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becca4leafclover · 5 months
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waiiiitt I just realized the reason why I love QSMP so much as a concept is because it's kind of like my childhood growing up overseas oh my goooodddddd what if i cried
#its in the bonding over multicultural experiences#in school everyone would be from somewhere different from all over the world#and we were only at this place for a few years so we just vibed together and our differences didnt matter#but then sometimes we'd just end up talking about where we lived before#and sharing these crazy things we'd had as american kids in other countries#and we'd also for one reason or another have local kids sometimes talk about their own experiences as locals coming to the american school#and it was cool too!!#but coming back to live in the usa has been pretty isolating as someone who grew up outside here and no one else has left their state area#but the qsmp community has been bringing that culture exchange back into my life!!#and it's SOOO amazing to see people learning about outside their world and be part of that culture exchange again#and no its not the same and im not saying its supposed to be!#i love it so much i love learning about the outside world and how humanity is so varied and so so special#thank you qsmp this silly minecraft server has brought back a part of my life i thought i left behind forever when my family moved back#now im actually practicing my german again and picking up on more basic spanish than i ever thought id get#and im getting reinspired to want to aim to go back overseas rather than stay in america for job oppertunities#i thought i was resolved to suffer here forever but theres still a world out there thats not perfect but if my place isnt here its okay!
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spookberry · 4 months
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do u have hcs on what the danny phantom characters would have as pokémon?
ooooh, I've thought about this before!! Based off vibes and not strategy (also not limiting to any particular regions) here's the pokemon I think people'd have
Danny: Marshadow(ghost/fighting this just makes sense for him), Dragapult(airplane dragon thats also a ghost? this is very danny), Minior(i think he'd have a blue one), Staryu(in the pokemon world people think these come from space), Clefairy(moon theme), Glaceon(his starter was an eevee and at some point it evolved into glaceon)
Tucker: Rotom(this is the most obvious pick ever for tucker but im sticking to it), Ampharos(do androids dream of electronic sheep?), Chansey(he doesnt like going to the nurse so he caught his own personal nurse but shes really pushy and they have a love/hate relationship), CoFAGrigus(everyone was really glad when his yamask evolved tbh cuz its mask looked a little Too much like Tucker and it was kinda eerie), Porygon2, Golett (theres something about the manmade mons that fits tucker really well)
Sam: Torterra(giant plant turtle with spikes she'd love this), Carnivine, Gloom, Trubbish(she found this guy in the city once and she loves him so much she'd kill for this trashbag), Shiinotic(she wouldnt like fairy types but would make an exception for the creepy mushroom), Cursola (a pokemon that was hunted to extinction and has now come back from the dead?? this is SO something Sam would have on her team)
Jazz: Noctowl, Cinccino, Drampa, Abra, Nidoran (Jazz wouldn't be someone who keeps pokemon with the intention of battling, they're just her friends or help her in other ways)
Valerie: Scizor, Lokix, Maschiff(this is cujo), Shelgon(she is aiming to get a salamance one day), Lopunny(if any of the dp characters were to be real into Mega Evolution it'd be Valerie. Idk how to explain it, but im right), Oricorio(its in pompom form when shes friends with the a-listers but Baille when she becomes Red Huntress)
Danielle: Ditto, Galarian Zigzagoon, Goomy(every goopy girl needs her goopy dragon), Eevee(like danny but she has the potential to do whatever and be whoever she wants still), toxel(her pokemon are all in their base stage still and I don't think she'll push them to evolve but rather let them decide on their own terms whether they want to or not)
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honeytonedhottie · 7 months
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Hello, tbh I am very open here because you give me big sister vibes so the question (if you don't have time to read through everything): How do I like (if this makes sense) factory reset my mind,body and soul (if you know what I mean) like start from scratch, let go of my past and how I missed all my childhood days. I don't mind the process I want to improve...self concept tips, I am super lost, how do I get my life together...where do I start? quick summary for clear understanding, the coming years in my life is huge because college and moving out of my home tbh the past few years I was and still am not up to the mark but I want to do better, like my mind is always racing and my body looks good (ik) but I am not that healthy. P.S. I am always grateful for your work, waiting for your reply, with love cam.
hi cam 💗 thanks for the question i'd love to help as much as i possibly can 💗💗💗
RESET ; to start off, understand that every minute, second, every time u BREATHE thats a clean state. a clean canvas for u to paint out whatever u want ur reality to look like. if u dont know ab loa i HIGHLY recommend understanding it bcuz your life WILL change, and my blog is a good source to get started on ur loa journey
so u can always start from scratch again as many times as u want 💗
LETTING GO OF THE PAST ;
mental - i noticed that u mentioned u missed childhood days, so if therapy is accessible to u, then invest in therapy. but if ur resources r limited rn that start journalling, shadow work, inner child work etc
i have shadow work prompts and self healing resources on my blog, so thats a place to start <3
once u take the time to explore the deepest depths of ur psyche and ur habits, ur trauma, and urself in general, we have ENDLESS sources online that can help u manage and deal with them.
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physical - practice self care, start moving ur body in ways that feel good for you, take time to work on the big parts, and the little details of ur appearance bcuz it'll make u feel a lot better if u feel like u look good.
health - start consuming foods that are good for ur body. start small, little by little every day and eventually it'll snowball into completely different eating habits. make sure that ur seeing ur doctor when u should if ur having health problems but most health problems can be solved with the way that u eat, and the quality of food that u consume.
goals and focus - know what ur goal is. know what ur aiming for and then do actions that align with who u wanna be
goals and focus is the most important category bcuz since every individual is so different and unique and since we all have different goals and aspirations, u need to know where ur going. where u are right now, and where u wanna be. thats something for YOU to decide, but when u have a clear picture of where u wanna be then you'll know how to get started on it.
when u have a goal this creates passion, and when motivation isn't enough, we have discipline and passion. so becoming passionate about ur life and ur goals will help u stay on the right track.
some other things that help :
mentors - mentors dont have to be ppl that u know, they can simply be ppl who have similar goals and morals as u and that u admire
hobbies
practicing gratitude
journaling (im a huge advocate for journaling)
support from the ppl around u
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everynya · 23 days
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nat i must ask what are your top five hello happy world songs
-@crimsonsunrise
sol…you don’t just ask a crazy person what their favorite bandori songs are esp for their favorite group…. we’re gonna be here a while..LETS GET INTOOOOO IT
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5. Goka! Gokai!? Phantom Thief!
i’m predictable. this one literally is so iconic to me (it is) lmao like its so fun and cute and i would put it higher but rest of my faves are (but this one gets a special shoutout cause the event story for it is so good)
4. We Can☆Hurray!
outfits are so cute and fun, im p sure the 4 star kaoru for the set from the album was like one of my first ones and generally I LIKE THE VIBE
3. Sing Alive by Roselia.
Yeah I’m sneaking in a real one in a hhw tierlist. This one is for my girl Yukina you know I’ll always support you anyway I may have blanked and side tracked while I wrote this list so THATS why this is here uh anyway. Y’know what while I’m here also listen to Mornofica’s cover of Melissa and Poppin’ Party’s cover of Cherry Bomb…Cause I said sooooo
2. Alien Alien
cause you know damn well i’m gonna put one of theeee best oneeees, like i stream this one all the time its so good and i have no other reason but its cute…
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST MY NUMBER 1
1. ROMEO
BECAUSE KAORU AND KOKORO WENT THE FUCK OFF AND I SAID SO THAT SHIT WAS FIRE AS HELL ABSOLUTE GAS ABSOLUTELY PUT ALL THEIR SHIT INTO IT THAT PUT THE HAPPY INTO HELLO HAPPY WORLD DJ MISAKI DROP ME A FUCKIN BEAT
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A pleasure to meet you, my lady
I've come from western lands for love, to meet you
It's sudden, I know, but please don't be surprised
Would you please be my princess?
Are you worried, my lady?
That sad face doesn't suit you, there there, lend me your ear
If it would please you, come with me
Throw everything away, and we'll run to the land of the east
I'll cast a gentle spell
On those red, lonely lips
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Come now, change into your dress
Finest princess of this world, shall we dance?
You are sought after by one and all
But I'll drive us to a haze
And steal a love’s kiss
Close your eyes, I have a present
That star shining in the sky will be ours
You are sought after by the world
But I'll make sure that we are for real
For your name is Juliet
Don't leave me, young lady
You're meant to stay smiling by my side
And if tears are shed, they'd be tears of happiness
Let's keep walking side-by-side, smiles never fading
So how about it, young lady?
I promise I'll offer this body of mine to you alone
If you have a bad dream, I'll wrap you up
And stay by your side until the morning comes
I stretched out my hand, wanting to touch
Your clouded eyes, and sighing lips
Come now, run on your bare feet
Finest princess of the world, run to a world of dreams
Rid yourself of your unease
Break the rules a little
What I aim for is a love's kiss
I'll take your hand and lead you away
The gems asleep beneath the sea will be ours
You are sought after by the world
But I'll make sure that we are for real
For your name is Juliet
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I will protect you at the cost of my life
So come to me
To an unfading scenery that you won't regret
So come to me
Your choice?
I won't hand you over to any other
I won't surrender you to anyone
Come now, change into your dress
Finest princess of this world, shall we dance?
