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sachigram · 11 months

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New "With Teeth" up now on ao3! I still can't log into my tumblr from anything aside from my phone, and staff is as unhelpful as always. 🙄

#with teeth #shizaya #izaya orihara #shizuo heiwajima #witchy izaya #werewolf shizuo

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kasururigoth · 1 month

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okay okay nonsensical word vomit ahead but hear me out

werewolf heiwajimas au right??? namiko and kichirou live hiding from society. not wanting to cause anybody any harm, living like pacifist werewolves, but they still send their kids to school and stuff. shizuo's nature is just as we know it; he's short-tempered and freakishly strong. but those qualities have done nothing more than bring him bad attention. his identity isn't revealed but everyone knows shizuo isn't normal for a human either.

so kasuka grows up seeing all of what his brother has to go through and he decides that he desperately wants none of that. he wants to live life like a human. so he takes a completely different and extreme route. he represses all of his instincts, to the point he makes himself devoid of everything. making him not normal enough for a human, but not inhuman enough to be a monster.

their parents are very adamant about not bringing themselves too much attention, for safety reasons. they tell them to stay far from other monsters, since they'll be able to see through them way more easily than humans. but they especially tell them to stay far from vampires. vampires and werewolves are natural enemies, and the heiwajimas don't want to be involved in any conflicts. they don't want to end up fighting (and losing) for territory again.

they warn them about the known vampire clans that move around the same area as them and also keep their identities a secret, like the orihara's and the hijiribe's. plus other unidentified individuals that live in solitude.

the issue? the older orihara is way too provocative and annoying for shizuo's sake. and the hijiribe girl is way too curious and fixated in kasuka's eccentricities. they both know there's something off about them, they just want to see it with their own eyes.

#drrr #durarara #shizuo heiwajima #kasuka heiwajima #izaya orihara #ruri hijiribe #shizaya #kasururi #DONT LOOK AT ME i watched contrapoints 3hr videoessay on twilight and now im fixated on vampires and werewolves #they could EAAAAAAT like you don't understand #(omg demian if you want it so bad then write it Thats your thing) no #I don't want to 😭 im lazy #but hear me ouuuuut

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shinraapologist · 2 years

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light novel reread, vol. 2 ch. 3: ikebukuro's most dangerous

here's the introduction to niekawa as we head into the slasher arc. the anime did him really poorly, i think. he has a lot more character in the novels.

he's genuinely passionate about his work; i feel like the anime portrays him as washed up and burnt out.

mr shiki is canonically jealous of shizuo.

i love simon so much... shizuo's truly loved by his friends, varied as they are, which we see a lot of in this chapter.

niekawa is the first person who mentions celty being a quick typer, but it makes sense for how often she uses her PDA. like simon, she's quick to claim shizuo as a very close friend.

theyre BEST FRIENDS, your honor. celty thinks shizuo is so cool. she also makes a point here and it is something i want to come back to- i have a theory that shizuo (and kasuka) has werewolf blood the same way ruri and kujiragi have vampire blood.

TOM!!!! he's here, everyone please clap.

tom has shizuo wrangling down to a science and he's probably exhausted trying to tell everyone to just listen to him.

the first description of shizuo's face up close paints him as undeniably cute. i love that for him.

i also love that shizuo, who seemingly is far from wealthy, has his signature fancy sunglasses. either he saved up for them because he really wanted them, or they were a gift from kasuka.

i have a theory that he wears the blue lens sunglasses because he's easily overstimulated by bright light, and the blue lenses help not distort color as much as a gray lens. the blue lenses are also supposedly calming to wear.

@shizuostrans has made a really good post on this passage and shizuo being trans and you should read that.

THEY LOVE EACH OTHER, YOUR HONOR. this is also the most autistic thing anyone has ever said. i think its hilarious that narita only made izaya canonically autistic when half the fucking characters in drrr are blatantly autistic. like why did he stop at just one. cowardice.

as far as i can remember, this is the only first person description of anyone getting their ass kicked by shizuo. it's worth noting that at several points niekawa states he's accepted he is going to die.

niekawa: yeah theres no inflection in his voice whatsoever when he's in a neutral mood narita: hes not autistic tho :/

shizuo has some semblance of self regulation skills; he knows when he's reaching the end of his fuse and he knows when to walk away. its too bad its just not working

(adds this to my werewolf shizuo evidence locker)

babyboy go to therapy <3 take responsibility for your own actions <3 i love you <3

shizuo put niekawa in a COMA. (after tom threatened him not to go to the cops over it.)

i have nothing to add about this exchange, i just think its cute. i feel like they wouldve been good friends in another life.

#drrr #light novel reread #(putting my shizuo goggles on)#anyways celty and shizuo love each other so much. i will be saying this again.#also i love tom so much

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queenawesomecos · 6 years

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So I started writing a new Shizaya fic with Werewolf!Shizuo since I couldn’t find that many about it and especially no finished multi chapter fics so here you go. Comments are welcome and make me very happy 😊

Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Durarara!! Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Heiwajima Shizuo/Orihara Izaya Characters: Orihara Izaya, Heiwajima Shizuo Additional Tags: Werewolves, Werewolf!Shizuo Summary:

It had always been like that. No one knew why or how they managed to survive but ever since Izaya could remember, wolves had roamed the city of Tokyo. They mostly came out at night but on some rare occasions they would show up during the day. Of course, since people were scared and confused, they started coming up with rumours every once in a while. “They are the guard dogs of the Awakusu and kill their enemies.” “They are ghosts of the dead that can't seem to leave this world.” “They bring luck to those they have mercy on.” Those were only the most recent ones. But with large wolves roaming the city mostly at night, it was normal for some people to come up with another, rather creative explanation.

“They are werewolves!”

#shizaya #izaya #orihara #shizuo #heiwajima #werewolf #werewolves #durararara #fanfiction #fanfic

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jojolovenotes · 3 years

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Oh fuck yeah AU time!!! My main one is my monster AU which features all my f/os as various monsters as well as myself! I poured a lot of heart and soul into it (even though I’m stuck on chapter 2) Shizuo is a Frankenstein monster, Syo is a Gorgon, Souda is an alien, Kara is a vampire, and Ichiro is a werewolf. I’m a half witch ( the other half is a secret ;)) Another one I’ve poured a lot of love into is my Fantasy AU for Utapri!! I can send you the links for both if you’d like - stars-sunglasses-and-sodapop

Oh hell yeah! Monster AU’s are so fun! Hehe I love it!! Ooo I’m intrigued what the other half is.. haha ooh! Fantasy AU sounds fun! Sure ! Yes please send me the links <3

#stars-sunglasses-and-sodapop #received transmission ✨#gushing✨

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sachigram · 2 years

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“With Teeth” Chapter 7

((click here to read on ao3!!))

