#they are in aninal crossing

[onebug]

hey check out this original idea

#they are in aninal crossing #aminal crossing #animal crossing #animal crossing fanart #nitw #nitw fanart #night in the woods #night in the woods fanart #gregg lee #angus delaney #casey hartley #mae borowski #bea santello #fanart

[binarybitex]

EEK. I found this old drabble from eons ago. I decided to fix it up a bit..... enjoy 🤲

Lewis has been feeling particularly tense lately.

He finds himself blaming his stiff shoulders and pissy attitude on the increased workload as of late from his boss Mr. Wright. 

Because of this, he's found himself pouring a second cup of coffee, a third, and sometimes a fourth in order to ease his mind.

Today's an exceptionally hard day for the man. It's raining, the Hotel is just about ready to flood, Mr. Wright is nowhere to be found, he has all these reports to finish, and to top it off, his brand-new assistant is slacking on the job even more so than usual.

Zeke is.... A handful, sometimes.

He does good work when he tries, but as of late, the older teen has been showing up late, ditching work, and finding ways to press his boss' buttons all the while. In fact, Lewis' stomach knots when the teen saunters into his office. That must be anxiety, right?

And almost on cue, the teen's raspy voice says, "hey, Lockheart." Lewis' baby green eyes jolt up from his paperwork in an instant. And yes, his stomach knots upon seeing the brunette.

"Got that cup of coffee for ya," Zeke says, haphazardly setting the hot mug down on his boss' desk, "man. This is your, like, tenth coffee today. You're gonna give yourself a goddamn heart attack."

Lewis smiles coyly as he takes the comfortable mug in hand, "I think I'm too young to have a heart attack, Zeke."

"Pfft. C'mon," the brunette hums, leaning against the doorframe with a hand in his jeans' pocket, "all I'm saying is that... That shit catches up to you."

Lewis' ginger eyelashes flutter upwards from his coffee as he sips at it; which, by the way, Zeke is getting pretty good at mixing it just the way he likes it. He finishes his sip, "I appreciate your concern, Mr. Valencia," he says as he sets the mug to the side in order to get back to his busywork, "however, I'm not currently looking for any wellness tips."

Zeke rolls his eyes, "what a formal way of saying 'fuck off.'"

Lewis just smiles lightly towards the assistant perched so comfortably in his boss' doorway. His dark brown eyes are half lidded as always, and his face rests somewhere between playfully amused and incredibly bored. His shoulders slump, making him seem somehow even smaller in that doorframe. To Lewis' lack of a verbal response, the teenager speaks up, "sooo... Am I continuing this list or...?"

"Oh! Right," the ginger states, being pulled back into reality, "well... Are you done?"

"If I say yes, will you let me go home early?"

"If you say yes, we're going to go double check that work of yours together."

"Fuck," Zeke says, kinda throwing his head back, "fine. All I got left to do is... Uh," he pulls the folded list out from his back pocket. For a brief moment, Lewis can't help but wonder just how warm that paper in his hand is. Zeke eyes the list, "just gotta wipe the banisters in the rotunda," he grumbles, flopping his hand down by his side.

Without a word, Lewis just smiles at him expectantly; after all, he didn't have any more words for the boy. Well... He did. But nothing appropriate for this current conversation.

Zeke takes the silent cue, "guess I'm going to go do that then," he says, taking out his earbud case and popping them in, "see ya in a bit."

"Good luck, Zeke," Lewis finds himself humming, watching the teen leave through that giant doorway. Lewis' eyes meander to that trifold piece of paper in Zeke's back pocket.

And with that, Lewis is left alone in his cramped office yet again. It's quiet, aside from the sounds of the summer rain pattering the sides of the building.

Lewis drops his head back down to his work, pen in hand to... Hm. What was it that he was doing again?

He sits back, eyes down at his paper. Suddenly the words and letters and numbers are completely out of context. He tries to focus, but suddenly nothing makes sense... Or mattered, maybe. 

He reaches for his coffee, taking a few decent sized sips. His green eyes dart back up to the doorframe just in front of him. The door itself is ajar and open wide as to provide easy access to the Assistant Manager's office.

At about three-fifths of the way up is where Zeke's head rest not a moment ago, his body slumped against the wood with little regard for respect. Lewis wonders if the wood framing of the doorway was still warm from his assistant's body heat.

He quickly pushes that thought aside as he dips his focus back towards his paperwork. Goodness, and even though he's reading the words and scanning the pages he... He can't stop thinking about his assistant.

The way his shoulders slump forward without care, the way his throat bobs when he throws his head back in angsty distress, the way his blue jeans hug his thighs... Oh, and those dark brown eyes as he peers through those brunette curtain bangs.

Lewis gets up from his chair in an instant, almost trying to wake himself from his midday daydream. He runs a hand through his curly ginger hair, the other placed at his hip. He notices how... Even though he's upset with himself, and disappointed in his boss, and resentful towards the Hotel and the town it's in... His shoulders aren't tense.

Actually, he feels pretty limber for midday.

#nnhnhnhnghgh dude i was going crazy when i found this #these guys run around my brain like cockroaches in an aninal crossing house #i had no recollection of it at all!!! it was like finding a fanfic of them #also........ umumumummm writing from lewis' perspective is... interesting 😳 #freak loner lewser aauaghgh save me loner lewis save me #heart hollow #oc #original characters #original writing #tumblr writers #oc writing #ocs #lewis lockheart #writing

[bestdoggirlpoll]

Isabelle!

