#they know how to bave a good time

[shaniacsboogara]

the tylenol is hitting me but i have to tell you all that falkreath is the best skyrim village

#skyrim #falkreath #enough is enough i love falkreath #yes everyone is dead #but shops have funny names #they know how to bave a good time #plus the jarl gives you a dick ass plot ot land #SICK ASS #DUCK #FUCK #NO GOD.MO NOT LIKE THIS

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

hey genloss is bad.

#sorry. i deserve to be a little bit of a hater. #ranboo 'i didnt cut any corners' beloved #girl you could have used all that money you spent on a production team to hire game devs. #why are you basing the entire thing on video game tropes and aesthetics when you could have just made a fucking game #and it wojld bave been decent #instead its just two guys awkwardly standing around in rooms for way too long #like. my guy. just make a fucking video game. youre not a good enough actor to pull this off #'i didnt cut corners' 'there will be little to no filler' BULLSHITTTTTTT. im calling bullshit #'i dont want this to just be put on a shelf with other horror short films' BROTHER YOURE NOT EVEN IN THE SAME GENRE #to reiterate something i said to aster earlier: #i would have genuinely liked this better if i had not seen any promotional material. #which is. the exact opposite of what promotional material is supposed to do #shrug emoji. my stance stays the same. genloss is bad and does not deserve the hype its getting. #go pay attention to horror creators that are actually good. #turning off reblogs becayse i know how the mcyt fandom is (ESPECIALLY on ranboos side of it) and i dont want to get death threats <3 #but i genuinely have not made a hater post in so long so i think i deserve this #also this is something im passionate about. #and i feel like its being mocked and that makes me mad <3 sorry. i really wanted to like it #obligatory tag to say if you like genloss good for you youre allowed to i genuinely do not care #this is just my opinion as someone who has been rlly passionate about horror media for a long time #reaction time

[be-good-to-bugs]

i need to go to bed but i dont wannnaaaaa

#the bin #i work at 7am and its 1:23 am i have GOT to go to bad but ugh. if i go to bed then that means ill have to go to work as sokn as im conscious #so the longer i stay up the more time i have. but km gonna be so tired at work. hhhhh. #i dont know why but ive felt so horrible today. super anxious. miserable and really sad #im trying to just deal with it. soon enough things are gonna change. its only 34 days till my planned moving date. i will only bave like 20 #more shifts at this job. maybe less depending on what i get given. including tomorrows shift. and tomorrows shift is only 5 hours long #and the day after its only 4 hours and then i have 2 more days off. itll be ok. but i still feel so anxious and depressed and awful #i just wanna stay home and be high all the time. i feel so lonely always. literally the only thing that helps me not feel completely crushed #and paralyzed by how lonely i am is getting high. i know its not healthy to rely on getting high to feel better about stuff but idk what #else to do so who cares. when i dont do anything about it i i stead end up relapsing or worse so i think its an ok option #i hope i can meet nice people this year. year after year it doesnt happen but so much has changed! #it makes sense i havent met people since i moved out. and everything is so different from wwhen i last lived with them #all my siblings are in school. they have people over at the hair a fair bit afaik. my dad wont be there to me make feel awful. my sister #also wont be there to me me feel awful. i can figure something out. itll be ok. it has to be. #i just want to squeeze someone. i just want like. a hug. a good cuddle. and i need to talk to someone. its been so long since u had an actul #fun time hanging out with another person. i need to watch a movie with someone and joke around and. ugh. #how did my life reach this point? what happened that resulted in me spending ages 10-19 all alone. im not even 19 yet but i will be soon #and theres not a chance ill meet someone before then esp bc im moving. when i was little i didnt have mych friends but i had some #i had such high hopes for the future. i also thought the future would be terrible but i imagined id still have friends and peopwl to talk to #all ive wanted sincei was 10 is just to have people to talk to and hangout with. but i dont have a single friend. i can hardky name anyone #besides my family and coworkers. and like aa couple of my sisters friends. there isnt even like people i know who i dont really consider #friends but we talk sometimes. if i dont go to work. call my mom. or tex a sibling. i dont see or talk to anyone period #i guess unless i go to the store. that doenst really count tho. #i want to have a friends group. i want to have A friends. just like. a person. to interact with. what happened that made mw spend the past #8 years just not interacting with anyone? whats wrong with me. #its fine tho. becausebit will change. i acan heal from this and i can meet people. even if half my conscious life has been spent all alone #it will get better. it has to.

[i-bring-crack]

You know its stupid that Woo Jin Chul vividly remembers everything about Jin Woo by just a single touch, without having Jin Woo giving his memories to him.

You know

Like a literal trope in romance movies about soulmates or start crossed lovers.

But Cha Hae In is endgame

okay.

