#this is SO emo im sorry

[soldier-poet-king]

Actually let's be honest in addition to all my usual bullshit this is just astarion making me reckon with the fact that I don't know how to be A Real Person, how to relate and be close to people except to be helpful and accomodating, how to say no and not be a compulsive people pleaser out of fear of the repercussions and uncertainty if one is not placating at all times

Like yeah it's for different underlying reasons and I obvs make no claim to the specifics or the severity of that kind of situation & trauma but also. Like. I Get It, I'm not a Real Person either

#franposting #this is SO emo im sorry #but this has been troubling me for eons #far longer than the game. months and years #its something i mostly try to ignore and pretend isnt true #it's a hard thing to know about yourself #esp when its like. theres no way to fix it. its how you grew and were made and you don't know how else to be #its a compulsion and a safety net and a protection #even as it ruins you and turns you into a fake shadow person and not a real whole human being #i don't know how to say no or disagree #i only do that when im REALLY mad and then i get mean #and i end up getting in trouble or disparaged anyway #so its just so much easier and better to just not rock the boat #at least not on my own behalf #ill stick my neck out for others and big issues bc that's what im made for #but when its things that just affect me? ill just stuff all the badness inside of me and keep going #its easier and fewer people are hurt #and i dont know how to disagree without fear or crying anyway. its not worth the uncertainty #if im good and accomodating ppl wont get mad. they wont leave or hate me. i dont have to guess #this is fucked i know im fucked i just dont know anything else so this is how it has to be #its ok. ok. tattoo soon. i dont have control over much but at least my skin and body are mine. there's that. lots of ppl dont even have that #i should be grateful #that its just in my head and my heart

[hellish-hearts]

Use this space to vent!!!

i miss feeling like a real person

#ask #this is so emo im sorry

[heartorbit]

revstar emu save me

#please watch revue starlight #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #proseka #Im so mad i wrote 8 million tags stream of consciousness style and then aposted this to the weong account #im not rewriting all that. you get NOTHING. #actually i will say again i have no idea why this kind of blee up on twit please WATCH TEVUE STAKRIGHTBTNGL #i KNOW 4 thiusand of you did not watch it Watch revue starlight Do not speak of yuri unless you partske in the revue #sorry. anyways #the jist of it was ahh the assignments -> making cosplay -> might post it here if i can take a bice photo for once in my life #because im proud of it. as mortifying as it is. #my best friend is cosplaying an im the clown Two lesbians walk into the metro convention centre(is that where toronto comicon is????) #Oh right i was thinking of making little drswings of pjsk charas or at least exs and printing them out in bulk on a dheet of paper #and coloring them in w markers and giving them to people at the pjsk meetup or vendors i get merch from.. #i thought itd be fun. Also i swear to god i have a sheet of like MAGNET paper somewhere i want to make people emu magnets #Ok i fucking for real have to go to sleep i have to get up for class in 5 hours. wuit your college join my emo(daily affirmations)

[shakingparadigm]

modern college au where model ivan comes home late after photoshoots and listens to till's demos for hours on repeat to wallow in his agony (the songs are always for mizi)

#alnst #alien stage #alien stage ivan #alien stage till #ivantill #(implied) #i have a lot of ideas for this au actually lol im just now posting about it #pretty basic stereotypical stuff whatever i just find it funny #in this au till is pretty underground as an artist and a musician #mizi sua ivan and till knew each other since they were kids but eventually all 4 had to separate #ivan tried to take till with him when he had to move to a bigger city for opportunities n stuff but till refused (insert meteor scene) #so they haven't seen each other for years til college #ivan still secretly keeps up with tills music and development though and he gets emo about it late in the night. as one casually does #SUPER CORNY STUFF SORRY #my art

[iaminatree]

idc if he killed all those people he was swag as hell while doing it

#sally face #sally face fanart #sal fisher #sally fisher #alternate title: pov its 2017 and you're exposing yourself to indie horror games for the first time (you're pissing your pants) #are any of you people still alive #if you are then hiiiii #rewatched jack's playthrough of sally face. havent seen it since he first uploaded it and thought i needed a recap #just as fun as when i was younger tbh i still love sally face #the ending was kinda crazy but it was the sickest shit ever so i didnt care much #anyways yeah. also came to the realization sally face shaped essentially my entire identity #and i havent credited it once im so sorry developers of sally face #thanks for making me emo

[batsdotjpg]

me in the club playing songs about gay sex

#i literally don't know where i got this image from so if you made this edit im so sorry let me credit u #the used #emo night

[meow972]

forgot i never posted these lol :P

#im so sorry i love emos :( #fluttershy #derpy hooves #mlp #my little pony #mlp fim #scene #emo #emoshy #art #my art

[d-galactose]

emo lesbians ... save me emo lesbians

inspired by @uhrikatti 's art of emo narilamb

#cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl au #narilamb #whipped this out at 2 AM on a school night yipee #and im so sorry to all the emos out there i dont know what emo fashion is im just guessing my way through this #jun's rare art tag

