#this lowkey a vent ngl

[eyeritestuff]

“I’m home.”

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Tom (Eddsworld) x Reader [FUTURE AU]

Characters: Tom

Warnings: none,, just sad or whateva (send help)

Author’s note: don’t ask where i got inspo… short bc erm yah :3 i didn’t check for typos so oopsies !

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The night was bleak, but yet somehow managed to house life with all of the neon city lights. You let out breath, only to see it animate as smoke in front of you. It was nothing you weren’t already used to, however living in America for 10 years will make you appreciate the little sun home had.

You had just got off the plane and were awaiting a bus to your hotel. You came here on impulse.. you were starting to get anxiety at the idea. What was the whole purpose of this trip? You tried to quell it, and so you looked down at your phone to see a missed call from- oh.. oh.

Immediately, you unlock your phone and redial, and with the same amount of swiftness, the other side picked up.

“Hello?”

His voice, it sounded so different. It was woven with misery. It’s not the him you knew. Of course, in the past he always had his monotone and sassy way of responding, but it’s.. different. Does he even know? He hasn’t called you all this time up until this point.. he had to know.

“Tom..?”

You choked out. Why were you getting emotional? This didn’t make any sense. You missed him, yes, vbht he hurt you. It’s probably the nostalgia from being at here again. At home.

But home didn’t look like home anymore.

“ahh.. y/n..,” he sighed and your breath hitched, “i’m sorry.. i’m so so sorry.”

You grabbed your stuff and got off of the bench you were sat at and started walking.

“Please don’t hang up, and listen. I don’t know why I didn’t call. I think about you every night. I was mad... I think I was mad. I was hurt you didn’t even hesitate to leave. I didn’t show up at the airport the day you left and I regret it everyday. The promise you made all those years ago.. we were teenagers, I know, but I can’t help but remind myself of it every time I think of you.”

Your walking pace started getting faster. Next thing you knew, you took a sharp left turn, then a right, then you continued on straight. Your body was guiding you at this point, but you didn’t care. As long as the tears didn’t fall. You listened intently as his breath hitched and couldn’t help but feel your stomach turn.

“I got the letter you sent me.. and I never wrote back. I’m sorry. I read it everyday. I tried writing back, and I’ve kept every draft. I want to read it to you one day.. I don’t know when that day will be, but y/n.. when I read the last part.. when you said ‘Til infinity.. did you really mean it? Do you still love me? Did the feelings ever leave?? Y/n I can’t begin to apologize enough..”

Next time your conscious decided to check up on your surroundings, you were in a building signing a visitor list with your shoulder prompting up your phone to your ear.

“Y/n.. I love you. I never stopped loving you. I was hurt, and I was upset.. that I lost the only person I ever recognized as a part of me. I didn’t want your happiness to depend on me. I wanted you to have the world, and the luxuries I couldn’t afford you. For fuck sake y/n, I could barely afford repairing Susan. I saw how much you wanted to become a doctor.. so I thought letting you go would be best,” he let out a sad chuckle, and it made you flash a sad smile in return, “I’m probably not making any sense, am I? Whatever.. I just needed to get this out to you.”

You found yourself standing in a doorway to an office. You didn’t dare make a noise once you realized where you were: It was his office.

How’d you even think to come here.. when did you even ask the front desk for directions? How’d you know— well, you knew what he was up to because Matt did keep in contact. Still, it made your stomach do flips.

You heard him speak twice over because you hadn’t dare hang up, “Y/n… you don’t have to say anything but..” He stopped, and so did your heart. The feedback from the phones was enough to make the back that was facing you turn. To say he looked different was an understatement.

You watched as his frown turned into a shaky smile, then into a frown again, but this time he bit down on his lip. Probably to stop the quivering. You couldn’t tell if he was crying due to the goggles he had on, but you knew he was in shock by the way he shakily stood up.

Your heart sank watching how he tried to stay strong for you.

The tears fell when he hung up.

The sobs followed when you closed the door behind you.

Tom slowly moved from behind his desk to get closer to you, only for him to run towards you after watching your legs struggle to keep you up. Falling into his arms, you clung onto him for dear life. He smelled so nice.. the alcohol scent was softer now.. did he lay off a little? All the memories your dream job helped you repress came rushing back. He was your first kiss, your first boyfriend, your first true best friend… your first everything.

“I left you.. I broke our promise, and I’m so sorry Tom-” he interrupted, “You were my responsibility and I avoided you because I was being selfish.”

You looked up at him, and him down at you.

