#using this account as a vent blog?? maybe!

[luvsickfairy]

as soon as i **** ** ****** *** *** ** *** ** it’ll be over for everyone

#chatterbox *･ﾟ☆ #ok girl #using this account as a vent blog?? maybe! #23 #13.5

[autolenaphilia]

Edit: as hoshi9zoe pointed out, the original version of this post needlessly berated other transfems like Jennifer Coates, for which I do apologize, and I have toned it down in this edited version. The original version survives in reblogs.

Some months ago, I was searching through this transandrobro blog to see if they posted a callout of me, and i found this reblog, which I couldn't really write about for months, because what do I even write. I recently wayback machined it for posterity, and I guess this is my attempt to write a post about it.

It's saint-dyke himself, the coiner of transandrophobia, saying that the infamous (at least for me) article "I am a transwoman. I'm in the closet. I'm not coming out" is what made him coin the fucking word. It's literally bolded and underlined: "Reading this article is what made me coin “transandrophobia”.

The reason I put off writing this post is that reading that article makes me feel like i'm drinking poison. And it is poison, make no mistake, it's internalized transmisogyny brainworms dripping out of the writer's brain and onto the page.

It's a justification for why the author, known by pseudonym Jennifer Coates, doesn't want to transition, despite knowing she is a trans woman. And it's the exact kind of internalized transmisogyny that keeps trans women in repression and not transitioning. "I'm not going to pass, i'm forever going to be an ugly freak who will at best be humored by other women, the closet is uncomfortable but at least it's safe"

It's the same exact bullshit a lot of represssed trans women tell themselves because it's what society tells us about trans women, that we are freakish parodies of women, that we will never pass, and if we don't pass we have failed and are ugly freaks. It's all to scare us into staying in the closet and make others hate and fear us. Transmisogyny permeates our society, and the majority, maybe all transfems will absorb and internalize some of it.

Coates says that it all is just applicable to her, but again so many transfems believe this shit before transitioning and realizing it's a pack of lies. If this bullshit was in any way valid, a lot of trans women shouldn't transition, because before we actually transition many of us believe it word for word. And "it's only true for me" is how we justify it to ourselves. We tend to be way harsher on ourselves than others. This kind of self-hating transfem tends to think: "Other trans women are beautiful graceful goddesses, earthly manifestations of the divine feminine, always destined to be women, while I'm an ugly forever male ogre who just has a fetish."

It's all bullshit, it's poison, it's internalized transmisogyny.

And the rest of the article is bullshit too. It is not some insightful mediation on gender as some people say, it's the author confusing and mixing up actual transmisogyny with an imagined problem of misandry. She does this because she has gone full repression mode, and decided she has no other choice to live as a man, so her dysphoria and experiences of transmisogyny are actually men's problems.

It's a bad article, excusable because as Coatas points out, it's "essentially a diary entry." that was meant to be a way to "vent frustration" and she "did not intend for anyone else to actually read it." It is clearly not the product of a healthy mind.

I hope the author sometime in the past seven years eventually did transition, and that for whatever reason she didn't want to publicly repudiate her own article. Maybe she lost access to the medium account so she can't delete it.

Far worse than the article itself is the response to it. I've seen it passed around as some insightful commentary on gender by the "feminists are too mean to men, misandry is real" crowd. I have argued against this before. And other people have made insightful comments about it.

And learning that saint-dyke claiming that he was inspired to coin the word "transandrophobia" because of this article is the cherry on top of this shitcake of transmisogyny. For my thoughts on "transandrophobia" theory and how transmisogynistic it is, see here.

Of course, Saint-dyke absolutely could be bullshitting here. Claiming that Coates's article is what inspired him to coin the word might be a lie to claim that transandrophobia theory is not transmisogynistic because it came from listening to trans women.

This is why "listen to trans women" doesn't work. Because TME people will always choose a trans woman who confirms their prejudices. Blair White has made an entire career out of this. And Coates article is popular because it says that misandry is real and trans women's issues are partly caused by it, misgendering herself and other trans women.

And it's popular for another reason. Coates has thoroughly internalized transmisogyny, and thus her article presents a trans woman that is exactly as transmisogynistic patriarchal society wants her to be. She is suffering, but ultimately accepts her assigned role. She truly believes that her biological sex dooms her to forever be male. She literally "manages her dysphoria by means other than transition" as conversion therapy advocates want us to do. She never makes an social claim on womanhood by actually transitioning, so she doesn't invade the sacred women's spaces. Yet she performs the role of woman perfectly by serving men, by defending them from supposed feminist misandry. And she fulfils the ritualistic role that the rhetorical figure of "trans women" sometimes serves in progressive spaces, of giving a blessing to TME people's pre-existing views and actions, all while actual flesh-and-blood trans women are destroyed by those same deeply transmisogynistic spaces. This time it's a blessing for the same "misandry is real" soft-MRA bullshit that has infested the online left and created the transandrophobia crowd.

That is why this article and the positive response makes me sick, makes me feel like i'm drinking poison. This is what its fans want trans women to be like. I'm acutely aware this kind of self-denial is exactly what transmisogyny wants from me and tried to indoctrinate me into doing it. And I want none of it. I want to live, I want to be a woman.

#my writings #transmisogyny #jennifer coates #this is a lot more emotional than i usually am #but i'm so angry and disgusted

[kalims]

Hi, there! :D

I don't know if my request will be taken into account but you mentioned that it's okay to try.

I am not throwin' away my shot >:D (sorry my indoor theater kid comes out from time to time)

Type: Headcanons

Reader: Neutral

Scenary: The NCR boys see that a student from Noble Bell College or RSA who has been trying to flirt with the prefect, in a bold move steals the prefect's (first) kiss. How would they react and what would they feel?

I feel like it would be a rollercoaster of occurrences and complete chaos in NCR xD

If my request does not convince you, you can discard it without problems, but if not, take your time and without pressure, thank you 💐🌼✨👍✍️I love your TWST fics they always make me smile .

whisk away

premise. despite your many efforts of evading your seeming admirer, they remain persistent in their pursuit. you've considered just leaving them in the dust without an explanation whatsoever but you're too stunned to process the fact that they've just kissed you without a warning. next thing you know there's a murderous aura approaching.

characters. silver, jade, deuce, kalim, vil

note. you didn't really specify which characters jhshs so I took the liberty of scouring your blog and just put the ones you seem to like ^^ and I kid you not, used a wheel for the other 2 lol (so sorry, was gonna post this earlier but got busy since presentations came up so I only finished now.)

silver

has a mixture of shock and anger. which is mostly for your sake honestly, he wasn't gonna intervene cause he felt like you would wanna deal with it on your own so he feels the absolute mortification slipping into his bones. if he wasn't fully awake, then he definitely is now!

fully ready to talk some sense into that idiot who has no sense of space, hello?

last time he knew, you weren't really dating anyone. silver would know if you did, cause you both talk practically everyday and a lover would be something he should be aware of... unless you didn't talk? I mean, who else would just kiss you like that?

someone unpleasant. he decides. one look at your face and he knows immediately that it wasn't something you expected as well.

just pulls up with a rare look of anger directed to the student, brows furrowed, shoulders tense and all. everyone's used to the serene, calm look on his features so seeing him look so different probably put off said student so they scampered after a promise made by silver if they dared to stick around.

