#then got the same reply

[thank-god-and-you]

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#hey I know you're always way busier than me at Christmas so should we get a date in the diary early? 😊 #tfw you're such an afterthought #it's no secret that I struggle with making friends because I'm so awkward and shy #and I know the person I consider my best friend is way busier than me #in July I was like #and they said sure I'll let you know some dates #but then never brought the subject up again #until I got enough courage to do it in September #then got the same reply #and then received a message last week saying all of their days were already filled with meeting other people so could we meet up #at some point Jan/Feb for a belated Christmas instead? #it just makes me feel so worthless #that I'm so far down the pecking order I'm not even worth a thought #and they say I'm their best friend but just feels like a hollow platitude #anyway I'm probably feeling more affected than I would be otherwise because I've stupidly missed my depression meds for a few days #I'll probably delete later but just needed a moment of self-pity on my blog #also dunno why the tags have reordered themselves #first one should be after the in July one #another reason I'd rather be with my cats than people: they don't let me down haha

[incorrect-primarchs-quotes]

I'm.. surprised.

I just saw people calling "tourist" a person who is actually an enciclopedia of Warhammer.

I bet my ass they have read max 2 short stories in all their life yet the bro who read literally everything is a tourist now. This just because they had a neutral (maybe even good) opinion on the female custodes.

Do.. do these people have mirrors? Don't they see how big their red nose is when looking at their own reflection?

Don't these people know that opinions exist? You don't agree with them? Ok fine, but attacking them at random spitting lies seems a bit too much, especially when it comes from someone who has never read a book.

#i shouldn't even be surprised #its normal in this fandom apparently #but this time I'm really #wow #i haven't said my personal opinion on the matter openly but I've talked about it with a friend #i haven't got a reply in 3 days now #:/ #btw we are mostly on the same side its just that im way less aggressive than them for i try to remain objective on the matter #apparently that isn't enough?

[kandavers]

you have that one amazingly angsty drawing of radioapple. It’s the one where Luci says “you can break my heart, it’s only yours to break” or something like that and alastor admits that they are only in a relationship because he has ulterior motives. What are his motives?

btw it literally made me SOB. Love your art sm <3

Oh, to be completely honest I did not think that far! I just wanted to project HAHAHA

If I were to think of something on the spot, said "motive" would probably be: he wants to Take Over Hell, and what better way to do that than to strike the Ruler himself?

...something like that. Not very set on it, but yeah!

#alastor wouldnt have told #lucifer he had ult motives if he didnt care about him even a little bit #kanrambles #ask #radioapple #secret story in the tags #when i was with my disgusting ex i said the same thing lucifer did. #oh how i was so madly in love with him. #sadly for my case he *did* ruthlessly break my heart. #i might even say my heart was shattered! #so that angst comic was just me going “what if he just told me he was going to hurt me? would i feel any better about it?” #that comic ended on a sliiiightly hopeful note too because some people in the reply said #so yeah! #i'm hopeful too #i'm not evil #i dont want lucifer to go through the same hurt i did. #sometimes i thank god that im not depressed or else that would have been the last youve seen of me tbh 💀 #alastor and lucifer will continue to love one another #they'll get the love i deserved but never got :')

[crossbackpoke-check]

it’s all the rest of what i want with you

connor dewar/brandon duhaime :: 8k

Summary:

“Brandon,” Connor says with a sigh. “There’s no baby in there.”

“Not yet,” Brandon says. Connor feels his stomach twist, almost like what he would imagine a baby kicking to feel like.

in these trying times of dewvorce, may i offer you 8k of pwp inspired by @stillfertile’s wonderful art which i had. several breakdowns about 🫶 anyway please enjoy!!!

