#which is fine =w=b

[autism-corner]

i dont want to lose weight bc what if a pretty boy needs to cling to my arm or sit on my lap?? then where would they go?

#augh #heyy dont mind me. its getting into tshirt weather =w=bb #idk further weight talk in the tags beware #i genuinely do not want to lose weight. if im ever in the gym its bc i wanna build up muscle to pick up heavy things 6=w=9 #like genuinely if i could go to the gym rn i fucking would bc I WANNA BE STRONGER. #but ive got too much going on with school and work already and i cant spare it mentally =w=bb #so looking out towards a calmer future where i can go it is. #sillyposting #anyway <3 im got new swimshorts bc the old ones were TOO TIGHT last year so i defo cant fit into them now. #which is fine =w=b #but it is a bit humbling to order xxl from a mens size. #i already know ive got fat legs but cmon. (ik all the bad talk is stupid but that wont stop the feeling so >:P ) #anyway. #as i was trying em on (these new ones fit YIPPEEE) my mom made a comment about aforementiont big ass legs. yay =3=p #thanks. really needed that. #oh well. #but yeah that got me a lil upset again. #:P #its fiiine ill be okay <3 we will just ignore anything that might become a problem and trust that it will not get to that point o7 #the voices in my head are saying something different but ive become very good at ignoring those aswell =w=bb #anyway arms and legs are really the main thing that bother me about my fat. but ill just keep thinking about levi and yakumo <333

[ride-a-dromedary]

[Tell me something about yourself that I wouldn't even think to ask.]

#Baldur's Gate 3 #BG3 #halsinedit #bg3edit #bg3 spoilers #videogameedit #Halsin #otheredits #my stuff #i believe that this line #and it's delivery particularly in regards to his expression dropping before smiling again (because it almost comes across #as halsin being....hesitant to talk about himself because a. he feels like he doesn't do anything interesting #and b. has obviously been made fun of in the past judging by a few things and is waiting for you to as well) #(which makes that choice to be like haha bear and honey isn't that on the nose come off as more a dickish thing to say imho) #and the line 'it was a long time ago the wounds don't heal but they become more bearable' #say a whole lot about halsin in general and are largely overlooked when his character is being analyzed #a n y w a y....i love one gentle giant man please larian fix him up a bit and give him some more to say #otherwise it's fine i'll just be here and still love him and hate colouring this game

[hoofpeet]

Many thoughts .. Brain full .. I LOVE a guy playing house to stay sane

#hoof draws #replacement ingo au #submas #many thoughts ... #i like to imagine ingo as a slightly insane hermited old man. carves train consoles on the wall and names his sneaslets after his friends #b yeah. tasty crunchy #they have an unspoken transactional relationship yknow . spice gets food in turn for playing along with ingo's . coping mechanism ig? #& even tho it's not interested in whatever's going on w/ ingo . #he slowly pieces it together over time that something really fucked up happened to ingo #which i think a h zoroark could sympathize with honestly #<-which i imagine is part of the reason he's willing to pretend to be emmet #//neway<3 i'm going to sleep now and hope that my appendix is fine

[doomedclockworkdotmp3]

trimax version of this drawing this means i officially gotta draw a tristamp version

the Stampede version as well

#art #my art #digital art #digital illustration #fanart #trigun #trigun maximum #trimax #trigun fanart #vash the stampede #truth b told i already started the tristamp version 💀 #im like. almost done w the lineart i just gotta do his arm and gun and then ill b on color and then i gotta replicate the cover font #WHICH FUCKIN REMINDS ME!! trimax font was SO HARD!! i could not for the life of me find anything that looked similar enough i had to just #do it myself 😭😭 #I DO NOT LIKE LETTERING I DO NOT LIKE IT I DONT!! #im conflicted abt how i feel abt it tbh like i like it but i feel like. i mean its close enuf. its fine. #i feel fine abt it. #anyways thats the post look forward to tristamp version if u like that

[taitavva]

AUGHHHH I LOVE IT YOUR BRAIN IS SO CREATIVE. once i get Money i will comm u if they're open i SWEAR!! the artist ever. takashinji and shiho goro bm au knower!!!!!!!! TY TAITAVVA!!!!

don't worry about it !!!! it's completely fine to just send in asks. ty for sending them <33