"leave, or find out what happens if you don't."

gone is the anger *poof* and is fretting over you now. are you okay? do you want him to knock some sense into that idiot? literally tell him anything, order him to do anything, and he'll do it (within reason) my guy is just here for your sake tbh.

kinda gloomy cause damn, that was your first? he wanted both of yours to be first and some grade a hole just decided to shatter all that. it makes him all the more irritated so if he can't have your first kiss, he'll just take your second, and every single other kiss you'll give.

jade

take the murderous aura and multiply it tenfold!!

jade doesn't really need to reach you and make his presence known by a few words cause it seems like everyone but you within 10 feet radius of him is sensing the murderous aura he's emitting. if it's not feeling that, then it's seeing the eery dark smile present on his face.

and he seems to be having a death march towards a specific direction so everybody knows where to avoid atleast. cause it seems like anyone on his path is gonna get trampled and no one likes a messy hall.

student in front of you pales, deluding themselves that maybe he's just heading somewhere behind them to vent out that rage or something but they glance behind and almost piss their pants when there is in fact, no one present near anywhere and he's getting closer.

so... they wanted to live so they just bolted out. an experience with one of the tweels won't be good news, and if jade is the one who has them in his sights... they'll take the head start thank you very much.

with the students face memorized and tucked into a corner of his mind he smiles almost innocently at you when you spot him and strike the most casual of conversation.

well, that's under the guise atleast. he's shooting you subtle questions about that person to which you reply innocently. oblivious to the grave you're digging for them yourself.

oddly enough jade started being strangely affectionate, a hand on the small of your back, maybe on your shoulder, arm, or a pat on your head as gratitude. but he seems to like kissing the back of your hand a lot...

*turns his head in their direction after kissing your hand*

deuce

I'll be perfectly honest. he doesn't really have much of an impact in terms of the intense aura that should have been felt. he looks a normal degree of angry, that's why the person hasn't gotten chased off even with the clear signs that deuce will be swinging a fist at probes.

unfortunate that's exactly what the person does. despite your clear reaction of disgust they still use you to rile up deuce. cooing at him while reaching for you, and chuckling about how they didn’t even know him, nor is it any of his business to interfere between two... lovers?

oh so they wanted to impact? they're gonna get one right now 👊 since it seems like they want to get to know him so bad they can get well acquainted with his fists, you know?

he made a promise to himself not to get involved with these type of mishaps! or at the very least resort to more peaceful methods than using violence as a sort of communication. the guilt eats him up a little but he thinks he'd never stand for someone who would disrespect you so blatantly!

almost comically, he looks like he spouts a pair of ears that of a dog's and turns to you. looking more apologetic compared to the fiery look he had a second ago, if he had a tail it would be tucked between his legs out of shame or something.

"I'm really sorry," he says. sulking. deuce apologizes to you, not for his choice of knocking out this random in the middle of the street but because of the fact that he did it in front of you. (also he's kinda jealous...)

if asked, he can, and WILL do it again.

don't blame him though! discreetly whisks you away to grab a bite. having literally no regards to the body looking like it's soul got knocked out laying, and looking out of place on the ground. maybe someone will check on them but definitely not him, they deserve it!

kalim

gasps loudly. "noooo!"

which is like a public proclamation that seeing that did everything but please him. which also means he's basically admitting he's jealous in an indirect way, might as well just say he likes you or something (he probably will if asked because he thinks it's nothing worthy of hiding.)

bounds up to you asking who that is quite loudly to the point where it would seem like he just stumbled upon you cheating on him. it doesn't help that he actually looks sad, teary and all. jamil is off, having paused in his trail since he was previously chasing the boy who ran off.

now he isn’t sure if he wants to get involved now. this is so embarrassing.

lowkey other student would just look back and forth to you, then to kalim. the latter in question unintentionally ignored his existence to be honest, since he was too busy shaking your shoulders and probing the answer of you.

"why would you kiss a stranger...?" he trails off, you did answer. kalim is genuinely wondering to himself if it was that easy cause damn, he scratches his head. that made no sense (says the guy who is making no sense.)

he makes it so obvious that he's pondering with the finger under his chin, eyes lost pointed at the air and the unnecessary loud humming... at this point the atmosphere became more awkward because you and the student is staring at him in bewilderment.

drag him off please, and explain it to him elsewhere. public is NOT a good place. so instead of him saving you out of a situation like this, you save him? talk about being built different...

vil

what in the sevens... he surely hopes his eyes are working correctly lest he needs contact lens, or glasses for that matter. either way he'll positively be as beautiful as he ever was.

although he's very pleased that someone notices the extent of your beauty, there are... other ways to express fondness admiration for you, and vil just can't respect someone who doesn't seem to have any shame for themselves for pressing on boundaries.

so this... fool clearly is a mere taint on your image!!! rid of them immediately! you needn't dirty your pretty mouth, rook does love cleansing the world of dirt like them so it's for the better good if they just never dare to appear to your face ever again.

what better way to hurt someone than aim for their pride? *trash talks so good about their attitude that they actually be pondering their life choices*

don't get him wrong. he doesn't like them, like at all. vil can full well do more damage by nit picking details about them they probably aren't even aware of but he'd never willingly give another person a reason to be insecure about themselves, even if they did terrible things.

plus, there's better ways to teach someone a lesson. they'll learn.

who wouldn’t be scared of an angry vil? they scampered away pretty quickly from a few words, even quicker when he mentioned rook but it's their problem to be paranoid whether the hunter is following them or not to be honest.

frets over you right after. living the dream.

#ㅤ◜◡◝ . . signed ! #twst x reader #twisted wonderland x reader #twisted wonderland #twst #twst fluff #twisted wonderland imagines #twisted wonderland headcanons #twisted wonderland scenarios #silver x reader #twst silver x reader #jade leech x reader #jade x reader #deuce spade x reader #deuce x reader #kalim al asim x reader #kalim x reader #vil schoenheit x reader #vil x reader #x gn reader

[i-c-u-p]

im pretty sure my animal jam account i haven't touched in four years was hacked. anyone want to venmo me your condolences

#i had a yellow long a purple short worns and a Lot of fox hats. if you even care. #original #i had an animal jam blog on here and My God was the autism showing its true colors then. 0 mutuals #well. that i know of. #this one guy vented a lot and id always read all of them and i thinkk i thought we were closer than we were bc of it #like. friends rather than aquantinces. nothing gross. and i never acted on anything it was mostly in my head #anyway. looking back everyone hating on appari was so uncalled for lol #but then again. isn't he like a borderline racist ablist white rapper now. so nvm maybe he sucks #Whos To Say #also i revisited my den on a new account and GOT DAMN #thats all fine. so maybe it wasnt. but the recovery email started with n and ended with j #which is never an email ive ever used that i can remember #im pretty sure it was taken during their security breach in like 2018 or something?? after i stopped playing thats for sure

[strangestofthings12]

This is going to be a very rambling and venty post cause im tired and annoyed and honestly am just using this to vent my anger/hurt. there is going to be stuff that can maybe be seen as anti tommy/bucktommy (please dont tell me a ship name to put i dont care about if they do have an agreed upon ship name right now) so if you dont want that please just move on. i dont want to fight i just want to yell into the void on a stupid throw away account so i dont bring my negativity stew and come out on my main blog where i just want to enjoy my stuff and just keep happy energy. I dont normally post and try and just find someone who explains it better because im not great and getting what im saying across or understood the way i want, so please bear with me. With that said i will move on to what i want to say

Okay so i have been watching 9-1-1 for years and i love and adore it. Its characters and dynamics and i have always loved found family. Now i will admit that i started watching it thinking that Buck and Eddie were a couple and had a son so i was kinda watching for it. Do i think if i didn't start watching thinking that i would ship them still yes 100%. I have always loved their relationship and i have loved watching both Buck and Eddie grow and start to be happy while also having each others back even at the worst times. Sometimes if i think to hard about Eddie and start crying cause I'm very normal about this show and it characters. Now Eddie is my favorite character in the show and at least in my top five overall favorite characters. I love him and his development and i adore seeing how much he does to just do right by Chris even when he messes up you can tell how much he adores that boy and how badly he wants to give Chris the best life possible. I could write essays about Eddie Diaz trying to explain how much i love him and why and i think words would run out before i could finish making people understand. Buddie is my favorite ship (sometimes second depending on my mood. i would say sorry but Henren and Madney will always be amazing ships and sometimes i just cant stop think about them)(Sorry Bathena i love you too i swear i just cant decide if i wanna kiss athena or be adopted by bobby and athena:( Its confusing) and has been for quite awhile and is one of my overall favorites and its one of my comfort ships.