“You know, I really could dedicate my life to just studying you and Shizuo-kun.”

“Mm.”

“Even before he got bit, he was an anomaly. If only he wasn't so against my medical advice! Ugh, even if I studied you both extensively, I couldn't publish any of my findings. No one would believe me.” Shinra adjusts his glasses and stares with obvious fascination into his microscope. “Your cells move differently than anything I've ever seen. No wonder you're healed already”

“What a good thing, too, considering your crooked stitches,” Izaya drawls, spinning the chair he's sitting in. He smirks at Shinra's indignant squawk.

“It's not my fault you wouldn't stop squirming! Celty offered to help hold you down, but your magic wouldn't let her near you, and Shizuo-kun had already left. He was in a mood, so I wasn't going to call him back there.”

“He's always in a mood,” Izaya says.

“Oh, you know what I mean. He was upset about hurting you. I think he was really worried.” Shinra sighs wistfully again, thinking about the medical marvels in his life that he can never showcase, and he turns away from the microscope at last. “I tried to tell him you wouldn't actually die, but I don't think he was listening to me anymore.”

“He never listens.”

“Ha, yeah, that's true. I think he—“

“Shinra, if you don't stop talking to me about that pathetic little beast, I'm going to hang you upside-down.”

Shinra pouts and clamors to sit in the chair beside Izaya, leaning towards him in a flurry of limbs.

“Fine, I'll stop, but that means it's time to talk about something else you're avoiding! You're purposely doing things to hurt yourself, which is nothing new, but think of those who care about you! You have— well, not many people, but I care! I want you to take better care of yourself.”

Izaya stares at him blankly, so Shinra keeps talking.

“Your healing ability is instantaneous! You wouldn't have even had a hangover if you weren't consciously making an effort to stop yourself from feeling better. This is getting to be too much, Izaya-kun. You're completely self-destructive.” Shinra puts his hand on Izaya's shoulder. “I don't know what you're going through, but you can talk to me about it, if you want.”

“I don't want to,” Izaya says immediately, and Shinra pouts.

“Izaya-kun...”

“Are we done here? I'm all healed, see? Your stitches are completely gone.” Izaya lifts his shirt to show his unmarked skin. “Now if you'll excuse me, I've missed two days of work now, and Shiki-san isn't exactly patient with me these days. He's already sent Akabayashi-san to threaten me once.”

“Don't you think you're overworking yourself?” Shinra asks.

“I don't like sitting around, you know that,” Izaya answers, already shrugging his coat back on.

“Everyone needs downtime, even you.” Shinra stands and follows after Izaya as they walk through the apartment. Celty is sitting on the couch, watching TV. She turns to watch them as they pass.

“I'll be in contact soon, Courier,” Izaya says to her. “Pretty sure I'll be needing your services within the next few days.”

“I can't wait.” Celty's screen says. Izaya respects her ability to infuse her written words with sarcasm.

“Celty, tell him he needs to relax a bit!” Shinra all but whines.

“I can't hear you!” Izaya sings as he steps into his shoes.

“You're ignoring medical advice!”

“How fortunate for me you're not a real doctor.”

Shinra corners him by the door, his brow furrowed. “I'm worried about you.”

“That's rich. I don't need your worry; I only need for you to get out of my way,” Izaya says.

“Not until you promise me you're going to take a small break. Even one day will help you.”

“I don't have time, aren't you listening?” Izaya is starting to get annoyed. His head hurts, and he just wants to go home.

“Make time, or your body will force you to," Shinra insists.

“My body does what I say. I'm not limited like you are.” Izaya reaches for the handle of the door, and is blocked by Shinra. “Move.”

“Even if your magic heals you and keeps you feeling rested, you're still doing damage to yourself. You're a human being before you're anything else, and you're pushing yourself too hard.”

“I don't care, now move.”

“Izaya—“

“MOVE!”

Shinra's body flies backwards through the hall, across the apartment. He slams against a bookshelf and lands in a heap as heavy books fall on top of him. Izaya stands where he is, breathing hard, icy cold dread coursing through him as Celty hurries to Shinra's side.

Tentatively, Izaya makes his way to Shinra, who groans as Celty helps him sit up.

“Are you hurt?” Izaya asks softly, and Shinra blinks at him before Celty is standing, blocking Shinra from view.

“Get out. Don't come back here, either.”

Izaya reads the words, considers telling her she doesn't have the authority to ban him, seeing as it's only Shinra's name on the lease, but he takes Shinra's silence as confirmation that he's no longer welcome. He nods curtly and turns, hurrying to the door.

“Izaya-kun, wait!” Shinra calls, but Izaya is already closing the door behind him.

***

Namie arrives the next morning, umbrella in one hand, coffee in the other. She takes one look at Izaya and rolls her eyes.

“You could at least make an effort to look like you care about your appearance,” she says bitingly. “You look like a beggar.”

“Good morning to you, too,” Izaya says. He was up all night, trying to catch up on the work he missed. There's a cup of coffee next to him that's long since gone cold. He's wearing his coat over a pair of ratty sweats, bunny-eared slippers on his feet. He hasn't even brushed his teeth for the day.

“I hope for your sake we aren't seeing any clients today,” Namie says as she takes off her coat and settles at her desk.

“When have we had the time to see anyone? I sent you some files I need you to go over. There's some hard copies on your desk I need you to put away, too.”

“All we do is paperwork lately.” Namie sighs. “I never thought I'd miss your little extra-curricular activities so much, but that was at least a distraction from how boring this job really is.”

“You're getting paid out the ass, so stop complaining and do what I said.”

Namie studies him for a moment. “You're in a mood. What's wrong with you?”

“I'm drowning in work and my secretary is wasting time with small talk,” Izaya replies. He groans and pushes away from his desk, rubs at his eyes with his hands. “Fuck. I need more coffee.”

“I'll make it,” Namie says. “You look ready to keel over.”

Izaya sincerely wishes everyone would stop commenting on his appearance, but he keeps his mouth shut and watches Namie go to the kitchen.

“Have you eaten?” Namie calls.

“I don't have time!” Izaya snaps, and she turns to scowl at him.

“You're going to make time.”

Izaya throws his hands up and makes a strangling gesture at her. He's tired and he's annoyed, but he knows Namie is going to do as she pleases anyway.

He's back to typing when she sets a plate of egg sandwiches and a mug of hot coffee in front of him. He frowns down at it.

“Eat it. I don't know what your problem is, and I don't care, but if you think I'm going to let you die from starvation, you're wrong. How will you sign my checks if you're dead?” Namie crosses her arms and watches him closely.

“Ever the charmer, aren't you?” Izaya says, but he takes a sandwich and bites into it. It's fluffy, and surprisingly good. “I didn't even know I had groceries here.”

“I brought them yesterday while you were at the doctor's.”

Izaya narrows his eyes at her. “Who are you, and where is my horrible wretch of a secretary?”

“Get over yourself. I'm here all the time, and I'm tired of ordering out. I didn't do it for you.” She takes one of the sandwiches for herself and goes back to her desk, and Izaya grins, hides it in his cup of coffee.

***

A few days pass in the same manner. He and Namie work from sunrise to sunset, and Izaya works far past that, deciding that he needs the distraction more than anything else. Namie cooks meals that Izaya picks at, mostly to placate her, and both of them drink far too much coffee for it to be anything but detrimental.

After about a week, Shiki stops by, Akabayashi and Aozaki trailing behind him. Namie serves them tea, hands Shiki all the files she and Izaya completed. He thumbs through them, nodding as he does.

“Good work. I'm glad to see you're finally meeting your quotas.” Shiki leans back, observes Izaya, who is still in his desk chair, disheveled and half-asleep by this point.

“You're looking rough, Informant,” Akabayashi says with a grin.

“I wasn't aware my appearance was of concern to the Awakusu,” Izaya says dryly. Namie shoots him a discreet glare, silently telling him to watch himself, but the only reaction his snark warrants from the executives is a laugh.

“You're right, it's not. I guess we just want to hear you say you've learned a little lesson in all of this. Eat some crow, yeah?” Akabayashi says.

“I don't know what you mean,” Izaya replies, and Aozaki growls loudly.

“Oh, come on, just let me bash his pretty face in already!” He starts forward, but is pulled back by Akabayashi.

“Fuck, you're rowdy. Have some respect. You're in the presence of a lady.” He bows politely to Namie, and then turns back to Aozaki to murmur, “You've gotta eat, you moron. Can't have you outing yourself because you got carried away.”

Shiki merely sips more tea and studies Izaya.

“The day I dropped you off was the first time you've met Awakusu Akane,” Shiki says. “That's your story, right?”

“It's the truth,” Izaya says.

“I see.” Shiki stands, motions for the other two to follow him. “I'll be sending you more assignments shortly. In the meantime, take a nap. I won't have you doing shoddy work for us because you can't do something as simple as caring for yourself.”

Izaya bites the inside of his cheek, refrains from saying something that could get him in deep shit. He remains seated, not bothering to see them out. If he were anyone else, this in itself would be enough to get him killed.

“What was that?” Namie demands as soon as they're gone. “Are you trying to have us dumped in the ocean?”

“Don't be dramatic. They aren't going to do anything to you. They all find you too attractive, because they don't have to listen to you.” Izaya grits his teeth, fights the urge to send his desk flying out the window. Acting like a toddler won't get him anything but more punishment.

“You should just let them beat the fuck out of you. It'd be preferable to all the useless jobs they have us doing,” Namie huffs, moving to clean up the tea they left behind.

“Believe me, I agree,” Izaya says, and he gets back to work.

***

Izaya finds himself sitting in a swing, a book open on his lap. His shadow stretches long over the ground, and he sighs, realizes he's fallen asleep at last. He grumbles and looks around, but he seems to be alone in the park.

“Flea!”

Well, almost alone.

Shizuo runs towards Izaya like he's excited to see him. There's a cast on his arm, and a bandage across his cheek. He barely manages to stop himself from barreling into Izaya, who is watching him warily.

“It's you,” Shizuo says, grinning. He immediately occupies the swing next to Izaya. “I wondered if I'd see you again.”

“Well, here I am. For now.”

“Will you disappear again?”

“Yes, when I wake up.”

Shizuo frowns. “How can I find you when I want to talk to you? I hate waiting.”

“Why do you want to talk to me? Shouldn't you be beating my face in or something?” Izaya asks.

Shizuo doesn't respond, but he blushes. His thoughts are a jumbled mess, but Izaya doesn't have to work hard at deciphering them.

“You think you like me. Oh, this is rich. I only wish you could talk to your future self about this!” Izaya laughs, delighted by the prospect. Shizuo only blushes more and glares down at the ground.

“You aren't like anyone else,” he mutters.

“You're right, I'm not. I'm your enemy, Shizu-chan. You shouldn't act so chummy with me.”

Shizuo looks down at the book in Izaya's lap, and then finally looks back up at his face. He's still thinking that Izaya is pretty, and he's also thinking that Izaya seems lonely.

“I come here a lot at this time,” Shizuo says. “Around sunset, no one else is really here, so I don't have to worry about people avoiding me on purpose.”

“Your parents don't worry about you being off on your own at night?” Izaya asks.

“I think they worry more about other people being alone with me at night.”

Izaya snorts, starts swinging gently. “At least they worry about something.”

“What about you? Where are your parents?”

“Home with my sisters. We're both around eleven here, right? So my sisters are still very small. In another year, my parents will go back to America, and I'll be left alone with two toddlers.” Izaya laughs slightly. “Isn't it funny? When you're a kid, you don't wonder much about what your parents do. I only thought they were trying their best to provide for us all, but now that I'm older, I realize they were running from their responsibilities.”

“You take care of yourself? All the time?”

“I don't know about that. I tried to. I didn't do a good job of it.”

“Well, you're just a kid!” Shizuo says vehemently. “You shouldn't have to grow up just because your parents can't!”

“Parents are just people, Shizu-chan. The day you realize that, you're already becoming an adult.” Izaya stands, and Shizuo follows after him, looking distraught.

“Don't go! You can keep reading if you want. I'll be quiet,” he says pleadingly.

“I don't want to read. All I do lately is stare at written text. Come on, let's walk around or something.”

Shizuo's face lights up, and he walks in step with Izaya, so close their sides are practically pushed together. He keeps glancing at Izaya, and then hurriedly looking away. He's like a kid with a crush, and the thought makes Izaya's teeth clench together.

“Tell me something about you,” Shizuo says. The entire city is empty aside from the two of them, which is more than enough to drive home the fact it isn't real. Izaya sighs.

“There isn't much to tell. My parents are gone a lot, my grandparents are too old to help. My sisters cry all the time, and in the future, they try their best to attack me on a weekly basis. I love to study, love to read. I love humans. I find all of them fascinating.” Izaya adjusts the book in his arms, which is a very real weight in this surreal landscape. “This isn't real, by the way. When you actually meet me, you hate me on sight.”

“Mm. I don't usually hate people on sight. You must catch me on a bad day,” Shizuo says easily. Izaya stops walking to look at him incredulously.

“A bad day? You vow to kill me the very same day you meet me. You're saying it's all because of a bad day?”