#OFFICIAL FIC ANNOUNCEMENT 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️ i wish i had pretty fic graphics but alas i have No Skill and also. so much work i should be doing bu #HI SHE’S HERE i would love to say this is a complete surprise drop except i have Anxiety & i needed to ask you guys about it beforehand #in my defense i started writing this in like. january far before any tragedy occurred #because square asked about my tags on their dewey2 art and she spawned like. a million more thoughts about it #including the part where i got absolutely kicked in the face with the lightning vision of those two lines. #like those two lines are the first actual lines of the fic i wrote ajdhkwdiowdjiw ANYWAY please be nice to me i know i am always like #‘this is not the first real fic i ever thought i’d post’ and if i had a nickel i’d have three but this is the first pwp i’ve ever posted #and it’s 8k and it’s not a fic for an exchange (although technically i did very much write this for the dewey^2 hivemind so.) #i have SO many things to say i have so many comments on this doc also i couldn’t pick a title for the LONGEST time and i finally decided on #this one but the full quote was too long: #all the rest of what i want with you that scares me shitless #so. i was angling SO hard to make a yung gravy lyric as a title bc i saw the video of him at a wild game but i couldn’t find a good one #and instead y’all got a very sentimental title l m a o. #liv in the replies #shout out to the extended universe this lives in and also my unhinged comments in the docs. #if you liked fun fuck a baby in him friday i’ll be here all week i promise i am the exact same in the comments as i am in the tags 🫡 #the NUMBER of times i wrote something in this by pulling it out of my ass and then actually went back and did the research & was RIGHT is. #far too high. also the amount of coincidental things that dropped while i was writing this (yung gravy song about pregnancy AFTER i wheeze #laughed myself into a yung gravy title the athletic player poll confirming my restaurant & bar choices from googling ‘st. paul good bars’…) #also if anybody got advice on formatting for these little announcements. help. this is different from my miro/luka one &i’m still not happy

[guckies]

I don’t care how “underrated” your male qsmp cc is because 100% of the time, female ccs on qsmp will always get overshadowed and disregarded for their contributions on the server.

#qsmp #im just reading the replies to one of my posts and i saw something else about another cc who is ‘underrated’ and i got so pissed off #like just admit you dont watch the female ccs enough to understand the complexitied of their characters #or admit you only watch one pov #like them supposedly being underrated is bs at this point and yall need to stop saying it #especially when u dont say the same abt the female ccs with the same viewer count

[total-drama-brainrot]

Love your P!noah au, but it makes me wonder? What if Alejandro was also “psycho” or if Izzy was more like Noah? Because all three of those characters have high HQ (in the first gen) would it would be neat to see them in like different personalities or something?

Bold of you to assume Alejandro isn't already a little psycho. The guy French kisses a pineapple on top of a volcano in canon. That's not the behaviour of a sane person. (/lh /j)

A hypothetical three way personality swap AU would be very interesting- in this scenario, it's be Alejandro with Izzy's personality, Izzy with Noah's and Noah with Alejandro's?

It's be kind of ironic that both Sierra and Alejandro- the later additions to the cast- are both crazy (in their own ways). Especially since the original cast would be lacking that sort of manic energy with Izzy being sarcastic and bookish instead of the "Psycho Hose Beast" we all know and love.

And I'm really interested in how a Noah who's a) incredibly charming and manipulative and b) burdened by the perpetual need to portray himself as perfect (thanks to familial pressure- imagine having to deal with seven Josés 😱) would place in Island. Would he be the one to make it to the final three, only to go bald, instead of Heather? Or would he make it to the finale and lose to Gwen/Owen? OR would be still be voted out first from his team?

AND without her instability, what would Izzy even do? Most, if not all, of her screen time revolves around her causing chaos, mayhem and destruction- take that away from her, and you're left with... what, exactly? Elimination fodder (which is pretty much what canon Noah is, so I guess that tracks). Would she still have her physical prowess despite her lazier temperament?

#see the issue with personality swaps including Izzy is that her personality is literally just “crazy” #you could argue that she's got a lot of hidden depths (like the anger/control issues shown in celeb manhunt) but-- #that's still not a lot to work with. she's a comedic relief character with very little actual substance #WHICH MEANS YOU CAN GO INTO FULL HEADCANON TERRITORY!! WOOOO!! #i love izzy but the version of her that lives in my delusional brain is so much more fleshed out than she canonically is. #(the same can be said for noah too because he's literally the same. comedic elimination fodder) #total drama #others' ideas #silly hypotheticals #replies

[sleepsucks]

Not sure if you really do asks but I wanted to know; how you do your little comics?

They’re so high quality, with the painterly style and all, and you seem to make so many of them!

my ask policy is i'd like to do em better but generally if i dont reply instantly or have an easy answer i'll let them gather dust in the box and fail to ever get to it

luckily for this one i have an easy way out since i can just point you to the post i made on that a while ago which is pretty much entirely still valid

#replying/reposting for a reminder i guess #still use the exact same pen and brushes & my watercolor tray is still that nasty #this post or another version of it shouild have ended up in an FAQ section that i never got around to make either #extra details huuhhhh idk #uncolored comics backlog is still pretty bad if i dont get back to it efficiently enough i'm at risk of runnin out of colored ones 2 post #due to being day-busy again past few weeks i'm even dealing with a couple comics not having been entirely drawn either #not great not ideal the funk i'm in is still preddy real #eh i'll work it out #bla bla bla

[freckliedan]

‘Maybe what’s Phil’s done for me’ oh Dan. Do you think he means Phil loving and accepting him for who he is and making him the happiest he’s ever been?

i think so, yeah, but like—listen. i think both then and now that the role phil plays in dan's life is something that goes beyond words. he doesn't get more specific about what phil's done for him in that formspring and he doesn't get more specific about who phil is to him in basically i'm gay because there's no words big enough to express it all. the love between them's more expansive than language could convey.

#jam replies #phan #anon #sorry to the anon i got today asking approx the same thing i'm assuming ur diff people bc this was over a week apart #going w the first ask i got here

[enden-k]

I only just gotten to the sumeru quests and stuff (I started playing couple of months ago, though I'm already ar50 lol) and skinny haitham blindsided me. where's the meat. where are his boobs. MIHOYO

he looks like that in the game but he looks the way you draw him in my heart of hearts

hyv is way too shy to properly beef and thicken up their characters apparently (in my heart itto just towers over everyone and is thick as a tree, haitham is also much more built and thicker for me) but with the certain shading (haithams arms and torso for example) and stuff i can see what they are trying to do/hint at (so im just amplifying it MUCH more)

anw im claiming haitham as mine now <3 the way i draw him is just how he canonically looks to me GAGSSHDJHS

#i mean the ladies got different bust sizes so why not do the same for the guys-- #hyv rlly should just hire me idk #reply

[chrisrin]

Homestuck please Homestuck please Homestuck please HOMESTUCK PLEASE I BEGGG

hi mate newsflash, you can mute/block tags!

if you're uninterested in the mcyt/su/gemcyt stuff, feel free to mute those tags so you don't see it.

this is my blog, i do whatever the fuck i want and draw whatever i want. if you're not interested, you can unfollow! you're not entitled to anything!

#chris talks #i don't usually reply to these but this is just a general PSA cause i've gotten a few asks like this #this applies the same for when i'm on a homestuck kick #or whatever kick i go through #i've been pretty diligent about tagging the gemcyt stuff because ik i got a chunk of ppl following for hs #but even then! i have no obligation to tag it if i dont want! #this is MY blog #my shit!!! #so if you don't like it #very very politely fuck off

[skeletons-in-ur-closet]

how do i make myself unattractive to all men forever

#i seriously cant man #so recently ive had a few conversations at work with this one dude right #and hes chill we got a few things in common #and yesterday he asked for my ig and for some reason mine wasnt popping up #so i just gave him my phone so i could follow his acc #tell me why this man added himself as a contact to ym phone without asking and texted me after my shift #and then tonight he sent me the fuckin two eyes lookin to the side emoji after i didnt reply to his last message at 11 pm #keep in mind hes 32 #idk i just hate when dudes flirt w me bc it makes me feel so nauseous and uncomfortable like STOP LOOKING AT MEEEEEE #its probably just bc im a flaming lesbian BUT STILL!!! HOW DO I STOP THIS!!! I HATE IT it makes me feel so sick everytime #then i feel bad but at the same time leave me aloneeeee bruh

[derpinette]

when i exchange a message whether i receive or send one i have to immediately shut off my device & walk some laps for a few minutes to shake off the adrenaline rush

#i try to forget that ever happened so i can relax because otherwise i get heart palpitations & headrush my uterus drops ETC #so i have to stay off of whatever site i just used for like an hour but now i have messages sent+received on every app #i can only escape to yourube & it sucks #also even anonymously i exit out of the thread/tab & ignore that tab for as long as it takes me to forget #& then i check back on the replies hours later or days even despite not ever posting bait i just get nervous #( but not always... خلّي أيامك أحلى ) #currently hamster walking everywhere in my house & it took me a day to reply back ( was too busy agonizing ) #could have been a month like last time. or year like the other two times before. IDK why i even bothered #WHEW #that one screencap i already posted before with the courage the cowardly dog picrel Shockingly not posted by me #but i might as well have i do the exact same thing & when people are nice to me i ride that high for a week if not more #the high i got from crushing it at scribbl with randoms in 2020 i rode for like two years & then the *** livestream in 2022 #i am still riding today & ALWAYS WILL best days of my internet life for Serious look forwards to it annually cured me completely #from suicidal ideation. THANK YOU WOMEN. ^_^

[paimonial-rage]

alhaitham analysis

When you first meet Alhaitham, he comes across as someone that has a negative EQ. He's curt, rude, and critical. And yet the truth is surprising? Like looking at his character quest and how he basically emotionally manipulated the whole hive into revolting, this man is very emotionally intelligent. You can honestly see it in a lot of his lines too. When he speaks about people, yes, he may sound like he's simplifying or trivializing things too much, but he's not wrong. He understands people. He knows how they work. It's just that he views emotional labor as too much of a hassle majority of the time.