(a collection of gifs of her)

!!

#mod answers #fyon-luna-13 #aninal crossing #isabelle

[furies-inthe-mirror]

What teh fuck human Rosie real????????

#my art #artists on tumblr #original character #rosie #totchb #hir sibs r not getting human refs for artfight this year lmao sorry #space buns bc when I dress as hir in aninal crossing that's ghe fuckign closest thing I can get to cat ears. ok. #also it's cute. it's cute ok.

[florekkura]

isabelle says hi !! (੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ♡‧₊˚

#kpop moodboard #kpop icons #gg layouts #loona icons #anime moodboard #indie moodboard #heejin icons #loona moodboard #aninal crossing #moodboard

[kapitanmitternacht]

Random ahh screenshots

#acnh #animal crossing #Nintendo #aninal crossing new horizons #idek what im doinggg #bob tho

[steldw]

Collab I did with @andreadrawsstuff (centre) and @/strawberry jam on Instagram (left). I had so much fun doing this and i think it turned out astronomically well. make sure to go give my wonderful friends a follow!!!!

P.S big thanks to Jo/Strwwberry for helping me out with my part (right), particularly the shading <3

#aninal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #nintendo acnh #digital art #Chrissy animal crossing #skye animal crossing #rosie animal crossing #art #art collab #anime #cartoon #video games #collab

[pandaswearingpartyhats]

#aninal crossing #animal crossing art #not mine

[hatokingu]

a digial drawing of mine

#aninal crossing #acnh #animal crossing fanart #procreate #scorpion #mortal kombat #money tree #get over here

[fluffyopossumofdooom]

Damn, who could have said that?

#Acnh #animal crossing #acnh roald #aninal crossing roald

[datlokibumtho]

EDIT: I said I'd add more, and so I shall. I swear, the more I rewatch it, the more abserdity crosses my mind. I forgot some, so I'll add those when I remember them.

Rewatching the Mugen Train Arc, and there are a few things I noticed that I shall now share with you. I will add more as I think of them.

▪︎Rengoku's mom is hot

▪︎You will never be able to convince me we didn't see Akaza's O Face during that final attack.

▪︎Why didn't Akaza just drag Rengoku along with him to escape? All that oomf he has, and you're telling me one dude is too heavy? Nezuko can carry someone easily while in baby mode and was strong enough to curbstomp Daki, and you're telling me Akaza, Upper Three, the fourth most powerful demon in existence can't drag one guy along for the ride while bailing? I'm calling that shit hard.

▪︎Tanjirou's VA knocked this shit out of the park.

▪︎I call bullshit that Rengoku didn't activate his Demon Slayer Mark during all that.

¤ Edit: I now know why that didn't happen, so nevermind this one.

▪︎While we're on the topic of Rengoku, can I just briefly express my confusion as to his dream of choice when Enmu put him to sleep? Out of everything he could have dreamed, all the scenarios his mind could have conjured up, he chose "that one time I did something extraordinary and my dad didn't give a shit" followed by any given day of the week. Tanjirou got his family back, Zenitsu got to spend time with the girl he loved, Inosuke got to do whatever the fuck that was...and Rengoku's got an alcoholic father who doesn't give a hair on a witch's tit if his kids live or die, a mom that's still dead from illness, and last Tuesday, the Tuesday before that, and the Tuesday before that, also known as his everyday life. Why? He could have had a father that was a presentable human being again, a mother that wasn't dead or ill, a happy life...and he bypassed all of that. Just. Fucking. Why.

¤Edit: upon further thought and some amateur analysis of his psyche, the dream probably revolved more around time with his brother, or his boundless optimism making him think every day is a gift or worth celebrating or special somehow. Or maybe he just has a really bad imagination.

▪︎Rengoku just gave Enmu his first brush with heartburn.

▪︎Look up the lyrics to Homura by LiSA, and I believe you will join me in saying fuck whoever chose the music. Why they gotta do that? Why?

▪︎Get you a man that's an absolute goober, a total badass, a complete and utter derp, a major sweetheart, and a super serious hot mess all at once. Get you a Flame Hashira. Get you Rengoku Kyoujurou.

▪︎"I'm a box lunch vendor" wasn't suspicious until he said it wasn't suspicious. Then it became suspicious.

▪︎Rengoku moving his ass like "Total Consentrstion Fuck You I'm A Hashira" speed mode activated. "Ecceleration Mode", for anyone that's up on older anine.

▪︎Pigtails runnin' her way through Rengokus dream world like the edge isn't invisible and she was at zero risk of slamming face first into it.

▪︎God damn, Tanjirou, right between the man-titties. Rude as fuck.

▪︎Tanjirou: smells blood in a snow storm, Muzan in the middle of Tokyo, identifies people by their scents after only meeting them once, can smell character traits

Rengoku: two cars down from them, chowing away at bento, unnoticed

Zenitsu: hears thing down to a celluar level and can figure out what something's species and intent are based solely of of their sounds of existsnce

Rengoku: two cars down from them, practically yelling "tasty" repeatedly, unnoticed

Inosuke: has super insane instincts and the ability to lock onto things miles away

Renkgoku: STILL just two cars down from them, living his best life with a crapton of bento, unnoticed

Tanjirou/Zenitsu/Inosuke: "Wonder where the Flame Hashira is."

