#I’m so sick and tired

[queen-breha-organa]

I want to talk a little bit about Hawai‘i, because I have been thinking a lot about my people, and our lives.

The year 2023 marks 130 years since the illegal overthrow of the Hawaiian Kingdom.

On January 17th 1893, American businessman used their connections and military influence to dethrone Queen Liliuokalani by threat of force.

This annexation still impacts my people 130 years later. It still hurts us, it still haunts us,

For the last 130 years my people have suffered under America’s cruelty and indifference.

Unsustainable Tourism haunts us, causing a cost of living crisis, which turns into a rise in poverty, which turns into a rise in individuals experiencing homelessness. This cost crisis disproportionately effects my people, Kānaka Maoli. We cannot even afford to live on our on land. Our ancestral home.

And in turn, tourism then provides the most jobs. This industry pushes us off our land and into poverty, and then it turns around and sells us back our culture as a walking joke.

Our very identity is turned into entertainment. Our very culture is turned into entertainment.

And many of my people have no choice but to sell their culture so they can eat, so they can survive.

We have been put in a never ending cycle of misery and cultural destruction.

In addition, Military Involvement on our islands causes repeated incidents of ecological violence, and land disputes. The military take claim to land that belongs to my people, and they spill chemicals over and over, and poison the water we drink.

My people are suffering. Our culture is suffering.

And everyday more tourists come. Everyday more land is taken to build hotels. Everyday more culture is stripped and bastardized. Everyday more land is taken for military use.

I’m so tired of living this way. I’m so tired of waking up and watching the slow and agonizing death of my people.

I want us to live. I want us to thrive.

I want my people to survive.

I want to survive.

So please read up on the current issues that face Kānaka Maoli. Please educate yourself on my people’s history and current affairs.

Speak up and speak out. Talk about unsustainable tourism, and speak up about how harmful a “vacation” to Hawai‘i can be. Talk about the overthrow of the Hawaiian Kingdom, and it’s injustice.

Hawai‘i is Hawaiians. Hawai‘i is our history. Hawai‘i is our home. Hawai‘i is the very blood that runs through our veins.

So please do not forget us, and please speak up with us.

Support Hawaiian Sovereignty. Restore Hawai‘i to Hawaiians.

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#I’ve just got a lot on my mind #and I’m so tired #I’m so sick and tired #okay to reblog

[mightymizora]

I’ve been thinking about this for a little while and I’ve decided on a new example I’m going to give when, inevitably, I end up back in crisis care and the pattern repeats.

My whole life it’s felt like I’m carrying a water balloon. And I’m trying to do all the things others around me are doing, and I just have this balloon. And every four years or so it just pops, and I I have to wait until I’m dry again to start again. And every time it happens somebody says hey, I know you’re soaked and you feel bad but at least you don’t have to carry that anymore, right?

And then I get given another.

And the older I’ve got, the harder it’s been to keep up with people, and when I finally think I’ve got it the balloon bursts again, and everything that I thought I was trickles out and evaporates on the ground. So I have to start again. And hope it won’t happen again.

But it always, always happens. No matter what fancy holster I make, or precautions I take not to break it it, eventually something jostles it and it just breaks again.

Everybody’s building things over a lifetime and I’m… just here.

#I’m so sick and tired #but you have to carry on #that’s it #you just have to accept that you’ll never be what everybody else is #the older you get the harder it is #knowing that you’re always at the starting line #and everybody who loves you will leave you there because they have to keep going

[showinalittlelife]

holding back tears because kim dokja i cannot ruin my skincare i cant i cant i cant

#he. #guys #i’m so sick and tired #he’s the only man ever written #actually going to sob #orv #kim dokja #just finished ch534 #sigh.