#it says “can die happy ->” btw #being so fr right now #its very unlikely that ill ever open comms #the PRESSURE #im fine w/ asks #as long as i have the time + motivation #which is gonna b unlikely when the semester starts again 😭 #AUGH #persona 5 #p5 #persona 5 royal #p5r #procreate #2023 #1 hour #goro akechi #persona 5 protagonist #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #shuake #akeshu #taitavva sketches #taitavva talks

[cicada-candy]

If you're still doing art asks. A smidgen of your pacific rim Johnny? O-O

Prepare thyself for battle... ✨️In style✨️

This has given me a Mighty Need to draw more pacrim stuff,,,, hmm

#hyper-hellfire #ghost rider #johnny blaze #ghost rider pacific rim au #asked and answered #my art #this is a still a little wonk but less wonk than the last one. progress. #the whole reason i got a new computer is A) its rly slow but once i get used to it again itll be fine but b) it only has 2 usb ports #so its either unplug my keyboard or my mouse and #i am far too indecisive to live w/o my ctrl+T #so i am Mouseless which makes zooming. a challenge #but Still We Move #anyway tech rant over look at the Guy!!

[ichthyorelationships]

an idea i invite anyone else to write about / run with lol....

the premise that The Change gets all messed up for alberto, say it's something that can happen from stress, &/or happens rarely and you just have to wait for it to resolve itself....used as some parallel to struggling through some emotional turbulence / upheaval / questioning / Realizing Things, etc etc

#luca 2021 #pixar luca #alberto scorfano #another idea i've failed to write for & so invite anyone else to run with: ciao alberto but what if he peaces out by swimming off lol #ends up in a coastal town maybe an hour's swim from genoa. but not Getting In Touch w/anyone for a while b/c plausibly he thinks that #giulia may not be a fan of him now by extension; just being too embarrassed asf to reach out to luca kinda lol....luca off doing his own #thing just fine & alberto not wanting to write him now like b/c i Ruined Everything again ahaha.... #and by ''not in touch w/anyone for a while'' who knows. months; a few years even....might stumble across news of him b/c like. #say more sea folk are coming to land / more humans know abt them & not many places are as [harpoon]ly from the start anyways #portorosso exceptional in that way....maybe where alberto settles down they're like legendary but also considered Good Luck anyways lol. #anyways like some people know of him who might; say; swim down to portorosso. have their own teen who knows a teen who mostly lives on land #most convenient re sparking [wow could they mean Our alberto] if he doesn't go so far as to take up an alias lol. but why would he.... #that difference in that massimo might figure that however alberto was surviving before; he could continue to do so now; but even though tha #is some comfort it's still Not Actually Enough....feeling way more Parentally towards alberto than his biological dad like that; obv #and anyways re: this [The Change gets messed up] idea it's more of an inconvenience lol but one that could still have some significance #like if he first finds out the issue exists via hopping right into the ocean; failing to change forms; never being human form'd in water b4 #thee worst....crash intro course to the experience of drowning. observation of How Humans Swim / being able to grab any part of the boat... #and besides That unpleasantness it's like; hey. where's my nonhuman form at #or; of course; being in sea form even while dry....especially if he's still dealing with Nonsense on land. which is presumed. #&/or if there's an upswing in nonsense b/c of Other ways you're Othered...ofc we can consider like; tfw you're a gay fish & maybe that's no #something that on its own would be like Aah until it's like well a) i kinda wanna do things that would make this Visible and b) i've learne #that humans also Have Issues about this kind of thing.... #appropriately my tablet was also all thrown off. no pressure sensitivity; input sensitivity overall was rough #but i would've had to restart my laptop about it lol like eh i'll just work around it

[gaytobymeres]

York train station, a cold November Sunday 2023

Taken on Rollei 35S on Ilford HP5 film

#I got my first roll of black and white film back!! it was fun but I’m not used to thinking in black and white. if that makes sense. #also I love colour so much but I’m really thrilled with b+w and I’m excited to use it more #photography #my photgraphy #rollei35 #photographers on tumblr #<- I feel weird using that tag but. oh well. now the requisite tags are out the way let me carry on my ramble #again I’m not sure if I got the exposure right because once again I was just going by vibes #which is fine when it’s brilliantly sunny but it was pretty overcast when I took these #and it was freezing. so no way was I fumbling around with my camera and my phone when I couldn’t feel my fingers #I love taking pictures so much guys #very fun #might post more we shall see #I won’t spam you or inundate you #maybe :) #oh my god I think tumblr has killed the quality </3 #okay might repost when I’m home #don’t judge me pls

[qwuilty]

Brain gave me productivity but blood curse made me not want to do anything so fuck it, finally made a transparent version of that one scan and applied some color to it as well!