This is mostly just sour thoughts about Cha Hae In not being given enough development, cuz there could have been, literally, like: Hunters guild, Jeju, Kartenon, Monarchs arc, final arc— but they never expand on her AHGGHGH—

Hunter's guild: Oh she is recognized as the strongest there? even far more than the ultimate soldier and almost as much as The chairman, she has a strong sense of smell (but you know, that is literally just to have a reason for Cha to be interested in Jin Woo... literally nothing else.) She is a swordsmaster that is connected to Song Chi Yul, her skills are so good Sung couldnt even sense her when they met?

And what do they do woth her?

Oh look she is going to save her guildmates who could have died instatly! By using a pickaxe, hahah oh how funny!

Jeju island: oh she is actually far stronger than the japanese s ranks and— welp only one, and there she goes being saved by Jin Woo again bc you know, damsel in distress is like the number one trope that Solo leveling uses it in every single chapter like its crack.

Oh but look she has defeated the Ant Queen! Only to be overshadowed, quite literally, by the fight between Sung and Beru [which i have nothing against, the very was awesome but seriously, the one time she wins and she is just thrown back again to damsel in distress COME ON!]

Kartenon: oh look the architect is judging her moves and actually saying that she might be able to go outside the system... whatever it means but it looks like she might surpass something —i even have pictures hold on.

And they do nothing with it again.

In fact they just slap that down hard and say that she is still going by the systems rules so yada yada, she gets hurt and Jin woo has to save everyone again.

Monarchs arc: Nope nope nope, literally just a date definetly couldnt have explored the situation more by you know, having Jin Woo open up about his dad passing away (which the novel did grant a little more of that) and Cha Hae In comforting him because Jin Woo sees Cha Hae In as his first friend and they definetly could have build that shit up to something more.

BUT NOPE!

Last arc: I wont even try to explain just how overly sour the ending was for me. One of the strongest girls in the series, the olympic athelete, the S rank that fought her trauma whilst facing Beru... gets turned into a housewife.

Horray.

It would bave been better if Cha Hae In seemed even the tiniest interested in being a housewife, bc i do love me some characters who can kick ass while also mainting a good homelife without the need of anyone else, but no. She wanted to be an athlete, and now she is like a mother with wife duties. Thats it, i didnt know if she quit ... eh she didnt seem to look like it so, thankfully, but like, come one that was a sudden 180.

Of all people, I want her to have had more character than anyone. Not just because she is the love interest (but that also should be added ngl) but because she is one of the few S rank women that we see in the story (and lives, sorry japan). She is also the strongest of all Korea, actively working as a hunter unlike Go Gun Hee who was at the same time a ruler's vessel. A freaking vessel! Not to mention that cha hae in was everything Jin Woo wasnt at first, it was everything he was trying to become: rich enough to afford his mother's bills, powerful, strong, brave enough to fight any monster and protect everyone he cared about. They were so different and yet the same in their own grounded way.

But yes, butcher another character why not.

#cha hae in #sung jinwoo #sung jin woo #shadows monarch #architect sl #solo leveling spoilers #solo leveling manwha #solo leveling

[tinydefector]

Bumblebee, Charlie and Ralph

Request and ask open, read pinned post

Silly little thing that popped up in my head over Raphael from TFP and his ability to understand Bumblebee, and also Charlie from the Bumblebee movie.

It's a little headcannon over how Raph can understand Bumblebee and cybertronian so well, and reason he is so good with technology.

Bumblebee is based 1987

TFP is based 2007

20 years between.

I have a cute little headcanon that Raph is Charlie's son. I like to think after bee left she didn't make alot of good decisions and in 1995 she had Raph, but her partner at the time split with her leaving her trying to raise a baby by herself halfway across the country, and she uses her one emergency call to get in contact with Bumblebee hoping he can just drive her back to California. Bee instead makes it his so mission to look after both Charlie and baby Raph, and they end up in Jasper.

Optimus at first is not very happy about it, for one mirage refuses to leave Brooklyn due to Noah being there, and now Bumblebee shows up at base with the human Optimus made Bumblebee cut contact with. And not only that there was a human baby involved too. But eventually optimus relents, and Bumblebee set Charlie up, she had looked after him and he would do everything to look after her.

Over time Bee becomes the closest thing to a dad Ralph has, and the young Autobot scout adores him so much. And Ralph begins to understand Bumblebee's beeps and chirps outside of the stereo talk. It's a shock to all of them when toddler Ralph begins babbling in small bits of Cybertronian.

Charlie and Bee end up together not as Conjunx officially because both are two shy to ask the other into a relationship but it's very much a stablished that they are Ralph's parent's. And every Autobot on base knows that they are together.

Ralph as a baby adores Ratchet, despite the grumpy medic stating he didn't wish to squish the young boy, poor ratchet unofficially becomes his grandfather, and Ratchet adores sitting there with Raphael as the young boy watches him type away, he ever starts teaching him how to read Cybertronian at the young ages.

And as Ralph gets older, he learns very quickly 'don't talk about home life' and for a long while it's very isolating not having people he can talk to about the bots. Charlie had Noah, Kris and Elena, agent Fowler. But Ralph didn't bave friends he could talk too. That's until Arcee messes up one day and Jack comes into the picture, and Ralph takes to him and then Miko so quickly, he finally has friends who know about the bots, and he can talk to them openly about it. The next generation of humans who knew about the bots.

