okay so. like. wan ed 12. dazai is stopped by a log in the river and starts actually drowning. funny haha wan bit.
but repeating something ive said (hi haven) i think this is actually a really good example for how ada dazai doesn't really want to kill himself. he could've actually drowned here. thats his 'goal' right? but the moment it starts happening he's trying to get his head back above water.
"I thought I was dead"
hilariously wet and horrified or not he obviously didn't want to die here. theres nobody around to hear what he said anymore anyway. and that's why, despite being yk... a wan ending animation? i still think this is such like. a case in point.
figured i'd share my WIP - yknow how I keep talking about "finding the limit of how many PJO ocs one person can have" and coming up with names/divine ancestors/etc? haha. yeah. behold my romans.
This is my project to create & make references for every Roman in the legion, including filling in blanks in the cohorts. For askblog purposes, because I like consistency. And I think it's fun and makes it more interesting. Yes there is a CHB counterpart to this that is done.
I still need to make more refs - all of the labeled chars here are canon. The rest I made up. This is 5th cohort (purposefully smaller than the other cohorts) through half of 3rd (both are about 30 each since the max per cohort is 40). I also have some misc romans not included here and still need to make references for the rest of the legion & messengers/healers which I have decided is a separate category.
These all will eventually be going on my wiki for my askblog, including the other cohorts once I finish those. Yes you may ask about any of these chars, they do all have names/divine ancestors/lore/etc. I'm having fun I promise.
Author’s Note: Here is the masterlist of my Call It Dreaming series ♥ Just a convenient one stop for you all, my tumblr kindred spirits.
Update: Added the Aegon lucid dream! It may become a short series, we’ll see.
Dividers are by @firefly-graphics
Aemond Targaryen
Taste of It - part 1
Aemond Targaryen x Modern!FemReader
Summary: You have a delightful sex dream.
Warnings: Smutty smut, fingering, choking, language, p in v.
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Where is My Mind? - part 2
Aemond Targaryen x Modern!FemReader
Summary: Modern!FemaleReader’s subconscious has ruined her pussy.
Warnings: Smutty smut, masturbation, little bit of spanking, oral (fem receiving), p in v, language, drinking.
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Each Coming Night - part 3
Aemond Targaryen x Modern!FemReader
Summary: Is this the real life or is this just fantasy?
Warnings: Smutty smut, smidgen of knife play, fingering, oral (female receiving), some spanking, p in v.
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The Past and the Pending - part 4
Aemond Targaryen x Modern!FemReader
Summary: Aemond will find you and bring you the fuck back to Westeros.
Warnings: Smutty smut, possessive Aemond (you know you love it, I do too, no judgement) dubcon, oral (female receiving), fingering, p in v, all the goodies.
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Just a World Away - part 5
Aemond Targaryen x Modern!FemReader
Summary: Modern!FemaleReader has a choice to make.
Warnings: Smutty smut, oral (male a receiving, female receiving), dubcon, possessive Aemond (since you all loved it, but you can call me kettle).
Aegon Targaryen
Pay No Mind - part 1
Summary: You have a delightful sex dream.
AegonTargaryen x Modern!FemReader
Warnings: Hints of voyeurism (thank you honey for this), oral (male receiving), p in v.
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Date With the Night - part 2
Summary: Aegon is obsessed with you and will do anything to keep you for himself.
AegonTargaryen x Modern!FemReader
Warnings: Masturbation, oral (female receiving), overstimulation, little bit of spit, and p in v.
All That's Left follows two journalists and their friends in post-apocalyptic United States as they travel from the fallen east coast megalopolis Opportunity back to Los Angeles, crossing through a harsh wasteland overrun with zombies— only to find out that there is a lot more life left than what the protected cities want them to believe. On their journey they meet dozens of people living their lives as peaceful as possible away from military forces, corporations, and corrupt governments; and they learn that the same mutated ghouls that took down Opportunity are spreading rapidly through the country, destroying everything in their path.
Will this finally be the end of the world as we know it?
on undying friendships
for @fightingdragonswithwho <3
graceland too - phoebe bridgers / daisy jones and the six / leonard cohen - boygenius / a league of their own (2022) / a little life - hanya yanagihara / ladybird (2017) / the seven husbands of evelyn hugo - taylor jenkins reid
[ID: a pixel art gif of Five and Delores sitting on rotting lounge chairs by a pool in the apocalypse. Delores, made human by FIve's perspective, is swinging her legs, and Five is reading a book. There are four colors; yellow, hot pink, lime green, and blue. Music notes emerge from a radio. The sky is completely obscured by yellow, shifting clouds. End ID]
sometimes a guy has gotta have a vacation, even in the middle of the apocalypse.
people actually went on about how game of thrones made it socially acceptable to be a fantasy nerd, as though the lord of the rings movies hadn't been released less than a decade earlier and left far greater cultural ripples and i am just
got may have made the adults feel better about liking fantasy, but lotr got into the kids' heads when they (we) were just young and impressionable enough to be absolutely transported and emotionally rewritten by don't you leave him, samwise gamgee and my brother, my captain, my king and and rohan will answer
lotr was rewriting entire generations' brain chemistry long before asoiaf and so obviously it's not fair to compare any post-lotr fantasy novel to it, and each book series was trying to do different things within their own spheres and so that also is not a fair comparison, but in terms of the cultural impact of the adaptations that came out within a decade of each other, saying that it was game of thrones that made fantasy mainstream is baffling
game of thrones could only run because the lord of the rings movies laid the path, and i will die on this hill
🤓 favorite character from npmd and why
⚫️ favorite lord in black and why
i don't think i can choose between the lords!! it really depends on what i want to rotate in my brain. i really like drawing eyes, but i also really like drawing tinky, and wiggly's expressions are always fun, and nibbly's shapes are silly, and pokey's fun to pose. right now, i'd have to say nibbly! i think he's horrifying :)
i narrowed down "characters from npmd" to "characters who have their first appearance in npmd" (according to the youtube upload dates and excluding workin' boys since i didn't get to see it). probably richie!! i find myself thinking about him a lot