#why did God make me?

[sensitivegoblin]

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#my sister got me these rainbow high dolls #AND IM DOING A WHOLE GROCERY ORDER TO PAY HER BACK #and they made me so happy I started scripting again (long story) #they gave me such autistic joy and now I can’t even look at them #cus she just gives these death glares like #she’d swear she doesn’t do it #but since yknow I dared to stand up for myself #she had to be all like ‘I do everything for you and nothing is happening to you’ #thanks DAD2.0 now I’m never trusting you again #our relationship is much better when we don’t live together #but if I try to tell her I’m not moving in she’ll have a whole meltdown #if I wanna make everyone happy it means that I’m miserable an depressed 24/7 #so whatever I dunno #I’m just so fucking angry I keep hurting myself #why did God make me? #i suck im a loser I have no real talent I can’t do anything right #i beg God to kill me and he doesn’t #im just so tired of killing myself to make everyone happy #the only thing that takes me out of these moments is if I imagine kms over n over n over until I feel like I can actually feel the pain #I’m so tired I want someone to hold me like they used to :’(

[lamina-tsrif]

SEA MOON SEE YOU

#og art #one piece #sanji #blackleg sanji #vinsmoke sanji #IM NEVER TOUCHING THIS CANCVAS EVER AGAIN #GOD. WHY DID I DO THAT. #HOWEVER. ITS CHOPPERS BIRTHDAY SOON. I HAVE TO MAKE PREPARATIONS #PREFERABLY LESS COMPLICATED THAN THIS SHIT #HAVE YOU FUCKING HEARD THIS SONG. HAVE YOU REALLY #IT HAUNTS ME. HE WAS JUST A LITTLE GUY. #I WANT TO HOLD HIM LIKE A COOL ROCK #HE WAS SO LITTLE….. WHY IS THE WORLD SHIT……..

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Let the revenge games begin.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangyao #nie huaisang #He's gonna call his 5 horse friends up. They have to go on a 14 year long journey to finish the job but by god they will do it. #The sheer chaos in the Audio Drama is really fantastic. Reminds me of those traincar murder mysteries. #The lights go off and there's a scream and then BOOM dead body. Who did that!!! #Okay it was qi deviation and he did it to stop himself from killing his brother. He did it to himself. #JGY sadly has the worst alibi ever though. Both the strongest motivation and also uhhh presence at the scene. #Not to nitpick but as someone who loves murder mysteries - I do feel like even *one* other suspect would have made it stronger. #I get that he tried to make it look like an inevitable Qi Deviation and that it *is* something within the family legacy. #And a big part of NHS figuring it all out comes down to his own perceptiveness and intelligence. #If you weren't close enough to JGY and NMJ of course it looks like an accident. #Sadly 'guy who plays the 'poor little meow meow card'' is also weak to 'guy who plays the 'poor little meow meow card''. #NHS was the better subtle manipulator at the end. That's probably the strongest mystery part of MDZS. And why he's in my top 5. #My man pulled the 'kill him just as he falls from the top of his game and loses everything' gambit and I love him for it.

[nouverx]

I might have recorded an entire cover of @theroselens 's Ready for This parody from her Role Reverse AU just because I can lmao, enjoy??

Sorry for the bad quality btw I record on my phone + I can't harmonise for shit + I'm french so if my pronunciation is wrong sometimes I'M SORRYYYY I did my best ok

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin hotel fandom #hazbin alastor #hazbin charlie #song cover #hazbin hotel cover #I DON'T KNOW WHY I DID THIS LMAO IT JUST SOUNDED FUN #thank god for the vinyl voice filter on capcut my alastor voice would be a disaster without it #I struggled so hard to make a good “girl's voice” to Charlie omg help me I can't reach high note as much as I would like to #hazbin hotel role reverse AU

[renonv]

Legend has it that only a kiss of the one who may truly humble the dumbass warrior will free him from the imprisonment of stone ❤️

Sorry guys! On this blog there’s no order. Just random gay thoughts that pop into my head that I will hopefully draw more of later 😋💕

#speaks Ancient language at you and winks #‘WHAT DID HE SAY TO ME. WHY IS HE WINKING. HELP’ #hetalia #aph spain #hws spain #aph romano #aph south italy #hws romano #hws south italy #spamano #hws veneziano #hws north italy #aph veneziano #aph north italy #also Lovino will humble his ass rq #but also make Antonio realize that there’s more to life than just being better than everyone else andkdkd #also let’s make ‘god’ ancient asshole England who’s a littol trickster #VERY DUBIOUS HISTORY. I WAS HIGH AND TIRED TO DO MAXIMUM RESEARCH

[cosmikirby]

A little late, but

Happy 3rd Anniversary to Mad Rat Dead!!! ❤️🐀🎩🎉🎉

#my art #mad rat dead #mad rat mrd #heart mrd #rat god mrd #cw eyestrain #MADRATDEAD3rdAnniversary #i was gonna make a whole animation but school did NOT give me the time 😔 #and thats why i stopped monday ratposting because i wanted more time to work on the animation but :') it didnt work out #i hope yall enjoy this lil drawing tho!!! and happy halloween!!!

