#yeah send asks tomorrow

[musicfeedsmysoul12]

Random thought time:

-I don’t typically like fics where anyone other then Izuku is gender bent because I’m my experience it becomes this weird sort of… bleh mess that doesn’t stay true to the characters.

For example: fics where Todoroki is turned female give me weird vibes a lot (not all but some) because they make her less Shouto and more ‘ice Queen girlfriend who is emotionally intelligent and super smart’ when in reality Shouto is an emotionally dense wall. Not dumb (defiantly not as often shown in fanfic) but he’s not that smart about emotional or social stuff. By removing that you remove a huge part of his character. And sure different socialization but let’s be real: I can still see Endevaour moulding Fem!Shouto into his successor especially if Rei can’t have more kids. (Headcanon but yeah) so her experiences are mostly the same.

Other examples include just… they like make the characters so off in my head it’s hard to read. Like I read a Fem Kirishima where she was all long hair and giggles and I’m like: Fem!Kiri is the biggest ducking himbo in the world who is jacked as fuck and has her short spiky hair still. That’s Kirishima.

- I’m still salty about the ‘this character is bisexual with a harem but only has the opposite gender in the harem’ shit.

- I find myself not giving a fuck about Tsu more and more but I’m reminding myself it’s cause of fanfics and that I need to research shit to get back to liking her. I still don’t like Izu/Ocha/Tsu though and never will.

- I have come to the conclusion I will refuse to make Iida, All Might or Izuku a bad person in fics because they get enough shit and I love them.

- I really want to write a story with an older sister for Izuku who ends up raising him cause I’m giggling over the idea.

- I hate time travel in the sense of ‘we can go back in time but cannot interact with anyone due to paradox’. I like it as in ‘the world ended so fuck it. Let’s go back and try again’.

- I find myself wishing I’d not had Inko be a bad person in POTSOD, but I don’t fully mind cause I like writing Dadzawa.

- I sometimes wish to try and write out Raising Kacchan but fuuuuuuck I don’t wanna deal with Stan’s finding it and then my other shit.

- I am very annoyed each time I see a tiktok whining about genderbends. Yes, some suck. Others though are fucking amazing as they observe shit.

-I had Shinsou/Jirou ONCE and now my brain keeps poking it with a stick.

- I refuse to write ShinKami anymore because I can’t stop just seeing smaller EraserMic and it feels so cheap to do it because fan authors literally make it the whole thing that it’s the second coming and fuuuuuck it’s boring.

- Ms Joke’s flirting should be treated like how Mineta flirts as Aizawa does not seem to be amused by it, and his reaction to her showing up is oh shit, not ‘oh yes!’

- I wanna write a one sided crush for Aphrodite Rising that ends very badly as in scorched earth who isn’t someone anyone expects because I wanna make it hurt and really examine how toxic views on things can affect anyone and sometimes you don’t realize how toxic they are until it’s staring you in the face.

- Any fic that has any character other then Izuku be Quirkless (Uraraka, Shout, Bakugou and so on) should be avoided in my mind because half the time it’s a thin excuse to bash Izuku and the other it’s just dumb. Write him getting into the hero course!!

- I still believe the best character arc for Bakugou is for him to never rise about the mid rankings as this shows he will accept it’s not a competition and that heroics should be about saving people not beating them.

- I would have 90% less of an issue with Bakuhou is it wasn’t for the idea that Izuku HAS to be his friend after.

- I have ranted about the above before.

- … I have in fact read some B@kuDe€u fics that weren’t bad, but like that’s a rare fucking find that doesn’t have Izuku be a freaking doormat that just smiles and nods at the shit that Bakugou pulls.

- I got called a hypocrite a while back on POTSOD and I think it was about Bakugou and you know what? Fuck it. Fine, call me that. I’ll admit it. Will anyone else admit they’re one to for stabbing the fuck out of him while screaming about Endevaour?

- speaking on that the more I think about it the more I’m like: I might… kind… maybe… sorta… don’t mind his redemption arc because while I firmly think the message you must always forgive your abuser is a shitty one I do know that at least he is trying. I just think it’s a bit to little to late but he acknowledges that at least in some cases.

