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i was about to sleep BUT I SAW YOUR UPDATE AND DECIDED TO NOT SLEEP AT ALL
OMG NO. you must sleep. right after reading. it probably didn't take that long 😭💜
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I just saw your previous posts, I’m so freaking proud of you and happy to see everything has gone so smoothly . I’m so so so so so glad 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
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💕💕💕 thank you so muchhhh friend!! i missed you... the stuff with your coworkers sounds truly crazy. i'm excited for you to be rid of them. work is annoying but at least without them, it can be a little less stressful.
i haven't preordered any of the new album yet... i previously got all versions of melting point plus one digipack and for youth in the shade i got two copies of both versions and one digipack. i've been thinking more about how that's really wasteful for me personally and i have no space for albums anymore. but i can't help myself from at least buying one version. so i'm gonna wait for concept photos and just pick which one i like best this time :)
it's gonna kill me to have to do that for my favorite groups but. i'm gonna try my best lmao!!
sorry for the late reply, recovery has been difficult and it's the end of my semester (before i graduate next month!!!!!) i hope all is well, keep me updated, ilyyy
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airp2ds
read part one of airpods here!!!
wc: 2k
reader: femme!afab (matt calls reader a "pretty girl", is called a "young lady" by their uncle-- it's meant to feel derogatory ofc, reader is wearing a skirt, reader dances at a strip club in stilettos)
warnings: smut 18+; MINORS DNI!!! -- specific warnings under the cut -- less of a bonkers scenario, but some really rich and fun plot development this time; funny & angst & fluff surprisingly-- stepcest obvi and we discuss it
summary: after (y/n)'s little stunt a few days ago, their whole family gathers for an anything but peaceful dinner. rivalnewstepbrother!matthew has no interest in helping you out of this awful situation. or does he?
yooooooo this only took 4 months to post, but it's perfect so hope you'll forgive me!! i TOLD you i'd do it eventually. and i did. missing organ and all. ilyyy thanks for bearing with me
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warnings: 18+ explicit smut, stepcest and we don't ignore it, p-in-v penetrative sex, brief heavy petting/fingering, not entirely safe cum destination lmao, unprotected obviously (do what you want, be smart), reader is a dancer at a strip club and their family is appalled, swearing... this one made me feel again yay
you stick your fork in a potato and pop it in your mouth, chewing and swallowing as you stare at your plate. your entire extended family converses around you at the long, glass dining table, celebrating your new stepdad’s birthday with your mom’s locally famous honey ham and roasted potatoes.
everyone’s having a goodman ball.
everyone except... you.
after suffering such a devastating defeat a couple nights ago, you’d been avoiding matthew like the plague. tail between your legs, you’d stood up from your stepbrother’s bed after he left you high and dry— sulking all the way back to your room.
you’d been avoiding matthew so diligently since then that this dinner was the first time you’d seen him since his fingers were inside you. he’s eating a little too well and talking to all of your family members, oozing respect and likability.
you’ve never hated anyone more.
“now matthew,” you grandmother starts, reaching out her hand to him, “please tell us more about what you’ve been doing abroad. it all sounds so important from what your father’s mentioned!”
matthew smiles humbly. “i’ve been pursuing a career in performance in seoul! it’s really not all that important in the scheme of things, but it’s definitely been one of the most rewarding experiences of my life.”
“don’t be too humble, matthew,” your stepdad calls from the head of the table. “he works tirelessly day and night to accomplish his goal! he’s such a great kid.”
“we’re so very proud. i never imagined having a child with such passion and drive!” your mom chimes in obliviously. her eyes widen when she realizes what she said and she clears her throat awkwardly. “i mean, a son, that is.”
you close your eyes, stabbing a roasted red potato and letting your fork clatter onto the fine china plate.
“(y/n), how are you doing?” your uncle asks quickly. “have you found a better job yet?”
“i’m doing fine, thank you,” you answer through gritted teeth. “and i like my job. i’m not interested in finding one that society would categorize as better at this time.”
“but a young lady like you shouldn’t be—.”
“but what i am interested in finding a better version of,” you interrupt, picking up your glass of wine and downing the remaining contents, “is a family. one that doesn’t judge me or compare me to my new stepbrother— who, if i’m to judge from how you all indulge him, is jesus christ reincarnated! how divinely exciting!”
“(y/n),” your mother scolds, grabbing the empty wine glass out of your hand. “don’t be so cruel to your brother.”
“he’s not my brother,” you assert, snatching the wine glass back. in a flash, it slips from your fingers and shatters onto the dining room floor.
