#what if I weep forever

[stagefoureddiediaz]

putting Buck in yellow for that scene is so loud and important I can't even begin to tell you

yes its communication and all the other things I've talked about with the use of yellow

but its also the colour they put Shanon in the most, (in fact we don't really see Buck wearing yellow until after Shanons death) and in combination with the fact they sat all three of them in the same spot on the bed and the fact Shanon wasn't wearing yellow when she was sat on the bed so this was in colour theory, costume and directing speak acknowledging the passing of the batton from Shanon to Buck in the raising of her son

#what if I weep forever #911 spoilers #colour theory #costume theory #yellow colour theory #911 abc

[transbuck]

sway and ullys instas 🥹🥹🥹

#WHAT IF I WEEP FOREVER #bruins #i love they #jeremy swayman #linus ullmark #boston bruins

[silverbastardgoldenfool]

Remember how it took a Skill bond with Fitz for the Fool to realise that Fitz actually loved him and hadn't just been humouring him all these years out of pity I'm gonna fucking vomit

#realm of the elderlings #rote #fitzchivalry farseer #the fool #fitz and the fool #robin hobb #how am i supposed to liveeeeee robinnnnnnnnn #this thought was straight up keeping me awake last night!!!! #fresh off the final trilogy's revelations about the Fool's childhood I think about Farseer trilogy Fool and just want to weep forever #HE WAS SO LONELY. DON'T LOOK AT ME. #after what fucking Capra did to him of course he couldn’t trust anyone and had to FEEL Fitz’s love to believe it #Fitz and the Fool perfectly matched in their inability to believe anyone could love them #robin!!!!!!!!!¡!!¡!

[nevertheless-moving]

james t kirk walking through the enterprise for his FIRST OFFICIAL ENTERPRISE ASSIGNMENT (his first real (temporary) commission on the ENTERPRISE! baby boy's dream job! second time on this fancy deck EVER!) losing his absolute mind like is this. a thing. that ships do. and no one told me? at ANY point in The Academy??? Or is it just the flagship? I mean they ARE the best, so maybe Pike's on to something? Was that energy pulse a signal? Damn the choreography is impressive — yeah, I suppose I can see this being helpful for emergency drills, or at least morale... and it's just like being on an old Earth ship, which you have to admire. I wonder if they do historic shanties too! Wow! Commander Una really can do anything, is her vocal range also enhanced? Asking is almost definitely a microaggression, come on Jim, be better. ok, it's gotta be just the Enterprise, Farragut never... except, our command officers are somewhat considered killjoys? Maybe its like how some ship cultures tend more pants over skants? no, someone would have told me before now if this was a normal crew activity. But if it's not standard, how is everyone in such perfect harmony that's GOT to take serious practice. Unless its like an old school hazing, trial by fire deal... then I can't be the only one out of the loop on this. Oh shit, what if it's — oh good God I should have taken a music elective — Gary told me straight to my face that my course load was too narrow on command, my career councilor even said that I could benefit from more arts in my schedule! FUCK! They must have taught this in one of those easy credit intro to federation music seminars and everyone who looks at my file knows I'm an uncultured idiot who — oh I am also singing. huh. right yes of course the lyrics are acknowledging the oddity of... guess there's some pathogen or anomaly — thank the lord i haven't been missing something major for — wait no, being compelled to sing in unison is also a problem—

#star trek #snw #james t kirk #subspace rhapsody #IT IS CANON THAT JAMES KIRK'S FIRST ASSIGNMENT ON THE ENTERPRISE WAS INTERSPERSED BY SONG AND DANCE NUMBERS AT REGULAR INTERVALS #this is CANON folks #I REPEAT NOT ABOUT A FANFICTION #please excuse me i will be on the floor forever #i am dead serious if you have not watched this series i am crying weeping this is official star trek lore now #how did i not know earlier #why is my cringe middle school brain screensaver star trek fanfic daydream on the tv screen #who made this show #what is happening

[respectthepetty]

Second wild theory based on some thoughts and your tags that all Phee and Tan want is a confession: what if that's true? What if Phee and/or Tan gets the gun and starts an exposition drop about Non while holding the remaining boys are gunpoint and demanding answers and THEN THEY GET ATTACKED BY THE KILLER WHO IS NON'S BROTHER???