So, in conclusion, I have a head cannon of Ralph being Charlie and Bumblebee's kid.

@youkaiyume you might like this. (Sweats)

Enjoy my sleep deprived thoughts

#transformers #transformers prime #bumblebee movie #transformers bumblebee #transformers Charlie #transformers Ralph #bumblebee #bumblebee x charlie #charlie watson #tfp raf #bumblebee charlie

[dearest-painter]

🥐 anon

well I’ll tell you about some things pertaining to that character I told you about!

the demonic thing he made a deal with is like a stellaron from honkai impact (you probably don’t know what it is, so I’ll give a brief description “Stellarons are considered seeds of disaster which cause massive changes to civilizations and ecosystems, and result in the appearance of Fragmentum.“ they are also simi sentient)

he liked Tim the most because Tim payed the most attention to him, even if it wasn’t much.

he often ignores petty crimes, or if possible helps the people find a different way to live as he actually has human empathy 😆

he is genuinely surprised by the fact Bruce is alive since last time he was here, Bruce was dead.

I’m not that good with deciding how the batfam feels about him, I kinda brought him up since I have his personality down but not much else 👍, and also you make my brain juices flow

I LOVE IT!!!!!!! WHEN YOU BAVE MORE TELL ME!’n

#✉️mail arrived✉️ #genderfluid enity answers! #🥐 Anon #this is my not so subtle way to say give me your ocs

[weekend-whip]

SOBBING UGLY CRYING WAILING SCREAMING

GARMADON FUNALLY BEING A GOOD PERSON AND AND YOU MAKING THE WIND THING MAKE AENSE AND VULCANALL AND KAI WITH THE SWORD AND AND AND OLIVIA AND AND AND WU BAVING AN OUTBURST FOR A SECOND AND CHANGING YP!! THE TP!!!!!!! LLOYD AND KAI BONDING FOR THE FIRST TIME AND YOUR TAKE ON KAIS TP AND HOW ITS ABOUT LOVING YOURSELF MORE THAN JJST ACCEPTING UOURSWLF. AND HES SO HAPPU AT THE END AND WU CONFLICT AND HUG AND !!!! AND LLOYD!!!!! AND I LOVE HOW YOU DESCRIBE KAI AS FEELING USELESS AND STUFF AND NXJDNDJSNDJKEF IM NEVER GONNA BE OVER THIS I HAVE SO MANY SCENES TO DRAW OMFG I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

AAAAAAAAAAAA *bangs against wall*  I’VE WAITED SO LONG TO TACKLE HIS TP!!!! I know it’s a lot of people’s favorite but I...I just could never get invested in it?!? All of his beats don’t have any lasting impacts on his own character, any intriguing conflict is swept under the rug, and all of Kai’s already limited spotlight is almost immediately snatched up by Lloyd and then never addressed again lmao HE’S JUST A STEPPING STONE FOR LLOYD

And people be like “Aaaaa look at that brotherly interaction between Kai and Lloyd! Kai making such an important choice <3 Lloyd admiring Kai so much <3” NO THEY’RE NOT EVEN REMOTELY CLOSE YET THEY SPOKE LIKE FOUR LINES AT EACH OTHER AT THIS POINT PLS AND LLOYD DOESN’T EVEN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THE RESCUE HE’S MORE FOCUSED ON HIS DAD AND MOREOVER OF COURSE HE’D SAVE THE KID MAKING A CHOICE THAT OBVIOUS SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN A PIVOTAL CHARACTER MOMENT ESPECIALLY GIVEN ALL PREVIOUS BUILD UP AND THEY DIDN’T EVEN REALLY SHOW KAI LEARNING ANYTHING SO—

but anyway yeah I had fun writing this one. Lots of crying. Looking forward to anything you draw~

#legacyverse spoilers #legacyverse #k1ng boo #asks from nice people #in which i bust out with a rare strong opinion

[hindisoup]

Hi! I love your blog and bave been following for a few months :) I love how much effort you put into your posts - especially the vocab lists are super cool :)

I wanted to ask your advice on something:

I‘m taking a hindi class at uni and I‘m in my second semester and the teacher is going pretty fast (we did like three tenses in one week - one week consisting of two 90 min classes) and it just feels super rushed and it‘s so frustrating for me trying to keep up. And then I get frustrated overall and don’t really wanna do anything witht he language at all and avoid it / procrastinate the things I know I should be doing.

Do you have any good tips for my situation? Any way to find maybe a different source of motivation? Or is there anything else you can think of?

I'm totally in favor of academic education, but when it comes to languages that we choose to study out of our own interest and passion, I believe we should find our own unique path. Courses are just one way of learning.

First, you can ask yourself two questions: Why are you learning Hindi, and why did you choose this particular course? The answers may not be the same.

