#this is really just venting

[notenderlaith]

I know two wrongs don't make a right, but I can't force the other side to make up for what they've done, and obviously being nice doesn't work. I also don't actually mean this next statement, but I wanna just throw my chip in to balance out the hate; that being said:

I fucking hate cis people

that's it, just a lil anger where I say words I don't really mean and scream it out into the abyss of the internet wondering if this will find someone who feels angry too or if it will get me cancelled sometime in the next ten years, either way, good luck future me.

#once again i dont really mean this #this is really just venting #also good luck future me #i hope i didnt get you in trouble #trans #trans rights #lgbtq rights

[artsietango]

This Google Drive AI scraping bullshit actually makes me want to cry. My entire life is packed into Google Drive. All of my writing over the years, all of my academic documents, everything.

I’m just so overwhelmed with all the shit I’m going to have to move. I’m lucky to have Scrivener, but online data storage has been super important as I’ve had so many shitty computers, and the only reason I haven’t lost work is because Google Drive has been my backup storage unit.

My partner has recommended gitlab to move my files to - it seems useful, and I can try and explain more about what it is and how it works when I get more familiar with it. I’m unsure if it’s a text editor, or can work that way. He was explaining something about the version history that I don’t quite understand right now but might later. I’m just super overwhelmed and frustrated that this is the dystopia we live in right now.

#google drive #ai scraping #vent post #okay to reblog #just really feeling the impact of this one guys

[ionomycin]

Welcome home

#artists on tumblr #cw blood #i really like drawing wings if it wasn't obvious #drawing has been rough lately though #all the A-I trash going around is so depressing to see #please pick up literally any tool in your hand and create #shape something with your own hands #breathe life into something #it doesn't need to look perfect and polished and photorealistic #literally anything any person has ever drawn with their own hands #has more value than every algorithm generated garbage put together #a vent doodle drawn in the math notebook of a 13 yo girl has infinitely more value #than any stolen blendered together soulless algorithm “creation” #we're humans we create #so just #create #with your own hands and your own ideas

[zer0ghostz]

idk waht to write for this one,

#my art #art #digital art #personal art #vent art #this isnt really vent art i just draw more “emotional” drawings soemtimes lol

[greenlaut]

anatomy of an assassin

#(shakily hands you altair) #vent art from the really shit nightmares ive been having lately #its supposed to represent how derealisation feels like—when you just wake up from a nightmare #and nothing feels real. your body is not yours. putting on clothes is like putting on your own skin again until you feel Normal #dont look at my open tabs of middle eastern clothing. ihad an autism moment there for pseudo-accuracy sake #inhuman altair feels again ig. will you ever be comfortable in your own skin? (the answer is perhaps never) #my art #asscreed #assassins creed 1 #assassin's creed 1 #assassins creed #assassin's creed #ac #ac1 #altair ibn la'ahad #altaïr ibn la'ahad

[2aceofspades]

You are nothing if you're not useful

You are nothing without me

#emd fanart #vent art #kind of heavy but...yeah #i'll just let this speak for itself #i don't really know how to tag this

[alenseress]

Ode to the guy that forgot to turn the dog training documentary off, I'd say something poetic if I had it in me

#mlm #ftm #vent art(?) #not really I'm just laughing about it every time I remember

[adustoflove]

Having bpd to me is like I'm the loneliest person on the planet, no matter how many people I talk to, no matter how many connections I make or have, I'm a lonely void who will die alone. I have to be talking to someone or with someone every second of every minute of every day. I love people so much, I need people. There's so many people out there with different things to teach you. And then, if I have to talk to one person for more than 6 seconds today, I'll kill them. I'll kill myself. I need to be left alone for the rest of the day, I need no one but myself to be happy. I don't want to partake in anything with anyone because it's all draining and taking out of my alone time. Everyone is the same, they're all boring and self-absorbed. Every conversation feels like I'm forcing myself to be actively present. I just want to be alone in my room with nothing or no one. I don't see a future where I'm happy with anyone other than being by myself.