You are sought after by one and all
But I'll drive us to a haze
And steal a love's kiss
Close your eyes, I have a present
That star shining in the sky will be ours
You are sought after by the world
But I'll make sure that we are for real
For your name is Juliet
My eyes are filled with nothing but you
I'll show you how serious I am about us
For your name is Juliet
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Love all these Donnie propaganda posts that are like "oh he made robot replacement of his brothers" or "he canonically tried killing them with a laser" like bro thats not mad scientist behavior thats just homicidal tendancies. Mad scientist does NOT equal "cares so little for family that a robot replacement works just as fine".
This is why megamind and doof should win- both actually care about their loved ones and know they cant be replaced by robots!! Cant speak for bubblegum, never watched AT, but im not gonna lie yall all the donnie propaganda is NOT working in ur favor. Sounds more like evil scientist behavior to me :/
that's a bold statement! a valid one if that's how you think! but you are definitely the minority here! And my opinion is known:
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[ID: a point from the nominations post that reads: "They don’t (italics start) have (italics end) to fit the “mad” or “evil” scientist role. It is the vibe we’re aiming for, so the more chaotic and morally loose the better, but just a scientist is enough" /end ID]
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evilmagician430 · 5 months
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🎶?
for VT/taleblr in general i think a lot of lemon demon's discography fits it well, especially the ultimate showdown of ultimate destiny. and the next dimension. both of these songs are kind of homestuck-y too now that i think about it
sibling rivalry by pup is a really good acachalla family song, as well as kids by the same artist.
similarly i think touch tone telephone and ancient aliens are good P.I.E. songs.
i actually have full playlists for some characters- some on my youtube page, and some are kind of just in my head. if i had to narrow down the songs for each character it would be like this
toast - evacuate the dancefloor by cascada, i am not a robot by marina and the diamonds, kaleidoskull by lemon demon, ravers in the UK, take it off by ke$ha, are you satisfied by marina and the diamonds, so its like half sad amv music and half music i think he would actually listen to. people forget hes not just some prim and proper brit, hes also a hard drinking party boy.
ghost- problems by mother mother, bloodeater by mom/girls rituals/cats millionaire/devi mccallion, flight of the crows by jhariah, oh oh oh sexy vampire by disko warp, jerma meatgrinder remix??(if this also includes jimmy casket songs) haunted by laura les, and uh fuck it bad blood by creature feature. and ofc secret by the pierces.
maddiefriend - crazy town by marz mitzi, doktorspiele, best friend by toy-box, prescription by msi, bill watterson by lemon demon, weird science by oingo boingo, serial contraption of malice by ghostie-p, and magical doctor by maretu.
sally - the end by lil uzi vert and babymetal, gimme chocolate by babymetal, mommy's little monsters by creature feature, dead bodies everywhere by korn, IT GIRL by aliyah's interlude, ready to die by andrew w.k., chu chu lovely muni muni mura mura, little girls by oingo boingo, barbie girl, when i grow up by the pussycat dolls, etc.
sue - woof woof by arthur, i cant handle change by roar, 1989 by msi, entomologists (original version) by ghost/ghostie-p/marz mitzi (i forget how they went by at the time of releasing that song), good news by the garden, my alcoholic friends by the dresden dolls, bloody mary-kate and ashley by pup, and ummm no specific song but i think she would listen to korn
billy - fin fin come and see him, butterfly by smile.dk, girl you need a shot of b12, september dark planet by arthur, walking by steampianist, still feel by half alive, gangnam style nightcore by psy, lego racers ost main menu and also the building mode music, boyfriend by big time rush, tbh i just get a lot of eurodance and boyband vibes from him. there are SOME songs that make me think of him in like an amv way but not many
sadly i must admit gertrude and papa i dont imagine amvs of them often. to any songs. except maybe aim for the head by creature feature, i feel like thats a gertrude song. same w spooker chris and any other characters i didnt mention. i simply do not think of them that much while im listening to music. sad!
spencer (main course - i have an entire playlist for him but i'll try to trim it down in this post) - karkat's theme from the homestuck ost, black hole by steampianist, eighth wonder by lemon demon, cabinet man by lemon demon, evil me by arthur, september by the living tombstone i think? the brony song. welcome to kitty city by cyriak, cat hacks by lemon demon, the machine by lemon demon, the blind prophet from the homestuck ost, the 'you are an idiot!' song from that one computer virus, the first watamote ending song, want you gone from portal 2, waiting for the world to end by mother mother, buried alive by creature feature, stupid stupid world by talking kitty cat, weekly shonen bye-bye by pinocchio-p, alphys from the undertale ost, ode to crayola by lemon demon, just monika from the ddlc ost, not safe from the off ost, christmas kids by roar, here we are from the undertale ost, awoken by h8 seed ft woodentoaster, hole-dwelling by kikuo, amygdala's ragdoll by ghost, faget by korn, evolution by korn, and oxidation and dream monsters by ghostie-p. boom. thats basically the meat of my spencer playlist.
i just remembered i also have a cywren caster playlist but im gonna limit myself to gmod roleplay characters cause im tired of typing and i dont think anyone cares anyways. if u do though check my youtube channel O.K. much love bye
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hikari-ni-naritai · 1 year
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do prime numbers^^
curses, my crimes have come back to haunt me u_u
2. How old are you?
29! soon im going to be very old
3. When is your birthday?
march 2
5. What is your favorite color?
really depends on the current vibe but i do really like sky blue
7. Do you have any pets?
we've got 3 cats in the house. Little Boy, Little Girl, and Destiel Cannon Spanish Dub. technically theyre not 'mine' though theyre my brother's
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
uhhh i wanna say........ 3? i have the pair i actually wear, i have an old pair that i havent thrown out, and im PRETTY sure i have the cream converse i bought in college for my 10th doctor cosplay.
13. What talents do you have?
im pretty good at ff14 raiding. everything else is like. skills ive never been talented at but ive worked on for years.
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
if this is like a 'who' as in an example of a person, i dont have an answer. but if its just describing someone, it has to be a girl who's nice to me, can spend a lot of time with me, and it needs to be an exclusive relationship. im a very fragile, very lonely, and very jealous person and ive learned that i cant compromise on these things or ill just get myself hurt over and over. beyond that, it would be good if shes a better person than i am so i have something to aim for. anything else is like, just unnecessary benefits? it would be nice if she'd raid with me, it would be nice if shes a redhead, but like. its fine if not.
19. Do you want a church wedding?
thats a hard question. i do wanna get married someday and i dont wanna just go sign a paper at the courthouse but i dont have any connection to the church anymore but i do like the idea of committing blasphemy by being a trans lesbian marrying a woman in a church. who knows. id probably just get married somewhere else.
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
i dont think so!
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
with this obscenely dysphoric body? hell no
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
on my left side, wrapped around hanako daki lol
37. Favorite swear word?
huge fan of fuck, personally
41. Are you a good liar?
im SOOO bad at lying. unbelievably bad. i can hardly even say lies. ive learned to avoid telling the truth if necessary but even that im bad at.
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
if ive got a script to read! i did a lot of accents when playing through ace attorney. cant guarantee they were good or accurate but like. i did them. EXTREMELY bad at german though. had to keep doing that for fucking klavier. awful time.
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
the aforementioned 10th doctor cosplay for sure
53. Favorite foreign food?
there was a fuckin pasta stir fry i had in israel when i visited and it was the best thing ive ever eaten but i have no idea what it was or how to make it.
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
both, im very impatient and i love biting
61. Do you sing to yourself?
i do!
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
if i had 50 blank spaces i could probably fill them. im not going to do it here tho.
71. What makes you nervous?
Basically Everything! people and strangers especially.
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
less often than i used to! its very rarely appreciated or wanted so i dont.
79. Who was your first real crush?
ive talked about her a lot but it was this cute redheaded girl when i was in 8th grade. it did not go well! i was so so so bad at socialising in school and i freaked her out and she didnt like me. i have evidence that we became friends by late high school but all my memory of that disappeared when i went to college. she got married a few years back. shes still both my ideal gender and gf appearance.
83. How fast can you run?
im surprisingly fast when i need to be. my legs are the only part of my body that has any muscle mass in them. dont have much stamina though anymore.
89. Do you like your age?
the hell does this even mean lol. its okay i guess
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
i dont think so! no idea what my dad's side of the family got up to back in the day though.
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owlbloop · 1 year
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Fallen Stars:
-Can't be that off prediction wise lol. Didn't exactly predict much about the episode
-IS CLAUDIA'S STAFF SUN SHAPED???
-VIREN! TACT!
-Terry already best boi
-New favorite mythic creature
-Callum just trying to shush him
-Me when I buy a new book
-We all do Ezra
-Hah! The veggie thing is actually kinda cute
-Random thought? Dragon rider Soren lol
-The animation definitely improved
-Terry looks so awkward lol
-Awwww. That looks ominous but he's adorable
-Watch Terry be a flat out necromancer. Interesting that Claudia likes the blooming life abilities so much
-thats actually pretty funny
-Truth. Wlw power couple for the win
-RIP
-...Does Terry get panic attacks ever? Does Claudia? Does Terry have a dramatic backstory?
-...Makes sense
-"But only the one time?"
-"Am I about to vandalize an ancient book?"