You can make a mental list or create a mind map of all the things that initially sparked your interest in Hindi. You can choose to include your short-term and long-term goals as well. Maybe you want to learn Devanagari, be able to communicate with a friend, understand your favorite songs better, or become an interpreter. We all have different reasons for learning languages.

If you view language learning as a lifelong journey, then this course is just a fleeting moment. Even longer, full-time language courses that take several years are merely temporary opportunities for learning. The course does not define us as learners, and the end of a course does not mean the end of learning (even if we excel in our grades).

So, I wonder if putting this course, its requirements, and the academic benefits it brings as part of your degree into a broader perspective can help you see it as just a part of your Hindi journey.

As for motivation, I've found it helpful to have a variety of materials available in different difficulty levels, topics, and formats that fit my every mood and situation. I always try to have something at hand for:

Reading

low-effort: Twitter, Wikipedia, story apps (e.g. Akbar-Birbal)

high-effort: novels, short stories, news articles

Listening

low-effort: songs, language learning and self-help podcasts

high-effort: news and documentary podcasts aimed at native speakers

Watching

low-effort: stand-up comedy etc. channels on YouTube, Netflix series with English subtitles

high-effort: series and films with or without Hindi subtitles.

Speaking

low-effort: a voice message or a call with a friend or a language partner

high-effort: taking an iTalki class with a tutor

Grammar

low-effort: language learning apps

high-effort: text books, preferably with exercises

Writing

low-effort: chatting with a language partner or ChatGPT

high-effort: writing a letter to a language partner or a longer text book excercise.

Mixing and matching all of the above makes it possible to use and practice your target language throughout the week outside the classroom. Using these methods to build your own routine will help you continue on your journey also after the course has finished.

Hope this helps, thanks for the ask!

#language learning #ask #hindi

[yenafmd]

CROWNED: interview #2

how do you feel about how you and your group performed today?

“i think we did well. we worked hard and showed the best version of ourselves we could. im proud of calypsso.” but would it be enough? that was always the question. with these types of programs one could never know. yena hated that feeling, like their efforts didn’t really weigh in on their results, especially when they would be treated like it did. “i hope the jury and the votes agree with me. calypso has done the best we could and i stand by that. now all we can do is hope that the results reflect that.”

do you have any regrets about the stage

“i’m not the kind of person to have regrets.” a laugh escaped yena, ever easygoing and confident om camera. that it was only because if she’d stop to think about her regrets she’d surdly collapse kn the spot was something no one else had to know. “like i said, we gave our all, me included and i think that’s all we can do.” her best might not have been as good as that of her members but it would have to make do. “all we can do is hope the audience agrees and if not... there is next round. no point in mourning the past.

how will you take what you learned from this performance into the next round?

“i’m much more aware now of just how much the competition is on now.” the difference between groups seemed to be quite large, yena liked to think that in terms of how elaborate their stage had been a safe middle ground but some groups truly went much effort had went into elevating their stages. “i kind of assumed it to be a little more amicable but seeing how serious everyone seems... i think it’s time i step up my game.” a nonsensical giggle escaping her. it’s okay, calypso will only keep on showing improvement.” 

how do you think you’ll fair in the rankings for your performance?

“mhm... first place maybe?” there was a playful hint to her words, remaining on the edge of joking and endleslly confident was yena’s forte after all, a big mouth with a strong personality to back it up, it was what she was known for. “i think that should be realistic yes, and if not, at least top five, i think that would be fair if you ask me.” a firm nod following her words, reasserting how sure she was of herself. “if you don’t play to win, why play at all right?”

which group’s performance (other than your own group) was the strongest?

“ahhh...” yena let her words trail off, pulling a thoughtful expression for a second. there were a couple of stages that stood out to her, now it was up to her to weigh which one she would consider the strongest. “i think equinox did really well. i know a lot of people have said that by now but i think that is just an attest to how impressive their stage was.” she nodded, seemingly content with her answer before shooting a wink at the camera. “not as good as us of course though.” 

which group’s performance was the weakest?

that was a considerably easier question than the last one. yena knew how to be critical after all, not just of herself. “does it bave to be one group? can it be two?” she asked, awaiting some sort of response from the production crew. that question probably wasn’t going to make her very popular but oh well, yena hoped that if she split the responsibility that maybe the fans of whatever group would feel less targeted. that and it was onlynfair she called them both out on the same downfall. “i think quantum and catalyst both had too many bells and whistles to their performance. there was just too much going on and i think focussing so much on that they lost track of the core of their performance. no offense i just think that they kinda pulled the attention away from themselves and that’s too bad, they don’t need all that stuff too be good.” ha, there, her criticism perfectly masked by tagging on a compliment at the end.

#famedcrowned1 #✿ — interviews. #//i told anthony that if duri wouldnt have any least fav stages yena would have two #//and im a woman of my word

[infipretty]

Hey love 💙 I hope you have a good day 💙 I would like to participate in your game . I choose the topic 005 , about my future spouse’s first impression of me in their words 🦋 . My initials is ML and my favorite placement of mine is my Scorpio ascendant and my Jupiter Leo . I’m not really good at reading but I’ll try to use my intuitive to do your reading 🥺💙 . Here’s the exchange I did for you ( your future spouse first impression of you in their words ) .