▪︎Slasher demon: "No one's faster than me!"

The Other Speedy Stripy Boi Of The Mugrn Train Arc: "Destructive Death: Kick-Your-Ass-Faster-Than-The-Speed-Of-Sound-You-Scrub Type."

▪︎Rengoku's Dream World: sunshine, daisies, and fatherly rejection

Rengoku's Subconscious: flaming hellscape

Enmu's Lackey: "What the flip flap fuck is going on with this man?"

▪︎Enmu: shocked Zenitsu did anything while under his spell

The rest of us: "Yeah, it was always gonna go that way, chief."

BONUS: ORIGINAL WATCHTHROUGH THOUGHTS

▪︎My thought process through my original watchthrough eons ago: "Rengoku is a silly mans. Rengoku is kinda cool. Rengoku is utterly endearing. Rengoku is awesome. Rengoku is one BAMF. RENGOKU IS DEAD."

▪︎My almost simultaneous thought process through my original watchthrough eons ago: "I can't believe he dies, he's so amazing and wonderful and i love him. Ok, he dies in this fight, and now that i know the man, i instantly hate whoever did it. Oh no, he's HOT! My emotions are very mixed right now. My emotions are completely decided in their stance, and I am getting teary-eyed over yet another ficticious character."

▪︎My afterthoughts of my original watchthrough eons ago: "Akaza is the absolute worst, that pretty face, hot body and smooth af voice cannot change that. Wow, Muzan was mean to him after he did his damndest. My opinion can not change now that I have seen Senjurou, he is a wonderful little cinnamonroll, and Akaza must remain the worst. He can be terrible and still look good. I mean, are he and his utterly whorish waist and very lovely, somewhat delicately featured face really to blame or is Muzan or psychosis of some kind? Wow, that's a nice hourglass physique and horribly tragic backstory."

▪︎End conclusion from my original watchthrough eons ago: "My opinion of Rengoku has done a 180. I would die for Senjurou. I will probably never truly like Rengoku Shinjurou despite understanding that grief and disillusionment do strange things to people. Akaza is too hot, broken, and in a weird way endearing and lovable to hate. I loves me a tragic backstory and damaged man. I DO NOT HAVE A NEW SHIP I DO NOT HAVE A NEW SHIP I DO NOT HAVE A NEW SHIP"

▪︎I had a new ship

#funny #anime #manga #incorrect quotes #kimetsu no yaiba #demon slayer #akaza demon slayer #demon slayer akaza #kny akaza #akaza #demon slayer rengoku #rengoku kyojuro #kny rengoku #rengoku kyoujurou #kny kyojuro #demon slayer kyojuro #tanjiro kamado #kamado tanjirou #demon slayer tanjiro #tanjiro kimetsu no yaiba #kny tanjirou #ruka rengoku #enmu #demon slayer zenitsu #demon slayer inosuke #nezuko #rengoku shinjuro #is this a ted talk? #rengoku senjuro #renkaza

[lazysunjade]

E N E I A |

“Eneia” pronounced / eh-nay-uh / or simply / nay-uh / is the elven word for mother. Conversely, “anin” / ah-neen / literally meaning “fawn” is a term of endearment spoken by elders to younger elves; most commonly parents to their children. Despite having a longstanding reign of ruling kings, Lorranian society is primarily matriarchal, and the cultural and familial systems, more often than not, center around the mother of the house. The elven mother does most of the child-rearing and are seen as the most valued person in their children’s lives, well into adulthood. 

Despite growing into his dragon nature with age, Zehel retains a strong emotional connection to Yehl his entire life. His tendency to lean towards Taryn mostly stems from basic understanding; a line which Yehl, naturally, is unable to cross. However, even though Zehel notoriously flies the nest and is away from home most of the time, the bond he formed with his mother as a child never leaves him. That, coupled with a dragon’s fierce love, means he still holds his mother in highest regard. And, as much as he likes to (loudly) complain about Zehel’s absence, Yehl understands his son’s ambition well. Regardless of what Zehel does, Yehl bears the memory of his child being the first, and only pure thing he’d ever known. 

#ts4 render #oc: yehl leandelle #oc: zehel na'drazuli leandelle #ahh a few day's late but #happy belated mommy's day #to all mommies on earth and in heaven #I have a new year's resolution to post something for each holiday #I refuse to break it not even halfway into the year yet #so here we are #I think I have a total of one picture of adult zeh with his parents #so I wanted to do something different than the usual #and yes it's obnoxious how much he looks like his father I hate him.

[twiggies-draws]

Neopets hell has taken me unfortunately I don't know where I put my pencil and I don't know how to draw aninals.

This was initially meant to be one pet but turned into 3 pets.

So basically the 'lair' where my neopets live is an island.

Have you played Animal Crossing: New Horizons? You know Gulliver, that seagull that constantly washes ashore cuz they keep on falling off their ship?

I had an idea of getting a pirate neopet who technically isn't a resident of the island, he just somehow constantly washes up on the shores of the island so often that he gets a place in the userlookup pet list.