With that context when bi Buck happened i was so insanely happy and i wouldnt shut up about it. it made me sick. i was so happy for Buck and while i think a part of me will always be a little sad Eddie wasnt his first kiss with a guy i dont think either of them are ready for that. i also understand that it wouldnt make sense for how the story is going right now. Now i have nothing against bucktommy in the show. I have watched the kiss scene and sobbed to much to pretend like i hate them or even dislike them. However I genuinely dont care about Tommy. Hes kinda bland and i forget about him half the time and before they brought him back i completely forgot his name. in my mind he was the one that wasnt as much of an asshole to chim and hen as the other two assholes which wasnt saying a lot. Now I dont dislike tommy nor am i going to act like hes irredeemable because neither Chim nor Hen seem to think hes still that guy and while they dont seem super close they seem to get along so clearly, he's not like that anymore. I have nothing that makes me dislike him nor do I like him. He's just there. He's just the guy buck kissed. Thats all he means to me. I would give up his screen time for Ravi or May or Karen in a heartbeat. because i love them cause they mean something to me. I don't think i thought about the fact that people might actually like him especially not more than EDDIE.

This is where the context matters cause i am to my core a one ship per person girly. I might see a ship and people who like it and even think thats not a terrible ship but i will still only look at content for my ship for that person (ie. i ship Destiel (dont say anything bad about them ill cry<3) but i can see the way someone would also ship Dean and Benny or crowley or Cas and Crowley or Mick but i will ignore the ship and move on and look at more Dean and Cas). normally i will just ignore the ship and move on because im not who its for. If it gets annoying in my tag or anything like that ill block it or whoever is annoying me cause its not a them problem that i dont want to see it. When i start to have a problem is when multiple people arent tagging right for whatever reason or people who are being rude about the ship i like because of their ship. When I started seeing Bucktommy stuff more and more in the 9-1-1 tag i went to the buddie tag cause i dont want to see them. my problem is that when im reading on AO3 and click on a fic tagged Buddie where bucktommy get married. it was literally just hurting Eddie. There was stuff before like id be scrolling though the buddie tag here and see someone saying that Tommy is a better character then Eddie and saying that they hope bucktommy is endgame. Whatever block and move on. Just like always but then people who have shipped buddie for years who ive seen talk about them are suddenly saying that they like bucktommy better. People who started watching because of bucktommy saying they dont like Eddie. People are going to have different opinions but it still bugged me. and then i read that and i was just hurt because it was tagged happy ending and i cannot fathom ever thinking Eddie hurting and pining is a happy ending. So i started to get more annoyed and i hate when that happens especially with a show i love and a character i dont dislike so i tried to just move on but more and more people are taking about it then i saw someone saying that they wanted eddie to die so buck and tommy can have Chris.

I just hate that so many people are jumping on the bucktommy train and saying that they like it better than buddie something that is so good and sweet or saying that they like Tommy more than Eddie. I just dont get it cause Tommy is boring. like yeah we now some about him and he flies a helicopter but hes forgettable he could be a completely different person and next to nothing would have to change. We have seen Eddie at his worst and claw his way back up and hes finally letting himself be open and honest and soft. Eddie couldnt be replaced. Now im not saying Tommy can't be an interesting character but as he is right now?? He just isnt. Hes just as bland as every women (minus Taylor and Shannon) Buck and Eddie have dated and been hated on for no reason!!! Like i get that Tommy is a guy and we got canon Bi Buck and people are happy but those same people turn around and shit on Marisol from what ive seen(I could be wrong cause again i have done my best to avoid). Buddie fans arent safe from that either, cause we all know that Buddie fans do that but so many of those people who hated on them and said they didnt want them with anyone else suddenly decided that they were okay if Buck ended up with any guy. I dont know its just weird and i hate how many people are acting like Eddie isnt always going to be better then Tommy. Part of me wanted Tommy to stick around and help Buck and Eddie figure it all out but now?? i honestly just cant wait for him to be gone cause I want to have fun and read fics for my comfort ship and just chill where i can see all of my ships in the show without buck and tommy being everywhere or people saying crap about Eddie.

I have more to say but most of its about how gratifying waiting and seeing where this whole thing goes(Buddie season 8 PLEASE!!) and this is already why to long and i think im just going in circles and none of this makes sense so ima shut up for now and hopefully this will help it not fester and drive me insane and become a tommy hater

Edit: but i also hate that Tommy calls Buck Evan so he already had some stuff against him rip

#911 #buddie #anti bucktommy #i guess?? #i dont know #i dont know what to tag this and just hope i dont upset anyone #anti tommy kinard #again i guess #but not really?? #let me know if i need to add any tags:)

[catinasink]

introduction teehee

most recent edit: 2/03/24

hi!

general questions

who am i?

i'm cat (dont capitalize, as in Cat) and tentatively eli or nico. i'm a minor, as well as in middle school (ages 11-14). i go by it/its (if you're calling me cat) or they/he (if you're calling me eli or nico) or no pronouns. i am transmasc agender, aroacespec (aroflux and aegosexual), and pan.

what do i post about/reblog about?

marauders

genshin impact

other random fandoms

dreamscape nexus (...)

life things! (vents, random events, etc)

things about my friends :D

classes outside school (ballroom dance, art, aikido, russian, math)

writing (i am a writer)

music (i post lyrics from music, is fun)

gay (i am gay)

my friends

family, pets, friends?

one older sister

two cats - kim and shego (or floorshitter)

irl friends:

pissboy (my husband. he/they) (pissboy origin story)

lee (my wife. not a permanent nickname. she/her)

preppy (my wife, not a permanent nickname, she/her)

miss eighth* grader (she/they, talks abt sui a lot)

ashes (she/her, my bbg)

may mention some other ppl as well lol

can you tag me, ask me questions, tag me in chain asks or tag games?

sure, i might not participate in tag games or chain asks tho :>

timezone?

PST, inside a sink

dni?

if over 25, bigots in general, the usual

what can you call me?

no: bro, guy, gal, sis, girl, man, boy, dude, etc. (gendered terms in general)

yes: pet names (sarcastically and/or platonically, ofc) such as sweetheart, honey, bbg (please dont fully type out babygirl); lil guy is fine

i might call myself a girl or a boy, dont take this as permission please x

--

*used to be miss seventh grader

other info

i would appreciate tone tags if you feel you are speaking too vaguely, but otherwise it's fine

am either a slytherin or ravenclaw. slytherin most-likely

am INTP-T

scorpio sun, sagittarius moon, scorpio rising (i think)

pandora sun, lily moon, regulus rising

i speak english and russian, am learning german and hebrew (long story)

one sideblog, @catinasink-writes, this is only for my fanfiction

i also have another sideblog. kudos to you if you find it

I might ask you to explain a sentence or a phrase for me, it's bc words tend to not be understandable for me sometimes

i. might be neurodivergent

please alert me if you're going to leave, it scares me sometimes

am matching banners with @shrimpysstuff!! go check her out, her blog is wonderful :3

tags!

ramblies, vents, anything thats not a reblog and doesnt fall into another category: #cat's rambles

posts mentioning my cat, or with my cat: #cat's cat

writing (in general): #cat's writing

writing (actually writing: #poetry maybe

my art: #cat's art

my asks: #cat's asks

posts made during school (tend to be queued): #cat's schoolposting

music-related posts: #cat's lyricposting

my own music: #cat's lyrics

my beloved friend @this-is-me-lolol: #basil my beloved &lt;3

pissboy, my friend: #my lovely pissboy

my friend @o-kye: #tumblr user o-kye

cali cult: #calicos

sink lore: #happenings of the sink

blender anon: #cat's blender anon

dear anon (dreamscape nexus thing): #cat's dear anon

dreamscape nexus (...): #Dreamscape Nexus

ao3 details

my account (catinasink)

i've got a good feeling that we could be something

rated T

the Selection but rosestarkillerchaser

features the Blacks as the Schreaves

the Order as the rebellion

rosestarkillerchaser, emmarlily, wolfstar

unfinished, 8/30 (estimate)

watching pixar on a school night

rated T

a texting fic for the marauders 5th year and skittles 4th year

modern au w magic

rosestarkillerchaser, emmarpanlily/sunkeeperflowerseer, wolfstar

background benjy/peter + nobleflower + frank

slowburn

unfinished, 25/?

they're so pretty it hurts (i'm not talking about boys, i'm talking about girls)

rated T

oneshot about marlene

in the universe of wpoasn

features slavic marlene!! bc that is my love >>

also ace marlene!

