#ur a weird person man

[pcktknife]

splatfest based off the fruit i just tore up

#deep cut #splatoon #frye onaga #shiver hohojiro #big man #myart #the ink colors kinda uggo together but its okay its a fake fest 👍🏾 #if ur curious id be on blackberry the berriest of the set #alot of ppl dont like blues cause of their texture i love it personally. rasps have this soft dry feelin to em tho thats kinda weird #ill eat em but. weird feel. blackberries are fun to crush and taste good ^^

[recallback]

man. watched nimona today and none of you freaks prepared me for how heartbreaking that movie was gonna be to watch as someone who was a suicidal queer kid.

trying to embrace the role of being someone monstrous only to end up being hurt by the very armour you wear, all the little ways people close to you hurt you and how it builds up over time no matter how good things are other times, not wanting to sacrifice any part of your identity no matter how its hated, y'know?? seeing no way out of the constant cycle of betrayal and hurt by 'allies' but finally giving them what they want. becoming so clouded by grief and agony and loneliness that you aren't yourself (but beneath it all you still are (you can still hear a voice in the shadows roars of pain)).

brother how am i supposed to emotionally recover from this one. that reveal is going to be on my mind forever this movies gonna stick with me.

#nimona #i should read the comic if i get the beans #mod post #yeah idk man i saw a lot of talk abt the gay ppl and i am so glad we saw gay ppl like forreal #i love those two. mwah. ballister Is a meow meow or whatever the hell ur calling him #but fuck man. the ending hit like a ton of bricks for me personally it felt so personal #its rare u feel like Seen by a movie and espc arguably a kids movie but man for a second i felt seen and that was weird and upsetting #great movie. u guys should watch it

[tiredrobin]

au where six and static six—statix—hang out and are friends and statix reminds six how to play and goof off (in this au statix is in part a manifestation of what six lost when she was kidnapped by the thin man, ie some of her childhood). au where they can never be "rejoined" because trauma takes something from you that you can never get back, but you can still move forward with what remains. and six chooses to move forward with her remnant. au where six has had to sacrifice so much of herself just to survive, but at least she gets to keep this little part of her in some shape. au where , (starts sobbing)

#robart #little nightmares #six little nightmares #six ln #dont say anything to me #jk u can ask abt it if ur like 'is there more details????' because guess what. there Are #not very many but #also posting this feels weird. its private to me its special to me its personal its #probably me projecting rly rly hard onto six #but whats new!!! #shes just soooo much what it feels like to be a kid in a world trying to eat you man. idk. makes me insane

[silusvesuius]

elituli but lesbians

real as fack

#ask #my art #but also what ur looking for is: r*kke/elly #lol #but this would be charming too #but still elituli 4 me is very dependant on elly being a WOMAN and tulli being a MAN . a reason why i like it so much #i think a 'weird' interaction between them as two men or women wouldn't be seen as unsavoury as - #- them being umm... m/f.... especially (checks watch) back then #considering their position 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 #i'm not even gonna get into it u get what i mean 💟 but this is moe as a concept #also the only 'smart' person i like pairing elly with is tullius everyone else is brainwashed LMFAO #< no wait i get what i wanted to say now. i don't like pairing elly w/ smart women

[snekdood]

bitches be like. i hate vegans so much that i’ve decided i like killing animals and its fine and i dont feel bad and animals dont have feelings and its fine and im cool subversive and different and edgy and like to post fucked up stuff to make vegans uncomfortable bc im just so cool