[canisalbus]

Imagine if Machete was Muslim instead of Catholic. His name would be something like Saif سيف, and Vasco would probably be something like Dhahabi ذَهَبِيّ

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#I don't know Arabic so I can't weigh in that much but if you say so! #it seems like these mean “sword” and “golden” respectively that's neat #Machete wouldn't be able to cling to his Catholic guilt in that case #I don't think Islam has the same concept of original sin that Christianity does #I'm simplifying but it's a belief that humans are born with an innate tendency for evil sinning is part of our nature #and staying on the positive and in God's good graces requires a lot of repentance which can lead to excess guilt and shame #I could be wrong but I'm under the impression that this idea of a manufacturing error is a very Christian thing #sorry I know you didn't sign up to hear me try to talk about big theology things and I don't want to make it weird #but I find this stuff really interesting I unironically like to read and think about how religions work #and how they shape things they come in contact with #in Machete's case in particular his troubled relationship with God and his career choice are big parts of his character #and why he turned the way he did and thinks the way he does you know #answered #kachavashka #Dhahabi is such a regal sounding name #I'd steal that in a heartbeat if I didn't already have one extremely gold-coded character

[amelia-yap]

A DRAGON WEISS FER YE!!!!

GOSH I love her design so so much,,, the silly <3333

WAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE CREATURE EVERRRRR 😭😭😭😭

#weiss schnee #derg AU #rwby #THIS IS SO #YOU CAN'T SEE ME BUT IM JUMPING SPINNING IN CIRCLES UPON SEEING THIS #WAAAAAAHHHH #CRYING #TUMBLR USER COWCOWWOW #YOU CAN'T JUST BARGE IN OUT OF NOWHERE AND DROP THIS AND SO MANY AWESOME VIBES #THIS IS SO ADORABLE I WILL CHERISH AND LOVE IT FOREVER #PRINTING THIS OUT FOR MY BREAKFAST LUNCH SNACK AND DINNER #SHE IS JUST #SITTING THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #she waits for her wife to return with snacks and hoodies #oh my god she is just a little creature... #this made my entire year ty 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #glad you like the design hhhh i most certainly did not know what i was doing #but coloring the red crystals on her tail always makes me giggle it's so fun #she is indeed the silliest #the sole reason why ruby and yang have a fireproof house after meeting her #i have been staring at this for 30 mins and more to come #waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagghhhhhhh #she looks so squishable..

[mihotose]

#taskmaster #taskmasteredit #long post #chi gifs #oh my fucking god why did i make such a long gifset.oops #they should make me a doctor of moving images

[lefttoesucker]

My beloved gays of Tumblr, here's some WIP

It's definitely not going to be angst <3

The littlest ghost boi <3 my babygirl, my beautiful little princess, a sad little meow meow <33

#why did no one tell me that making short comics takes SO FUCKIN LONG #i just finished third page but my god #it takes so long #crying fr #ghost cod #ghost #ghostsoap #soapghost #simon ghost riley #ghost call of duty #call of duty #my art

[krispy-noodle]

if they didn’t want me to want them so bad, they shouldn’t have made em so hot

#the owl house #fan art #the owl house fanart #toh #raine whispers #nonbinary #toh fanart #raine whispers fanart #toh spoilers #possessed raine is so hot help me #how did belos make em so yummy #why them but oh god

[tasteofyourblood]

#this took me a REALLY long time bcuz i couldnt understand why the glitter text wasnt moving and i tried figuring it out on my own #and only after like 2 HOURS did i finally give up and look online to find out it was SUCH A SIMPLE SOLUTION OH MY FUCKING GOD #but hey now ik how to layer gifs ontop of each other (still dont exactly know how to make gifs tho) #but yeah long way of me saying FOUNDATIONS OF DECAY GET UP COWARD YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS #mcr #my chemical romance

[bylertruther]

people who think will byers hates himself for being gay when will byers is one of the very few characters on the show that has refused to change himself to fit anyone else's idea of what he should be despite the fact that people, including his own father, have been harassing, bullying, and abusing him for it literally his entire fucking life are just...... so weird.

will's entire POINT is that he will survive and brave whatever you throw his way against all odds and come out on the other side of it still clutching on to his sense of self and hope that tomorrow will be a better day. the entire point of his character is that he loves what he loves without apology or shame.