First, I need you to know that on a scale of "being completely normal about this show" to "if this show fails me, it'll be my villain origin story" that I'm currently FAR PAST the latter.

So with that being stated, I'm operating off of Wild Ass (Slasher) Theory 101 for this show aka

We've already met the killers and brother.

TLWR: Non is still alive. And it's all Dr. Sammon and Pit Babe's fault.

All the players are already on the board. We've seen all them in the first half, so now we are being reminded that we have seen them in the second half, like how the woman Keng was speaking to on the phone in episode seven about the money laundering was there in episode six.

And Perth's character was there too. (In the background in the purple/black jackets with the grey shirt)

So we've already met the brother somewhere in the first six episodes. Considering that two of those episodes were set in the past and Non would've noticed his brother, that means that we've seen the brother in the present.

We all keep stating White or Tan is Non's brother. There are some theories Perth is Non's brother, but he didn't notice him the gambling hall, and if the parents are really sending money to their gambling son then what is life?

White is my vote for final gay, and yours too. White is morally superior to the rest of the group and he is clever, which are two qualities a final girl must have. He also has a thin background story - he is dating Tee. Tan has no background story. He is simply everyone's friend who came along AFTER Non went missing; therefore, he is Non's brother.

And I think that Phi and Tan wanted the boys to confess to whatever they did to Non. Phi's dad was and perhaps still is a police chief. Tee's uncle is possibly going to jail, but wanted Non dead. Perth's character might be an uncovered reporter like the lady speaking to Keng was, and maybe, just maybe, the knowledge of what happened to Non could be of use to somebody beyond just Tan and Phi.

So scare the living shit out of the boys? Sure! Terrify the hell out of them? Of course! Maybe stab them a little bit here and there? Well, when in Rome (or the woods), do as the Romans do. Give them some hallucinogenics? Duh! Yet I don't think they intended to kill any of them (well, at least not until they got the confession).

But Por just had to run into the damn tree after seeing something in the camera.

Which caused Phi to ask Fluke how long he could keep Por alive since they planned to get that confession before the next vehicle arrived. But then Fluke cancelled their Uber.

White found the walkie-talkie that could be called for help. White found the gun that Fluke is now waving at everyone. White found the knife. White realized there was no cell phone service. White saw the tape. Pure and innocent White just keeps doing ALL the things that nobody asked him to do when WHITE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO EVEN BE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE!

But now we have Jin seeing Mr. Keng, and Fluke spilling all the tea as he screams that "these fuckers killed someone," so Tan is going to get what he came for one way or another, even if a couple of dead bodies have to be exchanged for him to finally hear what happened three years ago to his brother?

And all of this makes sense in my head. Tan and Phi just wanted a confession. They didn't want anyone to die. However, they couldn't control every aspect of this weekend plan and shit went off the rails. Por ran into a tree. Fluke got a gun. Their Uber was cancelled. And now they have to figure out how to finish this murder mystery party when half the participants are losing their effing minds.

But then there is Uncle Dang.

And our Troublesome Trio looked genuinely shooketh when they saw what had become of him.

In Wild Ass (Slasher) Theory 101, nothing is supernatural. The killer can be everywhere because there is more than one killer, and that's why I'm praying Non is still alive.

The boys made Non the killer. Jin said since Non wrote the killer, Non would understand him better than anyone else.

Uncle Dang died first in the original film. Por was the director who took Non's writing credit. Top was the next to die before he screamed "cut!" at everyone. Fluke was probably next after that. Tee replaced Non, so it would have been Tee and Jin in the end, and Jin was the original main character and final gay as he deserted Non in the woods.

Non is finishing his movie, the way he wrote it.

And this is where my crazy really kicks in.

Phi knows.

Por, Fluke, Tee, Top, and Jin did a very bad thing to Non and ALL have seen and heard something out there in the woods.

White is Tee's boyfriend. He came around after Non went missing. He has seen a rash on his skin.

Tan is probably Non's brother. He wants a confession, but Tan saw something in the house that scared him.

Phi has seen . . . nothing. Phi has heard . . . nothing. He knew how to work the security system. He keeps giving orders. He continues to state the killer is a person.

And he'll do anything for Non.