“I love you so much… you look so miserable… yet you look so pretty.. you’ve grown up.” You tried to smile but you realized it probably looked like you were dying, and the awkward laugh you choked out ended up sounding like a whimper.

Burying your face into his chest, you spoke muffled, “I regret leaving you. I was selfish.. and I didn’t think of you-” “No y/n-” “Listen.. please.. I don’t need the money. At least not anymore. I wanna be here with you again. I wanna be with you.. again. I wanna have the stupid family you always spoke about.. you know.. the one with the mutated dog and a daughter with the inability to tell her left from the right..”

You heard a chuckle rumble from him and began to pet your head, “I can’t believe you remember that..” Oh his voice sounded sad.. like he was crying. Brace for rejection, is what you told yourself.

“Id like that a lot y/n..”

You looked up to see Tom, now without his goggles.. Oh his eyes… what happened to your love when you were away. You couldn’t help but cry harder seeing him like that. You weren’t there for him. You watched as his face grew pained watching your reaction. Like a child, you rubbed your eyes, but the tears wouldn’t stop.

“Tom… I love you so much. There’s so much I want to say but I can’t manage to stop.. barely even speak… could you ever forgive me..? For doing this to you.. for leaving you like this..”

You felt his hand gently grace your face.. what once was a soft hand turned rough.

“I’d forgive you a hundred times over if it meant I got to hold you again.”

#eddsworld tom #tom ew #tom eddsworld #tom fanfic #tom x reader eddsworld #tom x reader #ew tom #future au #eddsworld future #eddsworld x reader #eddsworld fanfic #eddsworld #this lowkey a vent ngl

[ifellinlovewithpersona]

Sorry if that blog is kinda boring lately (cuz I'm only reblogging art because that takes almost zero effort tbh) but I have so many research work for my masters thesis ( but not only for that) lately that I don't have any time to play any megaten game and when I DO have free time, I'm actually playing other cozy/relaxing/not needing that much effort/not making me stressed games (like sims 3/4 lol) or just watch some dumb things on youtube or anime to unwind (or just go straight to sleep) cause I'm so stressed 😭😭

I realized only 10 days left until my self-made deadline for finishing dds duology (I wanted to finish this game by halloween and start smt iv in halloween...) but I have so many research work that I'm working almost 24/7 lately (around 6 hrs in lab from mon-fri & then in home on computer) lol so idk if I'll be able to meet my own deadline for finishing this game lmaooo

I'm almost at the end of the game tho if anyone is wondering, I just.. don't have time (or energy) to finish. Hope that at least I'll finish it this year hahaha

So yeah, sorry if anyone is waiting for liveblog or wondering what is happening to me that I stopped liveblogging completely- yeah, I'm having just so many work that I have barely time to play anything 😭

#ngl i understand why all megaten scientist went mad lmaoo #i feel like i'll soon become mad as well 😭 #guys if you are spiritual pls pray for me and my computer to survive this lmaoo #if you're not just pls wish me good luck i need it rn 😭 #i want to play smt again so badly 😭 or any megaten game in general 😭 #lilly's talking #personal #life update #lowkey vent #smt is a great game to play but also stress inducing and not good for someone who is already stressed and mentally exhausted lol

[daz4i]

niche only fans content

honestly yeah i can see that. maybe one day it'll be a reality 🫡

#fun fact i almost did get into that field when i was 18 lol #ok i typed up a tag and then realized it's lowkey vent-y so a warning for. idek what ngl #i was very close to actually starting to do this stuff for money but then my health issues hit and my body got ruined 🫠

[energeticadrianz]

#this is like lowkey vent art ngl #lmfao #six the musical #six the musical au #criminal cousins au #anne boleyn #katherine howard

[thatonechaoticbeing]

Mutual Understanding

(Word count: 165)

This is what happens when I think about my kins and hurt/comfort at the same time. Enjoy.

Warnings: Slight Angst?

The young man heard footsteps approaching from behind. He didn't move, he didn't even flinch. He wasn't alarmed for he knew their owner.

"Hello, Great Sage."

He greeted not taking his eyes off of the horizon.

"Hello."

The king sat next to the young man.

"What brings you to this cliffside?"

The young man didn't respond. It was clear the wounds were too fresh to speak of. The king doubted the wounds had healed at all, but he didn't pry. Instead he hummed in understanding before speaking once more.

"It never gets easier."

"I know..."

The young man's voice quivered. It was dry and broken as he spoke barely above a whisper. Silent tears began gliding down his pale cheeks his pain surfacing. The king didn't mention it, choosing to reside himself in the cool silence as they stared off into the sunset.