His name is Blackpaw (the missing leg is the one that had the black paw)

And that was all well and good, but initially before I thought of the name Blackpaw, I was going to name him Laddy, but found I didn't like the name for him. After I quickly scrounged up enough currency to grab Blackpaw instead, I thought about what to do with Laddy. Initially I was going to trade him away, but then I realised he could be a buddy to Blackpaw. I had two ideas, a little baby that Blackpaw accidentally ended up adopting, and is now trying to teach the baby the pirating ways. Or a close friend best buddy, like you know how in some shows the protagonist has like a super duper close friend who is usually just comic relief but also they're such a good friend you know they'll go through thick and thin for them? Yeah.

After agonising I thought, screw it, I'll get both, good things come in threes.

So then the singular pirate got expanded into a Troublesome Trio. Sharpeye the pirate korbat is Blackpaw's best mate.

While Laddy is a baby Lutari cuz I imagine pirates calling him lad and it going from there. The Lutari would be a bit no-thoughts-head-full-of-love because that's what the circle art looks like.

#Neopets #Pirate Xweetok #Pirate Korbat #Baby Lutari #Xweetok #Korbat #Lutari #Drawing #I really should not tag it that it looks bad #One day I'll find my pencil and sketchbook

[bbgem329]

Things Are Never As They Seem…Chapter Thirteen

Pairings—Sebastian Stan x Actress!Reader, Sebastian Stan x OFC (PR relationship)

Summary

You and Sebastian Stan have been dating privately for over two years. Everything is perfect until he is coerced into a PR relationship when he signed with a new agency to advance his career. Trouble ensues…

Warnings

MINORS DNI. 18++. Language. Dark side of HW. PR relationships. Angst. Nudity. Insecurities. Shitty friends.

Series Masterlist

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November 18, 2020

“Dude, you need to calm down.”

You paused, head snapping in the direction of your phone propped up on the kitchen counter of your trailer, an expression of pure exasperation sweeping over your face. “What do you mean?” You huffed, arms crossed protectively over your chest as your pacing commenced again. “I am calm.”

Blake sighed, tugging a hand frustratingly through his fiery orange hair, “How many cups of coffee have you already had today?”

You threw your arms out to the side, head lolling back with a frustrated huff, “What does that even matter? I needed a little something to get me going today” You shook your head, bottom lip rolled between your teeth, “It’s a big day, Blake. I can’t mess this up.”

“How many cups of coffee, Y/N?”

You rolled your eyes, “Four.”

“Y/N.” Blake tsked, dropping his face into his hands with a drawn out groan, “It’s not even six in the morning and you’ve already had four cups of coffee. You’re going to give yourself a heart attack.”

“Good.” You whined, bottom lip jutted out in what you hoped was your most convincing pout, “Maybe then I wouldn’t have to do this–” Your hand gestured aninmently through the air, “This fucking scene.”

“I thought you were feeling good about it?” Blake croaked out, voice cracking with a rise in pitch, “When we talked last night you said you were ready. What happened to just ‘do more and think less’?”

“I don’t know.” You scrubbed a hand up your face, tugging it up and through your tousled hair as you approached the countertop, snatching your phone up from where it was propped against your coffee pot before plopping down on the couch behind you, “I guess I’ve just done a really good job of ignoring it and now that it’s actually here—It’s actually happening, I’m totally freaking out.” You shook your head, exhaling a shaky breath, “And it’s not because I’m uncomfortable with the people I work with. I know I can trust Rege, my makeup team, and everyone else that will be in the room during… it.” You gave a halfhearted shrug of your shoulders, “I guess I’m just feeling a little insecure… a little vulnerable. I know I’ve done,” You lifted your hands, making quotations with your index and ring fingers. “Sex scenes. But this is different. I’ve never been this exposed before and I just know it’s going to look more real than any others I’ve done too and it’s bothering me.”

“You have absolutely nothing to be insecure about.” Blake deadpanned, flashing you a sincere, reassuring smile, “You are one of the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen and the fact I’m saying that means something because I’m gay and I do not normally find woman attractive… in the slightest.” He let out a little chuckle, a subtle blush rising to the apples of his freckled cheeks, “Just know that if I absolutely had to be with a woman, I’d definitely choose you.”

You belt out a boisterous laugh, cheeks aching from how big the grin that split across you face was, “Aw, Blake. That is literally the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me.”

“I’m serious, babe.” He breathed out an annoyed huff, though you didn’t miss the way his lips corked up in the corners, “Don’t even worry about how your body looks, okay? You are so much more than that. You are more than your looks.”

“Blake.” Your face scrunched up in a sweet pout, one hand pressed to your chest. You were more than a little flattered. “Thank you. I’m already feeling a little better.”

This was exactly why you called him in the first place. If anyone was going to talk you down at this hour, it was going to be Blake. You would’ve called Sebastian but seeing as it was just barely six in the morning EST time, it would only be three in the morning in LA. You knew he would better understand and relate to how you were feeling than Blake ever could, sex scenes were uncomfortable and awkward for everyone involved, but you didn’t think it was a good enough reason to disturb his rest.

“Anytime, honey.” Blake smiled, shooting you a wink, “You know I’m always here for you. Day or night, rain or shine.”

“I love you.” You giggled, wrinkling your nose at him, “And I miss you so much. Will you be heading back to New York for christmas?”