He was very upset at Non, but he did tell Non he'd forgive him . . . if Non got lost and died.

Por, Fluke, Tee, Top, and Jin couldn't decide if Non was missing or dead, and the mafia is sending death threats and putting hits out on Non, so perhaps Non took a note from Pit Babe's Charlie and died. Or maybe he took a note from a different Tan and died (after killing his boyfriend).

Dr. Sammon, the writer behind Manner of Death, and Pit Babe's writers are the writers for Dead Friend Forever. Pit Babe is based off a novel, but in the Venn Diagram of BLs in which someone fakes his death the overlap is very slim with Chains of Heart being the third, and surprisingly, the screen writer for that series also wrote the screenplay for Dr. Sammon's Make a Wish. The world is small.

So why not disappear? Why not fake his own death?

But also, why wait three years to show back up?

Because the main threat is neutralized and awaiting jail time, but maybe, just maybe, Non hasn't been completely quiet for three years.

Mr. Keng very well might have died from the mafia. He was warned to watch out knowing how dangerous investigating them could be.

But . . . what if somebody else killed him?

Like I wrote at the beginning, I'm being crazy about this show. Wanting Non to be alive is very wishful thinking, but in my mind, if anyone is attacking these boys, I want it to be him. Tan seems pissed, but the most he has done is (intentionally) lose Top in the woods, and Phi is busy protecting Jin (because he wants to save him for last?), so they might start demanding answers in all this chaos, but if Phi's boyfriend died like Pit Babe's Charlie, don't you think he'd be like Barbie and forgive his boyfriend if he came back into his life magically? And don't you think he'd be willing to help his boyfriend get revenge on all the boys who left him for dead, especially the one who is about to leave the country forever?

Because I think he would.

But, then again, Non could actually be dead and Jin could be a good guy who I keep incorrectly blaming for everything.

Because it wouldn't be the first time Dr. Sammon killed a gay.

But it would be the first time she kept him dead.

So is this gonna be like Director Tee & Co. finally skipping out on a time jump when I needed it the most in Hidden Agenda even though that's what he is known to do, or is Dr. Sammon and the Pit Babe crew going to stick to the game plan and raise the gay from the dead?

I guess I'll have to wait and see.

#dead friend forever #dead friend forever the series #Wild Theories #I have theories for days #and they only get wilder #if he is not alive I will weep a thousand tears #do what I know you normally do #raise him from the dead

[fastcardotmp3]

“Fuck ‘till death do we part,” Steve presses their foreheads together hard enough to feel the wrinkle in between Steve’s brow, “we’re long past that, baby.” 

Eddie laughs a watery, startled sound from deep inside of him, stale around the edges but true in nature just like the rest of it. 

“‘Till afterdeath,” he grins, the slip of tears down his cheeks transferring onto Steve’s when he kisses the corner of his mouth, nuzzling in so, impossibly close.

» sequel fic to METAMORPHOSES  » rated E | 7.9k words | steddie

read 'TILL AFTERDEATH on ao3

#dot fic #steddie #eddie munson #steve harrington #kas!eddie #metamorphoses fic #meta fic #a little slice of life for you!!! they talk about marriage as a concept and fuck about it what else would you want mwah #thank you forever to anyone who has ever offered this universe their time i am kissing you on the mouth and also weeping

[anguishmacgyver]

–Daniel. Damn it! –I’m dead anyway. Just get outta here. –I am not leaving you here, Daniel! –Get out of here! We’re just going to blow up with the other ship anyway. What difference does it make! Go! Just go... I’ll stay and watch your back.

#stargate #stargate sg1 #othergifs #sg1 2x01 #whump #bleeding #jack o'neill #daniel jackson #what gets me in this one is his voice right?? but yknow #everything else as well!! #for once in his life he is scared of the consequences #but he'll do whatever it takes #also lets also talk about jack here #what this means to him!! as a man with a duty #a duty to his team but also his country and also his son i meAN DANIEL #like #so much therapy for the both of them after this #also burns hurt like HELL so ouch very ouch #what DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE?? #WEEPS forever #stargate sg1 2x01 #whumpedit

[definitelynotshouting]

“The universe sings,” Grian said.

He sounds vaguely distant- like he’s speaking from hundreds of blocks away rather than right next to Mumbo.

