#there probably isn’t any tbh

[fluffypotatey]

Pre divorce shadowpeach didn't seem to be the type to fight a lot. In fact the shadowpeach divorce probably blew up that big due to all the unsaid frustrations they never let out.

So I'm just imagining shadowpeach never fighting in an obvious way (closest to fighting would be backhanded comments or barbed words) but that just makes things more unsettling

oh yeah 100% it didn’t help that swk was always leaving FFM out of his need to get stronger and be the best and be respected. not to mention they probably never saw their times together as the right moment to voice their concerns out loud because this was their time to wind down and they just had to wait it out, wait until everything was perfect enough to have those talks

#then everything went to shit #nothing was okay #swk was trapped under mountain all by his lonesome and def going insane #then Macky visits him (i’ve assumed that memory in s4 was Macky’s 1st and last visit) and they can’t pretend everything is ok anymore #tbh it was probably super ironic for them bc it might’ve been that swk would act like nothing was wrong & everything was under control #pre-battle with Heaven with Macky being the one with some concerns. but then Macky visits acting like everything’s chill and swk can’t #thus their fight is equally harsh and explosive (bc that’s what i find fun) and they never really say they’re done with each other #but both confirm to themselves that this is probably the end of their relationship and then oops! swk is free but won’t come home #why won’t he come home? Macky isn’t sure but he knows that swk is looking carefree with some new buddies and gets pissed #(Am I placing assumptions? Yes. Do they have any semblance to canon? They do if you consider my heart and passion) #anyway mixing jttw events that lmk hasn’t confirmed: Macky dies by SWK’s hand (whether directly or indirectly) #and the divorce is set in stone (bc how can a relationship reconcile or get back if the other is dead? as far as swk knows) #fast forward to lmk and they still can’t be civil or ignore their relationship issues like before and fight/butt heads constantly bc yeah #like yeah past shadowpeach is cute & fluffy & codependent still but they don’t have that hostility like in their divorced/still married era #lmk #shadowpeach #asks

[sea-jello]

Day 31/October 31: Halloween || Death || Costumes

never forget the skeleton had hair

#ITS ONLY LATE IF YOU ACKNOWLEDGE ITS LATE #of COOURSE halloween week had to be my busiest week #if it isn’t clear they dragged his skeleton back up and used it as halloween decor #ignore the shading and lighting and skeleton anatomy and pumpkin and path i actually have no idea how to do it #i was bullshitting my way through it all i slapped shorts on him cause i didn’t want to figure that out #i dont love it but i dont overly hate it so call that a win win #TUMBLR DELETED ALL MY TAGS WHAT THE FUCK #i dont remember any more of them #anyways end of morrotober guys it was fun thank you morrotober for hosting #even though there were like 4 or so of us consistently participating #what do i do now #ive fully committed to being back so ill do more probably #but i can only do shitposts unless otherwise given clear instructions #morrotober was good for me tbh i was forced to do more art this month than i ever did in my entire life and i think im improving #im experimenting at least thats good #i think im developing a style i like using bright as fuck contrasting lighting #and a MORRO DESIGN finally after all these months #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #morrotober 2023 #morrotober2023 #morrotober #jellos scribbles

[mumblesplash]

getting better at drawing when you’re not trying for realism is kinda funny bc it’s like wow now my art looks even MORE like the exact midpoint between old-school disney and late 2010s anime. i didn’t think it was possible and yet i’ve done it again. inspiring

