#this is fucking excruciating

[bibleofficial]

i genuinely think the worst place to live in the world is fucking belgium like bro why the FUCK does EVERYTHING CLOSE AT LIKE 6/7 IN THE EVENING do NONE of yall WORK

#stream #oh my GOD #this is fucking excruciating #i want a cigarette so fucking bad #or a vape #fucking ANYTHING #but it’s ILLEGAL to DELIVER or SELL tobacco products ONLINE bc i guess everyone here is just straight up brain dead & stupid #i’m going to kill someone oh my god i’m abt to go harass other patients like bro lemme bum a cig PLEASE #i’m even wearing a nicotine patch & im abt to put on ANOTHER !!!!!!!! #like #YALLLLLLL #REEEEEEEEEEEEEE #IM DYING #the valium is the only thing keeping me from drinking but even then #I NEED TO FUCKING SMOKE

[aridante]

my sweet angel passed away on may 6th, 2024 after 15 long years of love and companionship. libby’s been with me since i was 11 years old—it’s been so overwhelming and devastating to say goodbye to her, and it’s something i have to do every day until it stops feeling so surreal. it’s hard to believe she’s really gone, it still doesn’t seem possible to me. she was so vibrant and loud and bigger than life; she was my entire world, and her absence looms just as large.

coincidentally, the earliest photo i have of her is from may 6th, 2009, only a few days after we rescued her. we had been living in palestine at the time, and i heard these desperate little meows coming from a street gutter near our house—she had fallen down through the grates and, because she was only a few weeks old, was too small and weak to pull herself out. i’m forever thankful that we heard libby’s cries that day, because my life would never have been the same without her in it.

so, i decided to find as many photos of her taken on may 6th throughout the years as i could, in an effort to try and remember her as she truly was for all of her life before she fell sick with cancer—happy, plump, and carefree. this way, may 6th can be a day for me to celebrate her life, rather than simply mourn her death. here are some of those pictures.

libby, my most special little lady, you will always be my everything.

#i miss her so fucking much it’s excruciating #animals #ph #my photos

[every-kakashi]

#hatake kakashi #kakashi hatake #manga screencap #ch.026 #i like to think haku explained this all to zabuza in excruciating detail #'zabuza-sama youre so stupid btw. he cant read your mind. you fucking idiot. ^u^'

[darlingod]

Cardan: *brings his ex back to live on the land and then exiles Jude who he married the night before & who just got back from enduring over a month of torture*

Cardan: *does not have any doubts that Jude could possibly misinterpret this situation*

#out of context just calls out to me I’m sorry #also poor Jude saved his life the day before too #Cardan and Jude not realizing how insecure the other feels about themselves in their relationship is just #I understand Cardan’s perspective I just love giving him shit for this #like you created the biggest misunderstanding that has ever been misunderstood #the way we could have avoided that #fuck you too Lady Asha you miserable waste of space #like ew keep out of ur sons love life I cannot believe u did that #Jude is the only reason that bitch was ever out in about in the first place and Asha did the opposite of paying her back #UGH like Cardan ripped out his heart and put it in those letters #and you just destroyed them?? #alarming #excruciating #distressing #cardan greenbriar #the wicked king #jude duarte

[abrahamvanhelsings]

van helsing: having a total breakdown, crying and sobbing and invoking god because he was so hopeful that he kept lucy safe this night and it was all for naught

seward, literally in the same room: 🧍🏻‍♂️

#LIKE???? MY MAN REALLY SAID 'let me put this down in my diary in excruciating detail. fuck reassuring the old man tho' LMFAO?? #he doesn't even say how HE feels abt it he just says what van helsing feels im #dracula daily

[junebugtwin]

even while it was happening, you knew it wasn't going to last

#parahumans #worm #lisa wilbourn #tattletale #feeling BAD about my girl lisa in the club tonite #i am convinced she is the most tragic main character in worm #which is a bold statement i know #but i just cant handle even thinking about her shit FOR REAL #she knew the cops and robbers shit was bullshit! from the very beginning! #of course she did! Coil fucking forced her to work for him at gunpoint and she totally understands that #if she doesn't do what he wants shes going to end up in a torturebasement!! #she knew aall of taylors funny little problems n Issues from the start! she tried SO hard to keep her alive and at least a little happy #struggling and clinging and digging in her claws as she watches this girl somehow get Worse(?) #and every time taylor takes a step towards the void guess who sees it in excruciating detail even when taylor can't/wont!!!! #and in the end it doesn't matter!! all her schemes and plans don't amount for shit!! she doesn't save the girl! #she doesn't save the girl. #my art

[simplyender]

Yeah, he's not looking all that stable atm.