Spoilers below the cut

You can gather a lot about Alhaitham through Kaveh's character stories. Like while it may not seem like it, Alhaitham is genuinely trying to help Kaveh. He points out to Kaveh that the source of his problems isn't luck, but his sense of impractical idealism and inescapable guilt. Some may say Alhaitham lacked tact when saying this, but it was kindness on Alhaitham's part. Once someone can acknowledge the truth, no matter how hurtful, they can then make the needed changes for the better. When they met up again years later, Alhaitham asked him, "How has realizing your ideals gone for you?" This wasn't done out of a sense of pettiness, but to solidify the truth once more. It was to help.

I think if you don't know someone that operates in this way, Alhaitham's love language may be difficult to decipher. His words may seem cruel. It may seem like he's trivializing your problems. But to speak truth is to show that you're not a lost cause. He has proven he won't abandon you along the way. After all, to speak truth, no matter how hurtful, is to show love.

#genshin impact #alhaitham #character analyses #i was going to reblog someone else's post and reply to it but like... #i got worried i was disagreeing with parts of their post so i decided to make a completely new one haha;;; #i will word this better later #but as someone that functions the same way as alhaitham like... #i've been called cruel and mean #i've been accused of picking fights with people #people that don't know me well think i say things out of malicious intent #i say things because i dislike seeing people suffer and i want them to get better #because usually the source of people's problems are themselves not outside factors #i do want to write a further relationship analysis (aka alhaitham in a relationship) but 3.6 just came out and i wanna play HAHA #so if you're interested please let me know #i say this because when i leave things to sit i lose motivation veeerrryyyy quickly #tl;dr his relationship with kaveh proves that he would not work with just anyone haha #he won't change just because he loves you

[crimeronan]

im going to be honest. im more hyperfixated on the pl au than toh itself and its coming to the point where i thought "wow. what wouldve happened if luz never wandered through the portal as a baby.." and then i realized "hold on. i Know That Already."

this made me laugh so loud i scared my cat. u and me both anon. i keep being like wow.... crazy how it's so objectively canon that luz hunter and amity could should and would sleep in bed together as wildly maladaptive older teens in the castle. there's so little fanart of this though. did, like, Nobody watch the same show i did, or-

#of course everyone watched the same show i did. no one else has my specific flavor of mental illness though. #i love logging on to tumblr every day and being like i'm gonna make this everyone else's problem. join me #replies #sorry 2 my cat who got up off the bed because of how loud i squawked. #toh #princess luz au #shitty idiot repression gang

[randomnameless]

I did Crimson Flower first in my Three Houses run and... honestly, Edelgard wasn't even remotely as convincing to me to join her as the fact I'd get to fuck Jeritza.

Beresu I've chosen for the job grew up in Ardesian Empire and I've definitely leaned into Ashen Demon idea as much as possible, so what I've got was a merciless butcher, not a revolutionary firebrand. I expected Edelgard to be this scary red emperor with the grand ideas that justify the means, I expected the vibe of Nine Inch Nails' Survivalism, but instead she's an absolute dork and Hubert does everything morally dubious for her. It reminded me of Corrin in Fates on Nohr path and it definitely did not endear me to her.

Generally speaking the only interesting bits were Jeritza (love this man, best girl) and... maybe Hubert. Honestly speaking, with the way Hubert acts I expected him to be a Flame Emperor after seeing Edelgard. I just genuinely don't get how Crimson Flower Edelgard can be even remotely convincing - she's scary in White Clouds at times, but then it's nothing but dork, dork, dork, Beresu I hate rats, Beresu my path is stained in blood despite the fact I can barely reach any enemy in my automatic promotes and Hubert, Jeritza and you kill most of the enemies instead.

She's idealistic, but it's never really shown how much she's willing to mow down people for her ideals - we don't see destruction, we don't see any particular drama. The only bits closest to it were me deliberately not recruiting any non-BE students aside from Mercedes, Anette, Marianne and Lorenz. Killing these students felt like something, but it isn't really enough and it's entirely optional.

she's scary in White Clouds at times, but then it's nothing but dork, dork, dork, Beresu I hate rats, Beresu my path is stained in blood despite the fact I can barely reach any enemy in my automatic promotes and Hubert, Jeritza and you kill most of the enemies instead

LOL

I don't remember having the same movement issues with Hector when he was promoted, but damn if Supreme Leader's prf class was a nightmare, she was behind people and didn't have enough def to act as a suitable tank - she's supposed to be a player phase unit, but she doesn't have the mov stat to do so...

