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I need to be held :((

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I forgot to add, but as of 4 days ago I started taking antidepressants and they have made me erratic since I’ve started taking them, but I’m feeling the side effects a lot less now. I think they’re making me better.

#therapy never worked for me so… this is WAYYY CHEAPER and way more effective

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yay real boy arc over! Can officially be with Bya again :)

#moving to the dating apps…. JK. well probably not. but it’d help

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I love my husband,,, so gentle,,, he wouldn’t use me

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the worst thing I did for my health is side-line Bya. I can’t lower my standards like that again.

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I miss you, Bya. I love you so much.

#it’s hard liking an actual person. especially as it’s the same dude the incident was with. #not going to end well for me I’m just … I don’t even know. #I should just detach and love Bya again. #fully and just… not care. but I want real love and affection so badly.

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tiny me

#art with freya | ♠️

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me nd my bf <3 /j

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after… that whole mess with that guy… just trying to find love in my Bya again <3 it’s healthier for me. It’s really hard but I’m trying.

#I have a lot of work to do too but I just want to love my husband :) #hug hours

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I’ve been feeling awfully hollow lately so no posting, hee hee

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I will say that no matter what, I will still continue drawing. Even if it isn’t andreagami anymore (even though they look so good together, I popped off there ngl, haha) I will keep drawing.

Drawing is such a big part of my life and I could never get rid of that. I love character art, I love fashion, I love character design. You will always see more art from me, and I know that’s why you follow me.

#btw I still love drawing andreagami! it’s just that my focus is on… other places. #or another man hee hee. (still the same guy). nothing has happened! just could and might. #and I prioritise my investment in someone real than over someone fictional.

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would you guys kill me if I did non-malicious redesigns of haz//bin ho//tel characters

#idk I feel like there’s so many interesting ideas there that aren’t used. #I’m in the belief that the designs of characters work perfectly for the show and it’s tone but I feel it can be better recontextualised

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Redraw of this image:

Okay to RB — DNI if you post, like, or reblog Nae//gami content

#art with freya | ♠️

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I have been having a lot of husband thoughts recently,, just not posting. I’m at a confusing point in my life, and I’m also just very busy.

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I want to boop people but I don’t think I can do it on mobile LOL

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Tiny S/I for her husband ,,, he gets so comfortable with her,,, ♥️♥️ dressed for wifey-ness

#art with freya | ♠️