-Roll credits
-I see both sides
-Okay.. now I'm kinda getting vibes of old arguments against needing legal queer marriage
-i will never get fart humor
-RIPx2
-Honestly I respect Virens view
-im also respectful of Claudia not wanting to lose the only family she has left
-I'll admit this seems more for Claudia than Viren
-Definately a bit of a pun of Viren and Callum
-Okay. So my timing of prediction was slightly off
Breathtaking
-That eye roll… You know what. Fair. Callum did just get this chucked at him
-Okay. He may need to vent if he wants to get his emotions stable
-Great boundary acceptance Rayla
-I LOVE BOTH COUPLES SO MUCH
-Ominous but valid Terry. Definitely think, particularly with the cuddle monkey explanation just before, Terry got the backstory. Maybe it's why he cares so much about helping Claudia with her dad
-I do actually understand that
-Claudia may be autistic is all I'm saying
-This will be great
-It was great
-Wait… if Terry steals someone's breath trying to protect claudia
-Solid nat ten Callum
-Love the armor. I'm just imagining dragon prince as riders of pern
-Thats totally what I would do and will come back later
-NOOO DON'T SAY THAT
-That can break or bruise ribs alright
-Probably unpopular opinion.. if Terry kills Ibis here I won't blame him considering the other option is likely loosing Claudia to Ibis' hand
-If that makes you sick Claudia…
-Ill add a if he thinks he'll lose Claudia
-Neat snake form. Easy nerve damage spell
-Not helping Soren
-Fair enough ezra
-Yeah I'd panic if I was Claudia. A choke hold like that can cause serious permeant injury
-CLAUDIA!!! I MEAN I GET ITS KINDA SELF DEFENSE ON BOTH PEOPLES' PARTS BUT THATS A LITTLE MUCH
-Wow. That's a really good parrelel speech and scene. Both of them are trying to protect themselves and it just escalates so fast
-That might have been poisoned and either way is very close to an artery. Realistically she'd probably have throat bruising, bruised or broken ribs, both interfering with breathing, probable concussion, potential further fractures, would devolp solid bruises, alongside solid blood loss even if it hasn't hit anything major
-I am not a killer. I just risked potentially leathal injuries
-F*CK!!! IBIS IF TERRY KILLS YOU I WILL COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND IT!!! NOT THAT I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND YOU VIEW BUT WOW THIS IS BAD??? WANNA AT LEAST EXPLAIN WHATS SO BAD ABOUT THE STAFF??????
-.....I. the way Claudia doesn't even try to get away
-Terry realizing he just killed someone
-WOW REALLY AIMING FOR THE PAIN AREN'T YOU
-TERRY AND CLAUDIA LEFT HIS STAFF??? THAT MAKES SENSE IF THEY'RE WORRIED ABOUT EACH OTHER BUT NOW THIS FEELS EVEN WORSE AND THEY CERTAINLY DIDN'T WANT HIM DEAD AND JUST AHHHHHHHHHH
-AWW
-Welp
-I called the angst and literal darkness of the title, more or less the Raylum reunion, and the breath casting, but I'll admit I didn't get expect this situation
What Terry did was drastic but I don't really think he had more than two choices
There was so little time
Either he had to do something big enough to completely stop Ibis from casting the spell, or he'd watch his girlfriend get electrocuted to death. That's gotta be traumatizing.
Callum's reactions to Rayla returning really do feel natural
Claudia's reaction really does seem both real and odd at the same time. She doesn't freeze or flee or fawn or fight, she just surrenders, accepting nobody is going to be there to stop Ibis, barely flinching at the idea of dying via lighting
I wish Ibis didn't die though
Ezra's speech held so much nuance that I so rarely see in conversation. People deserve to be angry, they're going to feel hurt, you can't just move past something without aknowleging it, and even in the fight.. Claudia is fighting for her dad, Ibis is fighting for his work and home, Terry is fighting to protect his loved one, all of them are fighting out of love more than anger, and maybe if they were angrier or more open, fought verbally, maybe Ibis would be alive and Claudia less hurt. Maybe. But we can't know and nobody really wanted to hurt anyone. Also Ezra deserved his trauma getting acknowledged
If the flower comes back later imma cackle. Also, as ridiculous as the petichor thing is I feel like I'm missing some aspect of intentionality in Claudia liking the rain so much
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single-malt-scotch · 2 years
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hrmmm hrmm thinking about minecraft and roleplaying and d&d.
i mentioned it before i think in a post but i DO love roleplay actually, i love roleplaying overall- my lack of appeal w recent rp in things like hermitcraft more so comes from the fact theyre aimed at being family friendly/for kids (and that they dont really make "characters" to separate from themselves) buut also i kinda wonder how much any folk doing this stuff thinks of their role as a 'dm' of sorts. this isnt to say everyone needs to take such a organized role, but as the interest in minecraft SMP storytelling increases, i do wonder more if anyone would tackle this with more organization, bc I often feel like it lacks that and it's why I don't hold interest in it.
honestly i cannot deny that i would looove to be in charge of story telling in a setting like a minecraft server. if i had people to play with id get so into the idea of directing a general story. but thats the one thing i realize- many SMPs that i see that are popular dont have much direction in this regard, and theres many times where story pops up and fizzles out with no ending because... there was no goal in mind.
RPing is complicated while it is improv, in setting like D&D and other group settings, its likely someone is in charge of the overall direction. or its what would be recommended, because without proper planning for the long term, you lose the plot unless everyone involved is capable of winging it very very well.
personally id love to see someone tackle an SMP with the same intention as tackling a normal D&D campaign... not to say they need dice roles or NPCs planned out but, i think theres a big lack of management in some SMPs that reach for very ambitious ideas and that can often be their downfall/what causes stories to stay unfinished or forgotten.
not everyone needs to make an SMP like that, im just saying id enjoy seeing someone use minecraft as a D&D sandbox tbh. and i think of LOM because i think thats what Rob kinda went for before deciding minecraft wasnt the platform he wanted. he went on to DM multiple campaigns of D&D with his friends and they were all very well done-- if hed done it in minecraft too i wouldnt been all over it still! funny enough the only other thing that came to mind while writing this was Shadow of Israphel which felt very D&D-ish with the fact there were NPCs, but it was also heavily scripted- still, it hits a lot of the marks when it comes to storytelling in minecraft.
its hard to draw the line though, since RPing can get quite intense on a certain scale. i wouldnt want to see heavily scripted super serious plot all the time. but i do feel like one issue i have had is seeing improv RP from random players can really deviate the tone across the server and videos. Like, to see some people engaging in the Hermitcraft s8 plot while some are just... not at all? kinda awkward. it feels like im watching someone put on a crazy LARP constume while other people are just sitting in casual wear minding their own business. and i have to decide one of those doesnt exist - and i feel like the same is kinda happening with hermitcraft s9 too now with ren being king and all. its also why i completely ignore some players on the Life series bc i was immediately slapped with them putting on a roleplay-ish persona that just did not feel along side the people i watched. even some bits in the middle of videos i skipped past just to not see it lol.
so yeah idk what im saying here other than.... RP is cool, love it! would love to see more RP focused SMP where perhaps... 1) everyone was actually into it so it didnt feel awkward between different tones of playing 2) there was more organization, perhaps treated more like D&D dming, in order to not lose plot lines when they do happen. it would be great too, as it would help keep everyone tied together, having a proper dm figure would help so no one gets left out tbh. 3) i also just hate the family friendly vibes sorry thats what im missing most.
and admittedly i loved dming a 20-30 member RP when i did it on discord. kinda wanna run a rp focused smp now, whoops
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corntort · 2 years
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DO YALL REMEMBER THAT WEIRD REALITY TV SHOW CALLED COLONY ??????
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I just finished season 1 of ATLA and I’m really enjoying it so far!
#it definitely has the depth to go beyond a ‘kiddie show’#aside from most of the humor that is clearly aimed at kids#and i think the romance between them is a bit meh#aang is too young and immature to be that in love with her and i get familial vibes between them anyway...#aang is interesting i like the angle they went with by having him be the only surviving airbender#i like that the crimes of the fire nation arent limited to just oh they killed people#clearly issues of imperialism/colonization are being touched on and general disrespect of other cultures#katara is a badass bitch and i love her. ceo of 🥺. mastered waterbending immediately after getting a real teacher okay queen! love that#sokka isnt a bender cause he would have ended the fire lord immediately. his crackhead energy is too powerful to be mixed with bending#zuko is a punk bitch#but i understand why he’s a punk bitch. you know what i mean?#also i think he’s neat#iroh is an unbothered king and i love that for him#i like that he flat out said zuko you are my son here is the adoption forms i signed awhile ago i love you#zhao was a good single season villain cause i dont take zuko as a villain seriously so we needed someone else fbdjdkdksn#me when azula had .5 seconds of screentime in the finale: hey queen. girl you have done it again#cant wait to see her next season!#also @ dave filoni what is your obsession with wolves please explain to me why you constantly put wolves in everything#i think the story was really well done#i saw almost every ‘twist’ coming though like it wasnt that hard to figure things out. not that im saying thats a bad thing#HOWEVER i didnt see zuko being the blue spirit. that was so iconic like yes my petty king if you cant capture aang no one can!#also i think it is so funny that not only did sokka’s girlfriend say imma head out and literally turned into the fucking moon#but he kisses her and goes through all of this while iroh is standing two feet away like 👁👄👁#my biggest issue is that the glowy avatar state thing seems like it would solve all of aang’s problems#like go to the fire lord and just ‘im going ghost’ and smoke him. you know?#so i imagine we’ll be given some reason why that cant happen#maybe the glowy thing gets weaker as the comet approaches#maybe its too risky for him to fight ozai like that. like if he dies he fucks up the avatar lineage since thats the link to his past lives#also i want to see toph! this queen better show up soon cause im ready to see some badassery
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“Mornings are for coffee and contemplation.” - Jim Hopper
“I always thought stuff like this happened in movies and comic books.”- Bob Newby
“let the bridges I burn light the way”
I think a lot, but don’t say much
Be more than what you’re worth
did you not see the crown I wear before you spoke?