Free use for whatever you wanna do like icons or whatever, preferably credit the original artist Randy Briley if you can though for actually drawing the concept art. I just cleaned up the scan and did some coloring |D

#postal 1 #postal dude #postal #postal archive #colors referenced mostly from the fall to break cover and the ingame model for parts below that. #plus referencing off the colors of other dudes since they seem to have some visual similarities and all #held myself back so hard to not add headcanon stuff. just absolutely dragging myself back by the neck from adding the Little Extras:tm: #i know there's another fanmade coloring of the concept art but admittedly im not the biggest fan of it cause it has the white shirt color #and no undershirt. which like i do understand but when you actually color the whole shirt red the collar looks fine. it just stands out #more in b/w y'feel me? Slight ramble but thats mainly why i decided to take a crack at it myself

[butchviking]

actually 2 b honest most of my Emotional Issues rn just boil down 2 im lonely. im literally just lonely.

#this was expected im kind of working my way out of a weird codependent friendship #which i hung about in way too long exactly BECAUSE i knew id isolated myself over the course of it #and had that whole 'oh but if i lose this then there is No-One and yet if i stay here at least theres One Person' thing #so i did literally know this was coming 2 bite me eventually. whatever. in a year it will all b fine. things take time #transitional periods in life are just difficult ig. but its better than sticking w something that aint working. #whhhatever. the time will pass anyways

[sylphwing]

oh yeah here's all of the yakuza 0 / kiwami 1 & 2 characters as pokémon ✌️

#sylph.txt #pkmn #yakuza #yk1 #yk2 #y0 #i'm kinda annoyed that i assigned a girl as eevee bc that's boring but IT LITERALLY HAS HARUKA'S FACE so what was i supposed to do jdfk #same deal w yumi but she was decided after haruka so it's fine #i was also thinking of changing kaoru to kilowattrel or unfezant which may have been a better choice tbh #and kommo-o would've been a good fit for ryuji #i was gnna try to make it so that everyone who was related made sense in terms of the egg groups but i did give up on that in the end #my kuze pick is rlly funny to me bc of the implication that he got so mad he died ❤️ love u kuze #nishiki ofc had to b milotic bc he's a pretty boy and he has the koi thing going on (and the tufts look like his hair...) #anyway there r a few i think i could change but i'm generally happy w my selections 🤔 (<- this is my idea of fun apparently)

[sergle]

I got this one a couple years ago and it does not squeak in the slightest even after some time.

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00WNF6GAI/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o08_s00?ie=UTF8&th=1

In case you feel sketch about clicking random ask links: ZINUS Arnav Metal Platform Bed Frame / Wood Slat Support / No Box Spring Needed / Easy Assembly, Black, Queen

Okay Wig and I'm adding this to the list of my considerations bc it is very very similar to ones I was already looking at

#the ones I had were a wood look instead of the b/w options this guy has #but similar build and similar shit said in the reviews abt how there are. velcro straps?? #and it being quiet #people in the reviews of that one are saying like We Fucking!! and it's fine #which. hilarious. thank you for letting me know You Fucking. not applicable to me so how dare you #but yeah this kind of thang is what i've been sniffing at over the past few days!! #sergle answers

[cinna-bunnie]

not me and my manager trauma bonding over mommy issues 💀💕 i love her aksksk oof i had to go smoke and Think after this one

i love when our one on ones are basically like lol i don't have much 2 talk about this wk and we get like 40m to hang n talk after getting work stuff out the way. she is such a sweetie and so fun (❁´◡`❁)