“you always do this,” your mother sighs, shaking her head in disappointment. she can’t even look at you. "you get so jealous when anyone is doing better than you are. i’m just so tired of your selfish immaturity.”
“perhaps it's time for you to get your own apartment and stop freeloading off of us,” your stepfather says with a sigh. “then you’ll find the motivation to stop working at that indecent bar and start making a proper living.”
your stomach flips at the threat. “i grew up in this house. you moved in a year ago after the mortgage was already paid off. doesn’t that make you as much of a fucking freeloader as i am?”
“(y/n), stop this right now,” your mom tries again to quiet you.
“you talk like that and you think you could ever be as well-liked as my son? the—”
“dad,” matthew says, trying to interrupt the rant that’s already begun. he should know by now it’s too late.
“—reason that no one here ever boasts about your accomplishments is because you have none. the reason no one ever praises how respectable you are is because it would be a lie. you—”
“dad,” matthew says again, louder this time but it still doesn’t reach the ears of the valentino-suited man turning red in the face.
“—are an ungrateful brat of an adult child that doesn’t even have enough vision for their life to stop working at a strip club.”
everyone at the dinner table gasps. so the truth has been set free: ‘bar’ had been the code word your ashamed mother and stepfather had been using in place of ‘strip club’ for the past year.
guess their resentment had finally outweighed their shame.
your gaze travels down the table, landing on matthew. he’s staring at his lap awkwardly.
“if you’ll excuse me,” you say, standing up from your chair and giving a big, facetious curtsy. “the whore will leave the table now.”
——
you slam your bedroom door behind you, storming over to your bed and picking up your favorite plushy— the one your dad had bought you for your high school graduation before he... it’s a baby fox, pink blush across his smiling face. usually the only aggression you feel towards him is that of cuteness, but suddenly you find yourself filled with rage.
how had you not noticed before just how much barnaby foxworth iii looks like your stupid fucking stepbrother!?
you turn around, hurling baby foxworth across your room with a scream. your eyes widen as the plushy lands in the hands of his human twin. you hadn’t heard him come in over the blood rushing in your ears.
matthew looks at the plushy, brow furrowing as he studies it. “i feel like i’ve seen this face somewhere before.”
“get the fuck out of my room,” you growl, walking over to him and grabbing baby foxworth. you frown as matthew holds onto him, not letting you pry your own plushy from his hands. “let go of him! what the fuck is your problem!?”
“i distinctly remember you stealing something from me a couple days ago and making it quite the fucking challenge to get it back,” matthew argues, pulling a little harder. “besides, how much can you really want something that you just threw across the room?”
you continue a tug-o-war for your beloved baby fox until you hear a sudden ripping noise. matthew lets go instantly, fear splayed across his face. you take baby foxworth in your arms, finding the fabric tear at the base of his little neck.
“i’m so sorry,” he apologizes quickly. “i really didn’t meant to—.”
“you’re sorry?” you repeat, jaw clenching as you step towards him. “sorry for what? sorry that you mamed barnaby foxworth iii? sorry that you barged into my room without knocking? sorry that i’ve made yet another mess out of a family celebration?”
“(y/n)…”
“sorry that all you do while they ridicule me is sit there and stare at your plate? sorry that your dad married my mom?”
“wait, (y/n)—…”
“sorry that i work at a strip club? sorry for what we did the other day?”
“i—…,” he stutters hopelessly. “i—.”
suddenly, your lips are on matthew’s— his body tensing at the unexpected action. you pull back, eyes meeting his.
they’re wide, shocked, confused. his hand reaches towards your face quickly and you think for a moment he’s going to slap you with it, but instead, he cups your jaw.
holding you still, he brings his lips back down to touch yours again. it’s a slow, languid kiss that, in and of itself, feels like an apology. a genuine one.
it’s overwhelming. it challenges everything you thought you knew about this stranger you were now forced to call family.
you step back, clutching baby foxworth tighter to your chest.
“they were so impressed when you told them you’re a dancer,” you whisper, tears beginning to spill over. “why were they so disgusted when i told them i am, too?”
his face falls as he thinks about your words. “i think you know why.”
you press your lips together, a sardonic huff of a laugh escaping you. did you really think you’d get sympathy from him?
“but it’s not fair,” matthew continues. “it’s not fair that they treat you that way.”
you’re afraid to look up at him, eyes remaining fixed on the tear at your plushy’s neck. “i didn’t even think you’d noticed.”