#you sound like every cishet republican man to me #you're not a Cool Subversive Leftist you're literally regressing by seeing animals as just objects of your pleasure and thats it lmao #im sorry but you dont just get to throw out all of veganism. it does infact have some roots in leftism. #you can sit there and cope with the fact you agree w some vegan talking point by calling it 'animal welfare' all you want #doesnt change the fact that a lot of those ideas in those circles were formed by vegans. #damn woooah vegans arent a monolith and dont all agree on the same shit woooahhh who knew #literally i have no idea how we even got to this point or how this would be surprising. #when i was on vegan twitter bitches were arguing all the fucking time within it. ur really gonna sit ther en tell me they're all secret #eco fash that hates native ppl and people who have to eat meat? ya sure??? #you would think the individuals on tumblr- of all places- would understand how frustrating it would be to be grouped in with the worst #members of their community as if you represent them and are the sole spokesperson #you'd think they'd hate when someone jumps to conclusions about them based on their lifestyle #but naur. i think yall take it too personally. as if a vegan just being in a room is somehow trying to force you to be vegan. #literally grow tf up. #if a vegan being in the same room with you triggers feelings in you that you Have to stop eating meat- i really think thats a you problem #bud. homeboy hasnt even spoke to you leta lone look at you and apparently you feel this weird pressure now #idk man dont you think that pressure might be coming within?? maybe.... you do infact feel things and feel a lil guilty abt eating meat? #not telling you to stop... i still eat meat here n there. but at least im honest with myself about how it makes me feel to do it. #its infact normal to take a second to think about the loss someone made in exploitation to provide you with whatever. #if you can let yourself feel a lil guilt about buying a fast fashion thing you can sure as fuck finally extend your fuckin empathy to #animals and stop treating them like objects or toys.

[theloveinc]

Shinsou needs you to look at him so bad but also can't keep eye contact with you at all

Whore. Vying for your attention like a child only not being able to handle it cuz he's really just a baby deep down.

And you already know he can give the most dangerous pair of bedroom eyes if he really wants to, just has never liked someone as much as he likes you to actually want to use them seriously.

I feel like it's funny because, before you start dating, you think the reason he can't look you in the eye is just because he's aloof and doesn't care, but after you start, it's frustrating because it's so intimate and lovely and he still can't bring himself to do it! Despite always needing to be in your vicinity or up in your business, turning away the second you acknowledge him.

Getting-all-flustered-ass when you pay attention to him like he's not staring/glaring down everyone else... Yes, I would be kinda Pissed.

(It's really just because he's shy. Being all sexy and intimidating to keep people from thinking they can get all close to him.

The first time you go to the club together as a couple, you catch him giving sexy eyes to a guy chatting him up, and the second you walk over to confront him about it, he's melting under your gaze and ignoring the other person altogether... embarrassed and squirmy at the thought of you being mad at him but needing you to know it's just because he loves you so.

He just can't help it!!! And now the stranger is mad that you got him so easily... bamboozled.)

#shinso #I AM NOT DOING MY WORK THAT IS WHY I AM HERE #I AM SO NERVOUS OH MY GOD #anyway u know like #he's one of those guys where being intimate is kinda easy when he knows the person isnt gonna actually get anywhere #but the second youre touching his arm and looking him in the eyes and saying his given name he's like #OH SH*T !!!! I CAN'T DO THIS!!! //in a pos way cuz he loves u #and its weird bc u dont know whats happening?? u thought he likes u??? #but he's just not used to such sweet affection #and it takes him a couple... months for him to get settled with u and be able to cuddle without getting shy #and yes he teases people with that #acting like he's gonna dom someone's *ss until you walk over and he's the sweetest man ever in the whole world #and blushes at ur every word #tbh idk if this makes sense i just have a particular vision of it + him that i want to portray #its really surprising how much ppl love shinso but don't talk abt it #sigh #caitie things #anon #gen