- I saw you walking across the party’s room with wine holding in you hand . You catch my attention at just a first glance .

- I’m thinking How can I approach you ? I’ve never feel this anxious with anyone before and it takes me almost 2h to try to talk to you

- You’re quite intimidating and cold on the outside as you didn’t talk much to anyone in the room besides your friend .

- Suddenly you looks so cute and lovely as your eyes looks up and carefully listen to what other people saying when they approach you .

- Also the way your smile shining brightly when your friend tell you jokes , it makes me realized you’re not cold as how you look

- After I have all my courage talking to you I noticed the cute flustered you make and your a very soothing voice that I want to hear forever

- Surprisingly we both clicked very well , found out that we have many things in common .

- I spend the whole night talking and laughing with you at that party .

- After that we keep contact each other and date months by us spending time at my apartment . Talking with you from 1 topic to another , watching our favorite movie together , cooking our favorite food , playing video game and sometime we would go out for dinner , go picnic also have many outdoor activities together .

- Maybe you won’t believe me but I have never had such a good time and being so comfortable talking with anyone as much as you

- And my darling , that’s when I realized I��ve found you the one in my life 💖 .

This is all I got for you 😭 I hope it’s not too cringed 😭🫶 . Thank you 💙💖

[SEVENTEEN]

Heyyy @jhynie168 ! <3 thankyou for joining my game and this wonderful exchange.

Feedback - FIRST OF ALL, THANKYOUUU. SECONDLY, YOU CORRECTLY GOT HOW THE EXCHANGE READING FOR THE 5TH OPTION WAS TO BE DONE. Thirdly, this was not at all cringe, I actually got goosebumps while reading this exchange for some reason 💀 but yea anyway, I really adore this exchange and the amount of efforts that you bave put into this. You described me correctly for the most part and I do get a lot of times that he may find me cold/intimidating at first and we may at a social place such as parties. Overall, your intuition works just fine, it was so pleasant to read this reading and it definately stuck a chord with me :) thankyou!

「 𝟎𝟎𝟓 - Your Future spouse's first impression of you in their words 」

♡ Cards Pulled : Page of Pentacles, Ten of Pentacles, Page of cups, Ace of swords and King of Pentacles

The first time I laid my eyes on you, I was beyond mesmerized. You reminded me of daisies for some reason, such vibrance and aura you had. Simple yet magnificent. I remember muttering 'Oh Damn' to myself that day because LITERALLY my eyes kept on finding their way back to you no matter how hard I tried to look away. I legit thought that there's no actual way that we, you and me, could be something in future, you seemed wayyy out of my league and yet I wanted to shoot my shot because why not. You looked my way for a second and the wayy it made me nervous and self conscious all of the sudden. I had never seen myself like this before, it was embarassing how much I liked you already without even knowing you already. It wasn't even your looks that kept me coming for more, it was how magical your energy was. Utterly soothing and royal. And although I felt nothing less than a stalker that day, just looking at you from afar like some freak, I found smiling to myself everytime I looked your way. On getting to know you, I was baffled to know how inherently charming you are and not just that, your sweet voice, your little hand gestures while you talk, your ever gorgeous smile, your careful demeanor did it all for me. I had never seen anyone being as smart tongued as you are, it's like you know the answer to everything. Your quirky way of looking at things and Kindness was what made me fall for you even more. Can you believe it? I didn't even know you that much and I was already falling for you, that's how unparalleled you were and are. I noticed how loyal you were to your loved and closed ones, always being there for them, always helping and finding solutions to their problems and being immensely supportive, always being a home to them and being extremely reliable. All of this made me feel so fortunate to have known you, such elegant and classy persona you carry with a heart of gold. I must say there's something about your eyes as well, I can look at them for hours and still not get bored but at the same time, one look from you makes me feel nervous. Your first impression on me lasts to this day, it was unforgettable. Just as you are.

[Kaslyn's Note - I didn't make a personal comment (like this note) in any other reading but PLIS he's such a lover boy, totally and undeniably in deep love. You're lucky!]

Please leave a feedback in the comments!

