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#yandere atsushi x reader
nikolais-eyepatch · 17 days
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THIS TOOK SO LONGGG IM SORRY U GUYS BUT I KINDA LIKE THIS SHOULD I MAKE A PT 2??? <333 YOU GUYS PLS READ THIS I THINK THIS MIGHT BE MY BEST WORKSSS!! also thing is i had dazai in mind for this but then i thought that it might be ooc so the character can be anyone!!
warnings : murder, stalking, suggestive writing, two psychos in love <33 (i do not condone these actions outside of fanfiction)
word count : 3.291K
(credit to @tookio for the dividers throughout the story!! lace one!! )
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In the dimly lit streets of the city, where shadows, secrets, whispers and crime had all intertwined. You would have never ever even thought about the fact that you would have met him. Handsome was an understandment, but beneath all that charisma lies a man that you had met that fateful night.
You had simply seen him...everywhere. he was quiet the talk. his name was well-known. but by each passing day the paranoia increased. you had seen his smile, it was so perfect. god even you had a slight crush on the man, who wouldn't?
just like everyone else you had fantasies too, i mean his skin was so smooth...it'd be a perfect addition to you're collection. Out of everyone you had seen he simply had this charm you've never even noticed in others. why not indulge yourself in these weird fantasies? i mean sure you wouldn't be acting them out, so what harm right!
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As a detective it was normal for you to get off work late, helping others and solving crimes. The pay was quite good in honesty, that's the only reason you sticked around.
nothing really interested you when you think about it, from a young age everything was all, blank. You really couldn't give a shit about anyone. You were only doing your job.
So when you stumbled across him as you entered the alley and heard the sound of something gushing, was that the sound of... stabbing? You never had thought you would've found him. murdering the man who had asked for your hand, you wouldn't blame him. he was an nuisance.
in the dim lights the eye contact between you two was tense, until you had sighed and raised an eyebrow as the words stumbled out.
"you seem like a busy man tonight, sir." you say unbothered at the sight as you continue observing him, he was wet with blood, obviously, you note. the smell was unbearable, so was the sight...he really did a number on him.
his eyes twinkle with amusement, a devilish smirk playing upon his lips. "Indeed, I am. But fear not, dear detective, I hold no ill intentions toward you." His voice was smooth as he reassured you.
you simply stare at him confused as you decide to do what's best, "That's...fine by me, sir. Have a good night dear stranger." you brush off as you wave goodbye to him and continue your merry way back home.
you weren't bothered...? oh how happy he was! with a grin spread across his face reaching his ears he watched you turn the other way and walk away. thank god! He had his eyes on you for sososo long!! You never knew how much he had wanted to possess you, to claim her as his own, even if it meant succumbing to the darkest corners of his soul! You saw him murder...yet you didn't even react? you could have done anything! gone to the police- ran away- or even decide to do something since you yourself were a detective! but no! you didn't! this means something right? you kept his secret! he knows you will! who else would you tell? this is perfect...that means you agree to be his! i mean c'mon- you didn't even care! he confirms your the one- only one!!! such a Fateful night, gosh!!
your figure gets smaller and smaller as he watched you with a giddy attitude, forgetting all about the body just by his foot...he had wanted to court you...he couldn't have that could he? he did this for you! and you didn't even care much about him! your the perfect one!!!
he always had a yearning to understand his soulmate...who dares to walk the same path as him yet stands on opposite sides of the moral divider. now? he's gotten his answer
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As the days passed, the memory of him lingered in your thoughts, a persistent thorn in his otherwise impenetrable psyche. Intrigued by his motives and everything, you had found yourself drawn to his presence, craving the thrill of her company...this was bad.
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One night you had no idea how it had happened. some bitch had been getting on your nerves. next second you find yourself in the same alleyway you and that man had met, as you continue stabbing the woman, her face was disformed, her organs were showing as the blood spurted out, god...it felt so right. The greed taking over as you took advantage of her drunk-like state. If her face wasn't disformed from the amount of struggle she put in, maybe you would have used her skin to experiment.
you now see why killing was such a thrill, simply from hearing it from others at your work, to looking for clues, even going to crime scenes and asking witnesses, to reading such books at night before bed, and witnessing that man do a gruesome sin so casually?? you had given up. all the pent up amount of anger and frustration showing up as you showed no mercy to the woman under you and you continue making the same motion.
up, down, squelch, up. up, squelch, down, up. up, squelch, down, actions that were considered psychotic and you were against all going down the drain- you were a detective goddammit! why was this happening?? god you just-
you stop all actions as your moments falter at the sound of footsteps. turning your head to the direction you found him, standing there with a smirk.
you chuckle and soften your eyes as you say "dear stranger, we meet again." you say as you observe him, this time it was you who was covered in blood, him a witness to your deepest desires.
he had always questioned whether his feelings towards you were love or obsession....whether you'd get to live or die was depended on what he had thought of you. yet, seeing you in this light made him question his own motives.
"Once again, fate brings us together," he murmured, his voice cold yet amused. "I see our paths are destined to cross repeatedly." From the corner of his eye, he noticed your hand gripping the weapon tightly, a mask of determination etched onto her face. "What brings you here, my dear detective?" He asked, curiosity mingled with a slight bit of excitement.
"ah business, my dear stranger." you commented as you eye him up and down, you didn't really know if it was in attraction or disgust really, everything was too foggy in your brain.
rights confused with wrongs, left and rights, north and south, west and east, god it was such a ecstatic feeling!
a faint smirk graced his lips as he studied his dear, the veneer of his composure never faltering. "Business, you say?" he questioned, raising an eyebrow. "And what kind of 'business' requires the taking of a life?" His gaze shifted to the dead woman on the ground.
you were like him!!! he was so happy!! imagine the dates you could have since you and him were alike!! he wonders if you'll kill for him too as he has for you, his dear spouse!!!
"The usual, now we've both caught each other doing this act of....sin haven't we?" you say warning reminding him oh his own crimes as you cautiously look at him for any reactions as you clutch your knife suspicious at his motive.
The gleam in his eyes intensified, acknowledging the truth in your statement. He let out a soft chuckle, a sinister sound that echoed through the alleyway. "so it seems we share a common bond, after all. you and I, the hunter's. It is a curious coincidence, indeed." Pausing briefly, he continued, "But our roles do not define us, my dear detective. Shall we exchange confessions, or shall we continue our separate journeys?" he asked with a smirk.
god you don't get it!! he's so nervous! he's itching to hold you! please say yes! he'll actually die and drag you with him if you say no!!
after a few moments of silence you break it with a simple, "Shall we have dinner at mine?" you ask as you tilt my head in curiosity of his response.
he raised an eyebrow at the unexpected invitation, but there was no denying the allure of its audacity. There was something about you that piqued his interest, a challenge he couldn't resist. "An intriguing proposition, detective," he replied, his voice smooth as silk. "I accept, under one condition. We shall share our darkest secrets over dinner, and I believe that you have tales worth hearing." With slow steps he walked towards you.
you have no idea what you do to him, your so perfect...he cant believe he had forgotten the ring at home. he'll make it up though, perhaps a night together? Would you enjoy that?
he walks towards you not to startle you as you stay put and clutch the knife by your side, once he reaches you he gently takes the knife out of your hand and holds it by his side,a small gesture to make sure you wouldn't stab him or the woman anymore. Speaking of, he continues observes the woman below the two. he knows your not dumb enough to leave evidence due to your experience, so he leaves it at that.
you speak up continuing the eye contact as you admit, "I don't have much stories, i can assure you that. This is my other darkest secret. The art of killing is quite fascinating, no? The motives, blood, shrill, everything." you sigh out in relief.
Oh? Quite amusing, no?
as you spoke, he observed you closely, noting the dreamy quality in your voice. There was a certain thrill in her words, a shared understanding that surprised him. "The art of killing..." he mused, a thoughtful expression crossing his face. "It is indeed a fascinating dance, a deadly waltz between life and death. But it is not merely the violence that captivates me; it is the web of motivations that drive individuals to such extremes. Tell me, what fuels your passion for it?" He asked, genuinely interested in her answer. he himself personally knew that beneath the surface of any killer, layered a story untold.
"My story..? I apologize but i'm not that quite fascinating. i simply wanted to feel the thrill and joy, i suppose that's what makes us different. Now dear stranger, care to have dinner with me tonight?" you remind him of the pervious offer as you start to get slightly impatient at the questions.
he nodded, accepting the change in direction of the conversation. "Very well, detective. Your reasons for your actions may not be as elaborate as mine, but they are yours nonetheless." he paused for a moment, considering her proposal. "Yes, I accept your invitation. Tonight it is." A sly smile tugged at the corners of his mouth, the anticipation of their meeting building within him. "Perhaps over dinner, we will uncover more about each other's motivations and the shadows that shape us." he says that more as a promise as the gaze in his eyes are tender yet filled with a look that makes you shiver...surprisingly.
you offer a hand for him, taking the offered hand, he felt the cool body temperature compared to his warmth.