That cliffside is where they remained even long after the sun had set as they basked in the comforting presence of someone who understood their pain. The feeling washed over them like a cool breeze on a dreadfully hot summer's day.

It's true that it would never get easier. They were both well aware of that fact, but it didn't matter.

They weren't alone anymore.

#lmk sun wukong #kin stuff #monkie kid sun wukong #monkey king #lego sun wukong #I've been in my brain a lot lately #vent? not really #the amount I relate to him is a little concerning #original writing #Surpise! im not dead. #Getting back into writing #lowkey needed this ngl #slight angst

[manneatcr]

Hmmm, I think I’ll let Dama enter her villain era on this blog…

#like she’s my sweet girl and is v deserving of love and tenderness and I love how goofy she is sometimes l #but you wanna know what I noticed lowkey on the old blog? #how much I watered down really key parts of her #especially when it came to her demon contract/anger/cannibalism #like I would make posts / hcs about it sometimes but like??? #the unsavory parts of her weren’t explored ic very often and that’s kinda wack #because she really does have these awful fits of rage and she be EATING p often ngl #or really how strong her bond to mix (yes he has his own blog but he is sososososososo important here) #and that she’d rather lose your muse than lose him #and that it’d be damn near impossible to convince her to give up bloodmagic/her contract #idk man I’m a lil in my feels about it #me thinks we’ll lean a little heavier into being a horror blog over here #ooc *:･ﾟ✧ #mobile mun #tbd prolly #vent cw #kinda

[dilfstrahmm]

#I can’t post edits on Instagram without it messing up the quality a ton :( #house of wax #Bo Sinclair #Bo Sinclair edit #House of wax edit #house of wax 2005 #lowkey kinda a vent edit ngl

[shimenawas]

words cannot express how badly i want to throw myself off the face of the earth ajsjskskskskmwk

#whatever you have #━☆*:₀. lovely chats ೃ #cw: venting/vents #HELP MEOEKSKSM #the lady who was selling us stuff asked me what i wajted and i just said bcs im #INCREDIBLY indecisive and v much shy letting other people know of my thoughts and opinions (whether irl or online) #after that we went to a restaurant and it took me 30 minutes just trying to raise my hand to call for the waitress eksbsksn #I HATE MYSELF I FEEL SO EMBARRASSED 😭😭?? #help how am i still alive #like i know what i want and what to do #but hhhhhh #PEOPLE for some reason make me act hesitant jsjsjwk #not only that but mmmmmm #lowkey feeling kind of jealous of other people #how they have confidence and look pretty and #and it ngl reminds me of elem school where i knew i wasnt the prettiest and that the only thing i had going for me #was my smarts #and now i still kind of have that mindset TT?? #i do my best in other things/hobbies because i have the need to be like #good/amazing at them or else i'll be hopeless???? #whhsushsjs #i am experiencing v complicated feelings tonight

[totallynotgoat]

You turn me inside out, and then you want me outside in

This is what happens when u get too silly with the crayons at 1am

#horror art #vent art #this semi counts as vent art I think idk #I dun got turnt into the mc from Layers of Fear 😔😩 #ofc this is the post I come back with after 6months of almost radio silence #last drawing of the year too wooooo #uhh happy holidays and happy new years #2023 was lowkey a shitfest for me ngl #but weeeeee one last post b4 I go back into my cave dwelling and maybe not go silent again #crayola #getting too silly with crayons at 1am #I think this fits into the definition of dreamcore idfk tho lmao #dreamcore art #also if anyone has any recommendations for video essays based around horror media pls let me know I am desperate

[ferretlive]

I just got diagnosed with borderline today, but I also had to say goodbye to my therapist! I've been crying a lot about it but I'll be okay. She set me up with someone trained in dbt and everything because she was worried for me, but it was an insurance thing. She really did a lot to make me feel like I wasn't being abandoned and I appreciate it so much. Crying again lol!

