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major-trouble · 1 year
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Hello! I am honoured to have written this Hallmark-inspired Eskel/Letho fic for @avengeful-bunny for the @witcherficwriters Winter Gift Exchange. I hope you enjoy and that you have a wonderful holiday season!
It will update on Saturdays.
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lady-sigyn · 2 years
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Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types, The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher Series - Andrzej Sapkowski Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia & Jaskier | Dandelion, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon & Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia & Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Jaskier | Dandelion & Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Triss Merigold/Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon & Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon & Jaskier | Dandelion Characters: Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Jaskier | Dandelion, Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg, Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon, Vesemir (The Witcher), Witchers (The Witcher), Sigismund Dijkstra Additional Tags: Angst, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Pining, Mutual Pining, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe, Happy Ending, Eventual Happy Ending, Everybody Lives, BAMF Jaskier | Dandelion, Spy Jaskier | Dandelion, Fae Jaskier | Dandelion, Part-Fae Jaskier | Dandelion, Protective Jaskier | Dandelion, Protective Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia Has Feelings, Jaskier | Dandelion Loves Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia Loves Jaskier | Dandelion, Geraskier, Jealous Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia, Jealous Jaskier | Dandelion, Idiots in Love Series: Part 2 of The Secret Life of Jaskier Summary:
Taking place after the s2 finale, this is my version of s3 because I know that they will try to destroy Jaskier and I will not let them do that.
After the battle, Jaskier is tired. He just wanted a break from it all. However, Geralt is determined that Jaskier accompany him and Yennefer to the coast so that they can train Ciri at Yen's magic fortress. Unsure if he is willing to have his heart broken again, Jaskier is thrown into danger as his past catches up with him.
A past that no one was meant to discover.
Updating every one to two weeks.
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ahhhhhhdonna · 3 years
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Happy Halloween!
Just a little sappy spooky Witcher thing.  Happy Halloween, Tumblr fam.  Much love to you!  🖤
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Geralt follows the eerie music.
In the dilapidated ball room, he sees them.  The source of the sound.
Ethereal and blue, a rotting harpist expertly plucks her strings.  Beside her, a headless drummer thrums a hand drum.  A flutist, more bones than flesh, wavers in rhythm, keeping time. None of these ghastly and pale horrors cause Geralt's heart to stutter in his chest.  It's not the ghosts...it's Jaskier.  A very much alive and hale Jaskier—who should be waiting back at camp with Roach—is leading the ragged and undead band with his lute.  
His eyes are closed, face mournful, mouth open. His hands move expertly, although Geralt is sure he has never heard the bard play this intricate, melancholy melody before.  
Geralt closes the distance in several long strides.
“Jaskier,” he shouts over the music.  Jaskier does not respond.  Geralt, hoping to break the thrall, touches the bard's cheek with one great hand.  The skin is cold enough to send a shock through him, and when the man opens his eyes, they are otherworldly blue and faintly glowing.
His lips, which Geralt now realizes are white with cold, pull back into a bright smile.
“Geralt,” he says, not pausing his playing, not for a moment, “ Oh, Geralt, I'm delighted to see you!  You made it to my performance.”
In his periphery, Geralt notices the other musicians are moving closer.  A biting wind has kicked up in the ballroom, ancient linens fluttering.  He doesn't remove his hand from Jaskier's face.
“You don't belong here,” he growls.
Jaskier turns to peer over his shoulder then lowers his voice, conspiratorially.  
“They don't like that I'm talking to you.  They're very professional musicians, you see, some of the best I've ever heard.  Would you take your seat, Geralt?  I'll join you after the...after the...well, the show may take a long time.”
The drummer is reaching towards Jaskier with a transparent hand. Geralt can see the tatters of the ghost's empty neck undulating in the foul wind.
“We're meant to play until the lord of the manor returns, Geralt. We aren't to stop until he comes.  It could take hours, Geralt, it could take...” his eyes begin to flutter closed,”..years...”
Or centuries, Geralt supplies. “Yeah...  Not happening, Jaskier.”
He snarls at the ghosts creeping ever closer, risks giving the drummer an angry shove. His hand goes through the beast like a icy mist, but does catch solidly on the drum.  It spills to the floor with a clatter, rolling a few feet away.  The headless ghost wrings both hands in distress and follows, blindly searching.
Hmm.  Now that he is looking closer, Geralt realizes that all the instruments, although clearly old and filthy with time, are real.
Geralt drops his hand from Jaskier's cheek and deliberately grasps the neck of the lute.  Jaskier's finger tips skitter over his hand, still forming chords, then pause.  His eyes blink open then his face contorts in rage.  The expression looks so out of place on the bard's face.
“What are you doing, Geralt? Let go!”
The witcher does not.  In fact, with one firm pull he yanks the lute from Jaskier's arms.  The bard gasps, lunges after it.
“Please, Geralt, I need to play!  Geralt, please!”
Geralt brings the lute down on one raised knee and cracks it. The fragile thing splits immediately into two pieces. Jaskier screams in agony beside him and collapses to his knees.  He reaches towards the remains with both hands, trembling. When he turns his face up to Geralt, his eyes are filled with tears but blessedly no longer glowing.
The music has stopped.   Geralt sees the figures are all glowering at him.  The wind is now roaring around his ears.  He scoops Jaskier up in one arm, the other man now limp with sobs and shivering, and propels them towards the entrance of the ball room just as the ceiling begins to come down.
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“...I don't suppose you could have found a different way to rescue me.”
Jaskier sits glumly in a steaming bath, his eyes swollen and his hair in wild tufts. Geralt pauses in his ministrations, he's been vigorously rubbing warmth back into one of his friend's frigid arms. He had dragged them both to the nearest town, driving Roach at near break-neck speed in the dark forest.  He leans back and eyes Jaskier, incredulous.
“Oh, no it's not that I am not grateful.  I am.  My lute, though, Geralt.  It's just...I loved her, you know?”
Geralt sighs.
“No other choice,” he says but, as usual, Jaskier is not listening.
“...And there will never be a lute quite like her, she was the best I've ever had. Always held her tune. Her strings almost never broke on me. Certainly never in performance! Oh, no! And of course, she was a gift from our very first adventure... Couldn't you have...I don't know, knocked me unconscious and dragged me away?  Did you have to...smash my darling girl, my...my baby, Geralt?”
I could have left you to play for all eternity in a phantom band, Geralt thought but didn't say.  You should have stayed at camp like I told you.
But Jaskier had already spend nearly half an hour quietly weeping over the loss of his 'baby' and Geralt finds he genuinely doesn't want to give him any more reason to cry.  The feeling, he finds,  is begrudging but sincere.
Geralt grasps Jaskier's hand, looking over the fingertips, bloodied from playing note after note. He rubs a warm thumb in the meat of Jaskier's palm until the bard looks him the eye.
“A lute is replaceable,” he rumbles, resolute.  “My...friend... is not.”
Jaskier blinks, his expression hopelessly open.  Geralt pointedly looks away.. The bard's fingers curl around his.
“...you said....you called me your...?”
“Hmm,” Geralt agrees.
“...well, I mean, you are right.  I am irreplaceable,” Jaskier plows on.  “It is the musician who truly matters, after all...”
Geralt loses himself, mercifully, in the prattle.  He doesn't let go of Jaskier's hand.
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averynicebowlofsoup · 2 years
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Almost a week passes without so much as a stir from the creature. Vesemir has been vigilant with tending its wounds and making sure it's kept warm, even if it's still unconscious. The only signs that the witcher has that this entity is even still alive are the very subtle rises and falls of the chest when he looks hard enough. 
It has been healing quickly, though, which is good to see and there have been no other complications such as infection or torn sutures.
During the warm morning of the seventh day, Vesemir busies himself with making a new herbal mixture in the lab. He fills a small bag with everything he needs to take to the entity's room. After finishing his project and cleaning up, his arms laden with bandages and other poultices and salves to continue nursing the creature back to health, Vesemir exits the lab and makes his way to the creature’s chambers. 
The halls of Kaer Morhen are chilly this morning but not too frigid in the mid-autumn sunrise. His single pair of footsteps echo through the empty corridors while on his way back to the room he has it set up in. 
The creaky old door leading inside is still shut--just as he left it--but when he pushes open the door expecting to see the large figure unconscious, much to his surprise, that isn’t the case...
Read more via the link above! <3
Special thank you to @meadow-nigh​ and @infernal-panda​ for all of their amazing help for this fic. I couldn’t have posted this without your support and help and mutual screaming about this. Thank you <3
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peaktotheocean · 3 years
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rejection sickness
"I regret to announce to you tonight that Jaskier, my most beloved friend, and the Continent's famous bard has died of rejection sickness." Callonetta let herself catch her breath, making sure that tears were in her eyes before she continued. She used her right hand to pluck through a few minor sequences on her lute.
"Sometimes," she started pointedly, looking towards a specific corner of the pub, "I can still hear his voice."
There was a thump and then a yelp but thankfully, no one besides Callonetta seemed to notice.
"In his songs, that is. When I sing of his adventures, I hear his voice. You know, they say that even in his last breath, he was still singing of the one who rejected him. He simply couldn't help it. It was true love. The bard and the Witcher..." She went into an elaborate opening sequence and felt her shoulders settle into place as she captured a sufficient amount of the audience's attention.
She dove into the story, steadfastly ignoring the two men in the very back corner of the pub and hoping the rest of the patrons would do the same.
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"I still can’t believe you talked me in to telling people I was dead," Jaskier whispered in a voice that Geralt wished was quieter.
“Jask-- Dandelion,” Geralt growled under his breath, correcting himself with the use of Jaskier's new name. Coming to the pub had been a terrible idea but Jaskier had desperately wanted to watch his friend's performance of The Bard Jaskier's Broken Heart. Even with his hood up in the dark corner of the pub with Jaskier wearing a matching cape, the plainest item his friend had ever worn, Geralt felt too exposed.
“Yes, darling?"
Jaskier had heard about the song before, naturally. He had even heard it before full stop. But that had been in Oxenfurt, before it was polished the way he knew that only his friend could do.
Geralt had felt the spike in anxiety when Jaskier had received news that Nilfgaard was looking for him. He had felt it because Jaskier's heart was his and vice-versa. Finally. The Witcher thought that sealing their soulbond would have been the end of their shared dramatics for a while. He wasn't sure why he even bothered to hope.
Jaskier and Priscilla had planned the whole story but there was too much truth in it for Geralt.
Geralt began to speak again but Jaskier shushed him.
"Shh...this is the best part..."
The Witcher bit back a growl.
"She's absolutely lovely," Jaskier had a dreaminess to his tone that Geralt wasn't jealous of. He wasn't.  But it was hard to break the habit of decades of insecurity and believing that being a Witcher meant that there was no soulmate out there in the Continent for him. Yet here he was, sitting at the tavern next to Geralt while they listened to a false story about his demise in order to throw off an entire empire.
"You know, I'm curious to see how other traveling musicians handle her key change at the beginning of the second verse," he said conversationally as if they weren't listening to a story about how Geralt had broken Jasker's heart so badly that it had given out halfway down the mountain.