His eyes flickered with surprise, but he hid it well. "You leave no trace, do you?" he remarked, his tone neutral. "a wise precaution, one that I respect." Turning to face you, he wrapped his free arm around her shoulders, guiding her through the dimly lit alleyway. "Now, let us embark on this adventure you speak of. to uncover the shadows that shape us, we must first delve into the darkness that binds us."
his arm slides down her shoulder and instead their fingers entwined, the two walked side by side, an unlikely duo drawn together like magnets...
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"your skin is so smooth, i'd gladly use it as a use for my future experiment, but for now i shall continue doing research." you note to him as you walk hand in hand to your apartment, a new unlikely bond forming.
he smiles as he stays quiet as he observes you take out your keys, unlock the said door to your apartment, and let him go in first, he does so as he steps in a couple of steps as he comments "Your home reflects your nature, detective. Cluttered yet organized, a testament to your duality."
you lock the door as you step in with him and guide him to the small table, oddly enough you had two chairs across from each other with a small round table in between.
he sits as you gesture for him to sit as his eyes simply watch you, never taking them off you or your figure...this is a dream come true for him, dear. you have no idea of all the nights he's thought about this, a fantasy now a reality.
you start by assuring him "I don't plan on having your head, rest assure my dear. I simply wish to enjoy the warmth of a dinner."
he gets even more ecstatic but doesn't let it show as his lips quirk into a small smile.
"Warmth, indeed. An appropriate word for the evening, don't you think?" he comments as he puts his cheek in his palm which is resting on the table as he tilts his head and continues smiling at you.
warmth, warmth?
in the small moments of chatting and such while you prepare dinner for two as he observes you continue talking about exchanged stories- tales of their past, their motivations, and the darkness that haunted them.
you set down the plates on his and your side as you sit in your chair and begin eating, silence overtakes the two as you continue enjoying the warmth of another person and the food which isn't as bad as the one's from the other days.
you start by saying "now when we first met, did you know the man you had killed my dear? He was planning on courting me the next day...but you had killed him" you say wiping your lips with a napkin to ensure you didn't look improper infront of your new guest.
his moments falter then he hides it with a smirk as his gaze locking onto you. "a twist of fate, then," he said quietly, setting down the fork for a moment to take a sip of the water. "Your intended suitor, replaced by an unexpected encounter with me. A interesting meeting that led us here, sharing a meal and confessions. Quite poetic, don't you think?" He resumed eating, his expression the same. "yet, I wonder, why did you not reciprocate his feelings towards you? Was there something about him that displeased you?"
he asked, curious about her feelings toward the man he had intentionally kiled yet he masks it up with curiosity wanting to know more about his dear,
"He simply...wouldn't approve of my ideals." you say as you shrug your shoulders as you put down your fork and admire the man across from you, the lighting right above the table highlighting his features, his eyes downwards as he focuses on eating, his face looking charming as ever, and him.
he meets your eyes as he then says "Ideals are a tricky thing, aren't they? They can either bring people together or tear them apart. And in this case, it seems like your ideals kept you from that fateful engagement." He pondered for a moment, then added, "Tell me more about these ideals, detective. What drives you to walk this dark path?" He wanted to understand you better, to unravel the threads that made you...you!!
As they continued their meal, the conversation flowed effortlessly, each revelation painting a clearer picture of his dear sitting across from him.
with questions unanswered from your side, you get up as you collect both your and his empty dishes as you walk to the sink and rinse the plates with water before putting soap on a sponge and getting to work.
he watched you move gracefully about the kitchen, a mix of admiration and amusement playing across his features. "You have a peculiar charm, detective. one cannot help but be drawn in by you." He mused, leaning back in his chair. "but I must ask, will you always be the hunter, or do you ever allow yourself to be hunted?" His question was gentle, yet persistent, encouraging you to reveal another factor about your life.
you decide to indulge in his charm as you answer "i can be anything you want, my dear," you say as you continue scrubbing the dishes not bothering to turn back and look at him as you continue your work.
his eyes never move off your figure as he starts by saying "perhaps...there is more to discover within each other than just our dark interests, dearest."
He stood up, crossing the room to stand behind her. Placing a hand on her shoulder, he whispered softly into her ear, "And what of your fantasies, detective? Do share them with me, and I promise to fulfill them." His breath tickled her neck, a gentle reminder of his presence. The tension in the air thickened, their connection growing stronger with each passing moment.
you simply cherish his warmth compared to your coldness as you hum a tone enjoying the temporary- no forever moments between you two.
after a short while you say "our night that day i suppose was a fateful night, no?" you say moving for a bit turning off the faucet and then setting the plates. Afterword's, drying your hands then meeting his body against yours as you put your arms around his neck with a playful smirk.
he returned her smile, his own smirk matching her playfulness. "Yes, indeed, a fateful night-" he agreed yet interrupting himself, leaning in instead to brush a soft kiss against her lips. the kiss was a small one, simply enjoying the softness against lips as you seal an invisible oath.
he continues on "-One that will echo through our dreams and shape our reality. Your hands are clean now, but I fear, my dear detective, I may never wash off the stains of our shared past." He pulled her close, as if that was even possible as he and you enjoy the tenderness as his hand cups your cheek.
"in what way my dear? we have such a bond...our fondness could increase more, it'd be a shame if it went to waste." you say as you nuzzle closer to his hand on your cheek.
" I am merely a shadow, a whisper in the wind that brings forth change," he then plants a soft kiss at the softness of your neck below you jaw as he continues, "but for you? my dear, call me whatever you wish for tonight, i am yours just as if you are mine."
Their embrace lingered, filled with unspoken promises and desires. The air between them crackled with anticipation, a silent agreement to explore the boundaries of themselves to the fullest for eternity.
"care to spend the night, dear?" you ask, a simple question yet very obvious intentions.
knowing the answer yet he considered your invitation, his eyes never leaving yours. "I accept, under one condition: You allow me to learn everything about you, and share with me your deepest secrets." He whispered, his tone low and seductive. "only then can we truly merge our shadows, becoming one in the dance of darkness." His fingers tightened subtly, pulling her closer still despite the closeness.
"Then afterwords...do we forget about everything we had tonight? Or maybe...are you thinking of something else dear?" You ask hopefully as you push a strand of his hair behind his ear.
"Such forgetfulness does have its merits, but it would be foolish to discard the memories we create. Instead, let's keep them locked away in our hearts, to be revisited only for us." He leaned in, brushing his lips with yours as he continues holding your cheek tenderly.
This was more than mere attraction; it was a bond born of shared darkness and mutual understanding. He knew that this encounter would leave an indelible mark on them both, and he welcomed it. Their passion grew, fueled by secrets and desires, until they succumbed to the pull of the night, surrendering to the whims of fate and their own twisted dreams.
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OMG YOU GUYS THIS IS ACC NOT BAD??!!! WOW IM BACK U GUYSS <3333
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gothicxreylover · 2 months
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𝖄𝔞𝖓𝔡𝖊𝔯𝖊 𝕬𝔱𝖘𝔲𝖘𝔥𝖎
Warning ⚠️- This contains Gore, blood, mentions of someone being ripped apart, kidnapping, talks about sexual punishments or just sex in general, Yandere, obsession, delusional Atsushi (?)
This is kinda rushed and sorry if anything doesn't make sense!
I hope you enjoy it!
🦇
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Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get?
Atsushi has never gotten affection as a child or was shown appreciation at all. It's not a surprise that he's very affectionate with you. Giving you something he never had before in his childhood. His affection would range from giving you intense affection, gift giving you small gifts such as jewelry or plushies, and acts of service.
Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling?
It depends. Atsushi doesn't condom violence that much and tries to not get in a violent situation. But I'm not trying to make Atsushi look like an innocent angel as he would get violent if something ever happened to you. For example, you getting kidnapped by someone in the Port Mafia.
Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them?
He wouldn't mock you. He could never do that but sometimes you do get on his nerves. Your constant complaining to go home just gets him annoyed knowing you don't have the desire to be with him at all. I do so that he would mock or sarcastically talk back to you when he has enough of your attitude.
Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?
Atsushi wouldn't do anything against your will. He respects your boundaries and wishes but when his day is really bad he might just overstep that boundary.
Exposed: How much of their heart do they bear to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling?
It depends on how in love he is with you. If his obsession just started he wouldn't show that much vulnerability towards you. As his obsession grows he does become slightly vulnerable and he lets his guard down as his obsession gets more intense towards you.
Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?
It can go two ways. Atsushi would feel hurt and would mostly likely try to convince you that it's part of your safety and your good. He tells you that he doesn't want anything to happen to you as there are many people after him and he's afraid that they'll go for you too.
But, If Atsushi is over your attitude he just might snap and tell you to suck it up and get over the situation. It's not a secret that Atsushi is a bit sassy and snappy but he's also over with your behavior. He doesn't want to keep telling you that same reason over and over again and just wants you to get used to your new life.
Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape?
He doesn't enjoy it. He doesn't see it as a game when you try to escape because doesn't want anything to happen to you. He would panic and try to keep you inside telling you "You don't want this." Or "You're not thinking straight and it's just something that your mind doesn't know what's best for you."
Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?
Atsushi almost lost his mind. You had escaped the house and you were running down Yokohama trying to get away as best as possible. As you were some bad people walked your way and you know the rest of what happened. As you were getting hurt by them (or jumped for easier terms) Atsushi found you and saw the people who were hiring you. Of course, Atsushi doesn't like to be violent but them hurting you was crossing the line. (Cringing as I write this) As you were on the floor hurt and bleeding trying to cover yourself in a fetal position you could he screams and yelling. You kept your eyes open as you felt blood going onto your body shaking as you were scared. You made the mistake of opening your eyes to see Atsushi ripping a person apart. You were scared and kept your eyes closed as you cried in fear. You thought Atsushi was lost in his mind thinking he was going to kill you next. Your thoughts were snapped when you felt tiger paws wrapping around you and Atsushi lying next to you. He nuzzled his head into your neck and muttered sweet nothings into your ear.
Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?
Just a plain simple one. He wants to get married to you and be loved all his life. He wants a happy life where he can come home into your arms and she smothered with kisses by you. He wants to come home to a child running up to him hugging him and telling him that they missed him so much. He wants a life where he can be happy and have something he never had before.
Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?
I wouldn't say he'll get jealous a lot but he would. It depends on who your talking to and if it's someone he knows. If it's someone he knows and has a good relationship with them he's not that insecure and jealous. But if it was someone he doesn't know then he gets a bit jealous. Maybe a bit insecure but it would be fine if you show him some love.
Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling?
He's very sweet and lovesick towards you. He'll be attached to you like a little kid wanting your love and attention on him and not some non-living object.
Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?
He is pretty nervous when he meets you. He's new to the feeling of love so he doesn't know what's wrong with him. Dazai would have to give him a talk about love and relationships and soon that would lead into Dazai making jokes about sex. Which Atsushi would probably not listen too and try to get Dazai to talk about something else.
Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else?
He acts pretty much the same. He doesn't show his obsessiveness in public but it's kinda noticeable. It's noticeable enough for Dazai and Ranpo to know what's going on. But yet Dazai just wants Atsushi happy and Ranpo couldn't care less.
Naughty: How would they punish their darling?
Atsushi feels bad for punishing you so he'll ignore you and probably neglect your basic needs like food and water. It only lasts for a couple of hours but sometimes it can go on for days. He feels really bad afterward and would smother you in kisses and hugs. I don't see Atsushi doing any sexual punishments but maybe he'll overstimulate you during sex or with toys.
Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling?
Freedom. (I have nothing for this ngl)
Patience: How patient are they with their darling?
Pretty patient. He only snaps if he's fed up with your behavior or if he has a lot to deal with at work or in life.
Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on?
If you die he'll be depressed. He believes that no one could replace you and he has nothing to live for anymore. He might even kill himself just to be with you. If you leave he'll find you. It would take him long but he'll find you and he'll make sure you won't leave.
Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go?
He does feel guilty about it. He would always stop what he was doing and ask himself if what he was doing was right. But would shut his thoughts down after he convinced himself that it was for the best.
Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?
Being abandoned and abused his whole life. No one ever told him he was loved or showed affection towards him. He just wants to be loved and be with someone forever who he trusts. He hates being alone and he hates thinking that he'll end up alone with no one on his side.
Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves?
He hates it. He doesn't want you to cry, scream, or isolate with him. He wants you to be happy and safe so why can't he have that if you keep pushing him away and trying to leave?
Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?
Being a weretiger. And there's a slight chance he could be redeemed and you can take him to therapy for his unhealthy behavior.
Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit to escape?
I guess affection. Show appreciation towards him and he slightly lets his guard down.
Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling?
It depends. He would probably hurt you if you were fighting against him. I could imagine that Atsushi would drag you back to the house after you had successfully escaped without him knowing. You kept throwing around as he carried you and he snapped. He didn't think twice and threw you on the floor and yelled at you. It took him a few seconds to realize what he did and he would apologize and cry.
Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?
He does worship you a lot maybe too much for your liking. He can't help it he loves you too much. He has to express his love or he'll just get more obsessed. He does like to be praised too so it would take him off guard when he hears you praising him for the first time.
Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap?
It takes him to snap. He would probably like to get to know you first becoming your friend before trying to make hints to you that he likes you. Even Dazai tries to get you to notice that he likes you. But if you are that oblivious towards his hints he would probably become a bit more obsessive and probably kidnap you within 6-7 months.
Zenith: Would they ever break their darling?
No! He would never forgive himself if he ever did. He would probably be depressed himself if he couldn't find a way to make you go back to normal. He would try everything to make you feel happy. If you're not happy he's not happy.
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elvestoneanzelote1 · 8 months
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𝙰:𝚗- 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘! 𝙰𝚕𝚜𝚘, 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚡 𝚢𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙰𝚝𝚜𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚒 𝙽𝚊𝚔𝚊𝚓𝚒𝚖𝚊.. 𝙸𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚜 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚘𝚛 𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚘𝚘!
𝙸𝚝𝚜 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚙𝚊𝚍/𝚚𝚞𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚟 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝙰𝚕𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚞 𝙸 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚎, 𝚍𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝!.
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Atsushi Nakajima the well known white Reaper of the port Mafia, as he have massacre a lot of people protecting the port mafia leader.
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He is often viewed as.. A someone like dead itself but.. No one know that he view one as his light.. The life.
He recalled that day.
The day when he was saved by the boss, Osamu Dazai..
He close his eyes for mere seconds in thought..
He still recalled that day when his eyes landed onto the e/c eyes that were talking to Dazai who at that time.. Was an executive.
-----𝗉𝖺𝗌𝗍--
The hallway seems to be dull walk as Atsushi stood beside Dazai who was talking to his sensei, the taller male who was staring at him then at Dazai.
"Dazai, Whom did you pick it up this time?" You said while massaging your forehead as Dazai chuckle slightly.
"Sensei! Meet Atsushi Nakajima, He is my new student!"
"Oh" you muttered out letting out a sighed then glance at him who, flinched by your stare.
"If, you ever need help regarding important stuff you can come to me or Boss Moro, especially if Dazai is acting like a (bitch) ..nuisance" you said almost said what you were thinking as Dazai pouted.
"Mo~! Sensei you said as if, I annoy you"
You just stare at him for a while as he pout more.
Atsushi stare at the small quarrel of Dzai pestering to you as you were just staring and sighing st his antics.
But it went silent when Atsushi felt a hand on his head. He gaze up and stare at the e/c eyes that's held warmness as you softly smile at him.
"Welcome to Port Mafia, Atsushi Nakajima" you said as his eyes stay staring at you as Dazai cling onto your arm saying to pat him to making you sighed yet softly smile and pat Dazai too.
All Atsushi was stare at the conversation of you and Dazai as it.. Look.. Like a cute moment as you were eventually smiling softly at Dazai who was telling you the story of how he found Atsushi.
But you quickly left when, the current Boss (past) of Port Mafia Mori called to you and eventually took you away making Dazai frowned as you seems to be okay to leave with Mori regarding whatever Mori wanted to discuss.
"Someday.. I will make sure Sensei, will have all attention on me" muttered Dazai to himself as Atsushi eyes widen a bit yet he kept quiet.
But he couldn't help but missed the touch of your gentleness on his head.
---end of past memories.
His thought were jumbled out as many things were of a blur yet he still recall some Of how you were around the port mafia.
That was until.. You suddenly left after the dead of Ougai Mori. You left..
He still recall that day..
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The day he begs you not to leave.
Beg you to stay...
Beg you to at least stay more longer..
For the sake of Portmafia.. For the sake of Dazai.. Your student..
For the sake for him..
Yet, all you did was just blankly stare at him when he on the ground bleeding out unable to win a battle against you, as your spear was bloodied, so were your gloves.
Your eyes no longer held the warmness that he yearn as his Renerate taking slow pace to heal as his ability was not that strong compare to you.
