#until here I am

[cyberphuck]

In very quick succession: Seb slips in the kitchen and falls. I rush over to help him up because he sounds like he might be hurt. He screams to fuck off and throws a lighter at me. Okay whatever fuck you too. He gets up and goes to take a shower. I get up to mop up whatever he slipped on (old dog pissed in the kitchen again, yay), but find that our mop has been eaten by rats. I notice the back door is wide open and Boo Boo is in the neighbor's yard again. I pick up the leash and my purse so I can grab Boo Boo, shove her back in the house, and then drive to walmart to buy a new fucking mop. I take one (1) step onto my front porch and hear the old man across the street yelling that "grandma had a seizure and fell into the tub and I can't pull her out." I throw down leash and purse and sprint across the street. Sure enough, grandma is stuck sideways in the tub with her legs dangling over the rim and her head against the wall. I gently lift her feet back up into the tub and turn her so she's facing the tap. "Can you get up on your knees?" I ask. Grandma says "WHO ARE YOU." turns out she has dementia. Their entire bathroom is, I shit you not, like four feet wide and maybe five feet long. There is no room for me to lift grandma from the side of the tub. Okay. I take off my shoes and get into the tub. "WHO ARE YOU." "My name is Jaydee, I'm your neighbor." "WHAT??" She is also deaf, grandpa informs me helpfully. And blind. Cool! I get behind grandma, put her in a half-nelson, and lift her to her feet. Another neighbor has appeared. "WHO ARE YOU." I've never met him either, sorry. "DID YOU HIT YOUR HEAD?" I ask. "ARE YOU HELPING ME WITH SOMETHING?" grandma replies. (Most of my face is in the back of grandma's hair and I don't see any blood or swelling. She complains that her shoulder hurts and I think that's what hit when she went down and not her skull. There are Other Busybodies on the block who are gonna go check on her.) Me and Mystery Neighbor get grandma to her feet. She just fucking. Walks off. So does grandpa. I do know grandma and grandpa and know that he and she don't get along. In my house we call him "Crazy Shouting Man." He says he's gonna put her in a nursing home. I mean. Yeah, if she's blind, deaf, having seizures and doesn't know who anyone is and you can't care for her and you hate her then maybe you should OH SHIT MY DOG IS OUT THERE TRYING TO KILL A CAT AND THERE ARE LIKE FORTY CHILDREN WATCHING. "I just had surgery too," grandpa says, taking his usual seat on the porch and lighting up a cigarette. "Right here, on my leg. You see I was in the Navy and there was a lot of physical training, and..." "THE DOG! THE DOG IS CHASING HER!" "That's so interesting I have to go now," I tell grandpa, and run after Boo Boo, who runs into the house. My back cramps so hard that I fall down. Ta-daaaa (it took much longer to write this than it did for all of these events to take place. I don't... I don't know what's going on anymore. I want to go home.)

#tw dementia #seriously #since the moment I woke up #this day was shitty #and every hour #it became shittier #until here I am #9pm #I am in agony and I smell like grandma

[egophiliac]

ENG PLAYERS I BESEECH YOU

I have been informed that you guys are getting part 4 of episode 7 tomorrow, which means we are FINALLY going to get the official romanization of Revaan's name, somebody please tell me because I need to know what it is.

like, yes, it's probably just Revan/Levan, but look, I'm sitting here with my finger over the button of all these Laverne and Shirley jokes and just waiting for the opportunity to deploy them --

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 5 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 5 spoilers #(not me realizing that meleanor doesn't actually appear non-silhouetted until part 5 so uhhhhh. whoops.) #(i know a bunch of you read the spoiler-tagged stuff though so i'm putting my life in your hands) #revan would be the funniest one i think because it's just raven but with the vowels switched and i'd be over here going WHAT COULD IT MEAN #anyway i'm here to give the people what they crave and it's obviously references to 70s american sitcoms that spun off of happy days #mork and grimdy. i-is that anything. #the problem of course is now that i might have to actually come up with a bunch of laverne and shirley jokes #when i haven't...actually watched it in a million years #(my personal pool of media i consumed growing up is a good 60% made up of random things i found to watch at 3 am because of insomnia) #(this probably explains a lot about me) (the opinions about zorro adaptations anyway) #hold on let me marathon all eight seasons and -- wait i'm just now finding out there was also an animated series #in which they joined the army and their sergeant was a literal cartoon pig but also they went to space and fought giant gorillas? #but how does boo boo kitty factor into this