Rejection sickness hadn't been heard of in years. Every once in a while there was the odd tall tale or two but nothing ever confirmed. Now Jaskier and Priscilla as good as added it to the history books themselves.
"You cannot go up to other bards and criticize Priscilla’s work," Geralt ordered. It was going to be a long enough war without him and his brothers chasing around Jaskier more than they already had accounted for.
"Hmm, fine."
"If you want us both to last through this war, you have to stay dead." The quiet words sounded so strange. They just didn't fit together properly. Geralt was thankful that everyone was enthralled by the bard's ongoing performance but he wished that Jaskier wasn't one of them. "I will carry you back you the keep and tie you so you’re forced to stay there," he hissed as an end to his argument.
"Promises, promises."
It seemed like that was the end of the conversation which meant that Geralt had to listen to his least favorite part of the song.
And while the bard was found Whole, and broken, and gone The White Wolf vanished   No howls, no reason to live on
Let this be a lesson To the sweethearts The soulbonds, the Ones From me, master of the arts Become careless and pray the price Keep hold of your counterparts
When Jaskier looked up again, Geralt was no longer beside him. He gave Priscilla one last look before following his Witcher outside the the tavern and into the brisk night.
He tugged the cloak around him tightly, taking care so the hood didn't fall down. But Geralt, around the corner, had let his fall, revealing white hair that was particularly visible in the moonlight.
"I cannot believe you dragged me to this." Geralt dragged his hands through his hair, wondering if Jaskier had something he could tie it back with. He normally did. Jaskier normally knew what he needed. Normally.
"Darling." Jaskier reached for him with both hands, already making braiding motions with his fingers. "I think the real story is romantic. Perhaps dear Priscilla took a few liberties with the story when I told her but you know, bards."
"Bards," Geralt repeated flatly.
"Yes, bards," Jaskier agreed. "What is it, Geralt?" He stepped closet so there was no spare space between the two of them.
"I don’t--" Geralt's voice stopped without his permission. His throat felt tight and he wanted to grab onto Jaskier's hands but instead he closed his eyes in a slow blink, willing himself to get out the words, low and wounded. "I don't like thinking of you dying. Of rejection sickness, I mean."
Jaskier’s expression changed instantly, as Geralt knew it would. He didn't want to...It was hard showing weakness to Jaskier. Or just, remembering that Jaskier almost had died of rejection sickness all because Geralt was a fool. Priscilla was only singing about a coldness surrounding Jaskier's heart because that's how he described it to her. Even after all this time, listening to what had almost been his future felt like a punishment. Even though he could feel Jaskier's heart beating with his instead of just hearing it like the rest of the humans around him.
Jaskier swooped in even closer to his Witcher and cradled his face in two hands.
“I’m right here, love," he whispered before pulling Geralt's face towards him for a reassuring kiss. "I’m not going anywhere and no one is dying of rejection sickness."
"You almost did though," Geralt whispered. He could felt himself grow cold at the memory.
"I was never going to. You were always going to come back for me."
"But..."
"Geralt, you found me. You were always going to find me." He pressed a hand on Geralt's chest, right over his heart. "I felt it." He let the two of their heartbeats sync together again, the rhythm evening out as Geralt was calmed by the presence and reassurance of his soulmate.
Jaskier kissed him once more, with a single hand on one of Geralt's cheeks. Then he dragged him back inside and up the stairs of the tavern to their room, not sparing one more thought for the performance.
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therealcalicali · 4 years
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Of Bards and Bastards
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Pairing: Geralt of Rivia x Reader
Warnings: None
Type: Drabble
Wordcount: 1,638
This is for @rosepetals-flyingbirds​  Writing Challenge.
Prompts: Dogs are better than People/You’re a bastard
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Geralt had no desire to reside at your family’s quant Inn with adjacent Tavern. However, he was a man that disliked having his ear talked off. So after many days of being pestered by Jaskier, he gave in. And it was a good thing too. Because not only had the two men been sleeping rough for weeks, but the weather had turned.
So needless to say, they were lucky to happen upon your township.
“Welcome to The Laughing Archer.” Your Aunt quipped with a pleasant smile. “I’m Ausalái and the wee thing behind the counter is my niece, Y/N. How can we be of help this evening?”
As she spoke, her ample cleavage caught Jaskier’s attention. Though to be fair, he did his best to not make it obvious. Because despite her being rather slender, your Aunt was buxom. Not that your Uncle ever complained.
“It is nice to meet you both. I’m Jaskier and this--------”
The larger man elbowed him in the ribs.
After warning the Bard numerous times to desist being sociable, it was obvious that he had learned nothing. Thus, Geralt decided it was best to take over.
“We require two rooms.” He said, his voice more of a low rumble than anything.
“Two?” Jaskier repeated, his eyes twinkling with surprise. “Geralt, either you have been lying for weeks, or we are flushed in coin. I figured it was all spent since we’ve been sleeping upon grass like farm animals.”
Ignoring the jest, the large man opened handed five pieces of silver to your Aunt. Enough for food and drink for four days.
“Are you a Knight, Ser?” You asked as you stepped forward. “I myself have never taken up sword as of yet. However, everyone says I’m a marvel with the bow and arrow. My Uncle trains me every----------.”
“The rooms.” Geralt gruffly interrupted, utterly ignoring every word that had come from your lips.
And you thought him rude for it, he was a patron. Thus, you simply nodded and bid them to follow.
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After showing the men their lodgings, you went in search of fresh linens. But as you were descending the stairs, Jaskier asked if he could trouble you for honeyed milk. To which Geralt promptly rolled his eyes. But you had always been hospitable.
So despite it being rather late, you promised to bring a surprise to go with his desired beverage.
“I will have you know that aside from my Archery skills, I’m also known to be handy in the kitchens. But you shall see for yourself.” You added.
“Thank you kindly, Y/N. I can hardly wait.” Jaskier replied, clasping his hand in anticipation.
As soon as you were out of earshot, he went to Geralt’s door, which was located directly across from his own. He then knocked for some time before his burly companion finally appeared.
“What?”
“Is that a nice way to greet someone?”
Geralt promptly shut the door in Jaskier’s face. But he didn’t do so out of hatred. In fact, he had grown capable of tolerating the Bard’s peculiar temperament. However, after his recent skirmish with a Wayth Raider, he was in no mood for childish banter.
Still, Jaskier never could take a hint. So instead of returning to his own chamber, he entered uninvited.
“Why must you be.................you?” Jaskier asked. “First, you’re absolutely rude to that poor girl. And now, you direct your anger towards me.”
“Get out so I can rest.”
“See?”
Without replying, Geralt took a seat upon the bed. He then set his weapon aside and began unlacing his boots. Undeterred by the silence, Jaskier regaled him with his thoughts about the Inn. Declaring your Aunt a fetching woman, and you, a rare beauty.
“She just has that certain something one cannot explain.” The Bard added, his hands making random gestures. “Though pretty, she’s quite unaware of it. Which, in my eyes, makes her even more attractive.”
“Hmm.” Geralt scoffed as he threw a boot aside. He then started on the other, shaking his head in annoyance. “You pestered me for a proper resting place only to ogle women.”
“Do you ever stop grunting long enough to enjoy life?”
After clarifying that he never ogled, Jaskier declared that he only admired the fairer sex. And personally, he saw nothing wrong with it. But as expected, Geralt ignored his words.
“You behave as if you do not want companionship.” The Bard noted. “Even those of sour disposition want another person at their side.”
“Dogs are better than people.”
With a sigh, Jaskier agreed that humans could be treacherous. However, that did not mean one should resign themselves to a life of solitude. He then returned to discussing you once more. Declaring that you had the most cheerful disposition he had encountered in some time.
In fact, he planned to ask for Archery lessons in order to become better acquainted. Though Geralt chuckled inwardly at the notion, he remained silent.
“Lord Jaskier” You sang from the doorway. In your hand you held a platter of sweet cakes, sour loaf, and the requested honeyed milk. “As promised, I have come bearing morsels to fill your belly.”
“Y/N, you are an absolute sweetheart. Is all that for me?”
Your cheeks burned hot as you reminded him that they had paid for room and board. Thus, you were obligated to feed him well. Your eyes then went to the one called Geralt. And despite him being curt since their arrival, you asked if he too would like something from the kitchens.
“No.”
“Ignore my friend. He’s rather tired, so let us leave him to his sleep.” Jaskier said as he followed you out the door. “Besides, I wish to hear about life in this quant township. It seems rather lively from what I have seen thus far.”
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The following morning, you woke early to assist with chores.
And as always, your Aunt and Uncle chastised you, insisting that you return to bed. Because despite not being your true parents, they had not taken you in to make you a servant. Nevertheless, you enjoyed helping the family business flourish. So, you kept to assisting the workers.
After helping the women clean the adjacent Tavern, you went to the kitchens. Indeed, you were thrilled about impressing the new lodgers. Thus, you set to work, gathering all manner of fresh ingredients. Even going so far as to enter the chicken coop that you typically avoided. Because despite eggs being a staple in most dishes, the chickens fought like hell to keep them.
“Y/N, you have the women cooking up a feast this morning.” Your Uncle exclaimed before stealing a piece of fried trout. “Just try not to overdo things.”
“I have told you before, I’m quite capable of running the kitchens.” You replied with a great smile. “Just make sure you return with adequate game for Suppertime.”
As he departed with his companions for a hunt, you checked to make sure the workers had things under control. When satisfied, you took the first dishes to the Inn’s dining area.
Since they had been residing longer, you first served the large party of Merchants before going to Jaskier and Geralt.
“I hope you slept well, Y/N. ” The Bard exclaimed, eager to delve into the first meal of the day. He then surveyed all you were setting before them. “Everything smells delightful. Ooh, what is the red delicacy there?”
“Pomegranate rolls filled with custard with strawberry molasses. It is a creation of my own doing.”
As you further explained the other dishes, Jaskier bit into a roll. Instantly, his eyes fluttered as if someone had rubbed his back. He then excitedly looked at Geralt.
“I know you dislike sweets. But you simply must try one of these” The Bard urged before taking another bite. “The girl’s hands are pure magic.”
“I’ll pass.” Geralt replied with brow raised.
He then lifted his mug of spiced ale and looked about the Inn. Naturally, you were somewhat hurt by his refusal. But you held your tongue and returned to the kitchens. After retrieving the second course, you served everyone with the same enthusiasm as before.
“Y/N, I hope this is not forward of me…” Jaskier began with some anxiety.
As he wavered, Geralt eyed him. From traveling together, he knew very well that the Bard was no competitor. So why he wished to trouble you, made little sense. Nevertheless, he decided to say nothing.
“Would you be keen to show me the basics of Archery? I mean, if you are not too busy with other things. Or people.”
“Of course, Lord Jaskier. It would be an honor to teach you.”
“Lord?” Geralt repeated.
Indeed, he realized that you truly believed his companion was of noble birth. So despite his usually stoic demeanor, he could not keep from chuckling.
“And what is so funny, Ser?” You asked.
“You.” Geralt replied as his intense gaze meeting yours. “Why assume him a Lord?”