#bpd #vent #ig?? #not gonna talk about how lowkey she was kind of my mother figure ngl

[m3r0t]

In Monster Hunter terms.. of me ig??// etc:

(some explained, some not)

being/talking with my parent is like eating raw meat (can heal and can hurt)

being/talking to my irl/ online friends is like taking a mega potion

hanging out with my friends is like a max potion

watching / reading stuffs is prob an ancient potion fr

being/talking to my favorite sibling is like taking a max potion

therapy is like an antidote herb, you have to put in quite a bit of work to it to be useful

strangers and coworkers are the monsters, sometimes they look cool but they can be frustrating and take a long time to figure out

having lots of different types of pets/ etc in my place boosts my dopamine

cosplay is the special armor and reg clothes are regular armor

Points and money are just money

quests is just working

expeditions are just going outside

triggers are just poison/ damage reduction

getting (real) compliments on hobbies/ interest interaction is vitality

vigorwasps are disrespectful catcallers cuz they are just really freaking annoying most of the time

taking your feline with you is like having an emotional support animal/ service animal

gathering hub is like work/school/ etc events

fishing is grocery shopping???

transportation is rider companion

different camps are personal house & friends or family’s houses

and so on,, might continue on another post later????

#idk #shitposting #grr #why am i like this #vent ish #so eepy #lol my sibby would Lowkey be like my handler ngl

[bestial4ngel]

My younger half sister moving to her dads in the US at 14 after living with just me and our mom her whole life got me like wow, I wonder what it must he like to have a whole entire second parent who gives enough of a fuck about you to see you, buy you shit, AND let you move in just because you feel like it. (And who’s even safe enough to be around)

#lmfao shits wack #fathers amirite guys #happy for her especially bc he’s wealthy enough that he takes her to california and new york and mexico and disneyland but the asshole part #of me is deeply bitter because I don’t and will never get an easy way out like that let alone all the nice things she gets over there #ngl if she makes an absent father joke while at her fathers house one more time I’m actually going to lose it tho #like ‘lol my dad left the room for a minute hope he isn’t getting the milk’ stfu rn dude. ik its a joke but bro you’re in his house in #america with his dog because he lets you go there every three months. fuck off with thatttt #our house is lowkey toxic af so like I said I’m 95% happy for her it’s just that nasty 5% that’s a jealous dick about it pft #/vent #me talking #idk it’s weird cuz I never used to feel very jealous or anything about it rly. lmfao like my attitude was fuck dads I prefer not having one #definitely going to complain about this to my other half sister (who has the same dad as me) cuz she’d get it

[lavenderbobadragons]

I think I probably wasn't in love with you I think I probably loved the idea of you and though I may be missing the feel of you I think I probably wasn't in love with you I said it 'cause I no longer wanna hurt I said it back to you 'cause you said it first And though I may be wishing it wasn't true I think I probably wasn't in love I wasn't in love with you // Turning Out ii - AJR

#lyrics #song lyrics #ajr #feeling things in this chilis tonight #when did these lyrics get so relatable #ideally would love to create a vent animation for this but I don’t have the time or motivation #I recently broke up and ngl turning out pts one and two are hitting harder lately #random #personal #lowkey vent

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]

My Luka birthday summons are somehow going even worse than last year's... bruh 💀

I've probably done like 40-50 at this point and only gotten 3 new ones maybe? Some of these screenshots were before they got converted into stamps but lemme tell you I saw +20's more times than I'd like to admit... fml fam

Didn't buy Luka's bday event sale last year mistakenly thinking it would return this year only to find out... guess what... it fucking didn't! So let's just say this year's been... a fat mess💀

#lowkey a vent post ngl #luka's birthday fiasco #his cards dodge me on every banner including his own.... #got him with sirius and edgar and his ass didn't wanna come home solo.... i wanna cry bro wtf is this dodgy ass luck 💀💀💀 #delete later maybe #abt; ikerev #my post 📫 #aerin.jpg

[bambisnc]

lie with you [or, how riize comforts you when you're crying bc of a nightmare]

pairing : ot7 x reader! genre : implied hurt n subsequent comfort cw/tw : hugging + kisses + food mention + possibly swearing? wc : idk ,,

shotaro ,. ! - im a firm believer of taro heavy sleeper agenda - bro will be out like a log, no fire alarm is waking him up anytime soon D: - but! when you wake up because of the nightmare and end up moving a bit away from him as you process it - he knows. - he just somehow subconsciously knows that there's distance between you and just reaches out for your warmth and traps you in a big hug – all while he's snoring softly (in the CUTEST way ever) - ends up comforting you without even being conscious he's just skilled tm like that yk??