any maybe one day you’ll find peace with yourself
this place aint for the faint hearted
don’t touch my crown with your filthy hands
make your own rules
yes I know im dramatic
surround yourself by those that will understand your heart and your mind
women power
emptying my life onto here
everyday is a different story, unless you’re me where everyday is one story about eating, sleeping and tv shows
what you’re about to see may be explicit
in conclusion Im bitter
story strong for yourself.
the heart is full of many secrets
all I want in life is glowing smooth skin
always aim for progress
you can still create art even with just one colour
collecting the moments
happiness is a great colour
when ever she/he comes close to me I alway hear the sirens
yes I still fucking post pictures of food
“lifes to short to be wearing boring clothes”
this is my story. it’s my art
don’t become dependent on others
nothing ever works out for me
don’t let the words of other change what you believe in
we can be friends if you understand my vine references
be someone who always keeps going
live life like you’re creating art; capture the beauty and erase the mistakes.
open your heart just enough to let the demons escape, not your soul.
always think positive, you’ll be happier
stand out from the crowd
lover of all thing pink and pastel
never give up on what you believe
never let other touch your crown, they’ll be quick to kick you off the throne
It’s you that I remember whenever my favorite songs are playing
she has thorns in her heart but still smiles
collecting the memories
happiness looks great on you
if show me your knife and I’ll show you sarcasm
Don’t let the actions of others portray you. paint your own picture
welcome to my art
inhale creativity, exhale originality
bitchin
I easily often everyone
try to find happiness in every situation
I still have that 2008 tumblr emo side to me
break the rules and create your own
queens supporting other queens
problematic but funny
you know its bad yet you still let yourself explore
hold on tight this ride is never stopping
just say it how it is and you’ll find the people that’ll never leave you
kindness is so slept on
sorry only I can touch my crown
if you believe their lies, you’ll become numb to the free and beautiful
if you never lay out the right foundation the future will never stand
see good in all things
do what bring light in your life
you’re not doing it right if you’ve still got money left in you bank account
good vibes only
let happiness override the sadness
bring out the light
find what puts the soul on fire
even just a gentle touch would break her/his fragile heart
put yourself first
yup thats right I still watch spongebob
self-care is important
a gallon of water every day, I still got bad skin I just gotta pee more
put it in reverse
finding the definition of life
the world beneath was crumbling and he/she still stood strong
back off bitch hiss hiss
im moving to bikini bottom bye mom.
short but simple
try even if you know you’re going to fail
when its dark let the smile shine through
On a never-ending journey on an adventure I’m still to find
Find yourself before you rescue others.
the heart still beats ever after its been broken
“Don’t you know I ain’t fucking with them good boys?”
always try to learn something new everyday
its okay to fight your own battles first before you fight in other peoples.
match my energy
watch me finesse yo dumbass
yes I own more than just one black shirt. I own 10
we’re all just stars lost in space
don’t let other make the rules for you
I want to create
comfortable silence is so slept on
and all it took was a touch of gold
“Ain’t you ever seen a princess be a bad bitch?”
never listen to those that they to darken the light in your life
im proud of myself
neither lost nor found
have a positive mindset
im honestly a troubled kid looking for dank memes
don’t look back, chase whats in front
no thanks, I don’t want leftover
I stare at the stars every night thinking what could have been
lets the sadness fade away
I should socialise more
the mark he/she left was eternal
ephemeral: lasting for a very short time
and she/he was idyllically innocent
scintillate: to emit sparks; to twinkle, as the stars
she/he was a psychedelic drug
I never listened to her/his mistakes but always heard her/his smile
choose life
you really tried it
its fine we all make mistakes, you were just born as one
explore to find what defines you
she cute but she also a psycho
sorry but the page you’ve found may be toxic for you
how far will you go?
Everything pours out
Break through the cage around her/his heart
She/he’s calling for a name, but it’s written in stone
if I let go of you, I’ll drop you to the ground
one you start counting the stars you’ll end up stranded
jammin to 2000 bops
its lifeless art
a princess
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heshoes · 2 years
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It seems that you’ve graduated from Scarred Styles to Harry’s personal home to finally finish the tattoo that the famed owner and artist stared over 2 weeks ago, however, when it’s all said and done and the permanent ink has settled will your lust for the cocksure owner settle and die down as well?
ITS DONEEEE READ READ READ IT  I have yet to edit it but I will later whores! BYE IM GOING TO BED NOW IM GONNA THROW UP I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS ONE if you did kindly give me feedback send me anons and reblog 😌😌👹👹
Warnings: Pain kink unprotected sex (make sure he’s wrapped before cheeks be clapped), slight degrading and SMUT nasty nasty smut!
word count: 6.1k
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You barely knew him.
Thats the only thing that went through your mind as you’d pulled into yet another parking lot only this time, it was Harry’s— the parking lot to his apartment.You didn’t have to fumble with trying to find a space, you didn’t have to  worry about how much you had to pay the parking meeter, in fact you knew that no where was truly a safe haven, but you didn’t feel as if you had to worry about that much at all here.
The sun had just set, yet as you pulled into the lot each side of the street immediately lit up with street lamps to guid your path. You could’t even pull in to park without giving the gate guard a code and the building that you sat in front of left you questioning if you were even in the right place.
You’d opened your text messages to check and recheck the address, however, regardless of your doubt— the numbers in the message matched that of the numbers on the building and the building was lavish. It was nothing short of your typical downtown hipster vibe, but it was the last place that you would expect a person like Harry to be.
Continuing to look at your phone, you scrolled up past the address provided to the very first text that he’d sent you causing you to smile. 
H: Hello, Y/N. Are you sure you’re fine with coming to my place to finish the tattoo? Wouldn’t want you to feel pressured or anything. 
Y/N? No “pretty bird?” Hi, Harry. Your texts are so formal. Im sure i want to come at your house. 
*to your house. Sorry. Auto correct.
H: Auto correct? I don’t think it was but we’ll address that later. Business before pleasure, pretty bird. You did pay me for it after all. I aim to please. Every time.
You took a deep breath and looked down at your phone wishing that you told Gia now about you and Harry’s hook up. Not that you felt threatened or unnerved about being at his apartment, you at least felt as if you should let her know where you were so that someone would. You would do the same for your tinder dates. If she got suspicious you could always allude to that.
 Hey. I just wanted to let you know I’m out on a date just in case it all goes wrong and I end up on the news tomorrow in a missing persons report. 
You looked at your screen as you killed your engine and grabbed your purse, not expecting a text back so soon.
G: Aye! Thanks for letting me know. Maybe you should drop your pin? If he attempted anything with you I’m sure he’d be in the missing persons report…Who is it? 
You loved your friend, but she was inquisitive.
Tinder date… I wanted to be wined and dined.
G: Tinder? Wined and dined? Hoe… You want to bump and grind. Be safe make good choices. Have good sex. Drop Your pin.
You chuckled to yourself as you contemplated sharing your location. Surely if you did it she would know and perhaps Harry didn’t want his employee’s to be the wiser? He did say that was always the professional besides the times that he had you on his table. You opted to ignore the request seeing as you shared your location with Gia already you found it unnecessary that she know the exact address. If she had any inkling of where Harry lives surely she would put the clues together to know where you were based off the area alone.
You checked your face once more applying gloss to your lips and wrapped the tendrils of hair that hung in your face around your finger once more to ensure that there was still a cute spiral before you hopped out of your car, approaching his building cautiously. A doorman opened the glass double door for you catching you off guard as you sent Harry an I’m downstairs text. What you were absolutely not expecting next was the reply he sent you.
H: Okay. I’ll come get you.
You snickered to yourself before answering. Surely you could navigate an elevator alone.
526 right?
H: 526. Yes.
I’m already on the elevator.
H: I’ll meet you at the doors then.
You smiled to yourself as Harry insisted and a feeling of anticipation took over your being as you elevated quickly to the 5th floor. When the bell ding to let you know that you’d made it to your destination and the doors opened you let out a puff of air unaware that you were holding your breath in the first place.
Harry wasn’t there like he said he’d be causing you to look at the number on the floor one more time before exiting the elevator, but as soon as you entered the foyer of the floor you could hear feet padding towards you. When your eyes met a grin automatically spread on his face  and you held your breath again knowingly this time as you took in his scantily clad appearance. 
Usually when you see Harry, black jeans and or a black tank t-shirt is what you’re accustomed to, however, with him being at home, a more relaxed look did make sense.
Grey sweatpants that hung dangerously low on his narrow hips was all he wore to meet you at the elevator and though you weren’t complaining you were staring and he did see you. You cleared your throat and averted your eyes upwards toward his face causing him to smile before pulling his bottom lip in his mouth just so a dimple could pop.
“You didn’t have to meet me at the elevator you know. I was going to be just fine making it to your door.”
“Yeah, well. I’m a fucking gentleman, Y/N, if you must know. It’s like in my DNA or sommat.”
“A scantily clad gentleman.” You eyed him up and down shamelessly before Harry tilted his head to the side to look at you the same way taking you in all the while visually undressing you.
“Sorry. Got out of the shower and this was all I was able to grab, but I do tend to get comfortable at home. I can put on something else if this bothers you?” Harry spoke before stopping in front of his door, pulling the key to his flat out of his pocket before unlocking it to let you in.