“Because, he carries himself with dignity and kindness.” You replied with some irritation. “Besides, who’s to say that a Lord could not decide to become a Bard?”
“Quite the stupid assumption.”
“As you please, Ser. But I shall perceive your friend as I see fit. Would you like to know how I have come to perceive you?”
“Not particularly.”
There was a long silence, your ire festering as if time had stood still for ages. But eventually, you glared at the handsome boarder, refusing to let him have the last word.
“You’re a bastard!”
You then hastened to the kitchens; leaving Geralt perplexed and Jaskier laughing so hard, the other boarders began to stare.
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hxhhasmysoul · 4 years
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This will be long and rambly and it’s my stream of consciousness trying to sort through my thoughts about netflix’s the Witcher series. 
This will be long and rambly and it’s my stream of consciousness trying to sort through my thoughts about netflix’s the Witcher series.
So like the witcher saga is a big part of my teens, it was actually coming when i was a kid and a student. So yeah, nostalgia is hard with this one. Even more hard that the saga was one of the first books with any queer rep i’d read. This will be a bit of a disclaimer, don’t get me wrong i don’t think the saga is perfect or the rep in the saga is great, but it was a long time ago, so any rep felt super cool. The rep is only w|w and for the very simple reason that the author is a cishet asshole, who probably thought the w|w romances will spice things up. The stories are very pulpy sex and violence and the works, dark grim etc etc. i loved them as a kid and i still like them even though they are very le problematique™. They also do some stuff in a way that is very up my street, there’s a lot of political intrigue, two out of three main characters are women, women have a lot of agency in the story, even though the portrayal of women is a landmine in terms of true feminism and “strong female characters super empowered women feminism” that is actually not written from a point of an ally but just very male gazy. I won’t go into detail because i haven’t reread the books in a few years and i don’t want to critique them. Also by the saga i mean the novels not the short stories (i’ll explain why not the shorstories below), and only the first 4 novels, the 5th novel does not exist, i refuse to accept it, parts of it may exists, but a lot of it is just pure flaming trash, but well yeah, he was the most popular writer of that time, and an arrogant bastard to boot so no editor could reign that dumpster fire in. basically the third witcher games wrote a better ending to the saga than sapkowski, yes im ready to die on this hill. 
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Anyway, the series, so like in the end i have mixed feelings about it. I know it’s not meant to be a faithful adaptation, but the choices they in terms where it diverges made i’m not sure are the right ones.
What i liked is the casting, well most of it, there are some small exceptions that are just a bit puzzling, but not jarring or anything. 
Cavill is great as Geralt. Geralt is a typical gary stu, a male power fantasy boring asshole. Geralt can be funny in the books or the games, but he’s mostly boring, really really tediously boring. He’s this sexy super fighter, who’s also smart and educated and all the hot ladies want to f//k him and well are granted that privilege.. Basically thank goodness there are two other main charas (Yen and Ciri) and many pov characters, because f//king hell it’d be unbearable with just geralt’s pov. It’s hard to stand in the games tbh. And that’s why i don’t like the short stories that much because they are all from geralt’s pov and it’s tedium after a while, though they are short and in the “monster of the week” style so it’s more bearable than in the novels. And Cavill who’s a pretty mediocre actor really does geralt justice, because cavill is not great with expressions or emoting with body language and it just works, there’s even an in story explanation why geralt would be like this, witchers are not meant to emote. The fact that Cavill actually adopted geralt’s mannerism from the games made me smile, that’s a cute little tidbit.
Anya Chalotra makes for an amazing Yen, honestly i’m not a fan of Yen’s beauty type in the books and games, Anya Chalotra is just so stunning that she sold me on it. I loved her scenes, especially when she showed strength of character, she has such poise. I really liked them expanding on Yen’s back story and showing her at school.
Freya Allan looks very much how Ciri should look, and she’s very good in all her scenes. I’m just not sure why they chose to make Ciri older than she is in the books. It’s one of the puzzling choices. Ciri is a much younger girl during the sacking of Cintra and it makes for a much creepier story. All the subsequent events happen when she’s just a teen. It’s all the more puzzling that netflix tried to make the witcher to catch some of the people who liked game of thrones, so i don’t get this choice of making the series less problematic and creepy. Anna Shaffer is gorgeous as Triss, I’ve always like Triss’ beauty type more than Yen’s. She also catches Triss’ softness really well. So far they don’t seem to be going for the love triangle that was a bit present in the books but more one sided, and that is very heavily pushed by the games. Triss from the games is a bit different than the one from the books, but she’s actually a more interesting character in the games, more likable. She’s very likable in the series and i’m happy about it. 
As i said the casting is really good. The two other puzzling choices were Foltest and Borch, the actors were about 15 years too old? Foltest is a dashing youngish prick of a king. Borch is not an attractive man but he’s also not very old looking.
_ I also love all moments with Calanthe and Eist, they were both fantastic, both the actors and the way they were written.
These two things that were added to the story (yen’s backstory and more calanthe and eist) are really great. It’s good stuff. And my problem with the series is not with the choice to add some stuff, but with certain things that were changed.
Let’s start with Cahir or how netflix broke the heart of the bi teen inside me. I can’t even say that the casting is wrong for cahir because the actor is too old and his face is too cold and has this zealot quality to it since this is a perfect casting for the character that the screen writers wrote. It’s just… it has nothing to do with cahir, please give this guy a different name, he’s not an awful character he’s just not cahir. The bi teen inside me is f//king begging you netflix XD cahir (plus regis and jaskier/dandelion) is what makes the geralt parts of book three tolerable, because holy f//k geralt is at his peak gary stu in that one. Cahir has a really great arc. We’re also introduced to nilfgaard in a big part through him. Before book 3 we have very little info about nilfgaard from a pov that is not people victimised by the wars with niflgaard. Cahir among others changes that. It’s really good piece of writing, because from a looming evil empire nilfgaard turns to something far more interesting and complex in book 3 and it’s very clearly the writer’s choice.  
Cahir actually ties into my bigger problem with nilfgaard. The religious angle that they are going with in nilfgaard, i don’t like that. Nilfgaard is just far more interesting than that. Racists online were wailing about fringilla being black, and that’s like ugh f//k racists, Mimi Ndiwen is beautiful and really tries hard with the garbage she’s given. my question is why was Fringilla made into such a caricature?! Why?! I don’t particularly like fringilla as a character in the books, but she’s fine, in the series she’s so over the top.
And Fringilla in turn ties into the thing about the magic… i mean it’s very wtf what they are doing with the magic system. I mean i guess they are powering the mages down to keep the special effects budget down but the practical magic in the witcher is more dnd/forgotten realms type of thing. And in the series it’s very uneven. The abilities of the mages feel kind of random. What are they even doing with Vilgefortz, this one is as bad as Fringilla. The actor is chosen so so well, he nails Vilgefortz’s dashing prick charm, but his powers, his role? What’s going on with that?
i don’t like these changes and i’m also puzzled by them. If they wanted a dark gritty fantasy that could try to get a large chunk of the people who liked game of thrones why on earth did they decide to completely neuter the political intrigue aspect of the witcher. I get that so far we see more of the pov of the mages, but honestly the scenes in cintra showing calanthe are so much better on the political intrigue front than what the mages do in the series. The plotting of the mages feels to amateurish. The northern kings do not seem to be plotting at all, neither do the nilfgaardians. The intrigue part of the witcher saga is actually pretty solid, it’s not super realistic, but work within the world. i think it doesn’t even fall apart too much in the 5th book where the main characters’ stories just go to straight hell.. I mean what 5th book, that doesn’t exist, sorry. I’m just so disappointed by this.
Three smaller complaints to wrap this all up. The mystical aspect is not done well. The world of the witcher is filled with destiny bs. With prophecies, prophetic dreams and omens, people prophecise stuff when they’re in delirium or dying etc. no one put any effort to make it work stylistically with rest of the series. I think the benchmark here is how the American Gods do it, that series really nails this aspect of its story.
Where were eist’s and mousesack’s accents? Crach has an accent and they don’t? Seriously.
  And last a petty thing, but also hella puzzling. Why is Jaskier’s pseudonym Jaskier not Dandelion (‘’jaskier’ translates to ‘dandelion’)? Why keep this one word in Polish?! Why?! They translated Mousesack’s weirdo name into English, why on earth did they leave Jaskier. Tangent: kudos to Cavill for pronouncing it very correctly each time, dude idk why they made you do it but you did it perfectly well A+.
The stream of consciousness ends here, i just needed it all out of my head. I’m sure i’m forgetting stuff rn. But yeah my first impression or something. I don’t hate the series btw and will watch the future seasons. But some choices are just wtf.
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Emhyr's calculations! Careful disclosure! Realisation that GERALT'S NEVER BEEN GIVEN DUE APOLOGIES, MY HEART! And Geralt... just...a whole entire Geralt! *gurgles from Feels* ฅ(๑*▽*๑)ฅ!!!
:D :D :D 
I HAD SO MANY FEELINGS AND THEN I HAD A FIC I DON’T KNOW QUITE WHAT HAPPENED.
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Some more Witcher Santa questions: Is there anything you DON'T like so I know what to avoid? And what are your favorite fanfic tropes?
{{To be honest, the only thing I’m not a fan of is character death so other than that, I’m pretty open to a lot of things. 
Favorite tropes are definitely mutual pining, sick!confessions, confessions that come from taking care of another, rescuing the other the usual suspects, I suppose.}}
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when-a-humble-bard · 4 years
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in ways that can’t be said
Summary: Geralt lives in a very dark and violent world. Good things are few and far between. He doesn't know what it means, really, to be in love.So when he falls in love with Jaskier, it happens slowly. Gradually. Reluctantly.Or, 10 moments where Geralt falls a little more in love with the bard no matter how much it scares him. Geraskier.
Companion piece to this fic but can be read separately.
Word Count: 6961
Warnings: canon-typical peril and violence, blood, injury, death mention (but no actual death), light Geralt whump, feral!Jaskier, headaches, fear of sensory overload, cursing, interpretation of canon scene with shipping lens, Yennefer makes a brief appearance, Ciri is part of this at one point, emotionally constipated Geralt, and then emotionally-overwhelmed Geralt, lots of softness and hurt/comfort elements, let me know if other warnings should be added.
A/N: These two have so much story to explore together, and I’m apparently just along for the ride. Edited by yours truly, so all mistakes are mine.
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I.
Geralt is on his second ale when the bard starts his set. The Witcher stays tucked away in the corner of the tavern where he usually prefers to sit, as it provides a decent vantage point of the room. That it also encouraged other people to leave him alone was, really, just an added bonus. Tonight seemed to be no exception that rule. Jaskier had sat across from him and jabbered on as he always did—his energy especially heightened given that it was right before a performance—but he had been the only one to engage the Witcher in conversation thus far.
The bard usually burned off his excess energy during his set. Geralt finds himself hoping the bard doesn’t expend too much of that energy, as they needed to head out early in the morning. Tired Jaskier was an even chattier Jaskier, and Geralt wasn’t sure he had the patience for it.