“I love and miss you more.” He lifted his hand to his mouth, blowing you an air kiss, “And yes, I’m bringing Damion.”

“Ooo.” You wiggled your eyebrows with a suggestive smirk, giving your shoulders a little shimmy, “Bringing him home for the holidays, that’s a pretty big step, aye?”

Blake playfully rolled his dark hues, cheeks flushing bright pink, “I thought it was time to introduce him to my dad.”

“Oh my God.” You slapped a hand over your heart, a beaming grin spread across your cheeks, “Ted is going to absolutely adore him. Blake, I am so happy for you.” You tilted your head to one side, eyes bright as you gazed at him through the camera, “Maybe we can get lunch, hang out a little bit over break then.”

“Wait…” Blake’s brows furrowed, lips pressed down in a confused frown, “Are you not going to LA to spend Christmas with Seb?”

You shook your head, eyes averted as you fiddled with the tie on your silky pink robe, “I don’t want to be around Catalina. I want to actually enjoy my holidays.” You shrugged your shoulders a little, “And besides, Christmas in LA wouldn’t be the same as Christmas in New York. I need a little snow to get in the holiday spirit, ya know?”

Before he got the chance to respond, there was a knock at your trailer door.

Your eyes flickered back to the camera, face twisting into a grimace as the anxiety of what was to come returned, rushing through your body like molten lava. You didn’t feel ready but a part of you wondered if you ever would.

Less thinking, more doing.

That’s what Sebastian told you when you’d spoken a few days ago after receiving the filming schedule for the week. There was no need to overthink this, it wouldn’t do you any good anyways. This is what you agreed to when you signed on to this project. Your career was growing and it definitely wouldn't be the first nor the last vulnerable scene you’d ever do in your life so you might as well get used to it now.

This was a learning experience. This would only push you out of your comfort zone in the best way.

Another knock, this one with a little more urgency.

“You got this.” Blake spoke up, drawing you from your rapid firing thoughts, “Don’t think. Just do.”

“Don’t think. Just do.” You parroted, heading bobbing in agreement, “I’ll call you later. We can talk more about the Christmas thing then.”

“Alright. Go get ‘em, girlie.” Blake grinned, wiggling his brows at you, “I love you and I’m wishing you the best of luck.”

“Love you more.”

You locked your phone, sliding into the pocket of your robe as you rose to your feet. Your steps were slow and hesitant as you made your way to the door, pausing briefly to slip on a pair of fluffy, warm ugg boots and adjust the tie on your robe. With one last long, deep breath you pushed open the trailer door.

“Good morning, Miss L/N.” A young woman greeted, folding her hands in front of her as she stepped back, allowing you room to step down the stairs, “Feeling ready for the day?”

—————

The moment you stepped into your quiet apartment, it was as if all the excitement and anxiety from the day melted away. You kicked off your shoes, tossed your keys in the bowl on the table by the door, and slid down with your back pressed to the front door.

Eight fucking hours.

That’s how long it took for you to finish the scene.

And it was no one’s fault but your own.

Rege was amazing, of course. Between takes he was making sure you were okay, continuously checking in with you or talking you through it. He even made sure to ask for permission to touch you before the camera’s started rolling again. Every single time.

He was graceful.

He was smooth.

For him, it came all too naturally.

But you…

You were a disaster.

You couldn’t even count on one hand how many times your limbs got tangled in the sheets or you fucking missed his lips when you went in for a kiss. First you weren’t moaning enough, and then you were told to tone it down when you went a little too over the top. You couldn’t move fluently with the added unnatural weight of your fake pregnancy belly and you were positive it looked nothing but awkward. It definitely felt that way, that’s for sure.

You’re almost certain that they will call for a reshoot later on. Rege had assured you that your last take was ‘absolutely perfect’ but you were more than a little doubtful.

This scene was one of the most important takes and you felt you didn’t bring it the justice it deserved. It was the last moment of peace and happiness before their lives took an unexpected turn for the worst—before they were separated and fighting to survive. It was supposed to be romantic, sexy, intimate, and raw. The whole point of it was to really convey to the audience just how in love and down John and Sarah were for one another.

And you just had to go and butcher it.

You were disappointed, to say the least. Even more so now that the adrenaline of the day had dried from your veins and your energy levels had dropped. So much so that you didn’t even have the motivation to pick yourself up off the floor.

You dragged a hand down your face with a frustrated groan.

You could really use a hug right now.

A big, bone crushing hug from one man in particular. The kind that suffocated you a little bit.

But what you really needed was a good squish.

The kind that only your lover could provide. You’d love for nothing more than to be lounging across your bed with Sebastian’s body on yours, pressing you into the mattress with the full weight of his body. And not in a sexual way, but in a supress your nervous system kind of way.

You would kill for that.

You pulled your phone from your pocket, pressing down on the lock button to turn it on. A few seconds later your screen lit up and a rapid fire of notification popped on the screen. You unlocked it, opening up the six unread messages from Sebastian.

From Smexy Seabass:

Good morning, baby. I hope you have an amazing day. You’re going to kill it. Don’t stess.

From Smexy Seabass:

I love you.

From Smexy Seabass:

And I miss you so much.

From Smexy Seabass:

Think of me while you’re doing your sex scene. It might help ;)

From Smexy Seabass:

You’re going to kill it. Don’t stress too much. You got this in the bag. Remember don’t think, just do.