You’d prefer of he’d take something off. The sexual tension between the two of you was already palpable and you’d only just got here, but you continued to play as coy as he did.
“No. By all means, stay comfortable. You are at home after all.” 
Your eyes widened as they scanned the industrial open lay out of the loft apartment in awe of how sleek it was for a single male somewhere in his 20’s. His home was black and exposed brick pillars with various pops of dark copper steal throughout; on his stair case, the frames of the floor to ceiling windows, and the beams that ran across the cap of the residence. It was cold for lack of better word, but somehow still somewhat warm.
“Shoes at the door, please.” Harry spoke while watching you, same grin on his lips that was there in the hallway.
“Yeah of course. So this is how all celebrity tattoo artists live?” You asked removing your shoes while hobbling on one leg at a time.
“Not all of them.” He responded cockily too sure that he was part of a select few before he spoke again. “Do you need anything before we start? Food? Drink?” 
“Nope. Just need you to finish me off—.”  You spoke with the intent to get a rise and that’s exactly what you did. Harry’s head tilted to the side but before he could get a quip in you finished your statement, “like you said, that’s what I paid you for.”
Harry’s thumb slid across his  bottom lip before he nodded his head. “Alright. Table is in the living room. You can put your leggings on the couch…You have on panties this time I assume?”
You laughed out loud because you had a second mind not wear them. You hated how panty lines showed through leggings, but because you would have to take the leggings off, you decided on a at least a thong this time. With the skirt on you were able to cover your cunt with the excess fabric. If you took off your leggings and were completely bare underneath you highly doubt the tattoo would ever get done.
“I think I might have remembered panties today,” 
“How unfortunate.” Harry pouted  before bringing a cold water bottle to his lips, smirking at his cheeky comment as he watched you walk away from him towards the inset style living room.
You set your bag on his couch as you looked over your shoulder at him, raising an eyebrow hoping for a bit of privacy as you disrobed regardless to how unnecessary it was. Harry’s gaze intensified with your own as he continued to drink from his water bottle so you’d decided to give him something to look at. Slowly pulling your leggings down your thighs and down to you ankles you bent over showing Harry your ass before standing up again, leggings in hand to neatly fold them and place them on the couch next to your purse. Water dribbled down the side of his mouth causing his forked tongue to clean up his spill, and slowly lick at the corner of his lips causing your clit to ache.
“If I didn’t wear them, how else would you have been able to focus? I think my pussy hypnotizes you.”
Harry began to choke on the water he drank chuckling before bringing the rim to his full pink lips, prepared to moisten them once more.
“You know you’re very sure of yourself, pretty bird. Love to see it in you.”
“Pot, meet kettle.” You spoke resisting the urge to say what else you’d love to see in you before you sat on the cold leather of the table.
Feeling goose bumps rise on your skin subtly subdued the heat between your legs and you were grateful for the cooling contrast as it settled down your lust. You wore something that you would have to take off for the same reason that Harry strutted out in grey sweatpants. It was a thirst trap. You both knew you wanted to fuck the other senseless and uninhibitedly, hence an invite to Harry’s private living quarters, but the build to the fuck was just as arousing as the act itself and you had no intensions of speeding it up.
You were lost in thought as Harry came to sit in front of you. Gloves already on his hands and materials already in place for him to finally finish the tattoo. Music played subtly in the background as he removed the bandage from your leg causing you to hiss in pleasure at how slightly raw the skin still felt.
“Have you always had a pain kink?” Harry asked nonchalantly as he examined your skin, determining it to be healed enough to start tattooing again. The question caught you off guard and intensified the dull ache that began to grow in your clit from his touch alone. Instead of showing his effect on you, you decided to ask a question of your own.
“Do you always bring women here to finish their tattoos?”
Harry looked up at you from under his eyebrows, allowing one corner of his mouth to curl upward before looking back at your leg. Answering your question without so much as a word. The felt tip of his sharpie drew on its finishing touches before the vibration of the tattoo gun could be heard. You braced yourself sighing slightly as the needle dug into your skin.
“How big of a whore do you take me for, pretty bird?”
“With a place like this? A huge one.”
Harry laughed as his focus shifted to the tattoo in front of him and you looked around his apartment at exactly how the space was set up. To you, the set up of a persons home said a lot about them and Harry was no exception to this.
“You wound me. I rarely bring anyone back to my house…”
“Is that so?” You asked him with a smirk of your own on your lips as you continued to gather possible sexual pleasures from the details around his apartment. You’d been on enough “tinder dates” to be able to gather a person’s kinks before they even address them or even know they made them prevalent. Your eyes landed on two things so far and those two things were enough to make you cum in your panties at just the idea of them.
“Mhm.”
You’d let it slide, for now, not wanting to burst his bubble to quickly as you’d decided that you already knew he wasn’t telling the entire truth. Instead of outing him, you watched him intently he continued to make permanent drawings on your leg, observing how his own tattooed skin tensed and flexed as a result of his muscle movement. 
You were glad he wasn’t wearing a shirt. It gave you something else to look at for sure and let you know more about him without asking too many questions.
He was certainly a person who worked out. His back muscles popped under the various black ink marks that you longed to get a better look at. You should have known that his back, chest and torso would be just as tattooed as his arms and neck proved to be and you couldn’t help but wonder how long it took for him to get this tatted. 
He had so many tattoos that stood out now that you could see the majority of them in all their glory. There were markings everywhere, swallows on his collar bones, a moth? Or maybe it was a butterfly sat in the middle of his torso right under where his sternum ended, several drawings made up the sleeves on each of his arms that you’d managed to see the first time you met him. But even still with all of his of the exposed markings you saw, your favorite was still the small cross that rested on the apex of his thumb and fore finger on his left hand.
“I can feel you staring.”
“Your tattoos are a distraction. I was trying to count how many you have.”
“Good luck with that. I’ve lost count myself. But the last number I remember is 162 and that was before my right sleeve.”
“Fuck…This is actually starting to burn in a bad way.” You winced as Harry wiped your thigh with a paper towel to remove access ink that sat on the top of your skin.
“So the burn was good before, pretty bird? I’m partial to the burn of a tattoo myself, but I forgot that this is your first one. You’re doing so good for me, but do you need a break?” 
The words rolled off his lips effortlessly leading you to believe that he’s said them before in a very different context, either that or that specific context is how you’d like to hear those exact words again. 
Your throat went dry and you put your hand there as reference causing Harry’s eyes to be drawn to the spot where you touched. You thought you saw his pupils dilate slightly but it could have just been the lightning in the room.
“I think I should have taken you up on that drink offer.”
Harry stood from his seat and made his way towards his kitchen once more letting you get a better visual of the thick imprint of his cock as it swung freely in the loose fitting fabric as well as how cute his ass was in his sweats when he turned away from you.
“Water? Juice? Coffee? Alcohol?” 
“Water is fine. Thank you.” You answered as he brought back two bottles, one for you and himself. When you took the bottle from him you once again was thankful for the contrast of the cold bottle on your heated skin. 
“You ready? I’m almost done. I have something else I need to do after this.”
Your eyebrows knotted slightly. Did you interpret this invite wrong? Between the sexual innuendoes and the flirting in texts that you both sent leading up to this point it was pretty clear what you both wanted, or at least you thought so. You nodded your head not allowing it to get to you before he started again. There was only a small section left now.
He began shading again, which you were able to justify as the worst part of the whole process but you could feel yourself begin to settle as the tips of his fingers pressed into your inner thigh. The sting once again turned into a pleasurable dull ache that caused your pussy to flood, dampening the thong you wore and releasing pheromones that caused Harry to practically salivate.
He continued to work with his head down, determined to finish the piece before he had a piece only if  you would have him that is. You were very much that something else to do after the tattoo is finished, but the fact that you were unaware that it was you only added to his arousal. 
A tent began to pitch in his grey thirst trap joggers though his eyes remained on the work in front of him. Clearly now he was determined, but so were you. Harry sat in the perfect position to allow your opposite foot to graze his leg and you did so, pointing your toes to drag your foot lazily up his thigh. Harry’s bottom lip drew into his mouth as he tried to actively ignore how close you were to his cock. You were almost able to graze it with the tip of your toes, but a sharp sting caught you off guard.
“Ahh Shit”
“Shh. You should know by now that the inner thigh stings a little bit more.” Harry spoke, pausing the tattoo processes to take a sip of his water. He rubbed over your thigh gently where he’d made the last mark before kissing just below it. His lips were wet once more with the water but if he continued that they would surely be wet with your juices.
“Better?” The gravel in his voice made blood rush to your clit and the familiar scent of your arousal hit your nose. There was no way that he didn’t know just how wet you were.
“Better.” You responded holding his eye contact as your heart drummed in your chest and the aching in your clit picked up a rhythmic pattern of its own.
“Good, because it’s finally, finished pretty bird.” Harry;s hand drug down slowly toward the back of your knee causing a chill to run down your spine. At this point your panties were ruined.  You might as well not have worn them. “Why don’t you go check it in the mirror?”
Harry moved his chair back away from you and the bulge in his sweats was more prevalent now than it was before, half mast to full. Quickly you stood from his tattoo seat and made your way to the full body length mirror with your thought solely on how deep you could get his cock down your throat instead of looking at the work of art that he’d just completed.