Jaskier is standing on the small stage across the tavern. Through the haze of idle chatter and drinks being poured at the bar, Geralt listens to Jaskier finish tuning the lute. The final string the bard plucks sounds slightly higher pitched than usual to the Witcher. He sees the tip of Jaskier’s tongue poke out between his lips in concentration, adjusting something on the instrument. He plucks it again. It sounds right to Geralt now, and the bard seems to agree if his satisfied nod is anything to go by.
He starts off with a popular tune—the one about the daughter of a fish merchant—and Geralt turns his attention to the venison and potatoes the barmaid sets in front of him before she quickly ducks away. Geralt stops paying close attention to Jaskier’s performance as his mind drifts to the rumors he’d caught wind of regarding a wraith. The trick would be finding someone who could confirm or deny the rumors; and if confirm, then someone who would pay him a fair price to deal with it.
He could also go kill it himself and hope to be able to sell it for parts, perhaps. That was riskier business, though. Still, Geralt considers the merits of it as Jaskier performs.
“Bard!” A sharp voice yanks Geralt from his thoughts. An older man, with thinning blonde hair and a stocky build, has leapt to his feet and immediately claimed the attention of the room. “If you keep singin’ the praises of the fuckin’ Butcher of Blaviken, I’ll break that fuckin’ lute o’er your fuckin’ head.”
Geralt’s jaw works. He’d always hated that name. He hates how it follows him like a shadow, the way it makes his arms feel heavy with Renfri’s unconscious weight every time he hears it. Still, it’s not a fight worth starting when he needs work and the man’s worst offense is using a name that travels with Geralt like a curse he can’t get rid of. He flexes his grip around the tankard in his hands instead.
“Sir,” Jaskier says, an odd and barely constrained edge to his voice, “the White Wolf is widely regarded as a hero across the Continent.”
“The Butcher ain’t no hero,” the man spits. “Just a monster gettin’ off on the sufferin’ of others.”
It’s an unoriginal insult, Geralt thinks. The Witcher’s lips press into a thin line before he swallows down more of the ale in front of him. If Jaskier is smart, he’ll let it go. He’ll stick to the songs in his repertoire that aren’t about Geralt, and he should still be able to charm the audience enough to earn a bit of coin for his trouble.
But Jaskier is—evidently—not a smart man.
“Bold words coming from someone who is too much a coward to face down the wraith plaguing his own town. The only thing you have less of than honor, sir, is shame. You slander the name of the very person ready to risk his life so that your crops don’t wither.” The bard’s eyes are aflame with indignation so strong it brings Geralt up short. “You call Geralt of Rivia a monster, but he is twice the man you will ever be.”
It’s such an impassioned, sincere defense… and all Geralt can do in the silence that seems to echo in the tavern after it is stare at the bard as something knots in his chest.
One of the man’s friends tugs on his arm and he sits again. Jaskier’s gaze doesn’t waver as he starts the next song.
“When a humble bard…”
II.
Jaskier drops a bucket of water onto his head, and Geralt hums at the welcomed shock, scrubbing the metallic, rancid scent of selkiemore off his face. The water smells faintly of rose, which the Witcher knows to be Jaskier’s doing. It’s… pleasant, if unnecessary.
“Now now,” Jaskier chides, “stop your boorish grunts of protest. It is one night of bodyguarding your very best friend in the whole wide world. How hard could it be?”
Geralt glances over at the bard. “I’m not your friend.” He wasn’t sure what Jaskier was to him, but friend seemed like the wrong term. It didn’t fit right in his mouth as a way to describe the bard.
“Oh, oh really? Oh, you usually just let strangers rub chamomile onto your lovely bottom?” Geralt levels a glare at Jaskier, but the bard seems unphased. “Yeah, well, yeah exactly. That’s what I thought.”
It’s all Geralt can do to not roll his eyes, watching Jaskier cross back to the salts and oils in front of him as he rambles. “Every lord, knight, and twopenny king worth his salt will be at this betrothal. The Lioness of Cintra herself of Jaskier’s triumphant performance!”
It’s a deflection at best, even as Jaskier throws some added salt to Geralt’s bath, and the Witcher just stares at the bard framed in the candlelight around them. He has the feeling Jaskier may be hiding something. Or rather, trying to redirect attention from something else.
“How many of these lords want to kill you?” Geralt asks flatly.
Jaskier’s façade deflates just a bit. “Hard to say,” he replies, and Geralt is reminded once again of how openly honest Jaskier tended to be. “One stops keeping count after a while. Wives, concubines, mothers sometimes.”
Geralt could do without the list, really. It sends a twist of unexpected annoyance through his chest. Jaskier notices—but then again, he’d always had this habit of paying more attention to Geralt’s expressions than most humans did. The Witcher isn’t sure why.
The bard sits on the edge of the tub, framing Geralt’s form with his outstretched hands. “Ooh, yeah, that face! Scary face. No lord in his right mind will come close if you’re standing next to me with a puss like that.”
Geralt reaches for his ale—he’s really not drunk enough to deal with this—when Jaskier snatches the cup out of his grip.
“Ooh, on second thought…” Jaskier continues, because he never seems to stop talking really, “might want to lay off the Cintran ale. A clear head would be best.” He pats Geralt’s shoulder as he stands.
It an unusually casual touch and Geralt’s skin tingles with it even after Jaskier steps away. Still, Geralt tries not to dwell on it. “I will not suffer tonight sober,” he growls, “just because you hid your sausage in the wrong royal pantry. I’m not killing anyone. Not over the petty squabbles of men.”
“Yes, yes, yes,” comes Jaskier’s voice from behind him. “You never get involved. Except you actually do, all the time.” Geralt snaps his gaze over to him, but he can’t find it in himself to argue with the bard on that point. Perhaps Jaskier had a point. At least on that front.
Jaskier crosses back in front of him. “Ugh,” he continues. “Is this what happens when you get old? You get unbearably crotchety and cantankerous?”
Geralt sighs, pulling his arms off the edge of the tub in the hopes that it will ease the way his shoulder is still tingling slightly from where Jaskier had rested his hand on it a moment ago.
“Actually, I’ve always wanted to know. Do Witchers ever retire?”
“Yeah,” Geralt snaps. “When they slow and get killed.”
“Come on,” Jaskier says, his voice softening just a little. “You must want something for yourself when all this monster hunting nonsense is over with.”
“I want nothing,” Geralt replies immediately. Instinctively, more than a legitimate answer. He hadn’t wanted anything for a very, very long time. And anything he may have wanted at one point certainly had proved itself impossible for a Witcher like himself to achieve, so what even would be the point to desire it in the first place?
There’s a waver to something in Jaskier’s eyes that puzzles the Witcher, but it’s gone before Geralt can put a name to it. “Well, who knows?” the bard says, crossing to the tub to crouch in front of Geralt. Jaskier is abruptly close like this, facing Geralt head-on while the Witcher sits in the wash basin. Geralt averts his eyes. “Maybe someone out there will want you.”
The idea that someone might want him one day like that—like how Jaskier is suggesting—sends a thrill of something almost like fear through the Wticher’s stomach.
“I need no one,” he replies immediately. Then he looks back at Jaskier. “And the last thing I want is someone needing me.”
“And yet,” Jaskier says softly, meeting Geralt’s gaze unwaveringly. “Here we are.”
And that—well. The almost-fear feeling in Geralt’s stomach turns to something a little less sharp. A little warmer. No less terrifying, and yet somehow… nice.
Geralt tears his gaze away, desperate for a distraction from that feeling. “Where the fuck are my clothes, Jaskier?”
III.
Geralt has lost track of just how many performances of Jaskier’s he has sat through over their years of travels together. He knows the bard’s musical repertoire nearly as well as he knows monster classifications. So really, the Witcher does not have an explanation, even to himself, of why this time is different.
But the bard is making his rounds, strumming his lute with a practiced ease, singing an exaggerated song about Geralt fending off a bruxa with one hand tied behind his back… and Geralt can’t take his eyes off him.
The Witcher had never enjoyed being the center of attention. A part of him had gotten used to it a long time ago—in his line of work, looking like he does, one has a nasty habit of drawing unwanted gazes—but he’d never sought it out. Then there was Jaskier, who thrived in environments just like this one, where he could command the center of attention. He thrived in backwater village taverns full of people desperate for mediocre ale and a good story.
And Geralt has to give credit where credit is due—Jaskier can spin a good tale. The bard reveled in it, even. Geralt hadn’t asked him, but he could tell from the man’s unrelenting enthusiasm that as much as Jaskier was a performer, not all of it was an act. There was an earnestness to him every time he sang. A genuine belief that what he was doing mattered.
Geralt takes another bite of the stew in front of him, his gaze not wavering as Jaskier finishes the song to enthusiastic applause. He grins, thanks the crowd graciously, and launches immediately into the next song. And still, Geralt watches.
The bard had discarded his blue doublet several songs ago, tossing it into the seat across from Geralt as he passed. Jaskier’s off white shirt is tucked into the blue pants that are several shades darker than his eyes, and those eyes are really what Geralt keeps finding his own gaze drawn to. Eyes that are vibrant with energy and life when they briefly meet Geralt’s across the room.
There’s a very unexpected, soft squeeze in Geralt’s chest.
The bard had always radiated light and joy on a level that Geralt privately thought outshone most other humans. Jaskier is a beacon—evidenced by the near-blinding grin that the bard throws to him before turning away—and Geralt feels the odd urge to shy away from it. As if that light might expose all the parts of him that he’d spent years hiding away.
But Jaskier is nothing if not relentlessly and stupidly persistent. And he seems—had always seemed—entirely unaware of how rare his own vibrancy truly is. It is an integral part of him that chooses again and again and again to share with others. And no matter how much they take from him, Jaskier seems to always have more he is willing to give.
It seems like a kind of selflessness to Geralt, and the tightness in his chest gives a sharp, aching clench.
IV.
Geralt and Jaskier end up at the same party completely by accident, really. The Witcher didn’t even know that the bard was in town; the last he’d heard of Jaskier’s recent exploits had him giving a guest lecture at Oxenfurt. Geralt had been passing through Temeria when he was approached and none-too-kindly asked to attend the king’s banquet. Geralt had almost turned the offer down—he didn’t like being seen as some novelty to be ogled at—but the promise of good food and decent drink didn’t sound horrendous, and besides. The king had demanded it, and Geralt really didn’t want to deal with the bloodshed that could’ve resulted from his refusal.
So he begrudgingly attended, and did his best to stick to the outskirts of the collection of boisterous ladies and lords that had amassed in the banquet hall. He’d seen Jaskier the moment the bard stepped into the room—sporting a golden doublet and a beaming grin—and Jaskier had seen him almost as quickly. There’d been a flicker of surprise, but then Jaskier was being asked to play a song to start things off, and he’d busied himself with performing.
The food is good, Geralt will grant that much, and the wine is some of the best that he’d consumed in a long time. He’s ribbed for a story or two by curious nobles, and Geralt tells them enough to pass for stiff politeness and little else. Jaskier had always been the one to fill in the details. Besides, Geralt finds that he doesn’t like telling them to the men who appear to only listen until they feel insecure in their own manhood.
