#we spoke for 0.5 seconds but he was really nice

[miakwat]

I got to meet Neil Newbon earlier!! I booked a photo op and froze the moment it was my turn to take a picture 😭

#we spoke for 0.5 seconds but he was really nice #he asked for permission to place his hand on my shoulder and I didn’t hear him at first #but he waited and repeated his question #and only put his hand on my shoulder after I said yes #SORRY THATS SUCH A SMALL THING #But personal space means a lot to me so that was really nice to hear #Astarion #elijah kamski #gavin reed #those are the only three characters I know him as 😭

[kerubimcrepin]

Episode 47 - Indie

It is cute to see that indie is still friends with all the people he met during his adolescence.

Cough-cough. Unlike certain other people.

His and Kerubim's life stories are in direct opposition. If one of them ever spoke of their childhood, chances are, the other one would be like, "You have no parents? Well MINE was controlling so you have it better, WET-NOSE" or "You had a shit parent? WELL, AT LEAST YOU DIDN'T HAVE HIM DIE IN FRONT OF YOU WHEN YOU WERE 5."

No wonder they hate each other's asses.

Though, it is funny how both of them had fathers who had always acted like no matter what they do, they will never be good enough.

It's a shame we hadn't seen these friends of Lou's during the series. They have nice designs, especially the yellow one.

Not a Jurgen-Crepin food moment, but this might be useful for pinpointing which fruits exist within the setting.

Patafiks is so funny to me, like... Guys there are 5.5 characters in the animated shows who are canonically queer in some way. One of them fucking sucks, one of them dies within the 20 minutes of being introduced, the 0.5 of them is Kerubim Crepin's ambiguous gender dysphoria, the normal two are Simone and Julie, and the last one is a dogboy yandere (who briefly dated("dated") Kerubim Crepin).

We live in a society.

Indie talks about Kerubim the same way I talk about him on this blog. We are so alike...

Insert "this bitch always starting shit" meme here.

Even though Ouginaks and Ecaflips both follow the same god, — albeit his different sides, — this perfectly showcases the difference in ideology that makes them hate one another.

While Ecaflips are all about mysticism, destiny, prophetising, and simply letting the current flow, Ouginaks are all about making their destiny.

Though I will be real, considering the things Ecaflip puts his demigods through, — like the, uh, son leaderboard within his dimension, or his treatment of Kerubim, (and his hatred of women, I guess, since there is no daughter leaderboard?) — as well as the Ecaflip City and its Ecaflip Psychward, I think his two personalities are more alike than we are led to believe.

It's just that the kitty personality has more glitz, and is better at masking being just as sadistic.

This line really puts how long they've known each other into perspective. God.

It also makes me think hard about the tendency of Ankama to not make distinct visual designs for characters aging, — like in Waven. Despite 30 years having passed between season 1 of Wakfu, and the start of Waven, characters like Miranda and Kabrok still look exactly the same.

I had always associated young Kerubim's design with the age range of 19-30 at best, but who's to say he can't, in this episode, be in his 40s-50s? How many years did he and Lou live together for? And how large is the gap of that unaccounted for part of Kerubim's life, the one that he never opens up about, after Lou had left him?

...I think I hauve covid.

Y'know what, I think I will be insane for a minute, and say this:

Joris, Atcham, and Kerubim really are like platonic soulmates. It feels like every single thing in their lives somehow rhymes, — like every single step they took simply brought them close to the inevitable conclusion of being together.

Sure, whatever, just tell me things like "Atcham knew, and worked with Julith, and they had a pretty amicable relationship", "Yeah Kerubim and Indie rescued the Ivory Dofus that would one day lead to Joris's birth, and then would lead to his orphanhood", "Yeah Kerubim has always wanted to be a father, and felt a certain way about kids being orphaned the same way he was", "Yeah Atcham and Kerubim went to the same war where Julith and Jahash fell in love and were probably their seconds-in-command."

Tell me that. Expect me to be normal about it. I promise I won't disappoint you.

Anyway,

I always found it very interesting that, despite becoming the Champion of Bonta, it was not Indie who went to that war, but Kerubim.

Perhaps Indie was long happily retired by that point, — perhaps he veered from adventuring into archaeology, for his museum, — while Kerubim was old, with no friends, and not much to live for anymore.

It probably was a self-destruction thing, in the "Atcham, and The Butcher of Brakmar herself, will be there. I'm so bored, and tired... It will be poetic if I defeat them, or die trying to. Then I'll be a legend. Also, there are a lot of people at wars, maybe one of them will be friendly to me :3" way.

World of Twelve heroes are always doing this shit. 💀 though considering he can't die, this isn't even suicidal ideation. It's ideation-ideation. God.

Despite everything, Kerubim does care about Indie, a lot. Indie seems to have cared for him too, — but, at times, I really do wonder if Kerubim's feelings for him ran much deeper than Indie's.

Every sign of genuine emotion is laughed at, and a genuine "I had always respected you" gets a downright haunting "yeah, and your taxidermied head will look nice in my museum when you die".

That must hurt, doesn't it?

It's funny, how life works out. Just like Kerubim, he ended up raising his kid in a completely opposite way than how he was raised. And then he dies, and his kid gets taken in by Kerubim, — who has already taken in the child of his another enemy.

...The implications of Lilotte's life make me sad. Unlike Joris, she didn't grow up in a hazardous, infested, hoarding environment. Indie was likely not mentally ill to the shits. Yet Joris's worst nightmare, — his father passing away, and him being forced to fend for himself, — actually happened to her, immediately ripping away the normal, maybe even privileged, life she had. And it just compounds the sense of loss she already had for her birth parents.

Unlike Joris, who grew up wondering vaguely about his birth family, it seems like much more of a sore spot, with her attachment to her bell...

(Off topic but, god, it's so Bonta-core, that the adoptive daughter of a previous champion of Bonta, who had a museum and was rich, ended up on the streets like a stray. I hate that city so much, it's unreal.)

She uses some pretty dark humor to cope with that. I mean, she already lost two families. No way in hell she's losing a third one. Which kinda harkens back to Kerubim's own backstory, and his own loss of the entire Crepin family, save for Atcham.

I think it's cute that, just like him, — she becomes a mother at some point in her life. Maybe it's because she looked up to Kerubim, who had a similar life story to hers, and that inspired her. Maybe it's just something she wanted, even without thinking of Kerubim's own orphan to dad pipeline.

But either way, it's like poetry — it rhymes.

#ep47 #ro liveblogs dofus #dofus #krosmoz #wakfu

[angelkurenai]

Imagine Dean introducing you, his wife, to Jody and the girls and recounting the way you got together in a rather interesting way.

“This is Jody, and the girls, Alex and Claire, I've told you so much about.”

Dean couldn't fight the bright grin from his lips, or the look of pride from his face. Though it would have been slightly easier compared to the look of absolute love and adoration in his eyes when he glanced at you, arm caringly wrapped around your waist in an attempt to calm you down. It was true that even if you were doing a good job at hiding your nerves from the girls right now, you had not been anywhere near relaxed a couple minutes ago and the case had certainly not changed on the inside.

“Girls-” he motioned to you as he looked at you, no playfulness this time “This is (Y/n), my ex girlfriend.”

“Oh my gosh.” your eyes widened, but no more than the rest of the girls' whose eyebrows also shot up in surprise “Why are you like this? I've told you to stop introducing me to people like that!” you almost squeaked out in embarrassment before turning to the girls with an almost sheepish smile and waved “Hi. I'm his wife.”

It takes a couple seconds for all three of them to realize what's going on before relaxing, with Jody being the first one to laugh a bit while hugging you “Of course. No other woman would have had the patience to put up with him for this long. It's so nice to finally meet you (Y/n).”

“Why don't you say she needs a freakin' award for it better yet?” Claire joked right away, not missing the chance to hug you too “It's great to meet you too, (Y/n). We've heard a lot about you.”

Alex chuckled, following their action “It's good to finally put a face to the name, although I don't know how he got someone like you.”

“Hey!” Dean exclaimed, completely offended “Whose side are you on exactly?”

“Don't worry, you'll survive, honey.” you patted his chest before looking back at the girls “It's so good to meet you all too. Sam and Dean have told me such great things about you, I'm just- I'm just sorry that it had to be almost two years since I got the chance to meet you. What with all those cases that I had to take up on my own I missed every opportunity.”

“Nonsense. You're family and family doesn't have to apologize, especially for something that wasn't up to you. We know what's the most important of all: That you make Dean happy. And now, just come inside already.” Jody shook her head, smiling fondly at you “Dinner is going to be ready in a couple minutes and I'd prefer it not burnt.”

“I could help if-” you started, following them inside but Jody was fast to brush it off.

“Oh no don't even mention it, I've got it under control. Be right back in a couple seconds.”

“Well, we still obviously have to talk about the most important thing of all yet- You got the man to tie the knot huh? That's quiet the achievement there!” Claire said with a grin and you laughed softly.

“You mean that I didn't just run away the second he proposed? Yeah, yeah I don't think I've ever accomplished something bigger!” you grinned “That and putting up with him when he was sixteen too, I think. Trust me, some things never change and this man is the proof. And I've learned to live with it.”

“Takes some real strength.” Alex and Claire both nodded their heads.

“And a really good psychiatrist.” you added, making them double in laughter.

“What a loving wife. Gosh, thank you so much baby.” he rolled his eyes, placing a hand over his heart and faking pain. But you only kissed his cheek, giving him a sweet smile and holding his gaze for a couple seconds before finally speaking.

“No problem at all. It's 100% true.” your words earned laughter from the girls and despite how grumpy Dean wanted to remain, he couldn't fight a smile.

“Ah yes, sweet first love. Is this how you were when you were younger too?” Alex asked with a smirk and Dean laughed.

“Me, maybe there. But her? Oh you bet 100% there! She hasn't changed a bit and ultimately our dynamic hasn't either. I think that's what got us back together.”

“So, you didn't tell us, how did you two meet again? We only know it was during a case.” Claire questioned and you hummed, nodding your head.

“It was. But it was actually after their case was over. I was at the bar he and Sam showed up for a drink. I think-” you smiled “I think remember everything that happened in that moment, especially since we had not seen each other since we were 18.”

You had been sitting comfortably – or as much as you could – on the barstool, nursing your beer in perfect silence. Or at least relative. Because despite the constant noise around you, you had finally managed to gain some silence inside your head and that was more important than anything else. Luck had been with your side after a long time and the hunt, werewolves, had been more than successful very fast.

It didn't seem like luck wanted to stick around for too long though and you should have seen it coming. What you did not see coming nor could ever see, was that when something shifted from the corner of your eyes and it was indeed a person siting on the stool next to you it would have be that man. That's how you refered to him for a long time, couldn't even say his name.

And you were more than certain when you heard his voice. “Is this stool taken?”

“No” it had come out a bit low and a bit muffled too, your face still facing your beer with your chin resting on your palm. To anyone that looked at you they would say you were calm, maybe even a bit bored, but if only they would know what was going on inside your chest. Your heart was going miles per second and the only way to calm it down a bit was to try and convince yourself it wasn't him. It couldn't be.

“And you?” he asked and you could practically hear, not to mention picture, the smirk on his face. One which you happily imagined fading when he didn't respond but was clear as day when he spoke again “I mean, are you taken?”

He sounded so sure, sure that if you looked at him you'd fall right then and there, so sure that he'd like the answer that you couldn't help it.

“Yeah.” you turned to face him “For granted.”

And just like that, within 0.5 seconds you managed to wipe out his smile and get what you wanted.

“Oooh!” both Alex and Claire said at the same time, clasping a hand over their mouth as they tried to stifle their laughter “Burn him!”

“I mean, he left without a single warning. Of course I would.”

“You say that like I had a choice. Would you ever say no to John freaking Winchester? Cause I couldn't.”

“Not the point now. Anyway, yeah, there was no way I was going to make it easy for him to talk to me, let alone try getting back together. And oh he did try, he did try a lot. Only thing I hate is that I didn't give him much more trouble.”

“Come on!” Dean gave you a boyish grin, having seen from miles away after months of hard effort that your defences had started to fall and that the love you had felt all that time ago was still there for the both of you “Is it that hard?”

“Hm” your eyes did a once over before you smirked “Apparently not. It... is not hard. And that's a good thing, cause it won't be. Not for me. Not ever again.”

His lips parted, perplexed for a moment before it dawned on him and he smiled a bit to himself “Well... now at the moment, no. But-” but he stopped when your head snapped back again in his direction and you raised an eyebrow. He shook his head “Come on, (Y/n), I'm serious. You know I want this, you know how much I want you but this is not about what I feel. I've talked in detail-”

“Oh so much detail. Two hours of detail.” you added.

“In detail about how I feel and have felt all this time for you. You know this is about your feelings. And you- you obviously have feelings for me, (Y/n).”

“Yeah, anger!”

“That... is not what I expected to hear. And it hurts. But I'll manage. And I'll keep trying! Because I know you and I know you can't hide anything from m-”

“Oh can't I? Watch me as I wear the least revealing clothes you can think of. Let's see how hard it will then be, Dean!”

“And really? Jokes on her because it didn't work. I always loved seeing her in baggy clothes.” Dean said with a smile full of pride that you couldn't help but nod your head to.

“Yeah and it didn't take long for me to find out either, sadly.”

#supernatural #supernatural imagine #supernatural fanfiction #supernatural one shot #supernatural x reader #dean #dean winchester #dean x reader #dean winchester x reader #dean imagine #dean winchester imagine #dean fanfiction #dean winchester fanfiction #dean one shot #dean winchester one shot

[bichlordstories]

3: class 1b

“...We will be seeing you at UA, (L/n)-san!” The white stoat/rat thing said before the projector shut off.

As expected, you passed UA’s exams, coming in at number 1 with 88 villain points and 0 rescue points. You did okay on the written exams, and you were the best one in the physical exam, but what bothered you was the rescue points.

Sure, you showed that you were great in combat, but rescuing people? Apparently not.

You’ll have to do better.

Your mother was thrilled, to say the least. Nervous but proud.

You stopped by the hospital to donate blood, briefly mentioning that you got in, which earned you a bunch of happy nurses, doctors, and patients congratulating you.

All in all, that day was pretty uneventful, and you were content with that. That day, you just quietly went on a walk, pet a few dogs that you met on your stroll, and best of all?

No green haired brat plaguing your thoughts.

It was the calm before the storm. The storm being the first day of UA.

Oh god.

You were admittedly a little nervous, but you were fine otherwise.

Until you weren’t.

In front of a large door with an A on it stood him. The green haired Bitch.

How did he get into UA????

You wanted to beat the kid here and now, but you didn’t wish to be late, so instead you walked his way and purposely bumped into him. He let out grunt in surprise and looked your way, wide-eyed.

“Move it, prick!” You said while continuing down the hallway.

You didn’t look back, but you knew he was staring at you. Either in anger or fear, you didn’t know, nor did you fucking care.

All you could tell yourself to calm your nerves was that you both weren’t in the same class, so you won’t be in the same room with him for the next 3 years.

“1B...” you said to yourself once coming across the classroom you were supposed to be in.

It was another big door with a large B instead of an A. You could hear chattering inside, mostly calm with some loud voices. Taking a slow, deep breathe, you slid the door open, quieting the room a bit. Seeing as you weren’t the teacher, everyone went back to chatting with some eyes lingering on your intimidating form.

A girl with orange hair got up from her chair and walked towards you with a friendly smile that held no malicious intent and waved her hand a bit.

“Hi there! My name is Kendo Itsuba, nice to meet you!” The girl said with a respectful bow.

You gripped your bag tightly for some unknown reason and forced your name out because you had manners.

“I couldn’t help but notice that you looked a bit nervous and want to help you settle in, you know, since you’re new and all?” She tilted her head as if to see if you could understand what she meant.

“We’re all new here, are we not?” You asked in a more rhetorical way.