You grinned as you looked at yourself in front of two of his sexual tells. The first being the body length mirror that could arguably be there because he does tattoo in his home and it does help clients better see his work. However, seeing his bedroom upstairs from this open concept style loft, you also saw that the same kind of mirror sat just so on the side of his bed. The smile on your face grew as you were pleased with your tattoo. Harry was incredibly talented and his work was beautiful. Almost as beautiful as the view from the floor to ceiling windows that had no kind of curtain on them whatsoever. From the observations that you made he liked to watch and be watched and what a better way to thank him for such a beautiful piece of art? Taking into consideration that Harry said he had something else to do, you figured that you could possibly get him to postpone his plans.
Your fingers traced lightly over the fresh ink lines as you looked at your tattoo more than satisfied with how it came out. You stood there silently in awe before another reflexion was seen behind you in the mirror. 
“Do you like it?” Harry asked as his eyes made contact with yours in the reflecting glass. 
“I do. A lot.” A smirk grew on his lips causing heat to overtake your entire being and when you felt his body press against yours from behind, you thought you’d spontaneously combust. 
Harry used his middle finger to trace lightly around the welted skin of your tattoo until it got closer to your inner thigh, drawing upward towards your cunt. An unsolicited moan left your lips causing him to stop and raise his eyebrow cockily before his hands past where you wanted them to be. His fingers now tracing over the band of your panties.
“How are your piercings?” His chin rested gently on your shoulder as you continued the light touch of his fingers across the skin of your stomach as you stood in soaked panties and a t-shirt. 
“They’re fine.”
“I don’t know if I believe you.” Harry’s grin deepened as your eyebrows raised. How you were still able to stand on two feet was beyond you at this point. Your heart sped up in your chest and you couldn’t break the eye contact that he held with you through the mirror. It was almost as if you were stunned.
“I have no reason to lie.” You quipped before licking your lips and placing your own hand over the one of harry’s that had since stopped its movement above the top of your panties.
“Let me check then?”
“I would, but didn’t you say that you had something to do?”
Harrys left hand crept up your side causing you to shiver as it moved slowly. You watched him still in the mirror not daring to look away, let alone blink. His fingers grazed your breast as it continued its ascent and when it reached your shoulder and started to come across your collar bones to allow his fingers to splay and wrap gently, yet firmly at the base of your neck, you had to lean against him for support. He had you in a chokehold, literally and figuratively and that’s when you knew it for sure.
You were his.
“I was talking about you, pretty bird.”  His lips skimmed the shell of your ear causing you to take a shaky deep breath as you allowed more of your weight to rest against Harry’s chest. “Let me check? Do you want me to check? Say it…Tell me. Tell me.”
“Yes. Please?” You replied barely above a whisper before his right hand delved under your panties careful to not be too rough with the new clit modification. 
His left hand still rested firmly on your neck and when he felt the extent of how turned on you were, his grip tightened. You could do nothing but moan as his middle finger delved deep into your cunt causing him to put slight pressure on your overly sensitive clit with the palm of his hand.
“Fuckin hell, Y/N” Harry moaned into the open space of the room, the sound of your name rolling off of his split tongue enough to make you come undone. You forced your eyes to stay open and your knees to not give out keeping the cross on his left hand as a focal point as his right ring finger pushed into your pulsating pussy
Your jaw dropped and your eyes rolled to the back of your skull as he continued to finger fuck you in the mirror. Pornographic sounds began to fall from your lips but just as Harry began the build to get you to where you wanted to be, all you could feel was the loss of connection. Your eyes snapped open as Harry grinned devilishly behind you, the grip of his left hand loosening, much to your disapproval.
“Look at the mess you’re leaving on my fingers, Y/N.”
You blinked as you looked at his fingers, glistening in your pussy juice under the light in the living room of his apartment. Quickly you grabbed his wrist bringing his fingers to your lips before you elicited his gaze on yours in the mirror once more. Opening your mouth you slowly enveloped the two fingers that were just inside of you, cleaning off your juices for him while moaning as you did so before your thumbs hooked in the top of your panties. You removed the wet cloth in one quick swoop before dropping to your knees in front of him.
“You’ve shown me how good your tongue is, but now I want to show you that even though it’s not forked, mine is just as good.” You looked up at Harry innocently from your position on the floor between his legs. His cock was ever present  and could be seen clearly through the light grey sweats that he wore causing your to salivate and your pussy to clench. Harry’s eyes had since darkened and were slightly hooded as he looked down at you. He played it cool, but inside he was overly excited with your sudden want to please him.
“By all fuckin means.” He spoke as he allowed his back to thud against the glass of his floor to ceiling window. This wouldn’t be the first time that his neighbors would have a show if they used binoculars and it wouldn’t be the last. It was, however, the one that he was most eager about.
Your fingers hooked into the thick band of the sweatpants before taking your time to pull them down taking in every detail as your removed the clothing. You’d decided to take your time. You’d had his cock before after all even though it wasn’t in your mouth initially. You wanted to tease him. Make it last. There needed to be a build. 
The ferns tattooed on his pelvic bones are the first things that caught your attention. They almost acted as an arrow that pointed you where he wanted you to be most and to show your appreciation for their subtle directional point you placed your lips on each leaf, leaving open mouthed kisses on your way from right to left and then again on the opposite side from left to right until you’d gotten to his happy trail each time. 
Your eyes met up with his once more as he watched you intensely. His breathing had since escalated and you could feel the tension at his lower abdomen as your tongue stuck out to lick slowly down the trail of hair.
“Shit.” Harry spoke before running his right hand over his mouth.  If he had to think about how your lips would feel wrapped around him too much longer, he thought he’d pass out.
You grinned at the curse that left his lips as you continued to slowly peel away the sweats, pulling them far enough away from his body to allow for his dick to spring free. You couldn’t help the way that your eyes widened as and your mouth watered at the sight of it close and personal especially since you were now able to see the tiny silver metal piercing between the underside of the head and the shaft of his penis that you were too preoccupied to notice before.
“Have you had this the whole time?!” You asked in shock as you turned your head to look up at him. Harry only chuckled as you examined his frenum jewelry.
“As far as I know its been there for 3 years. You must have been too busy moaning my name to notice it, pretty bird.”
You were at a loss for words. You knew something about the way he felt when he fucked you was different but you did’t think it had anything to do with a piercing on his cock. You spit in your hand before grasping his shaft and repositioning yourself on your knees as you  began to move your hand up and down in a twisting motion. Harry’s head hit the window with a thud as he watched you, shock still visible on your features. 
“You alright down there?” He cheekily asked while looking down at you, playful concern in his voice.
“I won’t swallow any jewelry will I?” You asked with mocked concern before sticking your tongue out to lick the slit of Harry’s cock, wiping away the bead of precum that began to develop. His hand instinctively went into your hair as a hiss left his lips and his hips pushed forward into your hand. 
“Not if you know what you’re doing.” 
You accepted his challenge as your lips wrapped around the head of his dick suckling gingerly before slowly moving down his shaft, inch by inch. You swallowed him back until you reached the base of him, almost having to unhinge your jaw to do so.
“Fffuck!” Harry cursed as your hand cupped his balls, rolling them gently as you head began to bob. Slob fell freely from your mouth, sure to make the blow job messy as you continued to suck, ignoring the sting you felt in your cheeks as you did so.
You gagged several times on his thick length as the fingers of your left hand continued to feel the weight of his balls and the fingers of your right gently massaged his perineum. Your eyes watered and tears began to fall down your cheeks as you gave him your best effort, surprised that you were able to take him all. 
Looking up through bleary eyes you watched Harry as he looked down between you and the mirror, catching two different views of his cock disappearing and reappearing from the hole in your face.
“Fuck, Y/N! You little fuckin slut. You take my cock so well, pretty bird. Suck dick so well. Ssss shit.”
You whimpered around his shaft in response to his degrading praises as you felt your own saliva fall in strings from your mouth and his cock to your arms and the floor. Your pussy got so wet that it began to drip as well, the egg white consistency running down your legs as you continued to suck his dick and run your tongue over the piercing just to feel him tense against your tongue when you did so.
The city lights glimmered in the background only adding to your arousal. For a moment you’d almost forgotten that at any given moment someone could be watching you and now you understood why Harry opted for no curtains in his house.
Deep guttural moans that escaped Harrys parted lips became more strained and you knew that he was close. You hated that it meant that you might have to wait to have him inside of you as he recovered, but you were happy and pretty sure that you were giving him the best blow job that he’d had in a while or possibly ever. You’d allowed yourself to be cocky and it showed in the way that your head bobbed confidently on his cock, slurping and moaning all the while holding eye contact as Harry’s eyes began to flutter shut. His hands tightened in your hair and one last deep moan was all you heard before ropes of his cum filled your cheeks and covered your tongue. 
You drank him down willfully and continued to suck until you knew he was spent, slowly gliding him out of your mouth and kissing the tip of his cock before you looked over at yourself in the mirror. Your hair was mussed, face wet with your own gagging tears, and your cheeks and lips were swollen from your effort. You loved the way you looked after giving head. It was one of the times that your own reflection turned you on the most. 
Before you were able to lick up the drop of cum that managed to escape your lips you were pulled to your feet and kissed fully. Harry’s tongue making your knees week as each half of it massaged your own. You were sure that he could taste his own cum, but the fact that he kept kissing you regardless only made you whimper. 
Harry’s hands snaked around your waist before slowly going down to your ass, gripping each cheek in his palms as he backed you up, slowly.