#reuploading bc! it didnt show up in the tags last time #atsv #johnathon ohnn #the spot #spot #spiderverse #across the spiderverse #the abyss #as he is so lovingly nicknamed #tw flashing #gifs #flashing #my edits #gifset #love how hes all curled up like a fetus in the middle gif #he is being reborn! #spot 2: even worse and more fucked up than before #you cant tell me this form isnt excruciating to be in i mean. look at him! #anyway i made this gifset bc i wanted to analyze his glitches frame by frame lol #as per usual all of my gifs are free to use altho id like credit #ty! enjoy your spots #atsv spoilers #should clarify dont tag me in any gif usage that involves smut or the like haha

[princessnijireiki]

sometimes the mortifying ordeal of being known is being comically buried under the metaphorical rubble of the struggle, which fell on you with a sound like [stock bowling pin strike.wav] or the pouring out of many many legos onto a loud plastic surface in an echoing room, and when asked, admitting that you are Not Doing Super Hot Actually but will endure & persist through the multitude of humbling embarrassments

#baby... BAYBAY lmfaoooo #and the convo is always normal as hell like hey I'm your doctor how you doing? my brother in alligatorland I cannot lift my arm 🤘🏽😔 #and that doc was like oho! I know how to fix that. and it was excruciating & embarrassing! but so is everything! that is life! #you also gotta get comfy with being a loser baby at some point #and like not let it rip your psyche out by the roots #sometimes you will be a broke ass bum with back pain and b.o. who is behind on bills or homework or whatever #and that's not a reflection on your intrinsic value or foundational self but you gotta stop being such a fucking weenie about it to see that #you should also have friends who have seen you in the struggle if for no other reason than to see that they still like you anyway lol

[madameoni]

I needed to paint something for myself as a warm up the other day. I missed my baby Scipio ❤

#art #oc #my art #scipio alaris (oc) #durge #the dark urge #dragonborn #dragonborn durge #white dragonborn #i spent a fucking month with extreme neck pain but im coming out the other side mostly alive and with zero fucks to give #nothing like excruciating pain to make you appreciate a peaceful life

[lateseptemberdawn]

Learned about the Egyptian lore about how men (as well as women) were granted period leaves bc since the women would need rest the men would have to do the work women usually do (around the house or in general even)... It was called smth like "on leave - woman bleeding"

And the reason I got reminded of this is bc I've been insanely sick since the last two weeks and just when I started feeling the teeniest bit better (yesterday) I got my period (not much to bleed since I ate barely nothing but I've been feeling faint the moment I sit/stand up) and my mother was fasting the whole day so now she has an insane headache and my father - well aware of both our conditions - has the audacity to tell me to do stuff (help him in the kitchen I'll be honest he's not telling me to grind a mill no but to make dough and then rotis which if anyone knows is fucking tiring esp for me since I fucking hate doing it). I'm so angry that I just went with it. And my mother had to legit tell me to stop for that man to realise I've been deadly sick.

Men do not deserve the position of authority. They simply don't.

#period #fathers #father #mother #family #rotis #periods #Egypt #ancient egypt #egyptian history #and men nowadays #ik ancient egypt was hella problematic too yes hard asf labour and slave trade and yes im aware #but like #women automatical acknowledgement #insane that we're clinging on crumbs #the way periods are taken as a joke now even when its proven just how insane it is #to have to go thru and to endure #and were expected to just be normal all the time with or without it #menstrual cycle is a fucking nightmare on the body hope ppl learn about this in excruciating detail soon #like im so flabbergasted #men sinply show their worth the moment they open their fucing mouths #dont even get me started on my good for nothing brother hes the most despicable man to ever be born #i know it already

[skepticalarrie]

.