[iwillneverforgiveyousunghanbin]

im actually doing a lot better these days (literally just for 2 days, but thats better than nothing) so thanks for wishing me luck.

i actually dont know that many Tauruses eirher... im not super into astrology so idek how theyre supposed to act . i just know that im super super compatible w taerae & thats all that matters 🤷‍♂️

ive been on the grind 💯 lagely so i barelt bave anh time to keep up w kpop and to vote and stfeam and check what jebi r doinf every second anymore. it makes me sad too bc i used to be rly obsessed (i still am bur significantly less) and id know their schedule and everything and check twt every day for updates. for boys planet too. Man in love genuinely changed the trajectory of my life like ik its basic but the momrnt i saw taerae do the hand thing it was over for me. now im a crazy kkultarae.

idrc abt jay tbh. he doesnt rly appeal to me but hes so talebted and so so good at singing. have u been watching build up?

xoxo 🎻

honestly, you're right. being compatible with taerae is literally all that matters. i promise i'm working hard (kinda, sorta) to get that taerae bully chapter out... i hope it's as devastating as i want it to be.

i'm not really a vote/stream kind of person so i understand. there's a lot to be done in life, but i appreciate everyone who does vote/stream to help out my faves. i just am kind of "march to my own drummer" in the way i support and just listen and watch variety content and write my little fics and stuff. but i wish i had more friends to talk to about kpop. it's hard to hold my tongue around my irl friends all the time 💀

i love jay bc he's a new jersey boy tbh. i live one state away so i could easily maladaptive daydream about bumping into him some day in the city 😭😭 i'm not watching build up, even though i like a bunch of the boys on it (i was a huge peak time fan last year too). but i don't want to see my faves stressed out anymore, i've had enough for now lol.

i'm glad you've been feeling better!! sending more positive energy your way 💕💗

#iwnfyshb asks #iwnfyshb 🎻

[cheolhub]

listen listen I never know how to react to san because he's genuinely so UNREALISTICALLY PRETTY and he was so close to becoming my bias when I first found ateez 😩 however yungi ended up owning my entire heart so here I am now 🥲🥲 I think I talk more about yunho bc he's easier to put into different tropes for some reason??? but mingi 😵‍💫😵‍💫 there's something about that man that makes me lose my entire mind. he's so 😭 he genuinely deserves the world and I'd do anything to see him smile, and also I would [beeping censorship sound for several minutes]

I dont know what it is but FUCK DUDE i love him so much, he's so soft and sweet and cute and then ALSO THE HOTTEST MOTHERFUCKER OUT THERE it's not god damn fair

-☁️

i was hongjoong and hwa biased when i first discovered ateez but i think when i got my first… then my second and third and fourth album i KEPT. PULLING. SAN. and i was like damn what does he want from me… i broke when i saw this one vid of him at a concert and he pointed at someone and then started SLAPPING THE AIR?!!3)-?.? LIKE (:(/)/)-??? MY MENTAL HEALTH????? PLUMMETED. fuck i think abt that video everyday (im abt to go watch it rn) then i was like oh i ult mingi for sure, i love my babygirl…. then i was like ..!:):)? SAN HIIII SAN 😍😍😍😍 I LOVE SANNN 🤓🤓🤓

MINGI TRULY IS SO ☺️☺️☺️ but he makes me so 🤬🤬🤬🤬 in a really good way every time i look at him if that makes sense?? idk mingi makes me go through the 5 stages of grief every day, i love that man so bad

YOUUUU BAVE BEEN MAKING ME CRAZY FOR YUNHO FOR THE PAST LIKE…?!? 3 MONTHS??? he almost pushed hwa out of my line and i BLAME U

#[💌: ☁️] #i sound crazy #i had a redbull and large coffee #sorry

[alannayakish]

sorry miss jackson

go ahead, put anything. something. anything. maybe not this or that but maybe everything else. that's how my mind works. in incraments it's time. in incrament it's knowledge. in incraments it's telling me it's going to be okay. our incraments makes us okay. the things that you've loved and the things that you learned, planned, and got away from. your memories of course. the memories that flood back when you're taking a shit. the longing you have for eyes upon you delight me and make me smile. the incraments talk to you and tell you to rewrite your memories. take them out. clean them. put them back and put in your favorite memory. like a cd player.

rewright your cds you bave from your childhood. i grew up on brittany spears and the spice girls. sometimes i think i'm avril laveighn in my dreams or something. my voice my face is all over the world. i trip back into a coma. i use my comatose state to try to explain myself and my life. i am a person. a good person usually. sometimes i'm mean. sometimes i'm nice. sometimes i care about everyone and everything. sometimes i don't care. sometimes i get angry. occosion i cry. my tears mean things to me. sometimes they're blue. sometimes they're green. i read a book when i was a kid about a magic world where a guy had a dragon that was is own. these two had a speacial connection only dragons and their masters could have. sometimes i think my and my old cat had that connection before she ran away a few years ago. i remember conversations i hah with that cat within my deaf ears. i told her about my life, my love and my beauty, once i told her that she wa a beautiful person and deserved good things. sometimes i tell myself you're not okay within the sanctity of my sktozophrenic heart. to understand and to thrive through. bussling streets and stop isngs, traffic cones and a lot of very unhappy people. when you have everything... do you have nothing? anyway. i walk ourside my house, i see people i know, i go to the store, i buyy my food. i cook my food. i eat my food. then sleep. seeing family isn't hard. leaving the house is hard. my eyes trip and i only see light. kiss my scars so i may speak the truth. speak my truth my eyes will shine. the shining of the wayw eall feel. i'll tell you secretly so know one knows, we feel aloof and like we deserve it. we feel calm that noone is there. we feel sick like something's the matter. we get up, throw up, and tell the world i'm sorry. people look at the cealing and kiss their backward words.

i just love the smell of marijuana in the morning. i always feel better when i'm high.