- someone said they hate Magne because people only like her as she’s trans and they ignore Toger and stuff. They were also giving off mad homophobic and transphobic vibes with their shit though but… fucking hell they had a point and I hate it. Magne’s character is so flat that… yeah. That’s a fucking point for a lot of her love. (Not that it’s wrong or anything but where is the Tiger love?)

- I plan on redemption arcs for Toga in a few fics but I’ll be blunt they are not what people normally expect.

- I love asshole Dabi but I do enjoy my ‘he’s a good brother’ fics it’s just asshole Dabi is more fun to write. Maybe I’ll try one day to write it but until then… yeah.

- I’ve warmed up to TodoDeku and UraDeku more but I still stand by the idea that Iida often gets forgotten and he should be around way more. I see to many fics replace him with Todoroki and it kind of made me salty about the platonic friendship between Todo and Izuku. Why are you replacing Iida?!

- JiroMomo has reached a similar state as UraTsu to me: I find it stale because it’s often used in fics as a background pairing and sure they’re friends but there’s the ‘get the girls out of the way’ vibe mixed with ‘yeah they’re friends but… can I personally see chemistry!?’

- it is after midnight and I think my laundry is done after my giant ass purge/clean today so good night. Send me asks about this shit to if you want

#bnha #bnha au #yeah send asks tomorrow #or today #I wanna see what people think of my half asleep rant

[iobartach]

it's probably the lack of sleep rn but.... consider, nickname for a drunk migue.l....

....Spider-Lush

#crack #ode to panth here <3 #i had to share this lmao #but yeah i'm off to bed now! #feel free to send in asks? #i'll probs spend more time on them tomorrow #working on asks has been helping me relax a lot so ty to all :)

[arrietty-rune]

Sometimes i feel useless and annoying

#//vent #my vent art is... normal sometimes like this one so okay to rb but idk might delete later or removing the tags #i use a lot the wilsons as confort ch actually #idk sometime i feel like i'm not that appreciated in the fandom idk despite my heart know it's wrong #i think it just bc i overthink about some tawog artists that i enjoyed giving support for months but they never interacted with me #and for one of them their art and cute doodles helped me in personal stuff + brought me back to tawog fandom #and i hoped to make them smile with my art but.. yeah they just... don't care after these months #I get sad and disappointed that now they art send just... /neg vibes so i unfollowed them #idk i just feel guit that i made them upset for... unknown reasons #sigh i should just don't care about that and keep to draw dor myself #cringy or not #i'm mostly an optimistic person but overthink a lot when i feel anxious haha #i'll be probably smile and enjoy life again tomorrow #if ppl wanna talk or sending cute ask ye you can #talking with ppl help me to confort so feel free

[hazmatazz]

realizing how much physical affection means to me literally. like i always get that as my #1 love language for every fun test i do but oh my god they're right. i don't get enough physical affection or i don't get people saying they're giving me physical affection when they can't and suddenly i'm staying up that everyone hates me

#logically i understand my best friend loves me but oh my god. we haven't hugged in a week. what if he never cares to see me again #or like . i understand my guy probably likes me but haven't been told i'm getting affection in a while . my affection has been rejected. . #so . ugh. just need a fucking hug dude #i wanna ask my friend for niceys rn but it's 3 am so she's probably asleep and also . :( what if he doesn't like me #(<- guy who's been friends with it for years) #like . i wish i could tell someone like “hey give them reassurance rn” without.... asking for that #like i'd post “need someone to be niceys to me rn” because that's usually the most i can do to communicate that but he rarely is on tumblr #and what? do i send this post to my friend? no wtf #this happens with like. everyone close to me btw. i just care a lot about my best friend #so just. ugh. gonna try and sleep now. i'm getting a hug from him tomorrow #i really hope he plans something with me...i think that's all i need reassurance wise #i don't plan shit with people because what if they don't wanna be around me? but when ppl plan shit with me? YEAH . <3 #godddddd #🤞 please invite me to something soon i miss you and i feel like you hate me for no reason but that i'm sad always

[cheemken]

PLEASE I wanna hear about the Drayton angst fr there's so many layers to him!