“Well, I don't know! It hasn't happened yet, has it?! I get real mad sometimes, even at people I don't want to be mad at. I'm always almost injuring my only friend, because he gets on my damn nerves, but I know he can't help it. And I almost threw a fridge at my younger brother once... I love him, and I don't want to hurt him, but I know it could happen, so yeah, who knows why I don't like you in the future? Maybe it's 'cause lots of shitty things happen all at once, or maybe it's 'cause you're...um. You know.” Shizuo shoves his free hand in his pocket, staring anywhere but at Izaya.

“Annoying?” Izaya tries. “A bloodsucking pain in your side?”

“No! You're—!” Shizuo grumbles, flushes so much his whole face is red. “You're pretty! Okay?! I don't know how to talk to pretty people! I tense up and then I get mad!”

Izaya laughs hard, doubles over because the force of it takes him by surprise. Shizuo glares at him, but otherwise does nothing in retaliation.

“It's not funny,” Shizuo grumbles after a few moments of Izaya's cackling.

“It is! I wondered so long what I did to you! I didn't even plan anything! Our mutual friend begged me to meet you, and then you took one look at me and hated me! I tried not to dwell on it, you see, but I couldn't help it! I was used to being despised, but with you, fuck, I didn't do anything! I took it as confirmation that I really must've been rotten to the core, and I embraced it! I had already assumed as much!” Izaya laughs harder, so hard he cries, and then he stops laughing, and it turns into something else.

“Flea...” Shizuo puts a hand on Izaya's shoulder, hesitates before pulling him into a clumsy hug. It's uncomfortable, because Shizuo is down to one arm, and Izaya's holding the book between them. “I'm sorry. Okay? I don't know what happens, but I'm sorry I hurt you. I don't want to hurt anyone.”

“Isn't it so stupid?” Izaya asks softly, his face buried into Shizuo's neck. “I took one look at you, and I knew you were all I ever wanted. I don't know how I knew it, but I did. I did, but it was too late. You were already too angry, and I was already too ruined. So why do I still want you so badly?”

“Tell me your name,” Shizuo says, and it sounds like he's dangerously close to crying himself. “I want to change things, so tell me your real name.”

“It won't change anything. Don't you understand that yet? We're connected somehow, but you already hate me. If you were the real Shizu-chan, you'd be screaming at me.” Izaya laughs, shaking his head. “You want me dead. You don't understand how much I want that, as well.”

Shizuo doesn't respond, and as the seconds pass by, the warm weight against Izaya seems to fade. He opens his eyes to find himself at the modern day train station, and before he can even gather his bearings, he sees Vorona kissing Shizuo, and Shizuo kissing her back.

***

A few days pass. Namie forces Izaya to go to Ikebukuro, citing that she wants Russia Sushi, and she's sick of Izaya and his pouting, so why not kill two birds with one stone? Izaya could've refused, but Namie has been indulgent of him lately, and he can't deny that getting out of the apartment sounds nice.

He makes his way down the street, his head down. For once, he doesn't want to draw unnecessary attention to himself. He just wants to get in and out, leave before he's noticed, but once a familiar voice shouts his name, he knows he's been spotted. He tenses, considers running, but Shizuo's voice in his head stops him.

Don't you fucking dare.

Sighing, Izaya turns to face him, expression bored. Shizuo looks the same as always, but he isn't snarling in Izaya's face, and that's strange in itself.

“What do you want?” Izaya asks once Shizuo's in front of him. It's quiet around them, like people are waiting for a fight to break out. Shizuo seems to notice this too. He glances around almost sheepishly.

“I just... I wanted to see if you were alright,” Shizuo says, voice low.

“You could've asked Shinra about that. I'm obviously fine.”

Shizuo nods, either missing Izaya's snarky tone, or ignoring it. He rubs at the back of his neck.

“I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, okay? I didn't mean for... I didn't want to hurt you like that.” Shizuo looks at Izaya with such earnest eyes that it takes Izaya's breath away. “I'll never lose myself like that again.”

“How nice,” Izaya says, and he turns on his heel. Shizuo growls, reaches out and catches Izaya's elbow.

“Fucking— Stop trying to get away from me! I'm gonna do what you said, okay? So you can stop acting like I don't exist.”

Izaya snorts. “I've washed my hands clean of you, Shizu-chan. I don't care what you do.”

“What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” Shizuo's face contorts with rage, but it softens almost instantly. Their link is filled with shame on Shizuo's end. “I know I messed up. I know a lot worse could've happened, but I swear to you I'll never let it happen again. You don't have to be scared of me.”

“That's what you think?” Izaya asks incredulously, a wide, terrible leer stretching across his face. “You think I'm scared of you?” He takes a step forward, and Shizuo backs away, brows furrowed. “I'm not scared of you, you fucking Neanderthal. You're a beast who does what beasts do. I locked myself in a cage with a hungry wolf, so of course I got attacked. I never expected anything else.”

“So then what's your problem? You're not scared, but you told Shinra and Celty to take over for you every month? That sounds like a bullshit lie, I-za-ya.”

“I don't owe you an explanation. In fact, I don't owe you anything.” Izaya starts to walk away again, but is yanked backwards once more.

“Tell me what the fuck's wrong with you!” Shizuo shouts. Everyone is giving them a wide berth now, still watching them with quiet murmurs.

“You're pathetic!” Izaya finds himself shouting right back. “You didn't even forget to take the potion! You didn't neglect to do it for any reason other than her!”

“Her? What— You mean Vorona?”

“You're the same as every other boring man in history who lost himself because some girl looked his way!” Izaya yanks his arm free, glares at Shizuo. He feels unhinged, feels everything he's been pushing down begin to bubble to the surface. “Shizu-chan was supposed to be different! You never do what I expect, so when the fuck did you become so predictable?!”

Shizuo gapes at him for a moment before anger overtakes him again.

“She isn't any of your business, flea!”

“You're right. She isn't my business, and I'm not yours. Bother Shinra, go on a rampage, I don't care anymore. I don't have time for boring people in my life, and honestly, me leaving you alone is what you've always wanted.” Izaya manages to walk a few steps this time before Shizuo is catching him around the middle, carrying him into a side alleyway, away from all the stares they're getting.

Shizuo sets Izaya down, but he's got Izaya pressed against the wall, and is blocking the exit with his body. His jaw is set, and his eyes are burning with anger and...something else.

“Don't talk to me like you know me. You don't know a fucking thing about what I want, and if you knew, you'd do all you could to ruin it for me, just like you've always done! You tuned me into this thing. You don't get to wash your hands of me just because you're bored of my responses to your constant pushing,” Shizuo hisses.

“Listen to yourself, would you? You've told me to get out of this city and leave you alone every day since you've met me. Now you want me to keep...spending time with you?” Izaya laughs and pushes Shizuo's chest. “You're an idiot. Let me go, or next time, I'll send you flying.”

“I'm not done yet,” Shizuo argues, but before he can yank Izaya back again, there's a different voice joining in.