[bmpmp3]

thank god for indie devs making like tiny little maximum 10 megabyte freeware games on itchio keeping the art of filesize optimization alive. ASSET REUSE FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#im watching a video about wario land music -> 'the bizarre music and sound design of wario land 4' by geno7 #good video so far! i like this guys stuff. he talked a bit about how they did some of the sound effects for warios voice #a very like. chopped and remixed sample style of doing his vocal lines. which is very cool 1) because it saves a bit of #precious space on that gba cartridge BUT ALSO 2) it just sounds cool and interesting stylistically #and man sometimes trying to keep a file size down really does give way for some really interesting stuff #on my own personal interests in games i ADORE rpg makers rtp and how people can find creative uses for it #i love that a bunch of games can draw from the same asset pool as one install on ur computer #no bloating your hardrive with a bunch of copies of the same assets - its just already here! #and from a developers perspective i love when they reuse old assets from other games in new weird ways #some small visual novel companies will reuse backgrounds and other assets #altho i dont mind a bit of bloat with VNs since a big draw can be the big pretty images and big pretty sounds #but its still cool when people find ways to get creative with space saving. and from a players perspective its also nice #space is cheap nowadays. but its not Free. we can swallow terabytes whole with micro sds and everything #but a lot of players dont get the chance or ability to upgrade their internal memory that often. so i think being considerate of filesize i #very important. and thats not even getting into the download bandwidth limits - a lot of people all across north america can only get like #internet from 1 provider and that 1 provider often likes to upcharge and limit shit because they can #we might live in a future where a lot of powerful technology exists. but access to that tech is another story #so remember the filesize. remember the filesize. #dies in your arms

[dishsaop]

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic #im just like. tired of gnawing #and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get #content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky #young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me #im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing & #digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances #m text #i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story #not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a #lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out #bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples #and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified #(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right) #and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here #(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh) #I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost. #anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein #out as lesbian #like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has #to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic) #meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just #and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so #yknow. personal viewer bias here #but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian #and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out #but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough. #im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes #I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY. #like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'

[heich0e]

as someone who had a premise completely stolen by a writer I had shared a private snippet with, who's got a much larger following than me, I can understand I think. I'm so sorry if that's happened to you before!

i'm so sorry little friend :( that is devastating when done by a stranger, let alone someone you're close enough to speak to and share your work with privately. it's even worse because there's truthfully very little recourse in situations like this, without devolving into an unproductive "he said/she said/they said" kind of situation, which i can speak to all too well from personal experience—and that's not even accounting for the power imbalance that you mention here. i'm so sorry and am sending you a lot of love <3 pls don't let the behaviours of a few bad actors stop you from writing the things you're passionate about creating and telling the stories you're inspired to share!!

#liv got mail #having a fic stolen by well-liked writer is a weird experience because you KNOW in ur heart and mind what happened #but you will convince yourself you're being crazy because how could anyone be so shameless?? or blatant about it?? #and you might even TELL people you trust what happened!! and they might even corroborate it!! or sympathize with you!! #but then they'll continue to interact with that person? that's what i've never fully managed to wrap my mind around #idk man the lack of accountability or like... ethics? in this shared ecosystem/“”“community”“” kinda blows sometimes!

[i-looove-dillydallying]

Shoutout to all my fellow neurodivergent girls who are tired of getting manic pixie dream girl-zoned

#‘ur just different from the other girls…’ #‘there’s something about your personality that makes me tolerate ur mid looks…’ #‘I kinda like how fucking weird you are…’ #man stfu #I know u probably mean well but cmon #I’m a person #I’m not gonna change ur boring ass life without getting anything in return #stop projecting your fantasies unto me #manic pixie dream girl #neurodivergent #gifted #autism #adhd #add #ocd #tourettes #every other form of neurodivergence #relatable #struggles #men #rant #shoutout

[little-laurance]

Coming clean as someone who finds the addition of most werewolf characters (circa pdh s2) as really really annoying

#i think it's just that I didn't like her weird omegaverse bs #like if ur gonna go omegaverse go all the fucking way man #I wanna see commitment #but hers was just like... #Tik Tok's Alpha and Beta male toxic bs early #also most of the characters are only there to fill the werewolf class and give Aaron a pack later #but they don't generally have strong stories or personalities outside of stereotypes (not that any Aph characters really #do) #but it's been a while since I've watched any of the series/seasons with the werewolves #so maybe I am missing smth #aphmau #aphblr #aphverse

[zedif-y]

fuck it . reblog this and put in the tags who your favorite youtuber/streamer is and why . i'll start (you can give more than one)

feel free to ramble!! i'm curious!

