writer of the show who said that? was it the actors who played the #fucking characters??? no??? then calm down its fine #like pls stop dismissing trans rep just cause its not the rep u want #good omens #azicrow #good omens s2 #good omens season 2

[irenic-raccoon]

"Oil" has to be one of my favorite episodes I mean we get Mike serving cunt, Neil and Rick somewhat working together in a "older sibling convinces younger sibling to rebel against their parents" sorta way, and Vyvyan being so silly. "EL PRESIDENTE!!!" He has no idea what's going on but he's happy to be there i love him

#the moment when neil hits him over the head with a pickaze by accident and Vyvyan is just like “its okay Neil it was bound to happen” #LIKE WHY IS THAT CUTE TO ME #vyvyan has a soft spot for Neil idc im dying in this hill #like yeah he still hits him over the head with shit and insults him but THESE KINDS OF MOMENTS HAPPEN ALOT THO #AM I CRAZY???? #dont answer that #the young ones #tyo #vyvyan basterd #neil pye #rick pratt #mike the cool person #rik mayall #ade edmondson #nigel planer #christopher ryan

[justanotherbarrelrat]

can’t believe i gotta go to thanksgiving dinner and pretend to be normal. how can i do that when jerejean. when all for the game

#my thoughts consist of aftg and aftg only #but i am NOT explaining to anyone about that #‘yeah so neil is the runaway son of a crime lord and he’s also trying to avoid the yakuza’ #‘its an incredibly disturbing series filled with violence and a fake sport’ #‘AND THERES GONNA BE ANOTHER BOOK’ #all for the game #aftg #the foxes #neil josten #exy: the one sport id actually be interested in watching #the sunshine court #jeremy knox #jean moreau #jerejean #i just love how they get no page interaction but its been collectively decided They Are Together

[nocturnalnewsiestrash]

So do we think Charles got to see Dead Poets Society before he died or...

Cause I feel like the answer to this question influences a billion shrimp emotions I may or may not feel. Cause it came out in 1989 in June and I've seen people saying he died in December so it's possible

#but yeah someone fling me into the sun if so #cause him watching Neil and seeing parallels to his relationship with his father #he watches neil die needlessly because of others going too far (his father) #and then AT THE MAX 6 months later he dies needlessly because of others going too far too #and the whole you know board school life thing #and the boarding school friendships thing #Which I've seen people were saying he was killed by people he called friends but i did not get that vibe from that scene so maybe i missed #something but either way the idea of him most definitely getting to see a friend group i dont think he had? #well then again he does say ''he's aces with other people'' but still i dont think that's the type of experience he had there #and of course the the fact of deaths being swept under the rug in dps and then that LITERALLY happening TO HIM #god actually someone just fling me into the sun now #dead boy detectives #dead poets society #(sorry dps besties that arent dead boy detectives girlies too this makes no sense to you though you SHOULD watch it its very dps fan coded) #charles rowland

[emry-stars-art]

(So @/sokani-aftg had a post about Neil and different hair that tumblr won't let me find and also it's no longer their url so I'm struggling to track it down)

Bottom two are my random additions 😅

#if anyone has tabs on that post please let me know! #i want to link original posts wherever i can #uh yeah i finally got myself a moleskine sketchbook #and i hate to admit it #its really nice #like really nice i did not expect such heavy paper it looks like it could hold my markers really easy #anyway #fan art #my art #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #hairstyles #no good camera yet im afraid

[mostlymaudlin]

was starting to hijack in the tags of that post i just reblogged but ohhhhh it is so juicy to me that the end of TKM is just part of the rising action of andrew's character arcs. and yet the way the novel leaves off, you can have so much hope in the ways its going to continue -- especially because neil proves to us on the last page that he's going to fight like hell to hold onto him whatever comes next.

it's just !!!! all andrew's deals are done. neil's big happy moment of relationship security comes from the fact that andrew didn't deny its existence lol. BUT neils correct to be happy about this, because he knows andrew is a black & white thinker, and he's entering unchartered territory! all his lil lies he uses to duct tape his sanity together are coming apart, and that break is going to be FASCINATING. i doubt it'll be explosive or anything -- andrew's more the "quietly self-destruct climax" type than the "defeat the mafia thru the power of sports climax" type -- but it'll sure be something interesting. and then once it all breaks, we know he'll have neil and kevin and his family and the foxes to help him heal -- and he'll have to believe it when they show they care about him, because he literally doesn't owe anyone anything

#i think thats why all my aus put andrew in his Self Destruct Era #because im just so positive that he well on his way to that at the end of tkm #actually im amending the tags a bit bc i think what i sometimes end up doing w him in aus is a product of the fact that my stories rarely #have extreme external plot elements #like andrew never thinks neil DIES lol #baltimore is so fucking integral to andrews development #he did not have time to do the full self destruct 'oh no can i live without him' era because #he literally got tested on that and he FAILED HAHAHA #so he def knows that he needs neil #the crux of the conflict still is -- can he accept this without hating himself? #because if THATS not addressed then eventually his logic is going to warp #and hes going to do stupid shit #and yeah :) i love when he does stupid shit and then ppl are like #NOPE. unfortuantely you have fucked up severely #and in order to get back what you cant live without #you must board the Self Love Express !!!! #its a journey lil man!!!!! #youre gonna hate it!!!!!!!! youre gonna go on it anyway!!!! #SCRMEEEEAMMMM i love andrew minyard

[cakegatedisaster]

TEN??? DAYS????

#aftg #andrew minyard #neil josten #tfc #I dont think yall understand #i never thought this would like ACTUALLY happen #yeah i dreamt #but its ACTUALLY HAPPENING???

[thegalaxyonherlips]

I loved jinkx as maestro. Perfect episode. But what in the actual fuck is Russell T Davies doing with this weird musical number shtick.

#doctor who #jinkx monsoon #look #i wasnt against the Christmas one #its a fine little gimmick #love neil patrick harris running around as a god hell bent on messing with reality #and all of jinkx singing scenes are fine and make perfect sense #loved it #but that last number was so jarring that after defending the concepts to my partner of both the episodes #i had to go yeah no i got nothing that was bad

[dayurno]

so kevin was the one who bought jean the magnets and postcards. as souvenirs.

i fear we, the kevjean nation, may not survive this.

kevin used to write him messages and memories and they ruined it

#tsc spoilers #i dont wanna be repetitive so i wont be rehashing this out too much #but i thought the kevin in tsc was very different in a good way but in a startling way too #hes clearly a pillar of stability for jean which is weird enough of a mouthful on its own #considering its Kevin and he is famously Unstable #i thought his immediate switch after the ichirou news was so interesting? #he was panicking just as badly as jean was but as soon as neil left them alone he strongheld jean through it #the k/j dynamic is very much what i already thought it was and it did not disappoint #anything for this stupid man…. #jean keeping his promise to the end whether he liked it or not #kevin really is the first ethically manipulative girlfriend 😭😭😭😭 #these werent crumbs at all these were full meals w space for seconds #jean being in love with him was almost like. secondary #if you can believe it #but uuuh yeah im happy that i dont have to change much of how i write any of them #except maybe jeremy which is its own can of worms #oh my acolytes… how i wanted to like him #how i did not #asks #kevjean