#ugh...i think ill be sick!

[fujimousee]

@sanusoweek sanuso week day 1 : ice skating !!!

#sanusoweek #I LOVE THEM. SM. #ugh...i think ill be sick! #even in the valentines art #usopp is jus staring lovingly af at that freak. #usopp #black leg sanji #one piece #sanuso #op #art #sanuso week #im gonna vomit. theyre so porfict. #who gon be the sanji to my sopp frl #usopp cannot skate. thats my headcanon. he fell on his face #then sanji started 2 help #THEYRE BOTH FREAKAZOIDS! #artists on tumblr #fanart #one piece fanart #small artist #fujidraws #hooray......

[clown-eating-pig]

Has anyone done the “in another life, I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you” thing with jmart yet…..

#tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jmart #teaholding #making myself sick thinking about it actually #my only issue is that I don’t know who would say it #martin is maybe more like waymond #but jon was the one that was letting himself fantasize about how it would have been if they had had a normal life together #ugh I’m gonna be ill

[canongf]

sick rn and i'm over it. i don't wanna be in bed anymore i need to do my zoomies.

#i want my head to be clear and my body not to ache i need to run wild #i think it's the flu #it's wayyy better today than it was yesterday but STILL #me when i'm not sick: ugh i wish i was sick so i could get a break from everything #me when i am sick: horrendous. putrid. vile. done with this #live #illness tw #just in case? lemme know if u want smth else tagged <3

[sickficideas]

poor aku is not feeling good :(

#ive been wanting make art for this account for forever #i hope u guys enjoy teehee let me know maybe ill draw more for here #my Im Thinking About Akutagawa Throwing Up post will always be relevant bc its always true #also thats higuchis arm </3 #ugh i love him i wanna tuck him into bed #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd #illness #sick #ill #emeto #vomiting #fever #fanart #art #my art #akutagawa #higuchi #emeto art #nausea #tw vomit #emetophilia

[taichouu]

I think being a genderqueer/trans man or woman in online communities can be so isolating sometimes because the general populace of people just never include you in their broader thought processes. I'm not very eloquent about it because it's a complex topic but ... it just makes me a bit hesitant to join communities that have a severe lack of queer or trans content.

#tai talks #im kinda sick of being that guy im sorry for bringing it up like boo hoo :(( no content for MEE #its not really like that its an overarching problem i think some fandom spaces have #which is why ive been really enjoying being back in my old communities like y.go #bc people actually make TRANS CONTENT and explore characters that isnt just automatically labeling them as cis? #ugh. anyways ok sorry ill atop talking about this.

[mattodore]

kisses him goodnight

#river dipping #ts4 #theodore doe #echthroi #i took this when i was playing the oc save and taking pics for nene earlier today <3 #loved the way the light of dawn was playing across his sim so i took a little pic and then loved it so much i made it my icon #anyway <3333333 #finished two of the poses !! #actually feeling a little uhhhhh . physically ill so i'm pretty sure my body is telling me i need to force myself to sleep so i'm gonna try #otherwise i would've started on another one that i thought of while in blender #just like this idea in my head of theo pulling matthias closer by the muzzle............ ugh . #like his fingers looped through the cage and his other hand in matthias's hair while matthias is looking up at him. flushed. dazed. #ughhhhh. . . #UGH. #i definitely will make that tomorrow #i was also thinking tho...... that i rlly need to learn how to edit meshes #specifically so i can drag the muzzle down it's so annoying how it clips with matthias's chin kgjfhnfk #maybe next time don't have such a long face . loser #beats him up #anyway........... you can tell i feel sick dfknhjknjh i'm just saying whatever here now #also...... sorry again to the ppl who've left messages in my inbox </3 my avpd is just being so crazy atm i promise when i'm like. #normal again i really will get to them

[astranite]

--whiney rant and vent--- starts at tumblr but descends into my life.

Fucking tumblr!! *grabs tumblr and aggressively shakes it*

Some new hell update has made it so every time I reblog a post, i go right back to the top of my dash and have to scroll half a mile through the posts Ive already seen to get back to the ones i havent yet seen and want to see!! And even with the scroll bar it takes ages and breaks the loading and makes it nearly genuinely unusable!!!