#ryan's screaming #ur answers dont Have to be mcyt related but this is a mcyt blog so :p #mcyt #mcytblr #hermitcraft #trafficblr #okay okay so. #my favorites are impulse and zedaph . tango to an extent as well but i admit impulse and zed are my favorites by a mile #i cant fully articulate why i love impulse so much because its really a whole variety of reasons #his videos/content in general just have such a calming effect on me man #i love how he interacts with people and he has such a nice voice and it genuinely makes me so happy when he creates something awesome #like yeah!! yeah be proud!! thats fucking awesome! #scar and skizz have mentioned this too but the fact that hes a good leader . the fact that he looks out for other people the fact that hes- #-a genuinely good guy . #i hope this isnt weird KLJDSGHKJSDG #im just... i know i dont Really know him . obviously i dont know him on a personal level . but the fact that the people who Do and are- #-around him have such good things to say... #and not just that his work ethic makes me actually insane . dude is on a GRIND and he works hard and it shows!! it really does! #he said himself he reads every comment he gets and when he runs out he reads SKIZZ'S COMMENTS #he cares so much about the content he puts out and that care SHOWS. IT BLEEDS INTO HIS WORK. I LOVE IMPULSESV!!!!! #and like. ive already rambled about zedaph #but i really really really seriously think hes so underrated #because man. MAN you can see the hard work as well #hes so clever. hes so witty . hes creative as HELL #his videos are unlike anything ive ever seen and ive never watched a zedaph video and NOT laughed #like how does he come up with this ?!?!? #not to mention the care he puts into zedcraft . i may not be a part of it but??? THE MONTHLY EVENTS?? #his editing is AMAZING too #and THE MERCH. THE MERCH!! like yes i know its not like he crafted and designed all of his merch by hand . like dot drew the create cube- #-and the olympzits was designed and built by the zedcraft community

[birdricks]

late night insane post i rlly think birdrick appeals to me partly bc of the alien nature of their relationship… and specifically in how bp kind of bridges the gap between them but in many other ways theyre completely different

#smth smth queer…. smth smth gender… idk #often thinking abt simple anatomical differences in alien relationships #and like haha the obvious stuff. but moreso even simple stuff like. ears. feathers. organs. #this is also just me persoanlly finding it fun to wonder abt bps anatomy like … how much is bird vs human #(my personal hc is he is Mosttlyyy bird. the human appearance is just superficial and like. a coincidence ig) #LIKEEEE. how they r each fascinated by each other for the most simple things. like despite their bodies both being considered unconventional #the separation from the others culture allows them to see past it and just see each other as. wonderful #WHATEVER MAN. my brain is in a crazy weird place rn #being able to be within urself and ur body completely free from ur usual societal expectations… WHATEVER!!!! #ummmmm Anyway! if rick gave bp a piercing where do u reckon it wld be #oh oops dropped a hc. in my mind bp is considered very plain and bland looking by bird culture. which also makes it more sweet for rick to b #be so enthralled by him #ok goodnighytttttt. going to um. idk. keep trying to stay sane

[reel-fear]

people who still make Joey the ink demon despite canon steering far away from that being the case this is for you I am sending u kisses XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO <3

People who make Joey well-meaning, sympathetic, a lighter shade of morally grey than canon I am also sending u lots of love <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3!!

And people who generally steer wildly from the direction Bendy takes with its characters and has fun with it I hope to see more from all of ur aus and rewrites!!