#i talked about my intro 2 adulthood and what it was like around before/when i left home and how my sis was just 10 when i left #so we never rly got to be close n i just started talking 2 her this year. but the last thing i told my mom was she lost her son forever #and that she better not fuck up with my sister - and she took it to heart fr which was Great for my sister. #she grew up v loved and supported and idk as the eldest u have complicated feelings being the experiment child. #and as an older sibling u are genuinely happy ur younger sibling has it so much better but there's this disconnect where u both have #Very very different feelings about ur mom and family in general ig. but it's from having lived different lives and idk. #she relates though 😔💕 oldest sibs rly b dealing w moms that tear them down then watch w bittersweet feelings that ur sibs get a better #life. my life itself is fine lol im kinda stoned (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) but like. a good loving childhood. support. community n never feeling like #there's Nothing for u here. she's turning 21 in December it's crazy how time flies. I'm glad she's doing good but I'm just thinking about #how we had Very different lives and stuff going on in our late teens 😮‍💨 #bless my manager fr i'm glad we got to get into it !! 😹 i can see why i miss her when we don't get to meet for the week

[minophus]

finally got hylics out of my head. i've recovered. i think gabriels relationship w nudity is like, hes fine Being nude in proper areas(i.e. like, a bath house, i think theres a few of those in heaven that hed visit but theyre not really populated) and on his own (Think it's actually quite comfortable really, esp w how Big Fucking Huge he is) but he gets nervvy around minos & sisyphus because theyre, to him, Overwhelmingly hedonistic

#they dont gives a shit. And theyre quite touchy especially sisyphus(him specifically b/c he wants to prod for what will make gabriel #feel lesser to him. He has fun finding weaknesses bc he also knows gabriel would be on no ground to kill him.) #and they dont like. Grope him. to be very clear. theyre not Freaks. by touchy i mean theyre particularly affectionate w his arms and #neck. which are weakspots. he had no idea he Loved being handled around there. #esp under his neck. Especially there. #gooptalks #gabby is used to keeping a distance from people save for mingling w heavens citizens and giving blessings and polite kisses. while minos #takes any opportunity to give a kiss on his bare shoulder! forearm! knuckle! chest and lower! anywhere gabby's fine with #and anywhere he knows he'd like. #Sisyphus purposefully invades his space to Again get an upper hand etc etc. he finds it funny how gabriel Squirms in those first centuries #that they begin to be affectionate #I hope i don't sound fucking nuts

[fishyartist]

think ive finally figured out a building process i dont despise. still got a LONGGG way to go improvement wise (a whole lifetime even) but the process occurs regardless :3

#danny phantom #fentonworks #background art #lineless art #drawing process #my art #fan art #ignore the lack of sign btw i forgor :skull: #VERY messy in places but! im reaching a point where i can bust out something like this kinda quickly :) #which is good because i really dont have the focus for cool week-long pieces most of the time #so if i can get fast enough at making shit that looks ok? thatd b so awesome. #btw expect some ops center concepts soon because im not happy w how restrained i made it #like it looks fine. but i want it to look like the abomination cobbled together over the last 20 years it is #like i wanna feel the same emotion looking at this thing that i feel looking at the pathologic polyhedron #i think thatll both be cooler and more accurate to the show fentonwork's vibe #i also wanna explore the modern industrial thing i had in mind w that giant window #think i could do better w a few more iterations. i like it as a starting point though! #anyways my wifi is really slow so im just gonna ramble while the video uploads ok? :3 #So! im starting to write out some worldbuilding for my rewrite #basing shit off of ohio mostly because i live here #but also personally i hc amity park being around where/in the place of cincinnati #tho i have way more experience in the northern part of the state #because lake eries a daytrip whereas a wisconsin trip needed a sleep break #like i doubt theres an Official Location in a meta sense due to all the inconsistencies #like id genuinly b suprised if they even had like “midwest” written down #but its more fun to work w a solid base so :p!!! #ANYWAYS rewrite ideas #1) major change. im fusing amity w elmerton #because im a hater but also because i like the idea of east/west clevland applied to amity so im doing that. #although cincinnati is north/south...

[thundercrack]

I've got it into my head that i want to read kitchen confessionals bc of that lovely profile of Anthony Bourdain in the new yorker by patrick radden Keefe but i also don't want to read it on my kindle but my library also doesn't have it... i guess i just have to wait 😔

#until I'm back in my hometown and can get a new library card #bc my library went fine free #Which means I can stop avoiding them after racking up some significant fines in uhhh 2013???? #I returned all the books. For the record. #I've been bouncing b/w lots of books lately. Not my normal style. #Even today I've been switching between two