Drayton angst it is ouo

Idk he gives off Dave Strider vibes hahah like, idk if you know homestuck but yeah, Dave is like, the coolkid of their session/group, but he's also really insecure w a lot of stuff and as stuff progressed he realized how messed up everything was, especially w his bro and how he treated Dave

And not to say Drayton was mistreated, not in that way ofc, but y'know hahah

It's just the vibes y'know, he acts all laid back and cool, being one of the strongest trainers of their school and being trained by a Champion too, he has a lot going on. Tho it's also the fact that he's so shit when it comes to class, I wanna say academics really isn't his thing, and he's trying so so hard to understand his lessons, but no matter how hard he tries he just couldn't, so somewhere down the line he gave up, and became lazy when it comes to class

And sometimes it gets him y'know, sometimes during class hours while he's at the club room, his thoughts would often drift off to Iris. Iris struggled with classes too, he knew that, she struggled so much but she persisted, and she passed, while not with flying colours, she still passed her classes. Why can't he do the same?

And, y'know, it's his pride, he wants to ask Iris for help, but he also kinda,, resents her a bit now y'know. As the years went by, Iris became so so busy w Champion duties, especially w all the meetings w the Champions, sometimes Iris doesn't have the time to be home for dinner, and he misses her. Sometimes he gets jealous of the other Champions too, how Diantha and Lance and Cynthia are all so close w Iris, the former two treating her like their own daughter, while the latter treating her like her sister. And it sucks for him y'know. Why can she find the time to be w the other Champions but not w her actual family?

It got to the point that one time when he's talking abt Iris, while he still looks up to her, he'd have biting words too; talking to Florian and Nemona, and how sometimes they often forget to visit their home again w how busy they are w class, their journey, and even their own champion duties, and he's just "well, guess that's the job of a champion, huh? Not being able to visit family. I'm sure my sis knows that, wonder how she's doin' right now," all w that smile, that forced af smile, but somehow people still see it as him being laid back

But he misses her, y'know. He just misses her. He eats dinner late, alone, waiting for her. His family thought he was just that lazy that he wouldn't even eat, but he was waiting for her, he's always waiting for her

Oughgh imagine one night Iris got home late too, and she saw Drayton there on the table fast asleep, and augh,,, your honour, that breaking Iris' heart, she forgot she promised they'd train together today, but w the League duties, and w Hilbert out of the region for a bit, she couldn't find the time. Imagine her either waking him up or carrying him to his room, and she notices how light he was. Has he been eating well? But like, she's there kinda kicking herself too, bc she forgot abt her bro y'know, and she wants to make up for it

Also omf bc this was my initial concept for my lil comic, that when he was a bit younger, around 14 and she was 17, when Iris gave him the jacket, it was actually supposed to be after a training session w Drayden, and how Drayton lost to him. Iris tried to cheer him up by getting him the jacket, and ofc that made him happy. But also, before Iris left, she told him that "whenever I think of the day I finally lose to someone, I always think I'd lose to you. I couldn't imagine anyone else be Unova's next Champion but you, Drayton. I can't wait for that battle."

And god did that just cbmdbd that gave him hope yknow, ofc, he was fourteen, he had so much hopes and dreams, but w how he is w class now, how he repeated his second year three times now maybe, how he gave up down the line, he thinks that maybe that battle w Iris won't ever happen. And he's starting to think if he becomes Champion, like, the real deal Champion, he'd bear those responsibilities too, and honestly, he doesn't really like that kinda responsibility. Maybe that's why their grandpa didn't make him Gym Leader despite his strength, unlike Iris, he wasn't good w his duties. He didn't even really call himself the BB League's champ bc he doesn't like responsibilities too lmfao

But yeah, in a nutshell, he's that cool kid that's like, one small problem away from crying but he doesn't cry bc he thinks it's not cool lmfaooo and he's like, Iris' number one fan, he'd always show off how his sis is the champion one way or another I bet that when he was much younger he also pulled the "my sis is the champion and she can beat your ass!" Card whenever he can I just know it hahah