From Smexy Seabass:

I can’t stop thinking about you. Miss you and your pretty face so much. Call me when you’re out for the day.

You smiled softly to yourself. Even the most minor things could brighten your gloomy days. Sebastian may not be here with you physically when you need him the most but he was always with you in every other way. Whether it be sweet message, a call or a FaceTime, or simply his voice playing out in your head—guiding and encouraging you through challenging days such as this.

Sebastian was your rock. Your little light in this dark, ugly world. And he was exactly what you needed right now.

The corner of your lips turned up into the tiniest of smiles as you hit the facetime icon, and it only grew into a genuine smile when his beaming face popped up on the screen not even a second later.

“Baby!” Sebastian cheered, sporting the prettiest smile you’d ever seen. “Finally! I’ve been waiting for your call all day.”

He looked so handsome, lounging across a cream couch with his bare chest on full display. His chestnut locks were long and fluffy, curling just slightly at the ends and his ocean eyes were nearly as bright as his smile. It was good to see him like this—relaxed, content, happy, and well rested. He’d been so overworked and stressed before but it seemed he’d finally taken your advice and made more time for himself as of lately.

“Hi, Seb.” You giggled, nose wrinkling and eyes crinkling in the corners, “I miss you.”

“I miss you more.” His bottom lip jutted out in the cutest pout, cerulean hues all soft and wide, “How did it go today?” He chuckled to himself, combing a hand through his dark, tousled locks, “It honestly was really hard for me to imagine you all bare and naked in front of a ton of other people all day. So now I know how you must feel when I do fully nude sex scenes too. And I really don’t like it.”

You couldn’t stop the laugh from bubbling up in your throat if you even tried. You shook your head, cheeks flushed red and hot, “You don’t need to be worried, actually the opposite.” You dropped your head in your hands, hiding the disappointment and shame painted across your face, “I totally botched it, babe.”

“Baby.” He sighed, the happiness and excitement slipping from his face, “I’m sure that’s not at all the case.”

“It is.” You huffed, dragging your hands down your face, “I was awkward and fumbly. My hands were shaking the entire time and I felt so uncomfortable.” You felt tears well up in your eyes and you squeezed them shut before they even had the chance to fall down your cheeks, “I’m so disappointed and embarrassed. Rege and everyone else said it was good but it took us eight fucking hours to get something that was decent enough.” You gave a halfhearted shrug of your shoulders, gaze averted away from the camera as you rubbed harshly over your eyes, “But who knows they were probably just said that because they were tired and wanted to call it a day.”

“My love.”

The sincerity and softness in his voice broke the dam you’d been trying so desperately to keep together, you slapped your hands over your face to muffle your cries.

“Y/N/N, baby.” He cooed softly, voice cracking ever so slightly, “Don’t cry, sweetheart. Please. If they told you it was good then it was. They would’ve been honest, okay?” He exhaled a shaky breath, scrubbing a hand down his face before moving the camera closer, eyes pleading, “If they end up wanting to reshoot it then, hey, that’s okay. Just another opportunity to try again and make it better, right? But I do not at all believe that is the case. You and I both know you are your own worst enemy—you and that big, beautiful brain of yours. Just because you might feel a certain way about yourself or what you did, doesn’t mean other people feel the same.” You sniffled softly, one eye peeking out from between your fingers, “You are so talented. There is a reason they choose you for this role, they believe in you and they support you. Nobody is perfect and we all make mistakes. Don’t be so hard on yourself, baby. Give yourself a break sometimes.”

“You’re right.” You croaked out, wiping furiously at your tear coated cheeks, “I just feel-”

“Sebastian!” A thickly accented, high pitch voice shouted, “Sebastian, have you seen my white t-shirt?”

Your eyebrows shot up into your hairline and your heart plummeted into your gut, “Who is that?”

He didn’t need to respond because a second later, an all too familiar blonde appeared behind him wearing nothing but a pair of tight black leggings and a tiny white sports bra.

“Oh, hello.” She giggled, giving a taunting little wave of her hand. By the smirk painted across her plump lips, she knew exactly what she was doing—the little show she just put on was deliberate.

Your eyes flickered back to Sebastian, his expression the epitome of guilt, “Y/N-”

You didn’t give him the chance to explain, you immediately hung up and turned your phone off.

You were so fucking done with today.

November 21, 2020

You had every intention of spending the entire day in bed. Finally after what felt like the longest week of your entire life, you had a day off. The only things on your to-do list today was to catch up on a few true crime series, get a little extra sleep, and finally allow yourself to wallow and process the events of the past few days.

The only positive thing that had happened since your heartbreaking phone call with Sebastian was the heart to heart you had with the director over your disappointment in the sex scene. She sat you down the day after, allowed you to watch what they captured and planned to use, and talked you through it.

Admittedly, you finished Thursday feeling so much better.

Friday ran smoothly too.

And now it was Saturday. Time to face your own life again.

You had yet to speak with Sebastian. You’ve ignored his many messages and phone calls since. It’s not like you didn’t want to hear him out or that you weren’t going to, the moment it happened you had already had a rough day and then the following two days you decided you weren’t ready to deal with it—that you didn’t need the distraction until you’d gotten through the rest of your work week.