#and soon? even More. #there’s also the additional layer of not being able to explain what about my art is better than it used to be #like idk what to tell u it’s just better now. all my old stuff is crap compared to this. leaps and bounds #source: dude trust me #tbh i think my artistic abilities probably seem much more consistent from an outside pov #bc i never want to draw anything i can’t draw #like if i TRIED to draw that cuteguy stoplight drawing a few months ago it would have looked terrible #but i wouldn’t have tried bc i wouldn’t have wanted to bc i couldn’t you see #that’s the thing about art it never feels any easier #if you start out frustrated by your skill falling short of your vision guess what #your vision will continue to improve as you gain skill and that frustration never goes away #but it also never feels any harder #my first experience with drawing was being pleasantly surprised to find my skill slightly exceeded my aspirations #(i was 3 and my aspirations were draw a duck) #and you know what. to this day the pleasant surprise remains #what i’m saying is dream small stay in your comfort zone and do not strive for great things #cannot recommend complacency enough #this isn’t sports you don’t get gains through effort you get gains and then the effort happens on accident #don’t listen to me i probably don’t know what i’m talking about #but i AM having more fun drawing than you so maybe i’m onto something #impossible to say #i’m certainly not smart enough to figure that out i’m an idiot have you seen the kind of advice i give #mumbling

[cuteniaarts]

Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:

Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #lok malina #still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now #and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that #don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before #to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021 #because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing #but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence #anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he #*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character #for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop #I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like #I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her #if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet #okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself #lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer #about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long #this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh #I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out #*surprising #less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know #anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous #her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this #and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning #I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭 #I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb #okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary: #she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

[notebooknonbinary]

when Mike and Will are in first grade, they attempt to run away. This is spurred by two things: Lonnie Byers’ general presence, and the boys’ current favorite book series, the Boxcar Children. The thought of living in a train car seems super cool to them, and since they live so near to train tracks, they figure that there must be an abandoned train car or two somewhere nearby. They begin trying to gather supplies—as discreetly as two six year olds are able to, which isn’t very discrete. Jonathan, age 11, finds out almost immediately. When he tries to convince them why it’s a bad idea, they—with their little kid logic—actually convince him to go along with it, at least for a little bit. With the condition that he goes with (after all, there’s an older sibling taking care of the kids in BCC, right?). He helps them pack a little better, maybe talks to Joyce about the kids going on a camping trip (to get away from Lonnie for the weekend), maybe implying (lying) that there will be Actual Adults there with them. And there’s no need to make excuses to Mike’s parents—Karen is pregnant with Holly and the whole house is focused on getting ready for the new baby. Karen will likely just think he’s at the Byers’ house. So over a weekend (starting on a Friday after school), Mike, Will, and Jonathan go exploring— looking for a boxcar or any abandoned train car—mostly looking along the train tracks. They eventually find the Junkyard—which the kiddos get excited about anyway (even Jon bc Boxcar Children was his book first shut up), so they proceed to search for hidden gems. They find a bunch of little treasures (a cracked but useable magnifying glass, an old working radio, and even a set of slightly cracked dishes in the trunk of one of the cars), but their biggest discovery is an old Bus. Jonathan tells them that, at least for tonight, it’s almost as good as a boxcar. Mike and Will immediately agree and the trio set out to make the space livable (to kid standards, at least). Set up their blankets and sleeping bags, etc. Jonathan reads to them (from the Boxcar children ofc). And the weekend goes along in a similar vein. The younger boys get homesick by Sunday morning, ofc, so they agree that the Bus can be Their secret place that they go to sometimes. Like the boxcar in the Children’s backyard. (And then Jonathan forgets about it after a while bc I completely forgot about the whole bit in S1E7 where they’re trying to find the kids—won’t remember til they go to pick up the Party and then Jon will want to hit himself for forgetting. The rest of the Party (once they become friends) don’t know about it. It stays a Mike and Will thing—until the Bus is p much destroyed in S2 RIP Bus). Joyce never finds out. (At least not for a v long time—maybe it’s one of the memories Mike uses when Will is possessed by the MF) Not about This run away attempt anyway.

Will tries to run away the second time when they’re in fourth grade. Again, mostly bc Lonnie Byers and his A+ parenting. And plus Will thinks one less child might make things easier on his mom. By this time, Lucas and Dustin are their friends too (and thus voices of reason, bc Mike is an enabler who probably immediately offered up his basement). So they’re talking about it—going over the pros and cons (Mike is still advocating for his basement), but Karen happens to overhear and it’s immediately Game Over: Joyce is told. She is, ofc, devastated. And they have a long talk about how much she would miss him if he were gone (ouch I hurt myself😃). So that’s the last time he actually tries to run away (Joyce gives brief thought that that might be what’s happened at the beginning of S1, but with the confirmation that Mike is Not in the Know, she thinks it’s v unlikely).