But Im still going to even though it sucks, because tumblr is my designated scroll and look at characters time and be with mutuals. And yes this is a very small whiny thing to rant about, especially given the state of the damn world, but with the rest of my life imploding in many numbered crisises that even one of would be apparently considered a fairly major thing to have to deal with im now realsising because through massive amounts of avoidance id just gone "this is fine" despite being very reasonably banned from the word fine by 5 different people and then me, and then others going 'wow that really is alot' semihorrified, and I awkwardly laugh because i am used to this and its not that bad and whatever stupid shit i tell myself to keep going.

So yes, whining about tumblr because at this point its a load bearing coping mechanism. And its somewhat a last straw because i am barely hanging on as it is but ill deal with this like everything else because there isnt any other options.

#astra stuff #ill survive this i just got to be dramatic about it first #and some of this stuff i dont think im actually being dramatic about because its really not fine #yknow the stressed and terrified with the whole trying to move out and figuring out how possibly can i because at this point i really need #chronic illnesses being chronic annoyingly #trying to hold everyone together and then myself too #dumb panic attacks because im on a hair thin trigger but shrugging them off halfway through because i dont have time nor energy for this #the whole fucking cpstd thing which apparently psychologists dont hand out like halloween candy #so there really is a problem here given meeting the diagnostic critera #and what happened to me being just so incredibly Fine! #you can probably at this point see exactly the reason why i write scott like i do #okay apparently more dumb rant in the tags #and im getting really sick of the goverment social whatever services fucking hold music #plus the daily attempt convince my stupid emotions that nooo everyone does not despise me in particular that doesnt even make logical sense #ugh #cant exactly say im fine but i am getting help for what i can

[ashwii]

hi again lmao

so. if this is not cool it is completely okay. you’re v lenient and awesome w people exploring your concepts which is so baller of you, but this feels like a whole different playing field, so i GOTTA ask before even thinking of going further.

how would you feel abt me writing your iteration a theme song?

i completely understand if not. i’m personally a major control freak abt my own characters, and something as title card-y as a theme song is a hella vulnerable thing to just let someone else do. i will not be offended at all if this is too much of an intrusion!!

IF you are interested (cannot stress this enough: totally cool if not), i could either write the whole thing and surprise you, OR i could message you w deets (concept, lyrics, maybe show you the one i wrote for mine so you can decide if you even like my writing style or not, etc.) so you have a hand on the ball during the process.

what do you think? /nf

WHAT?! OH MY GOODNESS THAT IS SUCH A GENEROUS OFFER OMG!!! Oh my *gosh* that's like ;; so sick of you to offer something as huge as that. I'm having a really had time passing up an offer like that XD

ALTHOUGH, what you seem to be talking about is more lyrically based, while the idea I have in my head for a song would be much more about the instrumental. My ideal would be kind of a 3-5 second jingle of the main theme (kind of like for the 2012 version, when you'd hear the last few seconds of the theme song with no lyrics during commercials? Yk, like the guy going "coming up next, teenage mutant ninja turtles," and then you'd hear the theme song in the back, haha). That kind of thing would get the point across on the vibe of my tmnt, without needing a whole 2 minute song — much easier for sharing around online! So, as INCREDIBLY kinds as the offer is, I may have to pass up on it 😅

*such* a sweet offer tho, I cannot stress enough how much appreciation I have for something so nice — I'm honestly shocked that anyone would offer something as huge as that!! Thank you, genuinely. If I ever do need a legit song with lyrics though, I definitely know who to contact 💕💕

#oh my goodness just ;; wow I've never had someone offer something as huge as that for a thing i made THAT'S JUST WILD TO ME #THANK YOU THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART LEGITIMATELY #im going to be thinking abt this everyday this is like the nicest thing anyone has ever offered me KSHWJWJQK THANK YOU AGAIN WAA 💕💕💕 #god imagine a 5 second jingle tho IMAGINE #UGH THAT'S MY DREAM RIGHT THERE I WANT 5 SECONDS OF SICK MUSIC and im like 'ya this is what my tmnt sounds like' #one day one day ill get around to it #ashask

[weatheredcopper]

the fact that you can't subsist on only bell peppers and ranch is so cruel and sick and twisted and fucked up

#having a week where if I think about most foods I feel physically ill #mostly bc im sick but ugh. #:((( #jupiter rambles

[beegswaz]

I MISSED BUG. BEING CORRECT ABOUT WHEATLEY..???? WHY IS THE WORLD SO CRUEL.