You were a sensitive soul and you didn’t want your emotions to affect your performance, so you did what you do best and you buried it. You pushed it all aside, threw yourself in your work and blocked out the reality in your life until you were fully prepared to face it.

Apparently you’d missed a lot in your time away. If the spotting of Sebastian and Catalina walking around a popular park in LA and the pictures of them at your and Sebastian’s friend, Josie’s baby shower plastered all over twitter and instagram were enough of an indication.

The picture of them at the park were obviously from Wednesday because she was wearing the same leggings, white sports bra, and the white t-shirt she asked Sebastian about. It wasn’t anything special, he looked to be on the phone as she trailed like a lost puppy dog after him. It was meant to look like an innocent fan spotting but you knew better than that, and so did everyone else apparently. No one was buying it.

That one didn’t bother you. The baby shower pictures, however…

As much as you loathed to admit it, you hated that she was allowed to be part of such a special moment. Those people didn’t know her, nor did she know them, and it bothered you that she was openly welcomed to join and you could not.

There were no actual pictures of Sebastian with Catalina there, just him with his friends Weston and Eli, and then a picture of her with all the other women in a group photo. The only way you could tell it was from the same place and taken at the same time was because your friend Tessa was standing in the background of the boys’ picture wearing the same dress as she wore in the picture with the ladies.

Your other friend, Nina couldn’t be there either but they made sure to include a cardboard cut out of her in the group picture and that honestly kind of stung. Now that you thought of it, you hadn’t even gotten an invite nor a mere mention from Sebastian about the baby shower despite your entire LA area friend group being in attendance. Even Erin, a woman who was a little too obsessed with your boyfriend and constantly tried to flaunt her friendship with him for even the slightest bit of attention, seemed to get an invite over you.

The entire ordeal made you sick to your stomach.

You hated when Sebestian stayed in LA, even more so when you weren't with him.

But that was the least of your concerns right now.

You wanted to know why the fuck Catalina was walking around half nude in the house he was staying at. He’d assured you a number of times since this shitshow started that they would not be staying in the same house and that you had nothing to worry about, yet there he had sat, lounging casually on the couch, shirtless might you add, while she walked around like she belonged there, half nude.

Nothing about it was okay and you were pissed, rightfully so.

Why couldn’t he have just told you? Was he trying to hide it? Did he think it wasn’t a big deal?

You’d made a promise to better communicate with each other before you parted ways and that seemed to have worked but clearly for only so long. You were so damn tired of talking yourself in a circle over this—of the up’s and down’s you’ve had to deal with because of Catalina and this shitshow.

Some of it was your own fault but this…this was on Sebastian.

You rolled on your side, adjusting the pillow under your head and drawing the comforter further up over your body as you finally forced yourself to open up and read through what seemed like a million texts from Sebastian.

From Smexy Seabass:

Baby, please. It’s not what you think.

Yes, we are technically staying in the same house but on and off and when we do, there are always other people here like Eli and Molly. We are never alone. I’ve been mostly staying at my dads though or she goes to her cousin’s. I swear.

From Smexy Seabass:

She only stayed the night here last night because we have a walk in the park this morning and she wanted to bait before I guess. And we have seperate rooms, on opposite ends of the house.

From Smexy Seabass:

I know I should’ve told you. I’m sorry. It honestly didn’t cross my mind and that’s on me. I should’ve thought about how it would make you feel.

From Smexy Seabass:

Please just answer the phone. Just hear me out, okay?

There were more than ten messages just from that day. All of them pleading—begging for you to just hear him out and how sorry he was.

You scrolled down to Thursday’s.

From Smexy Seabass:

Baby, please. Your silence is killing me. Please just give me anything, even just a text letting me know you’re okay. Please.

From Smexy Seabass:

I love you, Y/N. I fucked up and that’s on me. I know I deserve to be ignored but I can’t stand to leave things like this. Let me fix this, please.

From Smexy Seabass:

I get it, you need space. I’ll be waiting here until you're ready. I won’t give up.

From Smexy Seabass:

I hope you’re having a good day. I love you.

You skimmed through the rest, having seen enough. You didn’t know what to think—what to feel. The texts didn’t make you feel better but they didn’t necessarily make you feel worse either.

You were relieved to know that he wasn’t staying with her like that and that there wasn’t anything more going on between them but that wasn’t the main issue. The point was that Sebastian hadn’t communicated.

Again.

He didn’t lie, but he hadn’t told you the full truth either.

It was a recurring issue as of lately it seemed, and you didn’t know if you should—or even could just let it go this time.

You had to be real with yourself. Maybe your relationship wasn’t as good and strong as you originally thought it to be. As soon as you got over one issue, another would arise not long after.

You’d had more tension and problems since July than you had throughout the entirety of your relationship and that was a very difficult pill to swallow.

Maybe you weren’t ready to speak with him just yet.

Maybe you needed more time.

Because at the moment, you had nothing positive to say and the sky seemed more gray than blue when it came to how you viewed your relationship.

You didn’t want to have this conversation with him when you were still so angry, so hurt.

You needed time and space to figure out what to do and how to handle this.

To Smexy Seabass:

Hi. I read your messages and I hear you but I need a little more time and space. I’ll call you when I’m ready.

I do love you, Sebastian. I’m just really hurt and confused right now.