"Please.. Don't leave.. Don't leave us.. Don't leave.. Dazai-san.. Don't.. Leave me.." He muttered out as he try to stand ready to fight you till he could no longer stand or breath.
Or as long as someone come to stop you.
Your eyes that used to be the light now was dulled as you stare at him.
"Why.. Why are you leavin?" He asked as you approach him and kneel to his formed that sat on the floor as his legs were crippled twisted in another way.
"I have no reason to stay here anymore" you simply said.. Like you sounded as if it was just that.
He stared at you with his eyes so red.
"There is a reason! Dazai-san will need you to be here.. The whole port mafia need you... Even I do please.. Stay.."
You gently shook head and pat his head as softly and gently which he almost forgot his pain.
"Nakajima, I know you will be able to control your ability through Dazai, and no he doesn't need me anymore"
He try to deny yet, you shook head as eyes look so dull and lifelessly stare back at his, you weren't smiling.. No.. Why weren't you smiling like you used to.. Why was your eyes so dull?
"Why..?" He muttered out as you stood up as he try to grasps your coat but failed to.
"Port Mafia.. Is no longer.. where I, belong to" you said as the footsteps of yours went dimmer by dimmer as he sat there staring at the floor feeling nothing but emptiness.
'Why.. Is Port.. Mafia.. No longer.. Where you belong?'
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His mind of thought came to a halt as he picked up the incoming call as he took notice of Dazai.
"Hello? Dazai-san?" Muttered out Atsushi as the receiver coughed once.
"Hello.." Said a very familiar voice as his eyes lit up as he know who it was.
"Y/n-sensei!" He said almost to cry out in joy.
"Yeah..its me.. Um.. Your Nakajima.. Right?" You said unsurely on the phone as he said yes trying to know why you called and if.. It mean something good as maybe Dazai-san convince you? Or even better your coming to Port mafia?
"Yes it's me.. Sensei"
"..uh.. Well can you come.. At the B block (r/p) (random place area), with a car?" You asked as he was confused by your request.
"Is, Dazai-san with you?" He asked as you said yes confirming it as he was relief in a way.
"A-alright" he said quickly as he close the phone to quickly call anyone from port mafia who drives to come and pick up or sent a car for him to drive (though he is not a good driver)
After a while he reach the place with the driver (who fortunately came or else Nakajima might crash the car or sort).
"Sensei.. Dazai-san" said Atsushi as he took notice of you holding Dazai (I don't know how to explain it) as Dazai look kinda drunk muttering some stuff.
"Can I, rely on you to take him now?" you said as he quickly helped you to carry Dazai from you but Dazai hold your arm refusing to let go.
"If I, let you go, you will leave me again sensei!! You always do! Always! In every universe.. you do! You leave me! You leave me again and again!!" He whined.
Atsushi was having an existence crisis of what to do yet you eventually kept Dazai on the passenger seat and then face Atsushi.
"Here" you gave the Dazai phone to Atsushi while about to leave.
"Sensei.. Will you.." He stopped himself from speaking as he have lots to say yet, he paused himself to do so as its been years since he last saw you.
Your eyes and expression stayed the same like the day you left.
"No, and i, shall take my leave" you simply left without another word after as he stood silently as words seems stuck to his mind yet, he glance up determinedly as he watch you go.
'No matter what..  I will find a way for you to come back to port mafia!' He thought determinedly.
'And when that day comes, where you come back to Port mafia and if I know what leads you leave, I will do anything to know, for you.. Anything..'
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A:n- that's all good day/night to you all! Hope you have a great day ahead.
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invidiia · 1 year
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AAAAAAAA
hmm…what about yan!Atsushi and a (gn) darling with a chronic illness? they’re very weak (physically) as a result.
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꒰ YANDERE ATSUSHI NAKAJIMA ꒱
꒰ X A CHRONICALLY ILL READER ꒱
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notes ; YESYES SORRY I DIDNT GET IT DONE THE NIGHT IT WAS REQUESTED, I WENT TO BED CUZ I WAS WORRIED I WAS GONNA PASS OUT ON MY KEYBOARD LMAOO,, BUT THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING!!
warnings ; being taken advantage of, crazy obsessiveness, stalking, sort of manipulation, red flags but red is a cool color
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⋆ this man is probably one of the most obsessive yanderes i write for and i think some other people MAY consider that a stretch, but with my interpretation of some of the yandere characters, i definitely disagree.
⋆ if atsushi didn't kidnap you or didn't manipulate you into libing with him to the point where you can only see him, and he can only see you, then i hope your phone had notifications silences, because you get a gift, and that's nonstop messages from him all day, if not 24/7. quite literally.
"no, no, i just woke up from something, so i figured i should message you and ask.. but how are you? did i wake you up? oh, no, no! go back to sleep, i'll see you tomorrow at work!!"
⋆ constant texts from him, asking about your wellbeing and if he can do anything to help you. if you work in the ADA, he's constantly walking behind you, definitely not looking for an excuse to get you out of your work and help you out. and if you don't work in the same room, atsushi always finds himself walking back into the room you work in, hollering apologies to kunikida, who's yelling at him to get back to work, and when he does come back, even dazai tells him to work. maybe that's a sign he should stop coming to bother check on you every 15 minutes..
⋆ oh, but don't think you can have a peaceful weekend, because he'll be there, too! and who can say no to a tiger boy? it's practically impossible to decline any offer to atsushi! his sweet nature is irresistible, and even when you want to say no, he's already rushing to get you anything you could possibly need, before you can say anything other than i, um, or uh!
⋆ but being obsessive and kind doesn't mean he isn't possessive. any time he sees anybody else from the ADA being concerned about you, or even kind to you, he totally flips out! the moment you both get off work, he's blowing up your phone, asking if there's anything he can do to help you out, like cleaning up or helping you make your dinner, or if you still like him.
⋆ after confusedly reassuring him that you like him very much, he asks if you've made dinner yet, and if you haven't, he proceeds to ask you if you want to go out to eat with him. and if you say no to him, then he'll ask if he could come cook for you. anything he does for you, you thank him, but you'll never hear the words, "you're welcome". the only thing you've heard him say, was "no problem, i'm glad i could help you!"
⋆ who could say no to such a nice. caring guy?
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cerebralinvasion · 1 year
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yandere february event day 2
“Please be good for me. I don’t want to hurt you.”
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you sucked in your chest, trying to push yourself further into the wall of the alleyway behind you. inching away from the blade to the best of your abilities. there’s a knife at your neck. you haven’t said anything, going as far as to bite down on your lip to prevent any stray noises from escaping you. you’ve never been in a situation like this. in a situation where you genuinely feared for your life like this. 
“i don’t- i don’t have any money on me.” 
you gathered the strength to speak after you had enough confidence that you wouldn’t try to scream. nonetheless, you cursed yourself for it. maybe if you’d just carried a twenty or something on you, you’d be able to slip out of this situation overall unscathed. but it’s too late, no amount of regret would undo this random decisions you’d made earlier that day. no amount of blaming yourself for not predicting the future would summon money on your person or teleport you onto the main street and back into the eyes of the public. not like it mattered anyways, but you didn’t know that. you weren’t aware of the fact that you’d be in this situation regardless of whatever choices you had made that day. any amount of changib and undoing the past would only end up delaying the inevitable, he was determined like that.
“i don’t want any money. listen i- i need you to come with me. don’t make a scene.”
 the man before you spoke, and you noticed how the knife trembled in his grasp. and the look on his face was filled with almost as much terror as was on yours. it was a mixture of fear, disgust and desperation. the look of a man so far into his desires he was willing to do anything for them, even overstep his own morals. as you took the moment to observe his face, you got to see other details about him as well. lily-white hair with angled bangs and two-toned eyes. everything about him was eerily familiar. you’ve seen him before, but you don’t know where. you couldn’t put a name to the face and it scared you. why did you feel like you recognized him? perhaps it was because you’ve passed by him. maybe more often than a stranger should pass you by in a city as big as yokohama. 
“hey. did you hear me? i said i need you to come with me.” his voice was almost pathetic, riddled with it’s own misery and pushed through a raw throat. 
and those words snapped you out of your train of thought. this man, who you (possibly) only recognize through running into him a suspicious number of times was now threatening you at knifepoint to go with him. this wasn’t just some thug attempting to mug you for all you’re worth. this was a full blown kidnapping. your heart dropped, suddenly far more afraid than you were before.
“i- er i- no thank you?” you stuttered out, stumbling over your words. you’d never been in a situation like this. you didn’t know how to combat the armed man physically, all you could do was at least try to get out of this situation before he hurt you. he took in a deep breath a frustrated look crossing his face before he tried again.