(And then during/after the divorce, if Will wants to run away, he either runs to Mike’s house to spend the night, or he runs to Castle Byers… He runs to it in the Upside Down. He runs to it after his possession has been lifted—as his friends (Mike) begin to pull away. And, after a Fight with Mike, he runs to it one last time…then there’s no longer any place in Hawkins Will can run away to.)

When they move to Lenora, Will thinks about running away back to Hawkins. He doesn’t go through with it though, because Mike hasn’t really been responding to his letters, and thus there’s no one to conspire with. Plus, with El, he doesn’t want to leave her alone. She’s quickly become a sister to him, and he knows (even tho school sucks for her), she likely wouldn’t want to run away from Joyce and Jonathan—considering she already lost Hop.

Once Will and Mike get together post-whatever happens in s5, Will tells him about almost running away to Hawkins (to Mike), and, it turns out, Mike had almost the exact same thought (esp when he couldn’t come for Christmas). Like he told Will during SB, Hawkins isn’t the same without Will there. They talk about ‘running away’ from Hawkins after they graduate high school—basically going to college out of state. “It’s not really running away if I’m with you, though. You’re home.” Michael Wheeler is full of cheese.

#again I dunno what this is but here #have a running away byler hc(s?) #why yes I will project my favorite childhood book and my childhood urge to run away onto Any and All of my favorite characters #stranger things #byler #will byers #mike wheeler #vee attempts to write #maybe one day I’ll write this out Coherently and post it on Ao3 but not rn we gotta drive like 8hrs tomorrow and it’s 11pm rn #Also Why Yes I do Hc that out of the four original Party members Neither Mike nor Will are the Voices of Reasons. #most often it’s Lucas. but sometimes (like half of s1) it’s Dustin. it’s almost never the other two #long post #not part of my fic series Technically but like it’s not Not part of it either #i should Probably format this or something but tbh I’m getting a headache so no thank u #also I’m sorry I wrote this when I was half asleep so it might be Shit and Also ooc I hope it isn’t but #byler headcanon #byler hc #bylers out here making good theory posts and I’m just like Will and Mike Run Away sometimes probably #this is sort of like a 3+1 sort of Not-fic thing ye? or like a 3+1+1 idk #vee fic

[the-writing-mobster]

Can u draw something about the comic sooner or later you're gonna be mine?

Mac is my favorite character! You didn’t specify what you wanted, so I drew Mac. ;)

OH SHIT YOU MEANT THE COMIC NOT THE FIC— I’m such an OLDHEAD

#Go read the fic sooner or later #Mac is worth it 😌 #maybe I’ll write a Drabble about Mac and his journey to recovery #since it doesn’t look like his loose ends will tied any time soon #sooner or later you’re gonna be mine #I know it’s not like what you were expecting #but tbh sooner or later isn’t really my favorite which I know is a cardinal sin #but I have my reasons #anyway #yeah #underfell #mafiafell #one of the obscure side characters probably no one remembers #solygbm #ask and answer #thank you for the ask #I’m sorry I’m such a little shit 😈

[findmeabowlofundertale]

Alright guys this is subject to change, but, here’s what I’ve got so far.