Granted, it was my first run too, so I missed on the heron festival event and didn't get a dancer :( but I played it before Emile was patched in, and, in a way, I thought it was on purpose - Supreme Leader says she'll explain everything to Billy later on, when they see Emile fighting with them when the BESF attacks the Monastery, and nothing is ever explained post TS - much like how the war was supposed to get rid of Rhea because she has scales, but come the post TS and we're not embarking on the MAGA ride, to conquer Fodlan!

Corn at least, in Conquest, spent more time angsting at the casualties and blood shed - to the point some players found it uncomfortable - Corn notable tried to save people or reacts strongly when Scarlet is Hans'd (just like Sakura's army? I don't remember that well).

It's less artificial than Supreme Leader who only says this in some support lines, or when she's alone with you - her lines feels more like a compulsory thing to say, a box to tick, than a regular reaction. There's nothing similar to Corn's distress or at least gambit to try to spare the defeated soldiers, instead, we have a round of hypocrisy because Rhea BaD when she doesn't let people evacuate the city before turning it in a giant bbq - when we have Emile on our side and when other routes reveal the battle of the Monastery happens so fast after her declaration of war that the CoS doesn't have time to evacuate all of its residents (+Emile saying the grounds around the monastery are battlefields too) in the other routes.

Hubert is still the best part of CF, even if I sort of grew somehow interested at the students insulting Billy when they chop them off - sure my interest later died, but Judith's JP VA lit screaming and crying when Ignatz and Leonie died, Inoue!Rhea's lines delivery, everything bar the BESF itself managed to make the "we must kille people we knew sad uwus" hit closer to the mark than the onion scene, aka the one where Supreme Leader cries after beheading a defeated, and on his knees, Dimitri.

But I agree, it's almost if all the pathos that was supposed to be triggered by the "kill your students :'(" from the game went to the CF enemies, rather than to the other routes casualties.

"We killed Ferdie professor :("

Watch as I gave a fig, Ferdie dies in a map where he is fielded with a Demonic Beast iirc, aka a Feral One. If Ferdie doesn't see anything wrong fighting side by side with a Feral One and doesn't have the same circumstances Lorenz does (granted, even those circumstances are mushy) - especially since it's possible for Ferdie to defect since that's what he does in SS - I legit feel less figs that when we had to kill a retreating Judith, or an Ignatz or Leonie who were defending their homes - hell, even Hilda who, against all of her words and previous behaviour - finally puts her life on the line to protect someone.

#anon #replies #I remember how I was engaged with this game when I only played CF #thinking we would have more revelations on the other side after playing the other routes #condamnation of Izuka and all more reveals about Nabateans and the plot #and instead I got teapots of Hresvelg Grey #talk about a disappointment lol #I still think that Judith delivery was something #just like Inoue!Rhea's lines #they're just - #What voice acting does to a meh script #it brings it to life #but then it was lolcalised and we all know how that ended #i still think if the US VAs had the same directions the JP VAs had #we would have had less discourse and the game would have been imo better #oh well #I'm beating a dead horse here #FE16 #you killed Supreme Leader anon lol

[lanshappycorner]

Sebek/Deuce is the ship ever because like they are just peak Teenage Boys yknow like how sometimes Deuce does things that amaze Sebek and vice versa but at the same time they openly tease and pick on each other its just such a bro to bro relationship. Also I just like seeing them being smug around each other

#like theyre both kinda smug sometimes but a different flavor of smug around each other and i love that for them #also deuce is such a perfect first crush for sebek like hes pretty and good natured and cute and cool at the same time #and he doesnt hesitate to tease sebek back and also hes just so silly and sebek just looks at deuce and feels his heart doing a thing #and he doesn't understand why but when deuce gets closer sebek just freaks out a little bit and pushes him away #and sebek absolutely hates how deuce looks at him like hes a weirdo for getting flustered that a boy (deuce of all ppl) sat too closely #sebek mumbles a stupid excuse that deuce smells bc deuce just got out of track and field practice and deuce looks at him clearly offended #but he replies that sebek is making shit up and sebek can only shrug and pretend like deuce is lying to himself when for once deuce is right #IMAGINE....!!!!!!!! deubek so real....catching feelings for ur homie the best dynamic