[vampireposter]

meeting wyll at the grove, as someone who the tieflings trust enough to train their children, says so much about him. it's so sad that he doesn't get explored in acts 2-3 as deeply as the other companions, when his problems are equally intense. the average player probably long rests once before coming across the grove, but even if not, in that time wyll has already proven to the tieflings that they can rely on the Blade of Frontiers.

this is the immediate first thing he chooses to do after being condemned to slow death via ceremorphosis. his priority list in the first conversations with tav is: 1) hunt down a dangerous devil, 2) help zevlor with the goblins, 3) once nothing threatens the tieflings he will gladly search for a tadpole cure. wyll is perpetually his own last priority, and i wonder if it has to do with the lore about souls.

if he believes mind flayers' souls have been destroyed, and fiend warlocks will all have their souls sent to the hells after death, then becoming a mind flayer isn't the worst possible way for him to die. he would never become a mindless monster to save his own soul, but he's not gripped by horror the way that some of the other origin characters are. lae'zel has been made revoltingly impure to her people, astarion is terrified of losing the scrap of bodily autonomy he just regained, gale is guilt-ridden over the orb detonation if he dies, shadowheart has to survive to prove herself to her cult leader, and karlach has also just regained bodily autonomy and is desparate to live.

this is just another quest for the Blade, whose persona guards wyll ravengard against the vice of self-concern when he ought to be concerned for those in need.

#wyll ravengard #bg3 #writing a wyll pov thing in order to roleplay harder in my durge playthrough & ive become obsessed w him #i love him so much. he doesnt even really get to realize in-game how traumatized he is and in act 3 he has not healed any really #come here wyll we are going to learn about self care. you & durge need to overcome the desire to give up your lives for your fathers ideals #faerun doesnt have LMHCs so wyll gets my durge who currently thinks he is (a miserable failure of) a cleric of ilmater. #this fic is practice for my 'ascended tavastarion struggle to quit being Like That' character study thing wherein i am struggling w dialogu #loving working on both. im in my little dollhouse making my toys try out lines until they fit #vampireposted

[sentientsky]

you idiot, we could have been…us.

#one intense bout of hyperfocus later and here we are #i have so much to do what am I doing here #again not super entirely happy w this but my brain won’t let me stop until this is done and for the sake of my wellbeing #here ya go #i can’t draw clothing so pretend the monotone colour blocking is purely ✨artistic✨ #im so dehydrated omg I love having adhd it’s great (LYING THRU MY TEETH) #good omens #ineffable husbands #crowley #good omens 2 #aziraphale #aziracrow #go2 #ineffable lovers #ineffable wives #good omens season 2 #gomens #gomens 2 #Michael sheen #David tennant #gomens season 2 #good omens fanart #crowley fanart #art #fanart #good omens 2 fanart #david tennant fanart #anthony j crowley #my art #ineffable divorce

[superhell]

house md is wild because house tells wilson that he’ll sacrifice many things but never himself and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he

#also like. this is the guy who said that 'people dont change' for the majority of his life and then when wilson is dying hes like 'i can cha #nge' its that he doesn't talk about his feelings and he cannot bear to show weakness until it seems that he is losing wilson and then #he will literally say anything to keep him its that he is shown repeatedly to be a vicodin addict and that hes destroyed relationships over #his pain and his need for vicodin but he'll give wilson his own pills and go without to make sure wilson has enough meds its that he is #old and cynical and his beliefs about humanity have been written in stone and his walls are topped with turrets and barbed wire but the gate #s fucking open for wilson time and again and wilson is the exception to the rules time and again its. so fucked up #wilson is quite literally his anchor in humanity wilson is his achilles heel wilson is his entire support system the foundations of gregory #house's life have been built around one james evan wilson from the moment he saw that twink throw a bottle into a mirror. am i making sense #here. do these words mean anything #house #wilson #hilson #house md #hatecrimes md #house is a very very carefully constructed facade and wilson is a fucking sledgehammer.