She blinked at you in surprise, trying to process your bluntness.

“Ah, well, I mean everyone else is well acquainted with each other and you just seem-“

“Lonely? I’m sorry, but I’m not here because I felt lonely, I’m here because I’m going to become a hero. You can keep your friendship to yourself.” You stated bluntly and walked over to an empty seat in the back.

“Oi! What’s the hell is up with you punk!? She was just being nice!” A guy with what you assumed was some sort of crazy eye-lash/mask mix yelled at you.

You ignored him, simply sitting down in your desk and staring forward. The guy, not liking your silence, walked over to your desk and slammed his hands down, catching everybody else’s attention.

“TetsuTetsu-san, please don’t-“ Kendo started but was interrupted by the silver haired kid.

“Listen to me when I’m talking to you- AYE!!!! Do you think you’re better than me!?” He yelled in your face, spit flying.

Now this pissed you off, so you reacted.

You grabbed the guy’s index finger and pulled it really far back, earning a high pitched shriek from the guy. You grabbed his wrist once it lifted off the desk and held it in place while holding his finger back in an uncomfortable and threatening position. He fell to his knees, whimpering quietly and grabbing onto your arm with his free hand helplessly.

You leaned into his face, breathe tickling his nose and spoke in an eerily calm voice, eyes soulless and locked onto his own.

“I am not here to make friends nor enemies, but if you start something with me, I will end it. Am I understood?” You said.

When he didn’t respond, you pushed his finger back, earning a groan and a whine.

“Y-yes, yes! Please!” He almost cried out before you released, letting him drop onto the floor.

“T-TetsuTetsu!” Kendo said and rushed over to help him up along with two other kids.

One of them, a brown haired kid, muttered something to the effect of ‘psycho bastard’ to which he earned a side glance from you. The other one was a completely black kid, like, vantablack with white hair who elbowed the guy in the side to shut him up.

The guy, TetsuTetsu, didn’t take any of their help, opting to get up and speed walk away with his head down. Every single student in the classroom avoided eye contact with you after that and left you alone until the teacher came in.

It was a large man, I mean, large as in Endeavour large. The man wore a rather tasteless skin tight suit, which gave you the indication that he was a super hero. He stood behind the desk at the front and placed a hand onto the desk, seeming to glare into the souls of everyone.

“I am Sekijiro Kan, your homeroom teacher for this year.” He said in a gruff but calm voice before turning towards the door of the room.

“You all can leave your stuff here for the orientation, it won’t take an hour.” He said.

The rest was mostly unimportant Bs to you. It was just some sort of welcoming ceremony, something that took up 30 important minutes of your first year of UA.

Luckily, to make up for sitting and doing nothing, your teacher had you all go out to do a quirk apprehension test after lunch that day.

“(L/n)-san, you’re up.” He said, resetting the timer.

Before you walked toward the man, Kendo gave you a thumbs up and smiled brightly, acting as though you two were acquaintances.

“Good luck, (L/n)-san!” She said.

You side glanced her, wondering just what the hell she wanted from you before grunting in response.

You stood on the line where you seemingly would race some hairy kid that looked like a werewolf if anything. When Sekijiro told you both to start, he wasn’t exactly expecting a large sandy dust cloud to explode and engulf the both of you, er, well, Shishiba.

At the end of the line stood you, veins and muscles popping out more than usual. The whites of your eyes were red, as though all the veins burst inside your eyes, leaving just your strikingly (e/c) irises to stand out.

Blood trailed down your nose and you wiped it away, awaiting your results.

“0.5 seconds.” Sekijiro stated, hiding the fact that he was impressed.

“Eeeeeh!?” The class yelled out.

“That- that was too fast!”

“Is their quirk super speed!?”

“Their eyes! Why are they all red all of the sudden!?”

They would soon realize that you weren’t just fast...

You beat everyone in just about every test, making some of them question their own worth as a hero. The kid, Tetsutetsu look as though he could piss himself any minute just watching you crush the machine to death with just your left hand.

It didn’t help that you were covered in crimson, soaking your blue UA PE uniform in your own blood.

‘Damn it, this is definitely gonna stain.’ You thought in irritation and breathed in, only to cough out some liquid in surprise.

You realized that you couldn’t breathe right, your lungs were heavier than normal, and every breathe you tried to take, it felt as though there was water gurgling inside of your chest.

Instead of panicking from being unable to breathe properly, you simply got on your hands and pushed your bottom half off the ground, placing you into a hand stand. You closed your mouth, feeling metallic liquid gush down into your mouth due to gravity. While you did this, everyone around you stared at your odd display.

Vlad, although was impressed by your handstand, was confused as to why you were doing such a thing until you opened your mouth.

A waterfall of blood rushed out of your mouth and onto the ground below, forming a small puddle beneath you. After the last of the blood left your lungs, you slammed your legs back down, putting you in a bear crawl position and then got up.

You spat blood to your side and rubbed your bloody nose to relieve an itch while your classmates stood there, stunned, horrified, and disgusted.

Vlad almost went slack jawed before you looked over to him.

“I apologize, I had too much blood in my lungs.” You stated while brushing the sand off of your hands onto your blood soaked jeans.

“Heh!?” The class yelled once more.

At the end of apprehension test, you were placed at number 1, unsurprisingly. You wanted nothing more than to shower the sticky layers of blood off of you, and nobody stopped you.

That didn’t stop the class from talking about you however.

“Did you see what that kid did??? They are totally fucking metal!” A guy with his teeth showing, Honenuki, exclaimed to his new friend group.

“Yeah, too bad they got a shitty attitude to match.” The vantablack kid, Kuroiro said.

“You think they’re a tsundere?” A kid with a speech bubble for a head said.

“Tsundere??? Like as in an asshole that’s secretly a blushy school girl on the inside?” A blonde, Monoma, butted in.

The group began chuckling at the thought of you blushing and squealing “Baka!” While wearing some girly clothing.

“Guys.” Shiozaki said with her arms crossed.

They turned to the plant girl with eyebrows raised.

“Yeah, Shiozaki-Chan?” Honenuki asked.

“They’re sitting right behind you.” She said simply.

She was right. You were sitting right behind them in your spot, staring right at them with an unreadable expression, hands held together and elbows on the table.

Needless to say, the small group shut up for the rest of the day.

#bnha x reader #bnha x y/n #bnha x gender neutral reader #Blood sport

[caffeinatedfantasy]

The Seal pt 12: In the Game

{ Chris: [bio] Pt [0.5] [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [11] / ?? [Set Lesson 10] [ AO3 Link ]

The demons' second night in my room hadn't come with the same... Release as the first. Though luckily, I hadn't run into Asmodeus either, so I hadn't really felt the same overwhelming need for it. But I'd had Satan and Lucifer practically glued to my side for the whole day, so I hadn't had the chance to ask him anything. And I couldn't get a second alone with Satan to ask if he had any ideas [since he seemed to have a fair amount of knowledge about magic] because he'd been running around causing trouble. So really it had been Lucifer stuck to my side most of the day. And he'd won out on who was sleeping in my bed for the night.

Which... Was awkward. I'd shared a bed with the others at this point. [Or at least a room.] And they actually seemed to relax. But these two... Maybe it was because they weren't in their own bodies. Or because they weren't used to this. Or because it was sharing a room with the other. But I felt their unease.

Even though they seemed to be sleeping just fine.

I ended up leaving them in my room. Perhaps I could finally talk to Belphegor. Update him on everything that was going on...

But then I'd heard Mammon crying [he would later insist he was not] and the night took a very interesting turn from there. After a brief explanation, the five of us had been transported into Levi's game. And that idea was excited as hell. Until Levi had told me it was a dating simulation game and my face went white at that and I was standing there stunned for awhile while they spoke about getting the happy ending and I was torn between being horrified and being amused by that.

"Levi, with all this talking about happy endings, please tell me this isn't an eroge." I crossed my arms over my chest and he instantly turned bright red.

"N-no! It's not like that!" I nodded, laughing at his embarrassment. And not bothering to explain to the others what that meant. And it didn't seem like he was going to explain either. Which... Was probably for the best. Especially with how competitive they all sounded.  Stretching out, I sighed and turned towards them, hands on my hips.

"Alright. If I'm gonna be the heroine, guess I'll act like it, eh?" I grinned at them. This could be fun. Pretend to be a shy clumsy school girl. Have some fun with it.

And then it popped up in front of me, hovering in the air at arm's reach. I glanced over at Levi to find him grinning at me, looking excited. I noticed that none of them had anything of the sort, so it must be the heroine's interface. I nodded and decided to read the screen.

〚Your school year is drawing to a close, and the people have already begun whispering about whether or not they'll be invited up to the Roof of Legend. Rumours persist that anyone who is confessed to on the roof fall in love and lie happily ever after. It's your last year and you've never been invited... But you can feel that things are going to be different this year.〛

The screen changed, turning into what could only be read as a game menu and I looked at it briefly. It showed me a small map of the school [with the option of "home"], an inventory, and the intimacy scores for the guys. They were all set to 10, with space on either side of the line marking progress, a heart on one side, a broken heart on the other. It looked more like a health bar to me, and, glancing up at them standing across from me, I saw that they each had a bar under their names to match.

"Alright. It looks like there's something I need to do over... Here?" I mentioned, pointing at the spot on the map. The boys frowned and Levi rolled his eyes at me.

"We can't see what's on your menu, only that it's up." He told me. As if it should be obvious to me. I sighed, and nodded.

"Can you guys see each other's meters?" I asked, pointing at their names hanging above their heads. Levi was already shaking his head when the others looked at each name before confirming. Alright. Honestly, I felt more like a DM right then, having all this info while they were clueless. I shrugged.

"Well. I gotta go to 5A! See ya!" I grinned at them before I dashed off to play the game.

They didn't follow, and I didn't really care. They needed to figure out ways to woo me, after all. The 'quest' that the game had set for me had been... Rather boring, actually. I didn't generally play games set in high school, so I didn't entirely know what to expect but there was something about it that felt... Off.

As I was handed a present from one of the computer controlled classmates [a... dagger?] I had to wonder if it was because the game had been designed by someone in Devildom. I could definitely see one of my Devildom classmates giving me a gift of a [rather nice looking] dagger instead of something more... normal [human] like friendship bracelets or something. It's not like there weren't a few of those little things that were off as I went on.

The bully scene, for example, was maybe a bit... Much. The blip had come up on my map and I'd followed it to find one of my classmates, the quiet type, being bullied by another student on the sports field. There wasn't any indicator of what I was supposed to do, and I didn't see any of the guys, so I decided to step in. The quiet kid had muttered a thank you even before the bully had stopped. Because the bully hadn't stopped. He'd gotten angrier at me for stepping in and raising his bat.

And then Mammon had appeared, stepping in to save me from getting hit. He'd scared the kid off and kept the bat. When the prompt appeared, I knew which one to click. 【Intimacy Up!】 He'd beamed at me for that one. So very proud of himself. It was adorable and I couldn't help but smile back at him, a warm feeling spreading through my chest.

Each of the "days" would end after I'd interacted with all four of them at least once. Usually it was more like a three times, giving me options on whether I could raise or lower their intimacy. But I'd also get some from my computer classmates. Some of them even tried to flirt. But that was mostly set up for one of the guys to swoop in a shoo them away.

I wasn't sure how to take most of their attempts. Levi and Satan played into tropes that were a little... Too sweet for my tastes. I knew them and how they acted most of the time, so they felt too forced. [Thought Satan was much better at acting the part than Levi, and if I hadn't known how he acted most of the time, it might've worked better.] Mammon had started it by trying to be all suave and such, but had quickly fallen back into his usual self. And I'd bit my lip and refrained from telling him that that was doing a better job than the more obvious fake attempts.

And Lucifer... He was a tricky one. He acted much like himself for most of the "days". Without worrying about being in charge though. He skipped a lot of the obvious tasks set up for them to respond to. No. Instead, he liked to tease me. Small things here and there. Getting in my space to "help" me with things, pulling me against him when 'something' would've hit or run into me.

I was very glad that Asmo wasn't in this, nor was he affecting me, because he might've won without even trying just based on how much he was touching me. And I think he knew. No, I know he knew, because he'd smirk every time. Inside the game was probably the most relaxed I'd ever seen him in awhile.

The last day came and some things started to make more sense though. Through the course of the game so far, we'd acquired a dagger, a baseball bat, a shovel, a crowbar, and a gun. [Lucifer had gotten the gun and somehow never told any of us and hadn't even thought it strange.]

I had been surprised [and touched] that they'd all made a point to actually defend me on our way through the school. They weren't sure if the whole 'you die in the game, you die in real life' was actually true, but they formed a circle around me as we moved. But once we'd reached the roof, we'd gotten out of it without actually having to fight the final boss.

And Lucifer and Satan were still body swapped. 

"Well. That was exhausting."

#the seal obey me fic #obey me #obey me mc #obey me mc chris #obey me fic #i'm def gonna do a longer separate story of this #so i ended up not including all the ideas i had in it #because i'm saving them for that

[poeticandors]

I’ll Come Back For You Part 2

Poe Dameron x Reader

Summary: Y/N is the adopted daughter of Leia and Han Solo. After being captured by Kylo Ren, Y/N is forced to watch as he tortures Poe.

Warnings: A few curse words and mentions of torture (Very little)

I do not own anything!!!

Part 1

Tags at end of fic below the cut.

Everyone around you is hurrying to their stations. The sounds of people panting and yelling orders filled the station. Pilots are yelling for their droids to keep up as they prepare to take off to fight against the Resistance.

In search of your mother, you failed to notice the small droid that was in your path.  With your head still turned, you feel a pair of arms reach around your waist to stop you from going any further.

You hated when people touched you without your permission, so naturally you began to struggle out of whoever’s arms you were in.

“Hey man,” You said through clenched teeth. “I don’t like to be man handled. So you have about 0.5 seconds before I stick my boot up your ass.”

“Whoa, princess,” A deep voice chuckled softly as he released you. “I was just trying to stop you from running over my pal, BB-8.”

Straightening your jacket, you looked down and noticed an orange and white BB-unit inches away from your feet. The droid was just about the cutest you had ever seen, so you instantly calmed down.

You turned toward the man and took in his appearance. The first thing you noticed about him was how one corner of his lips turned up into a smirk, as if he knew he was just the shit. You didn’t know if you wanted to kiss those lips or just punch that smirk off.

Your gaze made its way up towards his dark, wavy locks that had you questioning if they were as soft as they looked. Finally, your eyes connected with his dark, brown ones— filled with what you would describe as playfulness, as if he knew he was testing your patience.

“See anything you like, princess?” He asked smugly.

“You mean other than a face that I want to use as a punching bag?” You mumbled, crossing your arms over your chest.

“Ouch sweetheart, that isn’t a nice thing to say to your prince charming,” he said, still wearing that smirk on his face.

Your eyes quickly fell to his lips once more and just as quickly, you lifted your gaze back up. For some reason you didn’t know, you felt your stomach flutter both times you glanced at those lips.  

“Okay,” you sighed, looking away from those lips for a moment to search around you, “I don’t have time for this. I am trying to find my mother.”

“Well, maybe I could help? What does she look like, princess?”

You groaned at the pet name he gave you, but felt a bit of amusement as you spotted your mother. Smirking to yourself, you looked back at the man.

“Actually, she is right over there.”

As you pointed across the room, the man’s smirk had finally dropped. You felt a sense of achievement.

“The General is your mother? But you don’t look anything like her.”

“It’s called adoption, not all of us know our birth parents.” You paused. “I don’t even know why I am explaining myself to you; I need to talk to my mother.”  You were in the process of turning away from him when he called out for you.

“Wait! So technically, you really are a princess, yeah?” Rolling your eyes, you refused to answer and stormed off towards your mother, hearing his laugh behind you.

Your mother must have heard your heavy footsteps as she turned to look at you. She smiled at you as soon as you reached her.