“i’ll admit, i didn’t see it at first. it’s not like i’m here that often,” he replies with a sigh. “and i guess i did think you were the problem. and i do still think you’re part of the problem, don’t get me wrong.”
you roll your eyes, looking down at the floor.
“but maybe you’ve forgotten that no one knows what my dad can be like more than i do,” matthew says, wrapping his hand gently around your upperarm. “i thought maybe he’d finally changed for the better after marrying your mom, but i know now that’s far from the truth. and i can try my best to help you from now on, if you’ll let me.”
“thanks,” you say quietly as your eyes meet his. he smiles softly at you before you promptly brush his hand off your arm. “but i still don’t like you.”
your hostility just widens his smile. “i thought you’d say that.”
you turn, walking back to your bed and placing baby foxworth by your pillows. you think about what your family must still be saying about you around the dinner table. your thoughts are halted, however, when a warm, muscular chest is soon pressed against your back.
“i was just wondering,” he says softly against your ear, arm snaking around your waist. “there has to be something about me that you like, right? i mean, you're the one who wanted my face in your cunt. and don't think i haven't heard you call me perfect a few times now.”
“i meant it as an insult,” you breathe as a hand reaches underneath your skirt— fingers beginning to pad delicate circles over your panties.
“was screaming my name while cumming all over my fingers also supposed to be taken as an insult?” he asks, knee against the back of yours until you tumble gently onto your bed— his arms catching you and flipping you on your back to face him. “you must’ve really been trying to offend me.”
matthew shimmies your skirt and panties down your legs and you find yourself assisting to kick it off with your foot onto the floor. he laughs much too smugly as he unzips his slacks and discards them onto the hardwood. you hover your foot over his groin, brow raising in a threat.
“okay, okay,” he admits in defeat. as a grin stretches across your lips, he bites at your thighs hungrily and sighs. “god, i wish i wasn’t your brother.”
“matt!” you screech in horror and he takes the opportunity to sink himself inside you. you gasp at the sudden stretch, a protest turning to a whimper as he smirks at you. “matt...”
“no need to worry, baby,” he coos, tip of his cock reaching your backmost wall. “it’s pretty obvious there’s a divorce on the way. my dad’s already let it slip to me about how he secretly blew all the money in their joint savings on a third yacht.”
“my mom’s been fucking her tennis instructor for two months,” you reply, trying to hold yourself together as matthew increases his pace. “and her golf instructor. and her pilates instructor. and her business lawyer. and her—.”
matthew’s lips meet yours. “you’re so fucking hot.”
you run your hand up his chest, tugging at his shirt until he pulls it off over his head. it’s a shame to admit it, but... he is perfect.
“but if our parents get divorced, we’ll never see each other,” you say with a pout. you shake your head quickly, realizing what you just said. “which i’m totally fine with. but you’d probably be really upset.”
a particularly rough thrust sends you reeling— crying out in pleasure and totally blowing your act.
“yeah, it’d be really hard for me,” matthew patronizes, mimicking your pout. “g’nna cum for me, pretty girl? hm?”
“fuck,” you whine, nearly at your peak. you honestly had no idea how good at dancing matthew was, but if he was half as good at dancing as he was at fucking, then even goddamn dick van dyke would be proud. your walls flutter around him, a chorus of moans as he pushes you over the edge.
“oh my god,” matthew rasps as you reach your climax, his thrusts growing more desperate and sporadic. “pussy’s so fucking perfect, baby. made me want you so bad, i—.”
he pulls out quickly, a few pumps before painting your cunt with his cum as he moans under his breath. he stares at the sight for a few moments before his head tilts thoughtfully and a smirk upturns a corner of his lips.
“something to share with the class?” you ask, one eyebrow piquing.
he laughs, shrugging at your prodding. “i was just thinking about how i definitely wouldn’t be the golden child anymore if anyone knew about this.”
“i dunno. i think somehow you’d still come out unscathed,” you say, shaking your head. “i must’ve tempted you. coerced you. blackmailed you.”
he smiles at you sadly. “listen, i know that... i know things must suck for you right now and—... i mean it when i say i’m gonna try my best to fix—.”
“matthew!”
you both freeze as the sound of your stepfather’s voice rings from downstairs. matthew clears his throat, calling back, “yeah?”
“come downstairs! aunt bethany wants to talk to you about visiting seoul.”
“okay!” matthew answers. he rolls his eyes. “i hate your aunt bethany.”
“you and me both, kid,” you reply, sitting up on your hands as matthew hurriedly gets dressed. “have fun.”