He turns on his bed, slow halting movements, to face him.

“Did you know?”

Mumbo can only stare.

“…Sings?” He asks. He shifts on his chair.

Grian seems to want to nod, but aborts the motion halfway, and hums instead.

“Yeah. The code. It sings, if you listen close enough,” Grian mumbles.

Mumbo opens his mouth, then closes it again.

Grian exhales a long breath, and his eyes drift close.

“Can you hear it?”

Mumbo watches the way Grian’s chest rises and falls, shallowly, slowly.

He closes his eyes, and strains to hear.

He hears- Tango out in another room of the house, pacing circles around the kitchen. Mumbo can tell it’s Tango by the shuffle in his walk.

He can hear birds outside, twittering. Wind rustling through branches. An animal- a pig, maybe, trotting along some grass.

It’s quite calming really- but he doesn’t hear singing. At least, he doesn’t think he does?

When he opens his eyes again, it’s to Grian staring right at him.

Mumbo exhales in one sharp breath- he didn’t realise he’d stopped breathing- and meets Grian’s gaze.

“Did you mean like, actual singing or- or was that metaphorical? Because I can’t hear anything other than trees, mate,” he says, only half-joking.

Grian huffs a small laugh, and shakes his head.

“Nah, it’s not really singing-singing. It’s music, though. You’ve definitely heard some of it- discs. That’s the easiest way to hear it. But that’s- so few of what’s out there. There’s more music, if you know how to listen for it,” he hums. His eyes close again, and he leans more into the mattress.

Mumbo pauses, and thinks on that for a moment. Music discs, huh? He supposes it seems plausible, that there’d be more music out there.

But then why has he never heard it? Mumbo doesn’t ever recall hearing ‘the code sing’. If it’s tied into music discs, then is it naturally generated? Is hearing it a ‘watcher thing’?

Mumbo glances down at his hands, traces lines of dirt under his fingernails.

He nods, though Grian can’t see it anyway. He makes some vague ‘see you later’ comment he can’t bother to think about, and carefully gets to his feet.

At the doorframe, he peers back.

Grian lies there, breathing steadily.

Mumbo turns and leaves, closing the door behind him.

////

headcanon that the minecraft soundtrack can be heard in the code, but only if you're 'in harmony' with it. cue other headcanon of watchers being very aware of the code

HEY ANON. ANON. I ADORE THIS HOLY SHIT I FUCKING LOVE THIS HEADCANON???? The idea that the universe is constantly singing to itself, and you can hear that through the Greater Code if you really carefully listen, is something i lowkey want to canonize SO BADLY holy shit. And this is such a lovely snippet too, im always such a sucker for deeply layered conversations like this.... i adore how youve given so much depth to the sentence "the universe sings" and the implications of how and why Grian is hearing it so much right now. [THROWS UP BLOOD] IM OBSESSED.......

Also this Mumbo dialogue especially is on point youve done such a good job of capturing his little speech patterns :] STUNNING JOB ANON IM SO FLATTERED U WROTE THIS!!!!! I really think i might canonize this concept just for how absolutely amazing it is, im utterly obsessed with it

#shouting speaks #asks #hunger au #art for me #<- litcherally cannot remember if i have a specific fic for me tag or not IG I'LL FIND OUT ONCE I HIT POST... #THE IDEA THAT TJE SOUNDTRACK ARE SONGS THE UNIVERSE SINGS TO ITSELF.... IM GOING BUCKWILD #i mean its already canon the universe SINGS but u KNOW my ass is gonna be listening to the full soundtrack #tears in my eyes as i picture grian listening to it..... #i hope its okay to yoink this anon bc im enamoured with the concept truly #gods and the idea that the music discs are specifically fragments of the universe singing that you can ACTUALLY HEAR.... #i like to think that like. making music discs is p much like making custom ones the way theyre doing it #but sometimes. sometimes you find treasure discs #or you fashion it from the remains of a creeper.. and you get a little window into what the Greater Code sounds like #weeping forever and ever that u wrote this for me im saving this in my special little works inspired by hunger au folder rn #❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #fic recs #long post #txt

[charlie-artlie]

Thinking abt This on this fine and rainy Saturday. This dynamic .... so twisted, so completely fucked. At first, it's cute, almost redeeming, how much Kaon loves his turbofox, but then come to find out this beloved pet is a double agent they've lobotomized and domesticated. It's fucked because they literally could have just killed him but instead do... this. Like. Listen. Regardless of how they currently treat The Pet, they all knew he used to be a person, a person who betrayed them, but Kaon still dotes on it, clearly loves it, but loves it as a pet...