2.7k words

finished, 1/1

dear angel lacy, eyes white as daisies

rated T

in the universe of wpoasn

noblesea (molly and alice) focused

has noblesea, nobleflower, and fralice (polyam alice)

slowburn

unfinished, 2/8 (estimate)

fic summaries (definitely accurate)

tumblr writing masterlist (chronological order, first most recent)

song-resembling thing (aka big mistake) (with voice ;-;)

maybe one day

to old friend once again

jolly ranchers

to v

my love

piano

fuck periods

more vent (green)

to my old friend (again)

to my old friend

more poetry/rambling/vent whatever :>

more poetry

poem thing that blender anon said i should share

have a nice day!

#cat's rambles #cat's writing #intro post! #<- previous intro post can be found in that tag

[kanmom51]

Did you jikookers see that? Yes JK is a smoker just like tae,and it's obvious tae taught him to smoke,they now spend time smoking together as a real couple and nothing for jimin,or your delusional ship. He doesn't care anymore he wants the world to know that he too smokes like his boyfriend tae,When taekook are hanging our,enjoying each others company while smoking,jimin is busy going to museums with namjoon.poor jokers😂😂😂😂.You will always be losers at the end of the day,you can never have what taekook have jk just proved that they are the only real ship.You ALL SHOULD GIVE UP

I was going to just block this shit off but then, I felt like having a good laugh, so I decided to post this.

Do I even have to comment?

And for the fun of it...

And

But finally, in case the message wasn't clear enough...

And we are the ones being called delusional...

But seriously. Why the fuck do you assholes keep showing up in Jikook blogs trying to what? Convert us? Prove us wrong? This is utterly hilarious.

I guess that's what you do when you have zero interaction between the two people you are forcing on each other to be in a relationship they aren't in?

Do you even realize how utterly ridiculous you sound?

I guess that by your logic all social smokers are literally fucking each other. Ok then. Good logic. Does that apply to social drinkers too? Cause JK, he been drinking A LOT with JM. Does that mean they are fucking? Ooh....ooh, I guess we're on to something here.

I'd say that instead of coming with stupid ass asks to send to Jikook blogs @secretfurystrawberry you go and:

a. Get a life, cause stalking Jikook blogs is not a good look on you.

b. Stop trying to force a square into a triangle. JK and Tae are mates, good friends. C'est tous. Nothing else. And no matter which what way you twist it, it won't fit. And for crying out loud, start listening to JK you ass. He's made it abundantly clear.

c. I think you also need to go back to school. Although I'm not sure they teach common sense in school, so maybe not school. But you definitley need a lesson in common sense if this is what you can come up with to try and 'prove' just how 'real' TKK are (as a couple, cause friends, they don't smoke together now, do they?).

Bottom line dear asshole TKKer, is fuck back off to your fake account!!

It's been a while since I've answered stupid ass asks like these. I tend to just block or delete.

Gotta say, it feels good to vent a little, lol.

#ask #Let this be a lesson to assholes #you are not welcome here #I will not engage any further #this was a one timer cause I was bored and in a shitty mood #in a way I guess I should thank you #you got me to laugh

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

so this happened a while ago but i still feel quite a bit of guilt over it and i’m honestly wondering whether i was in the wrong or not. i’m almost 18M now but i was 15M at the time (almost 3 years ago).

at the time of the pandemic i (15M) got very bored in quarantine and ended up making online friends with P (17NB) and later G (18NB) after P introduced me to G after the two had talked for a considerable amount of time.

the three of us were very close for a long time (this was the first friend group i’d had that referred to me as he/him, additionally as i had very little experience with online friends before now, and because P and G were both also trans like me it felt more comfortable).

P and G began dating after a while and met up once or twice, but as i live further away from them it was more difficult (additionally my mother was very restrictive on having online friends, so this was kept from her).

i had a very big puppy crush on both of them at this point but kept it to myself. however i did feel confused for a bit as although they were dating, P and G would tease me a little bit, calling me ‘good boy’ and sending me screenshots of them teasing each other ab their kinks then calling me a voyeur, stuff like that— in a teasing way, not in a genuinely flirting way but it made the crush a lot more intense for me.

P and G dated for almost a year but towards the end things started going wrong (at the end of the relationship, P started talking about how he didn’t feel attracted to G anymore because G wasn’t a cis man and didn’t have male genitalia. which came off as a little weird to me as both of them were transmasc?) but they agreed to part ways

they broke up soon after and i kept in contact with both of them seperately (probably not the best decision as P would constantly talk shit about G in a group chat even months after they broke up which i didn’t like). but P ended up suddenly talking to me and saying that i was talking too much to G, then giving me an ultimatum of either i stop talking to G or they wouldn’t talk to me anymore for their own mental health

this also happened on new years which just put me in the worst headspace i’ve been in ever. i ended up saying no, blocking P and telling G about it (even though G was a little disappointed that i’d been given that ultimatum in the first place and we just ended up not hearing back for a long while

the only reason something started up again was that later, a mutual friend of ours mentioned they had seen P post some concerning things on his story on instagram (about cutting off toxic people, more stuff about G, but also suicidal ideation kinda stuff on his close friends) and i realised i still had access to his vent account (which didn’t have a lot on there but enough that it would probably make the average person worry a bit).

G was worried about P even though they’d broken up and asked me to send him some screenshots of the vent acc’s newer posts so he could relay them to his family and hopefully get some help. i sent maybe three or four posts over and G sent the posts to his mom who then had a conversation with P. i then got a lot of messages from P calling me a horrible person and saying i was wrong, which i was really confused and stressed over because i genuinely thought i was doing the right thing and some of the things P posted were scaring me a lot. P’s two friends also messaged me later as well, calling me vile and saying i was horrible for doing what i did

i ended up apologising to P later because the guilt was eating me alive and i couldn’t take it anymore, and we ended up civil as the only thing we’d really talk about from that point was writing ideas for their blog, but then they decided to send me a random ‘congrats, you ruined my life’ emoji meme which made me really confused because i thought we were okay again. we haven’t talked for ages now but idk. the guilt gets to me sometimes and i think maybe i might’ve been horrible without realising because i genuinely wanted to help……. basically aita for sending the screenshots to G?

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole

[koyagi-writes]

Mond-Liyue-PP-HCs.exe

Folder: Genshin Impact Accounts: Albedo, Diluc, Kaeya, Venti, Tartaglia (with Foul Legacy), Xiao, Zhongli. Query: n/a Pop-Up: NSFW (minors + ageless please DNI), gn!bottom!Reader, Male genitalia and anatomy, overstim, dacryphilia, dom-sub dynamics, piercings, tattoos, size kink, monsterfucking, knotting, mention of breeding kink, maybe OOC Notepad: Please do not edit or repost this software’s works. First official post on the blog woo! This is part one of a series, we will include Inazuma, Sumeru and Snezhnaya in part two.

Albedo (Kreideprinz)

Very few of Mondstadt’s residents end up close enough to the Chief Alchemist to learn of his anatomy, let alone those fine details of his body that you were lucky to gain enough of his trust to learn. You truly are grateful to Albedo for allowing you the opportunity to observe each others’ bodies one cold, carefree night on Dragonspine, free of words, only communicating by touch, taste, smell.

Albedo is uncut, probably around 5.5 inches (14 cm) when flaccid, and almost 6.5 inches (16.5 cm) when hard; it’s of average girth, if just barely thinner. It looks near perfect, the shaft fading into a pretty pink as you reach the tip, a single vein decorating it. His cock curves up slightly, shaped perfectly to press against your most sensitive spots. His balls are relatively small.

He prefers to keep his happy trail neatly trimmed, shaving it into simple designs (He prefers the four-pointed star, to match the golden mark on his neck.).

Albedo prefers to stay quiet so as not to spoil the song of your moans, but he won’t mind piping up for you if you ask.

His shaft is quite sensitive at first, his body new to any touch before the first time, and he finishes quick, dick twitching as thin droplets roll down his shaft as he reaches his high. It tastes ordinary, a healthy mix of salty and sweet.