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If the original cast agreed to do a reunion film, what storylines would you want to see? I always wanted to see Nate and Blair together again.

IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK LITERALLY TWO MONTHS TO ANSWER. it has been sitting in my drafts for months!

Here's my old idea. We’re pretending that the recent Gossip Girl reboot isnt canon.

The reboot title wouldn’t have Gossip Girl in it. It would be more like “Upper East Side.”

I would like to change my old idea a little bit.

Chuck - Dead. Everyone has to come back for his funeral. He can be in flashback scenes with Blair. He was hiding that he was terminally ill. Only Blair and Lily knew he was sick.

Dan - successful novelist and travels the world with Serena. Serena wants to start a family while Dan keeps pushing it off. They separate and Serena goes back to NY. Vanessa and Dan rekindle. Dan goes back to NY to ask Serena for a divorce. However, Dan decides to stick around because he missed his friends and family and gets jealous when Serena is seen with an old flame.

Serena - Steps back into the NY social scene after living in Dan’s shadow for years. She decides to live with Blair to help her after Chuck’s passing. Serena has been having an emotional affair with Carter since running into him during one of Dan’s press tours in Europe. Serena tries to hide her feelings for Carter by dating [insert new celebrity character]. Serena distracts herself by focusing on becoming an IT girl again.

Blair - Chuck and Blair were keeping Chuck’s illness a secret. They were hoping they could find a cure but Chuck ends up not wanting to fight anymore. Blair and Chuck failed to conceive another child through the years. She tried IVF and researched the surrogate route but she found herself putting her career first. Later, Serena gets pregnant with Carter’s baby. This causes drama between Serena and Blair because Serena got pregnant without trying. Blair is so angry and exhausted from Chuck’s death and family drama, she approves a marketing campaign that gets horrible backlash. Blair has an emotional breakdown and starts going to therapy. Blair ends up meeting a new love interest that catches her off guard. Serena ends up working with a competitor which drives a bigger wedge between their friendship.

Jenny - Surprisingly, Blair and Jenny worked several years together under the Eleanor Waldorf brand. Blair and Jenny won’t call each other “friends” but they have a mutually respectful relationship. Jenny ended up leading the company and started her own brand similar to Staud, Anine Bing, etc. She’s an edgy fashion mogul and dated many rockstars, photographers, and artists. Blair talks shit in the press about Jenny’s brand which causes drama. Jenny creates an alliance with Nelly Yuki.

Nate - Sold the spectator to a major media outlet. He became a VC and loves to invest in new tech companies. His family wants him to revisit the idea of becoming a politician. Nate’s family set him up on a date with a woman in the political world. Nate has a been hooking up with Jenny on and off for years. Nate just started becoming friends with Dan again so it makes their friends with benefits relationship awkward. they end it and just stay friends. Nate is jealous that most of his family settled down and started a family. Nate ends up becoming a politician and finds himself in an enemies to lovers relationship with his arranged love interest.

Carter Baizen - Considering Sebastian is pretty famous now I think he deserves a bigger role. Carter becomes the main love interest of Serena. It’s a slow burn relationship. He reconnected with Nate and gets asked to help with his political campaign. After paying his debt to the Buckley’s, he ended up working his way up in the business and became a well-respected businessman/public figure. He is still shady at times and will cross the line to get what he wants. Similar to a Michael Rubin type of business man. He tries not to fall for Serena again but it ends up happening organically.

Georgina - Makes a grand entrance at the funeral causing a lot of drama with Blair. Georgina reveals that Chuck has been secretly paying off press and PR representatives to make Blair’s collections seem more successful than they actually are. Georgina finds interest in an new anonymous gossip IG account “Deuxmoi inspired.”

Vanessa - I want Vanessa to be less annoying. So I think she should be an executive producer for an independent entertainment company (A24). She mostly focuses on projects that promote important causes but her boss demands that she gets a producer that will bring in money for the company. So she pitches a docuseries about Chuck Bass’ life. Blair is against the idea at first but then eventually agrees to it. It documents his career journey and the last few months of his life.

Lily - On husband #7 now. She’s married to a Mark Cuban type businessman (New Character). Lily and Serena aren’t very close. Eric moved to London with his husband. Lily has two step-daughters who are 23 & 27. They’re very Mary Kate & Ashley meets Gigi & Bella vibes but more public and kind of Serena 2.0. Lily started a company like Goop with her husband.

Lily’s Step Daughters - I figured we need a few younger characters who have a different perspective. They’re cool NY socialites who know the ins and outs of NY. The become the face of Jenny’s brand which launches them into the spotlight. Blair also takes a liking to them. The sisters end up choosing sides in the Serena vs Blair war that takes over NY. Some of their friends can also make appearances that get entangled in the OG cast’s drama.

Rufus - Married a world renowned artist who is very popular amongst Lily and her friends. Rufus is far less annoying and opened his own Weed Dispensary that’s doing very well and collaborates with Goop. Maybe an affair with Lily?????

Who is Gossip Girl?

Gossip Girl is…one of Lily’s step-daughters. But she’s rebrands gossip girl to be something cooler and more exclusive. Think of it like Raya and the clubhouse app. She anonymously hosts a party at zero bond and when guests download the app they have access to secret videos, scandals, and text messages between the OG Casts, Celebrity Gossip, and Political Figures.

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