“i’m not asking you, i need you to come with me.” as he spoke the blade inched slightly closer to your throat, you tried to flinch back but you were already pressed hard against the brick. you let out a small gasp, not once drawing your eyes from the weapon.
“don’t- i don't want to- please don’t hurt me…” your voice trembled as you came to the realization you likely only had two options here. let yourself be taken away or die right here. 
“please just be good for me. i don’t want to hurt you. so just make this easy and come with me now… please.”
two options. when he spoke up the two options were all that was on your mind. at least with one you would eventually get out of. whether you're ransomed or rescued you’d eventually  be able to go back to your normal life… right?
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yandreamings · 2 years
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ahaha 36 + 27 with atsushi oh my gid🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤fo aming at the mouth
I, too, am foaming at the mouth. Excellent taste, anon! 🥰
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NAKAJIMA ATSUSHI...!
36. “We are perfect together. You see it too, right?” / 27. “Say you love me, I am not asking you again.”
Moments with Atsushi were peaceful. He's a kind soul through and through- always asking about your wellbeing, chatting about your days with each other, or doing your work together. He made your busy life a little more tolerable, and you made sure he knew it; the poor boy could use a self-esteem boost, anyway.
So, needless to say, you were surprised when you found yourself suddenly pushed up against a desk in the ADA office by none other than Atsushi, sweat trickling down his face, hair and clothes dishevelled, and with an unreadable yet disturbing expression.
"Hey," he began shakily, a hand reaching up to cup your cheek. He seemed to visibly relax when he was touching you. "What do you think of me? Please, tell me, I need to know, or... or..."
"Ah- Atsushi, what's wrong?" You were concerned, to say the least. What had gotten into him? You'd never seen him so distressed outside of a mission.
"Answer the question! ...please." He lowered his tone when you flinched, not wanting to upset you, but he has to know. "We are perfect together. You see it too, right?"
You froze in place. What was he talking about? Where did this come from?
"Yes, of course, you do... you're so smart, and nice, and pretty... I love you so much, you know? And you love me too. Don't you?"
He didn't take your stunned silence very well, swallowing thickly and tightening the grip on your cheek. "Right? You love me, don't you...?"
"Atsushi, I-"
"Say you love me, I am not asking you again." You'd never seen such a frightening expression on his face; it was troubling, and you found yourself being scared of him.
So when you felt his claws oh-so-slightly digging into the flesh of your cheek, skin just barely breaking, you knew you had to appease him somehow. "...I... I love you, too."
The worried expression warped into a relieved one, and his claws retracted, hands instead pulling you into a tight hug against his chest; you could feel his heart pounding.
"Good... I'm glad, so glad. I love you so much. And you love me too." His voice was but a whisper as if reaffirming himself rather than actually speaking to you.
Moments with Atsushi were peaceful. Until you learned how he really felt about you, that is.
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Yandere Atsushi Nakajima Headcanon
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Atsushi is a clingy and manipulative worshiper yandere.
Atsushi is the world master of blaming.
For real.
He makes you feel guilty about all the things you do without him.
Even eating rice alone feels bad.
But still, Atsushi doesn't overdo it so it doesn't lose its power.
This boy has a lot of trauma.
Atsushi would love you if you were really gentle and kind to him.
So there's no shame in that.
It might take a while.
But soon this boy falls really hard.
After that, he wants to be with you all the time.
Atsushi is easily jealous.
He really thinks you're an angel.
And no one else deserves you.
Atsushi would never kidnap you.
Because he makes you stay with him just by blaming him.
Atsushi is also not above suicidal threats.
Because if you're not with him what's the point of living?
( This boy would need therapy. )
Atsushi doesn't believe in punishments.
But if you deny her affection he will start to get frustrated.
It's not the best thing.
But if you are "obedient" Atsushi will surely get you all the things you need.
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spacexseven · 2 years
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For the mini-prompt event.
I really feel like 4. would fit Astushi. [BSD]
hehe number 4 is my one of my fav prompts from that list >:)
cw: yandere character, obsessive behavior, atsushi wants you completely dependent on him
prompt list by @.drabbledealer | this drabble is a part of my mini prompt event !
you can't tell when atsushi has the time to plan out such elaborate changes, meticulously replanning his home so you're always left clueless. where did he put the kettle today? where was your toothbrush? and your glasses? even for the simplest little things, you had no choice but to drag yourself over to him and ask him. he thought well ahead, as always, and hid your necessities too—no matter how hard you tried to keep your things with you as you slept, he always managed to find a way to leave you needing his assistance again. what sets you off the most is how he doesn't do it immediately—he waits until you're familiar enough and able to find most of your things, thinking he wouldn't do anything, and just when you let yourself settle into this routine, he snatches it away and messes it up all again, leaving you disorientated.
by this point, he doesn't even try to hide it. every time he switches things around, he waits for you outside your shared room, rocking on his heels and looking up at you with glimmering dual-colored eyes. he watches you with a barely restrained grin as you fumble and begin to see what was going on again. he doesn't offer his guidance, not until you ask, so he can feed his own desires and belief that he's only helping you. what better way to spend the morning than with your hand in his, showing you the things you need—only if you promise to pay him back with a kiss, though!
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hopelessdazai · 27 days
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✿ 》 To Hold or Be Held?
╰⧼ 🪻 note.. ⧽ ; writing witj this many characters was scary . pls ignore any typos or errors or mischaracterisation im learning. reblogs appreciated!!
╰⧼ ☀️ features.. ⧽ ; Chuuya, Dazai, Atsushi, Akutagawa, Nikolai, Fyodor, gn!reader ( fem terms in fyodors and mentions of boobs in nikolais parts )
╰⧼ 🌙 contents.. ⧽ ; fluff, cuddles, all those nice things, nikolai being nikolai, possible mischaracterisation
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dazai
dazai doesn't have a preference. he enjoys both being held and holding you for the same reason. when he's holding you, he's holding on tight - part of him is still scared you're gonna leave him if he gets too comfortable. and if you're holding him he always finds himself melting into you, his hands shakily gripping at your clothes as he smothers himself against your chest. he adores how your hands find his hair and comb through it. if he puts all his weight onto you, you can't go anywhere, right?
".. 'm sorry .. don't get up, just five more minutes. I'll be good ..- you're warm .. 'm sorry.. "
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chuuya
chuuya prefers to hold. be adores the feeling of you in his arms, it makes him feel like he's protecting you from the known - blanketed by his strong embrace. he traces 'I love you's on your back knowing you're too comfortable and sleepy to know what he's writing - his thumb writes his name into your hip when you think he's just rubbing circles. little possessive things like that, just to quietly manifest that you stay with him. he can press a gentle kiss to the top of your head and tease you for being so clingy ; even though he's holding you tight too.
".. you need the bathroom? .. you can hold it, jus' stay with me for a while longer .. I love you .. pretty thing you are .."
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atsushi
atsushi prefers to hold. while he won't ever deny being held, usually he finds himself pulling you on top of him to keep you in his embrace while he takes a nap. your head on his chest and his arms resting around your waist, while he gently purrs to soothe you to sleep with him. he hasn't been able to take solo naps since you've been around - and he knows you enjoy resting with him too, anyway. so what's the harm when he tugs you over to the detective agency couch and asks you to take a quick break? you've both been working hard , after all.
"let's have a quick break, okay? we can stay finish everything later .. you're gonna exhaust yourself out, sweetheart .. just 10 minutes .."
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akutagawa
akutagawa prefers to be held. he'll never admit it to anyone, especially not to you. but you can see the way he relaxes and sinks into you when you wrap your arms around him. the way he takes a long exhale and his shoulders deflate as your hand traces a certain spot on his back. he likes listening to your heartbeat, he likes knowing you're alive and with him for who he is - and not what he can do. he's still learning to love and to trust, but it's a little easier when it's by your side. he hopes you wont leave him, he'll work to impress you as he grows.
".. what? no, I'm not falling asleep. you're imagining things. you .. mm .. can you do that again ?"
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nikolai
nikolai doesn't have a preference. he's like a big dog, despite his size he'll absolutely lay himself on top of you and nuzzle into your chest. if you have boobs then he won't be moving for a while, so kiss your oxygen goodbye. whenever he wants to hold you, he's not really one to ask ; he'll just drag you over onto him or use a portal to drop you into his lap, then he's clinging to you and whining desperately whenever you try to leave. he's just big and clingy, but can you fault him? he finds you so comforting.
" .. where are you going? no! you can't leave .. do you not love me anymore ?.. why do you wanna leave !.. just stay with me .. thank you .."