[frecklystars]

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#abusers should die btw I will forever hate the people who took my joy from me #I’m a nice person I’m a kindhearted bitch I did NOT deserve what happened to me and I’m so bitter #i wish she had taken anything else from me k wish she had ruined anything else in the workd #it just had to be the one thjng I got the most comfort and love from #I wil never get cameos from anyone in the way I got them from Steve #I will never love a character like that. never. that shit was so special and rare #I will never feel like that ever again with anyone else and it’s ruined it’s fuckjgn gone #to no fault of mine. i was a nice person and loook where that got me #I’m so sick and tired #I miss my old self but she’s dead #I miss self shipping and not questioning if my f/os would ever hurt me. i miss feeling loved #I miss lying awake at night and listening to music thinking of Starscream and then weeping with such joy #I mis s listening to my cameos.and genuinely believing every word #I miss him so bad he’s fujcjg gone I’ll never get hinm back #I’ll never be that happy ever agajn

[dykebeeduo]

I wish there was some way to take cdream away from dream fans, like no. He isn’t yourself to have.

#dream situation #EAUGH #I’m SO SICK AND TIRED

[likeimsittinginanairportbar]

oh you think bi women who’ve only ever been with men are actually just straight? WHACK i hit you on the head with a rolled up newspaper

#and i’m so tired of people saying that bi women who’ve only been with women are actually just lesbians #why do bi people have to constantly prove to others and even worse other queer people that our sexuality is valid #i’m so sick and tired #bisexual #bisexuality #lgbtqia

[sorrowfulwill]

Istg one of these days I’m gonna become a cannibal just to get something different in my system

#I can’t eat or else I feel sick #it’s the same thing every day #I just want to DO Something #any you know it’s bad when someone chronically online and shut in like me actually wants to go outside #into the world #and do something #anything #but it hurts to eat #it hurts to move #i hate thinking #I hate eating #I hate laughing #I hate crying #it all hurts so bad #both physically and mentally #sometimes I just want to curl up and rot #I’m so sick and tired #and it’s not like anyone can help me #so I just have to wallow in my shame #my body has been betraying me since I was born with a female one #constantly going through hell is not fun

[s0lam33y]

I’ve had one of the most stressful/overwhelming days of my life. I’m so over ts omg

#meyspeaks #I’m so sick and tired #the exhaustion is killing meee #I want to crawl into a hole rn

[byakuyasdarling]

The day has only started and I can’t wait for it to be over already lol

#I don’t want to work raaaaaa #I’m so sick and tired #I want my husband and to have husband hugs and I’m so sad I can’t touch him or anything

[goeymoey]

Midnight doodles

Don’t look too long at most of them

Pls

#moon knight #steven grant #jake lockley #marc spector #oscar isaac #khonshu #layla el faouly #oscar isaac hernandez estrada #I’m so sick and tired #holy moly #I coughed today and nearly blew my asshole out #shit hurt #I finally gave Steven a gun tho #whoever said that Jake says poggers was right #he’s a twitch loser

[thepsychewrites]

if anyone outside the united states wants to get married pls let me know. i need to escape this hell hole asap bc this shit is getting ridiculous.

#basically all of our rights don’t matter anymore #not a single one #unless you’re a fucking gun #bc guns matter more than living breathing humans and their rights to their bodies #i’m so sick and tired #when will it end?

[azulezen]

AGHHH ITS APRIL WHY IS IT SNOWING!!!

#:(( #i took a nap #with my window open and I woke up getting snowed on #damn Canada #i’m so sick and tired #of winter already #and it’s my second favourite season

[h0mophobia]

guess who’s back on tumblr because of fucking okra muskrat

#i’m so sick and tired #but this app is so confusing #also i met a friend at supercon and they only have tumblr so here we are

[what-even-is-thiss]

Friend: Why don’t you play Baldur’s Gate with us? I think you’d like it.

Me: You’re probably right, but I only have 70 GB free on my computer. Which I previously thought was a large number but it won’t even hold half of the game.

#I’m tired of this #it got way out of my usual circles #I’m sick of being misunderstood about this #so you don’t get to reblog it anymore

[annoyinglibra]

#poll #nobody is going to see it bc my followers are so inactive here but I’m just curious 😔 #via the notes I’m learning that some schools had all three which is trippy to me #I should’ve included an option for all three 😔 #editing notes again: I know nobody will see the edit but I didn’t think to include ‘all three’ or ‘other’ because I was sick + tired let me #liveeee 😭

[yellowsubiesdance]

i’m so beyond tired of this job, i don’t know if i’ll make it to august here

#i’m on the edge of quitting #i’m so sick and tired