eunseok ,. ! - light sleeper!!!!! his happy burritos and cream pasta dreams stop the literal second he hears the slightest whimper out of you - mentally goes "who tf hurt my darling s/o." - when he finds out it's you crying bc of a nightmare i'm sorry but he might tease you (later ofc, when you've had enough time to heal from it bbg dw) - but rn he offers distractions in the form of bingeing cutesy animes (imagine you watch horimiya's toffee scene w him or any other anime romance cliche and he goes would u like me to do that to you. i'd pass awa y)

sungchan ,. ! - you may have to wake him up depending on how tired he is :/ - but as soon as he finds out, wraps you up in the comfiest + warmest clothes he can find and throws you over his shoulder like a potato sack/holds you in a princess carry -> depends entirely on which you prefer he can do both 💪 - takes you straight to his car (we're js gonna pretend he can drive for the sake of the hc my extensive research i.e. 15 mins on reddit led me nowhere ;-;) it's time for a midnight drive! - puts on you guys' shared playlist and takes you to a grocery store snack run followed by going to an open-ish place so you can watch the stars tgt :(

wonbin ,. ! - i think his waking up abilities are honed purely due to being w you (yk like what if you need him to hug you at like 3 am. and he's too busy passed out (dreaming of you) then what.) - feels you trembling and is lowkey upset that you didn't wake him up when you needed him :( - he gets that you might not want to face him tho, so simply presses his chest against your back and places soft kisses on your neck. probably drops in a couple "'m here for you love" "it'll be okay" "i love you so so much yk that right?" he's versatile w his sweet nothings like that :( <3

seunghan ,. ! - this guy scares me ngl /j - he probably knows you're having a nightmare before you know you're having a nightmare - wakes you up by shaking you gently, comforts you with many many many hugs as you're waking up - kisses your tears away .. (i'm so weak for him) - lays your head down on his lap and lets you vent to him just listening to you, dude's gentle presence alone is enough to calm you down - BUT ALSO. imagining him drawing you a warm bath and you ending up coercing him into wearing cutesy animal face masks w you :(((

sohee ,. ! - guy who must be facing his s/o while sleeping !! gets to know and wakes up immediately when you start crying - clings to you like a koala that's it that's the hc. has his head buried in your neck, hands tied so so tightly around your waist which greatly help to ground you - also probably cracks a couple of really cringey jokes something along the lines of "i'll be your silver knight, my princess" but says it w the softest, sweetest expression and in the sincerest, honey-like tone that you can't help but melting completely :( - when he feels you've calmed down enough prob also initiates a tickle fight sorry i don't make the rules acc to him you need to laugh after a bout of crying okay??

anton ,. ! - guy who must be facing his s/o while sleeping (2) except his ass is not waking up unless you physically shake him awake - you'd probably do that though bc what better way to comfort you from a nightmare than your half-asleep bf's soothing voice? - bro is probably so out of it that he just very eloquently goes "wh huh wha" or something of that sort - when he's coherent enough (not really) he would sort of kind of roll up on top of you forgetting his 6'1 stature - but on the positive side his weight over you is a lot like a really comfy blanket (that can kiss your forehead w the utmost gentleness) - if you ask nicely he'll even sing you a lil lullaby to help you get back to sleep <3

notes : THIS WAS FUN !! ppl who dont know my current bias try guessing based on this 🤭 + [m.list]

#order's up~! 📋⋆𐙚 #div creds : @/PLUTISM !! + the 2nd part of title is !! inspired by real life events whwhwhwh #cookies.♡︎🍪 #riize #riize scenario #riize imagines #riize shotaro #riize eunseok #riize sungchan #riize wonbin #riize seunghan #riize sohee #riize anton #riize x reader #kpop imagines #riize drabbles #riize fluff #kpop scenarios #kpop #kpop x reader #sungchan #wonbin #eunseok #seunghan #osaki shotaro #park wonbin #anton #anton lee #song eunseok #sohee x reader

[manneatcr]

work vent in the tags. Ignore if you want, I just gotta get this off my chest one last time and I know the people in my life are tired of hearing me be upset about it lol

#vent cw #negative cw #kinda #so it’s my last day with this job and like lowkey #I’m for real having a hard time doing what I’m supposed to do in good faith #especially because most of my day is gonna be spent around the house and the kids won’t be here until later #like me leaving has been my absolute biggest source of stress for weeks now and it’s left a really bad taste in my mouth #I’m gonna work and get everything done / prepare for their new part time help ( big reason I have to leave ) #cause it won’t be worth me staying since my hours would suddenly be halved and the commute is so fucking long #but I’m still cranky about it ngl #and it not like there’s a surplus or families looking for nannies rn #there’s so much happening already and to throw on the fact that now I gotta go through the long ass process #which has been started but tbh that almost doesn’t matter with how long this shit takes #of finding another family makes me wanna combust #I’m just #feeling it a little extra today tbh #ooc *:･ﾟ✧ #mobile mun #tbd prolly