Jaskier wasn’t like that, Geralt finds himself thinking. Jaskier listened for other reasons. Always attentive. Always… enthralled. Even when he was “stingy with the details”, as the bard often accused.
The party has stretched for hours when Jaskier finally takes a break and Geralt sees him starting to weave through the drunken crowd towards him. Geralt takes a long swallow of wine and arcs an eyebrow at the bard as he approaches. Jaskier smells of honeysuckle and sweat, his doublet open to reveal the light blue shirt underneath.
Jaskier’s eyes are bright, but there’s a slight crease between his brows. “How are you managing, Geralt?” he asks, with far more sincerity than Geralt is prepared for.
Geralt arcs a brow at him.
Jaskier just tilts his head, then gestures vaguely to the drunken dancing the attendees are doing. “It seemed a question worth asking, given tonight. It’s rather loud, even for me, and Temeria always overseasons their food in my opinion, not to mention the smells involved what with sweat and ale and food. I can’t imagine the assault it is on your… Witchery senses.”
Geralt stops, blinking at him. Jaskier was worried that he—a Witcher—was… overwhelmed? Geralt wonders if he should be insulted, but he isn’t. There’s an odd feeling in his gut, something warm that isn’t alcohol, that stirs at Jaskier’s explanation. Geralt doesn’t know what to say. He just stares at him.
Jaskier holds his hands up as if in surrender. “Forgive me for checking in on a friend.” He drops his hands, the tilt to his head returning and his gaze… softening somehow. “You’ll tell me, though, won’t you, Geralt? If it gets to be too much?”
Suddenly, that soft, concerned look in the bard’s eyes is too much. Geralt looks away and distracts himself by taking a swallow of wine. “Hm,” he agrees.
V.
Geralt hears Jaskier scream something that sounds almost like his name before he even feels the bite. The sharp jaws clench around his thigh and Geralt grits his teeth, swinging blindly with the silver sword. It makes contact with the basilisk enough to make it shriek and pull back. But it already released venom, and Geralt feels it pulse with a blinding pain.
His vision swims. His knees buckle, slamming into the stone floor of the cavern.
“Fuck.” The world tilts sideways as the rest of him falls.
A voice, high and panicked and oddly familiar, is yelling something distantly. Far away. Too far away to help him, really.
He has to get up. He has to. Geralt grinds his teeth and pushes against the ground with as much strength as he can manage. He gets his chest off the ground but his legs won’t cooperate and then suddenly someone is leaping over him and snatching the silver sword beside him.
“You want him? You’re gonna have to go through me, fucker.”
Jaskier?
Geralt watches in a haze as the bard lunges at the basilisk with the silver sword in his hands.
“Jaskier!” he shouts, because the bard is stupid and reckless and he is going to get killed.
But the bard doesn’t respond, and Geralt watches as the blade flashes in the dark cavern. The Witcher struggles to push himself up but now his arms won’t even support him and he’s going to die, but first the world is going to make him watch Jaskier die and that thought fills Geralt with a cold, desperate dread.
“Jaskier!”
There’s a sick squelching sound and when Geralt looks, he sees the bard is up against the creature with the hilt of his sword buried into the basilisk’s chest. It screeches and thrashes, and Geralt’s breath chokes in his throat. But Jaskier is nothing if not nimble, and he rolls to avoid the wings that whip around towards him. The screeching gets louder for a moment. The creature stumbles. Collapses.
There’s a sudden, echoing silence that is filled only with the sound of Jaskier’s labored breathing and, at least for Geralt, his pounding heartbeat.
“Jask—” Geralt rasps, wanting to ask if he’s injured but his voice cutting out with the sharp burst of pain as the venom seizes.
He’s going to die.
“Geralt.”
Jaskier is suddenly right above him. When did that happen?
Geralt feels Jaskier brush a hand back through his hair and cup his head. Something is getting pushed against his lips.
“Drink it, darling,” Jaskier murmurs, so softly that Geralt wonders—perhaps deliriously—if the bard is even aware that he’s just called Geralt darling, of all things.
When he looks back on this moment, Geralt will say that the venom coursing through his system made his thoughts hazy and his will pliable. That his weakened state is why the warmth in his chest happens even before the potion Jaskier is forcing to his lips reaches his mouth. It has nothing to do with that term Jaskier used.
Nothing at all.
VI.
It’s the soft gasp that really gets Geralt’s attention, causing him to halt Roach and glance at the bard beside him. They have maybe about two hours before sundown and had spent most of the day traveling along this road headed towards Kaedwen.  Jaskier had filled most of the long hours with aimless chatter and half-composed songs. Geralt half-listened, grateful for the familiarity of the lilt in the bard’s voice even if he wasn’t constantly tuned in to the precise words the bard happened to be rambling on about. He’d missed the way Jaskier filled the silence since their parting after the dragon hunt.
Then Jaskier’s musings had broken off with a sudden, sharp inhale.
“Oh, Geralt, look!” Jaskier breathes with surprising reverence. Geralt doesn’t have time to ask the bard what caught his attention before he’s rushing off into the field of wildflowers just ahead of them, nearly 70 yards away.
The Witcher goes to call out to him, but something makes the bard’s name die in his throat. He watches as Jaskier spreads his arms out as he rushes into the expanse of yellow and violet and blue. The sun sits low in the sky and frames him in a soft halo of light as he rushes delightedly through the flowers. Geralt’s chest warms slightly.
Jaskier looks over his shoulder at him then, like he can sense it, and offers Geralt a dazzlingly bright smile. He kneels then, in the middle of the field as if he’s about to meditate, and his fingers brushing softly against the petals of the flowers around him before he flops onto his back. Sinks into the flowers around him.
Geralt had never really known what it meant to love. He’d read once that most people learn of love from their parents when they’re children, but his own mother had abandoned him to become a Witcher—a process so few boys survived that, really, she might as well have abandoned him to die. Geralt refuses to believe that was what love was supposed to look like. Or how it was supposed to feel.
Earlier in his life, Geralt used to ask. He’d see couples who claimed to be in love, and he’d wonder what that meant. What did it feel like, because Geralt didn’t know. The answers others provided to him were either full of derision—what does it matter, Witcher? You’re not capable of it anyway—or too vague to be of any help—it’s just something you feel, I think.
Then he met Jaskier, who seemed to be brimming with love all the time it was a wonder the bard didn’t burst. He sang songs that talked of love in romantic, elaborate metaphors that Geralt understood at surface level, but that gave him a bit of a headache when he thought too long about them. Jaskier seemed to understand this concept of love so readily and intrinsically that it was, in truth, a little intimidating.
But when Jaskier sits up as Geralt approaches him—flower petals and grass clinging to his hair, his blue eyes sparkling in the near-setting sun, a warm and content smile gracing his lips—the thought whispers unassuming in Geralt’s mind.
Maybe, just maybe, this is what love feels like.  
VII.
“You, Princess, are beginning to take after Geralt with the amount of brooding you’ve been doing today,” Jaskier chimes lightly, but Geralt looks up and sees the crease of concern between his brows. “And that will simply not do, because I can’t very well be surrounded by brooding, angst-ridden individuals, now can I?”
Geralt glances over at Yennefer, who merely arcs an unimpressed eyebrow at the bard. The cottage Yennefer had recently taken up residence in was small and unassuming on the outside. It seemed larger on the inside, more spacious, and Geralt knew it to be the work of an enchantment set on by the sorceress. Ever since Sodden, Yennefer had needed to be careful in her own right about avoiding and evading the ever-growing presence of Nilfgaard. She moved every few months, but had taken Ciri under her wing the past few weeks to teach her control her “chaos”, as she’d called it. Geralt called it magic.
They’d been dropping by to check in before moving on, and Jaskier’s comment wasn’t off the mark. Geralt had noticed it as well.
There were days when Ciri’s quietness rivaled the Witcher’s own. Where the Lion Cub of Cintra seemed saddled with a weight too heavy for a girl of her age. On those days, Geralt thinks he understands more than most would—the dullness in her icy blue eyes is brought on by the fog of grief of losing everyone she loved in a night and watching her city burn as she fled. It reminds the Witcher of how he’d felt following sacking of Kaer Morhen.
But just because Geralt understands doesn’t mean he’s known what to do on those days. He hates it. Hates that he doesn’t know how to help her, because nobody had been there to help him.
Ciri glances up at Jaskier from where she sits beside Geralt. “I just… miss home, Jaskier. That’s all.”
Jaskier’s lips press together in thought, his head tilting slightly. Geralt watches as something brightens in his eyes before he says, “Well, I have just the thing for that.” He glances over. “Yennefer?”
The sorceress looks as surprised as Geralt feels, but Jaskier just quirks a brow at her and Yen smiles faintly before inclining her head. Geralt doesn’t have a clue what silent request the bard has made, but he starts strumming a familiar song on the lute in his hands for several seconds—it’s upbeat, and though Geralt can’t place the title of it, he knows he recognizes it as one of Jaskier’s jigs. A few seconds go by, and then Jaskier’s fingers stop plucking at the strings but the music continues to fill the space.
Jaskier grins, and when Geralt glances at Yennefer, he sees that she’s got a faint smile as well.
The bard sets the lute aside and jumps gracefully to his feet. He extends a hand out to Ciri, his smile soft and sincere. “Will you dance with me, princess?”
Ciri hesitates for only a moment before she takes Jaskier’s hand. Jaskier’s grin brightens, and the two of them fall into a dance that Geralt recognizes as one usually done at court amidst nobility. It doesn’t surprise Geralt that Jaskier knows the dances of court—he has to play them often enough so it makes sense to Geralt that he would also know the steps—but a part of him is surprised when he hears Ciri laughing.
As she and Jaskier spin in circles and the bard adds an extra flourish to one of his steps, Ciri smiles and laughs and something in Geralt’s chest gives a sharp squeeze. Jaskier grins back at her, looking as relieved and content at the spark of mirth in her eyes as Geralt feels, and the Witcher feels a very slight, and unexpected lump in his throat.
VIII.
“Geralt?”
“Hm.”
“Will you let me try something?”
The question is asked surprisingly quietly in the dark forest around them, barely louder than the crackling fire between them. Geralt doesn’t know why Jaskier would be speaking so quietly, but a part of him counts it as a small mercy. Because the pressure behind his eyes that had started this morning had steadily grown to a dull throb up through the top of Geralt’s skull by mid-morning. By late afternoon, the headache wasn’t quite so dull anymore.
Geralt hadn’t seen a need to say anything about it, though. He just rode on Roach and tried to not squint too much against the blinding sunlight that made his head spike. Jaskier had seemed to lose steam in conversation as Geralt was even more unwilling to engage with him than normal. He hoped the bard wasn’t too offended, as by the early evening, it was really all Geralt could do to stay upright on Roach and keep moving forward.
“A new song?” Geralt muses, and carefully manages to keep the internal wince off his face.
Jaskier huffs something that’s almost a laugh. “No. Just… here.” He turns to the bag beside him and rummages through it. Geralt watches in the dim light of the fire as the bard pulls out a small cloth and a vial. He dampens the cloth with part of the contents, then pushes himself to his feet and crosses over. He kneels beside him.