Over time, he continues to experiment on himself, using different alchemical means to increase his libido and stamina, all in an effort to increase pleasure for both you and himself.

Diluc Ragnvindr (The Dark Side of Dawn)

He’s reserved, closed off, untrusting. Just what key did you use to unlock his heart? You were the only one in Teyvat to knock down any walls he had put up over the years, and even convinced him to hire you at the tavern. One night, after closing up and walking back to Dawn Winery hand-in-hand, Diluc would beckon you to the shared bedchambers. He vented to you about the stresses of the day, to which you offered to take the lead. He’d accept, averting his gaze as you both undressed, and had the softest, coziest sex ever, a stark contrast to his demeanor in public.

Diluc is cut, his cock resting at a cozy 6.5 inches (16.5 cm) when flaccid, and rocking 8 inches (20.3 cm) when he gets all fired up. He’s average, but is thickest just under the tip. He has a tan line from working out in the vineyard, so his dick is quite pale compared to the rest of him. His tip is a warmer pink, and the shaft is veiny. It curves down due to its weight, but still manages to make you squirm on him. He’s got mid-size balls, and they can fit comfortably in your hand.

He doesn’t shave, electing to trim, yet keep the hair soft and fluffy. It’s slightly darker than the rest of the hair on his body. He probably has prominent arm and chest hair, and both are sensitive parts of him.

Diluc is a virgin before meeting you, so he’s very sensitive once you seduce him. Not only will he be twitching, but you’ll sometimes catch his legs shaking from below you.

His cum is thick, and flows slowly down his shaft or into you. Despite his inexperience, his stamina is a marvel, and he can pound into you for up to 6 rounds. It tastes slightly metallic and salty, with a slight flavor of burnt caramel.

He’ll try to stay quiet, only allowing small groans and growls to escape into your ear. At some point, he’ll slip, and will end up losing control of his volume as he empties himself into you. Near the end of the night, he’ll be a whimpering, begging mess for you.

Kaeya Alberich (Frostwind Swordsman)

Many in Mondstadt believe Kaeya to be quite promiscuous as a by-product of his charismatic attitude. On the contrary, he is far more reserved and far less experienced than anyone expects. Once you and him have a private night together (for once), he pulls the romantic cliche, decorating your shared bedroom with candles and rose pedals, a bottle of Dawn’s finest wine and two glasses at the foot of the bed. He’d hold you as if you were glass, and take you softly, gently, passionately.

Kaeya is cut, 6 inches (15 ¼ cm) when flaccid, and 7.5 inches (19 cm) when hard; he’s thicker than average. His shaft is darker than the rest of his skin, tip blushing a deeper tan when he gets excited, and it’s quite veiny. It doesn't curve in any direction, despite how heavy it gets. He has 2 Jacob’s Ladder piercings, close to where the shaft meets his balls, which are mid-size.

As Cavalry Captain of the Knights, he’s sometimes preoccupied by work, so he can hardly find time to manscape. When he does find time, however, he makes sure to keep his pubes combed down and silky, just like the hair on his head. If he feels like teasing you, he’ll shave the hair above the base of his shaft into a little design.

You clearly underestimated his sensitivity. You expected your grip on his shaft to have little to no effect on him, but it’s you, and he loves you so much. His emotional connection to you perpetuates the pleasure he feels in every touch, lick and stroke on him.

He’s so pretty when he cums, thick globs of his seed dripping onto the sheets beneath him, or pumping your throat, cunt, or ass full of himself. It tastes salty, with a hint of mint.

He will pant and grunt into your ears, and moan like a pornstar as he reaches his climax. He doesn’t give a fuck if the neighbors hear him, he wants others to know you two belong to each other.

Venti (Windborne Bard)

Oh boy, here we go…

You decided to visit Windrise for a date with Venti, bringing your own instrument so the two of you can serenade each other amongst the branches of the grand tree. As night falls, the music you make together fades into a duet of moans, pants and praise as you cling to each other. He’s absolutely drunk off of you, from the flavors on your lips to the sweet, sinful sounds your hole makes around his cock.

We believe that the male Archons have different sizes, depending on what form they take. As Barbatos, he’s clearly bigger, 6.5 inches (16.5 cm) regardless of arousal, and he’s thinner than average. As Venti, he stays at approximately 5 inches (12.7 cm), also regardless of arousal, maintaining thinner than average girth. In both forms, he’s uncut, and is pale all the way up his shaft, the tip a beautiful pale shade of rose. As Barbatos, a cyan tattoo rings around his cock (and yes, it glows). His balls remain proportionate with his size in each form.

In both forms, he keeps basically hairless downstairs, save for a few black and teal hairs below his tummy.

As Venti he’s sensitive, and twitches at any contact with you, regardless of which part of you it is. As Barbatos, he’s slightly less so, at least giving you more time to build up your own orgasm on him.

Either way, he’ll still cum so prettily, watery seed painting your body, inside and out. He’s so sweet, just like his favorite wines.

He whimpers the whole time, and encourages you to do the same. Just like a duet, your moans and whimpers will harmonize as you both cum in sync. We think the Archons also mark their partner’s belly with their element, like a succubus mark.

If you’re both lucky, a new tale will spread around Mondstadt of the waterfall at Windrise singing. In reality, it was simply a wanderer overhearing Barbatos and one of his naughty little disciples (you) from behind the waterfall.

Tartaglia (Childe)

Ajax, for as arrogant as he is, looks so pretty underneath you. Tears in his eyes, freckled cheeks completely flushed red as you grind on him. You became the one person aside from his family to earn his heart, his love. This all started in the Northland Bank, as you intended to bring Ajax lunch, and eat with him while he took a break from his paperwork. One thing led to another, and you ended up straddling his lap, teasing him a bit, then leaving him hard in his office. He thought you were just being bratty, but when he comes home, he’s bombarded with kisses, nips, and bites over any exposed scars and skin. He barely sits on the couch before you straddle and undress him. You ride him so slowly, so softly, it’s so overwhelming.

Tartaglia is cut, and is around 6 inches (16 ¼ cm) when flaccid, and 8 inches (20.3 cm) when hard. He’s pretty thick, multiple veins decorating his shaft. His cock is pale, fading into a lovely coral color at his tip. He’s got larger balls, fitting for his breeding kink.

Ajax takes tremendous care of his pubic hair. As a proud Snezhnayan man, he cherishes his body, as damaged as it is. He keeps his pubes combed, trimmed, and conditioned regularly. He has a frenum piercing, which he chooses to wear gold jewelry with.

Somehow, he’s only sensitive when you’re gentle with him, you’ve come to find. It seems he’s so used to being roughed up, that your sweet, soft disposition overwhelms and overstimulates him.

His cum is in the middle when it comes to its thickness, not watery, and not thick. It tastes slightly metallic, but still salty and sweet.

He’ll groan and whimper under his breath, repeating your name like a prayer. He’ll thank the Tsaritsa for giving you to him, no matter where or how you met. You’ll have to kiss him or bite his neck if you want him to shut up.

Bonus: Foul Legacy

It was time for your weekly spar in the Golden House. You and your boyfriend made bets on how long you would last or if you would win this time. If you won, he would treat you to dinner, and if he won, he would take you in whatever form he was in. You had gotten far enough on your own, but for the first time, you had been defeated by Foul Legacy. He would pin you to the floor, and await your approval to enter you, and waste no time thrusting into your hole. 

Because FL is twice as tall as regular Ajax, this means that proportionally, his cock will be twice as long, and twice as thick. Consequently, this means the abyssal beast’s dick will be 12 inches (30.5 cm) flaccid and 16 inches (40.6 cm) hard. It’s thick, a knot decorating the base. It’s dark purple just like the rest of him, with black speckles decorating his cock. His balls are huge.

The flame orange hairs surrounding the base of his dick matches the mane atop his head, however now they’re disheveled.

 As an abyssal beast, he probably goes into ruts, during which he’s most needy and sensitive. He doesn’t care if he’s folding you into a full nelson, or if you’re riding him, he just wants to feel your walls around him. 