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fyodor
fyodor prefers to hold. if neither was an option, it'd most likely be that. but he regularly asks you to come sit on his lap while he works. a small whistle as he turns his chair, patting his thigh - and he'll wrap an arm around you to keep you close. he's not too affectionate, and too much touching before your marriage repulses him. but he'll learn to deal with these little moments for a while - it gives him his energy back and helps him with a little push to finish his work so you rest together.
" .. зайчик .. come here. no, I'm not finished. just come. don't be disobedient , now .. there we are. good girl."
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cloudyyoimiya · 1 year
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hi, i love your writing!
could you do yandere ranpo, chuuya, dazai and atsushi with a s/o who’s really sleepy all the time? basically like, anemic like fyodor 💀
no stop this ask is like a callout post. i sleep all of the time during the day and i stay up all night… i should probably fix that LMAO. anon, you and i may or may not be anemic. /j anyways yes i love this request! thank you for requesting!! <3
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Their Darling Is Always Sleepy; Osamu Dazai, Ranpo Edogawa, Atsushi Nakajima, and Chuuya Nakahara
Format: Headcanons
Possible warnings: Yandere content, dark themes, mentions of kidnapping, mentions of non-consensual drug usage
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Osamu Dazai
When he first met you he took note of your trait of sleeping all of the time. At first it concerned him since he thought that it might have been a health condition, but when he found out that it wasn't, he found it absolutely adorable.
He would bring you pillows so you can nap comfortably on your desk, or sometimes he’d even bring a spare blanket to the agency for you.
Sometimes he’d find you sleeping around the agency’s office, or he’d find you sleeping in a booth at the café downstairs. He’d of course let you sleep because someone as adorable as you deserves your beauty rest, no?
Though, sometimes he’d get slightly frustrated because he wanted to spend more time with you. You would know when you ticked him off by his tone of voice. If he was more whiny then usual, then that was your telltale sign of to stay awake for him.
More often than not you’d wake up to his coat draped on your shoulders, acting as a makeshift blanket. You told him more than once that he didn’t need to do this for you, but he insisted on doing this for you.
Eventually when he fell in love with you, he’d become paranoid about your sleeping habits. He knew that you were very capable of protecting yourself, but what if someone took advantage of you while you were sleeping? And what if he wasn’t there to protect you? He absolutely hated the thought.
After all, evil expects evil.
He didn’t want anything bad happening to you. You may have not known it then, but you were his lifeline. If something happened to you, then he wouldn’t know what to do with himself.
After a few weeks of contemplating on what he should do, he eventually kidnapped you.
Terribly enough, he took you while you were napping. He did exactly what he feared what would happen to you. A part of him felt awful, but another part was happy that you were finally safe in his arms.
He knew that you’d never leave him.
You like him far too much for that.
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Ranpo Edogawa
To put it in short, he absolutely loved your ability to sleep anywhere. In fact it’s one of the reasons why he fell so head over heels for you. He found it absolutely adorable! How could he not?! He got to see your adorable sleeping face!
In fact, seeing you nap was his motivation for each day. He absolutely loved seeing you so at peace. He wouldn’t trade it for the world.
When you two first got into a more normal relationship, he’d often nap with you if he wasn’t on a case. He absolutely loved to snuggle up to you and close his eyes. It was very relaxing to him.
Ranpo would keep a blanket and two pillows in a closet reserved only for the two of you. Fukuzawa of course approved of this for some reason. Maybe it was because Ranpo talked him into it?
Sometimes you’d find that you were more tired than usual. This would always happen after Ranpo offered you a drink as well. Surly he wouldn’t drug you just so he could cuddle you, right? He’s not that insane, right?
If you ever wanted to snack on something right after you woke up, then he’d let you eat some of his food. He is obsessed with you after all. Why wouldn’t he show you his love like this?
When you started to not want to nap with anymore, that’s when his obsessive tendencies started to kick in. How dare you not want to cuddle with the greatest detective anymore? You said it was because that you were starting to get sweaty from the constant affections since it was the summer months, but he didn’t want to hear any of it.
After all, he is quite childish.
When he decided to kidnap you, he gave you a higher dosage of the sleeping drug that he would give you. It wasn’t enough to cause permanent damage, no, but it was enough to have you asleep for a whole day if he was lucky.
Now that you’re with him, he’ll make sure that the two of you nap and or cuddle whenever he gets the chance. He’s very clingy towards you because he loves you oh so much.
And he wouldn’t have it any other way.
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Atsushi Nakajima
When he first met you, you were napping at your desk. Originally he didn’t believe in love at first sight, but you somehow managed to change his view on that just by being lazy and sleeping while on the clock.
He absolutely found your ability to sleep anywhere adorable, but also slightly concerning. He was overly cautious of what might happen to you. What if the Port Mafia went to strike while you were sleeping? What if the agency got in danger? What if some one tried to kill you?
He got very anxious because of these things. He knew he wasn’t being rational, but still, those thoughts clouded his brain. He couldn’t get them out of his head, and he hated it.
When you went home for the day to take yet another nap, he would follow you home and watch you through a window. He knew what he was doing was wrong, but he had to make sure that you’d be alright.
You’re the light of his life.
When you were sleeping in the office, he’d always make sure to move right near you just in case of an emergency. Though, he’d do this once he was sure that you were asleep. Because of his ability allowing him to hear slightly better than others, he’d only come near you once your breathing became more steady.
Sometimes your coworkers would coo at the two of you. They honestly thought that you were dating because of how clingy the weretiger was.
You’d have to explain to them that you’re just friends, and that wounded Atsushi. He wouldn’t let that show though.
Atsushi wouldn’t resort to kidnapping out of worry for you. No, not at all. What he’d do is make sure to stay near you at all times. He’s guilt trip you into moving in with him because he was just that worried about you.
Once he was able to always keep a watchful eye on you, he’d start to relax. He’d let you sleep without any worrying on his end.
Just don’t leave him, alright?
He wouldn’t know what to do with himself if you left.
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Chuuya Nakahara
When he first found out about your tendencies to sleep anywhere at any given time, he was a tad bit concerned for your health. He knew that wasn’t normal, so when he asked you about it you made sure to assure him that it’s just something you do. You had to repeatedly tell him that you’re fine.
Once he got more used to your ability to sleep like that, he found it adorable. He liked that you trusted him enough to nap around him without a care in the world. He liked that if anything happened, he would be the one to save you.
Much like Dazai, sometimes he’d drape his coat over your shoulders so you could have a makeshift blanket. Or if it just so happened to be too bright in the room, he’d give you his hat so you could put it over your face to block out the light.
Though, sometimes he’d find your constant napping somewhat annoying. He wanted to spend time with you, especially on his rare days off! He didn’t just want to watch you sleep.
Because of this, on his days off you are forced to stay awake and be with him at all times. If you fell asleep or strayed away from him, then he’d get quite angry with you. He wouldn’t hurt you, no not in the slightest, but he’d lightly threaten you. After a few times you got the message and you’ve been by his side ever since.
More often than not he’d coax you into sleeping over at his place. The reasons he gave you to do so were simple; his house was on the larger side, and you’d be more comfortable.
Those reasons were true, yes, but he also left out the part where he’d watch you nap almost obsessively.
Sometimes he’d carry you to his bed and tuck you in for the night. He loved moments like those because it made him feel like your actual boyfriend.
Chuuya wouldn’t kidnap you because of your tendencies to sleep whenever you get the chance. Well, maybe he would if something bad happened to you, but that would be in the future and it would be a huge ‘what if’ scenario.
Just don’t leave your guard dog, alright?
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yanderederee · 1 year
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紫薔薇 x 飴と雨
💜🍬💜🍬💜🍬💜🍬💜🍬💜🍬💜🍬💜🍬
Atsushi Murasakibara who loves his 150cm tall girlfriend so fucking much.
He loved the way you walked. He loved the way you looked. The way you look up at him with such difficulty. He’d chuckle about giving yourself a neck cramp. You giggled back. He loved your giggles.
Atsushi loved when you let him dig his fingers into the back of your neck, rubbing the muscle there for working so hard. He. Fucking. Loved. Touching you. Feeling you. The way your body gave up to pleasure when his digits circled the muscle joining your neck and shoulder together. He smirked.
Atsushi Murasakibara’s sweetheart.
Fuck. He loved the way you fucking moan every time his grip digs deeper.
Had he wanted to, he could wrap the fingers of one hand to swallow your neck whole.
He loved the way you smelled.
—-the way you tasted.
Atsushi Murasakibara’s favorite sweet treat.
Swallowing your whimpering lips in a hungry kiss, he bore down his equally hungry gaze into your misty eyes.
So sweet, the way your tongue rolled and weaved around his own with such feverish excitement.