“What is this, a lover's spat?”

Izaya looks up to see Aozaki stepping into the alley with them. He grins menacingly at them both, his eyes settling on Shizuo.

“Aozaki-san, how nice to see you,” Izaya says, clearly tensed. Shizuo looks from the newcomer back to Izaya, and then steps in front of Izaya, baring his teeth.

“Who the fuck are you?” Shizuo barks.

“Are you trying to protect the witch? Ha!” Aozaki laughs loudly. “Don't bother, he's stronger than both of us, ain't he?”

“Shizu-chan, don't pick a fight with him,” Izaya murmurs, and Shizuo looks back at him confusedly.

“Huh? Why the fuck not? I don't care if he's Yakuza, or whatever.”

“It's not about that. Don't.” Izaya smiles pleasantly at Aozaki, pushing his own discomfort down. “Surely a busy man such as you has better things to worry about than my boring fights with Shizu-chan.”

“Figured I'd make sure you weren't killing each other. You've got more work to do, don't you?” Aozaki grins, and it clicks into place.

“Shiki-san has you watching me?”

“Can you blame him? Can't trust a witch left to his own devices.” Aozaki steps closer, and Shizuo growls again.

“Why's he smell like that?” Shizuo asks lowly.

“Don't you recognize me?” Aozaki puts his arms out. “We're like family now, aren't we? In a manner of speaking.”

“What the fuck?” Shizuo balls his hands into fists. “Don't put yourself in the same league as my family, you scum! Who the hell even are you?!”

“Shizu-chan—“

“Stay out of this, witch,” Aozaki says, and then Shizuo is lunging at him, shouting with rage. It only lasts a moment. Aozaki slams Shizuo to the ground, puts his foot on Shizuo's head. Izaya can hear Shizuo thinking frantically, can feel that Shizuo can't move. “Do you get it now, Heiwajima? I'm the guy who bit you, and that means you can never go against me.”

Aozaki backs away, lets Shizuo sit up. All the while, Aozaki is smiling widely, like a kid with a brand new toy.

“I couldn't wait to try this out, but your little friend over there was against it. See, he didn't want you to get bit, you know? But Shiki-san was sick of you terrorizing the city and racking up damage on a daily basis. Now, you're under my control, and that means you do as I say, or your brains are gonna be splattered across the pavement.”

Didn't want me to get bit... Shizuo thinks to himself, looking back at Izaya.

“Get your work done, Orihara. Next time, I won't ask so nicely.” Aozaki walks away, entirely carefree, and Izaya waits until he's entirely gone before meeting Shizuo's eyes.

“What was that about?” Shizuo asks. “Izaya... What was he talking about?”

“You can't fight against the werewolf that turned you. If he wished it, you'd be entirely under his control, like a puppet.” Izaya puts his hands in his pockets to hide their shaking. “I told you, didn't I? I told you you'd never be free.”

“But why didn't you tell me it wasn't you? I thought... This whole time, you let me think you sent him after me.” Shizuo looks so lost, so helpless. Izaya turns away, not wanting to see him like that, even when he thought he might enjoy it before.

“Don't think I was trying to do you any favors. I wanted you dead. I was going to find a way to kill you, and I made some calls to try to make it happen. The Awakusu had different plans for you.”

If you're stronger than them, why can't you do anything to stop them? Shizuo thinks, and not about his own situation. He isn't wondering about whether Izaya could have stopped him from being bit. He's wondering why Izaya seems so afraid of them. Before, with Akabayashi, and now, with Aozaki, Izaya is trembling, and Shizuo can feel it.

“Because you aren't the only one who's trapped,” Izaya says softly, and this time, when he walks away, Shizuo doesn't stop him.

***

Around three in the morning, Izaya slips out of his mess of an apartment, slightly drunk, a determined set to his jaw, and a manic gleam in his eye. He exits his apartment building and makes his way down the mostly deserted street, his head low. He already knows he's being followed. Now that he's paying attention to it, he's embarrassed he missed it earlier, but to be fair, Shizuo has always been an incredible distraction.

He slides behind a small little bakery. There's a dumpster behind it, only one surveillance camera, but he's already disabled it. No one is around aside from Izaya, but someone will be joining him very, very soon.

“You reek of whiskey, brat,” Aozaki says, making his presence known at last, although he was never really bothering to hide it. “You're really slipping off the rails, aren't ya?”

“Slipping, right. As if any of you have ever considered me sane.” Izaya scoffs and meets Aozaki's eye. Something in the man's expression changes when he sees Izaya's face clearly.

“You are cracked. What, is the workload finally getting to you? It only took over half a year.” Aozaki steps to the side, circling around Izaya like a vulture. “You finally willing to admit you've been severely overstepping? Fucking with kids, trying to start a gang war, leading Akane-chan to run away from home. Your transgressions are piling up.”

“I don't know what you mean,” Izaya says, and Aozaki laughs.

“Of course you don't. You know, even without all that, your little stunt with Heiwajima is reason enough to kill you. You were trying to kill him, and last time I checked, loss of life is against your contract with us.” Aozaki is still circling, and Izaya isn't bothering to watch him.

“He wouldn't have died,” Izaya says simply. “He would've killed me. I wanted him to.”

“Ha! As if you can be killed. Your body would just regenerate.”

“Not if I stopped it. I've been practicing. I can control the healing if I concentrate enough.” Izaya can tell Aozaki is looking at him incredulously, even without seeing him. Aozaki whistles.

“Why the fuck are you doing that? You're of no use to us like—“

“Exactly.” Izaya turns finally, grinning wickedly at Aozaki. “My plans keep having to change, because Shizu-chan was my failsafe. I wanted him to kill me, both to prove a point, and to finally be free of his hold over me. But you intervened, took it upon yourself to take him for yourself. So I spiraled for a bit, tried to think of another way out of this. At last, I decided if I was to be trapped, I'd be as useless as I could.”

Aozaki glares at him, but is clearly unsettled.

“But it was no use! Even broken, you still use me. You ask more of me, you threaten me. You take what's mine.” Izaya laughs loudly, runs his hands through his hair. “You'll never let me go, because even in my worst condition, I'm too valuable for you to lose! And the crazy thing, the crazy thing, is I could accept it all! I could be used until I'm nothing, like Kine-san was, and at least I would have been entertained! But you couldn't leave well-enough alone!”

“What the hell are you talking about? 'Well-enough'? You mean you sneaking around, doing as you please in our jurisdiction?” Aozaki cracks his knuckles. “I think it's time someone taught you a lesson about respect. Clearly, Shiki-san's way isn't working. Some kids need to be grounded, and some need their teeth knocked in. Lucky for you, I'm willing to be the teacher you need.” Aozaki lunges forward, but his body freezes in place. His eyes widen as he hovers for a moment, and then he's slammed backwards into the wall, his arms and legs outstretched at his sides.