It rly begs the question of what his relationship was like with Dominus before the lobotomy... like... one could almost come to the conclusion that someone convinced Tarn not to kill Dominus when he was found out, but instead, let him keep him, even in a changed state............. Dom what did you do to maintain your cover (Dom did you fuck that chair)

And on top of all that, like, that's not even getting into current Vos... to replace Dominus with someone who looks similar and gets the same codename... and Kaon is BLIND. I. I cant even begin to unpack that rn.

Something else that's interesting is dominus's disguise here, the thing on his back looks like the barrel of a gun... did he also turn into a sniper rifle? I'm sure this is explicitly stated somewhere. Also also wondering,,,, I think it's stated that the DJD knew he had a turbofox alt mode pre-discovery, but I cant say for certain? if so, was this disguise an outershell? Could the outershell incorporate into the alt mode?? These are the questions I have.....

#transformers #mtmte spoilers #charlie chatterbox #i can just hear Tarn sweetly comforting a weeping Kaon.... “Shh there there I will get you a new Vos” hahahahaha #obligatory “I'm new here and probably don't know what im talking about but also i can do whatever the hell i want forever” warning #raved abt this on twitter but im cleaning it up into an actual thought now #i mean hardly a thought im still just kinda scratching at the walls and howling for ao3 fics that dont exist #what do you mean there isn't a 30 chapter slow burn enemies to lovers dominus/kaon/vos/rewind/chromedome fic out there #god. i didnt even touch on the fact that dominus tried to whistleblow the brainstorm thing!! throw him into the mix too! #dominus/kaon/vos/rewind/chromedome/brainstorm #what am i even cooking rn

[binah-beloved]

mmm... distorted Binah

#project moon #lobotomy corporation #library of ruina #binah #binah lobcorp #binah library of ruina #i think they should've added a third bad ending where everyone in the library distorts after seeing the futility of their actions #is it possible? probably not. do i still like thinking about it? yes #make everyone despair. all of them. every single one #even the strongest. make them cry and weep and tear at their hair when they realize what they've lost and what they'll never get back #obviously binah's distorted firm will have bird-like aspects #she'd take most after big bird #a monster prowling a floor of dark trees and distant stars #looking for a certain someone to wrap in her wings and protect forever

[frecklystars]

.

#abusers should die btw I will forever hate the people who took my joy from me #I’m a nice person I’m a kindhearted bitch I did NOT deserve what happened to me and I’m so bitter #i wish she had taken anything else from me k wish she had ruined anything else in the workd #it just had to be the one thjng I got the most comfort and love from #I wil never get cameos from anyone in the way I got them from Steve #I will never love a character like that. never. that shit was so special and rare #I will never feel like that ever again with anyone else and it’s ruined it’s fuckjgn gone #to no fault of mine. i was a nice person and loook where that got me #I’m so sick and tired #I miss my old self but she’s dead #I miss self shipping and not questioning if my f/os would ever hurt me. i miss feeling loved #I miss lying awake at night and listening to music thinking of Starscream and then weeping with such joy #I mis s listening to my cameos.and genuinely believing every word #I miss him so bad he’s fujcjg gone I’ll never get hinm back #I’ll never be that happy ever agajn

[skunkes]

After several months i've returned back to normal it seems ^_^ (⬅️ he cries at any mention of love in any context but its worse now somehow)

#talkys #dude i was weeping the other day over my future and decided to watch Spirit (yes the horse movie) to calm down and the last song had #me bawling even more #if i think about al too much i cry #whats that one post about how i think by the time i actually get held and kissed by somebody im just going to cry forever #harmless songs will have me blinded by tears if theyre love ish enough

[reginrokkr]

From tomorrow until the following Monday I'll engage into the suffering of finals at long last. I'm nervous and I feel like I know nothing, but I'm aware that the nervousness is bigger than what the tests will be, so crossing my fingers that it'll be the same thing this time too—