So fucking sweet, the way your hands grip his much much larger shoulders for dear life, the pace he works you into being too much to keep up with. He was so kind though, helping you grind without having to move at all. He simply had to fist your exposed hips with his crushing force, and rut your throbbing core against his well toned thigh.
He could keep this pace up for hours.
The way he used your cute little body so easily, like a toy he could wind up and taste whenever he desired. He openly grunted into your neck, his head tucked there so gently with your in-capturing embrace.
“A-ahh..‘t-tsushi…~”
There you go again.
with those sweet little moans.
“Hmm? ya’ need a break, or more?” He asked casually, his vibrato tone sending shivers down your spine that ended up going straight to where you were most sensitive, earning a high pitched whine. Fuuuck, his eyes rolled back for the first time that night.
“More,” he ordered without another second or hesitation, all patience to working you up suddenly lost.
Atsushi Murasakibara loved when you let him fold you in half, and tie you up with a bow and ribbon. Displayed so cute and exposed.
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Can you tell I love this man? I have a fix coming up soon when his gf buys Gummy Bear shampoo+conditioner+bodywash+deodorant. Why? Bc I own Native’s candy shop line and it smells so good and all I can think of is my big baby boy💜
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sojuyae · 10 months
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i need you to PLEASE expand more on the bsd zombie apocalypse au
more so if its yan 👀
bsd apocalypse au
bsd ada various / reader
notes: mild yandere themes, zombie apocalypse thingies, NOT PROOFREAD sad face and teary-eyed emoji
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-> your 'first' encounter with dazai is nothing short of terrible. your dull knife was pressed on his bandage-clad neck when he managed to sneak up on you. it's so easy to mistake dazai as a zombie when he looks so dead. dirty bandages adorning his arms and neck, dried blood sticking to his skin and clothes (not like you were better yourself) — had it not been the absence of rotting flesh and flesh (or the loud whine he had let out when your knife barely pressed on his throat,) you could've killed him.
the man took your hand in his with fervor, his eyes twinkling with cheer that does not suit a man like him. meeting him was terrifying enough, but him to ask you to join his group? utterly horrifying.
he didn't even give you a choice to decline.
if he had to be subjected in multiple earsplitting berations by a certain ideal donning co-detective for you to be accepted, there's no need for you to know. actually, he would let you know. he'd use it against you everytime you don't do something for him — you're complaining about having to go on a supply run in his stead because he's lazy? next thing you know he's letting out a scoff and telling you about the 'traumatic' scoldings of kunikida he had to endure just for you to be welcomed in the team.
-> dazai's words of 'persuasion' — if you could even call it that, rarely works. and you learned it the hard way. you watched timidly on the sidelines as dazai dismisses kunikida's reprimands and barrage of insults with a playful laugh, shrugging off any comments of how bringing any more people in the agency will only mean more mouth to feed and how 'kenji's appetite' is already worth 3 mouths.
despite kunikida's prior disapproval of you being an addition to the group, kunikida instantly — a little too instantly, warms up to you. in fact, when you were begrudgingly let into the team, he was the first to hand you a new and fresh set of clothing.
kunikida’s kindness and compassion warms your heart and it is often that you find yourself in his presence when something is troubling you. always able to lend his ear and provide some insight while he assigns the agenda.
kunikida proves himself as a reliable friend, so much so that you don’t know question how almost every supply run and night watch is spent alongside him.
-> if there was someone you were in favor of in the entirety of the agency aside from kunikida’s amazing diligence, you would’ve been sure yosano takes the crown.
she’s a formidable woman — always so quick to treat any wounded teammates. its almost a miracle how every single one that comes out of the infirmary looks better than ever, not a single sight of bandages and scars that would’ve littered their skin.
she is as quick to hound you in her empty infirmary whenever she manages to strike a deal with kunikida something about not being too ruthless when treating him? you don't know. she bemoans off your ears about how you’re always assigned to do some menial tasks with the others when you could be staying with her instead.
whenever you’re alone with her, you feel more of those large bear plushies you'd see displayed in malls more than anything — you're meant to stay still as she treats your lap as some kind of chair, your shoulder as a bed, and your stomach as some kind of pillow. her butterfly hairpin digging in your skin painfully while she rests her head on your shoulder.
-> when you met ranpo who was sat upon his desk, you thought he was very familiar — not because he was the self proclaimed greatest detective of all time that you kept hearing about before, but because you had a feud with him about this one last sweet remaining in of the aisle during the apocalypse. you won with a cheap trick that he surprisingly fell for; pointing at the air with a, 'look, there's more sweets!' and making a break for it.
by the looks of it, he didn't seem to forget about the incident, and it doesn't seem that he'll be forgiving you anytime soon too, with how sharp his glare is from across the room.
dealing with ranpo is tough. sending you in supply runs like the recent run wasn't just a day ago because he apparently ran out of sweets (then what are those in his desks????) always ordering you to bring him this and that as if he couldn't reach it with a stretch of an arm, even going as far as making you feed him because his hands were busy (they're literally just behind his head.) and skillfully ignoring the looks everyone in the agency gives him.
really, you should've let him have that sweet.
-> whenever you enter a room, your gaze automatically meets atsushi's. he would almost immediately stiffen under your stare and as if he was caught, would continue on his task without much of a word. the same routine would repeat over and over, you step inside a room, both of your eyes lock together, he resumes in what he's doing, looks back to see if you're staring, then he's back on wiping the same spot on window again and again.
your brain came up with the explanation that maybe, atsushi doesn't like your new addition to the agency, that he hates you. rations are limited and you're enough of a burden.
so when you're paired up with him to look for supplies (kunikida was bedridden, and you swear you can hear him weakly croaking about how dazai should go in your stead.) you're eager to prove to atsushi that you're not a burden, that you can help the agency.
it doesn't end well. if anything, you became only more of a burden — you didn't think that there would be a zombie creeping up from behind you. atsushi manages to stop it from going near you with his trusty ability, his claws ripping the undead to shreds; he didn't even stop until you forcibly pulled him from the mush of undead flesh.
an apology was ready on your tongue until he tackles you in a tight hug, his face buried on your neck, muttering words of how you're safe now; you would've been glad that your misunderstanding of him hating you is cleared up — you would've been glad. had it not been the claws that are still drawn and wrapped around your back, the mauled and unrecognizable zombie who's still spasming on the dirty floors, the smell of rotten flesh hanging in the air, and the violence he displayed in front of you.
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l1tw1ck · 1 year
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3, 4, 30, 40 and 59 with atsushi, perhaps 👀👉👈 (yan!reader pretty please <3)
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So Pretty
bottom!ftm atsushi x top!masc!yandere reader
↳ [Event] | AFAB Language Used
CW: Non-Con, Stockholm Syndrome, Lingerie, Dacryphilia, Creampie
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You fell for Atsushi the moment you locked eyes with him, you just knew you loved him. You had to have him no matter what. Your love for him could start a fire, it could burn forests down if kept unchecked. The only thing that prevented you from losing it and killing everyone close to you was the fact that Atsushi fell for your manipulation. You omitted the fact that you're a part of the port mafia and befriended him. He truly saw you as a close friend, which eventually led to him getting kidnapped.
Atsushi looks at you in horror as you rip his clothes off and replace them with new ones. He's now wearing a lacy lingerie set, he feels embarrassed wearing it. He can't use his ability no matter how hard he tries and he’s too scared to use his actual fists. He just cries, devastated that you betrayed his trust. You lean in and lick his tears, your hand moving in between his legs to push his panties aside. He gasps as he feels two fingers entering his cunt. “N- no-” He grimaces.
“I love you, Atsushi.” You say as you prepare him to take you. That's all he hears as you finger him, it's almost like you're trying to embed it into his brain.
Atsushi looks in between his legs, sobbing as he watches you enter him. You're too big for him. “please- please stop-” He begs but to no avail, you keep pushing through. He stops pleading with you and just keeps crying, his chest rising and falling as he struggles to regulate himself. You bask in his tears, getting even more excited to fuck him.
Once you're fully settled inside him, you grip his waist and start thrusting. He chokes on his tears as you destroy his cunt mercilessly, repeating words of affirmation to Atsushi as you do so. He hates how your words affect him, how his heart still flutters and his cheeks still redden hearing you praise him. “I love you so much, Atsushi.” The look in your eyes makes him scared. “You’re so pretty like this, baby.” You kiss his cheek. He hates how gentle your lips feel on his skin, a disgusting contrast to the way you're moving. He just wants this to be over.
“Gonna come-” You grin. His eyes widen.
“No! Please- I’m be- begging you-” He can barely speak thanks to the sudden fear that washed over him. You ignore him and keep going. You eventually come inside him, filling his insides with your hot seed.