[expelliarmus]

#mine #doctor who #dwedit #matt smith #jenna louise coleman #2 more days until new dw!!!!!! #sorry i've been slacking on the gif making #it just feels so busy at work right now and i come home exhausted #but i am very excited that dw is almost here!!! #i'm reading a dw book with eleven and clara #they both feel slightly out of character in the book... and this book came out last year??? #shouldn't we be able to write them accurately by now? #but it's still fun

[intotheelliwoods]

hes having a crisis....

#and so am I #2 arms left #yknow it was a solid peepaw au until ah shit #I forget how the hell I managed it or why but I am in the separated au council now #in other words official big sep au you heard it here folks #but...... peepaw........... #but all the sep au friends..................... #new au name invented #separated peepaw au

[rererereiii-151]

HAPPY AROSPEC AWARENESS WEEK EVERYONE!!!! (<-barely made it in time)

#in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #isat #isat fanart #digital art #isat siffrin #isat mirabelle #aromantic #asexual #arospec awareness week #arospec week #aro pride #ace pride #asexual aromantic #mirabelle chevalier #im allowed to put that here right #i am a mirasif qpp believer until the end of time (and stars) #digital drawing #me when i forget that what i draw is considered art

[gardens-dogs-starwars]

Reasons Clone X is Tech:

-his accent is different from the rest-they are trying to conceal it by layering it with a regular clone voice and the helmet modulation but it's there

-he does a "Tech turn" when he lands his ship

-Cross' attempt to look back at one of the Clone X guys in episode 3 and his mournful look down after he says they come out of reconditioning "different." How would he know this unless he knew one of the clones getting reconditioned and watching them get their personality wiped away? How many clones does Cross know personally to notice such a change?

-while he's strangling Cross, Cross taps his shoulder like you would when you were sparring and want to "tap out." This is a similar gesture that Hunter did when Wrecker's chip activated in Season 1 and he was also being strangled. You would think he would hit him or fight harder instead of "tapping out" if he was fighting for his life. Makes you wonder if he doesn't want to hurt the other person...

-why would they go to such lengths to show us scenes we have seen Tech endure before? Such as getting his leg crushed and limping around through the pain, grunting after moving big rocks around, falling over a waterfall and listening to his little gasps/coughs for air...this would have to be some kind of elaborate misdirect if we weren't supposed to think it was Tech.

-there were definitely strains of the Plan 99 theme as Cross and Clone X went over the falls

-lots of other little things like his leg pouches, the definition of his (very shapely) calves, his helmet being a little different and looking a little "friendlier" around the eyes, his inability to follow orders, the way he can anticipate the Batch's moves

I think Cross acts sketchy about these Clone X types because he knows it's Tech and thinks it's permanent/unfixable so he doesn't want his brothers to be hurt over it. I trust him and his redemption arc, he has proven he has changed and is sorry for his previous choices. I could see how him keeping this from the Batch could cause friction between them down the road and I bet the writers would love to mine the angst from this situation.

It is also possible but less likely that he knows it's Tech and Tech is just in deep cover so he doesn't want to blow it? This theory might just be me hoping Tech is ok.

I have never been more convinced this Clone X is Tech. How much is left of him...not sure.

#the bad batch #the bad batch spoilers #tbb spoilers #i could be delulu here #but until I'm proven incorrect I am fully on the Tech Lives train

[bitchfitch]

Recommendation on this April fools:

Enter a death pact with a mutual and boop each other into jelly to get the Boop Breaker Badge by booping each other 1000 times. Forge a Bond Today. Fucking Kill Eachother.