#so ig in this blog we now have dia angst iris angst and noe drayton angst #iconic hahahah #but oughghgh your honour #i have so many thoughts abt them #feel free to also send your thoughts and hcs abt them too! #im like vibing bc i dont have work tomorrow so i can ramble more abt them if you want hahah #but ough yeah i have this other hc tho where instead of him being so fond of iris he kinda resents her lmfao #and not in a way like how i wrote here in this ask #but in a way he doesnt like her bc hes always compared to her #but like yknow chdmnd i also love the soft hcs w them hahah #pokemon hcs #dragon siblings #an ask and an answer #anon

[orcelito]

Salty bitch in me sooooo satisfied by the fact that I probably make more money than the person who made my life hell last year lmfaooooo

#speculation nation #chatting with a coworker about how they ended up seeing her by chance #and she Asked about me. she seemed so preoccupied with me Specifically it seems! #and she apparently mentioned how shed consider coming back here and im just loke #lmfaoooooo girl im in charge of the hiring now and there is no WAY id hire her back #even without the personal grievances. she just caused some Real problems. like hell id accept her back. #but also she was a total BITCH to me. like really fucking nasty. and yeah maybe im still holding a grudge about it! #im a chill person but when someone makes me cry that hard for that long TWICE #yeah fuckin right id hire you back. keep dreaming. #anyways ive just been hanging out at work and chatting Whoops hfkshfj #my shift ended an hour and a half ago. i really should be going home soon. #the good news is i should be able to secure the lease renewal for only $40 more than the original renewal offer #the bad news is they havent replied since sending that which means its not in writing yet #WHICH MEANS the showing is still on for tomorrow. ugh. #which means i need to clean. blegh. #i guess having the pressure to clean isnt the worst but i really dont wanna lmaooo #at least i do have tomorrow off. i can make it work... #but yea my anxiety is a lot more manageable now. tempered by the satisfaction of being better paid than an old enemy #IT'S KIND OF FUNNY to call her that but she kind of is. it was mostly 1 sided bc she took issue with Me #i was fine being friendly work acquaintances but noooo she had to go and make my life fucking hell for several months #the social atmosphere has changed man. im not letting a snake back in. #im a nice person but i am a Resentful person. if youve wronged me i am never fucking forgetting. #but yeah i make more money than her ❤️ yay ❤️

[seariii]

Pretty people, you all are lovely, I love you very much aaaand I'll try to be a human tomorrow

#okay tomorrow im sending some documentation and answering asks and.... the tag games yes yes #and answering messages too yeah that #seari talks

[canonically-a-genloser]

im actually sick as all fuck 😭

#i wish it were friday 💔 u guys can send me asks if u want ill answer them tomorrow morning during school #ALSO SAYU IF YOU SEE THIS POST LATER IM MAKING ANGELO LORE i think itll be fun >:3 #im trying to write anything about him at all atp 😭 drawing him is a nightmare too. fuckass stupid haircut stupid little woo woo boy <3 #so yeah! goodnight guys (:

[vam-piritz]

Sorry guys sona 2024 will be worked one for the entire month

Look at this creature. LOL

#charliezhell #I ACTUALLY LOVE THIS REF #might finish today or tomorrow #who knooowwwsss.. anything happens #im gonna die #UHHH #YEAH #i need a new tag for myselg #but idk what #if u have ideas send me a ask

[linafication]

hellooo linafication nation!!! I’ve got a few announcements to make!!! sorry for gettin a bit personal on main but sometimes ya gotta!

as you guys may have noticed, I’ve been a lot less active on here this past year than before. I’m not gonna get too into it, but I’ve been having a pretty shit time & my energy has been running ridiculously low. this year has been an artistic low point for me & I feel incredibly stuck whenever I try to create anything. this stagnation has caused me to just fuckin hate everything I make, turning what usually is my main escape from my issues into a massive issue of is own. all this to say, I think I will be taking a proper hiatus from tumblr for a little while. I’ll still be around on discord ofc (dm me if you want to add me over there), but my god I’ve gotta get my ass off this site for a bit & try to stop solely making art to be posted for external validation. love u guys & I hope y’all are doing okay :]