[ghostinghome]

what a silly guy, i think

#persona 5 #persona 5 royal #joker persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #god tagging him is a nightmare #spoilers ? im sorry #just take this as emo art and not spoilers <3 hearts and kisses #im sorry for the man i’ve become #expect more persona .. #silly goofy guy #i felt so emo making this <//3 but im at least allowed one emo art per year #persona 5 fanart #take a shot everytime this pose says persona #(explodes) #akiren #?? #persona fanart

[watchfrog]

no i have to draw silly fanart v3 told me it was the only way i can save them

#suichi saihara #kaede akamatsu #kokichi oma #drv3 #danganronpa v3 #ndrv3 killing harmony #ndrv3 #danganronpa #i was gonna put something funny on kokichis shirt but his hand blocked it and i gave up. aslo im not funny so it was a challange already #i dont know if they meant to make suichi an emo boy but his fate is sealed with me. i am drawing him as an emo boy forever and ever #also i was too lazy to height check everyone sorry ❤️ #my art

[lanshappycorner]

Have you heard of the Shroud brothers? (ft. human ortho)

#i dont know man the brainrot just took over #they make me so emo *clenches fist* #im sorry the last comic is so scuffed i had more thoughts than the ability to execute them #twisted wonderland #idia shroud #ortho shroud

[mag200]

idk if anyone knows this but i love the magnus archives so so much

#ITS. A FUCKING PODCAST. #sorry im just hhhhhhhhgh #wrapping up my statement a day project is making me so emo about all of it again #tma

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masato arakawa #snap sketches #//ear-rupturing yelling// MY TOXIC GIRLFRIEND #i called him my wife on my twit priv and that was just illegal.. hes not wife material... just toxic girlfriend material.... #emo week ig this is the spiritual pair to the da|go i drew. whenever i drew that. lol... #i miss drawing him sooooo much..... i draw aoki all the time (hasnt drawn him in weeks) but i never draw masato #highkey this was just an excuse to draw him shirtless...... but that sketch will never see the light of day so i made one for public viewin #anyway sorryyyyyyyyyy he still makes me unwellll </3 #aesthetic goals Sorry x2 </3 #i like how i draw masato with eyelashes but not aoki. as if aoki doesnt also have cute lil lashes #i just wanna accentuate the fact i know masato definitely wore mascara </3 i know it to be true.. #i shouldve been workin but i just needed to draw somethin for myself or id go insane just doin comm stuff this week #this BASIC AS HELL ik but i just needed to draw somethin..... #im almost done so soon ill be free. Until Next Week but i just needed a Fun Lil Thing as a refresher #ok bye

[wildwren]

THE CARNE SIBLINGS: DEMELZA, SAM, AND DRAKE

Of course. He must know that you're my brothers. Judas! Must it always be such a battle?

#this isnt even half of my carne sibling screenshots like you dont even know they mean so so so so so so so much to me they are my relatives #i need to invent a finctional family exactly like them ASAP for my health #poldark #bbc poldark #demelza poldark #demelza carne #perioddramasource #when demelza and drake try to make sam laugh or tease him for his piety #when demelza and sam share a look like OH the boy is in TROUBLE #when sam and drake are like 'perhaps twouldnt serve to tell sister we're to be hanged tomorrow' #when demelza and sam run the mine together...... #when drake babysits demelzas kids..... #sorry sorry im getting emo again #sam carne most underrated carne sibling like YES he's an insufferable God nerd but it's part of his charm #drake carne #sam carne #perioddramaedit

[kayadrake123]

Batboys x Thor!Reader

I HAVE TO I HAVE TO I HAVE TO. I just rewatched Ragnarok and I have seen a few posts speaking about Thor!Reader x the Batboys and I just had to write this. Please can people start making more headcanons and stories about this! Anyways, this is gender neutral and race neutral. I have also included some Marcel characters as well so hehehee enjoy!

Dick Grayson

First off, Dick loves your humour and how you deal with tricky situations

Like he admires how you can make lighthearted jokes as a giant dragon is trying to eat you

Which brings us to how you met

You piss off a lot of people, and this time you had happened to piss off someone with a dragon that’s trained to hunt down people

You knew you had to get off the beasts radar, so you went to the one place everyone would least expect you to be: Gotham City

Unfortunately the dragon wasn’t as dumb as you thought and followed you there, which ended with a lot of damage to Gotham’s streets, an angry dragon trying to bite your head off and an even angrier Batman

Nightwing joined the fight and just as he thought he was going to die when the dragon went for him, your hammer went straight through the beast and saved him

”Dragons have never really liked me that much”

”What?”

”Which is weird since they’re meant to be like puppies. I’m good with puppies.”

”They’re meant to be like WHAT?!”

He instantly fell in love with you. He enjoys how fearless and determined you are, even if you get beat up by a large creature occasionally.

You care about those you love and would do anything for them, something both of you share.