#(tbh i just wanted the badge and to not terminally annoy someone) #having said that. even if we are not mutuals. this is me. Zach #giving you full 100% permission to boop me as much as you like to get that badge. I may not be able to reciprocate all boops #but it is Vital to me that we tank the rareness of this thing #i want it to be a Flat Line. If you were here on april first 2024 you have 3 cat themed badges #Boop me until i am Fucking Dust #my notifications have been broken for Years. Do Not Worry Do Not Pitty. Boop.

[catlover4536]

I am once again here to remind y'all that I love them.

#welcome home #frank frankly #eddie dear #frankly dear #valentines day #fun fact: this was made for a big art event aka a bigger more complex art trade #it was pushed back tho so that's why I didn't post it until now oof #also got some gripes here and there #but Im glad they turned out so cute #2nd Fun Fact: Frank's vest here was inspired by Valentine chocolate decoration cream people put on chocolates sometimes! #i am indeed very proud of it #i think i'm clever #i am not aieihee #my art

[egophiliac]

don’t mind me, I’m just waiting for episode 7 💀

(not spoilers, it isn’t out yet, just doodlin’)

#art #twisted wonderland #boy howdy do i hope this reads correctly because i am DONE with it #anyway i'll be over here slowly melting into a puddle until it finally begins #there's a note in the schedule about it being released 'differently'? was that there before? what does it MEAN #twst you're scaring me. what hoops are you going to make me jump through to see malleus be an even bigger dumbass than usual.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wen ning #wei wuxian #wen qing #jiang cheng #Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile. #This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature. #But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly' #My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out. #Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth. #I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity- #-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly. #Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose. #You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok #Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards. #Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever. #To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss. #Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'. #described in alt text #I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day

[iwasbored777]

Remember how softly they were looking at each other when they wanted to kiss I swear I wanna cry they're so soft

Bonus:

Gwen's puppy eyes here 🥺

#i legit forget how huge her eyes are until she does the puppy thing they're so big i love her i love them both my kids #the puppies looking at each other like 🥺 #gwen was like no i didn't mean to raise my voice how about a kiss #it's all cute and fun and games until you remember miguel was spying on them here without them knowing 💀 #i feel him i too am obsessed with them #spider man across the spider verse #across the spiderverse #Spiderverse #gwen stacy #miles morales #gwiles #ghostflower

[sunlit-mess]

consumed by the inevitable

#messyr #you know- I kept thinking: One day. The cage will be open but I feel like I'll stay. Because if I run- I'd wind up dead from their bullet #so I just- tend to- follow as much as I want to rebel and put sense into this fuckass household. I hate seeing the others in pain as well #and it hurts more that it feels like I can NEVER be the one to break this cycle of abuse- when I knew from the start- when I knew too much #but here I am ending up like the rest of them- helpless and unable to do jackshit about the situation. I cant say or do anything at all! #I dont want to end up like them- if anything I want to BREATHE- i want all of us to LIVE without this pain that has existed for generations #I want to help so bad no matter how much I know I am unloved. #no matter how much hate i carry- no matter how much burden- Underneath it all- I'm devoted to them- that's how fucked up I am #i know i'll never be enough. I know how often I think of death and wish it. #But I have a dream to achieve and I am not planning to die until I reach it. Not yet. If pain is where I strive best then so be it. #doodle #vent art #artists on tumblr #bpd #toxic behavior #learned helplessness

[intotheelliwoods]

Dont worry Donnie will be very good about putting the arm back together :) Should also mention, this takes place about 3ish days after the invasion!

Anyways congrats Donnie for landing second place in the poll I did earlier! I so missed drawing him btw and it shows

This is part 2! Part 1 can be found here~

Context, and more comics can be found on my blog!

#wow I did so much #I deserve to work on 2al #as a treat #2 arms left #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #LISTEN. #I crammed so much work thursday #went #started it #kept working on it #eventually went “at this point I cannot stop until I finish” #so here I am #donatello #rise donnie #rise donatello #rise raph #raphael #rise raphael #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt raph #my art