He’s aware he might not fit all the way, but he’ll purr praises into your ear if you can take all of him, including his knot. His cum will stay the same as his human form. 

He’ll pant and growl as he thrusts into you, holding you tight to him. He would lick up and down your body, then let out a loud howl as you cream on his cock for the third time that night.

Xiao (Vigilant Yaksha)

Your adeptus boyfriend sat across from you on the bed, wrapping bandages around your injuries. He whisked you back to Wangshu Inn after he caught you in the middle of a scuffle with some treasure hoarders, and begrudgingly patched you up. He’d scold you for not calling out for him, finish bandaging your arm, then inspect the rest of you for any lingering cuts. He’d kiss you feverishly, but gently lay you down on the plush sheets as he kisses down your body.

Xiao is uncut, his cock is 5 inches (12.7 cm) when flaccid, and 7.5 inches (19 cm) when hard. He’s relatively thick and veiny. His shaft is tan, and fades into a dark aquamarine near the tip due to his yaksha blood, also resulting in his balls being proportionally large.

The adeptus’s carpets match the drapes; dark teal, straight hairs decorate his tummy leading down to the base of his shaft. He has a silver dydoe piercing, and the tattoo on his waist trails down to his hip and thigh.

He’s always sensitive, no matter how much he denies it. He’ll say that it’s impossible for an adeptus to fall so easily into pleasure, that he doesn’t deserve such caring treatment as a result of his karmic debt; that he only deserves to suffer. However, when you only treat him gently, giving praise here and there, his eyes can't help but well up with tears from the combined overstimulation and you challenging his karmic debt. You make the pain go away, with each touch of your body against his.

His seed is dense, extra thick. It tastes salty, yet sweet. There’s a subtle hint of… almonds?

He tries and fails to stay quiet, growls and whimpers escaping him at each thrust, only increasing in volume and frequency as he chases both his and your climaxes.

Zhongli (Vago Mundo)

Director Hu Tao had given Zhongli the day off, since no new orders were coming in for Wangsheng Funeral Parlor’s services. This means that your lover, the former Geo Archon, had the opportunity to sleep in, waking up surrounded by your kisses on his body. You both decided to stay in bed for a while, limbs entangled together under the sheets, tongues twisting together in searing kisses, hands roaming to each other’s sex. The warmth of your shared bed, tapping of rain on the window, perpetuated the love felt between you.

Like Venti/Barbatos, Zhongli has 2 different sizes. He’s uncut, and Zhongli’s humanoid form is 7 inches (17 ¾ cm) when flaccid, and 9.5 inches (24 cm) when hard. Morax’s Exuvia’s cock is sheathed, and extends to a whopping 20 inches (51 cm), and has a knot. He’s very thick, tan skin going black at his base, and gold veins decorating his shaft, similar to his arms. Large balls in both forms.

Zhongli is very neat about his manscaping, dark brown hair forming a beautiful happy trail. He has full Jacob’s ladder piercings, and opts to wear gold barbells to match the veining on his shaft.

Zhongli is rather stoic, yet still enjoys how your body feels against him. Morax is more sensitive, wanting to cling to you, wrap his long body around you, keep thrusting into you.

Both of his forms cum hard, thick and potent seed ready to fill his lover and breed you (with your consent, of course). Zhongli’s cum tastes sweeter, and Morax’s cum tastes saltier. You still enjoy both.

In the safety and privacy of your shared home, Zhongli believes that volume is irrelevant, that it won’t matter if you scream his name. He can pant, grunt, moan and growl all he wants once he’s thrusting into you.

A rumor will break out around the harbor about the recent earthquakes on Mount Tianheng being Rex Lapis stirring in his grave, especially when you don't hide the golden symbol on your tummy the next morning.

#koyagi-fics #koyagi-genshin #koyagi-thirst #genshin smut #genshin impact x reader #albedo x reader #diluc x reader #kaeya x reader #venti x reader #tartagalia x reader #foul legacy #xiao x reader #zhongli x reader #mdni

[someonewhogotanaccount]

It's intro post time!

Hi! I'm KitCat!

~The end~

Okay okay maybe you need a little bit more.

As I already said, I'm KitCat, master procatsinator and moving catastrophe, nice to meet you. (Though, everybody calls me KitKat, Kit or Chocosy, which is perfectly fine as well as any other name you want to give me ;)

I'm a minor, so all the creeps please leave now. My motto in life is "live and let live", so if you're here to hurt somebody, please leave too. Thank you :).

The typical things (that I actually forgot when I first posted this): I'm a straight white European Christian girl (teenager) and therefore probably the person with the most boring background, according to Tumblr ;).

I have two "adopted daughters": 1. My Killercat and tuna-demanding master Pauline 2. ";)", the bracket face (she can adapt any form of bracket face if she wants to, but the winking one is her favourite)

Some random facts about me: - my favourite colour is something between purple and dark blue - I have no clue how to write the word color/colour - I'm a German and from Germany (obviously) - I have no clue about the 'typical German culture', since my family was in Poland, Ukraine, Kazakhstan and Russia for around three hundred years and only came back to Germany 30 years ago or so - I love brackets and bracket faces - I have no clue about aesthetics - I consider myself a writer - I have no clue how to continue my stories - I love cats (who would have guessed that) - I have no clue how to make an intro post - I have a stupid sense humour - I have no clue in general but I'm trying :)

You can consider me as: Your silly Tumblr neighborhood KitCat and founder of the hug-ducks ;).

Do I take Tumblr serious? No. I'm that one friend that will be hyperactive the one day and then just dissappear for the next three weeks without a word. But if you ever need me, my inbox is always open. Vent as much as you want to, I'll try to comfort you.

Random stuff: I often misunderstand stuff, so if I'm acting weird, there is a 1/3 chance that I misunderstood you, a 1/3 chance I wanted to make a silly joke and you misunderstood me, and a 1/3 chance that I'm just weird ;). I'm a "Very vibey" (@mushroomcarrotstick) person, btw. @hijabi-desi-bookworm told me once I was "literally one of the best and ~vibest~ people" she knows. Do with that whatever you want, but my name is KitCat Chaos Vibey Clueless Badass Silly for a reason. Oh and if ANYBODY tells you that I'm cute, they are liars. All lies. I'm a pure badass and never ever search after the leta vs. kitkat war. It's better to let the past behind us and move on.

Sooooo, what else can I write here? Hmmm.... AH! MY MOOTS! I FORGOT MY MOOTS!!!

How do I do this now... you know what? I'll just make a list of the moots and then put the link here.

What else? Fandoms, maybe? (current obsession right on the top) - Worm (Parahumans) - Renegades - Claim the Stars (still waiting for the second book) - pjo, hoo, toa - The Inheritance Games (currently reading the second book) - tpq - kotlc - Warrior Cats (don't make fun of me. These books are my childhood and I will read them until I die) - Shadow League (never read the fourth book as it wasn't translated)

Also I enjoy listening music by Imagine Dragons :).

Yeah well, that's it, I suppose. I have an ao3 account as well, but that's only Renegades fanfiction so far. If you want the link just ask or smth.