#bpd #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #actually borderline #bpd splitting #lately I've just been slowly moving away from all my friends too #haven't spoken to anyone on insta for days despite usually talking to at least 2-3 friends every few days #irl sent me a video a week ago...never responded. I haven't even been feeling lonely really #I just KNOW when my period creeps up on me I'll be a whining sad piss baby who's openly pathetic about needing human connection #like I wish I just felt no need for it ever. it feels SO good to be alone and not have any obligations as a person #then the crippling loneliness of forever being alone seeps in when tbh I'm fine with it currently actually

[mushramoo]

fuck ai “art” fuck nfts fuck deepfakes fuck all of it. Yes I’m including ai covers of songs and Disney/Pixar ai posters. stop fucking turning the few things humans can make that weren’t created to fuel capitalism into void husks of visual and auditory garbage

#sorry I’m just really fucking tired of it all #it gets to me #vent #mooing #I don’t care how pretty it is #there’s no person behind it #no feeling

[itty-bitty-sunshine]

Late night talk

#Ignore the cut on speech bubble it was vent #i just really liked how moon turned out despite this being a 3am doodle #not au related #dca fandom #doodles #dca fnaf #dca moon #self insert #sunshine draws

[yuriiofthevalley]

girl who is so understanding but treated like she's impossible to understand

#no this isn't a vent or anything. i've never really been bothered by this #just thought i would mention it here bc it's kinda weird and Not Really Fair if you think about it #but it's not a big deal to me at the end of the day #girlblogging #this is what makes us girls #just girly things #this is a girlblog #just girly thoughts #just girly posts #girlhood #i'm just a girl #hyper feminine #girly things #pinterest girl #it girl #dream girl #femcore #femcel #the female gaze #girl blogger #gaslight gatekeep girlboss

[spacedoutflowers]

"The only sins I witness are that of my own divinity with eyes that gaze upon the sickness of my own flesh"

#spacedoutflowers art #digital art #fanart #cotl #cult of the lamb #sketch #the lamb #digital sketch #sort of vent art #I got really excited for the announcement of the update #but I also got interested in the promo art #How Lamb had the bishops and their follower's eyes #it just made me think

[pastadoughie]

in the club crying sobbing wailing screaming

#art #my art #mspaint #rowens liddol guys #god im still so fucking angry and sad and EOUSYSGHHAEIIAGWOPIEGS #i habe everbodey #maybe i should make a tag for vent posts at some point #but tbh idk what the utility of that would be #because im very careful to try and keep my blog pretty lighthearted #so my vents r really just like #picture of sad cat and then short tag ramble abt how im sad #but idk #mayb

[bamsara]

i hate when ive got the time to do something but the Pain Has Flared and just walking from the storage shelf to the printer is a pain of itself. cant even walk across the room without the body being mean

#sara shush #vent?? not really a vent just a complaint #im still gonna be productive tonight im just gonna be in pain while i do it #if there was a way to both simotanously be in a hot bath or blanket and ALSO be able to move about my bedroom id kill for it #wheres my nari ibeprofen

[bbnibini]

I find it so painfully heartbreaking that Solomon just...laughs off all the derision, the name-calling, and possibly even did "evil" things on purpose because it's expected of him at this point. (He had not always been like this as Thirteen pointed out before). There was a time when he was "innocent". When his soul sparkled. When it resembled the kind of soul everyone in these god forsaken (pun intended with spite) three realms seemed to associate with the ever loved MC. He's just...worryingly carefree. And because he's like that, he feels even more of a tragic character to me.

Sometimes it even seems that he himself would seemingly make up excuses on why he's hated. Oh, it's because I'm a sorcerer this. I might have won a war against Devildom single-handedly this. I have forgotten. But maybe, I did something bad, that. Hon, you were doing that to SURVIVE. You don't have to be a faultless person to deserve compassion. You don't have to be MC to deserve to be loved.

#rant #the more i play and read about nb solomon the more it feels like he's a worst case scenario foil to MC #and it's ridiculous maybe to feel this way but seeing how everyone dotes on mc and just panders to them without question no matter #especially with meaner dialogues #make me dislike the mc to some extent #what good will raising up one character do in exchange of dehumanising another? #i couldn't put a finger on this feeling before #but i think that's also why im so burnt out with this game #the more everyone loves me as the mc the more it becomes so apparent how unfairly solomon was treated #and how everyone ESPECIALLY HIM just rolls with it #sweetie please be angry. please complain. please hate me in some way #but no he just keeps loving and supporting the mc #in game in fandom this man can't catch a break #wanna gatekeep him fr /s #this has just been brewing in my mind for a while. i don't really wanna hear discourse or arguments that's why i put it in the tags #I just need a place to vent my frustrations with this game #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me solomon #spoiler mention #he's imperfect and flawed as all humans are and he deserves to be loved irregardless

[ghostedtea]

i'm not really feeling like myself today

#sad girl hours honestly #kinda vent art but not rlly #i always like to hc that jade really struggled intergrating into society w/ other people #like she tries really really hard #but sometimes it all just goes grey and static-y #and the noise is too much. #jade harley #homestuck #fanart #art