[theday]

hit my one year with wonu yesterday and today for mingyu <3 svt a few days ago but wow can’t believe it’s been a year since i spam reblogged a bunch of wonwoo gifsets and impulsively started gose TTT 2018 whilst having an exam like the next day

#moon texts #thank god i didnt get into a new group this time since exam is tmrw but woah! time flies #its so hilarious i saw knwoing bros minghao pic was like hm i SEE then started going into the wonwoo tag for No reason other than the fact #that i foujd him cute??? ?????? #and its weird bc i have watcged svt mvs before and i just never noticed them / the orher members like i didnt even know there was a wonwoo #n that says a lot bc i knew coups joshua vernon seungkwan the8 aka minghao woozi DK #anyway thats cool im not rly into them as i could be since thats how i work with all my interests but 👍 hapoy to bave soent #a good portion of the year loving them

[arabella111]

arabella,

im so unmotivated to manifest anything , i bave been 'trying' or mkstly over consuming info since may but i cant seem to sit my ass doen snd do the work..mostly bc every now an then i always have a problem that worries me firstly it was the sc thingy like how do wr manifest our desires with it? like what do i think of them? do i just affirm normally my sc affd and when i think of my desire affirm sc? which thats what i understood but its that when i think of my desire an undesired image pops up for example ill manifest hairless body but i think of it the way it is now yk? so is that ok? like can i just continue affirming normally the way i would for the desire specifically for example i think of this undesired image and just affirm the sc affs instead?

second, just the other anons i have guilt abt manifesting a lot of stuff and beauty ESPECIALLY bc if i start getting compliments after manifesting it will make me wonder was i that ugly that i didnt get compliments and i do now that i kinda changed my face ? and like i rlly wanna be naturally pretty without any need for manifestation.. and when i was younger i did get compliments but it might have been bc i was a kid but even if i was pretty i want to be like pretty pretty not just pretty yk? and now that i want to change myself is like admitting to myself that yeah ur not all that..

and u have answered bfr to other anons that they changrd their assumption thats why which yes it made me feel so much better bc its my assumptions not my fault but what if i was getting the compliments was bc i was a kid ? bc personally i dont think i was that pretty like more like average beauty and i still have this that next to others i look like im just there yk? and i dont want to be like that naturally.. and even if i am pretty why do ppl not find me attractive and some of my friends dont suplort me at some stuff considering beauty and i have wasted this insecurity trauma for nothing like i gained another trauma for no reason yk?://.. dont get my wrong i still get compliments but they are like from my mom/relatives and one friend.. and no guys and other ppl and literally anyone i

and then the other problem was that i felt disconected from reality for abt 4 years bc of depression and i was waiting for an outer source to kinda wake me up , like i felt that i was sleeping yhe whole time even ppl would tell me to wake up bc i was rhat disconnected..

and another one was that bc of my depression i didnt do shit , i wasnt talking, didnt find any interests and before that when i was young i had a life and all that and through all this depressiom process i lost myself and dont know what i like anymore and i feel like i have lost most of my teen years for nothing ( since 13 till 16 ( now ) )

i hope u understood something and it wasnf that long and tiring for u to read, bc im not that good at explaing stuff, i just want to get rid of these problems and finally do my work bc i am EXCAUSTEDDD

and thank u for the time :)

see baby, first you need to work on your sc, just assume and think you get your manifestations the moment you want them. that's it. you don't have to overcomplicate shit. your negative thoughts are not powerful enough to ruin your manifestations. you're god and you make your own rules, that's it. you don't have to feel guilty about manifesting anything. you've been manifesting your whole life. you've manifested the wanted and even the unwanted. so why not change it for the better and not feel guilty about having your desires. cus first, you already have them. second you'll just be wasting your time thinking about the guilt and it won't help you, will it? your insecurities don't possess any power unless you give them. and now that you know you can change your whole life just by thinking and persisting in that thought, then why would you become a slave to your negativity?

#law of assumption

[timbertumbr]

Hi i'm new and i think your writrings are amazing and cute at the same time. I want a BHC Blue x Shy reader when she first met him she was really inconfortable but started to bave feelings for after 2 months

Piece of Our Heart (BHC! Blue X Shy! Reader X BHC! Stretch) Requested

>////< Thank you both so much! I hope you both don’t mind me combining your asks but I couldn’t think of anything for them individually so why not make a brothers special? Oh! And so sorry for taking so long to get to this. 

AAAAAAND DISCLAIMER: The skeletons are 100% simping for the reader, not each other. (I know I do this every time there are two or more skeletons simping for the reader but people are weird and will interpret it the wrong way if I don’t. T-T) 

A FRIEND HELPED ME WITH THIS FIC, BIG THANKS TO THEM! (They’d like to remain anonymous <3)

You've known the gaggle of skeletons for a while. Hell, you're best friends with the resident prankster Stretch. Which is a little surprising given your shy nature.