“Hello Y/N, are you ready for your first mission?”

“Yes mo- I mean General.” You corrected yourself. “Just waiting to find out which pilot will be escorting me.”

“I would only trust the best pilot in the Resistance to assist you.” She motioned for you to follow her. “Let me show you to him.”

As you followed behind her, you were too busy seeing if you could figure out who you pilot was to listen to her. You nearly bumped into her as she had stopped right in front of you and motioned towards your pilot.

“Y/N,” she began, “this is Poe Dameron, and he will be your pilot for this mission.”

Your face fell as you recognized the man you had run into earlier. Poe grinned down at you and you could feel your cheeks heating up.  

“Hey there princess,” he said stepping towards you. “Looks like we are going to be partners.”

Although you didn’t mind the pet name, you couldn’t help but scoff at him.

“Yeah, well don’t flatter yourself Dameron.”

“Alright, that’s enough from the both of you.” Your mother laughed. “Poe, can I speak to you for a moment?”

“Yes, General.” As he walked past you, he shot you a wink.

You felt your cheeks heat up once more and tried to shake off the warm feeling. Something bumped against your leg and you looked down to see BB-8 looking up towards you. As you knelt down, the droid began to chirp excitedly, introduced itself to you.

“Well, it’s nice to meet you BB-8.” You patted the droid. “I’m Y/N and I am glad that you will be going on this mission with us.”

As you continued to talk with BB-8, someone tapped your shoulder. You turned to see Poe smiling a sincere smile at you. You immediately stood up.

“I see you and BB-8 have been getting along. Does that mean we can be friends too, princess?” Huffing in annoyance, you couldn’t help the smile that formed on your lips.

“Maybe,” You said as you stepped closer to Poe. “But only on one condition.”

“What’s that princess?” He asked, stepping close to you as well.

“Don’t ever call me princess.” And with a final glare, you turned around to board the X-Wing.

Your body shook awake as you felt a compelling weight upon you. Pushing yourself to sit up, you became instantly dizzy and leaned against the wall, taking in slow breaths.

You noticed that you weren’t cuffed or chained to the wall—probably at the “mercy” of your brother—and were only lying on a cold, metal bench. Your mind instantly went to Poe and you began to worry for him. What if they were hurting him?

The metal doors opened with a whoosh and you watched as two Stormtroopers walked towards you, ordering you to stand up. You only glared at them.

“Well you see boys; I would, but your buddy the Jedi Killed didn’t warn me of the side effects that would come after he decided to knock me out.”

Both of the Stormtroopers marched up to you, gripped you heard by your arms, and lifted you up. You began to trash your arms against them, but it was no use. They began walking you out of your room and down a hallway.

You tried to memorize every turn, seeing as you would be trying to escape later on. As they dragged you around a corner,  you noticed another Stormtrooper, standing by himself, looking down at the helmet in his hands.

Huh, you thought, I wonder what his deal is.

The Stormtroopers stopped you in front of another room and you could sense that something was not right. The doors opened and your eyes landed on the beaten, battered body of Poe and you gasped. As soon as the Troopers released you, you rushed over to him and gently took his face in your hands.

“Poe?” You patted his face gently. “Hey, Poe, it’s me, Y/N. You need to wake up now.” Poe began to groan and you released a breath you didn’t know you were holding as he began to stir awake.

“Hngh…Y/N?” His eyes shot wide open and he looked around the room in a panic. “What are you doing here? I told you to leave.”

“Well…” Poe was unamused at the playfulness of your tone. “I was but then-“

“I brought her as my guest.” The familiar robotic voice of your brother made you flinch.

A lump formed in the back of your throat and you slowly turned towards your brother.

“Oh, hey Ben.” You hissed. “Thanks for giving me the worst possible headache back there.”

“I figured it would be easier on me instead of trying to carry someone who would’ve thrashed around like a child, sister. But, now that you are here, we can finally get started.” You stood protectively in front of Poe.

“Don’t do this Ben.” You flinched at how your voice cracked. “Please don’t hurt him.”

“Oh, I won’t hurt him, little sister.” Ben began to walk towards the both of you slowly, “all you have to do is tell me where the map is.” Your muscles instantly tensed up.

Poe must’ve noticed, as you heard him struggle against his restraints.

“No, Y/N, don’t you tell him.” As soon as Poe spoke up, your heart began to race.

You certainly didn’t want Poe to get hurt, but you couldn’t risk losing the one thing that could help out the Resistance. Taking in a deep breath, you sized up against your brother and stood your ground.

“The Resistance will not be intimidated by you.” Ben growled and flicked his wrist, throwing you against the far wall.

You struggled but it was no use—he was much stronger than you were. Ben turned his back against you, now focused on Poe, and brought out his lightsaber. Your eyes widened and you tried to fight against the invisible force that held you against the wall.

“No! Please, Ben.” You cried out, tears threatening to spill from your eyes. “Don’t do this, please.”

“You let your emotions drag you down, little sister.” He said without turning. “That, in return, has made you weak.”

He stalked up to Poe and dragged one of the smaller edges of his saber to cut into Poe’s shoulder. The smell of burning flesh and the sound of Poe screaming caused you to cry out for the pilot. Your brother pulled his saber away and proceeded down towards his chest.

“No, wait! I’ll tell you where it is!” You begged—dropping your head in defeat and letting the tears fall down your cheeks. “Just please stop hurting him.” The sound of the whirring lightsaber stopped and you lifted your head up to see Ben walk towards you.

“N-no Y/N.” The sound of Poe’s weak voice only made the tears fall faster. “Don’t tell him. I’ll be fine.” Continuing to glare at your brother, you chose to ignore Poe’s demand.

All of a sudden, the invisible force holding you disappeared and you began to fall forward, landing hard on your hands and knees. Ben crouched down next to you and lifted your chin up to him. Although you doubted it, you swore you saw him flinch as he glanced upon your tear ridden face.

“If you tell me, I will not touch him and will leave right away.” You pushed his hand away and continued to glare at him, refusing to speak.

“You’re stubbornness is going to be the death of you, Y/N.” He clenched his fists. “Now tell me, where is the map.” You smirked.

“It’s at the location of go fuck yourself, Ben.” At that moment, Ben lifted his hand up to your head.

Although Ben wasn’t touching you, it was like his hand was actually squeezing your head. That he was making his way through your mind—digging through the deepest of thoughts.

Poe began to yell, but it was no use; you couldn’t hear him. All you could focus on was the terrible humming that was going on in your head.

Finally, the pain subsided and your body dropped to the floor. The sound of Ben’s heavy footsteps faded away as he left the room, leaving you on the ground panting.

“Y/N?” Poe spoke softly. “Hey, don’t you dare pass out on me, princess. I don’t think I could handle not hearing your pretty voice. Even if you have used it many times to threaten me with it.” Struggling, you crawled over to Poe, your body overwhelmed with dizziness.

Using the chair that held Poe, you lifted yourself up and help on tightly. Poe’s fingers tangled themselves in yours and you squeezed lightly, refusing to look up at the pilot.

“I’m so sorry, Poe. I wasn’t strong enough.”

“It wasn’t you, sweetheart, I was the weak one. I think he had already gotten the location from me but wanted to see if it was the truth. You did all that you could and I am so proud of you, princess.” Although you were still disappointed in yourself, you couldn’t help the small smile that formed on your lips at the pet name.

Gently, you leaned your head on his uninjured shoulder and allowed Poe to lean his head on top of yours. Sitting quietly for a few moments, you immediately stood in front of Poe again when a Stormtrooper walked through the door.

The Stormtrooper led you and Poe down the corridors of the ship. At first, when he pushed you guys aside, you were confused by his sudden action.

He then began to tell you how he would rescue you guys if you could help him escape and asked if either you or Poe could fly a TIE Fighter. You pointed hurriedly at Poe.

“He can. But I thought that TIE FIghters-“

“Why are you helping us?” Poe interrupted.

The Stormtrooper looked between the both of you and sighed.

“Because it’s the right thing to do.” You and Poe looked at each other in unison and you smirked back at the Stormtrooper.

“You just need a pilot huh?”

“I need a pilot.”

The three of you began walking to the docking area for the TIE Fighters While you and Poe were acting extremely calm, your rescuer sounded like he would pass out any moment.

“Hey buddy.” You whispered. “Maybe you should consider relaxing before you blow our cover.”

“Shhh, Y/N.”

“Hey guys, how are all three of us going to fit? I thought TIE Fighters were only two seats.”

“Looks like you’ll be sitting on my lap then, princess,” Poe commented and you could hear the smugness in his voice.

Before you could comment back, the Stormtrooper pushed you guys towards one of the TIE Fighters and motioned for you to climb inside. You realized Poe was serious when he patted down on his lap and grinned. Instead, you sat on the floor next to him and tried to somehow secure yourself.

“Aww come on princess. You know I don’t bite.”

“Can you just please get us out of here, Dameron.” You shook your head, feeling your cheeks heat up.

Poe laughed as he began to do his thing while also trying to explain how to shoot to your no-named friend. You felt the TIE Fighter begin to rise and relief washed over you… until you were thrown forward a little too harshly.

“I can fix this.” Poe was quick to say as he began to hit some toggle switches and push buttons.

“Seriously?” You groaned. “I thought you could fly anything. You need to get us out of here Dameron.”

You felt the impact of blasters hit the Fighter and braced yourself. Finally, Poe was able to free the TIE Fighter and you flew back, grabbing onto Poe to steady yourself.

“You okay, sweetheart?” Poe asked.

“Yeah,” You huffed. “No thanks to you!”

“Hey buddy, what’s your name?” Poe asked.

“FN-2187.” You and Poe both furrowed your brows.

“FN… what?” You asked.

“That’s the only name they ever gave me.”

“Yeah… I don’t think that will work here.” You chuckled.

You and Poe agreed that you would then call him Finn and continued to introduce yourselves. As you got closer to Jakku, Finn began to question why you were headed back there.

“We need to get his droid.” You answered. “It’s holding a map to Luke Skywalker and we need to get it before the First Order does.”

“Oh you’ve got to be kidding me, I-“

Finn was interrupted as you guys were starting to spin out of control. You grabbed on tightly to Poe and prayed to the Maker that you guys would be alright.

“Y/N!” Poe cried. “You need to go back there with Finn and secure yourself with him. The trajectory of the landing shows that it is more likely that he will be more protected.”

“No Poe,” you placed your hand on his, “I am not going to leave you again.”

“Hey, remember what I told you? I will always come back for you.” Your eyes locked onto his for a long moment and you sighed in defeat.

“Okay Poe. If you somehow make it back to me, I get to punch you in the arm.” You pecked his cheek.

“Deal Y/N/N.” He squeezed your hand before ushering you to go towards Finn.

Securing yourself as best you could, you awaited the hard impact. As the ground was coming closer into view, you closed your eyes and called out Poe’s name one last time before the world around you turned black.

Permanent TAG List: @geeksareunique 

#poe dameron x reader #poe x reader #poe dameron imagine #poe dameron #star wars imagine

[indieks]

One-Life Stand 💫 Jungkook [0.8]

🛏 Pairing : Jeon Jungkook x Reader

🛏 Genre : Fluff, Mild angst

🛏 Warnings : none for this part

🛏 Synopsis : Getting attracted to your long-time best friend, is something classical. Having a one-night stand with him though, is something alarming. While you get scared of your feelings and try to forget about it with the sake of your friendship as an excuse, Jeon Jungkook finally opens his eyes on his own and gets determined to turn this one-night thing into a real relationship.

0.1 || 0.2 || 0.3 || 0.4 || 0.5 || 0.6 || 0.7 || 0.8 || 0.9 || 1 [END]

🛏 A/N : Only two parts left after this one… We’re approaching the pit guys, and as I told you, more angst is coming…! This part includes the very first scene I had in mind for these series, I’m so happy I finally get to post it hahaha

Thank you for reading again and again ♥

       Dining with Mingyu? Seriously?

The afternoon had come so fast, so had the evening in your company – as quiet as it had been in the library –  and Jungkook hadn’t even had the time to savor your perfume or admire your traits to the fullest that you already were fleeing away to meet the Charming Prince. Your best friend pierced your frame with his gaze until you disappeared behind the doors, and he sighed. How come everything was going so wrong between the both of you? Why couldn’t you see how sincere he was? Why were you ignoring him? Did you really not like him?

So many questions were jazzing into his messy mind to the point he thought he’d be diagnosed with dementia sooner or later.

The brown-haired guy shook his head to brush off this idea as he felt his heart crack just at the thought of having been deceived this whole time. However, as it was hard for him to question his own actions, Jungkook was still resolved to follow his plan. He wouldn’t step back unless you clearly tell him no. His competitive spirit was telling him to push it further and further towards the edge, so that he would finally unveil what you were hiding from him.

He was being of bad faith, and deep down he knew it, as you already had told him what you didn’t want him to do. Still, you hadn’t expressed what you wanted. The only thing he foolishly was holding onto, was your sleepy declaration, ensuring him you wanted the exact same thing as he did, but with only your fear maintaining the both of you so far apart. And he was willing to fight it.

Well, now that he was facing your empty chair and rereading your finished and small conversation, Jungkook’s uneasy heartbeat finally started to ring a bell into his straightforward mind ; maybe, just maybe, he’d have to stop at some point… Not now.

Step 3 – Provoke her ✔

You were on your way to Mingyu’s flat the next day, a bubble of excitement popping into your stomach as you were happy to see him. You were talking more frequently these days, and you really had appreciated dining in his company the evening before, comforting you in the idea that he really had an overall nice and charming personality. It also helped you forget about the other bug for a while… You had closed your eyes on opportunities to date because of Jeon Jungkook’s power on you, but not anymore ; Mingyu was worth the try, even more if it could shake your best friend out of his trance.

Mingyu’s flat was in a nice and modern building that left your mouth agape before its sight, and you hurried yourself inside. He lived on the fourth floor, and you were about to knock gently on the wooden door, when you remembered a message he had sent you ten minutes ago telling you the door would be open, in case he didn’t hear you because of the vacuum. You entered shyly the vast apartment, your eyes opening wide as you faced a big living room with window bays showcasing an awesome view of the busy town.

“Hello?”

No answer. You pricked up your ear as you overheard some music coming from a room on the left, in a small corridor, and you quickly recognized “Rainism” of Rain, making you chuckle. But your smile quickly disappeared the second you heard a familiar voice singing the lyrics loudly, a beautiful yet annoying voice that became clearer as the door opened. You froze into your place, wanting to hide yourself as you knew too damn well who was coming, even if you ignored how come his ass was in here.

Still, if you were already shaken by the fact that you both were in the same apartment at the same time, you hadn’t expected a dancing Jeon Jungkook with wet hair, only a towel falling on his hips, but his bare chest gladly defying you and reminding you once more of that night, to enter the scene. He was about to cross the living room and go straight to the opened kitchen, when he brutally stopped in his tracks as he saw you a few meters away from him, your eyes about to pop out from their holes and your mouth wide open. His chest was perfectly defined, water pearls rolling on his pectorals and dripping down on his six-pack. Oh yes, his muscles were all a girl could ask for, not too much but just enough to be fucking masculine and sexy and whatever your hormones couldn’t stand him to be.

Even if you already had seen him naked, the alcohol you had drank that night had blurred and drown your memories so you hadn’t been able to remember what he exactly had looked like. But there the culprit was to print another memory in your aching but sober head, a memory that dried your mouth and made your legs wobble. 

Like a fast-forward film, your brain suddenly played the images of your hands caressing and scratching that very chest that had towered yours, and it was as if your fingers could feel the soft and burning sensation once again even when they were only hanging next to your body. And then, Jungkook smiled. No, he smirked, probably because he saw how flustered you were from seeing him in that kind of… disposition.

“You were looking for me, babe?” he asked, and as if you weren’t distressed enough, Mingyu came out from a room on your right, in a tank top and with his forehead full of sweat.

Had he been exercising? He too, was stunning. Where had you landed? Was it the attractive-and-killing-boys’ paradise or what?

“Babe?” Mingyu picked up, an unidentifiable expression dressing his traits and you swallowed hard, threatening Jungkook with your eyes in case he’d say anything stupid.

“Oh yeah, that’s how we call each other sometimes, we’ve known each other since eleven years old so yeah, she’s still a baby for me” Jungkook lied, not even bothered by the fact that he was half naked before a girl and her crush.

Your best friend crossed his arms and poked his cheek with his tongue as he adored to do, sign he was wearing his arrogant and cocky mask right now, and his eyes were swinging back and forth between your embarrassed self and a without a doubt annoyed Mingyu.

“Ah yeah…” Mingyu finally spoke up, nodding slowly and looking at his opponent from head to toes. “I’m sorry Y/N, I should’ve woken them up before you arrived anyway. I’m changing and packing my stuff and we can go eat outside, that’s fine by you?”

You caught the insistence on this word and in his gaze, so you nodded with a gentle smile, and the tanned-boy went back into his room which door he “accidentally” slammed, making you jump in surprise.

Jungkook was still standing there and he dared to shake his wet hair, killing you a bit more, and he even stretched, making the towel fall dangerously on his hips. You snapped your head away and rolled your eyes while your cheeks started to burn.

“What do you think you’re doing?!” you finally half-exclaimed half-whispered over the music that was still playing, the annoyance finally taking the best of you, then you glanced at him.

“What? You don’t like pet names? Or what you’re seeing? You don’t miss it? I remember you liking it-”

“Stop joking about that! What are you even doing here?”

You were so frustrated by his demeanor right now. You could clearly see what he was trying to do, and even if it worked too damn well, you hated that he dared to play that fuckboy card on you. You weren’t one of his chicks who’d say yes to that.

“I’ll stop when you’ll stop being stupid and scared, or... when you tell me things clearly” he shrugged, the move itself making his muscles contract and you swore you wished you could turn blind for a few minutes in your life. “And I’m here because well, you were meeting with Prince Charming last night so I decided that I’d call a nice friend who’d accept to drunk his ass off with me and forget about some frustrations… And you? Here to go on a date again? Is he marking points? I could almost envy him, but I’m still ahead of him for the best intimate thing so… Unless that’s why you were meeting here and I messed up your plans?” he falsely cooed.

So salty.

Jungkook had been smiling at you all the while, designating the closed door with his chin and pretending to be actually asking those irritating questions when in fact he was making you understand implicitly how pissed off he was about that guy and your outings with him. You took every poisonous arrow he had shot at you, his sarcasm leaving a deep impact in your mind and on your heart, and your hands that had been aching from the souvenir of his soft skin were now eager to smack and punch it as he was being an asshole.

Hurry Mingyu, please.

“Do you want me to hate you, Jungkook? I thought I didn’t want to lose my best friend but you’re making yourself odious lately, you know?!” you finally hissed in a quiet tone even if you wanted to scream at him.

“Nope, I want you to come to me, that’s different” he answered in a louder voice while caressing his chest, but without failing to look at you right in the eyes.

You gasped and lowered your gaze first, his straightforwardness killing your willpower and anger in an instant.

“I won’t come, because the two of us together won’t go anywhere Jungkook” you coldly stated after having braced yourself.

You heard him chuckle and when you looked up at him, he was biting his lip while staring at your frame he was craving to hold into his arms. What were you so afraid of? Why couldn’t you trust him this time? Why were you repressing your feelings so hard? Too many questions, damn!

He knew you liked him, he knew it, he felt it, he saw it and most of all he had heard it from your own mouth. Your words kind of hurt him but Jungkook only nodded, brushing his drenched hair in the back and you discovered his furrowed eyebrows that gave his gaze something almost scary.

“You didn’t ask about it and I wasn’t going to tell you in hopes you’d be the one to at some point, but you told me you loved me that night, Y/N” he unexpectedly added in a rush, his eyes sending darts right through your skull, but it wasn’t anything compared to the sensation of a knife planting itself in your heart right now.

What had he just said? Why didn’t you remember any of that? Why would you say that?!

“Stop lying because you’re frustrated” you tried in a lower voice, scared that Mingyu would show up at any moment and you clearly didn’t want him to hear that.

Your best friend chuckled but you caught the sad look on his face when he did, and another knife cut your heart. Your fears of losing him and worsening the relationship were finally coming to life, weren’t they?

“Did you really think I’d try this hard if I knew it was game over? You told me those words Y/N, so unless you deny them right here right now into my face, I’ll believe in them and I’ll keep on coming to you. So, what do you say?”

That punchline was the sparkle that made the time-bomb your heart was explode into your chest. He still had a smile on his lips but you recognized it as a sarcastic one, surely because you were leaving him so frustrated. But you were already frustrating yourself. Your throat had become so tight and your tongue had paralyzed into your mouth, so you couldn’t answer. You couldn’t lie to Jeon Jungkook. You weren’t telling him, but your silence was in fact telling him so much. And you hated that. You hated that you were being so weak. You couldn’t be that weak.

“I-”

“Let’s go Y/N! I’m sorry for making you wait!” Mingyu suddenly came out of his room, and you only followed him to the door without looking at your best friend who you heard sighing.

Jungkook turned on his heels before disappearing in another room on the left, probably the bedroom of Mingyu’s roommate who couldn’t have invited another friend to sleep over yesterday, no.

Jungkook had felt it in his guts. He was jealous. Crazily jealous. Madly jealous. Overly jealous. To the point he had been about to throw his towel and embarrass the both of you indefinitely. He still felt guilty about what he had done a few days ago with his ex, and even if you had told him you didn’t mind it, Yugyeom’s words resounded into his ears and he could clearly guess he had hurt you in some way.

Indeed, he obviously had seen you were growing distant, your eyes fleeing his, your hands not kicking nor touching him anymore, your smiles disappearing as soon as they had come, your texts shorter than what they used to be. He felt so lost right now. You were his best friend, he was supposed to know you by heart, but shit, when it came to love, you became a whole mystery to him.

Whatever path he was trying to take, he always ended up with the wrong result to the complicated equation you were. Whatever strategy he was willing to pull, you always seemed a thousand steps ahead of him. Even a genius couldn’t beat your defense if a Golden boy was failing.

What had you been about to say? Yes or no? Why did he felt like you were leaving him hanging? What were you waiting for if he was that unbearable? Was there any hope? So. Many. Questions.

Jungkook quickly dressed up before landing on his friend’s mattress – who was still sleeping soundly – and he finally started to have the same fears as you had had to begin with, the ones of being wrong about your feelings, the ones of losing everything, the ones of never being able to put every piece right into its place once he’d break your walls.

Oh god, you were so frustrating. And the more you were, the more Jungkook was tending to act without thinking twice, only wishing you’d show something, you’d say something, you’d blow up. You. Were. So. Frustrating.

But if Jeon Jungkook didn’t go well with losing while it matched with being bold, right now he was considering asking you those numerous questions before they would mess up his mind and your friendship. Step 4…  

   To be continued…

    A/N : I wrote, rewrote and rerewrote this part omg I hope you liked it too. Part 0.9 is out tomorrow! I can’t wait to publish it I think it’s my personal favorite…

#bts #bangtan #bangtan boys #bts scenarios #bts texts #bts imagines #bangtan boys scenarios #bangtan boys texts #jungkook #jeon jungkook #bts jungkook #jungkook scenarios #jungkook texts #jungkook fanfic #bts jungkook scenari #bts jungkook texts #bts jungkook fanfic #kpop scenarios #kpop texts #kpop imagine #bts fake texts #jungkook fake texts

[wanna1things]

Kindergarten Teacher!Hwang Minhyun

because minhyun with kids is all i have ever needed in my whole entire life

Genre;; if kindergarten teacher is an au, this is it... also super fluffy

Warnings;; NONE unless you hate kids and minhyun

Pairing;; Hwang Minhyun x reader

Requested;; no... i wrote this last year lmao

Summary;; Hwang Minhyun is the perfect kindergarten teacher; he can sing, play piano and he’s amazing with kids. He’s also amazing at stealing your heart...

Style;; bullet point

Word Count; 1691

I wrote this last year around the time when Canvas was released and i realised its super cute and i’ve never seen an AU like this so while im in this busy period i might as well post it!! also yeah its time for me to actually post something about my ult lmao

minhyun works at the kindergarten that your niece goes to

of course he’s her teacher lol

but no really all of the kids love him because he’s always so funny and he’s the best singer??

every day they have half an hour where he plays piano for the kids and sings children’s songs with them and it’s so cute all the kids aspire to be in minhyun’s class lmao your niece got lucky

the headteacher doesn’t even get mad when he forgets to teach them proper songs and instead teaches them the theme tunes to tv shows sdhfgsd

‘go go power rangers’ yes minhyun sing it

they hold recitals/showcases every 2 months that showcase the kids singing i mean they’re not the best singers but it’s cute for the parents

and of course every time minhyun plays the piano for them

and every time minhyun’s class is the best in sync and they always get a standing ovation

and they always sing a tv show theme song hsdgfjs bless

when your brother has a job come up in japan for 2 months he leaves your niece in your care

lmao good luck with this hyperactive child

but no she’s wonderful

so... now you have to drop her to that kindergarten class

it’s not like you didn’t know who minhyun was i mean everyone knew

and you’d been to the recitals so many times because well… a) you love your niece and b) christ that mr hwang guy has a VOICE and he’s BEAUTIFUL

the first time you drop your niece off minhyun is so confused

‘excuse me,, you don’t look like y/n/n’s parents… who are u’

takes you a second to process what he says because lmao close up he’s like 20x better looking

‘ahh;; im y/n;; she’s my niece;; im looking after her for 2 months while her dad’s in japan for work’

‘oh okay!! thanks for dropping her off, y/n!! in case you didn’t know i’m mr hwang but you can call me minhyun!! i’ll see you here at three~’

LISTEN after that you had to go catch your breath outside OH MY GOd you spoke to the guy you’ve secretly been crushing on since your niece entered kindergarten lmao

when its pick up time you decide to get there a bit early

and you manage to turn up exactLY WHEN HE’S DOING THE SINGING CLASS

and as you’re waiting in the hall for the class to finish you hear minhyun singing the theme song for this really popular kids show and you really can’t help but laugh

like a voice that nice singing a kids tv show theme is kinda funny because it’s so unexpected sjfhdh

the bell goes and it pulls you out of your daydreaming about mr hwang

and as you wait for your niece to come out someone taps you on the shoulder

uh minhyun’s back

‘hey , y/n!! I saw you got back here early today!! I was wondering if you’re always here this early you can come and sit in the music lessons!!’

OH

‘yeah, sure!! i’ll come and watch every day then thank you!!!’

he just smiles that cute smile (that STILL REMINDS ME OF MY TORTOISE)

‘i could hear you laughing from inside’

UM OOPS

you can honestly feel the blush on your cheeks as minhyun waves and disappears back into the room like wow okay your cheeks are bURNING

and your niece runs out with her bag in her hands and basically drags you out of the kindergarten tbh you’re still completely in shock

from that day onwards you’re a regular at the music class

at first some of the kids are like ?? why are you here?? but once your niece explains they accept you like a second teacher

after about a week minhyun recruits you to play an instrument

at first he tries getting you to play piano with him but that’s a bit too crowded there’s only one piano stool

so uh welcome resident triangle player

it’s an easy job but you’re not going to complain i mean

playing tv theme songs with minhyun is surprisingly fun and really it’s the highlight of your day

one day after you had a particularly rough day;; you got stuck in the barriers at the train station and your scarf went missing

minhyun noticed and let you sit in the special chair in the corner of the room that looked a bit like a throne to play triangle

instead of having to stand up or sit in one of the kiddy chairs

by this time you’re about three weeks into the 2 months

and it was time to start preparing for the showcase which your brother was returning from japan to see

one day he asks you to stay a bit later to help him pick out a song

and of course you agree

you let your niece go to the corner to play with the toys while you and minhyun chat and discuss the ideas

while you two are brainstorming what song to do, he suddenly puts his hand on your shoulder lmao you got a bit shook

‘hey,, y/n… can you perform on stage with me at this recital?? i’d really like it if you could!!!’

who are you to deny this beautiful angel this request

‘of course i’ll play with you!! it’s only the triangle though i’m not sure how supportive that will be lol’

he hugs you suddenly and it’s like hEARTBEAT SPEED X100000000000

but you can feel his heart is racing too like aw okay bless

you know

about a week later the kids start teasing you and minhyun shfdhs sneaky assholes

‘mr hwang!! are you and y/n married??’

literally that question or a variation of it every 0.5 seconds

and you two lovebirds are blushing because you both obviously like each other but you’re kinda blind and don’t want to say anything uhh

he just flashes his eye smile and winks at the kids not even denying it

that is until one friday minhyun asks you to stay behind again

and right as you’re waiting for the kids to go out one of the parents approaches you and is like

‘hey!! my son told me you and minhyun are married!! congratulations on scoring the guy all the parents here are secretly swooning over lol’

and you blush a lot bc omg no we’re not married not even dating

you just mumble a thank you and go back to waiting for them all to leave

when they’re all done leaving minhyun asks your niece to step out of the room for a second

and so she does wow obedient child

minhyun suddenly takes ahold of your hand and he breathes in and out like really deeply bless nervous boy

‘uh;; y/n;; i really like you?? and i want us to date?? but if you don’t that’s okay??’

WHAT

you don’t even need to think you already know your answer

‘of course i want to date you omg???????????’

he hugs you really really tight and you can hear him breathe a sigh of relief bless

‘let’s not tell the kids though,, i think we should reveal it to them at the showcase’

CUE ONE MONTH OF TRYING TO HIDE YOUR RELATIONSHIP

kids are super perceptive but obviously because you two keep denying it they drop it well kinda

they just say it a bit less often lol

when it gets to the day of the recital/showcase thing

you two are planning your big reveal at his apartment while your niece is at her parents seeing as they’re back from japan now lol

and you’re helping minhyun change into his suit ready to leave

and sjfgshgfj omg he looks so good in a suIT YOU’RE ALMOST DYING

you were just going to wear jeans and a tshirt to play triangle but minhyun passes you a box and inside is like a really smart outfit that he picked himself and it looks really expensive lmao how did this kindergarten teacher afford this

but you go and get changed

and uhh cliche minhyun is just;; shooketh

you look so good he can’t resist kissing you UH

but no time to waste you gotta goooo to the recital

minhyun starts on stage but as always his class is last

and when it’s their turn you’re backstage with them cheering them on when your niece turns to you and says

‘hey are you sure you and minhyun aren’t in love’

you just wink at her and boom time to go onstage

THE SONG GOES DOWN SO WELL though it’s amazing

you spot your brother in the audience and send him a wave in the gap in your triangle playing

the song ends and minhyun does the thing where you tap the microphone

‘hello everyone i have an announcement to make’

the hall is just completely silent like boy better not be resigning

of course he’s not he loves the kids too much

‘the school has a new permanent triangle player!! they’re y/n and we are in love!!’

ALL the kids suddenly cheer and you can hear about 20 of them just saying ‘i knew it i bet on it you owe me $3 pay up’ I’M KIDDING

then minhyun does the cheesiest thing

yea he kisses you in front of everyone

when you look back over at you brother he is just clapping wildly and giving you a thumbs up wow brothers approval

BUT ANYWAY

from that day on you two are the cutest couple

you’re officially the triangle player for the whole kindergarten

i mean the kindergarten doesn't pay you but they should by now because you’re there literally 24/7

you move in with minhyun and you spend 90% of the day together but it's cute

when your niece comes to stay it's always so cute because

you 3 crowd around his electric piano and sing songs together (there's no triangle for you to play here sorry)

and those moments really make you look forward to your future together...

uh yeah this is cute and i love minhyun sm im going to die anyway its really late so !! good night && i hope you enjoyed;;

#minhyun #hwang minhyun #hmh #nu'est #nuest #wanna one #wannaone #wannable #wannaone imagines #wanna one imagines #nu'est imagines #au #kindergarten!au #teacher!au #kindergarten teacher!au #produce 101 #produce 101 imagines

[i-am-a-closet-fanfic-fiend]

On Your Right - Bucky Barnes x Reader (Part 7)

A/N: HAPPY FRIDAY YA’LL! Have some Bucky fluff to celebrate the weekend. 

Thanks for the continued love, it makes my day every time. :)  Tags are open! 

Summary: Morning after girl’s day. Just some fluff with pretty much the whole team. Read on and enjoy. 

Rating: T for language

Warnings: Tooth rotting fluff. Like 0.5 seconds of angst. 

Pairings/Characters: Bucky x Reader, Everybody! 

Word count: 2000 even 

Masterlist

The next morning you woke up on Natasha’s couch slightly confused until you remembered passing out during A Walk to Remember. Nat was still asleep at the other end of the couch and Wanda was curled up in the arm chair, so you quietly left the room, taking the empty wine glasses with you to the kitchen.

You were rummaging through the fridge when Tony and Bruce entered.

“Good morning, thief,” Tony greeted you.

You would have been worried, but you could hear the amusement in his voice.

“If it’s not labelled it’s fair game, Tony,” you mumbled around a bite of cold pizza.

“I was more concerned about my credit card that got swiped yesterday. Do you know anything about that?” he asked with an expectant look.

“We live in a house of spies. You can’t trust anyone,” you reminded him with a shrug.

“Especially the quiet ones apparently,” he added.

“I never swiped your credit card,” you told him honestly. “All of the machines took the chip.”

“I never should have let you and Romanoff become friends,” he huffed.

“Probably not,” you agreed with a smirk.

Bruce snickered as he grabbed an apple out of the basket on the counter. Before he could retort, Tony’s phone rang and he stepped outside to answer it. You continued to munch of the slice of pizza as you gathered the ingredients for waffles.

“Dr. Banner, did you read Helen Cho’s latest article?” you asked conversationally as you mixed a large bowl of batter.  

“Yes, I did!”

His eyes lit up at the question and you quickly found yourself engaged in an in-depth discussion of the paper. During the course of the conversation you made waffles for yourself, Bruce, Tony, Peter, Nat, and Wanda. For the most part, everyone left the pair of you alone wholly uninterested in the topic.

You two were just starting to debate the pros and cons of semi-synthetic cellular regeneration when Bucky, Steve, Sam, and Pietro came in, arguing. Finding it impossible to continue with all the shouting, you shot Bruce an apologetic smile and started once again pouring the batter into the massive waffle iron Tony had purchased.

“Come by the lab later if you want to finish discussing the paper,” Bruce offered, as he skirted around the four other men.

“I will.”

He waved a hand to acknowledge that he heard you.

“That doesn’t count as you lapping us,” Bucky stated firmly, glaring at Sam.

“Oh yes, it does,” Sam argued back.

“No way,” Steve disagreed, shaking his head. “Pietro lapped us. You were just an over-sized backpack.”

Sam looked at you to back him up.

“Come on, y/n. It counts right?”

You scrunched your nose with a sigh, “Sorry, Sam. I don’t think so.”

“Seriously, y/n? It was your idea.”

Steve and Bucky looked at you in betrayal, and you threw your hands up in defense.

“I said it would be funny for me to get carried by Pietro and lap you guys,” you explained to the super soldiers, before glaring lightly as Sam, “I didn’t say anything about you.”

After a moment Steve and Bucky doubled over laughing.

“Now that would have been funny,” Steve gasped out.

“Really, Rogers?” Sam demanded.

“He’s right, that would have been hilarious,” Bucky agreed.  

“I would have enjoyed that a lot more too. I’m free any time you want a ride, Printessa,” Pietro winked at you.

“I’ll keep that in mind. Here, have a waffle,” you snorted as you shoved the waffle into his mouth to shut him up. You pushed the stack towards the rest of them and jerked your head towards the table, “Now, all of you go eat and quit arguing.”

“Yes, ma’am,” Steve quipped with a cheeky grin, grabbing the maple syrup and pecking you on the cheek.

“Thanks for breakfast, doll. It’s delicious,” Bucky complimented you after a harsh swallow. “Are you going to join us?”

“In a minute.”

Pulling sixteen fresh waffles out of the iron, you stacked them on a plate and placed them in the middle of the table, stifling a laugh as the four of them quickly demolished the tower while keeping up a constant stream of teasing. Perched on the stool closest to the breakfast nook, safely away from the chaos, you couldn’t help but smile. You had always wanted a big family and that was exactly what you got when you joined the Avengers.

“Mr. Stark requests all team members’ presence in the penthouse lounge immediately.”

You were already rising from your seats when you spoke up.

“What for, FRIDAY?” you asked, looking quizzically at the others who were equally confused.

“I’m unsure, miss. He just insists that you all join him and Mr. Parker upstairs.”

“Spider baby probably needs his diaper changed,” Sam snickered.

“Be nice,” you admonished, slapping him on the shoulder.

“Nah he probably needs a bottle,” Bucky whispered to Sam and Pietro who burst out laughing.

“I heard that,” you informed him, not bothering to turn around, “You be nice too, Mister.”

“And you accuse me of parenting everyone,” Steve muttered, arching an eyebrow at you.

“Well where do you think I got it from?”

He grinned and tugged your ponytail lightly as you walked through the doors to find the rest of the team waiting for you, looking serious. All of you snapped into mission mode, taking your seats and waiting for Tony to brief you.

“Well, team. There has been a major development in young Peter’s life here, and it seems like an opportunity for a teachable moment.”

You glanced at Peter who was standing next to Tony looking mortified. You just wanted to hug the poor kid.

“Peter has been…” Tony paused as if he couldn’t find the words. “Maybe you should tell them,” he suggested finally, nudging Peter forward.

“I’ve been,” he mumbled the rest of the sentence so none of you could make it out.

You expected him to say he had been exposed which would be devastating. Peter was the last of you to have a secret identity and all of you wanted to keep it that way. He was just a kid after all. You didn’t realize you’d grabbed Bucky’s hand until he squeezed it to calm you down.

“What happened, kid?” Steve asked patiently.

“I got asked to a cotillion,” he finally spit out.

There was a long moment of silence where everyone was relieved that nothing bad had happened. And then all at once, everyone started shouting at Tony for scaring you all.

When the yelling had mostly stopped, Tony was wearing a shit eating grin.

“So, as I said. I felt this was a teachable moment.”

“How so?” Steve asked in a wary tone.

You had your suspicions about what was going through the genius, billionaire, reformed (as he liked to remind you all) playboy, philanthropist’s mind.  He didn’t disappoint.

“Well, cotillion, for those of you who don’t know, is a young woman’s formal introduction into society, and that requires formal dancing. And it got me to thinking, how many of you actually know how to dance? Considering the number of missions that require formal wear and a stellar quickstep we are woefully unprepared. So today, we are going to have our first dance lesson.”

“I already know how to dance,” Sam whined.

“Grinding in a club doesn’t count, Wilson.”

You chuckled at Nat’s comment. While you were annoyed with Tony’s theatrics you were excited to learn.

Tony had brought in two championship dancers as your instructors. For the first hour the guys were sent off to the other side of the room to learn their steps while you and the other ladies remained where you were. Pepper and Maria Hill had joined you for the lesson, mostly for practice or entertainment you guessed given that they clearly knew what they were doing.

Once they had managed to get the right pattern the men were brought back in and asked to take a partner. Vision quickly hurried to Wanda’s side. Tony went with Pepper, Maria with Sam, and Natasha with Bruce. Bucky had just caught your eye when Peter bounced up to you.

“Will you dance with me, y/n?” he asked excitedly.

“Of course, Peter.”

You shot Bucky a silent apology before placing your hand in Peter’s. The two of you spent the next twenty minutes awkwardly fumbling through the steps, often stepping on each other’s toes. You desperately tried to let him lead, but he was so hesitant that it often slowed the dance to a stop. For a long while all that could be heard apart from the soft waltz playing in the background was your and Peter’s apologies.

“Alright, let’s switch partners so the rest of you gentleman can get a chance to practice,” Heather suggested.

“Sorry again, y/n,” Peter mumbled, not meeting your eyes.

“It’s okay, Peter. We’re both learning. Don’t worry we’ll keep practicing and make sure you’re ready for cotillion,” you smiled softly ruffling his hair.

“Thank you.” He hugged you around your waist and you happily hugged him back.

“Mind if I cut in?”  

You looked up to meet Bucky’s soft gaze, clearly finding the show of affection endearing.

“Of course.”

Peter quickly stepped back and Bucky took his place. You glanced down at the running sneakers he was still wearing.

“You probably should have opted for steel-toed boots. I apologize in advance for any bruises.”

He chuckled as his flesh hand settled on your waist, tugging you closer. You placed your left hand on his shoulder and your right hand in his metal one.

“Don’t worry, doll. Dancing is easy if you’ve got the right partner.”

“Remember, eye contact is the second most important thing in dancing,” Manuel instructed.  

Letting go of your hand for a moment, Bucky tilted your chin up so you had to look at him. His grey eyes immediately captivated you.

“Focus on me, doll, not the steps,” he whispered, as his fingers tapped out the count on your waist. On the right beat he started to move.

You weren’t surprised that Bucky was a good dancer. Bucky was good at almost everything. Honestly he could have told you he was going to be an Olympic gymnast and you would have been waiting for him to come home with the gold.

You were however surprised that with him leading, you could actually pass for a good dancer too. Your instructor applauded the two of you, but you were too distracted to hear exactly what she said. Your entire focus was on Bucky while the two of you were dancing. Eyes never leaving his, your body eagerly moved to mirror his motions, keeping you in time. It was suddenly quiet and you felt like you were floating. It wasn’t the music guiding you, only the light pressure from his hand as you moved around the room in whirling patterns.

He must have felt the music coming to a close because your movements slowed and then stopped, and suddenly you could hear again. Your cheeks turned bright red as your brain processed the applause coming from your teammates, but you were still caught in his gaze. His eyes were alight with excitement as he held you close.

A loud whistle caught your attention and you looked over at Sam who was grinning from ear to ear. The connection broken you stepped back from Bucky trying to come back to reality.

“That was excellent,” Heather clapped her hands together, clearly impressed.

“And there you see a perfect demonstration of the number one rule in dancing,” Manuel commented. Everyone turned their attention towards him, waiting for him to elaborate. Smiling at you and Bucky, he answered their question. “You have to trust your partner.”

You glanced at Bucky, a question in your eyes. Squeezing your hand gently he gave you a soft smile.

“Without a doubt,” he murmured so only you could hear.

You couldn’t help your answering smile. Bucky trusted you completely too. 

On Your Right Tag List: @bexboo616, @shitty-imagines-95, @spookyscaryscully, @chamongangae​, @elaacreditava​, @unevenpages​, @spiderrparkerr​

Bucky/Sebastian Stan Tag List: @waywardpumpkin

Permanent Tag List: @iamwarrenspeace

A/N: So there you go, lots of fluff to kick off your weekend. Because Bucky is 100% an amazing dancer and Peter Parker would 100% be a clumsy adorable goof. Hope you enjoyed it! Comments are lovely! <3 

Part 8

#Bucky x Reader #Bucky Barnes #Fluff

[mingyiu]

guess who went to diamond edge in toronto and had the time of her life

OK GOTTA TYPE THIS UP BEFORE I FORGET EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED

istg everyone I encountered went/is going to more than one north american diamond edge concert and i’m just like :/ /salty

this girl behind me was showing off how she went to the airport (which was a shit show)

the girl in front of me HAD HER CARAT BONG WAY UP AND FILMED ALMOST THE ENTIRE CONCERT LIKE OH MY GOD

i literally had a terrible view of the front+center of the stage and any view of the stage i had was broken up by her ARM AND CARAT BONG

i sat on the far right side so because of this girl in front of me i missed a lot of the stuff that was going on on the left side + the front center of the stage... aka everything

so i focused a lot on whoever was on the far right side at the time

legit i was watching a video back of their adore u performance and i was like “how did i miss that part???” (the second verse where they carry vernon off) and then i saw wonwoo on the far right of the stage and i was like lol oh

if mingyu/wonwoo were within my line of sight i stared at them for sure

wonwoo was to the far right a lot in the beginning so i was straight up just staring at him at the very beginning of the concert

mingyu who

jk i actually saw mingyu first

ok svt irl

i’ll get more about what they look like close up at the end but like from my view of the stage...

imagine svt members on their best day in a pic by your favourite fansite who has THE BEST PHOTO EDITING SKILLS

now multiply that beauty by 10

that’s what they look like from row H

legit like... for the most part they look pretty much the same as they do as we see them through the computer screen

but like way more flawless???

srsly they all look SO GOOD SO DAMN GOOD

but wonwoo

DAAAMN @ WONWOO

i was literally blown away by how amazing he looked

like his features are so sharp

like he didn’t look real

he looked like a porcelain doll

they all did

but moreso wonwoo

i just stared at wonwoo for like the first three songs like shit damn boi

all my dreams came true when i got to see pretty u + beautiful literally my favourite svt songs

minghao spoke in english a lot like i think i’ve heard about that a lot from the other concerts but to see it irl WOW

i’m so happy soonyoung is feeling better

he /OWNED/ the stages

it was his stage seventeen who

lol jk but seriously during his parts he srsly owned it

mingyu is as soft for carats as expected

maybe even more so

i’m trash and just stared at mingyu during every ment

frick he was all heart eyes at carats the entire time

vernon+mingyu slapped jeonghan’s butt at one point

i am alive

ok back to soonyoung owning the stage

performance unit stages??? were the most memorable for me!!!

their dancing is so powerful????????????????

tbh none of the vocal unit songs are really my fave but like quality vocals yasss

their performance of don’t listen in secret was really difficult to see... bc they were mostly sitting down and i’m short + sitting far back i could barely see them

seungkwan was at the center for habit and the annoying girl in front of me was covering him the entire time im so sad

HIP HOP UNIT!!!!!!! 

i like kinda forgot about that one song... that they posted on their soundcloud... wow am i great carat or what i don’t know what it’s called :(

the performance of it was fire tho i really should’ve listened to the song more before the concert :(

check in tho

check in was lit

if i was lit

hip hop unit was lit ok

getting to see mingyu sing take me to the top and straight down like a gyro drop

dream #12930138102938912389 coming true

rock is one of my favourite songs and sometimes i convince myself it’s for that reason alone

overall i really didn’t like how the setlist was put together tho???

like it didn’t BLOW ME AWAY AS A WHOLE

every performance was lit

but like i feel like the concert as a whole could’ve made more of an impact

if they had ordered the songs differently???

they performed most of the title songs pretty much in the first half of the concert

some of them would’ve done a lot better at the end!!!

the ones they performed towards the end (boom boom + don’t wanna cry) would’ve done so much better at the beginning of the concert imo???

the concert felt SO SHORT

all of a sudden they were like “this is our last song”

i almost cried

they didn’t perform fast pace + love letter and i think that’s TRAGIC

ending ment

omg

i’m not gonna lie i don’t remember what happened with anyone except mingyu

mingyu distracting me with his sleevless shirt

i stared at him the entire time

i’m not even gonna pretend i didn’t

i missed wonwoo’s ending ment and only realized like three other members’ turns later

i was like where’s wonwoo

and i realized he was second rip

mingyu was still soft with carats

boy couldn’t stand still

arms are as great as i imagined

literally i was so shameless i posted a snapchat story captioned “god bless this boy and his arms”

ok that’s it

ok so hi touch

i was freaking the fuck out (naturally... ok naturally for me i freak the fuck out over everything so this was just like 1000x the usual)

it was fast

too fast

first was chan

i practically ran up to him and was like HI

i can’t really remember the order afterwards

i almost took a step back when i saw seungcheol

like SHIT

i was blown away

like idk man i guess there was just something about him that i had never noticed before that moment i was like a foot away from him like fuck what a gorgeous human being

and like he was very... invested? in the hi touch

that’s the wrong word but it’s almost 3am ok my brain shut off ages ago

but like he was very into it and like i felt appreciated

SAME WITH VERNON

i almost said something to vernon

but fuck vernon looked at me straight in the eye

and naturally i couldn’t say anything

i might’ve said something stupid like i love you or something

but i’m pretty sure i froze before i could or i like stuttered it out who knows

vernon + seungcheol for me were the most memorable part of the hi touch

honourable mention to seokmin though

dude that boy is TALL

and also his smile would literally put the sun to shame omg

he lit up my world like nobody else (is that a 1d reference why yes it is)

i told wonwoo i love him

remember how i said wonwoo was flawless earlier

even more so up close

wonwoo has a really nice nose

i’m sorry was that comment too random

minghao was the very last

i think i tried to tell him that he did GREAT

i definitely stumbled over my words and i don’t actually know what ended up coming out of my mouth

something stupid probably

ok im rly sad about this

but i don’t remember hi touch with jihoon at all

we went through the exit of the venue was soon as the hi touch was over and i was like WAS WOOZI THERE DID I SKIP WOOZI I THINK I SKIPPED WOOZI

if he was right before/after mingyu

then i probably was just way too focused on mingyu take it in

i’m the worst i’m sorry :(

actually i’m not

i saved the fucking worst moment of my entire fucking life for last

fucking kim mingyu

literally

my least favourite person in the universe

did not fucking

look at me

while he hi fived me

he was looking at the girl in front of me

IDK WHY

but i’m so fucking pissed

ok more like i’m so fucking sad

i can’t believe

that happened to me

everyone else looked right at me for that 0.5 second interaction

but not kim mingyu

fucking kim mingyu

ruining my life

i’m like actually so sad

but i lied and i’m actually sadder about the jihoon thing

i can’t believe i can’t remember jihoon :(((

ok but they’re all... bigger? than i imagined

like not even just taller like idk on camera i feel like they all look smol but not irl???

they all have big (AND SOFT) hands but let’s be real my hands are just tiny

they’re all flawless and like lowkey paler than i imagined

was that the makeup idk

but srsly flawless

ok that’s it that’s all i remember

oh i remember another thing

carat bongs are SO PRETTY??? 

and just like in the dark omg when they’re lit up in the dark the effect is so nice

ok you all knew that

all in all i had an amazing time

i’m short and i was tiptoeing the entire time rip my legs and feet

svt’s performance is top notch

they’re all extremely bright and happy and literally showed no sign of being tired from the hectic schedule of the north american leg of their tour

thank you to everyone involved in bringing seventeen to toronto

the concert was truly a dream come true

#seventeen #diamond edge in toronto #diamondedgeintoronto

[elevenhoursinfront-blog]

1st June 2017

Alarm off and up to get ready. I can't wait to have some time alone. Being with people constantly for this amount of time is kind of doing my head in. Steve didn't sleep at all last night due to being on his death bed. He had bought a box of vapour smelling tissues, paracetamol and sore throat sweets. Luckily and unluckily, he's off work again today. He'll be able to stay in bed and try get better but at the same time he needs money. He's got work tomorrow and Saturday which is better than nothing. I'm so glad it's almost Friday. I live for the weekends at the moment but I'm loving stability and routine. I'm a routine sort of person even though I get bored quickly. I got to work and we started off where we left off. There wasn't a team meeting as Lisa wasn't coming in. She was meant to be flying to Darwin but the trip got cancelled. Shame really for her as the weather is unreal up there. Work is pretty much the same stuff everyday. Excel spreadsheets, emails, data entry, phone calls. The same sort of admin job that everyone does in their life once or twice. The only thing getting me through the day was free food Thursday and ABC for free prosecco. We spoke about the Great Ocean Road and Grampians yesterday and we all really want to do it. We're going to have a look tonight after dinner on the computers to see what needs booking. I don't have high hopes because trying to book something with a group of people always fails. It's Megan's birthday tomorrow too which also means they check out in the morning! They'll still be in the same hostel. Dan paid $90 for a private room - double bed, bathroom, TV and tea and coffee facilities. That's stupidly expensive considering you can get a hotel room for $100. He thought about a hotel but he didn't want to take her away from her friends which is nice. I left work and went straight to Daiso. I had to buy Meg something for her birthday. Daiso is the cheap Japanese store where everything is $2.80. I got Meg fluffy socks, pretty socks, face mask and hair clips. These are little things she's been needing/wanting for ages now. I had to get a little bag to put them in too but it was a brown one with Winnie the Pooh on saying "silly little bear". I loved it. She would too. I spent ages in the store contemplating whether what I got was good enough, should j get more but I couldn't afford too. I get so much anxiety when I'm buying for other people it's unbelievable. I spent about 30 minutes pacing up and down checking for other stuff. I kept putting the items in and out of the bag to see whether the bag was too big for a small amount of gifts. I'm a nightmare. I'm AWFUL at Christmas. I could have a heart attack I reckon. I walked the three blocks home. Unfortunately, there were protestors out, they must've been vegan. They were all dressed in black with hoods up and white face masks on. The scary one with a big smile. They were holding big flat screen TV's with animals being slaughtered. Puppies, kittens, chicks... I looked at the screen for less than a second and I was distraught. You do not need to put that in our faces. We're aware of what happens in the world. If I was young, that would've given me nightmares. Don't these people consider children walking in the street? I was so angry and upset. Usually they hand out leaflets that seem happy and colourful on the front page until you open it... I can deal with that because I know what's coming. I will never un-see that 0.5 seconds of awfulness. I got home and Mel was in our room. She had been kicked out of her room as there were bedbugs. Sophie and Becky are also in that room which is a shame. They all had to fumigate their clothing which took the majority of their evening up. Sophie wasn't even in the hostel, she was out with her mum. She had to come back to sort her stuff out. We went down for the dinner around 1830. It starts at 1900 but Mexican is the best free food so you have to get down early. The queue will start about 1845 and if you're at the end, it will have run out. Luckily, Mel and I were at the front. Steve wasn't hungry because he was still really unwell. He blames me for getting my cold. I'm not 100% better yet but I'm much closer than he is. They didn't do a vegetarian for Mel and Meg so they were really disappointed. This hostel is awful and we all cannot wait to leave. It's liveable but they don't know what customer service is. We had dinner which was ridiculously spicy even though I asked for the mild one. I reckon she done it on purpose. We went round to the computers to look at next weekend. We found a car hire place called Jucy which was the cheapest. We also found one property on the website 'Stayz' for our first night. We'd be staying at the end of the Great Ocean Road in Warrnambool. It'll take us about 8-10 hours drive to get there including stopping for photos/landmarks. We found a property next to the Grampians which is a famous national park in Victoria. It's 2 hours up from the Great Ocean Road. We would have to wake up early to drive and complete our hikes throughout the mountains and forests. The second property is a 6 bed as Mel and her boyfriend Jack will stay with us that night. They've both done the GOR so they don't need to do it again. The first night it will just be Steve, Dan, Meg and I. At 2100, we booked everything! Oh my god. Finally something exciting booked! It's costing $119 each for the car and 2 night stay which is really cheap in my eyes. We have to add petrol and food but that's fine. We. Are. So. Excited! Road trip here we come! Dan hadn't been with us whilst we booked it. He was preoccupied decorating the room for megs birthday (a day early). He blew up lakes of balloons, put up banners and pictures of Meg which looked really nice. He had a chocolate cake with candles on too. He lit the candles for when Meg walked in to which I screamed at him "no!". He didn't consider the fire alarm, evacuation and fines. Good job I was there, idiot! Meg was so shocked and happy about her decorations. What a good evening! I jumped into the shower and got ready for work tomorrow.

[astralsecrets]

Dream - The Year Twelve Conundrum & Your Brother Is Home

Date of Dream: SAT 20 OCT - 2018 Dream No. 458 - Separated Sections Dream 458 A - The Year Twelve Conundrum I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, it was Friday and I was in morning homeroom. Apparently my family had a holiday planned to Loch Sport from Monday to Wednesday which meant that I would miss out on all year 12 farewell events which were on Monday and Tuesday… My last opportunity to say goodbye to everyone was today. I was telling everyone under the sun but most importantly, I was looking for WB. She must have known as she walked over from the year 11 area and showed up at my classroom. She gave me a hug and then I said I wanted to take some pictures with her. We went over to the window of the classroom and weirdly used its reflection as an enhancement for our photos, I can’t exactly explain how it worked. My teacher Ms Ko. saw what was happening and asked why I was doing what I was doing. I told her that today was my last day. Later on in the dream, it was that time in-between classes, I was supposed to have music next. At first, I thought was heading to the music rooms seamlessly, just like the other students were. Only after a while, I found myself to be endlessly walking around campus and eventually confirmed myself to be lost. At first, I thought about calling Dreamy WB and asking her to take me to class but then I thought to myself, “Hang on a sec, if the other students heard me calling for Dreamy WB, they’d think I’m weird”, because they know WB. Instead, I decided to call for 18-Volt. I still walked around aimlessly as I looked up into the sky and yelled “18-Volt! 18-Volt!”. I could distinctly remember my voice in this dream, my speech appeared to have some heavy slang and “Aussieness” at times, even so it sounded like I was calling out “18-Voawh!” with some of my attempts. Regardless of how I sounded, I was successful as eventually, this piece of paper slowly came down, swinging downwards in a heavy side-to-side motion. For a second, I thought the piece of paper was going to miss me and land on a roof instead but it changed direction and landed right in-front of me on the ground. I looked to see what it was and it was actually a print-out of 18-Volt in his WarioWare Gold appearance but his skin was of a darker shade and his hair had a wine-red tinge to it. I knew he still wasn’t physically there though, so there would still be potential for him to physically manifest into the dream. I realised though that I needed to go to the bathroom and so I said to the piece of paper, “Hang on 18-Volt, I’ll be back, I just need to quickly go to the bathroom” and then I rushed off. As I was walking into the bathroom and trying to find a cubicle, I said to myself, using all the willpower possible to ensure it didn’t happen, “I hope 18-Volt doesn’t decide to appear in the ladies bathroom”. Even as I was doing my business, I actually felt nervous that 18-Volt could appear at any minute, being an embarrassment to a few of the female population. Thankfully, he didn’t appear in the ladies bathroom at all but he didn’t seem to appear in any other area of the school either. Rather, I continued walking and suddenly knew my way back to the music rooms. The dream then changed scenes but there was a transition to link some concepts; I have forgotten what that transition was. I was not at my house when I decided to put on my winter uniform even though I wasn’t going to school. Rather, my family were going to my other grandparents’ house for a visit. When we were there my parents started being really mean to me. I forgot exactly what they did to me but there were saying a lot of nasty stuff and intimidating me. At some points, I felt mental cues to call for Dreamy WB to come and deal with them but I never actually got to doing this. A fair while into the scene, my parents were getting really bad and so I actually went to go and assess my battle strategy. I opened up this book which had all the rules and laws for how I battle my parents in-dream. At the front was a contents page listed in alphabetical order and interestingly, “Dreamy WB” was in a large portion of the book. I can remember that the book said she was mentioned in pages 4, 5, 8, 9, 11 and 13. The next most popular topic in the contents page was “Dream Guide” which I think was on pages 5, 8 and 13. Earlier in the scene, I thought it may not have been necessary to wear my school winter uniform but in the part of the scene where I had the book open, I thought differently. I now thought to myself, sighing, “Thank God I’m wearing the winter uniform because there’s been so much going on”. I believed the winter uniform to represent the tougher side of me, giving me confidence in my appearance and ability. I can’t remember anything else about this dream. Dream 458 B - Your Brother Is Home This dream appeared to be very confusing as a false awakening. I was in my bedroom when my dad walked in and said something to me but I forgot what it was. Later, I was in the sitting room when my mum came and spoke to me. Only, she didn’t speak to me like a normal person. Rather, she made all these cute, exaggerated grinning faces at me like I was some little toddler and then she said things to me like “Look! You’re nice brother’s home!”. I couldn’t have felt anymore awkward. There was more in this dream but the scenes were very messy and hard to put into a logical sequence, so that’s all I can remember for this dream. Dream 458: Results (Competition #8) 458 A Competition Night: 15 Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid Dream Guide: 18-Volt Emergency Team: None Eligible For Competition Points: Yes 458 B Competition Night: 15 Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid Dream Guide: None Emergency Team: None Eligible For Competition Points: Yes Points For This Entry: 2.5 Calculation Details: - Full Non-Lucid Dream (1.0) - Summon A Dream Guide: 18-Volt (1.0) - Non-Lucid Fragment (0.5) + Previous Total: 88.0 Total Accumulated Points: 90.5

from RSSMix.com Mix ID 8297989 https://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/karlab18/dream-year-twelve-conundrum-your-brother-home-85661/

[sherristockman]

Biohacks to Boost Fitness and Improve Your Sleep Dr. Mercola By Dr. Mercola Ben Greenfield, one of the top biohackers in the U.S. and founder of BenGreenfieldFitness.com, has intriguing insights into health and fitness. He has introduced me to a number of biohacks, including the Oura Fitness Ring. I believe it’s the best fitness tracker on the market, for a number of reasons. I've been using it for nearly two years now thanks to Greenfield. “I found it in Finland about three years ago. I was at a biohacking summit over there. I believe I was one of the first people to purchase one, primarily because I love the idea of fitness tracking. It's nice to have that carrot at the end of a stick to get your 15,000 steps in at the end of the day … but also … sleep is incredibly important. When I looked at the sleep lab data they've done on this ring … it's surprisingly close to sleep lab data, where you … get electrodes hooked up to your head to monitor your brain waves. It gives you data that's relatively comparable to that. Even more important than sleep data though, in the exercise tracking data and the heart rate [variability data] … unlike a Fitbit or Jawbone, the Bluetooth can be disabled and there is no Wi-Fi. So, there's far less chance of you being constantly bombarded by non-native EMFs,” Greenfield says. Another benefit is that, unlike other trackers, it uses an infra-red sensor to measure your heart rate rather than green light, which is not good to have on your body while sleeping. Infra-red cannot be seen with the naked eye and it’s extraordinarily accurate. The Oura Ring also gives you a recovery index, which lets you know if you’re exercising too hard. Many actually overexercise, which does more harm than good. The ring can also be turned to airplane mode to limit any Bluetooth EMF exposure. The Benefits of Heart Rate Variability Testing Heart rate variability (HRV) testing is another biohack Greenfield takes full advantage of. While the Oura Ring provides this kind of data, Greenfield prefers an app called NatureBeat, available on both Android and iOS. “The reason I use that … for self-quantification ... is that unlike the ring, it allows me to delve into both sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous system strength (your low frequency or your high frequency power). That allows you to see which element of your nervous system may be affecting your heart rate variability.” The NatureBeat app also provides special benefits for elite athletes. Greenfield explains: “There are certain periods of time during the year, especially, leading up to important competitions, where I purposefully sustain a low heart rate variability for a number of days, typically anywhere from three days up to a week. After a week, you really start to see an increase in propensity for injury or illness. That's called super compensation. Rather than over training, all you're doing is just a little bit of under recovery, meaning you're purposefully digging yourself into a bit of a hole … Tudor Bompa … wrote some of the better books … on periodization, [which] is based on the concept that you don't maintain peak fitness all year long … If you're specifically trying to perform [at the cutting] edge, where you're digging yourself into just a bit of an under-recovery hole, then by allowing yourself a taper after … [you allow your] body to bounce back from that slight amount of over-training. You super compensate. You wind up even more fit than you would have been in the first place.” Biohacks to Improve Your Deep Sleep As mentioned, one of the things Oura measures is your sleep, showing you the amount of deep sleep, REM sleep, light sleep and the times you're awake and how long you're actually sleeping at night. When I initially started using it, I was shocked to realize just how little deep sleep I was getting, which is when your brain detoxes and cleans itself out — a truly vital process you don’t want to miss out on as it helps prevent dementia and Alzheimer’s. There were times when I was getting no deep sleep at all. When I spoke to the makers of the ring, they said this is a common observation. “As people get older, their deep sleep hits the dirt." So, how can you improve and increase your deep sleep? As noted by Greenfield, one of the requirements for repair and recovery to occur, especially of your nervous system, is a lower core temperature. Common ways by which people sabotage their deep sleep is by doing things that prevent the lowering of their core body temperature, such as: Eating a high number of calories late at night Drinking alcohol before bed Sleeping with too many blankets Keeping your bedroom too warm Exercising with high intensity too close to bedtime (within three hours of bedtime) How to Lower Your Core Sleeping Temperature A convenient and inexpensive way to lower your core sleeping temperature is to first heat yourself up, either in a sauna or Jacuzzi or hot shower, then immerse yourself into cold water (ocean, unheated pool or cold shower, for example). “When I was in Hawaii, I was … staying with a friend and we would do sauna … and ice bath each evening. I noticed some really good deep sleep numbers there. I think a big part of that was because we'd always finish with the cold, which was originally something I started doing just to activate a little bit more of a conversion of white fat into brown adipose tissue, forcing the body to reheat itself via just natural thermogenesis of brown fat. I will often use the sauna now … This morning, I spent about 20 to 30 minutes in the sauna, doing kundalini and breath work, yoga and movement. I'll sometimes put elastic bands in there or dumbbells or foam rolling type of devices, just to do body work. I generally get pretty hot, pretty sweaty, a little bit out of breath. Then I'll jump in the cold pool afterwards and get ready to start my day. In the evening, before dinner, I go in there to do some of my reading. I'll actually just spend about 15 to 20 minutes laying on my back. I have a little acupressure mat in there … I'll burn some incense, some candles. I've also been vaporizing essential oils lately …I live in the middle of the forest ... so, I [put an] … endless pool out in the forest, behind the house. I keep that at about ... upper 40s [to] … the upper 50s. I jump in the cold pool [for about five minutes] and then have dinner with the family.” Supplements and Other Biohacks That Can Help Improve Deep Sleep Other biohacks that can help improve your deep sleep include taking supplemental: Gamma-aminobutyric acid (GABA), or precursors to GABA, such as passionflower extract Melatonin in small doses (0.3 to 0.5 grams) Cannabidiol (CBD) oil Pulsed electromagnetic field (PMF) in the range of 3 to 8 hertz can also be helpful, and provides effects similar to those of an earthing or grounding mat. “I try and do something every day,” Greenfield says. “This morning, I was really working on mitochondrial health, so I was doing 90 seconds of hypoxia followed by 30 seconds of hyperoxia, and then a minute of rest of hyperoxia using one of these LiveO2 training units. I'll usually use that one or two times a week … What else did I do? I was breathing this air from the NanoVi device, which is basically humidified air that gets exposed to a frequency that creates a little bit of reactive oxygen species that wind up having a little bit of a DNA repair effect. It stimulates the same electromagnetic signal as the good reactive oxygen species that your body produces — it doesn’t really make reactive oxygen species. I did that while I was working on my computer this morning, with the near- and far-infrared lights that I have in my office shining on both sides of my body. I used a photobiomodulation this morning while I was stretching and warming up the water for my coffee, which is a device that goes on your head. It can activate the cytochrome c oxidase structure in mitochondria and allow for a little bit of increased nitric oxide production as well. Then of course I did the sauna and the cold. I like to pull out a little bit of the ancestral wisdom as well. Right now, I'm vaporizing rosemary and peppermint while we're talking … That seems to help out quite a bit with wakefulness … I think a lot of these things that jump start your circadian rhythm early in the day, like white light in the ears, blue-green light for the eyes, red-light therapy, the heat, the cold … wind up assisting you with sleep later on …” The Importance of Eliminating Electromagnetic Fields in Your Bedroom Greenfield was also an early adopter of the strategy to remediate electromagnetic fields (EMFs). His house is hardwired, and living in the wilderness, he’s fairly well shielded from EMFs from the environment. At the time of this interview, he’d also hired a building biologist to evaluate his home further. “My solar setup specifically, because there's an inverter on my solar panel setup. Even though the entire house is hardwired with metal shielded Cat 6 Ethernet cable — you can't connect to Wi-Fi, there's almost no Bluetooth devices, no smart appliances, no Google devices or Amazon devices or anything like that in my home — I am a bit concerned about the solar, so that's one thing I want to have [checked],” he says. Eliminating exposure to ELF electric fields (frequencies in the 50 to 60 Hz range) from electric and magnetic fields during sleep is particularly important, as this is a most important time for brain detoxification. During deep sleep, your brain's glymphatic system is activated, allowing it to detoxify and eliminate accumulated waste products, including amyloid-beta proteins, which are a hallmark of Alzheimer's disease. In most areas, the only way to do that is by turning off the electricity to your bedroom by flipping the circuit breaker. Exceptions include Chicago and New York, as the building codes there require all electrical wires to be in a conduit. As a result, if you live in either of these places, all you need to do is unplug your electronic equipment. You do not have to turn off your electricity, which makes it a whole lot easier to remediate EMF. If you are ill or pregnant, you'd be wise to shut down electricity in the entire house — with the exception of your refrigerator, air conditioning or heating, and any essential medical equipment — not just the circuitry in your bedroom. Effective Exercise Hacks: Blood Flow Restriction Training and Isometric Training Another exercise hack Greenfield introduced me to is blood flow restriction (BFR) training. As he explains, “By restricting blood flow, you get a relatively large buildup of lactic acid in muscle tissue and a subsequent increase in growth hormone after the workout.” There’s compelling research showing this technique can help prevent age-related sarcopenia (muscle wasting) in seniors when combined with body weight training, while being very low-impact. The reason for this is because when you restrict venous blood flow, you need far less weight to produce muscle growth. As a general rule, you use only one-third of the weight you’d normally use in standard weight training. “I use BFR training once a week or once every couple of weeks,” Greenfield says. “I'll do it in the sauna. I do it when I travel more often because I'm more restricted to body weight training. I might do a pyramid of one squat, one pushup, one pullup up to 15 [seconds] and back down wearing the BFR bands for example. I've really been getting into isometric training as well. It's another way to get very strong with low impact. I'm actually experimenting right now with a force plate … You do one single completely exhausting isometric set. A workout might be a chest press, a shoulder press, a lat pulldown, a squat, a dead lift and an abdominal press and you're simply holding all those at maximum capacity for one to three minutes. Technically, there is an app that pairs with the force plate that will let you know once you've dropped off to about 60 percent of your starting capacity, at which point you wouldn't be getting quite as much benefit from the sets. You just go until you drop off to about 60 percent of your original force production. Then you stop. Isometric training is a really, really great way to get strong again relatively injury-free.” Parameters of a Well-Rounded Fitness Program While there are many fitness hacks out there, it’s important to be mindful of what it is you’re trying to accomplish. For example, to improve cardiovascular performance, high intensity interval training for two to four minutes with short recovery periods in between will effectively accomplish this, as will BRF training. According to Greenfield, this is not the best way to build mitochondrial density, though. To boost mitochondrial density, you want extremely short — 20 to 30 seconds’ max — high-intensity effort followed by long recovery periods. On the other hand, if you want to improve your lung capacity and VO2 max (maximum oxygen utilization; the ability of tissue to be able to extract oxygen from blood), you’ll want your intervals to be about four to six minutes long, with four to six minutes of recovery in between. “[E]xplosive muscle fiber specifically tends to be more heavily correlated with longevity, compared to the type of muscle fiber you might build while doing the isometric training I was just talking about. I don't just do isometric training. I go out of my way to do body weight trainings very explosive and fast. In addition to that, you want to make sure you don't neglect stamina — the ability to occasionally go out, preferably in a fasted state and just move for long periods of time … Ultimately, what I've been getting at here is, if you look at fitness, you need VO2 max. You need lactic acid tolerance. You need mitochondrial density. You need that super slow heavy strength. You also need the explosive strength, and you need stamina. Then, finally, you need mobility. When you put all those components together, then you've got a complete exercise program … I would say the biggest bang for my buck comes from each week tapping into each of those different fitness variables and ensuring that I address the body from a complete fitness standpoint, because I don't want to be the Incredible Hulk and just have strength. I don't want to be Flash and just be fast. I want to be like Batman. You have strength. You have power. You have mobility. You have a little bit of everything. I think that's what allows you to really have true and lasting fitness …” Other Health and Fitness Hacks That Pay Great Dividends Greenfield also stresses the importance of having good lymph flow and getting regular lymph massage, which you can easily do yourself, and stretching exercises that simultaneously decompress your spine and improve your breathing. He explains: “I have a couple of devices I use. One is a very basic JumpSport mini trampoline. I keep that outside the office, and I'll often bounce up and down on that while I'm listening to a podcast or a book, just to get the lymph fluid going. The other one I use quite a bit is the Power Plate … I'll even go to the back of an airplane in many cases and just do tai chi shaking exercise, where you're … just shaking every part of the body for a good four or five minutes, again just to keep lymph flowing when you're seated for long periods of time on an airplane. I'm a fan of those. One other tip would be to embrace many of these movements that I'll often start my day off with … The idea of really caring for breath work and your back simultaneously, through anything that decompresses the spine. Two of the things I do quite a bit when it comes to little movement breaks throughout the day, No. 1 would be … the basic foundation exercises created by Dr. Eric Goodman and described in his book ‘True to Form.’ [They’re] fantastic, especially if you have low back pain, compressed vertebra [or] any history of spinal issues. Another form of stretching I do quite a bit of, especially when I'm in the sauna, is called ELDOA. 1 It's a form of deep fascial stretching … Again, have a toolbox. Study some of these things … I chose the three best [ELDOA moves] that are applicable to my body based on the ELDOA instructor I had teach me these moves. That's all I do. I choose the 80/20, the best of the best. Same thing with the core foundation exercises. There's probably 20 or 30 of them, a whole bunch of different workouts you could do. I just have 10 of the moves memorized. When I get up in the morning, I can just do those 10 moves, have them done within 10 minutes and my spine is decompressed for the day. Keep Learning, Keep Thriving Another challenging device Greenfield introduced me to is Neuro-Grips, developed by Jon Bruney, author of “Neuro-Mass: The Ultimate System for Spectacular Strength” and “The Neuro-Grip Challenge, a Radical Program for Building Greater Strength and Power in Your Upper Body.” They're essentially pushup handles that help activate a greater number of muscles, including smaller stabilizing muscles, compared to doing a normal pushup or using standard pushup handles. “Again, I'm pretty agnostic when it comes to this idea that there's one single exercise program that you should do to study a lot of these different programs. A pretty well versed student in like four to six different exercise modalities or exercise programs and cycle through those throughout the year. It's a really good way to stay fit,” Greenfield says. “During the winter, for example, I'll typically choose more of a strength-based program. During the spring, typically I'll convert into something that's more cardiovascular based. During the summer, I'll mix things up and do a lot more outdoors and sporting activities. During the fall, I'm doing a lot of sport-specific work because that's more of my “on” season … What you want to do is know a few of these different programs and be able to pull them out and rely upon them as a way to stay fit throughout the year. You can mix and match as you go.” As you can see, Greenfield has a wealth of knowledge; we’ve really only scratched the surface in this interview. I'm constantly learning new things by listening to his podcast, where he also interviews a variety of really interesting health and fitness experts. So, to learn more, head over to BenGreenfieldFitness.com.

#VitalityPath

[theadventuresofhelena]

Cambodia

So, it’s safe to say that Allison and I passed out on the plane ride from Viet Nam to Cambodia. It was short, only about 45 minutes, but we were happy we got to sleep on the bus rides that day and the planes. We definitely had made the most of the day and night prior in Viet Nam and felt like we didn’t miss anything during Cambodia, so that was really awesome! We landed in Phnom Penh and headed straight to an orphanage. One thing that did sort of suck was my voice still hadn’t fully recovered so I had lost it again. So when we got to the orphanage I basically had to follow Allison around while she spoke with the kids because I couldn’t speak for myself. I definitely was bummed that I couldn’t speak, but I still got to meet with a lot of the kids and they were all so wonderful. It feels weird to call the kids because in reality, they were teenagers, almost adults. The guy we got to speak with the most, he was eighteen years old. And the other kids we were with were anywhere from 13-18 years old, so there were no babies or toddlers, they were much older than I imagined them being. I’ve always wanted to adopt since I was young, so coming here was tough. Seeing their living conditions and their positive attitudes around us was heartbreaking for me. I still haven’t quite fully digested it, it will take me a while, but I’m so incredibly happy that I got to meet these people. They were all so lovely and sweet. We didn’t get to stay for long which was really unfortunate, but we got to play games with them and just talk about anything and everything so by the time we had to leave, it was hard to say goodbye. We all took a big group photo and then said our own personal goodbyes. Next, we had lunch briefly at a restaurant. The restaurant was absolutely beautiful and jungle-themed. We got to eat a little bit of everything, it was awesome! They brought out a bunch of different things for us to try, it was like a buffet style but little servings of everything. After we ate we went to the Toul Sleng Museum and Cheung Ek Killing Fields (The first day had a lot of tough things to see and experience). The museum was horrifying. I can’t even explain what happened there, it was so recent in our history, too. There were faces of all the prisoners who came there to be executed (there were hundreds of thousands of them all along boards in about 5 different rooms) and there was one in particular that I will never forget because his facial expression was the most pure form of fear I have ever seen. That was all you could see in this photo of this man. The killings fields weren’t any better, there is a small-temple like building in the front center of the killing fields that has a very large glass container that contains skulls. Within the container they have different sections for male, female, and infant/child skulls and different areas for people who had been killed with different weapons such as knives, guns, spears, and much, much more. It was a lot to take in just in general, but especially in one day. However, we ended the day lightly by taking a small boat cruise along the Tonle Sap river during sunset. It was actually an insanely beautiful sunset and it was a nice place to be to reflect on everything we had seen. Our tour guide for the day, Red, was with us as well, and on the bus ride to the river he told us his story of him growing up and everything he had gone through. It was unfathomable what he had been through and it was incredible what he has recovered from so I thanked him for telling us his story because he didn’t have to do that at all. This first day in Cambodia made a great impact on me, personally. It really made me check myself and all my privileges. We walked back to the bus after the boat cruise and went to go eat dinner. We ate at one of the most beautiful restaurants I have ever been to. We were out on a deck that was lit up with christmas lights wrapped around poles and this restaurant was also had a jungle theme so there were plants everywhere, it was freakin magical. Allison and I sat across from two girls we had yet to really meet. So while we were eating dinner, we talked with them and got to know them a bit better. But soon they found out about the wifi and they got onto it and it quickly turned to a one on one conversation with Allison. I didn’t mind though, we both didn’t really want to get on the wifi because we felt that it would ruin the experience. So we stayed off of it and just had a really amazing conversation. We talked about what we saw today but also about random things. That night was probably one of my favorite moments on this trip so far, it was just so nice to feel so in the moment of where I was and what i was doing and be doing it with a really good friend. We left the restaurant and went to our hotel and I was roommates with a girl named Chelsea. She was really cool and I had never really seen her around the ship before so I was excited to be able to meet someone new! We both took showers and fell asleep immediately. We got up the next morning I think around 5:30 or 6am to get the free breakfast and check out. We took the bus to the National Museum where we stayed and got a tour from Red about the different god and goddess statues as well as the pieces of Angkor Wat that were being displayed. After the museum we were headed to the airport to get to Siem Reap, Cambodia! Once we got to Siem Reap we went straight to a Woman’s school. That was probably one of my favorite things I got to do. I met so many wonderful girls who were just so sweet and kind and I had gotten my voice back a little bit so i actually got to talk with them and I added a few of them on Facebook as well! The man who started this school for women is in the process of creating an internship for native English speakers to come and teach English here and I was like whaaaaat that’s basically what I want to do for the rest of my life plz take me! So that was REALLY awesome that I got to talk with him and have this as a possibility for the nearby future. Saying goodbye to them was really hard, but it was nice knowing that I would be able to add them on Facebook later when I had service. That night we had to ourselves, so we just checked into our hotel and then all decided to meet in the lobby at 6:30pm to go get dinner and explore the town. We left and got tuk-tuks (rickshaws) to the night market where we walked around and did some random shopping before eating dinner. Allison and I passed by one of the tanks that carry the fish in them that take the dead skin off of your feet and we both had always wanted to try it but were too cheap of people to pay for it, but at the night market a guy had it for about 2 dollars a person for an unlimited amount of time. It’s the cheapest price either of us had seen, so we knew we had to do it. The only weird thing was that these fish were slightly larger than what I’ve seen before but we figured it would be fine so we paid the guy and slowly dipped our feet in there. And let me tell you, it was the weirdest feeling I have ever felt! It tickled SO much! We asked the guy to take pictures of us and we got some good ones so I will definitely add them because they are hilarious. It takes a while to get use to the feeling too, but after a few minutes you finally get use to it. We were there for a good while and our feet were so dirty because we had been on them the past 3 days in dust and dirt so the fish had a lot to work with to say the least. When we finally decided to get out, we could definitely tell a difference with our feet, they were a lot softer! It was pretty cool. We gathered everyone up and headed over to Pub Street to find a restaurant. Siem Reap is a fairly small town and travelers come here to see Angkor Wat so the Pub Street is filled with backpackers and travelers; aka a lot of fun. We walked all the way down the street trying to find a place that all of us would want to eat at. The people we were with wanted American food, but Allison and I were looking for more of Cambodian food. We found a restaurant that had both so everyone was happy with that and we sat down and ate. We were sitting next to this woman named Michelle and she was a hoot and a half. She was so funny and she ordered a barbecue crocodile pizza, so obviously we all had to try it. And the rumor is right-it tastes like chicken! It was really good actually so I pigged out and ate my spring rolls, noodles with chicken and vegetables, I think I had one and a half slices of her pizza, a chocolate milkshake, 2 beers, and ice cream for dessert. For all of you wondering, no I have not gained weight! But I was slightly shocked at my body for being able to eat all of that, for sure. Afterwards the group split up and we all agreed to meet at a bar called Angkor What? Allison, Michelle, and I went on the hunt for weird foods. Michelle said she had to eat a tarantula and we fully supported that decision so we walked along the streets and it took a good 0.5 seconds to run into a stand that was selling tarantulas, scorpions, and small red snakes to eat. Michelle got the tarantula and Allison got a scorpion, and I ate their weird foods and didn’t get my own. I highly do not recommend any of them lol they were all pretty gross and didn’t taste like really anything. But I only tried a tarantula leg and not the body so I could be mistaken on the not tasting like anything part. What I had was just crunchy! Pub Street is so much fun just to walk down because they have small little carts that are all blaring their own music and selling shots, cocktails, and beers all for dirt cheap. It was amazing! We danced from cart to cart all the way back to the Angkor What? bar, where we all took a shot together and then headed across the street to dance at this one club. We ran into some other SASers who were on our Cambodia trip so we were with them for bit, but we had a very early morning of watching the sunrise at Angkor Wat so we were back in the hotel and in bed by 12am. We woke up at 4:30am and met in the lobby at 5, then we all took tuk-tuks to the ticket office where we had to get a photo taken of us and then our ticket for the day. We got back in the tuk-tuks and were headed to Angkor Wat! We entered through the west gate which was less popular so at first we are thinking wow, we came at a great time there is no one here! But it turns out we came from the back side so we had to walk around to the front and in the front there were at least one hundred people waiting for the sunrise just like us so once we saw that we were like oh just kidding. Angkor Wat honestly just blew me away, it was insanely huge, we probably could’ve spent half of a day walking around this site alone. We got about 3 hours there so that was nice, but of course, it seems we are always running out of time. In the beginning of our 3 hours we sat on the lawn in the front near the pond and watched the sunrise. It was absolutely breathtaking. It’s hard to put into words everything I was feeling and experiencing, I don’t think I have ever felt more alive and free than in that moment. And being there with a friend and just taking it all in, was unbelievable. After the sun had risen a decent amount, we decided to do some of our own exploring and walked into it. The structure itself was insane, we were told it took about 40 years to build and people worked on it everyday and they had elephants to help them. The sheer size of it is mind blowing but all the intricate work on each piece of stone was just insane and it’s all hand carved and built-ah it’s just crazy to see something like this in person. The photos don’t do it justice. (but when do they ever do honestly?) We met back at our meeting spot and had our tour guide take us through a little bit to give us some more information on it, but soon we were on our way out of the site and onto the next! We went to the site that has the trees coming out of the building and that was so amazing to see in person as well, the trees are so tall and heavy-looking we couldn’t really fathom how the building was holding them up. Unfortunately the sun wasn’t in the right position so the pictures aren’t that great but I’ll post them anyways so you guys can see them! After this site we went to one more temple that was really freaking cool because you were allowed to climb to the top of them by climbing very old scary steep staircase- so obviously we did that. Going down was a lot scarier than coming up though, it was nearly a straight drop down! But everyone survived and no one was injured and then we went to the bigger part of the temple and explored around there for a bit. But soon our time was up and we had to make our way back to the airport to go back to Viet Nam.

[indieks]

One-Life Stand 💫 Jungkook [0.9]

🛏 Pairing : Jeon Jungkook x Reader

🛏 Genre : Fluff, Angst

🛏 Warnings : none for this part

🛏 Synopsis : Getting attracted to your long-time best friend, is something classical. Having a one-night stand with him though, is something alarming. While you get scared of your feelings and try to forget about it with the sake of your friendship as an excuse, Jeon Jungkook finally opens his eyes on his own and gets determined to turn this one-night thing into a real relationship.

 0.1 || 0.2 || 0.3 || 0.4 || 0.5 || 0.6 || 0.7 || 0.8 || 0.9 || 1 [END]

 🛏 A/N : Omg next to the last part already…! I definitely put “angst” here and you’ll see why (you can already with the texts), I hope you like this part as much as I enjoyed writing seriously I loooove arguments #imweird

Thank you as always and have a nice time reading ♥

       Step 4 – Shamelessly assume your feelings ✔

He had done it by letting the boys think whatever they wanted about that night, as he hadn’t been able to lie about it. He cherished that memory too damn much for silencing the rumor this time, contrary to you apparently. And he was about to do it all over again while facing you, not a bit scared to pour his heart out, contrary to you obviously.

Jungkook was furious. He felt like a bundle of nerves, fiery ones, that was ready to destroy everything around him and gladly burn you along the way. How could you spit so much venom like that at him? Had he really been that bad to irritate you to this point?

You both had argued before, but never had he felt as sensitive as he was right now.  After having grabbed his kaki parka, he was now stepping down the emergency stairs he had taken as the elevators had been too slow for his taste, and he almost ran towards the gymnasium where indeed, every sports activity had already ended. He didn’t even bother the fresh night’s air giving him the chills nor the call for his name that his group of friends shouted a few times so that he’d go out with them on this Saturday night. Right now, he was like a brisk arrow carried away by the tornado he was in, and aiming at its very target : you.

You were already standing against the big building’s wall, your hands into the pockets of your denim jacket and your head up high towards the dark but sparkling sky, sign that you probably were rummaging through your thoughts. Jungkook felt his heart drop the second he got a better view of your face, and for the first time in his life, he apprehended to meet you. Yet, he was so infuriated that he walked straight to you and stopped right in front of your frame, making you jump in surprise but you soon recovered and returned to your moody expression.

“You’re here” you said in a lazy voice, before sighing loudly as you, too, were getting anxious because of this encounter.

“Oh yes I am, and to ask questions” your best friend firmly answered and you finally looked at him right in the eyes, eyes that were darker than the sky once again, but without any kind of light in them this time.

You should really have upset him.

“Go on” you shrugged before you hung your head low, his stare giving you an instant headache.

“I don’t get you, Y/N. I fucking don’t get you. What did I do wrong? Why are you like this to me? Did you re-read what you just told me? You’ve been fucking rude and I couldn’t even take it as your usual sarcasm, because I know it’s not!”

You had known the second you had pressed the “Send” button that you had been awful. However, you hadn’t been able to stop yourself from doing so, the temptation to take it all out on him so powerful after your pitiful ending with Mingyu, that you had followed your first instincts – and chosen to type the first words that had come to your mind, of course hurtful ones.

“I’ve been rude, I admit it, but I told you that you’re making yourself fucking detestable Jungkook” you answered neatly, finally looking back at him who had an unreadable expression.

His mouth was forming a thin line and his eyes were somehow hooded, but the second he closed them slowly while exhaling, you knew you had triggered something in him that you’d regret soon.

“What did I do? What do I do Y/N?! Tell me! Tell! Me!” he suddenly exclaimed and your heart jumped into your ribcage, so did your brows on your forehead.

“Don’t start yelling at me because I can yell too!” you shouted back in frustration, and Jungkook cursed under his breath before leading off what he always needed to do when he was losing his temper : go round and round. “I already told you, Jungkook. I want you to stop-”

“You want me to stop liking you, Y/N, is that it? Are you serious? Or maybe are you crazy? Do you realize what you’re asking me to do right now? It’s impossible, I can’t, I’m sorry, I can’t! I like you! How do I have to tell you? I like you, I like you, I like you, I LIKE YOU!” he screamed in a raging voice as he finally stopped in his tracks and you backed further against the wall, your legs unexpectedly going numb before his burst out.

It sounded so wrong, as if your brain couldn’t accept to hear him tell you that. As if you couldn’t wrap your head around the fact that maybe, your best friend did like you back, and for real. That maybe, he was sincere and not raving just for a while. That maybe, his feelings were deep and not vague and meant to fade away.

“And I told you that I won’t believe you, because I know you, and as I do, I know you can’t like me Jungkook, that’s impossible! Why would you? Why would you realize that overnight like a flower that has bloomed? No Jungkook, I know-”

“For fucks sake I might go crazy! No you don’t seem to know me right now, and you can’t tell what’s going on here in my place!” he protested by pointing his heart with his index.

“Won’t you let me talk…?” you mumbled but the look on his face and the reddening of his ears signaled you he had a lot more to say before you could go on, so you let him.

“You hurt me Y/N don’t you care about that? For the first time ever you’re hurting me!”

“See? That’s exactly what I told you! That it would only ruin everything! Since when do we do this to each other?” you whined in annoyance. “Had you listened to me and forgotten about it, we both would be fine!”

Jungkook laughed quietly and this vision froze your blood, as he looked like he was losing his mind. Well maybe he was. He then poked his cheek while looking at you, his shoulders still shaking from his chuckles, and you grew intimidated under his powerful aura.

“She must be kidding me… Maybe you would have been, Y/N, but I wouldn’t. You’re so selfish right now I can’t believe it…” he muttered, and his voice had retrieved its natural sweet but most of all calm tone.

Yet, it had been trembling and you caught the water underlining his eyes that finally shined, but with something so sad that you wished you could erase yourself from his life if it could take his hurt expression away too. You bit your lip and grasped your hair while inhaling loudly, before dropping your arms to your sides with a long sigh to calm yourself down. He might be repeating again and again those words; they still wouldn’t make it to you. He might seem sincere; you still were willing to reject him. Why? Why couldn’t you figure things out quickly as you both had always done?

“You are too Jungkook, and even more than me! Why won’t you care about us a little more, huh? Why do you keep on wanting everything to change right here right now when things were perfect the way they were before!”

“Because I like you so much I can’t stop thinking about you lately! So yeah, had I ignored it, it would still have tortured me Y/N! Is this what you want? I mean sure, go for it, torture me, as it seems like you actually want me to suffer in this story!” your best friend exploded.

“Look at us, Jungkook-”

“Oh stop calling me by my name or I might smash the wall!” he pursued with veins now popping into his neck. “I’m the one who knows you and your fucking coward ass actually! I know why you’re trying to push me away, but stop using our friendship as an excuse already! Should I remind you that you told me you love me?”

He used his finger to accuse you this time, and his steps brought him closer to you, too close actually.

“If you did know me by heart, if I truly was your best friend, you’d believe in me and come to me! You don’t trust me do you?” he laughed again, his teary eyes almost popping out of his skull and then again, his fist was clenched to the point you were distinguishing the veins on the back of his hand.

This picture of him in such a state of burning anger was like a nightmare to you. This time, you didn’t like it. You felt so weak and your shivering self was ready to break under the next bullet of words he would send you. So with one last look into his beautiful but threatening eyes, you definitely gave up on yourself.

“And if you did know me by heart, you would have noticed sooner. That yes, I fucking love you, but it’s not out of nowhere like you. I’ve been for years, Jungkook.” you spoke up in a monotone, looking into space where you wished a black hole could appear and suck you up.

Your tongue had untied itself without you commanding it to do so, and to testify of how much you regretted having confessed so easily after keeping it a secret and endured it for so long, some tears prickled at the end of your eyes. Oddly though, you felt relieved in some kind of way, so you closed your eyelids shortly before going on as he stayed silent.

“I’ve been for years, fucking long years, and you know what?” your weakening voice got louder as you were finally letting all out. “It hasn’t done anything to me except hurting me! You’re hurt right now? Well I hurt too but I dealt with it! I still stayed here next to you because yes, I’m sorry, I care about our friendship! I didn’t want to ruin everything, but you, you seem so okay about throwing it out the window as if it had been nothing! You’re so frustrating seriously!”

Jungkook’s eyes grew big, his mouth slightly open, and you could see he was taken aback. What had he thought? That you had gentle feelings for him the same way he had feelings for you, reason why you’d made love with him? You smiled bitterly and rolled your eyes as some tears went down your face, annoying you to the fullest.

“Let’s stop this right here. I told you I don’t want this. Look at what it makes us do. What if we become a couple and we break up, huh? What if your feelings fade away, Jungkook? You don’t love me as much as I do, and I can deal with that. But I won’t be able to survive if I ever get to give you a chance and you end up leaving me. I won’t. I can’t do this to myself. I’m sorry but I can’t.” you sobbed and you finally detached yourself from the wall, before jogging straight to your dorm with a blurry vision and a heavy heart.

But what you didn’t know, one more time, was that Jungkook had indeed been taken aback, but in a good way. Because you loved him too, since a long time ago too, and that was even better than what he had expected. He had only used the word “like” not to frighten you but damn, if only you could acknowledge how bad he loved you to the point he hadn’t known how to handle himself anymore.

So suddenly, he felt hurt twice more as you wouldn’t trust his feelings, but mostly because you were ready to give up on you being together and do this to yourself. What was the point in that? How could you believe you both would be happy and like before while knowing each other’s feelings?

So suddenly, he ran after you.

   To be continued…

    A/N : Damn, why did I dress him in a kaki parka…

Only one part left and it’s coming tomorrow… I might publish it a little later than usual because I have some things to rerererewrite! I hope you still liked this part and that you’ll be satisfied with the ending! Thank you for following me up till now!

#bts #bangtan #bangtan boys #bts scenarios #bts texts #bts imagines #bangtan boys scenarios #bangtan boys texts #bangtan boys imagine #jungkook #jeon jungkook #bts jungkook #jungkook scenarios #jungkook texts #jungkook imagine #jungkook fanfic #bts jungkook scenarios #bts jungkook texts #kpop scenarios #kpop texts #kpop imagines #jungkook fake texts #bts fake texts