#to fall asleep to

[rainia]

each time I click onto a philza stream I get shocked all over again that I have 220k channel points 😭

#without even being subscribed…. #shoutout to lockdown where I watched every stream #to fall asleep to #rain rambles

[insomnia-productions]

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#not to dot post but #why is that. at any given moment. almost all of the time. my mind is actively searching for reasons to hate myself #im not sure how long it’s been like this but. long. #i’ll go over the same things over and over again. thought spirals that i have memorized by now #and the second one starts to recede i will find another - new or old - to take its place #why do i hate myself so much? why do i seek out reasons to hate myself? why can i never stop my mind from doing it? #im so tired of having spirals. or else spending huge amounts of energy trying to avoid or preempt them #i thought i was getting better #there was like a month this semester. month and a half maybe. i was doing okay #but if i trace it back to at least my earliest memory of this - in the grand scheme of things it’s only getting worse #im worse #i can’t even tell if im being irrational or if i really should hate myself #part of me wants to go to therapy. although i can’t yet - not until September. i don’t have time this summer for it #but then most of me thinks i have no valid reason to go #not to be all ‘i dont deserve to go to therapy’ but like. literally. i don’t. #so now it’s midnight the night before i start my internship. my first paid job #and im still awake. down another thought spiral because i so stupidly decided not to put on my usual distraction video essays #to fall asleep to #and naturally i immediately managed to descend into an hour long spiral #so too late to use my distractions now. #gotta be up at 6:30 and im willing to bet my actual limbs that i won’t fall asleep before 2

[podcastwizard]

the hot new trend is "guard posting"

#love falling asleep outside a dungeon cell next to a big ring of keys #best feeling

[nostalgebraist]

If Pikachu were real, it would not be a very pleasant animal. An enormous mouse that shocks you like an electric eel. I would run from these beasts

#i said this exact string of words to esther last night shortly before falling asleep #and then i thought ''that sounds like a tumblr shitpost'' #and so here we are.

[rat-presenting]

You ever just wake up from an incredibly graphic and realistic nightmare that was a pure psychological horror based on your own personal phobias and trauma and just roll over like “aw shit I got too hot last night I guess.” And then make toast like you didn’t just experience the nine circles of hell before 9 am

#textpost #I am not a morning person I never have been my sleep schedule is 11 pm to 11 am and. man #usually I wake up somewhere in there and fall back asleep whicu is when the nightmares start #it’s been awhile since I had one of those nightmares too I was starting to think I’d grown out of that but. no

[beebfreeb]

An Interview with Dot.

#beebfreeb art tag #comic #ms paint #artists on tumblr #art #I slept for two hours and then couldn't fall back asleep so I made this. Thank you comic ideas in my phone notes for giving me things to do #my ocs #<- sorry I've been really into one-off robot OCs lately #an interview with dot #robot

[theriverbeyond]

companies underestimate how much locking their content behind needing an account will just make me go do something else. oh your website wants me to make an account to view this content? oh your website doesn't show media to logged-out users? okay. i didn't actually want to see it that bad. yeah. bye ✌️

#twitter #trb.txt #websites need to realize that they are not a fandom artist i follow posting cropped art screenshots with a link to a spicy paetrom tier!!! #websites just do not have that draw!!!!! #welcome to me falling asleep posting hour where i empty my entire brain into the internet before falling asleep.

[townofcrosshollow]

Shocked how many people think you can just turn on a computer and leave it on for weeks or months or years and never turn it off and it'll be fine. Computers need their sleep, and sleep mode does not count

#seriously there are processes important to the health of your computer that run when you turn it off or on #if you computer runs like shit or if your laptop's always hot that's why #'oh but it takes so long to boot up' YEAH BECAUSE YOU'VE KILLED HER SLOWLY #you've done the equivalent of stapling her eyes open and tazing her when she falls asleep. STOP #incoherent rambling

[buggachat]

something so fucked up about Chat Noir’s whole deal is that he is in a lot of ways Adrien playing a character. Like Adrien picked up his miraculous and was told he’d be a superhero so he was like “ok, time to act like a superhero!” and he lets himself have fun w it and play up the role and let loose and kind of just allow himself to be silly and goofy and have fun and for once in his life not care about performing Perfection™.