There’s something soft in his eyes, Geralt thinks. Or maybe it’s just the way his face is shadowed that makes his eyes look bigger than normal. “Close your eyes, Geralt.”
And Geralt does. He tries to tell himself it’s because even the firelight is too much with this pounding in his head, but he knows it’s not just that. It’s such a simple, easy request and it’s Jaskier that makes it. So Geralt lets his eyes fall shut.
He feels Jaskier drape the cloth over his face. “Breathe in for me.”
He does. It’s lavender oil, he realizes. The scent is faint, diluted—careful to not be too overpowering, even given his enhanced sense of smell—but it blocks out most other scents around him. Geralt feels part of his jaw untense just a fraction.
“That’s it. Keep breathing.”
He feels Jaskier’s hands brush against his temples, then a slight nudge and some shifting and suddenly, Geralt is being guided to rest his head against something softer than the log it had been on a moment ago. Jaskier’s lap. Through the lavender, this close, Geralt can smell the faint honeysuckle traces that seemed to cling to the bard.
“Let me help,” Jaskier whispers in the dark, and then his fingers are moving deftly against Geralt’s temple, gradually up through his scalp, encouraging Geralt to breathe.
Through the ease of his muscles and the lightening of the tension in his head, Geralt becomes aware that somehow, Jaskier had known exactly what was wrong. Geralt is sure he hadn’t said anything about it, and a headache is hardly a life-or-death situation. But Jaskier knew and, more than that…
Let me help.  
The Witcher feels a little dizzy all of a sudden and so abruptly vulnerable that it scares him a little bit. It sends a jolt of something sharp and electric up through his core but Geralt swallows down the urge to pull away because… it’s nice. This softness, this gentleness that Geralt does not and has never deserved is offered so willingly, and Geralt cannot bring himself to pull away.
Instead, he breathes and listened to Jaskier’s fluttering heartbeat.
IX.
Geralt feels the drops hit the top of his head seconds before the rain begins a steady sprinkle. Geralt isn’t shocked, exactly. The sky had been a flat overcast since this morning, and he could smell the promise of rain clinging in the air as he and Jaskier had gathered herbs about a mile outside of the village they were staying for the time being.
But then the sprinkle turns to a downpour. “Fuck,” Geralt sighs under his breath.
He glances over at the bard beside him, who a moment ago had been rambling about his recent lecture at Oxenfurt regarding the role of narrative music in shaping cultural perspective. Geralt had a feeling that the bard had, in fact, just delivered the exact speech to the Witcher, but he hadn’t minded. Not when Jaskier’s voice carried that familiar, melodic lilt that underscored his excitement and passion on the subject.
There’s a teasing mirth in Jaskier’s bright blue eyes that eases into something softer. Geralt doesn’t know why. For a moment, it looks like the bard—for once—is lost in his own thoughts that he doesn’t speak aloud. It’s… unusual.
Geralt opens his mouth to ask him or tease him—he’s honestly not sure which is about to pass from his lips—when Jaskier cuts him off.
“And you thought the lute case was a poor investment. Well, how do you feel now, Geralt?” Jaskier sets his hand on the strap across his chest, almost protectively. “We still have a mile to go before shelter, and such time for a lute to spend in rain like this…” He shakes his head, his dark hair dripping rainwater onto his nose. “It would be nothing short of an absolute, irrevocable tragedy.”
“Hmm,” Geralt replies, because perhaps the bard has a point. A raindrop unceremoniously drips into Geralt’s eye and he blinks, then shoots a glare up at the sky.
“Not a fan of the rain?” Jaskier asks.
The truth is, Geralt isn’t a fan of the rain. Not really. It makes it harder to see, and it clings to his lashes in a way that makes his already sensitive eyes sting a bit. Which isn’t anything he can’t handle—he’s done it hundreds of times before, he’ll do it hundreds of times yet to come—but the rain would also wash away most of the tracks he’d been hoping to follow later this evening to the kikimora that was terrorizing the town.
“It will make it harder to track—what are you doing?” Geralt cuts himself off when he looks back at the bard, who is half-way to shedding his violet doublet. Jaskier finishes pulling out of it. His dark blue shirt underneath is immediately drenched.
Unfazed, Jaskier rolls his eyes. “You left your cloak back at the inn and I know, though you will adamantly deny it, that the real reason you hate the rain is because it gets into your eyes and makes it harder for your sensitive, Witchery eyes to see. So, here.” He holds the garment out, his gaze looking down the road ahead of them.
Geralt stares at it. This was… ridiculous. Jaskier was sacrificing his own comfort so that Geralt could… what, block some of the rain a bit easier? Not only did Jaskier gain nothing from this but he actively lost something in the name of Geralt’s comfort and… the Witcher doesn’t know what to do with that. It was such a small, simple gesture but there’s a weight to it that Geralt cannot ignore.
Something heavy, warm, soft sits in his stomach as he stares at it.
“Jaskier…”
“Honestly, Geralt, you’ll be doing me a favor. Wet doublets are dreadfully heavy, and as I am already saddled with carrying the weight of this lute and your reputation…” Jaskier glances back then and offers a smile.
It’s a flimsy attempt to make Geralt feel better about accepting Jaskier’s simple selflessness. A part of Geralt wants to refuse. But when Jaskier is smiling at him like that, offering such a small piece of him that doesn’t feel that small to Geralt… well. Geralt finds himself taking the doublet from his hands gently.
And if Jaskier spins away to welcome the rainfall as Geralt holds the doublet above his head to shield the rain, well. Maybe that heavy, warm, soft feeling spreads through him in a way that makes the rain feel not quite so cold and annoying.
X.
Geralt hears it first. There’s the sound of something snapping with a flash of green light behind him and it’s all less than a second but Geralt still feels that he should have been faster.
Because he looks over his shoulder, sees Jaskier hit the ground with the sound breaking bones echoing in his ears.
Jaskier screams.
“JASKIER!” Geralt roars, but panic closes his throat in the next moment. He slashes viciously at the figure in front of him, and the head of the injured soldier in front of him rolls off his shoulders. Geralt growls low in his throat—Jaskier is silent and Geralt is shaking—and hurls the knife at his belt towards the mage almost blindly.
It sinks between her eyes. The sting of copper in the air barely registers to the Witcher because all he can focus on—all he can smell—is the acrid, sharp scent of pain that radiates from Jaskier on the forest floor, several feet away. Geralt’s eyes snap to him before the mage has even hit the ground and he sees the way Jaskier is trembling so hard he’s vibrating but at least he’s moving. At least he’s breathing.
Geralt makes sure the mage isn’t, and then he’s sprinting the short distance to Jaskier and sliding to him on his knees. Jaskier is on his side, his back to the Witcher. As gently as he can, Geralt places a hand on his shoulder and rolls the bard onto his back.
Jaskier whimpers, his face ashen, and the sound turns Geralt’s stomach. The bard’s eyes clench shut.
“Jaskier.”
Geralt’s slow-beating heart is hammering so loud and so hard he wonders if the bard can hear it. This close, the scent of Jaskier’s pain is so pungent and potent that it clogs Geralt’s throat. He dove in front of a spell for you, a voice hisses in Geralt’s mind. That pain should be yours.
“Fuck,” Jaskier manages to wheeze out weakly.
“What the fuck were you thinking, you goddamn idiot?” Geralt grits out, and his voice very nearly breaks. It’s the wrong thing to say—Geralt always says the wrong things. Always, always, always. And always when he’s afraid. But it’s the only ones of the words he can think to say that will push past his tight throat.
“My dear Witcher,” Jaskier replies, his own voice strained but for a different reason, “you’re quite lucky I love you, or else I might be insulted.”
The words echo in Geralt’s mind. I love you, I love you, I love you. Over and over and over. They ring with an ease and sincerity, because Jaskier never did anything by halves, even when he may be dying. Dying. And Geralt feels something breaking inside of him.
And still, the words repeat. I love you, I love you, I love you—Until the words sound less like Jaskier and a lot more like his mind repeating it back to the bard.
“Jask,” he whispers, his throat too tight to even get the bard’s full name out. His hands are shaking a bit, but he thinks Jaskier won’t mind, and he brushes his hand against Jaskier’s face. “You can’t—you…” He can’t just… just say things like that, so boldly, so cavalier.
With a courage that Geralt cannot match.
“Fuck,” he says instead. Because the words that flood him cannot find their way through his chest to his lips.
His swirling thoughts cut out as he sees Jaskier try suddenly to push himself up. Mindful of the damage to the human’s ribcage, Geralt lets the hand on his face slip to the back of the bard’s neck and grabs his less-injured arm to ease him up. Then Geralt just holds on tight. An irrational part of Geralt thinks that if he lets go, Jaskier might really slip from him in a way that Geralt cannot fix.
The Witcher breathes in, and the sharp scent of Jaskier’s pain is starting to lift. Jaskier offers a faint smile. “Not a lethal spell, it would seem.”
A distant part of Geralt goes a little weak with relief. The rest of him wants to shake the bard. “You didn’t know that,” he snaps. Because Jaskier didn’t, he’d just decided to dive in front of a spell that could have been anything. He could have… he almost…
“A moot point, really, Geralt.”
And that… that hurts, in a different kind of way. There’s no regret in Jaskier voice or his scent or his eyes. He would do it again, Geralt knows this, and it terrifies him. Jaskier would risk himself for Geralt.
Geralt shakes his head a little and starts to reply, to ask why, but the breath he takes still has that haze of acridity to it. He frowns instead. “You’re still hurt,” he says. It’s not a question.
Jaskier then has the audacity to wave a dismissive hand. “Some broken ribs.”
“Hm.” He could help with those, he thinks. His gaze flickers over Jaskier’s chest. He knows how to help with those injuries. The spell wasn’t lethal. Geralt should be feeling relieved and a small part of him is. The rest of him feels like the ground has shifted beneath him and Geralt still doesn’t know how to hold himself steady. I love you, Jaskier’s voice echoes in his mind, but it only makes Geralt feel a little more cracked open. Because maybe Jaskier didn’t mean it. Maybe it was just something he said in the throes of dying--
“Geralt,” Jaskier says, so unbearably soft. He instinctively meets the bard’s gaze. Jaskier’s bright blue eyes are remarkably steady. “I meant it, you know. I do. Love you, I mean.”
Geralt’s breath hitches in his throat. Because here was this remarkably fragile person who had followed him across the Continent for years, had seen the absolute worst that Geralt had to offer… this person who radiated warmth and light and love, so much love, and was everything Geralt wasn’t, and was saying these words so easily. Geralt’s fear had come true—Jaskier’s light had seen the darkest parts of him, but Jaskier chose to love him anyway.
“Jaskier,” he manages, and his own voice has never sounded quite so weak to his own ears. He leans forward until his forehead is against Jaskier because Jaskier was that beacon of light calling to him. Grounding him. “I… fuck.” He can’t find the words again. “Fuck.”
He does the only thing he can think to do in this moment, to try to convey all the words he can’t find. He brushes his lips against Jaskier’s, softly. Afraid to demand or hurt, afraid, afraid, afraid. So he presses his dry, cracked lips against Jaskier’s impossibly soft ones. Questions he dare not ask taste like salt that he passes to Jaskier’s own, and Jaskier answers with silent promises and a breathless little huff of contentment.