“come with me,” he requests, picking up your skirt from off the floor and holding it out to you.
you consider it, but shake your head. “tell me if you hear any good gossip about me. i have to get ready for my shift anyway.”
“really? you’re gonna go strip after this?” matthew asks, lips parted in surprise.
“dance,” you correct. “i’m gonna go dance.”
he smiles. “when do you get back?”
“around one,” you answer, standing up and walking over to your vanity. “why?”
“my flight’s at midnight,” he says, biting his lip. your mascara clatters to the table as a tiny, annoying ball of disappointment forms in your chest. “so i guess i’ll catch you another time.”
you don’t say anything— just continue doing your makeup as you try to ignore that growing ball.
“okay then,” matthew says finally, opening your door. “bye, (y/n).”
“my mom’s birthday is next month.”
the words slip out of your mouth before you can stop them. you don’t regret it.
“she likes you more than me, so,” you continue with as much nonchalance as you can feign. “she’d probably want to see you.”
matthew catches your eye through your mirror. he just smiles.
~ EPILOGUE ~
you clamber through your bedroom door in the dark, stilettos still on as you stumble into bed and flop onto it in exhaustion. you clap your hands— bedside light turning on as you reach for baby foxworth. you cradle him under your chin, squeezing him tight. suddenly, you remember the tear in his neck from when matthew had ripped him after dinner.
you feel around for the hole, but are surprised when you find a crinkly, purple sticky note instead. on it, is written:
told you i’m gonna try to fix everything.
— your favorite brother ;)
“disgusting,” you mutter under your breath, turning your attention back to baby foxworth’s neck hole. except...
there is no hole.
okay, matty, you think with a smile. let’s see what you’ve got.
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ahh take your time to rest and stuff, it’s okay for not responding🫶
i hope your sliving resumes soon lolll😭😭
also can we talk about how pretty you look in those photos, like you’re literally gorgeous 🫶🫶
keep taking care of yourself!!!
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🩷💕🩷 i walked 2 miles yesterday bc my mom kept telling me i needed to move so i heal better and then the doctor was like… oh god, what have you done you’re not supposed to move that much 🙃 i also apparently was eating a bunch of foods that weren’t helping me and no one gave me a guide of what food to eat?? i do not recommend surgery lmao, always take your organs out your damn self
aaagh thanks so muchhh i was going for that new trend where women giving birth wear full faces of makeup and have their hair professionally done for pictures while in the hospital. labor glamour chic. but i couldn’t wear makeup or any products so i just did my best lmao
🩷💕🩷 hope you’re well friend ily 🪐
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Holllyyy fuckkkk!! You look gorgeous!!! Congratulations on your surgery (in a way of surviving and thriving) I’m so excited for you to be back and well! Please take a rest and take care as well!!
- bambi anon
awww thank you 😭 i got really sick yesterday from complications but they gave me meds and NOW i think i’m finally getting better lmaooo life is soooooooo 🙃🩷💕
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hope you are doing well and healthy 🫶🫶
💕🩷 i appreciate it so much!! wishing the same for you
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omg i hope you’re recovering well after the organ removal!! also you look gorgeous🫶🫶
was getting a bit worried, hope you’re sliving😄😄
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🩷🩷🩷 ilyyy thank you for checking up on me! sorry i haven’t responded i’m just so discombobulated rn lol.
i am ready to resume sliving as soon as possible 🔪🔥
and i hope you are also sliving friend!!!!!!
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update: ur girl survived organ removal 💀
should return to writing more after a brief-ish recovery and luckily a short break from school is also around the corner! excited to finally feel better. sorry for not responding to some messages, i will get to them eventually— obviously things have been… going. so... yeah.
🥰🩷 as always, much love to you all!!
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ahhh i’m glad to know you’re taking care of yourself for the most part and i hope things with school and other stuff gets better!!🫶🫶🫶
also OMG i love horrors as well!! what are some of your favourites?
and ‘sliving’ is a very funny way to put it because atm im also ‘sliving’, so i guess we’re twinning there
i’m also really excited for more writing whenever you decide to put it out!! i’ll definitely be waiting☺️
-🪐(sorry if this didn’t make sense i’m writing this like half asleep 😭😭)
i'm so sorry for the late reply. BUT my favorite horror movies are definitely the scream franchise and the saw franchise! slashers are my favorite sub-genre. what about you!!
paris hilton says sliving all the time and i just love her for some reason, idk 😭 she's pretty iconic
💕 hope you're doing well 🪐
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hi. long time no see. i'm still really overwhelmed with my health and school and work and daily tasks rn so i probably won't be uploading anything for a little bit (but ya never know tbh, sometimes inspiration just hits like a freight truck and i have to write).
BUT. i wanted to update about my loser!zb1 series. so this series isn't going to have an overarching narrative like the bully series. there won't be a group chapter. it'll just be completely different scenarios for each member (sort of like it's set in parallel universes lmao). just one one-shot per member, but reader's character will be the same throughout.
i also won't be completing these in any particular order or time frame. i'll make a masterlist, but they most likely won't be completed consecutively. i'll just write them whenever i want and write other things in between!
ricky will be included in this series. i also might include gyubinnie at a later date. lots of exciting stuff.
i have two really good ideas for matt and i can't pick which one i like best. and i don't wanna use the concept i don't pick for another member bc it feels so specific to him. i'm so conflicted ugh.
okay anyway, yeah. just wanted to give a lil update. i'm hanging in there and i hope you all are, too!! ilyyyyy and thanks so much for reading as always 💕
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i am so so so so SO in love with the way you write hanbin,, i swear i’ve reread all of your works at least 15 times!!.
eeeeek thank you so much!! hanbin is definitely my favorite to write for oops. i just think he can be SO diverse. that’s definitely part of his charm. he’s in no way a limiting character :)
i appreciate you reading my writing so much! more coming soon. ish. soonish. (i have two essays to write this month for school, so annoying. getting in my way of writing zb1 smut 💀)
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Hiiiii I’ve always loved your writings🥺 I reread them a lot of times 😀 you’ve been quiet these days so I was wondering if you’re okay?! Take care~~
hiiii thank you so much!! i appreciate it 💕💕
i know, i’ve been pretty inactive. but after finishing the bully series, i needed a bit of a break. i have a LOT of ideas for my next series but i’m still thinking things over so i have the best possible approach! i might put up a poll to see which of my ideas people like most, but i also might just cold drop the masterlist 😭 we’ll see hehe
i appreciate your care so much. i hope you’re taking care as well!! 🩷
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HII!! how are you doing? is everything okay?
just a check in and i hope you’re taking lots of care of yourself🫶🫶🫶
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took me way too long to respond, but i’m doing okay!! things are overwhelming with work and everything else going on with my health AND school BUT. we’re slaying. we’re living.
we’re sliving.
i’ve been watching a ton of movies lately! which makes me happy because i didn’t have any will to watch movies for like 4 months and i love movies. specifically thrillers/horror.
so yeah. overall taking care of myself, but we’re sort of operating only slightly above baseline. but that’s okay. all will be well soon!
i hope you’re well 🪐 !! thank you for checking in on me. i’ll be more active soon i think :)
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yes I am now PREGNANT with a baby 4 years older than me .. how was your day today 😘 daily checkup!!
- 🤰🏻🍓 ( sincerely pregnant strawberry )
everything has been fairly okay! minimal pain. eating the most disgusting bland foods ever. but all things considered, i'm surviving and that's what matters.
thank you for your sacrifice of housing me in your metaphorical womb 💕🍓 how is life how is everythinggggg lmk
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Hi I just want to say that I really love all your works especially the bully series thank for your dedication and looking forward for upcoming works!!!
thank you so much!!! :) coming soon........... 👀
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The giggle I let out when I saw you posted the Saturday chapter and all the endings was actually insane. love love your writing, and the endings were exactly as you'd described them: absolutely perfect!!
The hanbin lore especially was particularly riveting to read and made such perfect sense for the way you wrote his character.
ALSO Matthew during the Sauturday chapter?? Love love love. Big fan of him, and subby Taerae!
Ty so so much for this series, your writing literally makes my day 💕
!!!! thank you so muchhhh, i really truly appreciate this 💘 for the next series, we're for sure getting some more sub!taerae. switch!tae, to be more accurate but.
i'm so happy to hear you like my writing! thank you again, more soon :)
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any ideas for your next fanfics? Your writing is so good I can’t help but wanting more 🐍👏🏻
😈 i'm always cooking up something. in my head. and then procrastinating putting it on paper.
okay here's things i want to do:
ricky fic with the concept i was going to do for him for bully
airpods pt. 2 (one day i'll write this i swear, pls send me hot pics of matt as encouragement if you're team airpods)
hao & hanbin fic inspired by "the rizzness" bc yeah
new loser series in the style of bully sort of? i want to keep doing vignette series like that with different concepts bc it's fun :)
i think those are my pending ideas for now. ❤️ thank you sm and thank you for asking!!
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