“You don't have the privilege of teaching me anything,” Izaya says breezily, and he walks towards his trapped prey, his smile stretched into a leer. “You took what was mine, aren't you listening? And there's only one way for me to get him back.”

“Him...” Aozaki says, and understanding crosses his face. “Heiwajima? This is all about him?”

“Wasn't it always?” Izaya asks, and he clenches his hand into a fist. There's a sickening crunch as Aozaki's body twists and contorts into something unrecognizable, killing the man instantly. Izaya studies the avant-garde remains before he backs away, fighting the urge to vomit, both from the knowledge of what he's done, and all the alcohol and adrenaline coursing through his system. He sinks to his knees and gasps for air, trying to gather himself as he falls apart at the seams.

It's too late to turn back now.

#shizaya #with teeth fic #witchy izaya #werewolf shizuo #hahaha izaya is NOT okay guys :)

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yandereaffections · 4 years

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Masterlist prt2

In order: Detroit become human, Doki Doki Literature Club, Durarara, Fruits Basket, Game of Thrones, Haikyu!!, Hannibal, Hetalia, Hellsing Ultimate, Jujutsu Kaisen, Joker (2019), Legend of Zelda

continuation of part one

Part three cause thats a thing

part 4 cause i make so much

Part five

part six

part seven

Detroit Become Human:

Rk800 Connor-

“Just give into me, love”

Headcannons

“Im doing this for us.”

Short S/o

Oblivious S/o

“Just give into me, love”

S/o whos difficult to impress

S/o who wants to go on romantic dates

Scary movie

Rk900 Nines-

S/o on the Dark Web

Stalker

Shy S/o

Ralph WR600-

Gavin Reed-

Little HCs

Doki Doki Literature Club:

Yuri-

Crush feeling the same way

Natsuki-

S/o w/ synesthesia

Monika-

Wearing her clothes and writing her poetry

Durarara:

Shizuo Heiwajima-

Headcannons

Gentle, Loving S/o

Izaya Orihara-

Headcannons

Naga! Izaya HC

Clingy S/o

Topping a male S/o NS FW

Fruits Basket:

Tohru Honda-

Artist S/o

Yuki Sohma-

Headcannons

S/os hair gets stuck on a stick

S/o whos like Kyo in personality

Hatori Sohma-

Shy S/o

S/o getting into a car crash

headcannons

Ayame Sohma-

Shy Smol S/o

Shigure Sohma-

Headcannons

Taking care of a exhausted S/o

“Isn’t this better―you not fighting me for once?”

Akito Sohma-

Headcannons

Momiji Sohma-

Headcannons

S/o being taken advantage of

Approaching a shy S/o

Yandere Alphabet: E,X

Kyo Sohma-

Timid S/o

S/o who is also a cat shifter

Being introduced to the Cat Shifter S/os family

Cubby and sweet s/o

Hatsuharu-

S/o whos calming

Game of Thrones:

Robb Stark-

S/o attempting to escape

Haikyu!!!:

Hinata Shoyo-

Werewolf Hinata

Kuroo Tetsuro-

Headcannons

Okiawa Toru-

Headcannons

Blackmailing s/o into staying w/ him

Bokuto Kotaro-

Headcannons

Delusional love

Sugawara-

Nishinoya-

S/o likes him but isn't sure they're actually ready for a relationship

“I love you, and I know you love me too. Even if you refuse to admit it.”

Hannibal:

Will Graham-

Headcannons

Naive/innocent S/o

Platonic Daughter

Trick or treating

S/o loving his dogs

Darling witnessing a serial killers crime

Siren

Gore

S/o feeling his pulse to ground themselves

Calling him in the middle of the night cause theres someone outside

Finding his soul mates that he sees in his dreams

Aphrodisiac Noncon NS FW TW

Imprisonment & Lactation Kink NS FW TW

Teacher assistant S/o

Breaking into S/os house

S/o adjusting to his yandere tendencies

Hannibal Lecter-

Headcannon

NS FW headcannon

scared of a relationship S/o

Teacher Assistant S/o

Finding out Hannibals a killer

Insecure S/o

Clingy S/o

Vulnerable Hannibal

Needy Hannibal

Yandere S/o

Keeping your possessions

Baker/Pastry Chef S/o

Sugar Daddy, Slightly NS FW

Contract with Demon Hannibal

Contract with Demon Hannibal prt2

Soul mate S/o not wanting him

Sickly S/o

Shy patient Crush

Hannibal with his Daughter

Chlidish Darling

S/o has bad Anxiety attacks

Pregnant S/o

Darlings injured by a serial killer

Southern S/o calling Hannibal petnames

Stripper S/o

Finding old cutting marks on S/os thighs

S/o being uncomfortable with their surgery scar

Short S/o HC

Narcoleptic S/o

Male S/o killing someone

S/o who rescues animals

S/o w/ separation anxiety

S/o w/ anger issues

S/o w/ night terrors

Kidnapped S/o

Dom hannibal, male s/o public sex NS FW

Punishments for misbehaving

Innocent crush with little relationship experience

S/o coming close to solving one of the cold cases Hannibals involved in

Finding Darling lost in the woods near by his house

Loving his S/os scent

Jealous HC NS FW

Vampire

Torture

S/o who doesnt like people yelling

Hunted Down

Coming back from the dead

Neko Hannibal

Comforting S/o from a nightmare

S/o who overthinks alot

Finding his S/o making out with someone else

Darling moaning in their sleep NS FW

S/o w/ low blood sugar

Chill darling

S/o who doesnt feel like they deserve rest

Darling w/ daddy issues

Trying to convince him to go see a therapist

S/o who just went to the dentist thinking Hannibal took their tongue

S/o constantly running and hiding away from him

Darling has a Diary

Finding out S/o has a phobia of blood

S/o tying and biting him NS FW

Corruption & Breeding Kink NS FW TW

Refusing to take medicine

Refusing to eat people

S/o is a picky eater

Age regressing S/o

Meeting gothic s/o at a cafe and trying to find them again

S/o likes collecting rocks

Falling for a darling whos a gourmet chocolate shop owner

Poly Hannigram-

S/o shared between Hannibal/Will

Hannibal/S/o/Will NS FW

Poly hann/will where s/o trys to get them arrested

Poly Hann/will where their s/o escaped

Poly Hann/will w/ Innocent S/o

Poly Hann/will w/ s/o who has fainting spells

Poly Hann/will w/ a s/o who’s suffering a Migraine

Calling out for them in your sleep

Kidnapping a M S/o thats popular on Social media

S/os emotional on their period

Darling having a anxiety attack after being kidnapped

S/o whos ok with being kidnapped, making them breakfast

Darling having a Asthma Attack

S/o promises not to leave as long as they get dino chicken nuggets

S/o who wears headphones and plays music all the time

Darling who knows how to fight

S/o spoiling them

S/o sneaking out to play in the snow

Darling who avoids them

Taking care of a S/o who has seizures

S/o whose disgusted by anyones touch

Extremely quiet s/o

Darling whos a Empath psychiatrist

S/os married to a Politian

Sick darling

S/o who plays video games and made a world record on Mario Kart

S/o who snuck out to get fast food

Kidnapping a autistic S/o

S/o whos very affectionate

S/o has a child from a previous relationship

S/o fearing spiders

Darling w/ PTSD who struggles with intimacy

Playing Uno with them

S/o whos tired but is too busy to sleep

Darlings a Stress eater

Romancing a Kidnapped S/o w/ trust issues

S/o that sleep walks

Aphrodisiacs NS FW

Brat male S/o NS FW

Breeding Kink NS FW

Corruption & Imprisonment NS FW TW

Foreplay Headcannons NS FW

Taboo Kinks NS FW TW

S/o has a RV and can leave whenever

Courting Headcannons

S/o killing a person who tried to expose them

Parent/kid type of platonic relationship

S/o whimpering in their sleep

Platonic relationship with lesbian S/o

Going to a fair w/ S/o

Kidnapped S/o who refused basic necessities

Kidnapped S/o thats angry they left their cat behind

S/o playing horror games

S/o being a brat to only Hannibal

Neko Hybrid S/o

Police Captain S/o trying to arrest them

Someone Helping S/o escape

How they treat kidnapped S/o HC

Grieving S/o

Suspicious Kidnapped S/o getting accustomed to their new life

S/o getting food in the middle of the night

Who gives S/o the best massages

S/o has stockholm

S/o accidentally knocks themselves out

Taking Kidnapped S/o on dates

S/o has a heart surgery scar on their chest

Loving Hannibal but not Will

Kidnapped S/o that completely shuts down

Hetalia:

2p America-

Headcannons

NS FW headcannons

2p Italy-

Headcannons

England-

Fighting for independence S/o

Hellsing Ultimate:

Alucard-

Falling in love HC

Turning S/o into his No Life Queen

Headcannons

The 30 years hes gone

How Alucard approaches you

Integras view on your relationship

Fluff HC

How freetime is spent wth his S.o

Protecting his S/o from the hands of Millienium

Alexander anderson trying to ‘save’ his S/o

NS FW HC

Pet names hc

Using Alucards last name

Affection HC

Domestic HC

Alucards Child reader unintentionally being a yandere magnet

Seeing his child reader after 30 years

Turning his S/o HC

Darling offering their blood to Seras

S/o’s hopelessly in love with him

Darling who greets him with nose rubs and kisses

Asking why he gave Seras a choice to Turn but not you

After care HC

Somnophila HC NS FW

Christmas w/ Alucard HC

S/o suffering through their period

Sick S/o

S/o who’s basically a bunny

Darling visiting their family outside the country

S/o who likes to be choked NS FW

Darling who is agressive unless theyre being held

Amnesiac S/o

Foreign s/o introducing him to their family

Parental Alucard finding out his kid is in a harem

Small and innocent darling

S/o having to stay in their native country for family emergency

Human S/o who’s terrified of him

Anemic and hemophobic Darling

oblivious S/o

Arguing with Alucard

Comforting Alucard after a nightmare

Accidently upseting his crush

S/o getting hurt

Alucards reaction to Seras being obsessed with his S/o

Playing Hide and Seek

Bunny who fears and avoids him

Accompanying his Bunny on chores

Alucards reaction to a bleeding S/o

Bunny using his jacket as a blanket while waiting for him to get back

Making Alucard melt

Showing Alucard merchandise of himself

Managing to get him a present

S/o is a university student

Bunny w/ low self esteem

Yandere Alphabet: H,K,T

Alucard reacting to someone romantically approaching his bunny

Yandere Alphabet: A,B,E,I,Q

Yandere Alphabet: L,S,X

S/os Neurodivergent

Alucard reacting to Iscariot trying to take you away from him

Punishing s/o

Vladcard headcannon

Playing Tag

Comforting Alucard

What makes Alucard go Feral

Feeding from Bunnys blood

Taking him to your home

Watching his bunny masturbate NS FW

Telling Alucard hes apart of your family

Sleeping in a coffin with him HC

Getting Alucard a gaming console

Iscariot managing to kidnap Bunny

Finding a newly turned vampire s/o

Scaring off rivals

Trying to escape cuddling with him for your classes/work

S/o wanting revenge but not being able to take the last step

Darlings accident prone

Taking a bullet for him

Hellsing Alucard meeting Castlevania Alucard

Trying to cheer up his bunny

Platonic Headcannons

Loving Alucards voice

S/o shifting into sleep when showing him something

Darlings going to the hospital due to a mission injury

Platonic Cuddling Headcannons

Trying to get him into a new hobby

S/o whos too shy to sing in front of him

Darling who seems dead while sleeping

S/o who cares for everything including monsters

Taking in a stray after a mission

Play fighting with him

Trying to hide him in fear people would try to experiment on him

S/o struggling to stay up all night

Pulling him off to dance

Touch starved Headcannons

S/o who fears confined spaces & cant sleep in the coffin

Narcoleptic S/o

Abridged Alucard & Normal Alucard fighting over you

Abridged Alucard Headcannons

S/o a bunny hybrid

Cockwarming Headcannons NS FW

Breeding Kink & Aphrodisiac NS FW

S/o is a singer/dancer

Running into a tourist S/o during a mission

Being invited to a Wedding on S/os side of the family

Abridge Alucard interacting with normal Alucard

S/o is all loopy from getting their wisdom teeth removed

S/o showing favoritism towards Abridge Alucard and normal Alucard

Polar opposite S/o

Punk S/o whos only soft to him

S/o with a Zuko scar looking birthmark

MtF S/o

S/o worrying their not good enough for him

S/o whose aggressively affectionate

Wanting to wash with Alucard

Scientist S/o who loves talking about their interest

Human S/o who was experimented on and now has powers

Baskerville loves Alucards S/o

Giving him positive reinforcement

Bunny likes to serenade him

Selectively mute S/o saying “I Love You” for the first time

Preference to the job at Hellsing S/o has

Getting caught in crossfire and being turned by a enemy vampire

Small buff s/o

Confessing to him first

College student S/o tied up in a bunch of college stress

Celebrating his Birthday

Taking him sight seeing in your home town

Taking S/o on a date to the aquarium

“You look so cute―scared and shaking under my touch.”

“You’ve been so good for me. Don’t ruin it like this.”