He understands your complicated relationship with your adopted sibling the best out of everyone you know, since it’s kinda similar to the one he used to have with Jason.

He knows your strong asf, but it never stops him from worrying about you.

He would do absolutely anything and everything for you.

He’ll never admit it but whenever you go into space and you take him with you, he gets really nauseous. Space makes him feel sick.

A lot of your enemies like to use him against you, and visa versa. It usually ends with the criminal being in critical condition in hospital after you beat the shit out of them. (Yes you beat up your own kidnappers)

Jason Todd

You were in a library cursing at the book in your hand as Jason walked past you.

He found it amusing how you were trying to be quiet as the librarian had shushed you a couple of times already, but what really prompted hi, to approach you was the fact that the book you were cursing at was a Greek mythology one.

He’s never seen anyone that worked up over a book about the Gods before.

The answer he received from you was one he was not expecting

”This goddamn book has so many inaccuracies! Thor is not the God/Goddess of Lighting, it’s Thunder you fucking idiots! They always get me confused with Zeus…”

”…What?”

When you saw his confusion, you held your hand out to greet him.

“Thor, child of Odin. And you are?”

”Uh, Jason…son of Bruce?”

He met you as Red Hood a few weeks later when Bizarro had a run in with a large green good friend of yours

“Ah! Jason! Son of Bruce.”

”I have no idea who that is.” He lied, but you could see straight through him.

You were actually able to recognize him due to some of his left arm getting exposed from having his suit torn somehow during the fight. He had a scar there that you had noticed during your first meeting. It was shaped similarly to a lightning bolt, which caught your interest.

You grew close and you both became very protective of the other

You always defend him against his family members, especially Bruce (who won’t admit it but sometimes he finds you scary)

You get along with the Outlaws very well too. You sometimes even join them on missions.

You love it when he teaches you something about plays, poetry and novels. You think it’s really cute that such a dangerous man can be so cute and romantic.

He’s definitely helped you save the world a couple of times.

Tim Drake

He met you during his Robin days

You were a friend of Kon’s, and he called in a favour when his team was failing miserably on a mission.

They were being attacked by some angry aliens who happened to be using some of their tech to mind control parts of the planet

Bart had gotten one of his legs broken pretty badly so he was out for a while, Cassie was knocked out, and Tim and Kon were barley winning their fights.

Suddenly some thunder sounded in the sky and everyone was blinded by a bright light (your thunder bolts hehehe) and the most beautiful person Tim has ever seen appeared out of nowhere from the sky and beat the function out of the remaining enemy

He’s a bat, and is very much like Bruce when it comes to being suspicious of people so he wasn’t so friendly to you in the beginning

Your first impression of Tim was that he gave zero fucks about anything. He’s pretty, but definitely doesn’t care about shit (or acts like he doesn’t)

You guys saw each other more when you helped the Titans, Justice League and even Batman out with a few missions

And also whenever Kon would invite you both out to the same places to hang out. You guys got very close over the years.

Then you guys began hanging out by yourselves in and out of uniform

You saw people while you were each other’s close friends, but you just always knew that you loved each other.

Then he became Red Robin and fell into a dark hole after Bruce’s ‘death’ and became very standoffish with you

You spent more time in space, where you made more enemies with dragons and men made of fire who like putting you in cages (Ragnarok reference hehe) and your family issues got a lot worse too

All the times you spent away from Tim (a few weeks) made you both realise that you’re in love with each other. So you returned home through Bifrost, and turned up at his nest one night when it was raining and confessed your love for him. (You were still covered in blood as you literally just came back from a fight)

You guys have always been inseparable together, but in a romantic relationship? UNSTOPPABLE.

#dick grayson x reader #dick grayson x y/n #dick grasyon #jason todd x reader #jason todd x y/n #jason todd #tim drake x reader #tim drake x y/n #tim drake #batman comics #batman #kon kent #teen titans x reader #the outlaws x reader #batfam x reader #I LOVE BATBOYS X SUPERHERO!READER SO MUCH #IM GOING TO MAKE MORE #Tim is always emo I’m sorry #I love him for it but come on #Jason simps for Shakespeare #Dick Grayson is the type to get car sick

[potatobugz]

yeah we turned your boyfriend into shadow the hedgehog. sorry

#south park #sp #given. how sp fandom is i am terrified 2 post this actchually #trans flag was there at first due to spite bc there was this one person that just said 'damien is cis' in a post & i thought it was funyn #but then i was like 'wait no him being trans fits him quite well actually' #so here we are #i am. projecting. a little bit. but thats fine #also i just wanted tk draw him wearing something cool & it turned into this #sorry if this is cringe except im NOT sorry bc I LOVE BEING CRINGE!!! #damien thorn #pip pirrip #pip pirrup #sp dip #dip #also one of these accessories is not like the other (smiles) #pip gave him . the little bracelet methinks #this is so funny to me bc 1 OBVIOUSLY he is going to be the most emo little shit teen evar #but then. he goes outside to hang out with his best friend pip who is Normal #potatart