#oh & ofc I’ll be around tomorrow to send some messages to CLEMENTINE for his BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! that’s important as fuck #but yeah otherwise I will be gonesville from here for a lil bit. I do plan on coming back but I’ve gotta get my own shit together #as I said in tha post feel free to ask for my discord if you wanna stay in contact :]

[arthur-r]

lyrics: i’m a silly stupid angel, smile sweetly as you watch / and my wings are frail and brittle, and i whisper when i talk / please don’t remind me of the role i’m here to play / please god forgive me for the things that i can’t say / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / i’m your soulmate in denial, self esteem gets in the way / and i’m just a little child who won’t live to see the day / when i’m regarded as a human being too / but all your lies just start to blend into my truth / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / don’t try to tell me i’m not happy / don’t try to tell me this is wrong / don’t try to tell me that i’m broken / cause by now i’m too far gone / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment

#hi i have a very important linguistics paper due in seven hours but i am distracting myself by playing vent music #inspired by: i typed out a long tagful of venting on wednesday night and then realized it was dumb to post it but it included the words #‘​‘tomorrow i will smile like a silly stupid angel’’ and so then the next day which is yesterday when i was once again anxious #then i wrote that part into a song. and now my roommate finally left the room for long enough that i could record it. very roughly #one of those songs where i need to get to a piano and figure out what the real chords are. but here it is for now #anyway this is about suppressing yourself in order to be more easily objectified!!!! because you feel like that’s your innate purpose #the deeper meaning of your life perhaps. the person you need to actualize. that is why i wrote this song #something something i don’t actually think this wrote this during an anxiety attack etc. me when it’s 2 in the morning on a wednesday night #and i have a midterm in the morning but i’m too busy sobbing to either study or sleep. college!! so much fun!!!! #anyways. i’m normal now basically. aside from extremely important paper due seven hours from now #but here is a song right now. i feel like a lot of us are struggling in the same boat #and i definitely am. PS this is not even about my relationship that im in right now. which is good shdhdf that would be an awful start #it’s literally so inapplicable to my current relationship. but i am just still insane. and so i am still upset and afraid. so yeah #anyway i’m in a little bit of a weird way i’m sorry for speaking weird and whatever. looking forward to dinner i think #i hope everyone is doing well. and let me know if you need anything #sending love from depression dorm room. and hope everyone is holding it together okay #me. my post. mine. #delete later #ask to tag

[majimassqueaktoy]

trying to make a gif but it just doesn't look right and I am confused \insert image of guy crying\

ignore that it says Fish and chips

#I feel ya tho sometimes they just dont look right and its like OUGH #idk if you make gifs in the old fashioned way like me or use one of those gif sites #idk about the gif sites but if you use ps I can give you some tips if you dm #Im actually abouta gif right now and plan to make some x files sets today so if you want me to make a gif of whatever it is youre makin #just ask and throw me a vid link :) #EDIT literally in the middle of answering this a huge hail storm came over #and my cats were outside on the veranda so they got caught in it so i had to go rescue them #got drenched myself when i was going to throw my clothes in the wash i smelt pee and realized the cat peed on a pair of tracky pants AND #my bag of paints so i had to wash those and then thunder started happening so i had to quickly go turn off all the electronics #bc my house likes to get struck by lightening and everything has been blown up before #so i was running around like a chicken with my head cut off #Suffice to say you can still send it my way if you want #might not do it till later or tomorrow tho bc LMAO #but yeah. That was eventful lmao #ask #im aware these tags are insane but

[milo-is-rambling]

Any chance you guys could feel proudddd of anyone or anything maybeee *blinks at you with my big beautiful eyes*