“So do I know what I’m doing?” You questioned him with your eyebrows knotted and your head tilted slightly to the side before your lips curled up in a smile.  Harry kissed your lips again and before you knew it your legs were no longer on the floor and your back met with the cooled glass of the window causing you to moan out in shock.
“Yeah I would say so.” Harry’s reply was short lived as his lips captured yours once more. His hands moved from under your ass to under your thighs, supporting your weight as he encouraged you to wrap your legs around his waist. You could feel his tip press against your slit before he pushed into you fully and slowly, causing both of your moans to echo in the open space of the loft.
"Ugh! God! Harry yes!” Your own voice sounded foreign with the need as he fucked into you taking you slightly off guard as his recovery time was the fastest you’d ever seen.
Your fingertips dug into Harry’s shoulders as  you held eye contact, one daring the other to break it first. His dick filled you to the brim as it slid in and out of you with ease, stroking your g-spot repetitively.
“Fuck! You feel so fucking good!” Harry’s head dropped, breaking eye contact first as he continued to bounce you on his cock. You were both at your breaking points even though you wanted it to last.
Pressure began to build in your abdomen threatening your end as Harry’s movements became more elongated, dragging out every sound you made and answering it with “I know.” The gravel tone of his voice letting you know that when you let go that he wouldn’t be far behind.
One final thrust was all it took for you to reach your peak. It was the most intense orgasm that you’d ever had with another person being the reason for it. You could hear your cum hit the floor as if it’d poured from a spilled glass of water and your fingernails dug so roughly into Harry’s back that you were sure that you drew blood. His body stilled in response as he moaned into your neck and his cum filled you yet again in thick spurts.
Your body was limp and sated against the window as he supported your weight while you both caught your breath. You couldn’t help but think that this was it. You knew how things like this went. Since your tattoo was done your had no reason to see him again and that saddened you. He was the best fuck you’d ever had, and just like that you had to let him go.
Your feet were gently returned to the ground as you snapped yourself out of your thoughts and prepared yourself to gather your things. If there was anything you knew how to do, it was let a one night stand be just what it was.
You and Harry grinned at each other before sharing one last kiss, or so you thought.
“You’ve got pussy juice everywhere, pretty bird. I must know what I’m doing as well, yeah?”
You chuckled before you walked towards the couch in order to grab your things. Harry’s face riddled with confusion as he watched you pick up your leggings.
“I’m sure you have a towel that you can clean it up with.”
“You made the mess but now I have to clean it?” Harry stood in front of you gently grabbing your leggings from you to place back on the couch before grasping the hem of your shirt. “I still haven’t checked all of your piercings, pretty bird.” His voice was soft as he pulled the shirt over your head and threw it over your cum that soaked his hardwood floors. “And I think your shirt will clean up the mess just fine.”
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actualbird · 2 years
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character analysis: vyn and artem + I Need To Be Perfect + fear and guilt = these two are more alike than you (and they) think but also end up so different thanks to their respective emotional method
wc: 1.8k, enjoy the dashboard stretch
general. vague spoilers ahead for both vyn and artem's stories but i dont mention anything specific, im more working on the vibes im getting from all of it as a whole. also obligatory disclaimer that these r just my own thoughts and interpretations
part 1: vyn and artem have a similar core desire
before i go anywhere, let me define the terms ive made up here.
in this analysis, a core desire pertains to something something one wants so much to the point it informs so much of who that person is. stuff like that person's ambition or what theyd like to experience in the lives or a certain image of themselves they want to embody for people who see them. u want something and u want it so bad that that desire paints a bunch of ur personality or actions or values.
an emotional method is basically what it says on the tin. it's a way someone pursues something, and in this case, the way someone pursues a core desire. but also this method doubles as a reason, almost, for what they desire what they want in the first place. this thing is like, both how and why that person pursues what they want.
with that all in place, i think a core desire of both vyn and artem is to Be A Perfect Person, tho the definition for what a Perfect Person has some slight deviations for both of them.
vyn seems to want to be seen as perfect irt having no weaknesses, no flaws, no cracks in the armor of who he is. vyn wants to be seen as learned, refined, and always on top of every stuation. artem wants to be seen as perfect more in the sense that he needs to be Correct, he needs to live up to all expectations set of him.
this desire of theirs shows in their personality and what they do. vyn, for example, doles out true vulnerability sparsely because vulnerability means showing another person parts of yourself that are "weak" or "ugly". and artem is just, ykno, //gestures to his entire life of overachieving and his whole reputation.
of course, how this desire manifests isnt a linear and perfect (haha) desire, there are instances where this desire is actually like, a curse of sorts. im not too sure about vyn (im VERY behind on his cards, apologies), but artem has mentioned various times that he wishes people didnt put him on a pedestal (examples off the top of my head are in SR Sparks and SR Fixated on You) and yet in spite of this, his actions are still ones that align towards wanting to achieve his kind of perfection anyway.
so they both want to be seen as perfect. thats a similarity they have that informs a lot of who they are. so if theyve got this in common, why are they such different people? why are they at odds with each other in canon? why cant they recognize this part of themself in the other, or, if they do, why do they not meet that with empathy?
it's cuz while they have that same core desire, their emotional methods to pursue it are juuuuuuuust different
vyn’s method to pursue that core is fear while artem’s method to pursue that core is guilt.
aka
vyn is like that because hes scared.
artem is like that because hes sorry.
part 2: vyn "if you kept a snake in your eye line, it wasn't gonna bite you" richter
the line in the above quotation mark is from the documentary "Joan Didion: The Center Will Not Hold" and the full quote goes:
"I, myself, have always found that if I examine something, it's less scary. We always had this theory that if you kept a snake in your eye line, it wasn't gonna bite you. That's kind of the way I feel about confronting pain. I wanna know where it is."
which, i think, is a great kind of explanation for how and why vyn tackles a lot of things, among them, the perfection situation.
vyn, in so many cases, always exhibits and aims to have control over the situation. he always wants to have the advantage, the power to be able to sway whatever is happening in either his direct favor or in the direction he needs it to go (like for nxx investigations). ive talked about this control thing in many past analyses but it's key here in conjunction with the above quote. he does this to "know where the snake is"
but he goes past knowing where the snake is, goes past having the information and examining that information. he doesnt just want to know, he wants to be at and expertly leverages himself to a higher level over that information.
to continue with the metaphor; he damn well knows where the snake is. and so he takes care to either be far enough away that it cant strike or he takes action and attacks first.
all this because at the end of the day, the snake---and lemme give the snake some names now: pain, hurt, things that are out to get him, things that will belittle him, things that will cast him out, and more and more because a lot of who vyn is as a person is strange to many people, it's other, and vyn is of the belief that the world regards things that are different with cruelty and scorn. and the sad thing is that hes right---is scary. it is something he is afraid of.
and when vyn is in control---when hes using his knowledge to run circles around people in conversations, when hes using his expertise to get the dominos to fall the way he wants, when hes setting up even just the image of himself in the way he does---it's way harder for things to hurt him.
vyn is on the defensive and offensive to protect himself. and a person protects themself from things they fear.
part 3: artem "to make up the fact that it's me" wing
ive got a line quotation marks above again and this one is taken from the essay "Ugly, Bitter, and True" by Suzanne Rivecca. the scene where that quote comes from goes:
The San Francisco therapist kept telling me I shouldn’t be terrified of creative experimentation. “I don’t know what’s going to come out of me,” I told her. “It has to be perfect. It has to be irreproachable in every way.” “Why?” she said. “To make up for it,” I said. “To make up for the fact that it’s me.”
which is, once more, a pretty damn good summation of how and why artem strives for perfection.
artem is a textbook overachiever. youngest senior attorney, always working, constantly striving for such high standards in everything he does even the things he enjoys like his hobbies. a bunch of this is because artem is like, holds a lot of value in the concept of rules. theres a proper way to go about everything and it just so happens that the proper way for him in particular to exist is to achieve all these things and continue to do so for the rest of his life.
and the reason that this is the proper way for him is because it's artem's apology for who he is as a person.
in many many stories, artem has expressed this sentiment that hes both too little (boring, not interesting, not fun to be around, has hobbies that arent exciting, inexperienced in emotional situations, all in all just a personality thats bland and not worth the effort of getting to know) and also too much (too intimidating, imposing to the point that coworkers and colleagues are afraid of approaching him, an unreachable paragon on a pedestal too high).
this kind of contradiction must be hell for artem, somebody quite rooted in logic. how can he be lacking and overflowing at the same time? somewhere, theres a fault in the system of who he is and this fault affects everybody around him and hes so, so sorry.
in a sense, hes apologizing through his striving for and achieving the so-called perfection he desires. he does this because he needs to make up for it.
to make up for the fact that he is who he is.
part 4: the same but different. what does this mean for them?
it means that we have one (among many) reasons for what we see in canon; vyn and artem at each other's throats.
oftentimes it's in a comedic context but this animosity between them also crops up in more serious contexts (main story (forgot which parts specifically): artem angrily saying that he and vyn are NOT friends, vyn expressing his relief that artem was not with mc when he evaluated her) and like. canon hasnt given us a reason for this yet, haha.
like, marius and artem are iffy at each other because theyve both lost somebody close to them and theres a possibility that their respective missing person could have a hand in the missing-ness of the other respective person. marius and vyn are iffy at each other because ksdjbgksjd working with ur teacher/student cant be all that great at first. (and from the sidelines, luke waves with a friendly smile, clean slate and no beef against the others)
but what about artem and vyn? theres no history given, so it may be because of hidden beef we dont know, may be because of just personalities clashing
but it may be because of this whole core and method thing i wrote about here.
to artem, vyn may seem to effortlessly exude the image of perfection that artem wishes he could be. vyn is not a contradiction, vyn wields himself expertly, vyn does not fumble, and for all that vyn has the higher ground, it's not in the lonely way that artem experiences. artem is guilty for who he is while vyn seems to bask in himself.
to vyn, artem may seem to be a glaring example of what hes afraid may happen to him; so focused on perfection that if someone were just to look in the right place, all those actions would lead to obvious faults that are being apologized for. vyn is afraid of showing weakness and artem is a case study of how perfection can point to those weaknesses anyway.
in each other, they might see a mirror image of something that exists in themself. but it's contained in a person that sparks jealousy in artem because artem feels shame and vyn seems to not. it's contained in a person that sparks apprehension in vyn because artem doing all this and it still might fail if vyn doesnt play his cards right.
so theyre similar
but also different in juuuuuust the exact direction to make the original guilt and fear even worse.