#ramblez #batim #batdr #this is not me saying aus that don't do this r bad blah blah I just personally have a super soft spot for Joey being the ink demon #since I really like the idea storywise the symbolism of Joey becoming the ultimate monster of this story #joeys who also take a very sympathetic role who are more morally grey than canon also hold a special place in my heart #joeys who think what theyre doing is right not just for them but for their staff who genuinely care abt them who love them mwah #I just love to see very unique takes on these characters I kinda miss when it was only like chapter 2 so everyone had this wildly #different but very unique and fun takes on where we thought the story would head hell for a while we didn't know if Joey was evil or not #thats what spawned Encore it was originally just a collection of theories I thought would come true #esp since I dont think bendy is a particularly well written story its fun to see the fandom have such fun wild ideas on where to take #the concepts and idea presented in bendy that never really panned out into anything interesting or were discarded or retconned #yknow? I miss the days where the aus were wildly out of sync with the actual story when all we had was a few names a few tapes #and we all went wild making our versions of the story and characters and then got so attached to them we doubled down #when canon didnt deliver on em #umm oops this is long have a great new year folks! Get wild get weird with ur bendy aus and rewrites #lets have fun this year and take canon as optional bc lets face it Bendy isn't great but man is it fun and I care abt that way more than #the quality of the story tbh #it had great ideas and executed them uh badly! But idc bc I can stir those great ideas in my head all day and see others do the same <3 #anyways yeah thats it love ya guys have a great 2024 <3

[anachronistic-falsehood]

anyway. am i allowed to say that yes aimsey is a good role player and they make really cool stories and i’m very excited for her being in purgatory, but i’ve always been kinda meh on them ever since they threw a little shitfit over the existence of bisexual lesbians a few months ago?? like it was kinda hypocritical that he was pissed over bisexual women who may also identify as lesbians, which is an identity that breaks the typical definitions of both of those labels, while also being nonbinary and a lesbian, which is also an identity that breaks the typical definition of both of those labels. ik it was a while ago, they did apologize and explain their reasoning, but it’s just left a bad taste in my mouth ever since

#whiskey yelling into the void #SORRY it’s just bothered me for a while #like people are going to yell at you for having an identity they don’t understand #and you’re going to turn around and do the exact same thing to people with identities you don’t understand #like you can’t exist as one identity people will be confused about while also pushing down other confusing identities #because we’re all weird degenerates at the end of the day in the eyes of homophobes #and i’d rather support people with contradictory identities than stand by gays who think i’m weird for identifying as a butch trans man #support weird labels they’re just WORDS who gives a shit we all die anyway and infighting is DUMB #i do think they’re a good person and they meant well it was just something that put me off for a while #and i can’t rly push past it and watch them again yk???? #if u still watch aimsey that’s cool tho!!! i’m not pissed about them having a fanbase i don’t want to like. cancel them or w/e #idk this is just me ranting i’m not trying to start shit and i’m very happy for u if ur excited for qaimsey!! i do like their rp characters

[nat-20s]

Listen I know "be yourself" is the tritest possible fucking advice in existence BUT (with the stipulations that a: does not apply if your 'true self' is a huge fucking asshole if your true self is frequently and needlessly cruel or just straight up mean as hell maybe work on that lol b: this does not mean that it applies to all situations like being closeted around homo/transphobic relatives coworkers etc or applying a worksona and c: people are wonderfully strange and complex creatures so it's not only possible but extremely likely for one person, including you, to have multiple "true selves" that make different appearances in different settings) it fucking legitimate and I did not fucking get that until like??? My last year of highschool?? College??? Anyway but yeah learning to stop feeling shame or fear about who you just are as a person (or, alternatively, doing so despite shame and fear) and just like. Being yourself is GOOD it's POWERFUL and it will make you SO SO much happier in the long run!!! like I get it it's hard to Be Yourself and then have some people dislike that person for whatever reason but at a certain point at least with like friends and partners you will get to a point where you're basically surrounded by the people who looked at your true self and went "god they are so fucking cool I wanna spend my time with them in purpose" and mien fucking gott is that so much better than always trying to put on a false self for the appeal of others hoooollly shit

#inspired by me actually embrassing my personality and interests and #realizing i actually started having friends who liked me rather than tolerated me #also idk turns out your true self (or one of them at least) is usually a pretty neat person that people find cool #ESPECIALLY if ur a weird little freak man