Jaskier is more than a beacon. He is a lighthouse, calling Geralt home. And Geralt cannot help but feel that he’d follow that light to the ends of the world.
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“Nilfgaard,” Jaskier said finally after what felt like an eternity. “Nilfgaard is going to start a war,” he said, the meaning of Borch’s words slowly becoming more and more clear in his mind. “They’re going to head for Cintra.”
The dragon frowned. “Why would that affect you?”
“There is someone there who has become very precious to me and whose fate also happens to be tied to the witcher. If she’s in danger… then so will he,” Jaskier said as he stood up, the restless energy trying to suffocate him. “You said something about time… time is slipping… I am running out of time - but to do what?” He rounded on the Dragon, his eyes wild. “What did you see? What do I need to do?” ----
OR It may have taken him 20 years, but Jaskier knows where he is not wanted. Now, armed with Borch's prophecy, Jaskier is faced with a choice; either walk away entirely and continue living his placid human life or return home, shed the human façade, retake his duties, protect Cirilla and likely run into the Wticher whose one request was for Jaskier to never cross his path again.
He knows what the right choice is. What he doesn't know, however, is how much of him will be left by the time the dust settles.
I forgot to post it here but I may or may not have started writing a Witcher fic :D. Hope you like it 
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itsclydebitches · 4 years
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Want to experience the Wticher 1 game without playing it? Want to eventually enjoy the same for 2, 3, and general overall talk about the franchise as a whole? Need another mini series to watch? A youtuber called Joseph Anderson just put the first of 3 long critiques of the witcher games. I do mean long. 4 hours for just part 1. It's nice because I never played the first game and seeing its humble beginnings in the game world is entertaining.
Another friend just recommended me this vid! I’ve got it saved in my bookmarks for the day I finally finish up the franchise or I decide that I just don’t care about spoilers anymore. I ruined most of the plot of 3 for myself since I have no self-control and dove straight into meta/fic the second I understood who the characters were, but I’d still like to experience 1 and 2 somewhat on their own. So yeah, things tend to sit in my bookmarks tab until the mythical day when I learn to finish various stories before getting distracted by others. Right now poor Witcher is on the back burner because New Horizons slammed into my life lol 
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so I fucked up a prompt and wrote it backwards so I wrote it the way the prompt asked 1) bc my bad Nonie, 2) bc I love this concept so fucking much 3) this is prime projection material folks. (the prompt was: young geraskier where geralt shows up at jaskeirs apartment asking for kisses and cuddles, but I did jaskier showing up bc apparently I cant read, oops!)
Warnings: Allusions to anxiety/panic, geralt gets overwhelmed, swearing, fluff
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Geralt nodded in thanks as he slipped through the door being held open for him. People in his building were far less trusting, but Jaskier lived in a better part of town. He took the stairs two at a time, up three flights to Jaskier’s apartment before stalling out in front of the door. He wasn’t even sure Jaskier was home, he just needed to see him.
Finally, he knocked, rocking back and forth with his hands stuffed deep in his pockets as he waited. 
Jaskier hollered something incoherent and Geralt heard him shuffle to the door and mutter something about 8 am being too damn early before he swung the door wide, revealing him in his pajama pants and a queen size comforter wrapped around his shoulders.
“Fucking morning people,” he sighed, “Yes, Geralt?”
Geralt opened his mouth and froze, eyes going a little wide as he tried to will his words out but nothing happened. He finally snapped it shut and swallowed, still stuck between what he wanted to say and being too scared to say it. 
Jaskier’s face softened as he took in the panic on Geralt’s face, “Do you need a hug?”
Geralt nodded and Jaskier opened up the blanket, spreading his arms wide and stepping out into the hall. Geralt circled his arms around Jaskier’s waist and laid his head on his shoulder. He let out a sigh when he felt Jaskier wrap them both up in the blanket and lean his cheek against his hair. 
Jaskier swayed them gently back and forth, “Do you want to come in or do you need to be somewhere?”
“Can I come in?” Geralt’s voice was muffled by the comforter covering half of his face but his heartrate was finally slowing down so he didn’t care too much. 
Jaskier slowly shuffled them backwards, kicking the door closed and leading Geralt back to his bedroom. They toppled onto the mattress rather gracelessly, but Geralt didn’t let go of Jaskier’s waist and Jaskier wasn’t about to let go of Geralt. 
“What’s wrong?” Jaskier asked,bringing a hand up to brush some stray hairs out of Geralt’s eyes.
“M’overwhelmed.”
“The busy kind or new things kind?”
“New things.”
“You can do them, I promise. You are brave and capable and charming and if all else fails you can just wink at the problem and it’ll probably go weak in the knees.”
Geralt laughed, “Thank you.”
“Always.” Jaskier sighed, snuggling him even tighter.
Turning his head and raising it just enough to look at Jaskier, Geralt whispered, “I’m still nervous though. Maybe you should kiss it better.”
Jaskier grinned, “You think so?”
Geralt nodded enthusiastically and Jaskier chuckled before kissing Geralt briefly between the eyebrows and then placing a lingering, soft kiss on his lips.
“Better?” he asked, neither of them opening their eyes. 
Geralt’s answer was to kiss him again. And again and again and again.
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I finished the wticher last night. Welcome back my old friend: the crushing emptiness and despair triggered by finishing a beloved series that can only be cured by reading fic on AO3. Guess who's going to try to learn toss a coin to your Witcher on the piano today...
Omg I’m gonna finish it today! I have one episode left, and I’m READY to write for it omg. Y’all send me prompts for this!
And omg can we hear it if you do??? (It’s okay if you don’t want to of course)
I think I’m going to try and learn one of Jaskier’s songs (vocals bc I can’t play any instruments at all ever lmao) and maybe post a little snippet of it!
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Geralt and the Minotaur p3
Y’all this could get hella complicated if I go hard with all the character sub ideas and all that but I’m here for the relationship so its gonna be bare bones on combining the canon bc I’m just not that skilled as a writer 😂 
Pairing : Geraskier
Warnings: talk of human sacrifice, talk of cannibalism, ye ole impending death, mention parents death, imprisonment, public humiliation (kinda), we got major soft boys falling for each other vibes too
part 2 here!
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Geralt woke with his head still resting on Jaskier’s thigh, though he was now lying on his side, resting his head against Geralt’s hip just above the dagger tucked in his belt. He had draped his arm over Jaskier’s waist as they slept, holding him closer, and Jaskier’s arm was resting on Geralt’s chest. It was still dark and, from the sounds of it, everyone else was still asleep save a few soldiers at the helm. The waves had settled to a gentle lapping at the hull and Geralt found himself completely relaxed and at peace for the first time in weeks. His hand rose and fell in a gentle rhythm with Jaskier’s breathing and every now and then the blue eyed boy would sigh, bringing a soft sleepy smile to Geralt’s face. He didn’t dare move, lest he break the spell, but someone else woke from a nightmare with a scream that shattered his illusion. 
Jaskier hummed and nuzzled into Geralt’s hip before he was fully awake, making the prince blush furiously and gasp. Sure he’d fallen asleep with friends and romantic interests back home, but that sensation was… different. 
“Is it morning?” Jaskier mumbled, not moving to sit, but at least the nuzzling had stopped. 
“Probably,” Geralt answered, resisting the urge to run his hand over Jaskier’s shoulder, “still early.”
“You haven’t been lying awake all this time have you?”
Geralt forced a breath out his nose in amusement, “Only a few minutes or so.”
Jaskier sat up, laying his arm over Geralt’s, keeping it wrapped around his waist as he moved to be able to inspect the young hero’s face, “You still look… weary.”
Geralt frowned, shifting so he was leaning on his elbow over the boy’s legs, still very much resting on him, “I wonder why?”
Jaskier smirked, “Is it true you’re a child of Poseidon? Why not sink the ship and we can all ride horses made of sea foam back to the mainland?”
Geralt cast his eyes down to the deck, “They’d just come back for more. It doesn’t matter who’s son I am or what favor I do or don't have.” 
"Pull the weed at the root." Jaskier nodded. 
Geralt hummed in agreement, sitting all the way up to lean against the mast next to the brunette, "What about your family? Anything exciting waiting for you at home?"
Jaskier hooked his arm around Geralt's and rested his head on his shoulder, "Doesn't matter." 
"Does to me." Geralt mumbled, a little taken aback by the physical affection. When Jaskier rolled his eyes he laid his hand over his knee, "Humor me." 
They sat and waited for the sun to rise over the water as they discussed Jaskier’s life. His parents death, the farm he worked for his uncle, the mundane little things like how often he gets sent to the market and who cuts his hair. They learned each other's birthdays as a joke, but the hopeful side of Geralt still repeated it to him a few minutes later just to be safe. Jaskier asked him about life at the palace, if it was as grand as everyone believed. Geralt felt squeamish admitting he didn’t know, seeing as he'd only really lived in the lap of luxury. Sure his trek to Athens was dirty and many nights he slept in barns, but most of his 20 years were spent in bright white togas and tunics with colorfully stitched hems. Jaskier didn’t seem bothered, he just asked more specific questions about the beds and the fountains. He pontificated for a while on the poor musical choices made in a performance at the amphitheater last summer and did his best to explain to Geralt how to delicately pluck a harp using a lock of his white hair as a prop. Joking was easy, being earnest wasn’t quite effortless, but it was easier than with other people, and Geralt lamented that they’d only met yesterday. 
“Do you think you’d’ve given me the time of day?” Jaskier asked.
Geralt grinned, giving the brunet's leg another squeeze, “You wouldn’t have given me a choice.”
Jaskier rested his chin on Geralt's shoulder, his hair fluttering into his eyes and glowing gold as the sun began to peek over the waves, "Probably not, no." His voice was soft in Geralt's ear, the warmth of his breath made the hairs on the back of his neck stand at attention. 
Geralt turned to look at him, their noses brushing. He was about to ask Jaskier something reckless and naive, no doubt born of desperation, but the moment was broken by shouting. 
"LAND" Echoed from various soldiers and strangled sobs broke out in response. Reality was once again stubbornly planted in the forefront of Geralt's mind and he forced himself to pull away. His heart beat furiously in his chest as he stood to get a better look. 
Someone gripped his elbow and spun him around, staring up at him with wide eyes full of terror, "You can do it, can't you? You can get us home?" The harsh whisper seemed to carry over the whole group, commanding their silence and attention as they formed a circle around him. 
Vessimir's parting words echoed in his head, he was a leader now, he had to act like it. His year of lessons and training and taking notes were over and he knew right then that even if they made it back, he'd never have a day of peace again. 
With a glance back toward Jaskier he nodded, "I will bring us home or die trying." 
The person's grip on his elbow tightened and he stared back at them with what he hoped was reassuring confidence for a moment before they released him, "Do you have a plan?" 
All his preparation could never have braced him for the absolute devastation on the group's faces when he hesitated. In the fraction of a second he took to open his mouth they knew. Only Jaskier seemed to accept the facts and take them in stride. 