The main crew (so far):

And the general cast:

I wasn’t kidding about Gaster being really freaking tall

#could I have made asgore a little shorter? #i mean sure #and Asteri probably isn’t exactly 200 cm #but I forgot to mess around with it after I got everyone else on there #sorry it’s so cluttered #I forgot mtt and muffet but tbh they probably won’t be super important #for reference I looked up the average height of a ten year old kid and picked something on that spectrum for frisk #it’s like 4’10 #idk man I used to work at a school and there was a 10yo taller than me #and I’m not short by any stretch #anyway. #asteri #gaster #⁂ gaster #alphys #sans #papyrus #frisk #toriel #asgore #undyne #Asteri backstory #⁂ #⁂posting

[lannisterdaddyissues]

sorry for creeping on your tags, but - please i must know what the tenets of properly characterized Benji Dunn and Ethan Hunt are

oh no worries at all friend i love when people creep on my tags! and that was really more of a general gripe without any thought behind it than an essay in the waiting, but i think i’m just tired of seeing benthan written as the same idealized fantastical daydream of what i imagine dating a superhero would be like. i’d like to see a benthan fic that’s a little more grounded, a little more real—something that doesn’t fall prey to the fallacy of ethan hunt by idolizing him or putting him up on a pedestal from benji’s point of view. it just really diminishes the mutual respect they have for each other in my mind.

and i wish people would stop making benji an incompetent, blushing damsel in distress who falls into ethan's arms and needs ethan to save him from everything because that's all ethan does apparently. ethan is not the perfect unknowable savior that everyone in the films makes him out to be, and benji can have a crush on him without being an extremely uwuified baby cinnamon roll.

but you know, this is just my opinion—all i really want to see is benthan that’s a little more down to earth. and i think that’s why i prefer ilsa x ethan so much as a ship.

#and this isn’t knocking people’s interpretation of benthan- it’s just my personal thoughts and feelings about them #i don’t think i’ve ever really been big on the guy in the chair x his superhero partner dynamic in any pairing tbh #ask #reply #anon ask #and people are probably going to get angry over this but! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #i love benthan! very much! just not That flavor of benthan

[rainswept]

working on something that will probably never see the light of day.. BUT IT LOOKS SO NICE i’m so sad.

#HSR is such a comfort for me i’m going to be honest #especially with huohuo being added? #like idk it’s just. giving me nostalgia to when i first started really getting into genshin #because the first character i ever wanted was hu tao #and they’re both.. spooky yk #augh.. i am so sad tonight for like no reason #i think i should just go to bed tbh that’s probably the issue #if anyone’s curious it’s a HSR network. because. i can’t help myself. but i am trying to help myself bc i already have st pavlov foundation #and the steambird (which isn’t a network but still) and i really… do not….. need to make another network…….. but i really want to #it’s something almost innate for me. every time i’d ever play a game with like #groups or guilds or clubs or whatever #any sort of thing like that #i would aaaaaalways make one. and i would have so much fun w it too. #it’s bled over into my tumblr life helppp #it was always a little bit unhealthy though. #like i would get SO invested into it that it would like. cause me stress. #which like.. isn’t good. #but i haven’t seen any purely HSR networks except for like 2 inactive ones and… #someone stop me actually. it’s the middle of the night. the sun is gonna come up soon. i need to sleep. not make choices. #i’m just gonna embarrass myself bye #especially if i keep rambling in the fucking TAGS ok i’m shutting up now #sorry followers/moots #byebye #me talking to myself like “see .. u literally have this in ur drafts rn.. u could just delete it” but then i go “but i already spent #x amount of time rambling and ppl could just like.. skip over this if they want to so why does it matter” #haha x amount of time. like x from the game reverse 1999 #stop i’m so tired goodbye I’M SO SORRY

[tiredandsleepyaf]

Just letting y’all know if you ever don’t see me on here for a few days, I’m fine. I just take breaks for my mental health sometimes, especially with the state of things. Thought I should make that clear since there’s a lot of scary things going on right now. I don’t want anyone to get the wrong idea.

#growing up is realizing you don’t owe everyone an immediate response #and anyone who thinks you have to be online 24/7 and regularly post your opinions about everything going on in the world #has probably never made any meaningful contributions to any cause they’ve claimed to support #take care of yourselves and stay safe #take breaks if you need to #don’t let anyone make you feel guilty for doing so #I promise anyone who does isn’t a good person #and is probably low key ableist tbh #mine

[sparky-is-spiders]

You know what? I’ve decided I actually really like Melanie Magnus Archives when I’m thinking about her canon wretched personality and not the fandom’s girlbossification of her. She’s an interesting character and a fucked up person.