#I’m kind of dating someone from work and we’ve been hiding from everyone #which is excruciating and exciting and SO HARD #it’s obviously not even 0.0001% of what Harry and Louis went through but it makes me think about them all the time #it’s so hard to hide physical intimacy #anyway #👏 I’m 👏 so 👏 fucked 👏

[vitamin-zeeth]

COME OUT TO YOUR FRIENDS RIZ GUKGAK THEY LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU UNCONDITIONALLY RIZ GUKGAK

#excruciating. tell them youre ace boy. #im literally fucking begging #unfair. #d20 #fhjy

[sukugo]

ok but gojo actually physically going into heat when he's fighting a strong opponent is. incredibly sexy. and not in an omegaverse setting, just the canon setting. where his powers manifest like that maybe?

and he's always felt that small spark. that heat birthing in his gut when he's in fights, but they're ultimately, always disappointing. his opponent is too weak, always. the small flame dies along with its birth, never growing enough to spread along his body and truly bring him alight. it's all so boring. and unfulfilling.

it's only when he's fighting sukuna that he FEELS it properly. that thrill. that heat that grows and grows and grows inside him, except it doesn't stop, to the point where it's unbearable.

and his insides burn, and the heat seeps from his hole, scorching and burning all along his thighs. spreading and spreading to have his entire body on fire and on the edge of bursting. and he needs. he needs. he needs much more than a simple fight can give him.

#f.txt #it's very much of a 'complete unfulfillment --- excruciating need' split. #he's either totally insatisfied. or he goes into heat which has him go completely crazed in need #clawing at sukuna and pushing over him and choking him and begging. forcing him to fuck him. to fucking do it. to DO IT. and he's livid. #bc he NEEDS this. and sukuna better fucking give it to him #ig it does enter some noncn territory #ohhh god that's so hot #but it wouldn't stay like that long. sukuna is willing to oblige. except satoru is much more than sukuna can handle. he realizes #it would end up in dubcon in the end i suppose 🤔 #WAIT WAIT WAIT THIS GOES SO WELL WITH MY NECROPHLIA TOJIGO THING #the reason gojo is so desperate to get toji's body to react and to ride toji's corpse is bc. he's literally in heat. he needs it. he NEEDS #IT #but toji's dead he's fucking dead. he won't move he's bleeding all over gojo and he's unresponsive and the only heat coming from him is the #blood pouring all across satoru and soaking into his pants and staining his hole and having it leak with unfulfilled desire #neglected and needy and angry and paining #i think i need a separate post for that #jjk #gojo #sukugo #ns4w #i love heats i fucking love heats okay it's probably my favorite thing ever #but i always like to not make it omegaverse #just incorporate it into canon hehe #gojo satoru

[darlingod]

Did Heartless by Marissa Meyer also fuck anyone else up? And now it is wise you don’t reread or even so think about the book?

Because me too. No one prepared me for that. Not at fucking all.

#heartless #marissa meyer #spoilers in tags #I’ve only ever cried that hard over one other series 😭😭 but the fact that this was a singular book oh fuck #I sobbed for two days #I didn’t wanna accept it #(still don’t holy fuck I will NEVER) #I literally had just moved too so the transition of that and reading this book… oh boy #to all my TFoTA people who haven’t read: it will feel painful and you won’t certainly recover #it’s been over four years too 😭😭😭 #i was just reminded by the book from a post and oh fuck #jest #😭😭😭😭 #it was like if Cardan had died before the end of twk #I wish the author wrote an alternative series #that was an excruciating read that I’ll never get over

[starryluminary]

Could you imagine your first substantial interaction with someone being an ear kiss in your sleep and yet somehow you still end up friends. That’s wild to me I don’t know about you

#the Noco fix hit me like a train and I can’t stop thinking #personally *I* know how this happened in excruciating detail thanks to my observation skills and skillful interpretations /j #but like. in real life if someone you barely know kissed your fucking eat in your sleep (around other people nonetheless) #you’d damn them to hell and never talk to them again #so the concept of moving on from that first impression and managing to get a friendship out of it is. impressive to say the very least #that’s it I’m done. happy valentines #total drama #noco #total drama noco #td noco #for blacklisting purposes #Starry speaks

[agent-calivide]

I have no words. Just. H e r

#i expect you to die #ieytd #ieytd fandom #i expect you to die fanart #agent phoenix #i expect you to die 3 #she’s only in mildly excruciating pain #please appreciate the purple eyes #I feel like if you’re pushing telekinesis you fuck up gravity a bit too #that’s my excuse for the floating hair and coat