"All I know for sure is that we need to make it out and back to the docks by dawn." Geralt's admission was met with curt nods from some and fresh tears from others, "I'm sorry." 
Jaskier pipped up, stepping into the center of the small crowd with Geralt, "You volunteered to try to save us. We need no apology." He sent a glare to someone about to speak in protest, cutting them off, "It's more than we've had in the last 18 years and I, for one, am grateful." 
Geralt gave him an appreciative nod but their theatrics were drawing attention from the soldiers. He shooed everyone away, not sure he could handle another altercation this close to the soldiers homeland where they'd have something to prove to onlookers.  
As they drew nearer to the shore they heard shouts of laughter and music, saw banners waving in the wind and people dancing around the port. They were throwing a festival. A festival of revenge and dominance over their enemies, where people who would have been sacrifices delighted in the activities. It made Geralt's stomach churn. 
Jaskier stood next to him as close to the bow as they were allowed, "Twisted, isn't it? And they wonder how we so readily believe they eat their brethren." 
Geralt took his hand, searching for anything to ground him as the fear crept up his neck and threatened to strangle him, "Monsters never think they're monsters." 
"You like being cryptic don't you?" Jaskier sighed, keeping his eyes forward as the festivities grew clearer and clearer. 
Geralt only shrugged in response. 
Soon enough they were all corralled by the soldiers with shouts and shoves. They tied Geralt's hands first, yanking on the rope so it burned into his wrists. The man was watching his face, waiting to see him wince or twitch. He gave them nothing. The end of the rope was then tied to Jaskier and so on until they were all lined up, hands bound in front of them and linked like sausages. 
When they docked there was a heavy drum roll, fitting for the captives in line behind Geralt trembling. The plank was lowered by soldiers in what had to be ceremonial dress and when they stepped back the drummers hit one last beat, leaving the whole crowd silent. 
At the front, surrounded by soldiers and standing on a throne made to be carried, was King Minos. His eyes were cold and calculating, and it was clear he was declining in health, but he still invoked fear with his gaze. There was no doubt to any rumors anymore. Geralt was sure this man was capable of absolutely anything. 
The Queen sat in a similar throne, next to them was their daughter, walking but flanked by guards. She didn’t take her eyes off Geralt as they prodded him down the plank. Her eyes were soft, betraying the rest of her face set in a hard mask of disapproval, and she made no effort to hide her ogling. Geralt stared right back, never one to back down from a challenge, until they were ushered past the royals into the crowd. The citizens were far more animated. Some threw food scraps at them, some jeered and gestured rudely, others spat, though they all blamed the 14 young men and women before them for the death of a prince before they were even born. 
They marched through winding streets and up set after set of switchback stairs to reach the palace dungeons. The guards were having their fun with Geralt in the lead, shoving him around when they needed to change direction and tripping him when they passed a large crowd. 
When they finally reached their cells they were shoved in, two to a cell, and the rope was cut. They had to hold their arms through the bars for the soldiers to cut the knotts. They took the rope with them when they left, leaving only bread and water on the bed and one torch lit hanging outside each cell. It was dreary and cold, and Geralt could hear the others crying.
Jaskier broke the loaf of bread in half and tossed it to Geralt, taking a long pull directly from the pitcher of water, “Eat. No arguments.”
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Snowed In p6
This gave me such a hard time but I needed this conversation to happen for like 50% of the plot shit down the road, plz forgive me. 
Pairing: Geralt x fem!reader
Warnings: hella awkward convos, pining, self depreciating undertones?, talking about sex? idk yall im tryinna tag these with everything i can think of but if i miss something plz let me know!
Summary: (Last part was pure smut, but for those who skipped, it was basically them justifying a good roll in the hay bc it would help them sleep) The day after some completely pragmatic and not at all monumental sex they’re figuring out where to go from there. Boundaries and such?
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part 5 here!
You woke slowly, uncomfortably warm and… sticky? 
As reality came into focus you realized the stickiness was sweat from being plastered to Geralt's bare chest as you slept. You wriggled a little, loosening his hold on your hips so you could scoot back and see his face. He was still fast asleep, hair sticking to his stubble and mouth slightly open. He looked so much more innocent, almost juvenile when he slept. It made you want to protect him, as ridiculous as it sounded. 
Your hand reached up on its own to brush the strands of hair away from his face. When he didn't stir you trailed your first two fingers down his jawline, gently dragging the backs of your knuckles up over his cheekbones. You knew he could wake up at any moment, and it would be uncomfortable to explain why you were staring at him like he alone breathed life into you every day, but you continued tracing the peaks and contours of his face. 
If you let yourself think about it, he technically did. He got you up every morning, did anything you asked to help you, and everything you didn't have the stones to ask. This man made space for you like no one ever had and accepted the mess you brought with you, going so far as to help you sweep it into a manageable pile. 
You swallowed back the lump forming in your throat as you realized just how much of a mess you'd made for yourself this time. You'd fallen in love and set yourself up for nothing but pain.
The snow would melt, you two would join Jaskier on the other side of the pass, things would go back as they were, and you would fall asleep alone. 
You took a slow deep breath in and savored the peace for the last couple of moments you could before your heart would burst. Gently lifting Geralt's arm, you rolled up to sitting as slowly as possible, watching him the whole time. When he still didn't wake, you snatched up your clothes and tiptoed to the bathroom. 
He was still asleep after a towel bath and meticulously braiding your hair, softly snoring now. You couldn't help but feel a little proud of yourself for tiring him out so thoroughly.
Sitting down next to him you squeezed his shoulder, "Geralt. Hey, wake up." 
He grumbled something about it being early and patted the bed where he thought you were supposed to be before his eyes snapped open.
"There he is." You cooed, reluctantly pulling your hand away.
He squinted and furrowed his brow against the morning sun, pushing himself up on one elbow, "You're up. And dressed." 
Now, you knew you were manufacturing the disappointment in his words, but it still hit you just as hard. You sprang to your feet, kicking the contents of your bag back toward the corner with a little more vigor than necessary, "Woke up hungry. C'mon, get up." 
"Alright, alright." He grumbled, rolling over and reaching for his neatly packed bag.
Breakfast was uncomfortable, to say the least. 
Geralt didn't lean his knee against yours and you weren't sure if you missed it or were relieved he spared you the adrenaline rush. Though when he brushed against your arm reaching for the salt and you nearly jumped out of your skin. The neighbors sat across the table from you and one of them winked at you, almost making you choke on your oats. As soon as Geralt was done with breakfast you cleared both your plates and made a beeline for the door. 
You lead the way out to the barn, excited to see the caverns in the snow your fight had left the week before were still uncovered by fresh snow. You fumbled with the latch, not entirely paying attention, so Geralt reached over your shoulder and flicked it open himself. He was so close you felt his breath on your neck and the heat coming off of his chest. Everything in you wanted to lean back into him, but that might be breaking a rule and these rules were becoming ever more nuanced. 
You went about your usual business feeding and examining the horses and were about to leave, but Beau looked so sad and bored. Poor guy hadn't gotten more than a walk up and down the breezeway in a month and you could see the pent up energy in his eyes. You sighed and grabbed hold of his mane, swinging up onto his back and laying back over his haunches while he ate. This felt like a good place to slow down and examine your options with this whole "friends" business. 
"Y/N?" 
Or it would have been. 
"Stall." You answered, not sitting up even when you heard him slide the door open. 
"What're you doing up there?" Geralt's voice had that same confusing, unidentifiable tone he'd used when he'd left you in the bath. 
"He looked so lonely. You don't just spend time with Roach?" You spared him a glance, noting how casually he leaned against the door, arms crossed so that his collar slipped down to show the marks from your nails digging into his skin.
He shrugged, "She gets tired of me." 
Beau walked across the stall to sniff Geralt’s pockets and nudge his hand when he smelled what he was after. You shifted to stay balanced on his back, absolutely no intention of coming down any time soon.
The silence between you that crept on and on was in no way comfortable. You fidgeted while Geralt pet Beau, giving him a treat here and there when he smiled for him. Normally you’d be amused, now you were just angry at yourself.
You swung a leg over Beau’s withers, spinning to sit sideways facing Geralt, “You’re rather quiet.”
“I’m always quiet.”
You shook your head, frantically searching for the words you needed, testing the waters,“I ah… I had a good time last night.”
He quickly glanced at you before focusing back on Beau trying to eat his gloves, “Mhmm... Haven’t slept that well in months.”
There was a beat where you debated leaving it there, but you were never one to quit while you were ahead, “This doesn’t have to be weird, does it? I don’t want things getting tense.”
Geralt finally locked eyes with you, searching your face for something, “No… if you’re uncomfortable-”
“Which I’m not.” You interrupted.
He tilted his head, a softness taking over his face that you rarely saw, “You’re my best friend. As long as you’re okay with it, I am too. It’s just sex, after all.”
You nodded, “Just sex. Yeah. We- heh, we didn't even kiss...”
“Exactly. What are friends for?” Geralt playfully swatted at your boot, giving you a grin. 
What are friends for…
You plastered a smile on your face, changing the subject before the emotions bubbling in your chest boiled over, “Jaskier is gonna kill you when I tell him you said I’m your best friend.”
He moved to stand in front of you, crossing his forearms and resting them on your knees. His touch was calming, grounding you back into reality as he usually did.
He squinted up at you, “That’s if you tell him.”
You patted his hand, “Oh, I’m definitely telling him.” you teased. 
He gripped your wrist and quickly spun to face away from you, pulling you forward and off Beau's back. You squeaked and gripped onto his shoulders when you landed on him. He laughed, giving a little jump to get you higher on his hips and get a hold of your knees. A giggle slipped from your lips, partly due to surprise, but partly because his grip on your knees tickled.
"I'll tell him it was you who dropped the sword on his lute strings." Geralt made his threat halfheartedly, carrying you out of the barn only to have you steer him back to grab your gloves that you'd left on the hay. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders, taking your opportunity to hold him close to you as possible, resting your chin on his shoulder. His warmth and his scent lulled you into a state of content as he took his time meandering back to the inn. Just before he reached the door you noticed a fresh snowflake on your elbow. 
"Motherfucker." You shouted, "It's snowing again." 
"Shit! Y/N, you're right in my ear." He tried to turn to look at you but you tucked your head against his neck, hiding almost like a child. 
"Sorry. I forgot…" you whispered, more out of embarrassment than anything.
He hummed, the vibrations permeating your whole body from where you were perched as he yanked the door open and stomped inside. You wiggled, communicating you could once again walk just like a toddler, but he just hoisted you up higher and trudged up the stairs. You bit your lip, hiding a smile on the basic principle of not wanting to feel it, not necessarily because anyone important could see you. 
When you reached your room Geralt rather unceremoniously collapsed onto the bed, sending the two of you bouncing for a bit before he came to rest with his shoulders on your hips. 
"Tired?" You asked, fighting the urge to rake your fingers through his hair.
"Exhausted." He made no effort to get up but rested his hands underneath the outsides of your knees. 
You sighed in agreement and rested your hands on his shoulders, "Post breakfast nap sounds nice."
I can handle this. I know the boundaries. Just don't kiss him. That should be easy enough ...
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part 7 here!
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