#i feel like it sounds like i’m being mean or sarcastic here but i’m actually not #i love people who are certain shades of kinda shitty made into particular shades of extremely shitty #which is probably why 90% of my dearly beloved lizards are such godawful people #eityr goes from being a fight-happy snobby jerk to a violent brain-eating monster. #amaldyne goes from a regular person who’s maybe a bit of a know-it-all to a hypocritical cannibalistic murderer willing to backstab and use #everyone around her for ‘the cause’ even as she makes decisions that actively hurt it #honestly aside from the whole damning the multiverse thing my lizards are much worse #like. by every metric i would honestly rather hang out with melanie tma than any of my godawful lizards #even though i love them soso much and they mean everything to me #much like sasha beforehand if i just look past the sanitized hyper-competant version of her i actually quite like her. i just like her more #when she’s fun and sort of awful #not maintagging this tbh. #ok actually i think i should say this in general: 90% of the time when i’m talking about a character or relationship? #‘awful’ ‘bastard’ ‘freak’ ‘fucked up’ ‘wretched’ and similar descriptors are compliments #and i’ll basically always say if something is or isn’t meant positivly/fondly

[cissie-queen-jones]

Stop fucking harassing people for liking a fictional character you don’t. I don’t give a shit what your personal opinions on the Arrowfam are, that doesn’t mean you get to harass people who like them or to treat them like shit. Grow the fuck up and learn how to act around others or shut the fuck up

#I’m pissed and tired #what the fuck is wrong with people #just block and scroll away #don’t leave fucking condensing comments on a fic because you want to harass people #fucking hell #tbh I’m probably taking a break from DC for a while #I haven’t been having fun for a bit now and watching both me and my friends get harassed on a monthly basis isn’t doing any favors #I’m not like deleting or anything I’m just not going to be blogging for a while #we’ll see

[rosicheeks]

What are your favorite colors and your favorite movie?

Fav color -

Sparkle ✨

Fav movie -

Anastasia 💖

Close second(s) -

Spirit

Ferngully

#I know what you’re going to say #‘sparkle isn’t a color… do you mean silver?’ #and I GUESS if you NEED to have a specific color it would be silver? but I like *sparkle* #it could be any color #and it shimmers and sparkles #I guess if you want to be technical there’s little silver specks in the color to make it sparkly but I don’t always mean straight silver #I hope this makes sense hahahah #growing up for awhiiiile I’ve always said my fav color is sparkles #and it probably started cause I didn’t know what to say and I liked sparkly things #but then everyone was like ‘that’s not a color!!’ and I got very defensive cause idk I think sparkles IS a color??? #MOVIES #so I don’t watch movies that much tbh #I get super antsy if I’m just sitting for hours not doing anything #growing up I would always color or do some sort of art while I watched #(I still do) #but now it’s turned into more smoking instead hahah #cause art is expensive 😂 #but my go to movies that I can quote #anastasia I’ve seen literally hundreds of times #it’s been my fav movie for years #its my go to movie whenever I feel sad and just need a distraction from the world #I know ALL the songs by heart and I can quote the movie from beginning to end #I love it so so so much #spirit and Ferngully are both nostalgic movies for me #BUT both have amazing stories and lessons even to this day #spirit makes me fucking emotional every single damn time #but it’s such a good movie #and Ferngully is a *classic* Batty is fantastic it’s just so so so gooood #thanks for the questions lovely #ask

[slugbrain-thoughts]

#tbh creature #beanbag #slugbrain art #i don’t really make art #and this really isn’t art #so that tag is probably gonna never be used again #i made this because I sat on a beanbag and liked it #movies portray art inspiration like some dude gets hit on the head and is like ‘’INSPIRATION HAS STRUCK ME’’ #and I don’t think it’s inaccurate any more