But. But none of the other characters KNOW THAT. So everyone just sees Chat Noir and is like “look at this guy’s ego. He’s so full of himself. Surely it’d be fair to knock him down a few pegs” without being aware of how few pegs he actually HAS. He’s like the “insecure character who overcompensates in ego” trope except he’s really not doing it unironically, he’s just having a fun LARP pretending to have self worth in his off-hours but nobody else is on the same page about it being a game and he refuses to tell them. He just dramatically pouts about it and lets them laugh and pretends like he’s not internalizing it and it is almost 3 am and my brain forced me to write this instead of sleeping I’m gonna take a melatonin

#writing this my brain was like: what if he actually likes it? #what if he likes people openly criticizing him in ways nobody actually does to Adrien agreste? #because Adrien Agreste is perfect and can do no wrong. maybe he enjoys being insulted or something #and then I remembered chat noirs multiple breakdowns about feeling unworthy and yknow what yeah I don’t think he likes it LOL #do normal people actually fall asleep when they lie down #if you can’t tell I recently decided to make my random ml musings your guys’ business instead of keeping it to myself #hope you enjoy

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

getting older can be so amazing? you get more familiar with yourself. learn tips & tricks for troubleshooting your own brain. trial & error helps you build routines that minimize discomfort, maximize reward. your preferences/interests don't get set in stone, but you do find out which ones are going to stay with you in the long-term, and which ones are fun but transient joys to appreciate in the moment.

you learn that the world is so much more complex than you were taught, and that that's okay, and that there's an endless supply of things you can learn or watch or experience or think about if you want to. if you're lucky, you loosen up, stop putting so much pressure on yourself. if you're lucky, you learn to recognize that negative inner voice, and whack it with a baseball bat until it hushes up. if you're lucky, you learn to treat yourself gently, not because you are fragile but because you are worthy of gentleness. (i hope you are lucky.)

and some things will change. some things will get better. some things will get good. and maybe you start to recover from the dehumanizing stress of childhood/education. maybe you learn the power of your own autonomy. maybe you learn how to walk away from bad situations (which is a superpower even if you don't realize it yet). and you get to choose your own clothes. and your own food. and which relationships to pursue! and what you do with your free time. and with your life (but don't worry you get to choose that gradually). and that's crazy! and sometimes scary. and extraordinarily, indescribably precious.

#not a shitpost #and as long as you are alive there will be another good moment waiting for you in the future #the profound joy of your favorite foods #the incalculable luxury of waking up and lounging in bed and falling back asleep #a cold glass of water after a walk in the hot sun #petting an excited dog. a cat rubbing up against your ankle. the sight of a confused chicken #glorious these beads we string together to form our own existence #getting older means time is passing. and i hope you are passing that time in ways that make you happy #i hope you have so many moments of joy that they can be as easily counted as drops of water in the ocean

[bbc-trolls]

Hc Branch is premium cuddle real estate.

#trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls branch #broppy #trolls poppy #trolls john dory #trolls bruce #brozone #sorry for more messy sketches again #he just kinda happened to fall asleep with bruce nearby #he's like a really snooty cat #who only lets you pet him when his guard is down #and once in a blue moon he'll sleep by you and you feel like the chosen one

[ladyofthecreed]

He slep

#baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate #astarion #bg3 #god the falling asleep animation is so funny istg #adorable even #looking through my million screenshots to see what else i can draw and there he was. sleping

[thedisablednaturalist]

#chronic disability #chronic pain #chronic illness #spoonie #disability #its 6am and i cant fall back asleep #i see a lot of these polls but they never have pain relief in them #so i wanted to make one more specifically for those with chronic pain/illness

[doomdaysdecays]

#bros a blast at the sleepover unless u fall asleep first #doomdays posting #hazbin hotel #hazbin #alastor #radio demon #hazbin alastor #vivziepop #hazbin hotel alastor

[oifaaa]

Fuck your insomniac Tim Drake head canons instead join my team and start pushing the idea that Tim actually has narcolepsy boy can't stop himself from falling asleep even if he wanted to

#dc #dc comics #batman #tim drake #further hc that he refuses to admit he has narcolepsy #“what do you mean steph everyone falls asleep on rollacosters thats normal im up all night”

[allykatsart]

Losers Baby

Have I mentioned this ship is just heartwarming? Like not just the song but the casual domestic feel of it?????? Like I don't care if they fuck, but if they just held hands or some shit I would be going wild. So have these huskerdust sketches!

Commission me

#huskerdust #husk x angel dust #hazbin hotel husk #angel dust #hazbin hotel #hazbin angel #hazbin angel dust #ship art #fanart #hazbin fanart #huskerdust fanart #angel husk #my art #sketches #i have a lot of fun with angel's poses #get you a partner you can lay on top of on the couch and fall asleep on