Since everybody does this, I'll drop an "aesthetic picture" that should give the same vibes as my blog:

(source for the chaotic arson cat ;)

#intro post #i'm a chaotic arson cat #moots #badass stuff i've done #;)

[this-is-exorsexism]

i usually hate the agab terms but so people can better understand what i mean i'll use it here. sorry for the rant in advance, i just have no real place to drop this, as i will mention in the text, so i'm turning to this account:

i'm an afab agender transmasc guy (i mostly have no gender but also feel strongly connected to trans guys- sometimes little, sometimes strongly) who loves presenting & being 'feminine' (mostly clothes & make-up) and i do not feel like i belong anywhere in trans spaces because of that. i do not really have body dysphoria unless people INISIST i am a woman/girl for having wide hips, breasts and a uterus, etc. i love my body the way it is and don't want to medically transition at all, except maybe microdosing T- and thus i feel unwelcome in a lot of transmasc spaces- esp trans men spaces. a lot of transmasc blogs are just for trans men or for people who want to escape femininity at all costs and i feel like im just a "pretender" in these spaces because of all this (missing body dysphoria, not wanting to really transition, loving femininity, etc) and im always afraid of sharing my experiences on said blogs because of potential backlash- i feel like i have no real place to ask for advice or vent since of all of these factors. same for falling under the non-binary umbrella. since i am afab and dress feminine and dont want to really transition or be androgynous, and because i am fat i feel like i dont belong here either. people will tell me "im basically just a girl" , im not trying hard enough, im appropriating labels/experiences or the infamous theyf** slur because of that. agender spaces are the ones im most comfy in since not having a gender means no requirements in the community- but for being transmasc/partially a trans guy & being enby theres always requirements and ""rules"" and it sucks hard. im having a constant gender crisis because of this because im afraid i am just a pretender. i am also gay (if i experience attraction) and i feel like im infiltrating "mlm" spaces because of this. gay is the ONLY label that fits me, and i would go lenghts to be able to use it. i would undergo top & bottom surgery to be seen as "a proper guy" to use it- but i really dont want to at all. that would be forcing myself to conform to other people's expectations. when you're not the "right kind" of trans and/or enby you feel like an alien in spaces that were meant for people like you and it's frustrating to say the least. i feel like i am what transphobes call "transtre*nders" at this point. sorry again for this. feel free to ignore if this doesn't fit here or the accounts purpose- im not sure if this counts as exorsexism.

this is exorsexism.

#exorsexism #nonbinary #this is exorsexism #agender

[scorpioide]

𝐏𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐭

-Call me Yu or Zim, I accept any type of nickname, just ask me first if you want to give me one

-My Pronouns are They/Them or Ze/Zim (DO NOT USE FEMALE OR MALE PRONOUNS WITH ME, I WILL BLOCK YOU IF YOU USE THOSE.)

-Im non-binary, aroace and demi-romantic btw :3

-Im a minor, I won't expose my age, but yeah. I don't mind NSFW, sexual or suggestive jokes, etc. Just don't be a weirdo with me (I'm fine with flirty jokes as long as you're not an adult making them with me)

-Im multifandom!! :DD The main fandoms I'm in at the moment are Invader Zim, FNAF, Undertale, Cult of the Lamb, Sam & Max, etc.

-I like Zadr (no proshipp), So, if you feel uncomfortable with this ship, feel free to block me peacefully, it's okay, just don't threaten me with death or anything like that. This blog will have several mentions and perhaps art and fanfics about ZaDr so be warned.

-I am not a proshipper, please refrain from calling me that. I don't want proshippers interacting with me, mainly cuz many of them may like shipps that trigger me, So please refrain from calling me that. Thank you

-Im a Zim kinnie!! Me and Him are literally THE SAME.

-Basic DNI (also DNI if you sexualize Dib, Zim, Gaz, Tak, etc. Y'all nuts in a bad way, FLY AWAY FROM MY BLOG. Also TAZR, TADR, GAZR, PRAZARD DNI/srs)

-The owner of this blog is too Silly and takes no responsibility if they make someone Silly too

-Maybe I'll post art here, just don't expect it to be good. I draw on my cell phone, which makes the quality of the images a little questionable. Sorry

-Expect a lot of shit from this blog like REALLY

-my blog tags are #scorpodoodles (for drawings) #yurants (for my rants/vents) #stfuyu (No definition. Random.) #suatu (for my Invader Zim au, drawings, spoilers and facts about this au). #yuoutbreaks (In case I'm having psychological breakdowns and end up saying something I don't really mean, But I'll still say it anyway and I'll probably regret it).

-My ao3 account

That's it for now, maybe I'll update this pinned post, idk

THANK YOU FOR READING

WELCOME TO MY BLOG

#pinned post #intro post #blog intro #invader zim #zadr #cotl #sam and max

[canmom]

if you have a sec: why is there concern rn about tumblr being taken down?

lol it's not a realistic concern. just a CEO with a big mouth digging himself in a hole on an unprofitable website.

basically Automattic ceo Matt Somethingorother (@photomatt), our current overlord, made a series of very unwise posts about the case of a certain trans woman user of this site who was the subject of a harassment campaign that abused the reporting system and got her 7+ year old blog banned.

rather than just do a quick 'mea culpa' and restore her account, tumblr and Matt in particular seem to have doubled down on insisting she deserved the ban, proffering an old vent post following her first spurious ban in which she expressed a vague hope that he would die in 'a car full of exploding hammers' and other sarcastic comments - comments that unambiguously read as 'frustration' to anyone actually versed in the site's culture - as 'death threats' that would warrant talking to the actual FBI.

my impression is that he's probably not that invested in the case and half-assed the response to users sending him angry messages in a way that made him look a whole lot worse. his attempts at sounding neutral and bureaucratic just made him sound pathetic and came off as deliberate misgendering, adding fuel to the fire.

ofc moderation at scale is an unsolved problem, and inevitably tumblr's moderation of anything that isn't outright illegal has generally been pretty opaque and half-assed. far more realistic threats are not exactly unusual on here, but rarely get moderated, and most of us have learned to live with it. so the hypocrisy has drawn a big furore on the CEO, basically a chance for people to vent all their frustrations at the moderation. it's a combination of people angry on behalf of the girl who got banned and other cases where they've been heavy handed towards innocuous posts from trans girls, combined with resentment over feeling the moderation has been lenient on whatever other bad group (nazis, pedos, terfs or whatever) that a given user feels run rampant on this site.

most likely outcome is that Matt Whatever gets a talking to from his PR manager and we get some kind of apology post in the next few days as they try to walk it down. maybe reinstate that girl's blog. but since buying Tumblr has been an incredibly unprofitable investment for Automattic, I was joking darkly that this would just be the last straw for him to be like 'fuck it, pull the plug'.

[mlmshark]

Introduction to Mlmshark

Info:

Oliver, 17 yrs, trans male, gay/vincian

This is my account where I ramble about being gay and talk about my experiences as a queer man

And now because apparently I have to add this:

‼️PROSHIP AND RADQUEER DNI‼️ ‼️I AM A VICTIM OF PEDOPHILIA AND CSA I DO NOT WANT YOU HERE YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE‼️

This isn't an nsfw account, but it is 17+ so I can be more mature without worrying about younger followers like I have on my other accounts

Fanfic acc: @sharkboywrites (dead) art acc @sharkboyoli

I will give out my discord, but only to mutuals who ask

more info below, including boundaries please read before sending messages

This is an mlm blog

I use the labels I use/are comfortable with trans man, transmasc, gay, vincian, achillean, aroace, aromantic, greyromantic (more specific way of describing my romantic attraction) and asexual

I am autistic (maybe, I just got tested and am still waiting on results atm), and I have a horror and pokemon special interests (please talk to me about them plsplsplspls)

My pronouns are strictly he/him, but I'm not sure about neos, feel free to use them on me it doesn't bother me

Anyone can interact regardless of sexuality or ender identity, I prefer the people who are my mutuals to be 17+, but younger people can like my posts and ask me questions. I won't follow back anyone under 17.

The main point of this account is to have somewhere to talk about being gay and find more gay people to have a community with it.

For a long time and even sometimes to this day I've been shamed for my identity, so I want my own space to be an openly gay trans man with no hate and find other people in my community. I'm also still exploring myself and the world as a trans man, despite being out for six years, and this is my space to talk about it.

Boundaries

No proshippers, radqueers, zoophiles, etc.

No racism or ablesim, this is a space for all gay men/nblm regardless

My mutuals need to be 17 or older, I may be more mature at times, but not to the point of full nsfw

Do not send me nsfw asks unless they're questions about the queer experience ( for ex. asking about my experience, how to know, about my asexuality, and life as a gay/trans man are fine)

Don't send me/tag me in nsfw posts

Don't try to be homophobic or transphobic, I'll just block you

No shaming me or other people for liking men, even if you're also queer

Don't come onto my posts complaining about how you hate men

Don't try to compare my experiences with other queer people/try to make it the oppression Olympics

Don't complain to me about gay labels or flags

Don't try to invalidate anyone who interacts with this account that identifies as gay, even if you think they don't count (transmasc gay, tranfem gay, genderfluid gay, etc.)