he sings "that weird song he loves" in the middle of hell because it reminds him of his brother and offers him comfort in a place where there is none. he creates art because he loves it and doesn't care if it isn't something boys do, then he gifts it to his friends because he loves them and wants them to know it, too. he loves dnd and writes campaigns and dresses up for them because they bring him joy and he just wants to spend time with his friends even if they think they're "too cool" for it now.

he knows that sometimes it's harder than it should be to be gay in a homophobic society and has been harassed for that literally his entire fucking life it's LITERALLY how they introduce him to us not even twenty minutes into this fucking show and YET !!!!!!! he doesn't back away from that. ever.

he gets picked on for his clothes, but he doesn't change them. he gets called names, but he doesn't make any attempt to conform. his best friend, the boy that he's in love with and his very first friend ever, tells him it isn't his fault that he doesn't like girls and shamefully asks him if he really thought they were going to play games together in his basement for the rest of their lives and never get girlfriends, and what does will do?

he says yeah. i guess i did. i really did.

will faces all of that and goes to a new place where he has the golden opportunity of a clean slate, and what does he do? when assigned to do a presentation on his hero... he picks alan turing of all people. and when his brother later on tells him that he loves him no matter what, essentially giving him the It's Okay To Be Gay I Love You So Much And Always Will talk, still there is no denial on will's part here either.

will has NEVER, EVER denied being gay. he has NEVER tried to change that part of himself. he has ALWAYS stood tall and braved another day even when it was scary and hard. he has ALWAYS remained true to himself even though that has only ever made his life that much harder.

he said that sometimes he feels like a mistake for being so different from other people, but that being loved and accepted makes him feel like he isn't one at all and like he's better for being different and that gives him the courage to fight on.

literally what the fuck are you guys on about when you talk about will being self-hating for being gay. where is the canonical evidence for that? and more than that, why are you so keen on throwing away all of his acts of bravery and the sheer fucking strength of character that he's had since the very beginning? it would've been so much easier for him to conform, to be the "man" that everyone has always pushed him to be, but he doesn't ever do that. he stays true to himself no matter what. so, again, where the hell are these self-hating receipts?!

#will #will byers #byler #HE LITERALLY DID HIS PRESENTATION ON ALAN TURING IN THE FUCKING 80S WHEN HE HAD A CLEAN SLATE!!!!!! HE WAS A NOBODY AT LENORA!!!!!! #AND HE STILL DID IT ON ALAN FUCKING TURING!!! HE SAID THIS IS MY HERO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #HE WAS BULLIED SINCE FUCKING BIRTH FOR BEING GAY AND HE STILL DOES NOT SHY AWAY FROM IT!!!! HE LOVES WHAT HE LOVES! #AND /THAT/ IS WILL BYERS' STRENGTH!!! STOP DENYING ITTTTTTT PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD #JUST BECAUSE A BITCH BE CRYING DON'T MEAN HE HATES HIMSELF BRO SHUT UPPPPPPPP #IT'S NOT SERIOUS BUT IT IS SERIOUS /TO ME/ #FBJHFBKJFBKJDB I JUST . GOD. GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! #gatekeeping will byers until ppl learn how 2 act right. srry not srry #he's literally so brave and ppl want to reduce that. WHY!!!!!!!! THAT'S WHAT MAKES HIM SO INTERESTING!!!! #HE WILL NOT FOLD! HE WILL NOT BE ANYONE BUT HIMSELF EVEN WHEN IT'S HARD IT'S LITERALLY SO FASCINATING N BRAVE #WHY ARE SOME PPL SO DESPERATE TO ERASE THT. BITING KICKING THRASHING TEARING THINGS UP W MY TEETH #mine

[ivvyzzspark]

I thought tumblr might appreciate this

✨Hatsune Miku South Park ✨

I think I’m hilarious 

#shitpost #also ignore how bad the drawings are compared to my usual stuff #I was lazy 😡 #I don’t know why I spent all day making this but I did #pretty sure this is why god made me #I hope tumbler loves this just as much as me #guys I love miku #hatsune miku #south park #south park fanart #fanart #sp stan #stan marsh #southpark #kyle broflovski #sp kyle #kenny mccormick #sp kenny #eric cartman #sp cartman #princess kenny #im sorry I made this

[scratchlock]

you know... the ultimate horse girls are cowboys.......

#idk why it took me so fucking long to make the connection of ride horse -> oh my god cowboy but i did it eventually #jean vicquemare #myart #disco elysium #drew this rewatching a few more dollars. because im just crazy like that #i fucking love cpwboys i will take any and all opportunities to make my favorite things cowboys you donty understand

[doodleodds]

Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.

If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.

I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.

I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.

Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.

#p5 #akeshu #akechi goro #kurusu akira #wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack #it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size #also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks! #i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god #and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo #ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :) #why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute #well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part #hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :) #also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right #so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh) #hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake #ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it. #but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess #anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon