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#that he doesn't care. he'll get off on that too. cas can get off on anything
simpjaes · 3 months
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mtl to jack off to get your attention
MTL: hyung line + jerking off to get your attention
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★ heeseung: it would be a situation where like, you're not dating but he wants you to wish you were. maybe you're roommates, maybe just friends? perhaps even just always occupying the same space to the point he has the ability to fuck his fist and know you could walk in. it would be a turn on for him though, to be caught and anticipate the reaction he truly expects from you. what's the reaction he expects? shock, flustered, turned on. All three of those things, and when it happens the first time, and you act like it never happened...he just....amps it up. looking you in the eye while intentionally fucking up, even slipping words of "wanna sit on it?" or "you think about it, right?" anything to prove that he's right in thinking you definitely want him to fuck you, repeatedly probably. and he will, all you gotta do is admit it
☆ jake: the neediest pup around tbh. he always wants your attention on him and one of his favorite ways to gain it is to, well, slip his hand down his pants while waiting for you to notice him. even if you already notice him. you could be in the middle of a conversation with him on the couch and down his hand goes. mouth always slack, eyes always droopy and lazy when he does it. he is fucking needy, needy, needy. sometimes at the worst of times too. like on a phone call with work or your parents. like when your friends are over and you're not paying enough attention to him :/ he doesnt care who else finds him that way, as long as your eyes end up on him too. almost always ends with repeated words of "please, please, please" and "i can't help it when i'm with you--" especially when you give him an annoyed or disappointed sigh. sometimes he ends up finishing himself off if the time doesn't exactly call for helping him out, but you won't argue with the fact that it's incredibly endearing watching him finish himself off with a disappointed groan. always reminding you that you do it better than he ever could for himself.
★ jay: doesn't do it as often but sometimes you're just in his head and he wants to be in yours too. you're probably dating him. like a long-term comfortable relationship where the hot and heavy stuff only really happens on a whim or during anniversaries or birthdays. it's comfortable with him to the point that sex isn't exactly a necessity. until it is, anyway. He'll be the one in the mood, waking up hard as a rock and fucking needing you just like the night he first got his hands on you. You'd probably be busy though, getting dressed for work or class or an errand. "just for a minute baby, please--" he'd try to convince you that he can manage a quickie before you head out for the day, but you know him better than anyone. Jay takes his fucking time when he's in one of these moods.
unfortunately, you're weak as hell when he's like this. and when you're leaning in close to the mirror to finish inspecting that your face is decent enough to head out-- you glance behind you in the mirror and there he is. taking care of the issue himself with that fucking dimpled smirk. at that point you know he's already half way there and you know even more that he knows you love when he's so horny that simply looking at you could get him off. of course it ends with you bent over the bathroom counter. of course he takes his time. and of fucking course he whispers little words of "knew you couldn't ignore me like this," and "always makes you so wet when you try, too."
☆ sunghoon: your attention is on him at all times regardless. you know it, he knows it, and it's just like...it's normal. hoonie fucking his fist in front of you isn't to get your attention at all, it's just to fluster the hell out of you. to show you what you normally could have but can't right at this moment. both of you are practically free-use to each other so it doesn't really even fluster or shock you that much. it's just, like, watching him do it can be torture because he knows you want to do it for him. it's really just a move of him being an asshole, making damn sure you have to go through the day with the image in your head that your man got off without your help, and by the time he comes back home? you'll probably jump him in a spiral of sexual frustration.
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tadc-ragatha · 6 months
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Hello I saw you were taking request! If you want may you please write a x Virus! Reader who always hacks into the code for the character’s favor during missions or simple things like wanting something
I thought it would be a interesting idea and I hope everything is going well for you, remember to eat/ rest if needed!
-⚜️Anon
Circus Crew with a Virus Reader
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TW: Mentions of their unstable minds. Lmk if there are any more.
Type: Headcanons
A/N: "Reader's code got messed up during their transition to the digital world, leaving them with the ability to somewhat hack into the digital circus' code in real time." Hi! You were so polite I'm going to do your request first! Thank you for your manners! This one includes Caine, too! As of writing, only the pilot episode has come out. Spoilers. You're the first request I'm answering! Requests open as of posting.
Caine
He treats you like Bubble sometimes to be honest ("you PARASITE!"). Like, he doesn't hate the humans, but nor does he understand them. And you'd be pretty upset if your worked-on projects and activities were wiped from the code without a care. You're probably his least favourite human for this alone.
Legit, he may just consider finding an exit for you. Again, no real "hatred" per se, but he does find your antics extremely annoying. You probably have to make up some lie about the group just working real hard to fix it so he doesn't abstract himself--if that's even possible. But Jax will always ruin it anyway.
Pomni
She's just like "what?" the whole time. I mean, it's bad enough being the newbie in the digital circus, but then being reminded it's really reality for her and it can become unstable? No thank you. She doesn't quite avoid you or anything, but she isn't super keen on the idea that the world could fall apart.
Still, she tries to get you to help her find the exit. Maybe if you interacted with the computer you'd be able to hack into the whole game and get everyone out of the world. Or, maybe there's something you could do in the void that would help. Anything, really.
Otherwise, you're there to get the games finished so she can go and look for a way out herself. Don't get me wrong, she's nice to you and doesn't intend to just use you, but sometimes it might come off that way. Just give her time; she's desperate.
Ragatha
To be honest, I don't think Ragatha would be very keen on having you around. For your abilities, of course, not your personality. I mean, she's nice to Jax of all people, so she's not going to hate you. She just doesn't like it when you end the activities so quickly.
She holds onto the activities like a lifeline. Without them, she'd be left alone with her thoughts and would pretty quickly start to decline. They're also just kind of fun sometimes, too. There's not much to do in the digital world after years of being there.
She is still a little bit envious, though. I mean, Jax gets to almost teleport (seriously was that him running he was so fast), and you get to hack the freaking system. If only she could have those abilities and maybe she's be able to find an exit. Though, that would probably drive her to abstraction.
Jax
Jax is half annoyed, half ecstatic with your abilities. On one hand, having you mess things up for everyone's convenience is a pain. It stops him from being able to complete his pranks when things suddenly change. And if you do things to stop him from being a jerk, he'll be even more annoyed and will probably make it a challenge for himself to see how many times he can successfully target you.
On the other hand, if you're his ally and will help him in his bullying, he's very happy. I hate to say it, but you'd probably mess things up around Kinger at first so he has a bit of a reality crisis and doesn't know what's real. Though, he'd get used to it after a while and it may not work since he's already seen so much.
Still, you two are partners in crime. Since you're able to do almost whatever, it's easy to get away with what you want. Caine is able to stop you, but he still can't control your mind where you're abilities come from. So, he can't shut them off. And this just leads to more and more torment for Caine and the others.
Kinger
To be honest I don't know how Kinger would react. I think he might just be too out of it to even care too much. That, or he's used to it because something similar has happened before. I mean, he's been there the longest; he would've seen some weird things. Maybe someone else with similar abilities came through only to abstract.
If so, he'd warn you a lot about it. Don't get too wrapped up in your "superpowers" of sorts, or else you might start thinking of yourself too highly. And don't become power-hungry, either, lest you want to go insane. He does care about his friends, guys.
Gangle
Gangle is a bit scared, I imagine. When she's lost her comedy mask, anyway. She just wants a sense of stability and comfort in the uncertain and uncharted territory of the digital world. She's also really shy around you, as with anyone. She doesn't talk to you much out of a mixture of social anxiety and also general fear.
She does feel bad for you, though, and tries to check up on you. Her and Ragatha are the most caring out of the group, and knowing that your code has been corrupted must be very stressful. The trade-off of getting cool glitch powers comes at the cost of your protection and memory. You're much more prone to headaches (which you shouldn't have) and other ailments, and Gangle's always there to try and make you feel better.
Otherwise, it'd be very nice for her if you could get Jax to stop being a jerk somehow. Maybe prank him with some weird happenings so he's too scared to do anything? Or just mess with him (whether it be making him super small and punt-able, or making him super slow). She'd feel guilty about it, but she deserves a break.
Zooble
Zooble's so relieved. They hate the activities and being able to get out of them is such a relief. She has more time to do whatever the hell he wants. If you're their friend, you'll walk off and hang out together doing whatever. Honestly, around them you probably just use your powers for convenience like dragging items towards you and whatnot. Nothing like what Jax does.
Zooble will literally be like "where are they" when you're not there to fix things up. In fact, he'll take it as an excuse to leave the activity and go look for you. Though, it'll probably turn into Ragatha coming with her and inviting Gangle to come along too. Jax will follow, then Kinger probably will, and soon the whole group is going anyway. Not exactly what they wanted; they'll probably tell them to leave and take care of whatever's at hand.
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undeadcannibal · 9 months
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Hii can I request something for 141 + König and Keegan when their S/O is raging at their game? That’s currently me right now LMAO
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Summary: How Task Force 141, König, and Keegan are with a gaming S/O who rages
Genre: Headcanons, request(s) Characters featured: Price, Gaz, Soap, Ghost, König, and Keegan P. Russ
Warnings: none!
A/N: I feel ya. I’m replaying Horizon: Forbidden West on the hardest difficulty for my second playthrough, and needless to say sometimes my ass just gets handed to me. OTL Thank you for the request though, I hope you enjoy! (Also, sorry Keegan’s bit is short, I’m slowly getting into writing more for him because it’s been YEARS since I’ve played/seen COD: Ghosts) ( Gif credit: xxx )
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Price―
Doesn't game because he doesn't really enjoy them much, but doesn't mind if you game 
If you're raging at something, he doesn't really get it, but also doesn't judge you for it 
If anything, much like Ghost and Keegan, he finds amusement in your rage 
Can't take you too seriously when he thinks you're cute for getting so upset at the game 
Does tease you occasionally, but not to the point you're feeling worse 
Ohhh, will be that one person that watches something and can't help but comment on how it wouldn't work or something of the like
OMG WAIT-- 
"Are ya' winning, son?" meme fits him perfectly 
Totally the type to ask if you're winning no matter what you're playing, or if you're raging
Gaz―
Like Soap, Kyle is a good support system/partner to have when gaming 
Doesn't game nowhere near as seriously, but does have his own moments here and there 
So, whenever something gets to you and you can't help but react, he's laughing and doing his best to reassure you 
Sometimes can't help but be a tease and joke with you, but for the most part, he doesn't mind the raging. Is probably used to it because of Soap, imo 
Ooh, unrelated but kinda cute headcanon for him is he's absolutely the type to help you past a part you can't quite get. Loves helping you with games, he thinks those moments are sweet~
Ghost―
Soap has tried getting him to get into gaming with y'all, but it's just not really for him 
He does, however, like watching you though. Even more so when you've your moments of intense rage 
Like Keegan, he finds those rare outbursts endearing to him in an odd way he can't quite explain 
Won't really join you, but will watch you and even gets into it when you're playing a particularly interesting title
Will be commenting on situations and characters right along with you, and even nod along at those heated moments of raging 
So long as you're not physically destructive or too loud, he doesn't care one bit about those moments 
He thinks he'd probably be the same way if he were in your shoes
Soap―
Oh, this man is right there with you, he's your best gaming partner. Don't tell Gaz that though 
If the two of you aren't hyping one another up, you're raging together during those heated moments 
Doesn't matter what types of games you enjoy, he'll gladly watch or play with you when he can 
Even though he loves to share the moment with you, he isn't the type to be a backseat gamer 
Much prefers to let you figure it out on your own, especially when it comes to difficult puzzles and bosses 
Will also rightfully be yelling and cursing right along with you cause sometimes he can't help himself
König―
Being on the quieter side, I see him as the type to be have a silent and internal anger reaction 
When he sees you raging for the first time, it catches him completely off guard 
At first, he's worried something's wrong only to realize you were just frustrated at something that happened within the game 
He'll understand the frustration you feel and tries to help cheer you up 
He might not get raging at the game - since I personally headcanon that he either doesn't play them, or simply doesn't have the time for them - he won't mind it. Finds it a little humorous when you get worked up over something he thinks is trivial 
Catch him cheering you on and/or encouraging you during a difficult part or boss 
Absolutely hams it up when you're doing well too 
Keegan―
He finds your raging at the game very amusing
Count on him to tease you during the worst moments just to rile you up even more
I can see Keegan enjoying seeing the fiestier side of you regardless of the frustration and anger you're feeling
Still, he'll sit there right with you, and depending on whether or not he's been paying attention, sometimes he'll even join you in said raging
If you were closing to defeating a boss or other player and died before beating them, he'll understand the raging wholeheartedly
Isn't a backseat gamer type, but will offer some tips to try and help you, if he can
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scoobydoodean · 3 months
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A Fic About Dean's 45th Birthday
~3k words | slight angst with a happy ending
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Dean never says anything about his birthday.
Sam has weird hang ups about holidays like Halloween and Christmas, and January 24th isn't just Dean's birthday—it was Jess's birthday too. So Dean's never made a fuss. He's asked for Christmas, but he's never asked to have his birthday celebrated. There are many years he can think of where he wouldn't have even wanted to celebrate his birthday anyway—where the idea of it would have felt hollow.
He's said before in front of Sam and Bobby, "I don't like being singled out at birthday parties, much less by God" and he figures maybe Sam has always remembered that, and probably told Cas too (if Cas ever asked).
Right. It all makes sense.
So he has no reason to expect Sam to realize that Dean actually wants to celebrate his birthday now���that he has wanted to for... the last three years, ever since Mrs. Butters insisted they throw a birthday party for Sam.
He can't stop thinking about Mrs. Butters saying they shouldn't celebrate Dean's birthday—or... rather, that she thought he wouldn't want to celebrate his birthday because he's old... and just... fuck that.
The truth is, the older Dean gets, the more his birthday feels... important. For one, he's officially spent more time not in Hell now than he spent in it. For another, 45 just feels... important somehow. It isn't 50—but it's another half a decade? He thought he'd be dead by now (well—he supposes he has been—but it hasn't stuck yet) and he doesn't know—it just feels like... like something to celebrate. He's 45 years old, and he isn't dead. He's alive, and he's happy, and things have been good lately.
He keeps thinking about it every year that passes better than the last. He keeps wondering every year. He keeps hoping every year—even though he knows it isn't rational when he hasn't said anything. He hasn't asked. He hasn't told anyone that anything's changed. He can't expect a birthday party if he doesn't communicate that he wants one. At the same time, asking for one feels weird. It feels... whiney. Nobody else is asking.
Dean's done birthday meals for Sam the past couple of years without Sam asking (stooped to making a caesar salad with grilled chicken for Sam's birthday last year with minimal grumbling) but it doesn't seem to make much of an impression. Sam is just... not much of a birthday guy. He's quiet, and to be honest, Dean's pretty sure he prefers celebrating with Eileen if he's going to do anything. She usually swings into town around Sam's birthday to take him out drinking. Well. He'll be celebrated whether he likes it or not—at least a little—at least with a meal.
Dean doesn't know when to celebrate Cas. He's asked before and Cas said something about being created before humans or their methods of marking the passage of time existed and... yeah, okay. Dean's favorite local diner sells good pie, and has a nice selection of milkshakes, including a PB&J flavored one. For the last few years, once a year, on September 18th, Dean tries to either take Cas out for one of those milkshakes, or pick one up for him. The date just feels right.
Dean puts the most effort in for Jack, with a full on cake ever since Mrs. Butters. Sometimes, he adds a bag full of Three Musketeers candy bars. Cas and Sam certainly don't raise a fuss. They all silently agree that the kid should get the birthday experience even if the rest of them are too old and jaded to care.
42, 43, 44... every time January 24th rolls around, it's always just like any other day. He thinks maybe when he turned 43, Sam might have wandered into The Dean Cave at night when Dean was watching a movie with Cas and sat for a while, then belatedly said, "Oh. Uh, happy birthday, man," while staring down at his cell phone. That was it.
Dean had brushed him off with a grunt—probably only reinforced for Sam and Cas both that Dean doesn't care just like they don't seem to care. So it isn't rational. It isn't fair. It isn't reasonable for Dean to get upset. But maybe it starts to sting a little, okay? And yeah that makes Dean feel a little embarrassed—sue him. He hasn't said anything... and he shouldn't. It's stupid. It doesn't matter. Mrs. Butters said he's too old for birthdays.
Still, despite his best efforts, Dean goes to bed on January 23rd 2024 wondering if someone will remember—if maybe, this time, they'll do something... because... he's 45. Something simple is all he imagines. They go out to eat, or... someone else makes breakfast (or tries). Sam give him a stupid gag gift. Cas picks up a pie.
As Dean falls asleep, he stupidly imagines the library decorated with a tiny "Happy Birthday" banner. He imagines a stack of pancakes for breakfast with a stupid candle in them. He imagines party hats and Rice Krispie treats. He imagines someone just... wishing him a happy birthday. Just... acknowledge it—that he's 45. That it's important.
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Dean wanders into the library in the morning and it's empty and dark. He goes into the kitchen, and Sam is illuminated by his laptop screen. Dean flicks on the light and Sam barely flinches. "Hey," He says, keeping his gaze on his work... and that's it. That's how January 24th 2024 is going to be.
Dean shakes himself out of it—doesn't reply—just wanders over to the coffee pot to pour in grounds and get a drip brew going. Who knows if Sam has even slept—he's been deeply fixated on a cataloguing project for two weeks straight now. It's entirely possible he pulled an all-nighter. He might not even know what day it is anyway.
Dean opens the fridge and drags out the bacon. He considers toast too, but then decides that... well—he can celebrate his own birthday at least by making it special himself. He goes to the pantry and pulls out a boxed pancake mix he picked up who knows how long ago.
Just add milk and eggs.
Dean eyes the half-burnt-out pack of birthday candles in the junk drawer, stored there last May 18th. He closes the drawer, rolling his eyes at himself, and flips his pancakes as they start to bubble.
When breakfast is finished cooking (enough for Sam and Cas and Jack too, of course) Dean makes himself a plate and plops down across from Sam at the kitchen table.
"Big stack of pancakes," Sam murmurs—and Dean could swear there's a vaguely judgmental lilt to it.
Dean's eyes burn, which is stupid. He cuts through all five pancakes and shoves a huge bite in his mouth, staring at Sam across the table stonily as he chews.
Sam glances up and makes a bitch face, but doesn't say anything, returning his focus to his laptop
"What are you doing that's so damn interesting anyway?" Dean grumbles.
"Still cataloguing. Actually, Eileen is coming over to help me. We're gonna drag that last shelf of books into the library from the archive room and scan it all—finally have everything digitized."
Dean's heart sinks. It's gotta be at least 1,000 books.
Sam gets up from his chair. "I was gonna wheel everything in from down there and stack it on the tables before she gets here. You wanna help me?"
"Uhh..."
"Right," Sam scoffs lightly, making his way over to the coffee pot. "No problem."
"Look—I'm glad you enjoy that shit," Dean poorly pronounces through a mouthful of chewed food, stabbing another bite before he's finished this one. "Because someone has to—but moving and cataloguing books is the last thing I wanna do on my birthday."
It slips out without Dean really meaning for it to. He feels like the pancakes he's eaten are crowding his throat. He grabs his glass of water and swallows quickly, watching Sam over the rim of his glass.
"Oh," is all Sam says though—glancing at Dean, then his watch, before pouring his coffee into a mug. "Uh... happy birthday."
Dean looks down at his plate. "Thanks."
Sam clears his throat unusually loudly. "You know—I'm gonna be busy, but maybe... you ought to make a day of it," He suggests suddenly, leaning against the counter with his mug in a way that does not look comfortable or natural.
Dean immediately smells deceit, the hairs on the back of his neck rising. "What do you mean?"
Sam opens his mouth then closes it—shrugs. "You know—go out on the town... see if Cas or Jack wants to do something together. I mean—I can't go—can't back out on Eileen, but..." He interrupts himself with a sip of coffee.
Dean narrows his eyes. "Are you... trying to get me out of the bunker right now?"
"What? No!" Sam has always been terrible at lying to Dean—always seems too indignant. "I just—maybe you should celebrate. You're like, 46 or something, right?"
"45!" Dean's voice goes up a whole octave, suspicion momentarily forgotten.
"Whatever," Sam waves him off. "Go get a nice drink somewhere or go see a movie."
Dean glowers.
Sam stares back at him, before opening his mouth and looking up at the ceiling. "Okay, fine. Me and Eileen uh... need the library."
Dean cocks his head to the side a little, processing, before the realization hits. A big grin spreads over his face. "Sammy, you sly dog..." Dean chuckles. "I know what this is."
"Uh...?"
"Yeah you and Eileen are gonna catalogue some books, huh? Heheh..."
Sam scowls and rolls his eyes. "Gross, Dean."
Dean raises his hands in surrender. "Message received. I will uh... clear outta here..." Dean gets up, collecting his empty plate. "And... make myself scarce until say....?" He looks at Sam expectantly.
Sam looks at the floor, the wall, the ceiling—anywhere but Dean, before saying, "...6:30?"
"I'll make it 7:00!" Dean declares, setting his dishes in the sink then striding out.
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Jack turns out eager to go do something in town, which bolsters Dean's spirits. When they go looking for Cas though, and find him brushing his teeth in the bathroom, a towel wrapped around his waist, he says gruffly, "I have judo practice."
Cas has run through a stream of contact sports over the last three years, and so far, he's stuck with judo the longest. He's very good at it, and he takes it very seriously. It's kind of funny but also kinda... well—adorable at the same time.
"Why the fuck did you take a shower right before judo practice?"
Cas spits into the sink. "There is a man attending now whose gi is off white. Off white, Dean. Not because that is the color of the fabric, but because he never seems to bathe or wash his clothing."
Dean stares at him.
Cas shakes his head, seething at his own reflection in the mirror. "I know what he's doing... It's a strategy. He and I are enemies... and I will defeat him without stooping to his level."
"You are bathing before practice as a 'fuck you' to a smelly guy?" Dean clarifies. Suddenly Dean feels offended. "Wait a minute—how come this is the first time I'm hearing about this?"
"He's new," Cas grumbles. "He just moved here, and he smells, and he tries to tell the instructors they're doing things wrong. He's annoying and I hate him. Defeating him at this practice is very important, Dean. I'm sorry. Perhaps I could join you later."
"But it's Dean's birthday," Jack pipes up.
Dean looks at Jack, surprised, but also... touched.
Jack gives Cas a pleading look. Cas looks... put upon. He's giving Jack an almost... warning look, which is weird, but... bad day for Cas, maybe.
"No no—it's fine," Dean waves Cas off, and puts on an excited smile on for Jack. "You know what, Jack? All this means is that the two of us can go fishing."
"I hate fishing..." Cas grumbles.
"Exactly," Dean says. "So you won't miss out. Join us after your practice or whatever if you want. Sam wants the bunker to himself 'cause Eileen's coming over."
Cas tilts his head at him in confusion. "What? What does that have to do with anything?"
Dean gives him a look.
Cas stares back, then realization comes over his face. "...Oh," He says, glancing between Dean and Jack. "Uh... yes... so. Perhaps I'll join you after... fishing."
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Jack seems eager to do a lot of activities. It makes Dean feel kind of good that Jack seems to appreciate birthdays, because Dean is the one who made sure they kept celebrating Jack's.
They pack sandwiches and eat them by the river while they fish, and then Jack says he wants to see a movie so they go to the theater, and even though it doesn't matter because it's all the same cash at the end of the day, Jack insists on buying the popcorn when Dean reaches for his wallet.
They still haven't heard from Cas by the time they get out of the movie. His practice should have ended hours ago.
"....What if we go see the world's largest ball of twine?" Jack asks. So okay. They do. Then after that, they go play mini-golf. Dean keeps checking his phone, hoping maybe Cas will call or text for their whereabouts and join them, but a message never comes.
Dean feels not only a little stung, but also kind of worried. He ends up texting Cas.
Dean: Just checking in.
Cas replies about 20 minutes later.
Cas: I apologize, Dean. Sam has roped me into actual research.
However much he doesn't want it to, it puts a damper on things—makes it hard for Dean to keep smiling. Sam just... didn't want he and Jack underfoot? Is that it? He thought they'd... get in the way? It kind of offends Dean. He and Jack are both perfectly competent at researching and Sam knows that. Dean just doesn't like this kind of project. At worst, he would have stayed out of the way—holed up in The Dean Cave or in his room to watch movies. If Sam's goal was getting them out of the bunker so they wouldn't bother him, it doesn't feel fair. It seems... mean.
Dean's throat feels tight. He puts his phone on silent before they get to the burger joint in the evening—tells himself he's jumping to conclusions—he isn't being fair.
At least... at least Jack is having a good time—smiling ear to ear. It's good to see him happy—especially after that upsetting stint as God. The responsibility of it... the weight... thinking about it had twisted Dean's stomach in knots some nights so bad he could hardly breathe, even if he never spoke to anyone about it.
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Dean pulls into the garage right about 7PM, determined not to let any disappointment or hurt toward Sam or Cas show—reminding himself again that it's his own fault that they didn't know this day was important to him.
He decided on the drive home he'll say something about celebrating birthdays from now on... around late April, right before Sam's birthday so no one catches on that he's hurt. That'll... it'll make it easier to get it out anyway, Dean thinks—that this is something he wants—if it's first in the context of Sam's birthday instead of his own. He'll say he'd like to start making celebrating everyone's birthday a habit—say it's important to him. He'll ask, and plan a party for Sam, then they'll do one for Jack, then Cas... then, when Dean turns 46... maybe they can celebrate Dean's birthday all together then. Everyone being celebrated... it just feels right. It's something Dean just... wants.
He's also cooled off on Sam—convinced himself that Sam probably just didn't want Dean to feel obligated to help on his birthday while Sam was determined to be a bore—thought he'd have more fun getting out of the house. He just wishes Sam had the sense not to rope Cas in too.
Jack pushes open the stairs that lead down into the map room, and Dean nearly jumps out of his skin as he hears a very loud chorus of voices exclaiming, "SURPRISE!"
Jack grins widely then, and says, "Come on, Dean!" He races to the bottom of the stairs, motioning for Dean behind him.
Dean can hardly believe it when the library comes into view.
His family is there. Not just Sam and Cas, but Eileen, and Rowena, Donna, Jody, Garth and Bess and their boys, Claire and Patience and Alex. Some of them are wearing party hats, others just smiling. Donna scoops him into a hug first, then Jody.
Dean is overwhelmed by the attention as he trades hugs with so many of their friends. His eyes are drawn to actual decorations. There are streamers hang from the ceiling, attached to brown balloons. There's a banner attached to a wall that says "It Is Your Birthday!"
"Alright—so I left Cas in charge of the decorating while I went to get the cake," Sam admits as he walks up and places a cup of punch in Dean's hand.
"I already told you—the balloons are the color of Scooby Doo!" Cas scowls.
"Oh yeah? And why are they so under-filled?" Sam says back, but he's laughing.
"They're perfect, Cas," Dean chokes, looking at all the effort Cas put in—overwhelmed.
A cake in the shape of Scooby Doo's face is laid out on one of the tables, surrounded by paper party plates and napkins with The Scooby Gang on them. There are... there are actual wrapped presents sitting on the the table further back. Like... a lot of presents.
"You... you did all of this for me?" Dean asks, looking at Cas and Sam.
"We lied so we could stay here and prepare," Cas admits. "Jack was supposed to keep you out of the house while we worked."
Dean glances at Jack then, who beams.
"I'll be honest though. I really thought you had me figured out this morning in the kitchen, Dean," Sam shakes his head, grinning.
Dean's eyes well up with tears. "You're still a bad liar," He croaks.
He doesn't even know if it's him or someone else who starts it, but suddenly they're all in a group hug.
"Happy 45th birthday, Dean."
"You deserve it."
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prettyboypistol · 5 months
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How the Mercs Like to be Topped || TF2 x M!Reader +18
You see that 18+ and read more tab so minors fuck off
Scout
If you can actually convince him to bottom, he LOVES to be babied
"Good boy, Jeremy." "Oh come on darling, breathe for me?" are his FAVORITE
Caress him, kiss him, love on him!!! Scout loves the gentle touches and reassurances. You know he's always a little worried about bottoming, so you alwasy being there for him greatly eases his worries.
Yeah he'd like you to be a little rough and manhandle him, but you know he's far too flighty to handle a rougher touch. The most you'll do is pull his hair and push him deep into the mattress.
Soldier
Same hesitantcy as Scout, sees it as "unmanly" to bottom. (brother you are dating another MAN). But unlike Scout, Soldier loves to be ordered around in roleplay.
His favorite is commander/private with you acting as a drill sergent. Replace spanking with pushups!
Prefers no penetration but is open to blowing you/touching you/grinding
Isn't opposed to being hit with his crop but y'all haven't gotten there yet.
Pyro
Pyro likes to be on the bottom most of the time, but the dynamic you two have is that you must be blindfolded to not see them without their suit.
You two are actually really conversational about your sex life and open about each other's boundaries. Pyro likes to be topped and cared for, but they are massively uncomfortable being seen.
They love to be praised and gently guided as they worship your body. Pyro guides your hands to their hips as they ride you, from the noises they make, you know they're wearing the mask.
Bro this mf gives the most IMMACULATE head you're convinced under the mask is a tentacle mouth.
Demoman
Y'all do a coin flip to determine who tops lmao
The dynamic doesn't really change much between topping/bottoming unless you guys plan it beforehand to be kinky and even then the kink is just like, mild bdsm
He loves how playful and nonserious you are during sex, it puts him at ease. Tavish doesn't think sex should be all that serious, it should be fun!
Doesn't mind a bit of roughness around the edges, especially when you grab him by his face and demand he looks at you when you two are kinky. Instant bust.
Engie
Just a matter of personal preference- he likes to top more than bottom, but he isn't completely opposed to bottoming once in a blue moon.
He'll never admit it, but Dell loves when you "seduce" him in his workshop when he's working, especially since nobody comes around to hear how loud he gets.
Dell likes when you tease him a bit for being so loud! Call that cowboy a whore!!!
Secretly enjoys the shame of being filled up with cum and having made a mess of himself.
Heavy
He didn't think he'd like it at first, but the feeling of you spreading his legs and filling him up was fucking amazing.
Mikhail loves when you bite/mark him up! He can take the roughness of haphazard thrusting and god he loves it when you lose yourself inside him.
Watching you try to dominate him is adorably hot to him. That isn't to say that he thinks less of you, but the situational cuteness of a man smaller than him actual all macho-
Although, seeing you so serious and dominant is rather sexy. Heavy had always liked the serious types in bed.
Medic
Medic is so down to let you top, especially when he's feeling rather fiendish and coy. Sometimes he wants to be pushed against against a wall and taken as he playfully resists is just what he needs to destress.
Ludwig is so fucking down HORRENDOUS for you beating him the hell up during sex. Slap his face. Tie his hands up. Edge him and drive him insane.
If you're not feelings rough that night, Ludwig also enjoys the loving and languid sex that just takes joy in your company.
choke this bitch. do it.
Spy
Yeah he's a vers, but the vulnerability of letting you domtop would be too much for him. If he bottoms for you, you're the one begging for him.
Watching you hungerly look over him, seeing the lust in your eyes turns him on more than he can describe.
Handcuffs are a favorite of his, especially when you struggle against them to beg to touch his hips as he rides you.
Secretly fucks himself to fantasies of you ravaging him and ruining his pretty and put together facade.
Sniper
Whatever gets his rocks off the best is what he's down for.
When you fuck him, expect your back to be marred with scratches and your shoulders riddled with bite marks and hickeys.
Mundy is suprisingly whiny after a good while, eventually breaking to growl and whimper for you to "just get on with it, you fucking tease!"
Likes to go multiple rounds and has the biggest libido out of all the mercs. He's a self-aware needy man and will give every alleyway and storage room a once over when you two are walking together.
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cozymoko · 1 year
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Tw EATING DISORDER
what would the sakamakis+tsukanamis do when they realize their s/o is developing an eating disorder?
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S/O WITH EATING DISORDER — SAKAMAKI
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Pairing: Sakamaki Brothers x gn! reader
Format: Headcanons
WARNING(S): eating disorder, force feeding, insensitive comments
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SHU SAKAMAKI
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Though not the most well-informed, he's far from being an idiot. He was already suspicious when you either faked eating during dinner or attempted to force the food down your throat. It was painfully evident. And when he found you bent over a toilet, retching out the remains, that was all the proof he needed.
Shu can't force you to do anything and he's aware of that, but he will still encourage you to do so. Frankly, he'd rather not have you starve to death due to your own stubbornness. Shu will follow you to hell and then bring you right back. He'll even try to play therapist and listen to what kick-started your god-awful eating habits.
“Haah, what a piece of work. You must really want to give me a heart attack, hm? Learn to rely on me, don't make me worry so much next time.”
REIJI SAKAMAKI
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Out of all his brothers, Reiji will be the most understanding. Most of the Sakamaki has very limited knowledge involving the human body but he does not. After plunging his head in many books on the matter, that much should be clear. Thus it's likely you won't have too much trouble confining in him because of that.
There's no need for you to go hungry in any way while living in the manor. Despite how annoyed he may come off, Reiji is willing to go through all the potential solutions to lessen this burden on you. However, he does still remain the same in some aspects, threatening to punish you if you don't put forth some effort to eat.
“I've noticed your eating habits have become rather strange. Very well, I will create a new diet for you to regain your strength. It would be best that you follow it.”
AYATO SAKAMAKI
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Unfortunately, he's pretty insensitive to things like this. He has no knowledge of mental health (though having plenty of his own) so Ayato won't try to act as he does. He'll probably say something terribly ignorant or even try to shove food down your throat, then turn around and wonder why you're so pissed at him.
It will take someone to smack some sense into him so he understands the severity of it. Even then he lacks the sentiments to truly comprehend what you're going through. But realistically, he'll probably push it off onto Reiji in the end. Of course, he cares, but such a "detailed" condition isn't his forte.
“Geez, just how long were you planning on keeping this from me? You belong to 'yours truly', and it'd be such a pain if you get any weaker. So rely on me, got it!”
KANATO SAKAMAKI
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This is the last person I'd want to be stuck with in a situation like this. He's an absolute idiot on things like this, hands down. (I hate Kanato) In his mind, dolls don't have to eat so you must be perfectly fine, right? Expect you aren't a doll, nor a vampire at that so, of course, you need to eat.
As the days go by you grow noticbly weaker with no desire to do anything but wallow in your despair. Only then did he begin to take things seriously. The triplet has the most insufficient approach ever, it's not even comforting. Kanato will attempt to feed you and then get mad when you reject it. Despite his apparent concern, I highly doubt it'd make up for his thoughtlessness.
“You've grown so weak...Uu...why won't you talk to me? Uu...Don't you care for my feelings? I won't allow you to die on me; you can't leave me! I'll make sure of it!”
LAITO SAKAMAKI
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He knows what an eating disorder is as Laito's been with his fair share of women. But that doesn't mean he's educated on the matter. Laito notices your standoffish demeanor right away, carefully eyeing you as he immediately puts two and two together. Yet, he won't act on it until he can find the root of your eating disorder. After all, we must start from the source~!
It'd be a shame if his favorite toy grew terribly ill so he offers to help you. Spending several hours arranging a new diet for you, feeding you small portions, and certainly boosting your confidence in the late hours of the night. Though he doesn't show it, Laito truly cares for your well-being and will do just about anything to ensure your recovery.
“You've been looking at your reflection for quite some time, little bitch. Have I not been tending to you enough~? Fufu, that won't do! Shall I fix that for you~?”
SUBARU SAKAMAKI
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Once he found out about your eating disorder, Subaru loses it. His anger is in some way directed at you for not telling him; but also at himself for being so clueless about it. As you'd expect, his first course of action is intimidating you into eating, but a quiet whimper will stop him dead in his tracks. This calls for a different approach.
Subaru looks to Reiji for guidance, which comes as no shock. The vampire is in no place to be taking care of a human in any mental aspect, regardless of them being his lover. Even with this newfound information, it will do very little to decrease his snappiness towards you. But he's just worried and sure as hell doesn't wanna lose you!
“Don't push yourself too much, alright? Tch, 'worried?', it's not like that so shut up, damnit! I just...don't want you to leave me in the dark anymore...”
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m3l-moony · 1 month
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You don't have many hc yet????
Allow me to help~
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A s/o who randomly paints on their skin
And so they are covered in paint "tatoos"
Some gruesome, some cute
but they know she's anxious when they start getting creepy
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I have an expansion on this too but next time~
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👾 a/n: Krixa, this request is so cute!!
I also ended up adding Shiva's wives :>
📂 – gn! reader; fluff; established relationship; poly relationship with Shiva and his wives; mentions of body parts but nothing sexual (slightly suggestive on Buddha’s part perhaps?)
S/O who randomly paint themselves
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Buddha 🍭
Loves your drawings.
He likes the silliest/weidest drawings the most, he finds them funny.
He'll definitely let you paint him if your body is fully painted – and he'll show them off with pride!
As soon as Buddha notices the bizarre drawings he will pull you to the bed, sofa, floor, beanbag... Anywhere you are, to hug you
He'll ask you what that specific drawing means and will help you with your anxiety and help you clean yourself of the ink.
Eat as many sweets as you want, he makes an exception for his sweetie – you.
Hug him, play with his hair, cry on him, paint him... He doesn't care, as long as you're okay.
Definitely asks you to draw on him to make you feel better.
He'll probably tease you by saying: “Do you want me to take off my clothes so you can paint on my body?~” or somethin' cheesy like that.
Don't worry, he's not serious – or maybe he is.
Jataka 💐
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Jataka swears that your paintings are the most beautiful things he has seen...
He loves watching you paint your body and will ask if you can paint his hand, maybe other parts like his cheeks, legs and chest – his belly is ticklish, paint his belly! His laugh is the sweetest sound of all
The paintings he loves most are the cute ones, especially the flowery ones!!
When he sees your bizarre paintings he immediately cleans them, he doesn't want to see you with negative emotions painted on your beautiful body :(
He will hug you, sing to you softly, kiss you, run you a bath, make the bed... He will treat you like absolute royalty.
He will offer his body for you to paint, he wants you to express your emotions, even if they are ugly or bad, he wants to feel them.
“Share your emotions with me, my flower...”
Loki 🐍
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Oh, do you paint it yourself? Good to know...
He's going to spill paint on you, BUT, if you can make something beautiful out of the mess this gremlin made on you... Congratulations, he's surprised and whipped by you - You turned his prank into art! This is amazing!!
He doesn't mind if you paint him, he likes it, for him it's like a kind of prank but secretly he wants you to paint him to have your mark on him ;)
He probably wouldn't know what the bizarre drawings mean... But when he finds out he'll try to make jokes and pranks to make you laugh, or maybe he'll draw silly pictures of you or himself.
He doesn't know what to do to help you, but hey, he's trying!
“Look, look! What a weird little creature I drew... It looks like Zeus!!”
Shiva 🎵
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Hah, he loves your art!!
Your cute arts? He loves them.
Your silly arts? He loves them.
Your bizarre arts? He... Oh, he will hold you in his four arms, he will talk to you, he will treat you like total absolute royalty
He hates seeing the bizarre drawings because he knows you're not well; But don't worry, he comforts you...
Oh, and wait for him to ask you to draw on him, even though the blue paint doesn't really work on his skin.
“Look what a beautiful work of art you did on me, my jewel~”
+ bonus Parvati, Kali & Durga 💗
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They love your arts!!!
They will paint you too, they will paint themselves, let you paint them...
Oh, do you think you can make a picture for them to frame?? Because they will want it!
When they see your bizarre art... Oh... Oh.
Well, now you have three caring Goddesses who care like hell about you and who will give you all the affection in the world.
They will do everything to make you smile, and just like Shiva, they will give you royal treatment.
“Can we frame your painting???” they will ask together.
– Moony (@m3l-moony)
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Idea for the YV boys, how do you think they would deal with drunk listener? If they went too hard at a party and went home or something?
Drunk Listener HC's
Alphonse
Oh lord help him, I feel like he doesn't drink that much only to the point he has a buzz.
But he's handling you gently so you both can get home and snuggle in bed.
If you try and get another drink he flirts to distract you so he can switch the alcohol for water.
Once y'all get home he makes sure to get you undressed and into comfy clothing.
If you puke he's he feels so bad bc he hates puking (hc) so he's making sure you have stuff that helps you not puke.
Will bring pillows and a blanket to the bathroom to sleep in there if your puking so much and got tried to even move.
But if your not he's laughing at you stumbling around slurring to him how he's husband material.
Seth
He never drinks only on special occasions (also hc) but he'll cut you off if you had too much
Seth knows how to deal with a drunk person and knows your gonna have a killer hangover
he's making sure your comfy and have medicine for in the morning.
Depending on what type of drunk you are he's having a good time, like a runner? his hand is latched on ya, or a crier? dw bbg (used neutral) cry in his chest.
Seth before was making sure you had food in your stomach before eating so much so you don't get too messed up.
The next morning he will be teasing you saying how you asked him out and looked like a kicked puppy when he said he was taken.
Seth loves how you trust him in your most vulnerable state like this, so he makes sure he takes amazing care of you.
Charlie
panicking bc he almost lost you in the crowd at the party, but when he found you he saw how tipsy you were and decided it was time to go home and get in y'alls pjs!
Charlie knows he's scrawny so he's lowkey struggling to help you get home, doesn't help you keep trying to kiss all over his face
Once y'all do get home he looks at the stairs (hc for Cas's house it's two story) and decides it's a couch night. After getting you changed and finding pillows and blankets he's ready to snuggle.
He has a bag incase you throw up and medicine for you to take, he lowkey doesn't know wtf he;s doing bc he does drink some but prefers to smoke.
got snacks if your hungry, also decided to put a movie on since you were getting bored and demanded a movie or a show.
Now your both giggling at the pranks people do, like moving an object slightly to the right every time they look away.
Faust
Your both tipsy lets be honest, Faust I feel like parties but only to some parties.
When he goes tho he only drinks a lil bc drunk people make him eh when partying.
If he sees you drank too much yep, your done, lets go home. gets a uber to go home and makes sure your okay to be laid down on the bed before going to sleep.
if you feel sick he asks the uber to pull over in case you need to throw up. Pays extra to stop at a store to get medicine bc he doesn't have a lot at his home.
If your hungry door dashing or delivery. Will make ramen for you if your hungry for noodles.
Is making sure all makeup/jewelry your wearing is taken off bc he knows how it always bugs him when he's sleeping.
has a lil trash can next to the bed if you need it. Also makes sure your sleeping facing the trashcan so you can throw up easier.
Finn
Finn is that person who has one cup for the whole party bc hes babysitting it. No he doesn't want another one he's fine.
If your drinking too much he stops you the best he can since he's trying to be gentle with you but if you don't listen he will scold you a bit to make you stop.
Gets you in the car, has a throw up bag in there for cases like these. I feel like Jack would take in to parties so he's always been the designated driver for him.
Rubbing your back while driving so comfort you if you throw up in the car. Has water for you after wards bc he keeps like a lil case in his car when needed.
Making you tea to feel better and a light snack so you don't throw that up too.
Helps you undress and asks if you want a bath or shower before laying you down.
Gives you meds too if you need them. Also on stand by in the morning when you wake up.
Auron
he can hold his liquor but knows everyone has a different tolerance with alcohol so he's watching you when you drink.
once he sees you drank too much he's right next to you guiding you out of the party. Calls his driver and makes sure your okay before getting in.
100% holding you in the car drive home bc he knows you might fall over in the limo. Has drinks in the limo for things like this and gives you water and making sure you drink it.
Asks if you need anything and his phone is on speed dial for any restaurant or store if you want anything.
When you guys get to his penthouse he took of your shoes in the car so you could walk correctly in the penthouse. asks if you want to be carried or grip on his arm walking in.
Help's undress you once your in his bedroom and cleaning your makeup off if needed.
If you do throw up hes sitting next to you comforting you while holding your hair or anything you need him to.
gets a trashcan fro you in case you need it later. In the morning he's asking if you need meds since he ask a assistant to get him some an hour ago before you woke up.
Lucien
Human alcohol doesn't do shit to him so he drank a lot and got like only a slight buzz. You tho took it as a challenge to see if you could get him drunk while also drinking his orders.
but his orders were straight up gasoline so it got you fucked up. Lucien at first didn't notice until you started slurring words at him.
Somehow got someone to pay for the bill and carried you home. made sure not to move you around so much in case you threw up. If you did he's apologizing while helping you puke.
Once home he kinda has no fuckin idea wtf to do so he's frantically googling everything. He get's you undressed, make up off, in light clothing, gets a trashcan for you and helps you into bed.
Once in the morning he looked up what was good to eat during a hangover and made it for you.
teases you how you went ham on the drinks but couldn't even keep up with him. Also somehow got meds from your neighbor? (hc Angel lives next to a older woman) She taught him how to make a hangover pick up.
If you want food he'll make it, but makes you stay in bed for the whole day, even figured out how to call you out from work. Since he's a demon he's good at lying so he got you the day off.
Jack
he use to work at the club you both went to so you to a free pass in, helped bar-tend and was making crazy concoctions for everyone.
didn't see you take one that was straight up gasoline and ended up giving you some simple drinks fruity ones you need to watch out for how many your drinking.
when he realize how much you drinked he cut you off and told his friend who got you both in your leaving now.
if you try to fight him on going home he's nodding along while slowly getting you out and hes like welp guess we go home!
if you puke dw he got anything you need him to hold while you do. He was able to go into a store and get puke bags for you so you both started to walk home.
had a side job at a local med store so knew which ones to give you to feel better. Also was a caregiver for a quick minute so he got you out of your clothing in less than a minute.
making sure your okay before laying you both to sleep. in the morning he called Finn to ask what was that drink his grandma would give them if they got hangovers. Knows a weird food combo thats easy on your stomach to eat when food smells like straight up trash for you.
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angelltheninth · 1 year
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Valorant Agents + Mission Injuries
Pairing: Yoru, Phoenix, Sova, Viper, Reyna, Fade, Chamber, Skye, Jett, Harbor x Reader
Tags: fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, injury recovery, mission injury, protectiveness, soothing kisses, flirting, cuddles, showing off
A/N: They might be saving the world but that won't stop me from wanting to dote on them every now and then.
Yoru is very confidant in being able to get away from a dangerous situation. This can make him a little reckless at times, charging, tackling and then vanishing on the enemy. Which leads him to having a lot of bruises on the regular, and that means that you often apply ointment to them and Yoru dramatically gasping in pain, but also flexing his muscles under your hands.
Phoenix can be pretty hotheaded and not just because of his power but he has charged in after his opponents. He's also very much of a showoff due to wanting to prove himself so he tends to take more risks then needed. He's quick to brush this off, saying how he's just doing what's needed. f he's gonna be taking risks like this then he needs to take better care of himself, you hate seeing him come back with injuries and him thinking that it doesn't matter, they do, he matters more then the mission.
Sova doesn't get too close to his opponent if he ca help it so he doesn't get many injuries compared to some of his other teammates. When he does though he's not being secretive about them, actually he really likes it when you dote on him a little, smiling as you tape and put a band-aid on his little cuts and bruises. He shivers when you kiss his injuries, which is rare for him, he never shivers and despite them he can't help but pull you against him for the night.
Viper takes care of her own injuries before you can see them in order to prevent you from worrying about her. It doesn't work of course, you know her too well by now. You poke her on purpose to get a reaction out of her and get her to admit where it hurts so you take another look at it. You do have faith in her medical abilities but you want to make sure that she didn't skip out on anything because she thought it wasn't important enough.
Reyna very rarely gets hurt and even when she does she's very fast to heal. You don't have to make a big deal of her injuries, just come and cuddle with her that's all she really needs at the end of the day, and lots of kisses too, maybe you can leave some bruises on her too. As long as the injuries aren't too bad you will indulge her whims but she better not get hurt next time or you're gonna be sending her to the couch. A terrible punishment indeed.
Fade is pretty good at avoiding serious injuries on mission, maybe a few little ones but nothing to freak out over. Still she can't deny she loves it when you take her hand and kiss her fingers one by one, slowly making your way to the injured spot and paying a little more attention to those spots then usual. Really makes her heart flutter and filed with joy.
Chamber never tells you about his injuries unless they're really bad. He's been a loner for a long time, he can take care of them by himself. He'll often come to bed and hug you from behind, his bandages scratchy and a little uncomfortable but that won't stop him from giving you a good time. The only one who can stop him at point is you if you notice that he's hissing and grunting in pain too much, otherwise you know he'll just flirt if off.
Skye getting injured is a daily thing but often not from field missions but a scrape or a bruise here and there from handling or helping the animals. Her mission injuries do get pretty bad sometimes, making you see what a softie she really is, with her groaning and whining whenever you clean and bandage them up. As long as you kiss each of them later she'll hold still for you but they need to be really good kisses.
Jett always put a little jokey spin on her getting injured to calm you down. She gets into close combat often so it's not unusual for her to get a bruised rib or a split lip. It's nothing a little rest won't fix. Of course she'd have an easier time if she had someone cute to cuddle with while she sleeps. And a kiss would surely make the cut on her lip go away faster.
Harbor flirts with danger every day. Yes it gets him bruises, cracked ribs and many other things to worry about later, but he thinks it worth if for the adventure. Of course he's been a bit more careful since starting to date you because he knows how worried you get, but he's a pretty tough guy, there's not much that he can't handle. Other then your wrath of course, he has a way of dealing with that too, lots of kisses and flirty remarks.
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frogzzai · 1 year
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Got any hc's for smooching the upper moons? 😘
Of course I do, what sort of Tumblr writer would I be if I didn't? 🫣🤭
Uppermoon kissing headcannons!
Send in requests I have no motivation :'( (I write for MHA, Creepypasta, Slashers, Demon Slayer, JJK, Harry Potter, Rick and Morty, Fantastic Beasts, Winx)
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Characters included: Kokushibo, Douma, Akaza, Hantengu, Sekido, Urogi, Karaku, Aizetsu, Gyokko, Gyutaro, Daki
Warnings: Suggestive content
Uppermoon 1- Kokushibo
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I feel like Kokushibo would be a very traditional man seeing as he's over 400 years old.
He's definitely not one for short pecks, even if one of you had to be somewhere.
Kokushibo would prefer slow and passionate kisses, like the gentleman he is (ignoring the murder of course🤞).
Almost always asks before he kisses you. Something along the lines of, 'May I kiss you'.
Kokushibo puts a lot of passion into his kisses, he doesn't just give them out half-heartedly, he really puts his emotions behind it (or any emotions he has left).
He doesn't like teasing, he won't tease with his kisses and he doesn't want you to either. If you did he'd probably sulk for a while.
He's a lot more gentle than some of the Uppermoons however he can be rougher if either of you are feeling extra 'needy'.
Uppermoon 2- Douma
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Unlike Kokushibo, Douma enjoys both short pecks and teasing kisses, however, occasionally Douma likes passionate ones.
If you're with him whilst he's with his followers, he does quick cheek kisses unless there's a follower that is particularly annoying, that's when he'll initiate longer kisses.
Douma is quite playful, in multiple ways, so often if the kisses are longer it'll lead to something else, unless you're in front of an annoying follower, that's when it'll have to wait. His followers aren't allowed to see you like that. Only Douma.
If you were an upper rank and you went to meetings with him, he'd often kiss you as if to 'show you off'. This only makes Muzan's hatred for Douma blossom but for the most part he won't do anything, Muzan is a lot more lenient with his Uppermoons. Just don't disturb the meeting too much.
Uppermoon 3- Akaza
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Akaza isn't necessarily 'old fashioned' as such but he's certainly very respectful with his kisses.
We all know Akaza drinks woman respect juice on the daily and so he doesn't want to overstep any boundaries you may have.
He asks before he kisses you, just incase you didn't want him to.
He doesn't mind what type of kiss it is but he mostly prefers meaningful kisses that last for a while.
He would never kiss you in a meeting. We all know his respect and loyalty for Muzan is very high. He would see that as disrespectful.
I feel like he'd prefer to keep his kisses behind closed doors as he thinks it would make him seem vunerable.
The most PDA he'd show is a arm around your waist or shoulder, maybe a hand on your lower back.
Uppermoon 4- Hantengu + Clones
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A very nervous kisser.
He's a very paranoid demon as seen in the meeting and when he appears in the village.
It takes a long time for him to kiss you in your relationship.
He gives quick pecks, never longer kisses.
There's not much to say about him, he doesn't often give kisses.
Sekido
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Sekido is very angry by nature (obviously).
He prefers rough kisses, like extremely rough. I'm talking 'till your on the verge of passing out.
He doesn't care where you are or who is around you, he'll kiss you anywhere and in front of everyone.
Soft kisses don't exist with him, he is the incarnation of rage and those transfer into his kisses, that doesn't mean he doesn't love you, you won't find him fawning over anybody else.
Urogi
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Urogi's kisses are definitely fun.
You'll never know when, where or how he's going to kiss you. They range from short pecks, to long and gentle kisses, to hunger-filled and fiery kisses.
He doesn't have a favourite place to kiss you, just whatever is exposed at the time. Neck, lips, cheek, collarbone, forehead... you get the idea.
Doesn't care who's watching, he'll kiss you in front of his brothers with no shame.
Will definitely take you in the air with him to kiss you.
Uses his ability to find high up spots with great views to kiss you at.
Karaku
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Karaku loves teasing you with kisses, the ones that leave you wanting more.
He finds it funny when he kisses you in front of his brothers, especially Sekido. Sekido's anger makes the kisses more enjoyable he thinks.
If his brothers annoy him he'll just make them feel like Urogi as he sends them flying through the air.
Massive fan of giving hickeys. Fight me.
Aizetsu
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His kisses are very soft and gentle, they definitely last for a while.
He isn't a fan of quick kisses, he doesn't feel they convey his full love for you, he doesn't feel any sort of kiss could convey even a fraction of his love for you.
The only time he'll do quick pecks is if you've just woken up (demon or not) even so they'll be followed shortly with a longer one, or, if you're asleep (or falling asleep), he'll press a quick one to your forehead or nose.
He doesn't tend to kiss you in public, if he gets insecure or jealous for any reason he'll quickly kiss your cheek but as soon as you're in private he won't stop kissing you, the only time he stops is if you need to take a breather. He'll just start again after though.
Gyokko
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Gyokko definitely leaves green kiss stains all over you, whether he's wearing lipstick or not.
He'll proudly parade you round with them. He'd be very happy if you wore lipstick and returned the favor, he calls it artwork.
Would definitely co-ordinate your kiss marks into his pot designs.
Would gladly show off the lipstick marks in Uppermoon meetings, Muzan doesn't mind too much. Gyokko's pots bring in good money, he likes Gyokko.
Gyokko likes short but repeated kisses. He likes to kiss you with one of his mouths and then quickly switches to the other over and over.
Not one for longer kisses.
Gyutaro
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As soon as Gyutaro realises you actually like him and you aren't just making fun of him, there's no stopping his kisses.
Marks you EVERYWHERE. He's got someone he considers second most gorgeous (not as much as his sister of course) and he isn't letting anyone else even second guess if you're single or not.
Inexperienced but that won't stop him.
His kisses are a mix of everything.
He likes to go from kissing your lips, down to your jaw and then neck and then collarbone ect.
His rougher kisses are when he's jealous and his softer ones are when he's feeling insecure so you get a fair bit of both.
Daki
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Daki likes cheek kisses. Just short cheek kisses.
Not a fan of anything else really, she likes to keep things quick and simple.
Not much else to say really.
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kairiscorner · 9 months
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I don’t know if your reqs are open because your desc says one thing and your pinned says another so please feel free to ignore this 😭 but if you are taking reqs I’d love to see headcanons for spider noir x autistic!gn!reader if you could? Thank you so much I love your work have a great day <33
HELLO !! sorry for the confusion, i cleared it up now though, as of rn, bot requests are open, fic requests are closed, however TT I'M SO SORRY FOR THE CONFUSION AAAA AND I HOPE I DO THIS JUSTICE <:DD please feel free to correct me if i get anything wrong, i'll change it if need be, i have no intention of insulting or harming anyone, even by accident ^^
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when you opened up to noir that you had autism, he was a little surprised at first. he never meant it in a mocking or disgusted way, he was just unsure of what to do to keep you comfortable now that he was aware you had autism, and was worried if the stuff he used to do with or to you before ever put you off about him or made you uncomfortable. he only ever wants to make you comfortable around him, never unsettle or hurt you in ways he didn't realize.
but when you opened up more to him, explained to him what you were uncomfortable with and told him he was fine, that he didn't do anything to ever make you uncomfortable–in fact, he was one of the most kindhearted and and loving people you've ever met that hardly overwhelmed you–he felt so relieved, but still eager to help make things easier and more comfortable for you as much as he can, because he truly does care about you.
if you had an issue with certain foods, he wouldn't force you to eat it nor find it strange. he'd adjust to your preferences and needs as much as possible, and he'd be so patient about it, truly <:) he's down to eating the food you wouldn't like or pick apart from the rest of what you like :D
when you're experiencing a sensory overload when you two are out and about, he'd immediately take you away from that place and hand you everything you need--your headphones if you needed them to get away from all the noise, sunglasses to lessen the intensity of the bright lights around you, and whatever else you needed to comfort you.
he wouldn't touch you out of the blue, unless you state otherwise--that you're okay with it--and instead, he'd hang around you, just a little closely, and admire you from a distance. if you'd let him touch you, he'd always be careful and mind the areas you're okay and not okay with him touching you at, he'd never overstep any boundaries between you two and would ensure your comfort over everything, every time.
if you had an issue with "coming off as blunt or rude", peter wouldn't be too offended by what you say. he knows some people may misunderstand you often, just as how you may misunderstand them and what they mean. peter is very open to helping you word out your feelings, your thoughts, in ways that won't sound offensive but still get what you mean to say in the closest context possible. he also helps explain to you some things that you may take literally, and he doesn't mind if you don't get it at first, he honestly would struggle sometimes to understand some sayings without their context, too.
he lets you do things on your own as well, of course. he doesn't worry too much about you when you say you're capable of doing this and that on your own. he'll only worry when you don't speak to him for a long while, longer than usually, because he understands you need or want to be alone at times--but if you suddenly stop talking for a long while, he does get worried until you clear it up to him at some point.
when you explain to him that on some days or moments you go non-verbal, wherein you use gestures or your body language to communicate with him what you need, he had mixed feelings at first--mainly anxiety because he worries mixing up your gestures and disappointing or discomforting you and blaming himself. but when you assure him you wouldn't be mad if he didn't understand at first, he got a lot calmer about it, and when you went non-verbal on him sometimes, he actually found it quite fun communicating with you in ways that words could never get across. though he misses your voice sometimes, he likes to see you express yourself more freely with your body language compared to words, which in a way, do limit thoughts as compared to actions.
HE'S ALSO SUPER INTERESTED IN EVERYTHING YOU HAVE A SPECIAL INTEREST IN IF YOU HAVE ANY !! peter's a very curious guy, and seeing as how he already finds you super interesting, everything else you love and find interest in is, by proxy, very intriguing for him. if you'd go on and on about something you loved, HE'D PULL UP A CHAIR AND WITH A SMILE PATIENTLY LISTEN TO YOU TALK ABOUT IT <3 he'd develop an interest and gain knowledge about it, too, so it's a win-win for you both :DD
at the end of the day, he's always here for you, no matter what you need or what you want--he'd do it and give it to you, not just because you sometimes need his help, but because he truly does love you and care about you and wants to make you feel safe, comfortable, and happy around him <:))
a/n: I HOPE I DID THIS WELL, I'M SORRY IF IT'S INACCURATE OR WRONG 😭😭😭again, don't hesitate to correct me on it if you see anything wrong with it! i don't intend on hurting anyone, so any and all corrections are welcome ^v^
tags !! @thecoolerdor @miguelswifey04 @sabcandoit @binibinileonara @k4tsu3 @fictarian @maxoloqy @luvstarrstruck @ii01vq @connors-cumslurper
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thelampisaflashlight · 11 months
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To Keep In Mind
[Some semi-angsty SwissDew. Short read. Not suitable for younger audiences.] Below the cut.
The thing about Dew that he'll never admit to, is that sometimes he wants to get off without it being a fight.
He doesn't want a hand in his hair pulling from the root and bitter words, he wants... a caress, a massaging touch that makes him feel good without the twinge of pain.
He loves that, don't get him wrong, he loves the way pain can melt into pleasure, but...
But at a certain point it, the reward doesn't make up for the tears and time wasted, the words spoken, the hurt feelings or the ache.
And tonight is a prime example of all of those things and more if he's completely honest with himself.
It's stupid.
Swiss got off.
He got off.
He should be sated, relaxed, riding the high of it all... but he's not.
And he doesn't know how to tell the other he wants, needs, more.
"What's wrong, huh?" a hand rubs his back, soothing circles that should take away the edge, but, instead, Dew just feels...
Bitter.
He pulls away from Swiss' touch, curls into himself, and then, in a single motion, finds himself getting up from the bed entirely.
"Dew?"
The bed creaks, and it's obvious Swiss is confused, maybe even a little worried, but Dew doesn't want to talk right now, doesn't want to admit that he...
That he didn't enjoy it.
That hard and fast couldn't make up for a lack of...
"...Fuck this."
He tugs his sweatpants back on, then his shirt, leaving a befuddled Swiss in his wake as he shuts the door in his face and walks down the hallway to the kitchen.
He could go back to his room, he knows, but he already told Mountain he was staying overnight with Swiss, and coming back now would make it a little too obvious that things didn't go as planned.
Unfortunately, while Dew may be the type to avoid talking about his feelings, it'll take more than a door to keep Swiss from following after him and asking again-
"What's wrong?"
Dew crosses his arms, refusing to turn around to look at him.
It's childish, he knows, but a part of him feels like it should be obvious why he's upset.
But he has enough self awareness to know that if he doesn't say anything, then how the hell is anyone supposed to know what's going on with him?
He sighs, but it doesn't relieve any of the tension he feels, does nothing to help him find the right words to say, but Swiss...
"Dew, baby, did I do something?" his voice is so gentle, "Did I hurt you?"
"I'm not..." Dew mumbles, "I..."
Fuck.
The only thing Dew can think to say, he knows, won't make things any better, if anything, it'll make the situation worse.
You should already know what's wrong! his brain screams, but his lips remained pressed in a thin line, clamped shut to keep himself from saying something he knows he'll regret.
"Dew, I can't... I can't." Swiss breathe in, "I can't help if I don't know what's wrong, and I won't know unless you talk to me, please."
Dew spins on his heels and sharply pokes a finger into Swiss' chest
"YOU-" his voice cracks, "...You don't love me..."
"Dew, that's not-"
"...It doesn't feel like... like you love me. It just feels... bad."
Bad.
Swiss looks at him with wide eyes, "Dew, I..."
Dew can see Swiss actively trying think of what to say, how to fix things, and a small part of him tells himself that should be reassuring, that the fact that Swiss is trying should be a sign that things aren't completely...
"...How long have you felt this way?" he asks, and Dew looks at his feet.
"...Not... not a long time. It's more..." Dew closes his eyes, "...Lately, I just... I need... I want..."
Swiss takes Dew's hands into his own, and Dew presses his thumbs into his palms.
"...I wanted... I wanted things to be... slower tonight and..." he peers up at Swiss through his lashes, "I want it to feel like you care about... about me."
"I do ca-"
"I know." Dew interrupts, "But... I don't... when it's always... THIS or nothing... it doesn't feel good, and it doesn't... I don't. Fuck."
Dew squeezes Swiss' hands.
"Can you treat me..." he grits his teeth, "...gentler?"
"Gentler? Yeah... Yes, yes, of course." Swiss says, "Will you let me make it up to you?"
Dew weighs his options and shakes his head.
"Can we... I just want to be held right now, I'm sore."
"I'm sorry."
"It's..." Dew stops himself from saying it's okay, because, really, if it was they wouldn't be standing in the kitchen in the middle of the night like this.
He'd be in Swiss' bed still, curled up fast asleep not giving a single fuck if that were the case.
"...My room?" Dew asks, "I want... I want my bed, I want my nest."
"Okay."
"And we... we can talk, but we gotta... we gotta be kind of quiet so Mountain doesn't wake up."
"Stealth snuggles, gotcha." Swiss hums, pulling Dew into a hug.
Dew wraps his arms around Swiss, pressing his cheek to his chest, "I'm... I'm sorry I suck at bringing this shit up and keep making things complicated..."
"Hey, hey, listen... You said it now, and, fuck, that's a lot better than it used to be." Swiss rubs his back, "Before, you wouldn't say anything and would let it fester for days... How long did it take you this time? Ten minutes tops? And you're articulating how you feel."
"...You sound like Aeth."
"I'll take that as a complement. You usually listen to him more than me, so that's how I know I'm doing this at least a little right."
"...I am sorry though." Dew says, "I need to get better at... all of this honestly. I'm working on it."
"No worries, I'm right there with you." Swiss laughs, "But, please, if I ever... if I ever do something that makes you feel bad, if I hurt you without realizing, tell me. I know it's hard, but beyond the obvious, it's hard to know what's going on in that pretty little head of yours."
"Yeah..." Dew yawns, "...Eugh..."
"Bed?"
"Mn."
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shallowseeker · 8 months
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I'm not trying to be contrary but I'm genuinely curious why you think Jack would be jealous of Claire rather than follow her around like a lost puppy.
I mean, he might try to be friends at first. Jack likes to style himself as a polite, young fellow, after all. Plus, he appears to be uncomfortable about Jimmy Novak, if you go by the script outlines. There'd be guilt mixed up with everything, too. He has his dad because she lost hers. Claire is someone he'd instantly want to protect.
But Claire is mean as a fuckin' snake, and Jack's feelings aren't iron-clad. He also can tend to get snipey and sassy when pressed, especially if he thinks Claire is doing something dangerous.
For her part, Claire doesn't want to be protected. She wants to show off and be the superior hunter, which of course gets her into trouble.
And well. Jack's never really had to share Cas before. Not like that. I don't know if he'll understand at first why he's so uncomfortable, but he definitely will be.
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Maybe you're right that you'd need one of those serpent tongues around to voice the most uncharitable interpretations of events, in true SPN fashion. This way, Jack's fears and jealousy can get riled up more properly (Claire, on the other hand, doesn't need any help getting riled up).
Instead of a demon or villain of the week to be the mouthpiece, I'd choose Dark Kaia. I mean, Dark Kaia is ruthless and cunning and blunt and cruel...and she tried to skewer Claire. Plus...
REGULAR KAIA IN HER DEBUT: I mean, you picked the wrong bait. I'm not the kind of girl folks come for. In this world, I don't even rank a milk carton. No one is gonna come for me. I'm not white, rich, blonde. No one's gonna fight for me. I don't matter.
Still, regular Kaia fell in love with Claire, even though she was milk-carton gorgeous. But Dark Kaia tried to kill Claire, because Claire was the thing taking her twin from her.
We also understand that Dark Kaia is jealous of Kaia for even having a Claire in the first place, just like she admits to being jealous of her world.
In 15x12, Dark Kaia too sees a beautiful, Claire-like face in a magazine and angrily shoves it across the table. Like regular Kaia, she seems to have hang-ups about the sort of person society seems to "instantly care about."
All that to say, she'd totally be the voice in Jack's ear pointing out the contrasts between how Claire is treated versus how Jack is treated. Look how soft they all are on Claire, how precious she is, how they protect her, etc. etc.
Sorry, that wasn't really your question, was it. The real answer is...because I like the flavor.
Claire is jealous because TFW gives Jack more responsibility; Jack is jealous because they give her less.
It's spicy.
ADDENDUM: If she'd been an active player in the plot, Claire would absolutely volunteer to "Kill Jack Kline...so Cas, Dean, and Sam don't have to." Dark Kaia would agree, and regular Kaia would be looking for a way to save him. If Jack killed Claire, that might be the thing that motivates Cas to act more visibly out of character, similar to how Mary's death pushed Sam and Dean to the brink.
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scoobydoodean · 2 months
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I've been thinking about your meta about 5.16 as a Zach manipulation. It reminded me of the theory that the Ash scene is Dean's 3rd heaven room. It has Dean's coolest friends, Ash and Pam, and they reassure him they don't blame him for their deaths. Ash persuades him you can hack heaven and have fun with it; Pamela tells him heaven is great. All this propaganda for a special Dean heaven as a final reward for being Michael's meatsuit, like the angels later promise Adam will see his mum?
Pam does hit Dean and say "That's for getting me killed" in that scene. Ash is cool with being dead though, and Pam ends up saying heaven is a better place. I actually think Pam throwing in a dose of guilt then cooling it with the balm of heaven being a real paradise is perhaps more indicative of potential manipulations in play than her telling Dean she didn't blame him would be, because two primary component of Dean's motivations when running off to say "Yes" end up being 1) Minimize the destruction of the earth (i.e., the harm to others) 2) The weight of guilt over what happens if he's wrong—if they can't find a way to win, and then when EVERYONE dies (like what Zachariah showed Dean in "The End") Dean thinks it'll all be on him—it'll all be his fault that the world burned.
Bringing Pam back in 5.16 is interesting, because Dean's lowest point in season 4 was arguably "On The Head of A Pin", and that episode opened with Dean talking about Pam's death the previous episode.
SAM What's your problem? DEAN Pamela didn't want anything to do with this and we dragged her back into it, Sam. SAM She knew what was at stake. DEAN Oh yeah. Saving the world. And we're doing such a damn good job of it. SAM Dean— DEAN I'm tired of burying friends, Sam. SAM Look, we catch a fresh trail— DEAN And we follow it, I know. Like I said, I'm just—I'm just getting tired.
The episode closed with Dean saying that if HE was supposed to stop the apocalypse, "You guys are screwed". He followed that up by saying these burdens were too big, overwhelmed to the point of tears.
So bringing Pam back recalls a lot of negative emotions and a sense of deep hopelessness. Pam basically functions as a voice to remind Dean that he isn't qualified to stop the apocalypse. It's too big and he isn't strong enough. He'll fail (he's already been blamed for failing to stop Sam at the end of season 4 repeatedly). People he cares about will get hurt/die (and already have, like Pam and Ellen and Jo). Pam is also a reminder of risk. No matter what plan Team Free Will might come up with, it'll be risky—and Pam was the collateral damage of one of Dean's risky plans. Contrast this with how Pam represents heaven as a peaceful certainty. "No matter what happens, everyone will come here and it'll all be okay". So Dean might as well stop fighting, stop torturing himself, stop hand-wringing, and give in.
I also think that's a great point about Ash making heaven feel more "real" by giving the possibility of hacking it. All of this feels like a direct attempt to refute 4.22 when Dean fought with Cas in the beautiful room and said life on earth was better than heaven because it's real—that he'd take the pain and the guilt because it was a lot better than being some Stepford bitch in paradise. Pam says it doesn't matter if it's fake, and Ash represents being able to be in heaven without being a Stepford bitch. And the thing is, I wouldn't be surprised if Zachariah overheard that fight between Dean and Cas in 4.22 (especially based on how immediately he appeared to try and stop Cas when Cas returned to help Dean escape). If Zachariah overheard that, he'd know it was a defining aspect of not just Dean's but Cas's reasons for rebellion as well. Convincing Dean to abandon this perception of heaven as a false paradise would not only weaken Dean's resistance, but also weaken his bond with Cas as well by making Cas feel betrayed (which is exactly what ends up happening). 5.16 attempted to weaken Dean's resistance, but 5.13 through 5.16 were also all about weakening the unity of the family as a whole, starting all the way back with John and Mary, working through Sam and Dean's relationship with Bobby, Sam and Dean's relationship with one another, and then Dean and Cas's relationship.
What Pam says reeks of heavenly manipulations already (how does Pam know all of these details about Dean being a vessel anyway?) but Zachariah's influence also seems likely based on how Sam and Dean get inside the Roadhouse, and then what happens the moment they leave. What gets them into the Roadhouse is Zachariah "looking" for them in the woods. It's obvious he knows exactly where they are, but he appears to toy with them for no reason. He keeps popping up in front of them everywhere they run, until they bump right into Ash who leads them away. Sam and Dean are meant to believe they'd escaped Zachariah's awareness of their location by following Ash, but we immediately know that can't be true, because the moment they leave the Roadhouse they immediately fall right into Zachariah's most overt trap inside the old Winchester family house, and inside that trap, Zachariah confronts Dean with a completely fake Mary—so why wouldn't he have lead them to a completely fake Pam and Ash?
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your bakugou hc of ‘You tell him he's annoying you and he just smirks and shrugs his shoulders like "you asked for this" but imagine an angst where he reallly fucked up and tries to play it off cause he thinks he’ll get away with it again but y/ns like maybe i don’t want this anymore
Okay wait this is so good I love angsty bakuboi (I can't stay mad at him too long tho so happy ending, hope that's okay!)
Bkg Takes It Too Far
he knows he's fucked up, but he's determined to make it up to you.
cw: gn!reader, angst, hurt/comfort, bakugo refers to reader as beautiful
Bakugo is brash, blunt, and merciless with everyone, and you're no exception. You wouldn't want him to try to be, of course, his explosive personality is part of his charm
But sometimes it's so hard to read him. If he has a bad day, even if he doesn't mean to, doesn't realize, he sometimes takes it out on you, and forget trying to ask him what's wrong. Getting your boyfriend to talk about his feelings is worse than pulling teeth.
Most of the time you can stand toe to toe with him, but lately it's been exhausting. Instead of being someone you can rely on, he's starting to be someone you feel like you have to be on edge around.
And of course he doesn't realize it, not until it's a huge problem right in front of his face, when he leans in to kiss you and you turn so he only catches your cheek
"What's up with you?" He asks, and it pisses you off more that he doesn't even seem to realize how much he's hurting you.
"We scream at each other all you want but if that's all you want from me I don't know if I can do this anymore"
He's not sure he's ever seen you so serious, and he starts to panic; he doesn't want to lose you. You, who's never asked him for anything, who's become such a comforting sight, who can calm him down in no time flat.
Suddenly he felt terrible, realizing how little he's done to show you the care you need.
He wants to smother you in his affection immediately, to kiss you and love on you to prove you're more to him than some verbal punching bag, but he knows that it wouldn't seem genuine now, that it might push you farther away.
But he's determined to make it up to you no matter what. He takes your face in his calloused palms, the ones you love so much, and even if you try to pull away, he makes you look at him. "I'll make this right"
He's not a groveler though. Katsuki doesn't like saying sorry, but he's promised you he was going to be a better boyfriend and he was going to follow through because he knows that's what you deserve.
And he really does. He becomes more attentive, turning his observant eyes on you, watching your moods and asking you about your day. Even if he doesn't get why something that happened got you so down, he'll hold you in his arms until you feel better.
It's not like he changes completely, he's still explosive as ever and he still loves to piss you off sometimes, but he gets a lot better at knowing when you need a little softness from him too.
He does little things to remind you it's you two against the world, like a quick knowing look when one of your friends makes a joke, and he's not as hesitant to talk about you to his friends anymore.
He starts doing this thing when he'll randomly press a single kiss to your jaw, when you're not looking or paying attention to him, because he wants to remind you how beautiful he thinks you are.
He sends you random texts when he thinks about you. Nothing terribly deep, but if he sees a dog he think you'd like he'll snap a picture, or if someone tells him about a restaurant he should try, he texts you right away to see if you want to go with him.
But more than that, he talks softer to you too. He answers your questions about his family, even if he hates thinking about his old man and that hag when he's with you. He talks to you about stuff in the future, like places he'd like to go, food he wants to try, and he makes sure you know he sees you there with him.
Because even if he's rough around the edges and doesn't care if he pisses off other people, he never wants to be the reason you're upset.
Thanks for the request anon! It's my first one so I hope I did it justice for you!! Interactions are always appreciated I'd love to know what you think!💖
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Hisoka x lawyer!reader Part 2
Little Lawyer
Warnings: Murder (it's Hisoka, what were you expecting)
This one's for establishing some plot, I can't just be giving fanservice only. I promise the next one will have more fuzzies.
Not proofread (very often) ...sorry
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You've been working hard, helping Hisoka where you can. You could even say you've done well!
But honestly, it's exhausting just trying to keep up with him...
The magicians mood can change in an instant and seemingly unprompted too.
You're constantly observing, trying to make sense of his attitudes and whims.
You're also close to giving up, trying to understand said attitudes and whims.
You've been calling a few contacts here and there, pulling a few strings so strong people have been coming and going to the heavens arena.
Hisoka doesn't show it much but you know you've impressed him.
The last few weeks you've been following Hisoka to his official fights and a few unofficial ones.
The former aren't really important. It's the heaven arena's law that if you enter a fight, you're responsible for any injuries you might aquire. Even death.
The latter are where you come in though. He's a little like a cat, shoving a glass or plant from a windowsill, just to get your reaction or test your boundaries.
In this case he's testing your reaction to the death of a random passerby while on the way to the arena.
The bulky guy had looked directly at him and still run into his shoulder. He is probably a contestant of the arena as well.
Or at least he had been...
It happens faster than you can think.
"Oh my god, Hisoka!" You exclaim surprisedly, as the guy sinks to the floor, neck sliced with the deadly precision of a knife. With the bloody card safely tucked away again, his grin reminds you of the cheshire cat.
"Yeeess?" He smiles, yellow eyes sparkling teasingly, curious of your reaction.
Sighing, you turn to the guy bleeding on the floor.
"Nevermind, he kinda had it coming," you admit, regaining your posture and quickly estimate the distance to the heaven arena's ground.
There's no witnesses, you're in a rather secluded area and as you've found out, Hisoka's cards don't leave traces of DNA. It's highly unlikely that anybody will find out and even if they do, they probably won't care.
The authorities tend to overlook any accidents in a hundred meter range (ca. 330 feet) of the heavens arena, as they don't have the capacity to solve all crimes happening there. If they tried, there'd be no room for anything else.
Hisoka watches you calculate calmly and your concentrated expression excites him a little.
Not only are you unfazed by the murder, you're also thinking about wether or how he'll get away with it. If anything you're mildly inconvenienced.
"Don't think about it too much!" He exclaims happily and sets back on his path to the arena.
He has another fight to win after all.
Looking up, you notice the magician walking away.
You quickly run to follow him, not knowing what he'll start if you're not there.
Two and a half months later you're more or less used to his antics. To your surprise, the job is less actual lawyer work and more appealing to Hisoka's common sense, or what's left of it.
You remind yourself that normal logic doesn't work with the magician, so you have to somehow view everything through his twisted perspective on life.
"Okay, so what bothered you about this guy?" You ask, putting a questioning hand on your hip and pointing your other hand at the corpse laying in front of you.
"Hmm, his colour scheme was off," the redhead replies,
"And he would've died tomorrow anyways."
He's right, of course. But he's also ignoring one crucial fact.
"Yeah, but right now it's kinda illegal and tomorrow it won't be. At this rate you're going to need an entire team of lawyers!"
Hisoka smirks and lays an arm around your shoulders, catlike eyes gleaming with mirth.
"Oh no no, little fruit. Don't worry, you're doing a splendid job," he pats your head in a rather patronizing way, "You're all I need."
Rolling your eyes you wave away his hand in the manner one would swat at an annoying fly.
"That's all very endearing and cute and stuff but it doesn't change the fact that this will be very hard to cover up. At least hide the body near the arena or something, okay?"
Hisoka is apparently in a relatively reasonable mood today as he just rolls his eyes and kicks the body into an alleyway.
"Fine, I'll do it later!"
"As soon as possible, okay?"
"Yes ma'am~!" He salutes sarcastically.
You nod, that's good enough.
Two alleys forward Hisoka disappears mysteriously.
When you get back to the arena Hisoka has already arrived before you, shuffling his cards while perched on your bed. How he got in, you don't want to know...
"Did you take care of it?" You ask, closing the door behind you with a foot.
He flashes you a smirk.
"Of course!"
"Splendid, anything else you want to do today or can I have my privacy?"
"Come here~" he commands and you raise a suspicious eyebrow but move towards the bed, where Hisoka is still shuffling cards.
"Let's play a game."
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