Generally don't bring any discourse

You're free to vent in my asks if it's related to being gay or transgender, this account is for people to find community, just try not to make people uncomfortable

Don't call me the f or t slur unless you know I'm okay with it, even when I call myself it

As you can tell, this is mostly an nsfw neutral account, I'm okay with talking about it in the non- horny sense or now. this acc may be more open to it as time goes on (probably as I get older and experience more things), but for now: no <3

That's it, feel free to interact, i'd love to find some gay people in the community that I can ramble with and be a man kisser with :)

#gay #mlm #t4t mlm #mlm yearning #mlm thoughts #gay mlm #queer yearning #achillean #mlm t4t #nblm #mlm blog #trans mlm #trans man #transmasc #mlm love #t4t

[traumatizeddfox]

little psa

hi angels

when i created this account, i created it with the means to just vent about my day, mental health and abuse. eventually i gained more followers and i'm so happy to say that people come here to feel seen, heard, and maybe even loved. my goal will always be a place where victims of any form of abuse from a friend/family/person(s), regime, legislation, etc can come here and feel like they can vent, maybe share their stories, ask for advice, etc

that being said, as much as i love when people reach out. I will not partake in any "cancelling" or call-out posts. I have been victim of being part of these, and I never want to partake in someones wrongful downfall and even if your post is genuine, true, etc, it's hard for me to know all facts and I never want to use my account to wrongfully attack someone. Abuse is so tricky and there is no such thing as a perfect victim. As much as I would love to help people, I want to make it clear that I believe everyone, but I get a few messages/asks of people asking me to call out people, and I just can't/won't do that.

I feel really terrible asking this, only because I know abusers get away all the time. I beg you to keep fighting for justice, and posting on your blog, but the only issue i have had, is accounts ive never seen randomly popping up asking me to expose their abuser and like I said, ive been on the other side where my abuser(s) has lied about me, even going as far to make Youtube videos on me.

If you want to use my ask box as a place to vent about your abuse, bullying, etc please feel free too! Im always here to answer anons (even if i dont answer all because I have over 1000 in my box lol) I also have a discord (which I know im never active in because im so busy lol, but its in my pinned tweet or feel free to ask!)

Also I hope this doesn't come across like I am telling people to NOT reach out and talk. NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT IT. I just don't do call-out posts on my own blog, thats all, but again feel free to send asks talking about it, i will always listen <3

love fox 🐾

#i hope this comes across as sweet as i can!!! #i love u all thank you for follows #please feel free to reach out i will always be there

[cleverthylacine]

Okay. Wow. (also feel free to circulate this post to people even if they don't like me)

I didn't want to make a post like this but things have gone too far. I am still not mentioning names. If you know you know, if you don't know, ignore this post and be happy that you don't know.

Yesterday I went on a blitz of blocking people I was told had been sharing my private DMs and talking shit about me behind my back with an artist who is freaked out that I told them I wouldn't take down a reblog, and then explained that they are popular with RavWave shippers, and that I didn't know who they were until other shippers sent me their stuff, because their art does look shippy to us.

It seems that a lot of the people who are really mad about this (and you're welcome to share this one post of mine with those people, though I do not appreciate that their friends have been stalking my blog in general) think that I was trying to ARGUE with that person.

Much as their motivation in drawing the art was not to depict my OTP, my motivation in telling them that they accidentally did was not to argue with them about how they should view the relationship. It was information about why people get what is apparently the wrong idea about their art.

If I were writing or drawing something that was being misinterpreted all over creation, I would want to know why.

Then I would be armed with the knowledge to decide whether or not I wanted to do things differently in the future.

"I don't care what those people think" is a valid decision. So is "hmm, maybe she has a point." Whichever decision I made, I'd want to make it as an informed decision.

I feel a little sorry about this giant misunderstanding, but I'm absolutely disinclined to apologise because:

Their first message to me was insulting. Many people believe that it was a "polite request". But polite words can be used in a thoroughly rude and nasty way. There is no nice way to tell someone that you think they're so nasty you don't want your public posts appearing on their blog.

Saying no to requests is a thing that people are allowed to do.

Their second message to me, which evaded my block because it was sent to another account, was blatantly offensive and went into the quality of my family and relationships. I didn't respond to that because I'd have gone off.

They have their friends stalking my blog and have admitted to doing so, and have responded to venting on my part by vagueblogging in my own blogs by telling everyone that they're the person I am annoyed with and here are the receipts. Seriously, wtf?

I only know this because I'm trying to block all the assholes who are reposting my personal conversations with them, a thing i only know because a friend of mine told me so after receiving a demand they unfriend me.

This person and their friends are sending anon asks to my friends, or in one case, publicly demanding in an RP community, that people who want to interact with them unfollow me, because they will not interact with anyone who interacts with me. Go the fuck back to high school, Regina.

Don't put icing and sprinkles on a pile of shit and tell yourself you gave someone a chocolate cake. This person has never been "nice" to me.

Under the cut: why IDW Ravage would never allow herself to be handled like a pet cat, and why RavWave shippers feel the same way about the Earthspark deleted scenes, even though we know that's probably not what the showrunners meant us to think.

I have come to the conclusion that's it's just another case of antis thinking that if you can see two people in a non-platonic relationship that they think of as family, you're just nasty. Especially if the feline shaped character is being handled like a pet cat.

But the person who said "I look disrespectfully on anyone who ships this, that's just a goof and his cat" has missed the entire point of these characters' relationship. Soundwave would never treat or handle Ravage like she was a pet cat.

Anyone else who says RavWave shippers are nasty because "it's NoRMaL to handle your cat that way" is fundamentally not getting who Ravage is and how she feels about being touched.

Ravage is a sapient adult mech with a full range of sapient adult feelings, and touching her like she's an animal is a microaggression or a macroaggression, depending upon where and how you touch her. The oppression of beastformers is a big fucking thing in IDW 2005. Other beastformers also complain about constantly having to deal with unwanted and disrespectful touching. (Fortress Maximus is a known offender.)

IDW Ravage is sleeping in Megatron's bed throughout MTMTE (when she's under it, she's guarding him). She only allows him to touch her neck in front of others...because behaving like a pet cat increases the chances that people will treat her like one.

(She almost cut Nautica several times. That's another character I ship her with, because what would be funnier than her realising that this actually is a whole ass person and if she can't stop touching her, she might actually be attracted to her?)

(Note: Canonically, Ravage in IDW uses he/him, and I do know that. However, about half the fandom writes Ravage as female. I'm in that half.)

BTW, I feel exactly the same way about the Earthspark deleted scenes. Every RavWave shipper on the planet does. We've talked about it. We realise that the artists and showrunners probably intended it to be innocent on the grounds that she is a cat. But we are also people who like to write her as an adult Decepticon officer with agency and self-respect who wouldn't behave like that in front of other people unless they knew he has privileges they don't.

I am aware that half the fandom draws Ravage art that's basically cat memes. (I hate that so much. But as a proshipper, I recognise people have the right to depict characters any way they want. That doesn't mean I haven't had to vent to people like @bitegore and @miner16 to keep myself from saying something.)

Also, I strongly suggest that people who get this worked up about misinterpretations of their art or writing do not become professional creators. As a member of fandom since the 1970s, I'm kind of super extremely aware that most of what fandom does is counter to what the creator intended, and frequently that's the point.

I'm also kind of super extremely aware that if you don't have loads of people reinterpreting and remixing your work and your characters, that actually means nobody cares about your work enough to have blorbo feels about your characters.

(The side poll, which came from another blog and mentioned no names, was an irritated attempt to find out whether people really do think it's normal to cuddle your mom that way, because the second message insinuated that my mother and I must have a terrible relationship because we don't touch each other like that. I kinda wanted to know what people who were not predisposed to take my side and did not know what was going on would think of that idea, because I really do not think most people touch their mothers like that; their mothers aren't nonsapient animals and would thus consider it weird and inappropriate.)

#fandom and its discontents #Ravage/Soundwave #RavWave #antis suck #go back to high school