#SOMEONE BE PROUD OF ME GAHHHHHH RIPPING MY HAIR OUT I HATE THE HOLIDAYS AND IM SURVIVING AND GETTING MY SHIT TOGETHER AND I FEEL INSANE #BUT ALSO NORMAL AT THE SAME TIME ITS LIKE MY BRAIN IS ON FIRE BUT ALSO IM CHILLING #anyways. gonna go to bed. then rewatch the hole epsidoe tomorrow so I can have big feelings and send Levi asks about said big feelings bc #I’ve only seen the epsiode one and a half times while pretty high so I wanna watch it for real (probably watch all of the season straight #thru tomorrow to numb my brain after being so much of a person today ahhh yeah that sounds nice. maybe go in the hot tub if it’s nice #watch Rick and morty season seven. smoke weed I picked up this morning. take a hot shower. maybe paint? eat fruit? pretend it’s cherry seaso

[virtualbeetle]

Hello there! I saw your pen sketch post, and I do love low-effort $5 crazy sketches. Are you still offering them?

Yep! I'm about to head for bed for the night but feel free to go ahead and send details for me to do them tomorrow :>

#im trying to force myself to be looser with my art but i can only think of so many things to draw lately u_u #so far ive mostly been drawing ocs and from life (redrawing pics i took in yellowstone) but i want more variety #what better way than to have someone pay me to draw something they tell me to draw so i dont have to think abt it LOL #and also to draw without thinking about it Even More #also i hope u dont mind i publish this in case anyone else would also be interested :> #but yeah send me another ask or a dm about what you'd like me to draw for you #and tomorrow when i confirm I Can Do That For You i will accept payment at paypal.me/virtualbeetle ! #up to your discretion at what point you send payment btw! i wont start things til i have payment but i expect most people #will probably want to talk things through at least a little bit first lol. unless the prompt is super vague on purpose for whatever reason #ok im rambling i need to sleep .

[allylikethecat]

it feels so weird not having any sort of fic updates but you deserve a break after our weeks of hassling hahaha hope you’re doing good 🩵

I know! Oh my gosh it's been so weird for me as well, Tuesday came and I was like... where is it, where is the panic about trying to get the chapter up?! Then I got sad because I didn't have a chapter ready to post and the A&E fic is done.

BUT incredible news. I didn't think I was going to finish it and I was bumming myself out about it, BUT I did in fact manage to finish the next chapter of Ducklings this morning and that will be posted as soon as I finish formatting it for AO3!

Also I'm about to be super needy and say that since my birthday is tomorrow that means people should tell me what they think of the chapter!

Thank you so much for reading and for taking the time to send this ask! I'm sorry we didn't have anything for Tuesday, but I hope you enjoy a Thursday Make Way for Ducklings update!

❤️Ally

#allylikethecat #ask ally #anon ask #fanfiction #keep it kind #matty fic #gatty #mpreg #make way for ducklings #but yeah everyone has been so supportive and excited about a new ducklings chapter #i hope that enthusiasm carries over now that it's here #and also tomorrow is my birthday and im weird and dramatic about birthdays so please please please send me feedback lol

[opens-up-4-nobody]

My boss: So, I'm getting hired at a different school many states away

My 1st concern: w-what happens to the algal culture collection? How do you move them?

My boss: I take a subculture and the rest stay here to be cared for if anyone wants them. And no one does so they all die

Me: 😖🥺😭 noooooo that's so sad!!!!

#that is my 1st concern once she explained what was gonna happen to me lol #she is on a plane headed over to Europe rn and she emailed me like #yo i figured out plane wifi! can u send me the tracking info on the package u sent today? #and im like FUCK. bc i did send the package but i left it with the office ppl #bc i asked for the fedex account number and they said to just leave the package with them #so they have the tracking number. and really i should have just taken it across the street bc i do not trust our department #with literally anything but my brain does not deal well when im presented with new info #so i could tell her all this and she'll get stressed out. or i could go in early tomorrow and hopefully get the tracking info #hopefully they sent the package out properly bc it does need to be delivered by tomorrow #bc it has perishable samples. so yeah fuck me i guess #i hope theyre ok. i really hope theyre ok. we have a backup but still #oh god this is gonna haunt me until i csn get thst tracking number #unrelated #me everyday: ive got this. im gonna get myself together and itll all b good #and me everyday: im tired and im sad and i cant fucking focus :-(