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dating ismael “el mayo” zambada would include
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a/n: hehe idk about yall pero pinshe ismael really came on screen and snatched me by the hair and attention away from amado,, theres also no gifs of him yet and im shit at doing it so have this photo that made me go hearteyes when i saw him like that-  a ny w a y s ignore my pendejadas heres a new head canon,, i hope you amores enjoy even though im not sure if hes popular among you guys :(( 
WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN
him and sus pinshes camaronsitos with his boat i-
so listen up alright because when i imagined ismael in a relationship,,,
this tall ass man would be so in love with you i literally feel like he would never half ass anything with you, thats kind of what i feel like he would aim for
like you can ask anything or whatever you want of him and hasta el cielo and stars baja el cabron just to see you smile,, he overreaches
thats how in love you have this mf for you
he just has the biggest fucking hearteyes possible whenever he sees you he would zone out of conversations just to admire you and get you to look over at him,,,, no one, nadie is comparable to you for him
its just HEARTEYES CITY with you 25/8 para el cabron-
and his kisses? he cannot get enough of your soft lips on his
so you bet hes putting all of his emotions into it,, he loves placing his hand on your jaw just in case you try to pull away before he can give you another,, all while his other arm snakes around you to pull you into him,, and him always mumbling something like “mi chulada preciosa,, como estas?” currently fucking sobbing brb
also he loves h a n d holding :((( like him threading his fingers with yours and bringing your hands up to his lips and kissing your hand,, smiling down at you:((( i cant
dios mio not me crying in the club imagining him saying que TU eres lo mas importante para el over his boats anyday of the week,,, :((
and i just have to make this clear before i move on,,, i hardcore feel like his love language would be all over the place,,
like you could easily just look over at him for a split second or say his name and this man is in the fucking nubes looking back at you-
your hand could graze some part of him and hes already giving you hearteyes and trying to get your attention- i cant
im :(( him loving to have your hands run though his hair :( because everytime you do it you have him softly groaning and leaning into you i -
him also having like this routine with you where he loves bringing something home for you
and sometimes its not an everyday thing and sometimes it is but hes just buying you something spontaneously like a bouquet of flowers,, a random antojito he saw,, or just something he knows you love he would bring it to you just so he has a reason for you to give him another besito and see you smile because of him :(((
wow,, this man would have all sorts of nicknames for you because he just cant pick a favorite one,, and i sob because all he knows is that you and only you has him tied down,, eres lo mas grande y pequeno joya and person in the world for him ok
and im not going to lie here he gives me fucking around vibes but good god he felt like a damn truck hit him when he first saw you,, literal love at first sight,, you had him whipped the moment you looked at him alright-
and he just has feelings,, there all over the place for him when hes with you because youre already his other half que no puede vivir without by his side:((
also him taking you to enedinas wedding:(( as his plus one:( but also as like his arm candy :))
hehe him wanting you to sit on his lap too so he can kiss you and just hold you in front of everyone:))
because i just know when this one falls in love like ive been saying,, hes over here acting head ov er heels like pinche güero was in s2 
kind of like how güero was introducing and reminding everyone if they knew his esposa lupita, this is exactly how mayo is doing it
just always seen having your arm linked through his your hands intertwined together at the end or his arm around your waist his thumb rubbing circles on your hip just keeping you as close as possible while showing you off in front of everyone
HIM LOVING to have you leading the way while you hold his hand dragging him along :(((( because hes behind you just smiling like an idiot and also so he has an excuse to see how beautiful his mujer looks all dressed up,,,:((
but anyways him introducing you to everyone that comes up to him with so much pinche orgullo like “deja les presento el tesoro mas grande de mi vida, mi hermosa mujer” woW
and ay no if you were married this mf is making an effort to say something like “la señora zambada, mi chulada” im fucking crying here
and listen,, none of you can sit there and tell me he doesnt love dragging you along whenever he can on like a date on his pinche shrimp boat,, his second passion after you :))
like he wont ever make you do anything he just wants your presence there with him while he works even though you both live in the same fucking house :(((
he just wants to hear about your day or even just your mere attention while youre sitting down makes him happy :(( hes so whipped i-
and i dont know if its just me:( but bringing him:(( his lonche:(( when hes out working on the boat:(((
he just never gets tired of seeing you because i just know he would start to purposely forget his lunch or something he needs just so you can come around later and give it to him:(((
UGH him always looping his arms around you and bringing you to sit on his lap so you dont leave always saying “siempre preocupada para que estoy bien verdad mi reina?” and just thanking you for bringing him his lonche with little besitos:((( i cannot hold on
him not wanting you to get involved in what he does :(
like hes not going to completely deny or lie about what he does/is but i mean hes never going to tell you or even let you hear a word about the deeper shit he does,, like that scene with him and pinche arturo for example
he just doesnt want you to get completely scared of him and leave :((( even tho you already love him for who/what he is because hes different around you ok:(( hes soft 
wow um since its sort of the same subject when the whole shit went down where he betrayed tijuana,, him definitely cranking your protection to the highest possibility he can or just completely sending you somewhere in secret so your not caught up in his shit :(
just him not wanting you to be harmed in any way because then he would absolutely fucking lose it if the arellano felixs want to hurt you or take you from him :(( le pide a dios to protect the one thing he cares about :(( excuse me
wow him also not hesitating to drop everything hes doing in that moment if you ever call out to him and it doesnt matter how small of a favor you ask of him because hes doing it :((
and if he ever sees you struggling to get something or do something hes already forgetting what he was busy doing and going over to you gently scolding you like “y porque no me llamas preciosa? para eso tienes hombre” :(( un pinche caballero
him also being the type that yells out to you as soon as he gets home because he wants to give you a besito :((
and listen i dont know if it’s just my soft ass here but you wearing like a sundress because he loves seeing you in them-
and you walking up to him while he’s chuckling and picking you up and twirling you around :(( like como estas mi preciosa, te extrañe todo dia :(((
and also :((( if he walks in on you doing something or youre in the kitchen:((( him coming up behind you and hugging you from behind :(
just pulling your back into his chest and resting his head in between your shoulder and neck:((( kissing you softly and going que haces mi amor? all soft and raspy im done :((
i fucking cannot because hes also definetly the type to have a picture of you always in his wallet :((
and everyone he works with always sees him kissing your photo before he gets to work como su buena suerte :(
:(((him pulling it out :( and just showing you off :(( like mira esta es mi chulada de mujer, por ella lo hago todo :( his lovesick smile never wearing off :((
i laugh because chapo and the rest of the guys always tease the shit out of him because mayos always going on about “es que me gusta ser mi propio jefe” and shit and how it applies to everything
but as soon as you come into the picture that saying goes out the fucking door because all the sinaloans see how weak in the knees you have him and all the favors he does for you lol
just chapo clapping back when mayo denys joining sinaloa like no mames pinshe mayo como con tu mujer no eres asi?,, and his egoistic ass being like ??? what? thats not true?
pinche güero going yeah it is,, si la mujer manda siempre cabron because thats how he was once :((( im leaving-
YALL WAIT PLEASE,,,NO ONE TOUCH M E DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON YOU MAKING THIS MAN A FATHER BECAUSE him?? with his kids??? him just wanting to be around them all the time?? showing them all about b o a t s???? im sobbing excuse me-
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literally almost seething they’re saying you’re an adult trying to invalidate their fandom space??? 😭 as if they weren’t trying to make fandom unsafe by gatekeeping people for reasons that dont even matter that much (white Nico? really) like it’s one thing if you say Nico has to be white if someone insists he’s poc in their opinion
I’m just using me being around their age to prove that it’s not age thats making us pull this stance, we just want fandom to stay safe and accepting of all opinions if they don’t harm a group of people
this conflict happened a while back it’s just ugh 😭 I hope they like realize they shouldn’t joke about that stuff
dw dw i don't have an agenda against 14 year olds most of yall are really nice and sweet also yeah they're kind of responsible for making the fandom feel unsafe one might say, it's becoming less a place of free expression and more "im absolutely correct my headcannons are correct my interpretation is correct anyone who disagrees is *insert something here*" which is like totally the opposite of the vibe we should aim for almost? the whole thing should be like okay u make me uncomfortable and this content makes me uncomfortable therefore i won't engage but instead these people have just been trying to do whatever it takes to get people into fights which now that trying to piece everything together, is starting to seem incredibly attention seeking
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