At some point, Atsushi gave up. No, rather than giving up, he embraced it all. He soon started to feel happy around you, loved when you hug him, excited when you kiss him, and aroused when you touch him. He’s thankful that you took him away from all the dangers in the world and kept him close. He wants to be with you. He loves you, he's sure of it.
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elvestoneanzelote1 · 8 months
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A:n- hello! This is yandere Atsushi x fem reader! Maybe slight Akutagawa x fem! Reader though not much.
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"𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶"
Those where the words you said to me y/n.. You said you love me yet, now your the one leaving me? Was your love for me.. A fakery to show the world of your loyalness? Just to.. Mess with me and make me fall for you?
I should have known I never deserve this I should have never trusted your lies.
I should have not, Fallen for you..
As tears fall from my eyes as I sat on the empty corner of a dark room as I reminisce on what you said to me..
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"Y/n..?" I called out to you, as you sat on the chair and smile at me and urge me to take a seat.
I was nervous that day too.. As it will be another date with you.
But I never thought you will say this to me..
"Atsushi, I have been meaning to say.. Something to you" you asked as your e/c eyes stare at mine making me confused.
"Sure what is it?"
"..I want to break up with you"
Those words still haunt me.. Like it was just yesterday, wait it is yesterday as I let myself cry into the corner.
Hoping you will say it is a lie or sort.
Hoping you will love me again.
Hoping.. We can be together again.
I was only hoping.
That Hope turn to anger as I saw you after an week or two.
Talking oh so dearly with another.. Like he was nothing.
Talking to that man, like you talk to him. Stare at the man like you stare at him.
His heart aches in agnony and pain. He should move on from you yet, he couldn't.
As he watch the man and you talking.
Into an corner of the alley, he follow behind you both.
But thankfully the man try to touch you inconsistently making you try to leave.
He watch abit though he want to come to rescue as soon as he can, but he have to repay you for you leaving him.
An evil thought run to him, As he watch the man try to kiss you or sort, yes he was in anger but he also want you to be in misery of how he felt.
When you left him.
You were in tears trying to get away.
He finally had enough about to approach and stop the man and be your shining armor but he stopped when another came to your rescue.
"Rashumon!"
His ability oh so familiar, so did his voice was, his face flick in jealousy as you quickly rush to the ravenete with white tip hair male who cough a bit.
He threw away the man like a rag doll far away as you thank the person in front of you.
"Are.. You alright?" He ask as you nod crying in tears.
"Yeah, thank you so much! I owe you a lot!"
He nod as he was about to leave but stopped as he turn to face you.
"Will you accompany me? It wouldn't be save here.." He asked oh so gently as I realise one thing, the eyes of his glint.
How was I make a dire mistake? Oh course he has interest on my lover!.
I groan in frustration as I was them both leave.
"Akutagawa.. I will 𝗺𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 you won't 𝐰𝐢𝐧, she is 𝗺𝐲 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞𝐫"
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A:n- that's all good day night to you all! Have a great day ahead.
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invidiia · 9 months
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⋆⭒˚。⋆ "you're obsessed.." 𖤐 various bsd yanderes // reader.
bsd yanderes ada, pm, doa, hd + the jealousy scale.
[ a/n; hi i was bored and gotta feed the people bc my next big post is takin a bit 🏃‍♂️]
[ warning; jealous yanderes lolol ]
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atsushi is a 6 of 10. definitely hides any jealous thoughts, at least until you're both home, but is absolutely bitter about it after
dazai is a fair 7 of 10. i don't have a lot to say about him, but he most definitely gets jealous easily
kunikida is a 5 of 10. when he's with you and you get hit spoken to by someone else, he just takes control of the situation and leaves with you. obviously against your choices, but he doesn't trust you.
ranpo is a 6 of 10. doesn't get too worried about other guys because he knows you wouldn't go for anyone else other than the greatest detective ever, but when another guy flirts with you, he just feels the need to.. step in.
yosano is a 7 of 10. she doesn't mind when others speak to you, as long as they aren't flirting with you, and that's a loose term with her. asking for directions in a large mall could get someone's fingers chopped off if she was in a particularly annoyed mood.
fukuzawa is a 4 of 10. he doesn't care if people talk to you either, but flirting is off the table with him. even so, he'll just leave the area and take you with him, he can't just let some other guy talk to you, are you crazy?
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akutagawa is a 8 of 10. if someone's making small talk or something he doesn't care, but even speaking to you or looking at you for too long is just like asking for him to beat them senselessly.
chuuya is a 8 of 10. like akutagawa, small talk doesn't matter to him. you're socializing, who cares? but he's absolutely jealous of your friends, especially your close ones. strangers, he can beat the shit out of those, but your friends? he can't do anything there, so he just sits in silence.
higuchi is an 9 of 10. she hates when anyone else talks to you, she just can't stand it. she'll openly tell you how much she hates it when other people beside her 'flirt' with you, and makes you promise not to hurt her like that again.
gin is a 3 of 10. she does get jealous of other people like your closer friends, but doesn't act on anything, just sits in silence. maybe she'll express to you she was jealous, but she won't hurt anyone unless they make advances on you
tachihara is a 6 of 10. he does get jealous of your friends, but doesn't hate them. he just wants to be in their place. who says you should spend all your time with them? leave some room for him, won't you?
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sigma is a 7 of 10. he won't make direct moves if he's jealous, he'll only tell you he's jealous afterward, or work behind scenes to get rid of the certain person he thinks talks to you a little too much for his liking.
fyodor is a 9 of 10. he doesn't think you'll talk to anyone else, it's about others talking to you. he just can't have you talking to anyone but him. why would you need to anyway?
nikolai is a 8 of 10. i don't have a whole lot to say about him either, but he's not afraid to be... himself,, if someone talks to you a little too much.
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jouno is a 9 of 10. he knows you won't actually speak to other guys.. but still. he isn't chill when other guys talk to you, and gets worse when they eye you the wrong way,
tecchou is a 4 of 10. this man sees no reason to be jealous of your friends, or anyone who says they don't want you. why would they lie to him anyway? look at him, he's strong as hell. would you lie to him? didn't think so
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[ a/n; sobs im so tired can you telllll ?? i only wrote doa trio bc.. fukuchi is strange, bram is just.. bram, plus i kinda only see him as platonic yandere loll, didnt do teruko cuz idk her actual age.. sorry this is so rushed lol its 2am i gotta go to beddd, but next post is dazai fr!!!!! ]
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lavandulawrites · 2 months
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Hey!! Could I ask for H, I, J, and S for Atsushi? Thank you if you can🙏
Yandere Alphabet H, I, J and S with Atsushi
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Atsushi is such a sweet man<3 (Yandere alphabet request here)
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Warnings: Violence
Word count: 527
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Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them?
Your worst experience with Atsushi was when he found you after some of the enemies of the Detective Agency had kidnapped you. He was shaking with anger after he had slain every one of your kidnappers. Blood coating his face making him look like a feral animal. The soft and kind Atsushi you knew where gone and replaced by a wild beast. He had yanked you up from the floor and threw your over his shoulder. The trip back to the small flat you shared had been awfully quiet. He had filled you a bath with gritted teeth. While you soaked in the warm bath water you couldn’t get the sight of Atsushi tearing out your abductors throat like a real life tiger, out of your mind. His fangs had been blood red accompanied with a sicking grin. He had dried you with a towel with a sad expression. It didn’t take long before he fell to his knees with tear soaked cheeks, apologising over and over again. He promised that you would never see that frightened side of him, again.
Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?
Atsushi wants to have a seemingly normal relationship with you. He only wishes for you to love him back. He will do anything for you, all you have to do is ask. After a while he wants to marry you. He had seen pictures of beautiful weddings in Yosanos’s magazines. After some years into your marriage he wants to have some kids. Only if you want too of course. He gets all giddy inside thinking of little mini yous and mini he’s.
Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope?
He gets jealous quite easily do to his insecurities. His jealousy is rather quiet. He doesn’t lash out at the ones making him jealous, instead he grips your hand tight and staring said person down. When you get to a more scheduled place, he will tell you how he doesn’t like when other men are looking at you or talking to you. He explains to you that he is afraid of you leaving him for someone better. He doesn’t deserve you after all.
Stigma: What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)?
He have always been told that he doesn’t deserve to live so much that he started to believe it himself. You had shown him that you really cared for him and you told him that he did in fact deserve to live. It didn’t take long for him to develop a deep obsession with you. He followed you around everywhere and daydreamed of you when you couldn’t be with him. The other members of the Agency quickly caught on to his obsession, but didn’t do much. Instead they gave him advice on how to get you to feel the same for him. Atsushi is confused by his emotions at first, but quickly embraces them. He makes himself a promise that he will always protect you and that you will never part.
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