#◟༺✦༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊ #thankfully and if all things go well #studying will end until September #which is quite a lot #for the first time in... I don't know how long lol #it's an exciting thought #what worries me is that I'm quite self-demanding #but this time I set the bar low for my own sanity #so long as I get at /least/ an 8 / 10 it'll be all good #obviously not as good as it's been thus far #but sufficiently good to have marked myself a minimum #to keep the “level” so to speak #if I don't make it #please know that I'll weep forever on this hill #for Dain's return #whenever that happens 😔

[13lizardsinatrenchcoat]

e-mailing my professor like: sorry I missed class. I thought about Iran's political history and got too angry to leave the house. Yeah again.

#yknow that anne carson quote? #why are you full of rage? because you are full of grief. #that's the persian experience now and forever i think #whenever i think about what iran could have been without the mordad coup i weep

[eemoo1o]

I can’t be the only one who proceeds to be profusely upset over the fact that they never tamed a Changewing, right?

#plus rob/dob set up that they couldn’t camouflage in the sky and WHAT DOES RTTE GO AND DO #I am a changewing apologist and enthusiast BITE ME #I fucking love them it makes me cry. like yes be free queen but also COME STAY IN MY VIKING HUT FOREVER PLEASE I WEEP #httyd #httyd rob #httyd dob #httyd rtte #changewings #how to train your dragon #my wattpad httyd oc from back in the day had a changewing as a dragon THIS IS WHY #race to the edge #defenders of berk #riders of berk

[espectres]

Shou's selflessness issues got to be his fatal flaw and it's literally so funny to me cuz it's not the stereotypical "I'm a hero i should die for all the strangers i dont even know" or smthing so noble and beautiful like that nooooo. It's the way he's so content with all the shit he's been thru, the way he just rolls with the punches, makes peace with the difficulties, and even if he ever decides to make a change it's never really "this is bad for me so it must change" it's just the " im responsible for this this is something i should do", his standards for what he deserves and what he doesn't has long since been kind of fucked up by how little anyone made effort to keep his best interests in mind, he has been bossed around and pushed into corners and limits over and over without a choice, he has never been truly seen and understood and taken seriously, and he ended up ignoring his own feelings for the sake of doing things he believed he had to do even if he never wanted to.

Shou never wanted to fight his father, he neved wanted to face that fear, he never wanted his father to be taken away from him in any way, but he believed that he had to fight because he has powers, he has to do things this way because it's what his father deserves, because Shou has this brilliant disfigured sense of morality that only he can understand where hurting everyone and himself to a degree is excused as long as his father gets what he deserves, it's a duty! a responsibility! and the only way he knew how to do things, because no one has ever told him that it's ok to not face all of this, it's ok to escape when it gets bad, to think of yourself, to run away.

And it's the same sense of selflessness that doesn't allow him to think too hardly of something he has with someone, he's so ready to look past red flags as long as he's content, and he's so .. easily contented ... he is genuinely so forgiving and rarely holds grudges, it's not something he works on, it's something that comes naturally, especially when he really loves, but also in general regards to almost anyone and everything. He may get hurt but he forgets, let him love and he'll forgive, he's just simple like that, there is not much more to it. And it only gets worse when his sharp senses of intuition and perception and survival instinct just get yeeted outta the window when he gets attached.

#“SHOU'S PARENTS ARE BAD HE DESERVES BETTER-” they're all he has. #have you thought abt that ???? abt how much you're asking of him??? for someone to let go of what little he has ????? #he makes me so unwell #idk if i get the idea thru alright but this is by no means smthing good to happen to him #it's just how he is after years of being in a really terrible environment and yeah it sucks #will he do smthing abt it? probably not #he needs to learns and change the baseline for how to treat and be treated and everything in between cuz on god does he not know shit #anyway i needed to talk abt this after reading a couple fics and one of them had shou get attached to a rabbit #and it nearly kills him #and he just doesn't see it coming at all when EVERYONE else sees it #just because he loved the thing sm and it made him happy #there is no spell or curse or anything it just the way shou is #hhhhhhhhhhh #WEEPS FOREVER #ショウ ; i realized that youth is grey. / headcanon. #ショウ ; what a cruel adolescence. / study.