Succubus S/o

S/o learning romanian

Scary movies

Naga HC

Siren S/o

Sir Integra-

Headcannons

Seras Victoria-

Platonically obsessed with Alucards S/o

Reaction to Alucard turning his S/o (platonic)

Walter-

Headcannons

Pip Bernadotte-

Headcannons

Joker (2019):

Lovely Social Worker S/o

Headcannons

Letter from Joker

Letter from Arthur

Taking care of a Sick S/o

S/o getting arrested for spray painting

Jujuitsu Kaisen:

Gojo-

S/o who has fun running away even if their caught

Fluffy hc

Inumaki-

Bashful and sweet darling

Sukuna-

Platonic father HC

Yujis S/o looks and acts like sukunas past lover

Child only uses their strong power when bothered

Daughter reader seeming innocent but is actually more cruel than him

Daughter reader who fears him

Mahito-

Chasing after a student s/o

Legend of Zelda (BOTW):

Sidon-

Headcannons

Breeding NS FW

S/o thats social when it comes to games

Jealous of Link

S/o has Asthma

Crying S/o

Writing a Suicide Note TW

Blowjob NS FW

Smol aggressive S/o

Possessive S/o

Vampire S/o

Hesitant with touch S/o

S/o fears bigger people than themselves

Monster Fucker S/o

S/o whos constantly having a mental breakdown

Chaotic Good S/o

Low self esteem S/o

Easily injured s/o

Reader who cant swim

Poly SIdon/Link with a S/o who has self harm scars TW

S/o who is in a friend group of crack heads

Muzu yelling at S/o

Comforting his S/o through a bad week

Sidon opinion on whether s/o should be forcefully pregnant or not

7 Minutes in Heaven

Ex-villain S/o

Link-

Poly SIdon/Link with a S/o who has self harm scars TW

Zelda-

Clingy S/o

Most trusted guard S/o trying to leave

Mipha-

#i finally finished the entire MasterList at 7:25 on 10/30/19 #October 30th 2019 #both parts will be edited monthly if i can remember #last updated 12/23/19 #last updated 6/19/2020 #last updated 8/22/2020 #last updated 12/4/20 #last updated 1/22/21 #Updated 3/14/21 #Updated 4/15/21 #last updated 5/21/21 #Last updated 6/21/21 #last updated 7/27/21 #last updated 1/12/2022

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shizuostrans · 2 years

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the galaxy brain of anikuji drrr promo art for giving us shizuo in his wolf hoodie bc i think i would die without werewolf shizuo --- he fits the archetype to a t and to a T if you know what i mean

#shizuoposting #trans shizuo hours #my emotional support trans werewolf metaphor

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goldenworldsabound · 3 years

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Deets for Philly?

AU Asks!

Deets: What is an AU you’ve wanted to write your S/I and your F/Os into? (Optional: Why haven’t you?) Alternatively, what’s your favorite AU you’ve already written?

Hm, I could write more on the KH AU but tbh I see it mostly as a fun vehicle for drawing crossover looks fksahfkjdsahk so that’s why I don’t write on it. The other AUs I have for Philly are modern au (fave tbh), a crossover with Shizuo called Wendy Protection Squad (hmmm it would be funny to throw Kunikida into this one too now that I’m remembering it fjdshkhdsa), vaguely werewolf!Wendy AU, and the aforementioned KH AU.

A word about Wendy Protection Squad - link to fics here. The basis of it is Philly and Shizuo are suddenly transported to a location that seems random. I’m also there. However, I don’t remember either of them (it’s me as a mix between the two SIs). They of course both remember their entire canon with me - as in, long term romantic relationship. They also don’t get along at all. And are pretty jealous of each other and kinda fighting over me. of course, this places we’ve been teleported to turns out to be dangerous so they have to put that aside. Boy did I have ideas for this but I totally stalled on it. It is a fun AU though hehe.

My favorite AU for Philly is modern AU though. It has some serious catharsis and like coping with things from my past. In it, Philly and I went to high school together, but he was regarded as a delinquent and a terrible student, and I was (as irl) the 4.0 valedictorian. But, for whatever reason, we became friends (and mutual crushes). But my parents, teachers, friends...none of them were thrilled about me being friends with the delinquent. Anyway, after graduation, he simply disappears, and I never see him again, until one day almost a decade later we meet up by sheer luck (or was it fate ordained?). We become friends again, and find that our crushes never really went away.

Philly’s still immortal in that (though his healing isn’t instant anymore, it’s just “unusually fast” enough to pass under the medical radar) AU, and this AU gives me a good space to tackle the fact that I think that’s fucking traumatizing guys. It’s also nice because modern AU Wendy is just. Wendy. So when things are hard irl I can turn to this AU and Philly is right there ready to comfort me. I’m also delighted to be able to pull in other characters to this and I have so many fics I need to write about them fksjafhksa AND! And. It’s really funny to write parallels between the past (high school) and the future, or more likely juxtapositions. To get to play with both those things. And a lot of the writing I’ve done for it I’m really, really proud of still.

#wendy protection squad #mentioned #eternal roadtrip #cadillacs and code

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shinraapologist · 2 years

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light novel reread, vol. 2 ch. 4: the ikebukuro calamity

i have a Lot to say. is it intillegent? will i say it coherently? remains to be seen.

i love the imagery in this passage. it sets the scene so well.

walker and erika are working hard to rebrand from their cringe phase. its not working.

babe, wake up. togusa just dropped

this is worded so brutally, i couldnt stop laughing when i read it. this freeloading bitch is happy (?) with her little freak. good for her

this is the first instance of a character questioning mikado's sanity/state of mind (although its pretty clear izaya is aware of it already).

her moral compass is so funny to me. i love her so much.

they love each other so much im gonna jump in a well.

(standing on my shincelty soapbox) i LOVE them. theyve spent long enough with each other that they somehow manage to be like an old married couple and awkward kids at the same time. i feel like people forget shinra's more pg related thoughts (not that theres a lack of indecent ones). as frequently as he says something horny, he has a thought about how just plain cute she is. this scene in particular is paired with one of the cutest official illustrations ever to exist:

oh i hate this little lying freak. i love him. i hate him. i want to run him thru a pasta maker. (thank you tumbr user @mousemilf for that one) coming up soon, he's going to start questioning things and trying to be truthful (and sometimes failing), but he's just not there yet.

she said ive had enough of your ass right now. love you baby <3

this is the first paragraph of the series thats centered on shizuo. i WILL start bawling if i think about it too much. i LOVE bad-ass dude but the novel just gives him so much more depth.

i did cry cropping the second one. werewolf shizuo tangent- he has massive overactive adrenal glands, putting him in a constant mode of fight or flight. (kasuka, on the other hand, has no adrenal glands whatsoever.