[babycupart]

yes my art is explicit but that’s not the point. the point here is vulnerability and love. i think a lot about clark kent and navigating a world that isn’t made for you. a world that’s hostile towards the very idea of you existing (being other, alien) imagine living your whole life locked up inside of yourself, constantly having to exercise restraint (not just physical) being constantly aware of every action you do when you’re not alone (bc you’re not “normal” and wouldn’t want anyone to suspect that you aren’t) never being able to say anything about what’s going on inside you you become almost incapable of speaking about your emotions, of opening up. you always have to keep people at a distance. the toll it takes on you, the way it eats away at you to the bone. then comes this woman who turns everything you knew completely upside down. and you realize you have feelings for her but like… are you allowed? are you allowed to nurture the thought of a life together? could you ever have a chance? could she ever love someone like you? /something/ like you? do you even belong here in the first place? you who feel so much, so deeply, could you open yourself up and risk your heart being broken? and when she takes it, when she’s so gentle with it you just about break down and cry. with joy, relief, exhilaration. emotions you can’t name. yes, yes i deserve to be loved and here she holds me in her arms and im seen. im seen.

#the brain rot consumes me #do i even tag this as anything #superman #clark kent #im consuming so much superman media and rn i am watching smallville for the first time ever and YES i know it’s a CW show but… #there’s these really insane heavy lines sometimes like when lana is like #‘you can’t just hide yourself away the rest of your life’ #and clark is like ‘i don’t think i have a choice’ #LIKE!!!! #and then in the justice league where his fantasy world was one where he has a family #where he’s just a normal man. where he’s surrounded by the people he loves #and then his FURY when he snaps out of it ‘DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOUVE DONE TO ME’ type reaction #and the tragedy of being superman bc he CANT #he isn’t normal and he never will be but he just wants to be loved #will someone please give this man a hug he’s also probably incredibly touch starved #right and then also experiencing intimacy for the first time #how scary it is to even get to that point who you trust enough to reveal yourself to #maybe im just projecting #but if i think too much about clark kent i just burst into tears tbh #how much LOVE he has and how he takes care of everyone but there’s no one to take care of him

[meowthiroth]

that post I made lamenting about kung pow penising keeps getting notes, and while I do stand by what i said in it, i’m also lowkey hoping it doesn’t blow tf up like that onceler post did and murder my notif page again

#fr though like. it really makes me feel sad that Every Other Social is just so. so. ugh #they’re like. designed in a way that almost ENCLURAGES starting controversy and arguing if that makes sense #because like. on twitter ANY engagement on your tweet boosts it in the algorithm #and i’m assuming insta and tiktok probably have similar things going on #so it makes even calling someone OUT on their shitty take/behavior kind of a double edged sword #because on one hand side you’ll probably ratio them and it’ll be funny #but on the other hand it gives them a spotlight. and then they can USE that spotlight to promote whatever they want #and then because they’re GETTING all this extra attention/people defending them it sort of encourages them to keep being shitty #because they want attention and doing that gets them attention. not GOOD attention but still attention #at the very least with tumblr there isn’t much of an Algorithm™️ to worry about #and most of our users only get content through the other people they follow #and only reblogs are able to actually make posts circulate through that method because a lot of people also private their likes #so because of that on here we’re able to ratio the fuck out of a shitty post but still keep it CONTAINED #and even if it DOES start circulating it’s usually just because everyone’s pointing and laughing #a post having a chain of kungpowpenis added onto it basically like. marks it. #it basically tacks a big glowing ‘‘we all decided this post sucked please disregard it’’ sign onto it #which is like!! so much more visible and effective than a twitter ratio or whatever else!! #and tbh it’s probably stopped a lot of unnecessary drama/arguing on shitty posts before it could start #idk man it just. fuckin sucks that we have such a powerful tool for shutting down dumbass controversies here but it can’t work ANYWHERE else #because everyone sees the kung pow penis and can just go ‘‘lol’’ and keep scrolling #ace screams into the void #lots of tags #vent//