#HES NOT SHY!!!!! AWKWARDNESS DOES NOT EQUAL SHYNESS!!!!!!!! #BITCH NEVER SHUTS UP HE JUST DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO CARRY HIMSELF IN CONVERSATIONS AND JUST OVER EXPLAINS SHIT #I AM SO SICK OF SHY LITTLE GUY WHEATLEY HES A MILDLY NERVOUS SHITHEAD WHO GETS CAUGHT ON THESE STUPID ASS LITTLE DETAILS #AND WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THEM UNTIL HES DOES TALKING OR SOMEONE TELLS HIM TO SHUT UP! #can i Also just say i Hate like. stupidly Tall skin And bones blonde White guy Wheatley #just For a moment. #its A shit design i dont. Why does it. ugh #also Proud wheatley isnt The intelligence dampening Sphere fan #ok. ok ill Be normal now. #but Yeah not only has he Shown the capacity to Come up with Actually decent ideas but Also glados is The smartest thing in Aperture. #and she is So disconnected from the Attributes that can make Someone human (empathy Curiosity Morality etc etc) because Of not only the #events of Portal 1 but Also because of The chassis chamber (glados vs PotatOS. shes Still snarky but is Actually more willing to Be #reasonable blah Blah blah) that when Faced with an Entity that DOES have those Traits #she immediately Deems them as less Intelligent regardless of How smart they Actually are #now this is NOT to Say she cannot feel those emotions #but After losing the Cores attached to Her shes become very Disconnected from Those emotions and Appears uncaring And cold because of it #she Appears more like A machine than A person #and Theres a lot of Character quirks in Wheatley that make him Much more human-like Than machine (even in Chassis!!) #i Could also go On a rant about Why chassiswheatley Becoming suddenly Evil actually Makes sense according to A scientific study but #i Dont think you guys wanna hear That #nor Do you wanna hear my Machiavellian Bach analysis and How its so thematically Correct with the Story while still being true To wheatley #SORRY ILL BE.SANE NOW.

[toastsnaffler]

they should make a november that doesn't make me want to kill myself

#now its dark by 5pm my suicide joke allowance has increased to 3 per day to compensate for how shitty seasonal depression is 👍 #cant believe that last interviewer didnt even deign to send me a rejection email. after making me do 2 interviews and 3 tests. ok 😐 #oh well its the weekend now so no point thinking abt it any more hopefully ill get more interview requests on monday ugh #bleuuuurgh also looking at my laptop is making me feel kind of dizzy and sick so i cant even play videogames this evening :((((( #whatever i can just read or smth instead. i need to workout and then shower and hopefully ill feel a bit better after that #and if not ill go to lidl and get snacks and if that doesnt help ill just go to bed early 👍 #maaaan. i should change my sheets too maybe thatll help #.diaries #.vent

[rowannkhanna]

But what if i skip class tomorrow

#im feeling sick and feverish and i kinda hope it gets worse tomorrow #but thatd be irresponsible bc its presentation day tomorrow and were only a group of three #i think id feel worse knowing i left my two groupmates to present for us bc it felt so shitty when i had to present alone last semester #also my ass worrying ab grades ugh #at least the depression isnt bigger than that worry HAHAH #maybe ill feel better in the morning well see

[wooahaes]

turning off my inbox for a little bit on here + the other sideblog. no real reason, just kinda want some space

#wooahaes.txt #ill return w uts jeonghan i prommy #pls no dms unless ur fine w me probably not responding either #i think i just wanna be alone for a little bit #and deal with a few thinfs #its.. stupid but its my abusers bday soon and i hate tht i remember tht #he hasnt been in my life for five fucking years and yet every year i remember his fucking bday and it makes me sick #ugh. im just tired of being broken n having all this bullshit baggage but st least ill die alone someday 👍