You've had multiple run-ins with his brother, Blue but… He's just so cool and proud that he intimidates you! So you usually scurry away with a quick "sorry," whenever he tries to talk to you. 

Blue understood this. He may be oblivious sometimes but he's not an idiot. He sees that he does intimidate you with his greatness so he'll take things slow. 

Instead of flat out approaching you, he starts with greetings and waves which you reciprocate before you both go separate waves, though you've been staying longer and longer each time, even asking what he's doing! Progress!

As the weeks went by, you and Blue occasionally had little conversations and Blue was ecstatic! This is more progress than he hoped to achieve!

But 2 months later, a problem arised. You had fallen for the blue skeleton. Panicked by this discovery, you go to his brother and your best friend for advice.

"Let me guess, Blue did something sweet?" He asks, usually being the target of you gushing about Blue.

"Well, no. Not this time," You mutter, the lanky skeleton raising a bone brow.

"Then… what's up?" 

"I-... May have a crush on your brother and I have no idea what to do with these feelings!" Stretch blinks surprised. Huh, this was… unexpected. Oh- Oh you're starting to break down.

"I-I don't know what to do! I-I mean, Blue is amazing in more ways than one b-but I've only gotten to know him a little a-and that shouldn't make me feel these things r-right?!" Stretch gently puts a hand on your shoulder.

"Y/N, breathe. In 8 seconds, out 5. Repeat," You do as instructed and calm down. Stretch smiles softly.

"There we go. So you don't know how to deal with these feelings?"

"Y-Yeah?"

"Well, the obvious solution is to tell Blue,"

"WHAT?!"

"Calm down, it's not as bad as you may think. Blue is a chill guy, he just likes being active. If he accepts your feelings, great, you got a cool new bonefriend. If he doesn't, you'll still be friends. He has a thing for understanding people, that's why he's so great," Your eyes sparkle with joy after he says that.

"Y-You're right! Thanks Stretch, Imma go prepare!" You kiss him on the cheek and run away with a huge grin on your face. Stretch stared where you left, an orange blush slowly creeping onto his cheek bones. He slowly grabs his hood and pulls it up before falling onto his side and curling in on himself, his blush increasing ten fold. You're too cute for your own good.

_____________

Well shit. Now Stretch is simping for you, damn you feelings, damn you. So now Stretch is contemplating everything while laying on the living room couch. Blue happens to walk by and see his brother in distress.

"SOMETHING ON YOUR MIND PAP?" He asks as he leans on the couch, Stretch sighs.

"Just… Thinking, Blue," Blue stares before a smirk grows and he shakes his head.

"ABOUT Y/N, RIGHT?" Stretch glares at his brother.

"Stop reading me with your eyes," Blue snickers.

"NAH, I DON'T THINK IT WILL. SAY, EVER HEARD OF A POLY RELATIONSHIP?" Stretch narrows his eye sockets at him.

"Where are you going with this?" 

"OH NOTHING, JUST THE FACT THAT Y/N SHARES SIMILAR FEELINGS WITH YOU," 

…

EXCUSE ME WHAT?! 

"YEAH, FOUND OUT AFTER TALKING TO YOU," Damn Blue and his observation skills.

"And when were you going to tell me this?!" Blue blinks.

"I TOLD YOU NOW DIDN'T I? BESIDES, WE COULD ALWAYS SHARE," . . . This little-

"You're too sly for your own good, you know that?" Stretch accuses, Blue snickers.

"OH I'M WELL AWARE, COME ALONG! WE'RE GOING TO GET OUR DATE MATE GIFTS!" Stretch stared at his brother is disbelief before sighing and shaking his head.

"Right behind ya Blue," 

____________

Oh my god, your face is so red… you were minding your own business when there was a knock on the door and here were the two skeleton bros you've been simping for all week standing at your door with flowers and chocolate.

I mean, now that you think about it, Blue HAS been dropping hints of a poly but was not expecting… this.

"U-Uh, what's the occasion guys?" You ask nervously, Blue smiles and hands you the bouquet of flowers, you gently take it.

"THE OCCASION IS US ASKING YOU OUT!" Your blush got worse after that, Stretch gave you a nervous grin.

"That is if ya want to of course," God these two were too much to handle. You set the flowers aside and smile at them.

"I-I'd love to!" Blue's eye lights twinkled with excitement as Stretch breathed a sigh of relief.

"GREAT! IS IT ALRIGHT IF I HUG YOU NOW?!" Oh wow, he's excited. With a nod, you're hugged by the skeleton as Stretch places the chocolate next to the flowers and ruffles your hair.

"Come on Blue, we have a date to attend," Stretch says cooly, his brother letting go of you and nodding before gently taking your hand and leading you towards the park with Stretch following behind. You're blushing like crazy but happy to be with these two boneheads.

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