[sickficideas]

akutagawa definitely gets awful motion sickness. he's not used to transportation in general but he has a really sensitive stomach to begin with so the motion sickness just amplifies that. he almost exclusively travels with higuchi and she's well aware of this and has learned the signs that tell her when he's about to throw up because he'll never tell her when he's nauseated. he presses a hand against his tummy and the other gently over his mouth and if she can pull over in time, he just opens the door, leans out and throws up. this kind of nausea always takes a lot out of him. it happens regardless of whether or not he's eaten, so often it's when he has very little in his stomach, and he ends up sore and achy and it hurts his throat and he's still very nauseous afterward. higuchi will stay parked and encourage him to lie down in the seat until he's okay for her to keep driving 💔

#motion sickness is great #i see motion sick akutagawa passively mentioned in fics a lot and i think its funny he does look like hed get motion sickess huh #also ugh i love soft Higuchi #bungo stray dogs #higuchi #bungou stray dogs #illness #sick #bsd #ill #vomiting #emeto #nausea #motion sickness #car sickness #scenario #headcanon #hc #akutagawa #higuaku #port mafia #bsd headcanons

[hawkeyedflame]

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#im not vagueing anyone specific so if u think this is abt you don't get your underwear twisted okay this is about like. so many ppl. #but it's so fucking frustrating seeing people i know (friends/family/coworkers/etc) going thru so much mental health struggle #often accompanied by physical health issues like weight/skin/pain problems #and knowing their diet is absolutely dogtrash #and trying to come up with a way to tell them that is nice but will maybe get them to think or change their ways #i know i know. you can lead a horse to water and all but it's just fucking agonizing knowing that people are suffering so needlessly #and it would go away if they just put the right food in their bodies #and no this isn't even an injunction to carnivore you can recover significantly with meat-heavy noncarnivore ketogenic diets #but people are so resistant to the idea that they can eat their way out of mental illness even though this is well documented #it just makes me want to rip my hair out that people would really rather stay the same than try something that could make them better #like i really can't fucking relate the whole reason i ended up a carnivore is because i was so *desperate* to be healthy #and trying something for a month just to see sounds so much better than letting everything get worse until i'm literally dying #but then i see so many sick people with garbage diets just completely resist the suggestion that the solution could possibly be so simple #like what more can i do for you? i dont want you to be sick. YOU dont want you to be sick. what do you lose from just trying?? #ugh i cant. im so. i know this is going to be my career path but god fucking damn if it isn't infuriating

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#the thing about me is i hate making decisions #im literally worrying myself up and down over things i literally cant even make decisions abt now bc i dont know that ill actually be #accepted into the programs. like im just stressing bc for the program in the uk i have to try for scholarships #bc i dont wanna have to pay to go to school over there when i have equally enticing oppertunity here that will pay me for like 5yrs #so i have to get a full ride scholarship and to do that i have to collaborate with the guy and im gonna feel so bad it it flops #and im gonna feel even worse if i get the scholarship and then get sniped by another school #bc right now my heart kinda wants to go to this school in [redacted] bc i could get a 4-5yr phd in ecology and Evolution #the lab is set up with a bunch of other evolutionary genetics ppl. its near a rad national park. and the reasearch is sick as hell. #like it sounds so good. my heart wants to go there. if theyll have me which i wont kno for literally months. but the uk thing is like #if i get the scholarship i cant say no. like i mean i cant. it would look insanely good on a resume. id get to do directed evolution and #photosynthesis stuff with a guy who has controversial photosynthesis ideas lmao. but idk hes just starting out so it feel more like a leap #of faith. and ive done uk courses they r not as soul crushing as american courses and i want them to crush my soul #and its like a wanky good school. so like i cant say no to that. ugh but the [redacted] school also has nasa and astrobiology connections #and then theres the Canadian guy who's reasearch also sounds sick as hell. and again this is all stupid bc i havent even applied to any of #them yet and idk who will even take me but ugh i dread the decision making #ugh i just need to shut up and work on my applications. but i dont wanna think abt the present bc im not happy doing what i do now #id rather think abt the future where im somewhere else #but i guess ive got time to write this weekend bc our sampling plans were busted by the rain rip #so idk we have to go back at some point. sigh.. #i wish everything could just be easy haha #unrelated #also ive possibly been exposed to covid thru my boss who got an alert that she was in close contact with someone who test positive rip